#24 days of productivity

[wrongsave]

There's something about you (We don't talk about it)

#CRACKS MY BACK.this took like the whole day to draw #the sketch from earlier did in fact look better when its the final product #splatoon #splatoon 2 #splatoon 3 #agent 3 #agent 8 #agent 24 #would this count as agent 24....idk ill tag it anyways #my art

[bluepallilworld]

Day 7 of dark cream ship week: Porcelain

final day :D

The porcelain doll lost its mask.

It tumbled down the earth and broke in many pieces, each sharp, each fragile.

Without it, its head's inside was exposed.

Bunch of moving cogs, darkened by grease.

Everybody could see its ugliness and maybe, that was only fair.

Its beauty gone, everybody started to leave him, starting with the ones who sang its charms before.

Its insides were out in the open and people did not enjoy the sight.

It gave up on the remains of its delicate face and leaned into what people finally saw it as.

An abnormality, a truly nightmarish being.

It stopped playing nice and started sneering at others' vulnerabilities.

It cackled and laughed.

It didn't feel as good as it thought it would.

But the world continued and the porcelain doll was forgotten.

It let go.

Why fighting?

It wouldn't give him back its face.

Did it even want it back?

Going back to the times people admired it?

It wasn't fully certain.

So when the only one who never stopped looking at him came bearing an unexpected gift, it didn't know the right answer.

Shattered Dream belongs to @/galacii-gallery Cross!Sans belongs to @/jakei95 Dark cream ship week by @zu-is-here

#me doing artz #dark cream ship week 2024 #dcsw 24 #Shattered!Dream #Cross!Sans #cannot believe I ended up doing all the days #I didn't fully rendered stuff but still #I have not been that productive for so long #are you immune to Cross's big wet eyes? #pffft did I just accidentally created a whole au with this prompt #maybe #and that is the last one! #thanks for hosting the week as usual Zuz!!!!! #sending hug vibes your way

[belligerentbagel]

even Atlas has only two hands

vent art

#this one's for all the teachers out there #horror cw #hands cw #draws #after 2.5 years of caution and masking everywhere; i tested positive for covid on wednesday morning (first day of fall semester) 😔 #at earliest; i can be back in the classroom on monday #wednesday itself was an absolutely horrible 24 hours (but admittedly the anatomist side of me has been going 'ah! physiological data!') #but thursday and friday were a grim indicator of how much capitalism has rotted my brain #because after getting through 24 hours of a MASSIVE illness with undetermined long-term effects; i felt compelled to return to the #6-hr-sleep 18-hr-waking cycle that i was accustomed to; out of GUILT for falling behind in work #(note: i was NOWHERE near 100% back on thursday. i could have charitably been put at 50% - still headaches & fatigue & productive coughs) #a friend had to very sternly tell me 'you cannot solve structural problems through constant 80-hour-week heroic measures' #'you especially cannot do this when you are recovering from a debilitating illness which has the potential to remain a - #- serious lingering problem if you overwork yourself' #like. gods. yeah. it's not my fault that my classrooms are stuffed to the student maximum that our union has valiantly maintained #it's not my fault that the district only gave us one pre-semester prep day; meaning that my room & plans were left unfinished before day one #and - even bigger; it's not my fault that public health in the US is careening into 'can we pretend hard enough like nothing's happening' #my students will have a milquetoast start this fall semester. that is fine. #their teacher might not be able to stand and talk for longer than ten minutes at a time #i will do what i can. i still care about them. i am reading their introduction emails and smiling a bunch. #but i refuse to allow myself to be consumed in order to keep this fire lit.

[mochademic]

100 Days of Productivity [Day: 24] || 100 Jours de Productivité [Jour: 24]

I am perpetually surrounded by books these days & I couldn't be happier about it.

studies done:

2 hours french lit

3 hours critical research

1 hour creative writing

currently listening // Blinded by Emmit Fenn

Je suis perpétuellement entourée de livres ces jours-ci et je ne pourrais pas en être plus heureuse.

études faites :

2 heures de littérature française

3 heures de recherche critique

1 heure d'écriture créative

chanson // Blinded par Emmit Fenn

#100 days of productivity #day 24 #100 jours de productivité #jour 24 #100dop #100jdp #studyblr #study motivation #studyspo #study aesthetic #study blog #bookish #gradblr #coffee #writing

[juney-blues]

i need to get injected with whatever fucking chemicals my broken brain isn't producing on it's own because i am so sick and tired of being crushed under the weight of a couple managable tasks, each going undone, until they all add up and i have literally thousands weighing on me each day

there was stuff i wanted to do last week that i didn't do, so now i want to do it this week, in addition to whatever comes up this week that i wanna do

the stuff i wanted to do last week? why of course that includes the stuff i wasn't able to do the week BEFORE last week

oh and naturally the stuff i wasn't able to do the week before last week, includes the stuff i couldn't do the week before that

and the stuff from the week before that? well i'm sure you get the picture.

"surely the solution is to just do the things as they come up", a particularly naive member of the audience might suggest

and YEAH.

you'd THINK it'd just be that simple, huh?

you'd fuckin THINK.

#juney.txt #vent post #i guess #man i just want to do my hobbies #read some comics i KNOW i'd enjoy for sure #reread things i DEFINITELY know i'd enjoy rereading #but most days i'm just incapable of anything higher energy than girl-rotting #endlessly scrolling The Sites while i've got some videos on as background noise #until whoops it's an hour until i have to go to sleep and it's far too late to be any kind of productive #there's no fucking way i;m getting the same 24 hours in a day the rest of you assholes are getting #i'm getting robbed

[gregmarriage]

art therapy, but it’s me writing my shitty little fics

#i say this as i vaguely have writers block imao #idk i think i just need to focus my manic energy onto something #and it may as well be something productive i guess #i had a idea for a new fic the other day actually #and i did a little work on it #just cause i was bored #so maybe i should continue that trend #or at least try to #i have hours to kill with manic energy and i need to do something about it #i need a distraction for when it’s late/my friends aren’t around #bc my friends can’t sit with me 24/7 so i gotta deal with this myself! #like a grown up!! #which ewwww #but eh has to be done 🤷🏻‍♀️ #gwen rambles #gwenposting

[wecandoit]

Day 24/30

09.06.2022 // picked up some new candles from H&M today because the lemongrass and ginger one is almost finished. I didn't really get to work on much today but I still have a lot of energy so imma work into the night. Daily prompt: I'm absolutely in love with love. Although I do think that romantic love, as wonderful as it is, is so overhyped that it reduces the beauty of other forms of love. Platonic love, love of an art or skill, love based on admiration. Love is so beautiful in so many forms other than romantic and I wish more people saw that. 🤎

🎧: Starlight - TAEIL 🌊 (this damn show broke me)

join the 30 dop challenge!

#studyblr #studyspo #productivity #motivation #study #student #academia #study motivation #aesthetic #30 days of productivity #30dop #dark academia #flash cards #study notes #24/30 #law student #psychology student #university #college #revision #music #taeil #nct taeil #twenty five twenty one #finals season #academicsunite #exam season #candles #night owl #mine

[kitsu-katsu]

The desire to draft up q!Cellbit character analysis posts because he's fun, fascinating and fucked up vs my lack of time for anything ever and me not being able to watch too much myself beyond clips and summaries because of that same lack of time

FIGHT!!

#see in a kinder reality I would become a q!Cellbit analysts just as I am a c!Wilbur analyst #HOWEVER capitalism decided to happen and I gotta be productive 24/7 to have a career or something /sob #one day. one day. I promise nothing but I want to #one day I wanna at least make a post that even just barely scratches the surface from what I can gather myself #qsmp #q!cellbit #cellbit

[postmanlinksbootyshorts]

i really dislike how modern day social media feminism revolves around (the hatred of) men and dating men. we really are walking back like 20 years of social progression and it drives me up the fucking wall

#if i felt like being more wordy and eloquent about the full scope of my feelings about this and analyzing who and why things are the way #they are i would #i think it would be very relatable and put into words what A LOT of ppl are feeling rn #unfortunately i'm a dumbass at heart so i WILL be instead making a meme #you'll know it when you see it #anyways this was inspired by this one comment i saw on a video from this influencer i've been watching since 2019 and we're abt the same ag #(i'm 24 and she's 26) #and i noticed a lot of her videos recently revolve around this starbucks feminism that's so popular online now #and someone was like FINALLY a video that doesn't revolve around men or dating #because her latest vid is a vlog she did #and that's when it truly clicked for me that modern day online feminism really is just centered around men #2013 online feminism was also annoyin but at least it was more productive in terms of conversation (ie the sex revolution and bopo movement #i thought after a while it was bad but man i did NOT see things devolving to this. we will never be free LOL #niyah.txt

[sophia-codes]

100 days of code - days 24-25

Hi! Long time no see!

Monday - Nov 13, 2023

My main goal for this day was to close a project I was procrastinating to do. And I finally did, maybe I'll write a post only about it (if I'm not too lazy) to review, since I stopped it in the middle to do other things. It is a project where I had to use docker and up a WordPress website, with nginx and a database. It was boring, I think I don't like devops that much. But the knowledge was worth it, I had to make a lot of scripts to configure the containers and the overall docker knowledge is useful.

In web dev I studied about CSS positioning (fixed, absolute, static, relative, sticky). And about custom properties that are like variables in CSS. So you can reuse some values in many places.

Tuesday - Nov 14, 2023

I read about browser compatibility, and what I can make to avoid problems.

Also learned a little about CSS frameworks that was something I always listen but not really know what it was. My understanding is that frameworks are basically libraries with some useful, ready code for you to use in your own projects. So you don't need to reinvent the wheel.

That's it.

Well, I was missing for, idk, 4 days; I was feeling a little down, and I wasn't really inspired to write here. Idk maybe I'm charging myself too much, for writing long posts, and It makes me procrastinate on writing. So, I'll stop charging myself this way, if I write a small post it's Ok if I write larger posts It's also Ok. I just want to have the commitment with myself for studying and writing every day and turn It into a solid habit.

#day 24 #day 25 #100 days of code #100daysofcode #codeblr #programming #progblr #studyblr #computer science #1000 hours #code #100 days of productivity #100 days of studying #software development #100 days challenge #tech #javascript #html css #coding

[eggbagelz]

Oh btw im writing my first ged test tomorrow. Wish me luck

#it's language arts tho so i should be fine. ive never failed that #''shouldn't you be asleep rn'' i slept for a solid 24 hours. #anyway im scheduling these tests over the next three weeks so i can actually start the application process for #university so. again. wish me luck. #im not too worried abt social studies if im being honest? and theres parts of science im good at like im pretty good at bio #but oh lord anything involving formulas and equations. screwed. #chattering #think im gonna doodle now instead of actually doing anything productive GEIWHEM #also whats cool abt the ged is that ill get my results like a day after writing which is nice bc i HATE waiting

[databent]

[pained wailing emoji]

#.pdf #rd #THE REST OF THIS IS JSUT ME WHINING. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE #i dont wanna go to work ‼️‼️‼️ i feel like i am nearing a breaking point i am sofucking burnt out #every time i go to work. my brain gets Scary at me. stresses me out. dont like it ☹️ #im supposedto be going in tonigjt but im dreading it sososo much #my work hour options have changed from “fully flexible” to “7am-9pm only” whcih yeah i know that doesnt sound that bad. but i have non-24 #(circadian rhythm disorder that makes me sleep progressively later every day circling fully around the clock over ~3 weeks or so) #and bcos of it often i have to force myself out of bed in what my body thinks may as well be the middle of the night just to get to work #and then i dont ever get enough time to recover from that to actually let my sleep fall back into its natural schedule wjich is the only #time i feel properly rested. so essentially im chronically sleep deprived which is making me chronically stressed and way less productive #i just reslly really want to fucking save up a little money and just Not work for a week or two. bjt. with my sleep bullshit i cant really #work enough to be able to put anything aside. at all #so. kind of an unrealistic desire i guess. lol #ive been feeling like this ever since like early january when i was told i ahve to stick to a more normal schedule. & its only getting worse #idont know i just wishthere was something i could do that was fully flexible on timing but also doesnt havw the kind of workload that would- #-stress me out like basically anything with longer-term projects so ykmow Most flexible schedule jobs. #i do have one thing in mind i could do on my own but its dumb and probably wouldnt make much money and has startup costs i cant afford rn..

[icewindandboringhorror]

... how am I meant to get any sort of restful sleep when it's like 85F indoors in my bedroom at NIGHT .. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#why the next poll adventure and everything else has taken so long lol.. I straight up have just not done anything #the past few days... staring down my todo list and sweating hopelessly #AT LEAST it;s relatively low humidity. the highest it's been up to is maybe 65%. but is usually around 50 or 40ish #There is one small window air conditioner in a roomate's room that can KIND OF be shared by nailing a sheet up to block off the hallway #with the rooms in it so the cool air goes into the other bedrooms but doesnt flow out into the kitchen or etc but #wjhen it's the time of day that the sun is directly hitting the window & it's like 102F outside even that doesnt help much. to cool 3 rooms #and I always feel like we're going to explode the air conditioner or something running it too much with direct heat on it. sometimes it #smells like hot plastic or whatever ghj.. so it's mostly just.. block off all windows with 5 layers of blankets and cardboard #starting at 10am (meaning.. no indoor light for days basically.. no natural lighting.. time passes weird. hard to determine time of day). #throw water on the bed every night so you sleep in wet sheets and keep your clothes and hair wet at all times. ice. cold drinks. keep a #little fan running pointed directly at you nearly 24/7 even when sleeping with a fan blowing air on you makes your eyes and throat painfull #dry. etc. etc.. and i KNOW people have it worse in plenty of places blah blah. i am just complaining on my little blog that is about me lol #I think the biggest thing about lack of adequate/central air conditioning for me is just the LACK of productivity!!! I am working on games! #and novels!! and so many other crafts. costumes! sculptures!!! things I want to do!!! we all have a limited amount of time on this planet a #nd I have so many goals!! To lose basically 4-5 days straight or producivity - when if I had been able to temperature #control my environment better I could have easily gotten more done because I wouldn't be laying around nuseous and too hot #and sick to do anything all day etc. -- is like.... GRRRRRR... it just feels so senseless.. i could have USEd that time... #Every CEO who has contributed to global warming owes me 1million doallrs to fund my art projects and make up for all the time #I've lost on them due to their stupid bullshit.. also they should be stoned to death in a public square. but redistribute the money FIRST #to everyone on the planet. but especially people who have been affected by floods. fires. etc. etc. #poor people who have limited choice in housing and access to air conditioning. homeless people in cooling centers. people with disabillitie #and health issues that are worse in the heat so the entire future just seems increasingly terrifying for them. etc. etc. #ANYWAY.... eughhhgh.... It can cool down SLIGHTLY at night but the past few nights I have been sleeping in an 81 degree room and I wake up #and first thing in the morning its like 82 by then and I'm so nauseous and nasty feeling... just so so tired of it.. I NEED SNOW #literally not even joking.. snow would heal me. .. oughffff... #AND i got the new nasty stinky poo poo pee pee tumblr dashboard update lol.. e v i l

[hauntedfalcon]

do you think people will ever understand that influencer behavior itself is the problem, and not whether or not a thing is actually sponsored

#just saw ‘not an ad!’ on an instagram post full of lavish closeups and loving copy about a product you can buy #bestie beloved what you made there is an ad whether or not you were paid to do it #if it walks like a duck and promotes like a duck… #Keri Smith (the Wreck This Journal one. not the right wing nutjob with the same name) wrote that #seeing a friend on social media post an ad erodes our trust. but I am hard pressed to find anything these days that isn’t presented as an ad #up to and including people *thanking the store where they bought the thing* (that’s what the money is for!!) #and they won’t admit to what they’re doing. it’s fully saturated. people think they have nothing else to post about but products #everybody has bought into the idea that they need to be shilling 24/7 even when it… doesn’t do anything for them

[ben-the-hyena]

Welp decided a few minutes away from the end of my birthday I could very well return. This hiatus had been a mixed bag. Happy, sad, drawing my originak stuff but didn't reach the goal, was distracted from usual discourse and negativity from Tumblr and Facebook but still spent more time on YouTube and Instagram to compensate when bored instead of motivating me to draw like I hoped... today was a birthday I woke up very sad, thinking I archieved nothing one more year, but did turn good enough to motivate me to return and go "screw it, maybe that was just not the way, go find another without punishing yourself and making it feel like a chore". I both missed and didn't miss Tumblr, I hated the negative part of it, but GOD AM I EXCITED TO POST ABOUT FANDOM THOUGHTS I HAD IN ONE MONTH

As for drawing and writing I hope it will return, I have NEVER been so unproductive. I need a miracle, a kick. I have many ideas but I have always "blocked" myself from doing them as long as I don't draw THE thing I must draw first. And since it's been a month I don't wanna draw THE thing I didn't draw at all. Maybe I will finally draw it and or finally allow myself one day to find the strength not to listen to that duty-guilt or a subconscious way to be organized or an obsessive need to keep things in order idk. As for Maydora, it will officially be doubled for next year, next year will be the same themes and I will start from where I stopped, but you can still do this year of course if you didn't do yet !

And for everyone who was worried about my absence, don't worry guys, I'm here now !

#and wishing to be more productive at 25 than i was at 24... and find a fucking job at last and drive and- argh doing it again #I MUST BE POSITIVE AFTER SUCH A POSITIVE DAY BUT IT'S HARD I HAVE TO EXPLAIN YKNOW #anyway. it's kinda good to be home in this chaotic website too #moi #drawing #writing #tumblr #sad #Happy #guilty #birthday #Maydora #pandora pitstop #years #wacky races #fandom

[another-white-void]

I've been trying to start the one easy task I have for today for 6 hours. What I even is my life.

#I did literally nothing in this time #it isn't productive procrastination day #i wasn't doing anything #just a blank 6 hour space that disappeared from my life #I waste so much time on nothing #“we all have the same 24 hours” no bitch we don't