#2020 truly is something

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

Emma 2020 is like what if. You were trapped in a house in a dark with a father only you can manage. What if you were constantly told about a woman with accomplishments you frankly can't achieve because in so many things valued for young women you're just mediocre, you have no special talents other than being charming and likeable and you can't even do that all the time. What if you just wanted to do something that meant something but you didn't even realize that's what you wanted.

#emma 2020 #truly a fascinating adaptation #AND I FORGOT ABOUT HOW SHE CLEARLY HAS NO SKILLS #like it's SO important how I read the movie. she can play the piano but only like. fine. #she can paint but it's like. it's not great. #she's a very average girl. #again hence why Jane irks her! Jane is skilled and seems to be able to mean something in the world #to be useful! I love how the movie made this the thing that foils them specifically

[starlitcrows]

worship me. all hail my name.

#grima #robin #fell robin #grima robin #fe robin #fire emblem #fire emblem heroes #fire emblem awakening #fea #fe13 #feh #neosketches #favorite villain and number one of my heart that isnt an oc #if evil why hot #grimleal propaganda truly is something else #technically a redraw from that one in march 2020 #fell dragon

[getshimback]

just logged into my old wattpad account and i’m traumatized

#haven’t used it since 2020 #quarantine me was truly something else…

[flamboyant-king]

I had an Isaac run where it was so stressful my heartrate was at a 145bpm and it persisted for 6 hours. After that, like every day that followed, my heart would just suddenly shoot up to 120-140bpm for an hour if I so much as thought about something I've been stressing over recently. Everybody encouraging me to go to the ER. And I'm just like "Oh please I've actually always been like this, I'm fine." Had to chop down my Adderall dosage. But I swear I've felt like this since high school, but I guess the medicine enhances the feeling and that feeling was ANXIETY.

So, suffice to say, playing The Binding of Isaac™️ almost gave me a heart attack.

#and its not the adderall thats just inducing the heartrate #cause i only got prescribed adderall this year #dad got diagnosed with afib when i was still in school. he rushed himself to the hospital with mom while i was taking a test #i was like what the heck where did you guys go and mom said oh dad was having a heart attack or something and we didnt want to bother you #like WOULDNT YOU TELL YOUR CHILD OH MAYBE YOU WONT SEE YOUR FATHER AFTER WE GO TO THE HOSPITAL BUT FINISH YOUR EXAM BABY #that was like 2020 and we have a couple of those oxygen readers for your fingers and it measures your heartbeat #i out one on for fun im just sitting there at the dinner table and my heartrate was at 120 #like i didnt do anything we been stuck at home because pandemic and we just having a nice dinner #and my heartbeat was just thats my resting heartrate. they told me to try the blood pressure thing #average blood pressure but truly my heartbeat was just vibing at 120. mis padres were like oh no maybe you have afib too #babes youre too young to have that. and i jsut said oh is that what it means when im nauseous and have to lie down #i havent been diagnosed with anything. i suspect is tachycardia but no official thing #although i havent seen a cardiologist. what if we pay to get a screening and its nothing #i dont want to go thru all that and let it be nothing. lets wait until its a real problem #when my brother and his family visited just like what two weeks ago he was like #he was sitting on moms exercise bike and said it reads your heartrate #and it did you put your hands on the handle and it reads yer pulse #i told him like oooh let me try. hey brother my resting heartrate is 120 a lot. and hes like. what. get on this thing #and i get off the couch literally resting and lay my hands on the handles #and we see it go up. from 80 to 90 to 100 to 110 to 120 and hes a nurse and my moms a nurse and he says go upstairs and rest #dont hang out here with the kids. and im like ha i already told mom #he said sit there for ten minutes dont do anythingg and were trying again #he got mom to call our doctor and my doctor said to stop taking the adderall which is NOT IDEAL theres worse repurcussions to stop cold #so i cut mine in half. cause i had a dosage of 20mg and i almost fainted at work. we died the dosage down to 15 #but after all that i cut my 15 down to 7.5 cause hey i cant stop cold but i can ween myself #brother said i shouldnt be taking adderall if im not doing anything that requires focus. but im like i need focus to live man #look at how much ive been drawing...i mean its only in like hour long intervals but its productive #so theres that. i can feel my heartrate already up but i guess its just a thing with me...anywho #doodles #the binding of isaac

[hwiyoungies]

🧍‍♀️

#so one of the s.vt concerts for follow again is gonna be on their anniversary #and they're not gonna be in kr and soooooooo many people are upset about it #like kcarats are Mad mad about it #and i'm like. maybe i Am the asshole because i keep thinking is it really such a big issue #i thought maybe caratland was around those dates but it has always been on march #like i don't remember them actually doing something for the anniversary besides special videos #and lives. i'm still looking for stuff because i know that since 2020 things have been different #i get being upset and wishing it was in kr instead but someone literally wrote #''now that your dreams have come true. are we not longer in them" #and i'm like ?????????? because svt keeps doing sooo many things in kr like am i insane #am i really that much of a dick LMFAO because it's not like they're getting nothing also #idk man i'm just kinda baffled at this situation #i would understand it more if they did something special every year for their anniversary in kr #and suddenly they were like actually? we're changing it up #but they never have so that's why i'm very 🧍‍♀️ #and everyone is complaining about jp having so many concerts. like yeah man it makes sense #they sell them out every single time of course the company is going to milk that #td #most likely LMFAO #also feel free to call me out i truly wanna have a conversation about it

[myearts-uwu]

Thinking about that one time someone messaged me on wattpad and they called Myra dog water just because I didn't want to write about Anastacius x Diana because I ship myrana and before I could say anything they decided to be a coward and I think deactivated (it's a burner account according to them).

I wonder how they are right now? Hope they're not acting like this towards other people in fandom spaces.

#sighhhh 2020 was truly something else for me #the beginning of my wmmap fic writing career

[tacagen]

oh so this is a man from 25th century? sure his casual clothes are futuristic or at least modern like everyone elses in zoom city in this particular universe? NO. FUCK YOU. A FRACK, A WAISTCOAT AND FUCKING CUFFLINKS

#eobard thawne #professor zoom #reverse flash #like in running scared he had an excuse. a teacher theme. and also all of his other looks are futuristic. but this???? #the only other thing hes shown wearing here is a flash logo tshirt as a kid 💀 #as a fellow three piece suit enjoyer who never leaves home in something more modern/informal than a shirt and a waistcoat/tie? #THE REPRESEITATION I TRULY NEEDED. THE ONLY ONE. #like PLEASE where did he fucking find those cufflinks?? IN 25TH CENTURY?? even i dont have any or have ever seen them on sale irl 😭😭 #the flash: fastest man alive (2020)

[qsmpaimsey]

What’s happening with Cellbit? :0 I haven’t been keeping up with things and I’m really curious about the posts you’re reblogging!

HI!! it's not about qsmp this time but about opq (ordem paranormal quarentena) ITS THE NEW SEASON OF HIS RPG!! with quackity, roier, baghera, pac and bagi!! IT WAS AMAZING!$?#(##(#!

its in english and it has subtitles (THE FIRST EPISODE ITS ON YOUTUBE!! you should go look if you have time) AND IM VERY HAPPY THE ENDING WAS GREAT SJANDJWMDJSSNS

IT WAS SO FUN I CANT EVEN SAY HOW I FEEL BECAUSE IT WAS AWESOME

#ordem paranormal is something that i watch since 2020 and i never expected becoming so big /pos #ITS TRULY A AMAZING EXPERIENCE seeing my favorite brazilian ccs with my fav english/spanish ccs its insane #and roleplaying games are SO SO COOL grace you should go look at it ITS PRETTT BIG but opq wasnt that long #AND IDK IM JUST HAPPY HOW IT TURNED OUT and Benito is alive HE IS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER SO #IM HAPPY HELP #asks #grace asks

[aeide-thea]

also totally unrelated but like. thinking abt how many american transmascs have identified with figures like disney's mulan and joan of arc and how it's like. i super get it but also that identification rests on such a violent wrenching of those figures out of their original contexts…

#like once you find out joan is like. a mascot of modern-day french right-wing nationalism it just. doesn't taste the same. #similarly like. yeah we all have feelings abt when will my reflection show &c #if i were truly to be myself / i would break my family's heart #however like. kinda textbook appropriative‚ no? #this is really a reaction to the 2020 remake but it's an interesting readable overview of ways the story has been positioned: #https://www.thenation.com/article/culture/disney-mulan-review/ #anyway. Just Thinkin. #(also possibly something 2 be said here abt tumblr takes on caeneus.)

[muirneach]

i have intense parasocial relationships with canadian tennis players. i know them intimately.

#u might be saying well ur parasocial about all the tennis players #yes that is true. thats the nature of sports. but like canadian tennis players are literally my best friends okay #dennisssss felixxxxx biancaaaaaa leylahhhh MILOSSSSSSS #i miss milos fr he died a horrible death or something #shapo and felix were perhaps my introduction to tennis…. i was really obsessed with them in 2020 lol #truly the canadian tennis curse is too real #cause theyre all sort of bad now 😭 oh well i hope everyones flop era ends soon #shapo is still good but like he keeps fucking it up im sorryyy #sportsball

[jazzy-tzw]

I guess Tumblr is showing the number of asks we have now…

I truly have no idea how or why I haven’t been responding to y’all, I’m sorry😭

#it’s like 300 of em lmaooo #probably goes back to like 2020 if I’m being honest too💀 #I’m the type to see something and respond in my head and just continue on I truly apologize 😭

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

I GOT SCRATCHED ITS GONNA BE A GOOD 2024 BOYS

#whenever we enter the demon days between christmas and new years #i get surrounded by sharp objects. if i get scratched its a good year if i dont its bad #no one told me this and its not a family thing ive never told anyone about this but its something i truly believe in #source? 2016. did not get scratched. 2020. did not get scratched. 2021-2023 too but thats continuous. when i was a kid (wont name the year) #i didnt get scratched #and that year i was raped assaulted my parents tortured me the only family member that loved me died we hit a financial dump and #i lost so much hair #SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2024 HAS TO BE GOOD BC I GOT SCRATCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #the tree speaks

[vettely]

2019 me would be shocked finding out which drivers i don't like at all anymore

#the fact that most of my faves from 2019/2020 are getting on my nerves rn is truly something

[polaraffect]

sometimes I truly genuinely forget nuance is dead on the internet and then I have to read people who should be on the same side argue about politics on the internet and I start wanting to bash my head into a wall.

#damien.txt #ohhh my god. rattling the bars of my cage. lesser of two evils is a real and true concept. #revolution and changing a fucking country and keeping marginalized people alive takes many different forms #and guess what! voting for the 'somewhat lesser right wing' president over the 'extremely right wing' president IS one of those forms! #change is not going to happen because you voted third party or didn't fucking vote. it is actively going to make things worse actually #truly i think half the people making these comments have no idea how the us government works. #revolutions and protests and community projects and other revolutionary activity i wont explicitly name here will change things. and we #should also be doing that. but we can't just sink into the idealism of those things and ignore the actions we can take around us in reality #and in our reality at this moment. truly. voting strategically to keep republicans out of office is critical. #do you know why the government has been particularly shit the past couple years? sure yeah biden is a shit president and that's part of it #but also. thinking back to 2017-2020. when trump appointed all those conservative right wing people #to positions that opened up. like the supreme court justices. and laws and things started to take a downturn? #whoa..... almost like.... we should prevent that from happening again..... like that was Bad or something...... #im truly begging you to take a look at project 2025 and see if that's something you're willing to risk #'im still not voting for joe he supports genocide' cool i guess. hope you enjoy your moral superiority complex. let me know how you plan #to actually do anything about the genocide anyways. #politics

[hella1975]

had a dream last night that everyone from twitter actually did come over to tumblr and it became one of THE social media sites and all my friends were on it and i was watching them desperately try and figure out this unusable fucking app and they got excited when they got a couple followers and i was sat there like i think i might be successful on tumblr dot com but at what cost

#it was the weirdest dream like you know when the vibes are just fucking WEIRD #it was like that #my one friend was like 'why the fuck do people keep talking about november 5th' i was like what sorry what #i think the plot of the dream was that i got found out bc that is something i genuinely am paranoid about #but it was all just fucking strange lmfaooo #bc they like asked for my blog handle and instead of lying or making an actual usable real life blog #i just straight up went 'oh hella1975' and they were like babygirl you have been posting since 2020 #and i was like nooooooo no way #and then they saw that i was actually getting interaction and shit when they were still figuring out the ropes #and they were just like WHAT DID YOU DO like id killed a man in exchange for tumblr recognition LMFAOOO #it was horrible the worst of nightmares truly

[dodgebolts]

people who stayed for so long are fascinating to me because I joined in 2022 and october already makes me want to leave the fandom. i don't experience half the horror and I'm lowkey glad for it even though I wasn't here at the peak of dsmp

if you’ve hung around dtblr only then I think October and last January were the worst bits we’ve had since I joined over here 😭 like if you’ve made it through either or both of those you’re still a champ for sticking around

#I’ve been around a long time was a boober for a few months even pre-smp #I joined up around June 2020 and Well #was very much a c!in.niter and an sbi lover and also a bedwars cc girlie like I’ve been around the block #also I was somewhere between dttwt and benchtwt for a long time and saw dozens of ppl turn in real time #plus I was a Redditor during the speedrun stuff and watched dwt2 get founded like I’ve seen a Lot #it’s been a rough few years but at this point I’ve made it through everything 💀 #like if something truly egregious happened that’d be the only way to let me escape fully LOL #lyss answers #anon tag