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gawki · 7 months

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Late night doodles

#artists on tumblr #iykyk #is first one #dumbo octopus #is neat creature #last is dragon puppy cat thing #when all ur pet options combine #and then it sits like a person #why #i am but an alchemist #3:30 am

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tiaresky · 22 days

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my alarms about to go off any second i didn’t even sleep

#3:30 am

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pearonpizza · 4 months

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I always feel like such a failure when I see fanart that isn’t from a fandom I’m in, but I think it is. And I’m like “oh that’s the guy from my thing” and it’s not. And then I am confronted with the fact that I see things that aren’t there

#3:30 am #sillyposting #i am a failure #watching Bojack Horseman right now wowie #comparing it to other fandoms I like

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stabbingandorbeingstabbed · 1 year

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hey man thanks for the suggestion

#3:30 am

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witchcraftandburialdirt · 10 months

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u kno what they say u camt make an egg without breaking an omelette

#mun speaks #YOU SENT ME THIS AT LIKE #3:30 AM #IM #I look at discord: oh a message from rey!!!!!#“omelette”#MNJKFDGBL;DF

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hunter-rodrigez · 8 months

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Accessibility tip:

If you want to automate your home a bit, but you don't want any "smart" tech, you can just buy remote controlled power sockets instead

They are a lot cheaper and easier to set up and use than some home automation smart tech nonsense

They don't need an app (but some models come with optional apps and there are apps that are compatible with most of these)

Many of them use the 433mhz frequency to communicate, which makes most models compatible with each other, even if they are from different manufacturers

The tech has been around for a long time and will be around for a long time to come

You don't have to put any fucking corporate listening devices like an amazon echo in your home

Models for outdoors exist as well

#accessibility #automation #tech #a set like the one pictured above usually costs around $20-$30 #I got like 7 of these bad boys and 3 remotes #I can control basically everything in my room with these remotes #I got one remote on my office chair one on my nightstand and one by my door #this always makes me feel a bit like I am in Arnold's room from Hey Arnold!

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buckst · 2 months

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Don’t you love 330 am like wow it’s such a time like wow so cool nothing happens the world is quiet it’s so great I love it but the the things happen and happened things are spooky like wow like wow witching hour hha i love it everything you do at 330 am feels special also like creepy shit just sorta happens like when you wake up but you’re still dreaming and you check the time and it’s that time the time is 330 am like wow what’s that like why’s my closet door open so slightly I never leave it open cause spooky but now spooky cause open how open I don’t like them doors opens slowly and like I’m trying to look but like I’m spooked so I’m like trying act asleep while still looking like wow and then the doors does a opening motion to the full and then at the end it completely open but like there’s nothing there just like the darkness and as I stare at it I wake for realsys and then i first check the time and time is not that time is 329 am and then I dread I look at closet door it is closed I relax and close ma eyes to sleep sleep but the I hear the door handle turn and that’s my story hha time good favorite time do you wake up consistently on a specific time like that cause I do like if got go piss then the time is the time hha I love you bro I’m sorry I’m not a good friend good bye

#rant #i need sleep #sleep paralysis #my demon #night #I’m bad at writing and high sorry #the pic is the closet #330 am #3:30 am #3:30

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neutral747 · 3 months

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Fucking woke up from a nightmare cause the... whatever it was had me frozen n was yelling at me. Now I have the like cold dread feeling that hasn't gone away. Like I just wanna sleep again.

#3:30 am #i can hear trafiic which is unexpected

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arg3ntwitch · 3 months

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💜🌜✨

#1.29.24 #january #1111 #444 #care bears #Aquarius #Libra #best friends #sapphic #love #3:30 am

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autumnsritual · 5 months

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11/26/23

The Gemini full moon is on my birthday. Doing some birthday reflections, so I went back to the Gemini new moon to see what was happening then. I can easily say that the last six months of my life have been absolute hell. There was a picture from the last time I was happy. I realize that's when I started to go down again. I wasn't sure exactly when it was. I was the happiest I had been in the last few years, and that got taken from me. I hope the full moon means that cycle is over, and that I can be happy again.

As I write this at 3:30 on the morning, I hear my son sleep talking (yelling? Lol) down the hall. The next six months are going to build my happy. I have to do this for my little family. My babies need me to go hard for them every day. We can't live like this. We're all broken and doing our best. I wish I wouldn't have passed down emotional unavailability to my kids. But I break through sometimes. They put walls up when I'm not around enough. Whether that be emotionally or physically. My daughter was flourishing in school after a really rough start. I'm so afraid that will fade.

It's 3:33. I know what I have to do. I have a rough plan and I need to just jump in. I have to get out of here. If not for good at least for my mental health. I thought (hoped) I was safe, and I was wrong.

Why is this song stuck in my head?

(Apparently song links go at the end of the post no matter what.)

I think it's because it is one of my songs for him, but my daughter loves it, too. Reminds me of happier times. The kids can tell when I feel loved. It makes them happy, too. "No one gets me high like you." Throwback to 2020. If you look at pictures from then, it's not just that I looked my best, you can see the love beaming out of my eyes. 😍 I literally look like that in every picture, lol. I have thought about him every second for almost 4 years. I can't believe time is moving like this. And that this is how everything turned out. I honestly would have never thought in a million years I wouldn't be sleeping next to him right now.

The last 3 years have been an absolute hell. But I'm here, walking across hot coals for him. Just for the little bits I get. I would rather have those than nothing at all. I really have to find a way not to be in agony for 80% of my life. That's what got me here in the first place. I'm so tired, but I don't know if I will sleep. My babies leave in the morning, and all I want to do is watch them sleep.

#11/25/23 #11/26/23 #birthday thoughts #turning me up #Gemini full moon #Gemini new moon #when the depression started #the last time I was happy #twice a week visits #3:30 am #3:33am #4:00 am #Spotify #full moon #new moon #2023 #journal

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inkskinned · 4 months

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the problem is that being single is seen as the consolidation prize, and not the natural neutral state of being-a-person. at the end of the movie or the book or the poetry, there is a person waiting for you at the altar, and they love you. if the play is a comedy, everyone gets married. the metaphor is about how you are not-whole. the metaphor is about how everyone is going to be happily-ever-after. the metaphor is that romantic love is the most important resource on the planet, not just all-love. all-love is not a thing, that is a disappointment. the treasure is not the friends we made along the way. the treasure is the girl you landed.

the metaphor is that you cannot be alone, that means you are broken. are you getting over someone? that is acceptable, you can be getting over someone, but not for long. you must be single because you would rather not be single. you must be single and looking to not-be-single. you must want to date, eventually.

friendship and community are never seen as being equal-to or even-better than romantic connection. that person is your one! you need to find them. you need to hunt through the sand particles until you can shift out some kind of gem. this is regardless to your own experience of the beach and the sun. you need to be somewhere with someone.

if you are taking this time alone to heal, that is so sad. everyone gives you this little pitying look. the understanding is that you are not actually happier than you were before you were single. it is seen as a sort of pity - oh, you are choosing yourself, making yourself the priority? - that isn't quite right. you must mean that you are making yourself ready for the right person. you are just laying the bed better this time. open up your heart. you'll find them, we promise!

what do you mean you're really-truly genuinely-very happy? you are probably misremembering what it was like to be in a relationship. and besides, once you meet your person, that time will look grey and bland and wasted. your person is the only way for you to see in color. so what if you have taken this time - for the first time in your entire life - to actually-for-real do the fucking work. you can be proud of yourself, sure. but the way we need to know that you got better is that you get a partner. you're healed enough for the next bad part!

people don't choose to be single, they just say they're choosing to be single - they actually mean "nobody wants to date me." it doesn't matter how many people you have gently rejected or how many times you've talked it over carefully in therapy. what matters is that you are single, and by all accounts - that means you are something worth our pity. your successes and life all seem pale in the sunlight. sure, you have done amazing things and finally found your way in life. what matters is that there wasn't a person in the room with you while you did it.

you want to tell them - that's the whole thing. i didn't know how to be alone in the room. i didn't know how to handle the silence. every moment was so sharp, and i kept choosing the wrong way to close the door. i have spent my entire life in the empty well, living in the ricochet of someone else's cruelty. for once i have built myself a ladder. for once everything i taste is all mine, every bite of sunshine and laughter. i have learned how to sleep out in the open with my memories. recently, they have started to purr.

your father rolls his eyes. listen. this isn't about you. i just want a grandchild in my future.

#writeblr #i actually didn't want a girlfriend before nat #and my dad recently said to me - raquel. i don't approve of the promiscuity #1. i am 30.#2. i had casually dated about 4 people over 18 months.#3. i do believe he was just mad that i get more girls than he ever did #i had to look this 60 yr old deacon in the eye and say. okay so i have a girlfriend first of all im just not tellin yall about her #and secondly.#OKAY???? OLD MAN I DONT EVEN LIVE HERE WHAT ARE U GONNA DO ABOUT IT #briefly considered asking nat if i could pretend we were a one night stand kind of a thing

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crunchywho-comix · 11 months

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