Let’s say I go over there, right? I talk to her, I make a joke, she smiles, we both laugh, our shoulders touch, there’s a moment, I lean in a little closer, she doesn’t resist, one drink two compliments later, we end in bed together having totally meaningless sex.
Yeah, that sounds awful.
I just, I don’t wanna be that guy again.
Buck, Actually (2.08) || Outside Looking In (5.11)
the fact that when the wraith poisons dean and he starts losing his mind, it manifests as pure anxiety and he gets quiet and nervous and mumbles to himself alone in a corner. opposed to sam, who gets angry and defensive and violent... that always makes me crazy. underneath it all, dean is all pent up fear and sam is all pent up anger.