#2021 diary

[duu-kiwi]

I bet aziraphale wrote about the day the universe was made, about the angel whose voice recited the words that created the stars, about how bright they shone, and still shine, in those angel eyes✨🪐

Here you have some detailss and a cropped version with just!! them!!!

edit: prints link !

#Good Omens #good omens fanart #good omens season 2 #there is something something abt the diary(?) that aziraphale writes #that theyve might wrote abt that time too #and i also thought abt the possibility that crowley will found and read them someday #i had like three separate pieces that make this concept a bit more linear? im really excited because i had a really fun time making this #it was challenging but oh so regarding to make a full piece since 2021 #anyways i really love them and they have inspired me to push myself a little further so im really grateful for that #also FOR THIS SECOND SEASON THAT NO ONE HAD THE RIGHT TO MAJE IT THST GUTGRENCHING AND FUNNY AND GOOD?!?! #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #fanart #art #aziracrow #angel crowley my beloved #i hope i nailed the love at first sight eyes on aziraphale bc that was what happened there right? #artists on tumblr #good omens 2 #angel crowley #myart

[xandershifts]

sometimes I see old shiftoks like " 10 reasons you aren't shifting " nd one of them is " stop being so obsessed with your dr! Seriously you're acting like a little kid! " WRONG! Be excited! It's your reality, & that won't stop you from shifting 🫶

#no like what were we on with shiftok in 2021 #shiftblr #shifting #reality shifting #shifters #shifting realities #xander's misc #reality shift #shifting related ⭐ #shiftok #desired reality #shifting antis dni #shifttok #shifting community #shifting consciousness #shifting diary #shifting reality #shifting blog

[mediademon]

CENSOR (2021) dir. Prano Bailey-Bond

#censor #censor 2021 #censoredit #prano bailey bond #niamh algar #sophia la porta #horroredit #horrorgifs #horrorfilmgifs #classichorrorblog #junkfooddaily #filmgifs #movieedit #film diary #moviegifs #filmedit #*mygifs #userhorroredits

[chvsire]

trapped

#aphmau #minecraft diaries #zane ro'meave #trapped in heaven #this drawing is actually an old teaser poster for the webcomic when I first started writing it in 2021

[maomao9jinshi]

The author of The Apothecary Diaries revealed that Lakan beat the guard who hurt his daughter in a 2021 tweet!

KurusiyaNoHitorigoto #Maoamo

薬屋のひとりごと #Kusuriyanohitorigoto

#The author of The Apothecary Diaries revealed that Lakan beat the guard who hurt his daughter in a 2021 tweet! #KurusiyaNoHitorigoto #Maoamo #薬屋のひとりごと #Kusuriyanohitorigoto #kusuriya no hitorigot #the apothecary diaries #maomao #kusuriya anime #theapothecarydiaries #jinshi #maomao and jinshi #jinmao #love

[soulmvtes]

THINK I LIKE YOU BEST WHEN YOURE JUST WITH ME AND NO ONE ELSE

#godddd #the feeling i got when i first heard that line in like 2021... #it just gets more real and real #diary #tiyas thoughts

[agaritas]

i know we’re shifting into springtime but climate anxiety has me genuinely unsettled and nervous abt the temperature not being freezing anymore 😭 like i let out a big sigh of relief when i saw the forecast predicting snow this weekend as if i was seeing a negative pregnancy test. this is all almost exclusively ronald reagan’s fault i will not expand upon that

#diary #my ocd loooooves obsessing over temperatures and weather forecasts 🤩 i spent the entire summer of 2020 and 2021 unable to turn a fan on #like i was so fucking terrified of my dinky walmart fan making heatwaves even worse bc of its electricity consumption that i basically made #myself sick for 4 months 2 years in a row and could barely sleep bc the nights were so sweaty #thank god for medication and the strength of spirit he has given me since then lmao #typing this out actually was therapeutic lmao it made me realize how ridiculous and unnecessary that was when i made it up in my head #to be such a huge life changing moral obligation. when in reality i probably took years off my life span w how miserable and exhausted i was #and theres no universe in which me turning a fan on during a heatwave solves climate change #whew. i need a real diary girl

[centralpark1981]

i’m gonna need everyone to start posting simon and garfunkel and the monkees and CSNY and george harrison and MASH and bob dylan and joan baez and joni michelson and starsky and hutch and colombo and various 70s al pacino movies and mikey and nicky again STAT

*AND FLEETWOODMAC

#i know people are still posting that stuff but i’ll be chasing the high of 2021-2022 pee paw blogging the rest of my life #dear diary

[alex-van-gore]

Hostage Situation

[ID: an animated gif of a drawing that glitches. The drawing shows three people in Preservation uniform; Ratthi closest to the camera, barely visible, Mensah standing in full view with her arms crossed, and Gurathin with his hands on a table, all seen from behind. They are standing in front of a large screen displaying a well manicured hand belonging to a person in a crisp shirt, who is holding Murderbot’s head from behind and pulling its shirt down to reveal a Company logo and a thin collar. The transmission glitches, casting light across the watching humans. /end ID]

#murderbot diaries #the murderbot diaries #murderbot #secunit #murderbot fanart #dr mensah #dr ratthi #dr gurathin #whumptober 2021 #this is an old one. im looking through art i havent posted yet #flashing lights #glitch effect

[slumber-spirals]

mmm. .. .. .. . .. … … . janus.. . . …. .. zane. .. . . . zanus…. i’m love them. .. … … .. .

#minecraft diaries #aphmau #aphmau minecraft diaries #zane ro'meave #mcd zane #mcd janus #janus the silver death #zanus #they make me so ill #and they have been since 2021 #i will forever be proud of the fact me and an old mutual carried zanus back in 2021 #i would say who i was but i don’t fancy risking being harassed you feel me?

[ashmp3]

snippets from my italian hot girl summer

#pic three was from my terrace like we had our own garden #pic five was the alley to the pool #but i am posting this bc i am watching nana tour and im like I WISH I WAS THEEREEEEEEEE i literally would fit right in bc ive BEEN there #done that etc etc..... anyway enjoy my little pics #they are all from summer 2021 #diary

[mediademon]

"Mary...Alpha...Yankee...Delta...Alpha...Yankee..."

MAYDAY (2021) dir. Karen Cinorre

#mayday #mayday 2021 #maydayedit #filmgifs #filmedit #moviegifs #movieedit #film diary #*mygifs #dailyflicks #i rlly grew to adore this movie while giffing #although tbh im on mia goths side :/ #fuckyeahwomenfilmdirectors #tvandfilm #cinema #filmtvdaily #filmtvcentral

[redcarpet-streetstyle]

#nina dobrev #fashion #zimmermann #julianne hough #fresh vine wine #the vampire diaries #2021

[oscill4te]

i love clinging to cartoons. i want to make a drawing of all of my comfort characters or at least compile a PNG of all of them and even include ones from my past that I obsessed over as a kid/teen. but it would be a lot of characters.... even if i limited it to one character per franchise, i just love so many cartoons/used to game a lot, it would be so many. i just love being a loser cartoon woman (endearing). i need to watch more cartoons. yes.

#my cra/mp twins obsession is like. the most intense cartoon obession ive had in a long time though. #when i moved out of my parents house i was able to enjoy cartoons again :) #maybe ill just do a compilation or drawing of characters that were my favorite since ive moved out (2021) #ive watched a lot of superjail; mlaatr; paswg (mixed feelings on it). invader zim. angry beavers. ed edd n eddy #and ofc cram.p twins and oblongs; grim adventures. and hoops n yoyo shorts but thats not a show tbf #txt #i keep trying to get into adventure time btw. its cute but idk i just cant get into it. i watched an old tom and jerry episode but they had #voice acting (the dog??) and it creeped me out. they arent supposed to speak. wtf. terrible. 0/10 #ok enough cartoon rambles. i should be doing other stuff atm but posting on the virtual diary at night is fun. #wait wait one more. i rewatched some sonic x and total drama episodes too. 2008core shows

[talesfromthebacklog]

Adding to The Backlog: Christmas Sale Pickups.

This is the time of year I pick up the most titles (which I then work on for the rest of the year.). And why not? Everything is on sale! I actually budget for this time of year.

It’s “Tales From The Backlog” not “We buy nothing until I finish the backlog”. The backlog will never be finished.

So let’s go over what I got! Links for everything will provided. As I find people are more likely to engage if the work was already done for them. Me included. This is not necessarily a suggestion list. If you want to see if any of these games are actually any good follow my blog. But I do think it’s interesting to show people what kind of gamer you are, the games you’re attracted to, their difficulty level.

A gamer’s library says a lot about a gamer, in my opinion.

For Playstation 5:

Goodbye Volcano High:

TLDR: I put this one first because if you don’t see any of the other games on my pickup list, I AT LEAST want you to consider this one. This was the only Playstation title I picked up on sale (It is also on Steam). This is pre(historic)-apocalyptic coming of age visual novel with killer animation and music. I’m surprised I don’t see folks talk about this one more. It’s maybe the most stunning looking visual novel to come out this year. (At least at a glance)

Which is a hefty claim considering titles like Jack Jeanne and Virche Evermore: Error Salvation dropped this year. I can’t WAIT to play this one.

For Nintendo Switch:

Roots of Pacha:

I came back around to this one. It looks like Stardew Valley but with cavemen. You don’t see cavemen touched on a lot anymore so it seems different and interesting.

Wylde Flowers:

This is one see that keeps popping up in conversations and videos as a great cozy game. It’s supposed to be really good. I’m honest enough to admit that it being on the Apple app store as well as Switch makes me REALLY skeptical. But I’ve seen enough gameplay where I’m willing to take a chance.

Coromon:

I enjoy Pokemon-like titles. I don’t think we get enough of them. I love Pokemon. And you’ll be seeing my update on how I feel about Scarlet/Violet’s last piece of DLC the Indigo Disc here pretty soon.

However Pokemon is so domineering on the market that a lot of these smaller collector games get unnoticed. This seems to be a very unapologetic Pokemon-clone much like Monster Crown. Which is fine by me.

Nexomon + Nexomon: Extinction bundle:

Another very obvious Pokemon clone. But it’s obviously prettier than its Coromon counterpart. (Kinda wish the names were more unique.) I have nothing new to say here.

Monster Sanctuary:

Pokemon… but it’s a Metroidvania. $3.99. I swear the theme wasn’t intentional they just all popped up on sale at decent prices.

2021 Moon Escape:

This is from the same people who did Traumatarium. I did a review on that one a few months back. It’s on sale for $2.49. And this ISN’T my cheapest pickup for this year. The gameplay reminds me of Zelda or Star Tropics. But I don’t know much about it other than what the trailer already shows us. But also it was $2.49. It’s okay with me if it’s just okay. Not all games have to be 10/10.

Mythic Ocean:

I have a soft spot for ocean games. Even the more spooky ones like Subnautica or Dredge still have this serene element to them. Mythic Ocean is no different. You apparently help a pantheon of gods find themselves. Which in turn those choices shape the world around you. Sounds simple, short, and cute. It looked a bit explorable too? We’ll see. I’m unsure about that part. It’s on sale for $1.99. And this was my cheapest pickup this season.

For Steam:

Sonic Forces: Overclocked (Steam version REQUIRED for this)

I have, in no uncertain terms. Have played this game. I 100%ed it even. I like the game. Played better but I still like it.

HOWEVER. I haven’t played Sonic Forces Overclocked. Which requires the PC version of Sonic Forces!

This is a FAN MADE incredible mod that blows the original game out of the water apparently. This is, perhaps, my most high priority game purchase of the YEAR. And it’s only $10 to buy Forces right now. This is literally a no brainer.

Slay The Princess:

I felt like videos on this one sprung up seemingly overnight on Youtube. I watched someone play the demo and it was an awesome looking game. A horror visual novel about saving a princess is a neat little premise. This one was barely on sale, but I see myself playing this one soon because of the hype. The full voice acting is great.

Magical Diary: Wolf Hall

The original visual novel Magical Diary: Horse Hall was a game a friend showed me back in high school. Pretty innocent and cute. When this dropped in 2020 I was surprised the game got a sequel at all. The thing I remember most about Horse Hall was that there was a route where you could date Professor Snape. That wasn’t his name but… it might as well have been.

#sonic forces overclocked #magical diary #magical diary wolf hall #monster sanctuary #nexomon #nexomon extinction #coromon #wylde flowers #goodbye volcano high #roots of pacha #2021 Moon Escape #Mythic Ocean #sonic forces #visual novel #pokemon #gaming #gamer #steam #steam sale #nintendo #nintendo switch #PlayStation

[perestroikan]

Watching Luca (2021) in movie theaters, 3 years after its initial release really invoked something in me.

When I was originally into the movie, it was a year after quarantine and so many shifts and changes were happening not only in my life, but in the world. This movie was there for me, and so was the fandom and the friends I made through it.

Now, I’m 18 and graduating school which felt like it was eons away when I was a huge fan of this movie.

I had forgotten some moments that still caught me by surprise years later. It was refreshing to meet these characters that held such importance to me once again after so many years in an empty movie theater. I think past me would’ve paid attention to every line, every motion, eye movement, and other details during the movie and made some tweet freaking out about it.

Now I get to have the pleasure to watch it for what it is, a kids movie.

The movie presents such a simple theme, exploring the unknown in life. The characters explore life on the surface, having never experienced anything of the sorts. It made me realize how much I had been taking for granted in life. Walking with the ground underneath my feet, tasting my favorite foods, learning about how the Earth spins, and having a family who supports my aspirations. I will now have a reminder in the back of my mind every time I find myself enjoying the simple aspects of life to not take them for granted.

However, another seemingly “simple” theme Luca presents is the theme of friendship. Luca Paguro only has two friends during this entire film, yet so much conflict emerges from this. What seems to be a simple task, to have one friend by your side, proves to be difficult even for kids. Luca and Alberto fight about what they want to get out of life, and conclude that it is impossible to be friends when you are too different from each other.

Surprisingly, the aftermath of the fight did not move me to tears or sadden me. (Don’t get me wrong, my jaw was open when Luca called Alberto a sea monster) I could relate to these kids, sometimes it’s hard to be friends with people who think too differently from you. I could find parts of myself in their positions countless times throughout my life. I would be like Luca, trying to physically do actions to ignite an alliance again. Or on the other hand, I’d be Alberto and blame myself for everything and not attempt to make amends by isolating myself.

Yet, the part that really moved me was when Alberto went back for Luca, who was pushing through the race to prove his loyalty to Alberto. Despite their several disputes, they’re still on each other’s sides. Despite their differences, they still love each other so much to the extent they’d endanger themselves for each other. Despite everything, they still would do anything for one another.

And as displayed in this dramatic gif above, they’d even leave each other for the other to be happy. It is clear throughout the movie Alberto has trouble detaching from Luca and has gone through a very dramatic event in his life regarding his dad abandoning him. Yet in the span of what I’m assuming is two weeks, Alberto meets Luca and his world is changed. He grows as a person, and learns to let the people he loves move away from him.

While one could argue Giulia’s dad is now Alberto’s new father, I’d still like to think Luca had such an affect on Alberto that he helped heal Alberto. This kid he just met had such a hold on him, he learned to be better because of his love for him.

The movie ends with a bittersweet finale. Luca moves away to the big city, attending school with his new friend Giulia to nourish his curiosity and new found love for learning. Alberto stays with Giulia’s dad in Portorosso, becoming a fisherman with him and enjoying the new routine to his life. They live separate lives without each other being there, but still find ways to include each other in their routines. They write letters, describe their new discoveries, and send gifts to each other. They find happiness in this settlement and anticipate the next time they can see each other.

When I left the movie theater and stood waiting for my ride outside in the wind, I felt like a hole had just opened in my chest.

I watched the branches and leaves shake in the wind, just like they did in the movie. I watched people walk by just like they did in the movie. Yet, there was some sort of feeling of envy in me.

I understood the movie’s themes, I understood I should be grateful, I understood it’s hard to navigate relationships. Yet, I was so jealous of these fictional characters getting to walk away with people who loved them so deeply. Something as simple as getting a rusty bike for their friend after winning a kid’s race made me feel so envious. I wanted the chance to prove my love for someone like that or to be the one receiving such admiration.

The last time I watched this movie being 3 years ago, nothing has changed between then and now. I still haven’t found my Luca or Alberto.

And I know, it sounds like I have no friends or I’m not thankful for them. I do have friends and I am extremely grateful for them, but it’s only once in a lifetime are you going to find someone who connects with you as much as those two did. Someone who heals you the way those two did. Someone who stays by your side, no matter your differences ,the way those two did. I’d hate to rush something like that, but I’ve been waiting for the past 3 years for someone to see me the way they saw each other.

Of course, the whole gay-sea monster identity parallel definitely comes into play here. But instead of having someone there to love your identity and understand you, it feels like I’m wanted dead for $300,000 dollars for who I am, like they were at the start of the movie. And also, the city’s population is the population of America.

Although I have been dragging my old age through out this sad movie review/diary entry, I am 18! I am graduating! I will be able to explore a new and different surface above the water that is college without anyone knowing my real identity. I’ll discover new things about the world and myself without anyone holding me back.

Though, I know I cannot rush these things and I won’t find my person the first day of college. I’ll have to wait patiently and trust that destiny connects me with the person I need at the time I’ll need them most.

However, a part of me hopes that one day, I’ll be able watch this movie with my own Luca or Alberto by my side.

OVERALL? GREAT MOVIE! 10/10 I LOVE GAY PEOPLE!

#luca #pixar luca #luca 2021 #such a beautiful movie #movie review #thank you if you read the whole thing #this is pratically a diary entry #the queer experience #god needs to hurry up with his timing…