#22.03.22

[sleepsucks]

#22.03.22 #2935 #jean d'heure

[dreamings-free]

on march 22nd louis follows no less than three F1 related twitter accs.

on march 23rd harry gets interviewed for BH&G and is quoted saying 'you can’t win music it’s not like formula one'

okayyy larents…

#LOL #larry #F1 #better homes and gardens #22.03.22 #23.03.22 #m

[lonelyfrenchpoet]

I was just a kid

I was just a kid.

I wasn't supposed to see that.

I wasn't supposed to do that.

I wasn't supposed to feel that.

I wasn't supposed to hear that.

I was just a kid.

By Val (22.03.22)

#poetry #poem #prose poem #french poetry #poet #original poem #poetsandwriters #writers and poets #writer on tumblr #dark poetry #daily poem #female poets #my poem #my poetry #new poetry #new poets on tumblr #new poets society #original poems #original poetry #original poets on tumblr #poemblr #poem of the day #spilled ink #ink #writeblr #writers on tumblr #my writing #creative writing #writing #original writing

[jonasiegenthaler]

nyr@njd | 22.03.22

#jack hughes #nico hischier #tomáš tatar #jesper bratt #ty smith #devils #throwback time i can't remember if someone's posted this on the day #this is one of my favourite (nico)jack goals #1) jack's 100th career point assisted by nico #(as was his 100th goal) #2) jack's 20th goal that season - his first 20 goal season #3) seconds before kreider and zibanejad got a shorthanded opportunity right before this where they tried the exact same play and whiffed #(linked in the source) #4) later overshadowed by jacknico center ice prompose(tm) that night #5) also ty smith is here #thank you for coming to my ted talk #.gif #1386

[fhtagn-and-tentacles]

22.03.22 

by Ivan Stan

#tentacles #fhtagn #ivan stan #creature #monster #horror #concept art #chara design #biomecha #dark fantasy #giger #alien #black and white #fhtagnnnn

[jinxarchive]

Imagining #Arcane characters and their Zodiac signs ⚖️ Did we read the stars correctly? 💫

Official Arcane acc on Twitter (22.03.22)

#jinx being Aquarius although her LoL birhtday date its 10th October #but 10th Oct it's just her character's release date #zodiac signs #arcane fam #vi #vander

[haniefanurs]

Bismillah detik-detik menuju 1 Ramadhan 1444 H. 

Panjangkanlah umur kami, izinkan kami bertemu ramadhan tahun ini dan meraih keberkahan darinya.

22.03.22 // 15.47 wib

[balancedtranslocationdiaries]

23.06.22

It has been quite a while since I made a post on here. I’ve been wanting to for a few weeks but kept getting overwhelmed by how much has happened and where to begin. 

For this reason I’ve decided to share in dot point form

03.06.21 We began Cycle 3 of IVF at our new clinic. I felt confident going into this one as the new specialist was the right fit for us in both her expertise and patient manner. I also felt that we had a chance of getting more viable embryos because we had one in round 2. 8 eggs were collected, 4 top quality embryos were made and we waited for our PGD results.

26.06.21 we did a 7 hour round trip to pick up our puppy Kevin

02.07.21 I arranged for the result to be communicated to my partner as I was on placement and didn’t want to burst into tears if we got bad news. He got the call and despite me calling and texting him throughout the day, he would not give me any information. That was information enough.

When I called after placement he told me that none of the embryos were chromosomally normal. I cried the whole 1 hour car drive home.

-Our specialist was shocked. We were absolutely devastated.

-I had just started my Alcohol and Other Drugs 2 month placement on top of a team leader secondment in my current job and committed to the sleep, toilet and general training a puppy requires

I threw myself into work and puppy training, meaning I neglected any  processing, self-care or healing from the trauma we’d just experienced.

06.08.21 I celebrated my 29th birthday at placement and in another Melbourne lockdown meaning I couldn’t distract myself with friends or social commitments. 

-A few days after my birthday I had a really bad headache and neck pain

-After a week of doctor appointments, a CT scan and a hospital day admission I was diagnosed with Shingles behind my ear and spreading up my scalp. A migraine accompanied this 

-Mid August I put placement on hold and applied for a new job which I was successful in getting

30.08.21 I started my new job and a week later had a bit of a scare when I got another migraine and lost my ability to speak temporarily. An ambulance was called by my partner and I was diagnosed with “atypical migraine” and discharged. Continual migraines with similar vagueness, pain and aura followed me until February 2022 (shingles and stress were suggested as the main culprit).

15.11.21 had an appointment with an “Uterus Didelphys” specialist who asked me if we’d considered “being childless.” I cried on my way to the car, in the car and when I got home

24.11.21 we moved into our dream house and decided we definitely wouldn’t be doing any more rounds of IVF until 2022. 

January 22 Had an epiphany that if we want what is best for our kids as parents, how could I put our kids through inheriting my chromosome issues. Despite my partner being willing to continue with my eggs, I decided that using an egg donor would be our next step forward. He came around to the idea and I asked a friend who had offered her eggs previously if she was still interested and she said yes.

IVF was closed down in Melbourne due to pressure on hospitals and it being an ‘elective’ surgery *eye roll

11.03.22 Accounts session to discuss the costs associated with a donor cycle

16.03.22 First mandatory IVF donor counselling session 

22.03.22 Joined telehealth consultation with a nurse and our donor to discuss the process

30.03.22 Second joined mandatory counselling session with myself, my partner, our donor and her partner to determine we were all on the same page and raise any questions or concerns

31.03.22 My partner was diagnosed as having an ‘active case’ of CMV which is dangerous in pregnancy. Our IVF specialist told us she had never seen this happen before! Alas, IVF Cycle 4 postponed for 6 weeks until virus cleared from both of us (it was assumed I would contract it from him).

11.05.22 Found out through repeated blood tests that my partner never had CMV (false positive on the test) and our cycle was postponed for no reason. Given the all clear to go ahead at the start of our donor’s next period.

21.05.22 Our 4th Cycle of IVF begins and all precautions are taken to avoid covid-19 postponing our cycle again

03.06.22 Eggs are collected from our donor and fertilised. A few days later we find out that 7 eggs had fertilised and a few more days after that, 2 embryos had made it to the freezing stage. 

23.06.22 As I write this today I’m waiting for my period to start so our transfer cycle begins. We have 2 embryos, that is 2 chances of a pregnancy. Each transfer has a 50% chance of resulting in a positive pregnancy test. 

In a few weeks I’ll have a scan to check my uterus lining and have a blood test around my predicted ovulation date to time the transfer. I’m guessing it will be around July 18th but that will depend on if my period arrives soon.

My feelings towards transfer fluctuate. Some days I’m overly positive and some days I feel like it’s never going to work for us because it hasn’t yet. At this moment, I feel premenstrually grumpy and exhausted. I’ve eaten half a bag of salt and vinegar chips, have pimples galore on my chin and can’t wait to lie on the couch with my current read - Jasper Jones by Craig SIlvey. 

I want to make more of an effort to record my musings and appointments on here as it’s the only place I’ve been somewhat consistent over the past few years (a part from Instagram). I don’t care if tumblr has the reputation of an outdated teenage blog site. It’s the easiest one for my non coding brain to navigate.

Thanks for reading x

#ivf #balancedtranslocation #uterusdidelphys #ivfsupport #pregnancy #infertile

[mbmbriae]

Любовь как лампочка — то гаснет,

То снова светит мне в лицо.

И совсем уж тут не ясно,

Что за дешёвое кинцо?!

Как тяжело на сердце часто

Бывает, когда не можешь ты обнять.

И становится так пусто,

На душе зима опять.

И меланхолия весенняя

Всё лелеет пустоту,

Сгоняя снег, и тьма надменная

Унесёт с собою тяготу.

И вишня расцветет, и эра

Начнётся новая, чтоб линию согнуть.

Любовь как лампочка — то меркнет,

Т�� вновь мне освещает путь.

22.03.22

Лампочка-любовь

*из сб."Весенняя меланхолия" *

[a-voyd]

#oasis #darius #SoundCloud

[clubwnderland]

— 𝒄𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔

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[sleepsucks]

aaaww it is, and told in a much cooler way too, thanks for making me aware of it !

#bla bla bla #22.03.22 #2935 #Youtube

[dreamings-free]

Helene and Isaac tweeting about All Of Those Voices on release day 22/3/23

* “So who is going to the cinema today? 😍👀”

#helene hørlyck #isaac anderson #all of those voices #22.03.22 #i'm still undecided about going today 😅 #maybe i should ask helene to come with me for emotional support hahaha

[china70]

Wieso läuft die denn noch frei herum??

[missdbrill]

22.03.22.

Things seem to be spiralling and I don't understand. I thought we had the purest love together. Why does it have to change? I answered the door last night in lingerie. He was impressed. We went upstairs and had amazing sex. Then out of nowhere the mood changed. He went to bed and turned his back on me. I asked what eas wrong and he said things had changed??? He said it felt like I was forcing it with him. He said it was the 2nd time it had happened. I was gobsmacked. Never have I been more attracted to a man in my life and somwhow he thinks I would ever have to force it?! It seems I misread the situation. I thought we were taking a break during sex and resuming so he could finish. I had been kissing him to reinitiate sex and he said it felt half hearted?? It made me feel so awful because none of it was true but I couldn't convince him otherwise. I don't understand why he does this. It feels like he wants to push me away. I asked him if he was pushing me away and he said no. I asked if he still loved me and saw a future ans he said yes. But of course what else could he say?

He spoke about how much easier single life is. None of it makes sense to me. Am I guilting him to stay with me? Is he too scared to break up with me or tell me something has changed for him?? I really thought we would be forever. Will he even come Dubai? I think I have lost him. My heart will never be the same. I never want to fall in love again. It hurts so much.

[hi-take]

"Weakest link, or...?". （最弱者、或いは…？） 22.03.22. . ============================ #artwork #illustration #art #paint #drawing #graphicart #creative #イラスト #doodle #instaday #イラストレーション #artgallery #fashionillustration #イラストグラム #イラスト好きな人と繋がりたい #nftart #illustratorsoninstagram #일러스트 #illustrator #popart #andywarhol #roylichtenstein #그림스타그램 #artistsoninstagram #ポップアート #アートのある生活 #アートポスター #アートギャラリー #現代アート https://www.instagram.com/p/CqERUccy0aV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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