• harry is in LA
• mention: nick kroll
• louis is MIA

Me he dado cuenta que me opaque demasiado a mi misma. Ahora solo intento recuperarme de lo que yo misma ocasione.

é ser comida vida, de dentro pra fora

Lol apparently there was just an bit of an earthquake but I didn’t notice anything?? Several of my friends in different cities did but here’s nothing

agradeço pela forma como levanto todos os dias e, com a forma que conheço e posso, enfrento cada dia. um dia de cada vez. e toda vez de uma forma diferente. 

agradeço por sentir profundamente minha tristeza, me dar o meu próprio tempo, absorvê-la e sentir como a levar de forma mais leve.

agradeço por me conhecer um pouco mais a cada dia, identificar o que me sufoca e o que me faz bem. onde devo ficar e onde devo ir embora. até quando aguento tal situação e até quando posso fazer o melhor dela, da forma que conheço e me é suficiente.

agradeço por aprender a gostar da minha própria companhia e saber que comigo posso contar sempre.

# . NΣW ΣЯA 🎐

- for thai actors

- focus on boys

- icons, layouts and lockscreen

- be specific and patient

🄼🅈 🄱🄻🄾🄶🅂 : ☆🌼°🐝࿓🪐

@geppetto-arch

Может, мне кажется, что я расту? На самом деле, во мне до сих пор играет что-то противоречащее мне. Война двух крайностей. Мне больно от этого. Больно от мыслей, от тех диалогов, которые создаёт моё вооброжение, от слов. Я не в знании, в растерянности. Как быть? Как всё таки думать? (найдётся ли тот самый человек или всё иаки это бред? любовь это то самое окрыляюще прекрасное чувство души или всего лишь химия? так мы все внутри эгоисты и жвиём только для себя, да? это просто подростковые в#*боны и я потом стану как все взрослые? и много чкго ещё). Это меня разрывает. Мне остаётся только терпеть? Когда я найду ответы на вопросы? Как их найти? Когда это закончится?

I watched my three episodes of Cowboy Bebop for the month, that’s episodes 7-9, and I had a lot of fun. I think the biggest strength this show has is just that it’s super easy and fun to watch. The characters are endearing, the plots are always engaging, there’s very real chemistry between both permanent and one-off cast members, there are cool moments and setpieces galore, the visuals look amazing, the soundtrack is king shit, etc etc. Like you can just sit and enjoy it and you don’t need to do anything else, you’re not fuckin wracking your brain looking for the thematic depth required to appreciate it or anything, you can just have a good time with it. And it’s not that hard to find shows that are like, similarly easy to watch and appreciate, but finding one with as much charm and personality and style and just general uniqueness as this? That’s pretty difficult. Cool show. 

44 день

Я потеряла веру в любовь…

А так же не так давно, прочитав пост (ниже скрин) я отпустила надежду(?)Может надежду на надежду? Странно всё это: надежды не было, но что-то ушло и стало пусто. Пусто уже было, но будто смахнули пыль и убрали воздух.

Liam via Instagram Story - 30/11

Liam via Twitter - 30/11

30.11.20 6:50PM

Today was wild whew

I went to school but came back home after studying maths

then I had a NAP, LIKE SLEPT DURING THE DAY, HAD A NAP, and for more than 4 hours I still can’t believe it? because I can never nap during the day hh

I’m also very tired, of everything? too much schoolwork and my dad who’s not being comprehensivelike AT ALL

I was crying the whole morning, even when I was in class, and now my eyes are swollen (dw i still look cute)

it’s now almost 7PM I will try to get something done, anything, even if it’s as small as filling my december calendar.

🎶 NCT U - All about you ; LOONA - Star

But anyway with that I’m now done with the important Bandori anime shit. Still need to watch about 2 dozen music videos. And then Film Live. And Garupa Pico + Ohmori. And I need to fit Argonavis into there somewhere as well as their couple of music videos. I’m nowhere near done basically.

Finished Bandori s3. Pretty king shit tbh. I didn’t really say this about my post on the first half but it did feel quite, I guess slow and undercooked, like we’d spent 7 episodes of time on not really a whole lot, I hadn’t been made that much more engaged in any of the focal bands than I was prior. But I didn’t actively dislike them like s2′s first however many episodes so there’s an improvement. And then the last 6 episodes just kinda, actually pretty engaging and fun and had good emotions throughout, happy to get the CHU2 redemption arc and see the rest of RAS become characters. I do want more out of Roselia but they’ve got 2 movies coming up so hopefully those are good. Uh, yeah. Season 3 wasn’t as good as the second half of season 2, but then season 2 had an abysmal first half, so season 3 is an improvement in that regard. 8/10.

хочу официально заявить о том, что мемы (особенно локальные) - сила. с их помощью я помирилась с подругой, с которой мы не разговаривали год (и десять дней). вообще забавно все выходит. я не хотела делать шаг навстречу, потому что думала, что уже поздно и чем больше проходило времени, тем больше становилось “поздно”. она думала точно так же. и вот мы просидели кучу времени в своих догадках порознь. а оказалось все так просто. 

может быть все, на что я не решаюсь на самом деле очень просто? просто шаг из зоны комфорта. шаг в реальный мир из напридуманного. просто сделать и перестать гадать? ведь в любом случае проще знать, чем продолжать додумывать. 

die anrufung gelingt

die antwort ist

eine ahnung

im durchzug

der zeit

der atem

bleibt ein

geheimnis

verschiedener

stoffströmungen

in mir ruht ein

…tischgebet

als wäre es

anker und

ich wäre

…sein

halt

@BKK

he actually replied back after me not asking a question but just like “that’s true” so i can’t text again lol….so i guess…….now i won’t be texting him and wait even if it kills me lol….in a week i can ask how he’s working the next week but before that i just have no reason to text him other than that i miss him but he doesn’t miss me so yeah bye