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#4/24/2022
smugbugunderarug · 2 years
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imekitty · 2 years
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Today I worked on:
Updated Condemned with bonus follow-up
Star Error: Rumor has it...
Prompt submission: Proofreading this one, Danny recalls a ghost he saw as a child.
Planned: Masters of All Time. I feel like this chapter's not going to be that good, but eh. I'll keep at it.
Ghost on the Couch: Proofreading the next chapter.
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amywidener · 2 years
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2020 stripped away everything that made me a person and now I feel like an empty shell. I can't hold conversation, my anxiety is through the roof, my friendships have faded away. My fiance is so wonderful but sometimes I wonder if I'm even the same person I was when we made all these life-plans. I feel like a void of emptiness who is just keeping up appearances.
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frankentyner · 2 years
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look-at-all-my-sons · 2 years
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Sons Update
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The whole family is looking amazing! I really need to find him a bigger pot this is starting to look sad 😬
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so genuinely i think Most individuals would be slightly bothered when You ask for Their time, They Set aside Time For you, and then get Blown off without any sort of heads up. especially because i am specifically “putting myself out there” for the sake of us Trying to be friends again. and then when i ask for the very reasonable request of a heads up, most individuals would get further annoyed by you being passive aggressive. what would saying “....but okay” to someone you already have a rocky relationship with do BUT tick me off. in fact it is the very reason i was always so careful with my words around you, because if i said one wrong thing youd get rude with me and i just had to take it. you always put me between a rock and a hard place by asking me to be honest and vulnerable with you and then hurting my feelings when i do. i wasnt even trying to be mean to you by asking for a heads up! and so when you get all mean to me and say lmaoooo im SO sorry ur annoyed?? wtf -- yeah! im gonna be upset. there is no good reason for you to talk to me like that. clearly we still cant be friends for a while.
ts not wrong of me to feel bothered when YOU ask for my time, and then blow me off, when im already going out on a limb for us to TRY to be friends again. and you know? im tired of you being rude and passive aggressive with me and i just have to Take it. im allowed to say “this bothers me” and if you think its sO WRONG for DARING to mention how I feel, then clearly were not ready to be friends again for a long time.
its almost as if i was always so careful with what i said to you when we were closer bc i knew you had a tendency to be nasty to me when i actually told u how i felt and the moment i decide, hey, maybe i dont need to keep brushing off when my friend is rude and passive aggressive to me, you completely implode, stop talking to me for weeks, unfriend me everywhere, and now ur acting like this. doesnt exactly foster a welcoming environment for healthy communication, cant imagine why i would always tell you id need breaks or i didnt want to talk to you whenever youd beg me to be your emotional caretaker and then insult me like 5 minutes later. you tend to make me feel like having what i think are reasonable emotions is something So Wrong and Terrible. i cant imagine why someone would be slightly annoyed when they make plans with someone who im already in a rocky relationship with and they get blown off. its not an unreasonable request to ask for a little heads up. cant imagine why someone would hold resentment over being used as an emotional plaything or a rebound, not once, but twice! is this conversation adult enough for you? do you feel like this is an Adult conversation? jesus christ, becca, im tired of you treating me like this. its insane that i have to wait until the nighttime, and get fucking high, to even read your messages because i know how shitty youre gonna make me feel. hundreds of dollars down the drain in fucking therapy and meds because of you. im tired of holding back my feelings “for the sake of our friendship”. im done. i dont care anymore.
\\ no relationship is worth it if you constantly disrespect me, my feelings, and my time. you didnt even give a shit about how it would effect me when you told me you liked me becca, why the hell would you play with my feelings like that if you werent going to leave you boyfriend anyways. you got me truly believing you didnt like him anymore and that you werent gonna stay together. am i just a rebound or something? not the first time youve made me feel like that - when that one guy broke your heart and that european girl didnt work out ofc you crawled to me. and then just fucked me over when you found a more convenient person and then when you got bored of him? oh, its back to me i guess. jennys always just a second, convenient option when shit doesnt work out in my life. do you think im desperate or something? am i just a means to an end for you? that ill just stick around with someone that makes me feel like shit without a second thought because im lonely? when i react like any living person would react to being treated like this its sooo awful of me. jesus christ. im so tired of you making me feel awful because you cant figure your own shit out. ive always didnt want to argue with you but i just dont care anymore. i almost feel bad for dennis -- you didnt even have enough respect for your long-term boyfriend not to want to cheat on him. whenever id say, “hey, maybe we shouldnt do this because youre in a relationship,” or “arent you worried about dennis seeing us talk like this”, you just say, “i dont care lol”, which i shouldve seen as a massive red flag. i shouldnt have let my dignity stoop so low as to go along with that.
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yuttikkele · 1 year
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day 30: cheesy pickup line
since i post all my inktober to instagram where my homophobic mother watches over me, i did straight agent24, unheard of! i know! but i took a step back and was like, “agent 3 is on T” so there you go. afab agent 3 is trying to appear more masculine because they dislike gender. mission accomplished: it’s still queer!
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Hold On
Whumptober: #4. Hidden Injury, #24. Blood Covered Hands
Fandom: Marvel, Avengers, Bucky Barnes, Winter Soldier
Word Count: 673
TW: Blood, Serious Injury, Collapsing
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“Steve, we need an extraction, now! We’re getting our asses handed to us!” you scream into your coms. Bucky takes out another two HYDRA agents as you press your hand to your ear, listening to Steve’s response. Your eyes flicker to Bucky as you nod. “Yeah, we’ll be there.”
Dropping your hand, you say, “He’s sending a Quinjet. We have to meet them on the roof.”
Bucky nods. “Okay. I’ll go first, you cover me.”
The two of you begin heading down the hall, ducking into rooms or alcoves whenever you hear more agents passing by. But just as Bucky reaches the stairs, your voice calls out weakly, waveringly from behind him, “Buck…?”
Bucky turns to where you have lagged behind him. You are leaning heavily against the wall with one hand outstretched. It is shaking slightly as a thick, dark liquid drips from your fingers. With wide eyes, you look up from your hand to stare at him as you mutter, “I think I’m in trouble.” And then you collapse.
Bucky is at your side in seconds, carefully pulling you into his lap so that your head and back are resting against his chest. He runs his hand across your stomach, checking for injuries, but stops when his metal fingers brush against your side and you gasp. Quickly removing your layers and lifting your soaked shirt, he sees a deep gash gushing blood and he immediately realizes what happened.
Your bulletproof vest had done little to protect you from the knife that had been driven into your side. Bucky had been fighting three agents and he never saw the fourth approaching from behind. But at the last moment, you dove between him and the new assailant, taking the knife that had been meant for him. Bucky had heard you grunt, before firing your gun. He whirled around to face you as you pulled a large knife from your side. But you had assured him you were fine, and it had just grazed you. And he had believed you.
Resting his cheek on the top of your head, he asks, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I thought- I thought it would be okay. I didn’t realize it was this bad… I thought I could make it to the roof….” you moan.
Bucky glances around before saying, “Don’t worry. I’ll get you there.”
But as he begins gathering you in his arms, you whisper, “Bucky…. I’m so cold.”
“It’ll be okay. Just hold on.”
“Was this what it was like for you? When they would put you to sleep?”
Bucky froze. You had never once asked about his time as the Winter Soldier. You knew it bothered him too much to think about, let alone discuss. So, if you were asking now, things must be worse than he thought.
He brushes the tips of his fingers across your cheek, his flesh registering the chill settling across your skin. He takes a deep breath as he whispers, “Maybe. For me, it got cold. Colder than I ever thought possible. Then, I would wake up as if nothing had happened.” Your eyes begin to drift close as he feels your body grow slack in his arms. “Hey! Stay with me!”
With your eyes still closed, a faint smile flickers across your lips. “It’s okay, Buck. I’m just like you. I’m going to sleep but then I’ll wake up… as if nothing happened. It’ll be ‘kay…”
Bucky shakes you slightly, his eyes wide with fear. “No, doll, this isn’t like me. You need to stay awake, please.”
But you don’t respond, your only movement is a slight fluttering in your chest. As he lifts you and begins rushing towards the stairs, he whispers, “You’re nothing like me, doll. You’re so much better than I’ve ever been, and I need you. So, you need to hold on. Please.”
As he takes the stairs two at a time, he presses his lips to your temple. And maybe it’s just wishful thinking, but Bucky swears he feels you softly nod.
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kerovous · 1 year
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Hold On
Whumptober: #4. Hidden Injury, #24. Blood Covered Hands
Fandom: Marvel, Avengers, Bucky Barnes, Winter Soldier
Word Count: 673
TW: Blood, Serious Injury, Collapsing
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“Steve, we need an extraction, now! We’re getting our asses handed to us!” you scream into your coms. Bucky takes out another two HYDRA agents as you press your hand to your ear, listening to Steve’s response. Your eyes flicker to Bucky as you nod. “Yeah, we’ll be there.”
Dropping your hand, you say, “He’s sending a Quinjet. We have to meet them on the roof.”
Bucky nods. “Okay. I’ll go first, you cover me.”
The two of you begin heading down the hall, ducking into rooms or alcoves whenever you hear more agents passing by. But just as Bucky reaches the stairs, your voice calls out weakly, waveringly from behind him, “Buck…?”
Bucky turns to where you have lagged behind him. You are leaning heavily against the wall with one hand outstretched. It is shaking slightly as a thick, dark liquid drips from your fingers. With wide eyes, you look up from your hand to stare at him as you mutter, “I think I’m in trouble.” And then you collapse.
Bucky is at your side in seconds, carefully pulling you into his lap so that your head and back are resting against his chest. He runs his hand across your stomach, checking for injuries, but stops when his metal fingers brush against your side and you gasp. Quickly removing your layers and lifting your soaked shirt, he sees a deep gash gushing blood and he immediately realizes what happened.
Your bulletproof vest had done little to protect you from the knife that had been driven into your side. Bucky had been fighting three agents and he never saw the fourth approaching from behind. But at the last moment, you dove between him and the new assailant, taking the knife that had been meant for him. Bucky had heard you grunt, before firing your gun. He whirled around to face you as you pulled a large knife from your side. But you had assured him you were fine, and it had just grazed you. And he had believed you.
Resting his cheek on the top of your head, he asks, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I thought- I thought it would be okay. I didn’t realize it was this bad… I thought I could make it to the roof….” you moan.
Bucky glances around before saying, “Don’t worry. I’ll get you there.”
But as he begins gathering you in his arms, you whisper, “Bucky…. I’m so cold.”
“It’ll be okay. Just hold on.”
“Was this what it was like for you? When they would put you to sleep?”
Bucky froze. You had never once asked about his time as the Winter Soldier. You knew it bothered him too much to think about, let alone discuss. So, if you were asking now, things must be worse than he thought.
He brushes the tips of his fingers across your cheek, his flesh registering the chill settling across your skin. He takes a deep breath as he whispers, “Maybe. For me, it got cold. Colder than I ever thought possible. Then, I would wake up as if nothing had happened.” Your eyes begin to drift close as he feels your body grow slack in his arms. “Hey! Stay with me!”
With your eyes still closed, a faint smile flickers across your lips. “It’s okay, Buck. I’m just like you. I’m going to sleep but then I’ll wake up… as if nothing happened. It’ll be ‘kay…”
Bucky shakes you slightly, his eyes wide with fear. “No, doll, this isn’t like me. You need to stay awake, please.”
But you don’t respond, your only movement is a slight fluttering in your chest. As he lifts you and begins rushing towards the stairs, he whispers, “You’re nothing like me, doll. You’re so much better than I’ve ever been, and I need you. So, you need to hold on. Please.”
As he takes the stairs two at a time, he presses his lips to your temple. And maybe it’s just wishful thinking, but Bucky swears he feels you softly nod.
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glimmerofawesome · 2 years
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amywidener · 2 years
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I miss my childhood best friend. If sh*t never happened would be still be friends? If I hadn't told her the truth would she not hate me?
Two years ago I left the friendship. It was for the best. Last August I told her what her dad did. So many people were lying to her. I think she wanted people to keep lying to her. I ruined everything by being honest and I changed nothing.
I should've left her be, maybe we could've reconciled later in life.
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jaedoesart · 1 year
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Day 24: The Mascot 3000
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boofblr · 2 years
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the worst part of having covid is actually that we can't hang out with the baby kitty :( that's what kima thinks anyway
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