#2am rambles

[whyarewecalledtheshipname]

okay but how did kh2 sora fuckin /survive/ his reunion with riku, howd he survive having fuckin KH2 RIKU fuckin smiling at him all the damn time??? physically. how. god

#soriku #soriku spam #its 2am #yup this is about the flustered sora scene #bc wtf #like can you tell me #y'all wouldnt faint on the spot #riku was so gorgeous i rly don't understand how sora stayed standing no lie #2am rambles #whyyy is that a tag

[chrissy-kaos]

Losing yourself

Feeling too powerless to change

Stuck and unable to escape

Incapable to see another way

I need someone to shake me, to wake me

I don't even need full clarity

Just to start the shift from blind to blurry

#2am rambles #2 am talks #2 am ramblings #in my thoughts #in my own head #transgender #trans #trans pride #transisbeautiful #transgirl #mtf #mtf hrt #girlslikeus #maletofemale #transformation #transwomen #actually trans #this is what trans looks like #trans community #trans feminine #trans is beautiful #mentally fucked #mental health #trans positivity #trans woman #trans women #trans women are beautiful #trans women are women

[pensbridge]

I can't wait for Colin to interact with his annoying sister-in-la-Scratch that! The whole family of Featheringtons...

I want Colin getting annoyed by Prudence in proper 'tone-deaf singing' style where he just straight up walks away! I want him trying and failing to have a conversation with Portia *she just says something off-kilter and he has no idea how to react*-Better yet, Portia knows something is going on with Colin and Pen and she just calls it out. Colin will be shocked, MORTIFIED..or he will not even deny his soon-to-be mother-in-law's accusations because what is the point with Penelope, his wife, no other person for him-made for him-the woman he loves and adores as if she were a siren or a goddess; he'd like to shout it from the rooftops how much he absolutely loves her. Even better than that- give me interaction with a Featherington cousin, or an uncle...I want to see the wackiest of the wackiest Featherington blood can produce!

#season 3 wants #am i ok? #2am rambles #the featheringtons #portia featherington #penelope featherington #prudence featherington #philippa featherington #colin bridgerton #penelope x colin #polin #bridgerton season three

[autisticarachnid]

i think it’s quite poetic how different of a person i am compared to the person i was in 2018.

five years ago i hated horror, painting my nails, drinking water regularly, wearing socks, wearing any jewelry besides stud earrings, and rollercoasters. i wore exclusively graphic tees, shorts and the same pairs of sketchers. i couldn’t stand the idea of eye makeup. i was in a horribly toxic relationship with a person i thought would be my forever. i loved the heat and hated the cold, and couldn’t even dream of ever wanting to leave florida. i was so sure of my identity as a cisgender, panromantic demisexual.

today, i love horror and rollercoasters. i drink almost exclusively water, i paint my nails and wear socks, rings, necklaces and dangly earrings. i dress very alt and am trying to get into more gothic/punk fashion. i wear eyeliner almost anytime i go anywhere. i own two bearded dragons and three snakes. i’m in a healthy, three and a half year long relationship with a person i’m planning my future with. i absolutely adore the cold and hate the heat, and i so desperately want to leave florida far behind me. i identity as an asexual lesbian and cannot stand the idea of being gendered in literally any way possible; i feel so truly and utterly genderless.

i’ve become so contradictory to my past self, and yet i’m probably happier and truer to myself than ever. i’m really discovering who i an and expanding my identity every day. i’m so different, and yet deep down still the same person. i’m just older, wiser and more adventurous. and more myself than ever.

#salem talks #2am rambles #2am thoughts

[silverredtail]

-OH MY GOD!! BULLSHIT AU INCOMING!!

-Okay okay okay, so school au right?! Macaque-king of the theater program- if he's not lead he's a big character or master of the backstage always has his hands in everything cause he loves the stage and the other kids who have the drive and passion for it. Incomes wukong and the other preps and asses who suddenly wanna audition and be a part of the "magic" cause "oh my god it's just like that one episode/show/movie!!" Makes all of macaques fellow students feel so isolated when this was their space to shine. They had the fucking courts and hallways. Que some high school musical bullshit where macaque puts these preps through the ringer of the theater life, the heavy equipment, the long hours of lighting and blocking and he's not afraid to bully. He's the jock on this stage and he's got a bite to his bark. One by one they leave because they won't be disrespected/it's too hard/ this isnt fun at all...all but the biggest stubborn bitch mac's crossed paths with.

-✨Wukong, star jock, biggest bully cause he's clearly the best, and school massive douche of a prankster✨(Only cause we're going really Disney channel with this au)

-Macaques equal when it comes to weight they can throw around and what they can take. Wukong doesn't break at all, carrying stage peices like it's nothing, actually singing good, standing still out of pride and stubbornness more then anything. But with how loud he is and how above he thinks he is- it takes macaque literally screaming in his face "YOU FUCKS HAVE EVERYTHING! EVERY PEICE OF THE SCHOOL TO RUN BUT THE PLACE WHERE OUTCAST LIKE US CAN FEEL LIKE PEOPLE! AND YOU INVADED IT LIKE EVERYWHERE ELSE BECAUSE WERE LIKE A DAMN TV SHOW!" Then wukong kinda breaks alittle, blinking at his punkish/gothish rival in a new light, never seeing the other gets so emotional. "Oh..." "YEAH OH!! Why the hell do you think I've been trying to get you assholes out of here!! This is barely a fraction of the abuse you give us on the daily!"

-But!!!! The worst part is that wukong is good right?! And he doesn't even understand what's technically happening so two things could happen depending on what theme we're going for yeah???

-Either 1) wukong stops coming, gives the loners their space and actually stands up for them outside the theater as well. Opening night he's there frontish row cause you know...he wants to see what macaque sees..not see it for how the other jocks do..and then he slips backstage to offer Mac roses or something and they can start anew in a healthier way.

-Or the more dramatic 2) wukong doesn't quit the show. He's lead and with him there they get a whole new crowd interested in the theater program and macaque has to deal with it...but at least wukong is taking it more seriously. Till the big day..where wukong relaizes as he peeks out of the curtains that all those people..all watching, all waiting...he doesn't get to hide among the team or sit out when he fucks up...he's the lead, if messes up he ruins the whole show. Que his massive stage fright freak out so close to show time

-But macaque isn't a complete ass and he's had plenty of his stage crew who have stage fright..so he pulls wukong aside to a dark quiet space and they have a tender moment there..something along the lines around

"What if I fuck up?!"

"When has that stopped you before peaches?"

"It's nothing compared to this!!!"

"It's not so easy now huh?"

"no..i-I don't think I can do this..."

Which ya know...shows macaque just how bad this is running deep if Wukongs going to bail and humble himself that badly ya know?

-Which is another branch of things that could happen. Macaque doing the simple things of pulling wukong from the show..they have understudies for a reason. Sure they may suffer since the crowd came to see wukong but he's seen panic attacks..and this is the cusp of a big one..one wukong might not recover from.

-The other being the more cuter but again silly movie thing.

"I'm the lead too...just focus on me..just like in practice. The lights will be so bright you won't be able to see them and it will just be us out there..I won't let you mess up..and after, were all going out for food? I'll pay for an extra desert for you."

#monkie kid au #monkie kid #lego monkie king #lmk au #shadowpeach #sun wuking x macaque #lmk macaque #lmk sun wukong #writing prompt #writing #high school au #hsm the musical #hsm #2am rambles #i wrote this at 2am

[leaf-in-a-flower-garden]

(This rant post is ignoring any magical reasoning and is almost solely based of the science that I know)

So the Elders are, like, semi-organic fallen stars right? Can we talk about that more, the implications of that? Like, first off, they’d be some small ass stars to be able to fall on a planet but go off I guess? (Not to mention gravity and all)

I low-key love the idea that the Elders are way too hot to touch, even after millennia and millennia they still can’t touch proper organic beings for long without them getting burnt. Some light creatures are safe, like certain birds and/or butterflies because they themselves are made of light and therefore can’t really be burnt but like, the angst of that lol...

The thought of what stages of the star cycle they’re all at before falling, when the King fell, all of that jazz. I like to think that the Dawn Elder is a Neutron Star as the colours are fitting and it is (usually) the stage after the Supernova and before the stage of collapsing in on itself and becoming a Blackhole, the true Grandpa of star roles imo. Which implies them, at some stage of their life in Sky or in the literal sky, that they exploded into a burning hot, and honestly beautiful, colourful cloud, simultaneously giving life to other stars. That ALSO implies (to my knowledge) that they got a hell of a lot Smaller afterwards, which I don’t doubt the other Elders made fun of. (Which gives me life tbh)

All the Elders refrain from getting too close to anyone, especially themselves, a distant (and now useless) survival instinct to avoid collapsing into each other despite now have organic forms that don’t cause anything in close proximity to gravitate towards them.

The photosynthesis because they still need nutrients but don’t have the internal organs to actually digest food properly so they just feed off of light instead of trying to evolve something that will never appear. This makes them all have a bit of hatred towards the night, because they don’t get their precious sunlight. They make sure to not use too much energy during the day if they know they’ll be up at night because they’ll be so fucken tired otherwise. They can drink a shit ton without getting drunk too because why not…

They don’t like Sky’s sun because that mf is big af and they’re jealous about it even if they don’t admit it. Like they technically feed off of it but they’re still salty about it. They can also look directly at it without burning their eyes, purely out of spite.

When the Elders first fell, they didn’t have a solid form. They were just a ball of light and fire with a vague humanoid figure. They were like really flexible because they just did not have a proper body yet. After a few weeks they slowly got stiffer and cooler until they didn’t have any flames around them anymore. The only way to speed up the process was to dump them in a lake or something, where they’d kinda just go into a coma for a few days and then wake up entirely encompassed in rock, and it would hurt so fucken bad but the people of the time didn’t care to wait that long. They’d have to be pulled up and be carved out of the rock when they’d get their first taste of life.

I could go on and on about this subject cause it’s like “OMFG I FUCKEN LOVE SPACE AND THESE PEOPLE ARE SPACE PEOPLE AUUAGHHH”” but like, you get the gist. :))

#sky children of the light #sky: cotl #skyblr #sky elders #sky theory #sky rants #2am rambles #like people don’t talk about this enough and it’s annoying #anyway

[blanchebees]

Atm i am drawing for 3 different fandoms, shit is TOUGH, sure i don't run out of things to draw lately but that's also a problem, too many ideas at once.

#text post #2am rambles

[snixx]

why can't my ex best friend just be a repressed homosexual who is in love with me or something and not the most evil uncaring person on earth with no excuse for treating me like shit and ruining the way I view myself and my relationships forever

#i will take anything at this point im not even kidding #she was like a little sister to me thinking about her romantically makes me want to puke btw #im just. sigh. reading devastating byler fanfiction that hits way too close to home at 2am on a school night again #they always start out so relatable but then they always get their happy ending #it's hard to explain. its comforting but it also makes me feel so much worse #god i hate being aro sometimes. i wish i just got it you know #i wish the solution to my friends constantly breaking my heart was just a pretty bow of romantic undertones i will never understand #it's such a neat little explanation. it's so perfect #but no i just love the worst people #and everyone will eventually ditch me for an so and I'm gonna die alone reading byler fanfiction #anyway. i hate everything. bye #2am rambles

[whispersofthepurplevalley]

I usually love nights more than the days. I love when the sky wears the moon and the stars sparkle around it. I love the silence that speaks a thousand different languages then. I love the hope songs of the seeds buried inside earth. I love the rustle of the leaves and the swaying trees. I love when I pay attention to the details of nature and take nothing about this privilege called life for granted.

Sabina Yesmin

#aesthetic #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #writeblr #writers on tumblr #my words #poem #my writing #quotes #positivity #late night #good night #call of the night #2am rambles #2 am posts #2 am feelings #2 am poetry #midnight vibes #midnight moon #deeptalk #deep poems #deep qoute

[nataliekabra]

you were the first person I ever loved. no one knows that, not even you, because I said I loved my friends. I loved my family. I loved my sister. but I didn't, not really. not back then. It felt like an obligation, and I said it because I thought I had to feel. I thought I was broken, a hollow shell of a person before you. I thought I was a sociopath. I genuinely believed I was incapable of love. I thought I couldn't feel. but I loved you. you were the first person I loved, and it felt magical. like anything was possible. and we're not in each other's lives that way anymore; it feels like a long lost memory, but you opened the door to loving the people I was supposed to - who I felt like I had to love - but on my own terms. and there are so many people I love now. truly and genuinely. I have so much love in my life. I have so much love for life and the world I love in. you laughed at me for saying i love you too much, but I'm never going to stop saying it to the people I love, because I know I feel it and I mean it and that's a gift I used to think I'd never have. you were my first love, and that feels like it was from another lifetime, but the love I discovered I could feel back then is going to live on a lot longer than we did. not only that, it grew, spread its roots far and wide and etched the people I love deeply, permanently into my heart. into something so much bigger and beautiful. and just. love love love. I'm always going to believe in love <3 I promise.

#girlblogging.pdf #2am rambles #spilled ink #i was gonna make this a private post but fuck it #i love my friends so fucking much #you guys are genuinely everything to me #and I'm so happy i finally understood what it really was like to feel that #even if it happened because of. yeah #hope comes in weird forms

[whyarewecalledtheshipname]

Im kinda dying over the gayblade at 2am and i always hear shit about the paopu and oathkeeper and whatever tf but i dont caare about the damn fruit I literally am just like ??? 💀 bc it's got a big fat HEART on it.

I caaant , verbalize. The feeling im feeling rn lmao. It's just Disbelief. Like i am, it's ridiculous. Guys. Guys. Because. WHATELSEEE. Could you, POSSIBLY, interpret. From Gayblade. Like.

I dont need. Anything. Anything else. Sora and Riku. Have two swords that combine to make a big heart. A big ol heart. It's soo ridiculous. That that fucking keyblade is just Out There in two kh games. Just. Existing. I feel like, we i spend so much time over analyzing it, that i kinda lose sight? Of how. In your face, on the nose, it is.

Like . It's like seeing it for the first time lmao. Just /look/. At it. How, do we just. Have this. There's nothing else like it. In kh. Im repeating myself bc its 2am and im 💀 but yeah i am actually so Incredulous. This exists. Wtf.

#soriku #gayblade #kh spoilers #ig #my ramblings put to paper #2am rambles #spam #soriku spam #its always the bigg ass heart that does it for me

[justfurbythingsblog]

2am thoughts:

I wanna take magic shrooms and have my furbies in front of me, because I wanna be able to talke to my furbies, with a handler ofc to make sure nothing bad happens, but like I wanna know what they wanna say!

#2am rambles #2 am talks #this all started because i was listening to the “rather sleep then stay awake” song and imagining a furby animatic i would with it #furby #furby fandom #1998 furby #safe furby #furblr #furby photography #safefurby #furby love #all furby

[pensbridge]

Most of the time in a relationship, there's one person who's physically there for the other to lean on. Person A is a comforter-aww, so sweet. look at how they support their romantic partner.

Then you have person B being the one to lean...physically...sometimes flailing...falling on person A, like they can't be without for literally 2 seconds. darling, I am literally trying to read, or look at my laptop, or look at my detailed excel spreadsheet...get off of my shoulder like a limp shRimP!

*but in their head they're really thinking: jk don't stop. my face says I'm annoyed, but I love this arrangement we have going on.

#tarlos #angel x papi #davenzi #firstprince #alex x henry #jacey #pacey x joey #narlie #nick x charlie #gallavich #sethmer #seth x summer #sethsummer #luke x lorelai #javajunkie #THIS WILL BE: #polin #in season 3 except they will not act annoyed #( #2am rambles #) #other

[theodora14pines]

I know that I occasionally shit post on Tumblr, but haven't done that in ages, and never have I ever like posted my silly little sillies and sketches and stuff. Perhaps I should do that? I dunno...

#theodora's life junk #theodora rambles #i really don't know if anyone's interested in my stuff #but at the same time I feel the need to share and bother others with my bullshit #mmmm #2AM rambles

[massyworld]

I've written Kagiura's reaction to Hirano professing his feelings to him countless times. But it always feels, idk. Superficial, fake, incomplete? Of course I'm not sensei, so I can't write a super accurate prediction of what Kagiura's reaction will be- and anyway, it always depends on what Hirano says in each context. like; I've written kagi as disbelieving the confession I'm pretty sure. I've written him as being super happy and crying. (I forget the other fics but o well) but DANGIT I JUST WANNA KNOW WHAT HIS CANON REACTION WILL BE!!! I NEED TO KNOWWWW

lol what if he notices/realizes explicit PROOF of hirano's feelings like FOR SURE for sure???!? (I know he's told Hirano "haha ur subconsciously in love w me" but this time it's LEGIT like hundo p proof) and then he tells Hirano and then HIRANO CONFIRMS, SO BASICALLY HIS CONFESSION ENDS UP BEING HELPED ALONG BY KAGI.....but nah that's not juicy enough. hm. how dramatic n extra is sensei willing to get

#2am rambles #hirano to kagiura #my posts

[autisticarachnid]

i cannot wait to be covered in beautiful tattoos

#i dont want to be like … 100% tatted #but definitely a lot of tattoos <333 #salem talks #2am rambles