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empty-blog-for-lurking · 9 months

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do you have any more details about the 'it was all a dream' au? the premise is so cool!

Ok so schrodeinger reality au, gonna be real this au has almost nothing but vibes (and heavily inspired by Madoka: Rebellion, Piecemeal episode and the Stranger entity from tma and this comic)~

tw none of it is explicit but it is better to be safe- mention of suicide attempt by poison (skip from "Her mother asks if she's ok" to next para)

mentions of gore (skip from "Ghosts start to solidify" to next para and "This was the worst condition" to next para)

mention of car crash (it is one line but still),

mention of death (skip from "This was the worst condition" to next para)

mention of a serial killer (skip from "This was the worst condition" to next para) ,

mention of violent murders (skip from "This was the worst condition" to next para),

mention of mutilation (skip from "This was the worst condition" to next para)

So basically right after Allura saves the multiverse, she wakes up in a room, in a bed, with things that arent her own but also feel really familiar. She also wakes up to find her hair is brown rather than white, her marks are gone (whammy), and her ears are round (double whammy), and she's a human (what the qUIZNAK). Like naturally she's freaking out right until the door opens and that is her mother, or well her human mother. She doesnt look anything like Melenor, her real mother, and yet she knows that the human woman was her mother.

Allura runs out of her room and the house isnt her own but also is, she remembers drawings on the wall she did as a kid, she remembers tripping on those stairs while running as a teen, she remembers when those photos on the wall were taken few months ago. She remembers this house she is in right now, she remembers a life she never lived. Her mother asks if she's ok. Her mother has been so worried since she.....almost killed herself. A simple quick acting poison, something painless. Mom found her in time and took her to the hospital. That is what the memory tells her.

Except, no she didnt, but she did. This isnt her life and that is not mother, except it is and she is her mom. This isnt real none of this is real. Both memories feel as real as the other. Her mom asks if she is ok again. She want to push her away, she's clearly a liar. She want to hug her, she is scared and wants her mom to tell her she's going to be ok. She can just nod in reply, both her pasts feeling more like a dream than a memory. She yearns for the life that is gone in every way, she wants to reject the new life that is gifted not lived. However the sense of loss is ever present.

As far as Shiro is concerned he has lived a pretty normal decent life. Ups and downs like everyone has. He achieved his dreams of going to space and it was good while it lasted. He survived an accident that took his arm and left him with scars. Awful thing car crashes, even if he doesnt really remember it and it Certainly doesnt matter. Had few relationships, few break ups, moments of joy and sorrow in equal amounts, cant really complain. His brother was there for it all, and even if Kuro loves to annoy him that is what brothers are for. All in all rather normal life. Except, one day he had a nightmare, with furry alien colonizers and alien witches and gladiator rings and giant robot lions. Non sensical and pointless he chooses to not think about it, suppresses it everytime it threatens come up. Except they keep coming, during his days and during his nights and he buries them deep every time. And they keep getting worse every time.

Until one day, there was a ghost, ghost that looked just like him, gored and bleeding just blankly staring at him. At first he thought it was Kuro, but when Shiro yelled out for him in horror, he pops out from wherever he was and walked past through that ghost. Little horrified, he decided to suppress this too, maybe stress or maybe a prank or maybe something else completely mundane. He never looks at the ghost, refuses to acknowledge its existence. Ghost disappears and appears seemingly randomly, (everytime he suppresses a memo- thoughts about his nightmares). Ignores it, doesnt acknowledge it, suppresses it, buries it within. The more he does it, the more they present, the more they stay at the back of his mind.

But then ghosts starts to solidify. First as bloody fingers, then as bloody hands, slowly slowly. The body part stayed, always bleeding, they are not seen but they are felt. Kuro almost slips on an unseen pool of blood, complains about the floor not looking wet. Shiro buries them too, in his flowerpots and flowerbeds and in backyard six feet under and when the body fully forms.

The ghost stop appearing after that, but he still doesnt feel free, he finds himself staring at a certain spot, still feels like the smell of blood lingers. Sometimes he could almost hear a heartbeat where the body is buried. But no, this never happened! Just like all those nightmares never happened, this never happened. Acknowleding it, even as some sort of hallucination makes it real, makes everything real, so it never happened. So what if his scars dont fit for a car crash, so what if his memory is spotty. Coincidences really, followed by a stressed mind and it's overactive imagination. Kuro worries but that is what a brother is for.

And as far as Shiro is concerned, he lives a pretty normal decent life.

This was the worst condition, Doctor Jaspreet Kaur had ever seen. Granted her tenure is not that old, only been a few years since she was a doctor, but this still had to be worse. A man, a young one, maybe in 20's skinned alive. Most definately a murder attempt. A serial killer has been in the news lately and her new patient shares the same condition the killer's victims when found. No identifying features, whether it be identity proof, tags on clothes, tattoos, skin marks or face itself. This time however, by some miracle, despite everything he was still alive.

So she and the other doctors trt everything they could to save this nameless person. He would have to stay in intensive care, will go through multiple surgeries and if he lives through all of that the damages would still be lifelong. But they still have to save him. So they try, they succeed in stopping the bleeding and stabilize him. They got in touch with the police, who took the statement for the new lead, hoped he survives so they could arrest the killer but didnt seem to care about his identity. Now it is a waiting game.

Few days later as she was making her rounds, she saw the Patient, and not only was he sitting up and moving, he was actively ripping off all his bandages. Jas ran in to stop him, but then stopped.

The Patient's skin had grown back. Light brown, as dark as hers, black hair, and freckles clear visible unlike hers which were always hidden under a ton of makeup. And when Jas looked at him she realized somethings. The patient looked familiar but in a way she cant quite put a finger on. Most likely Indian descent, american accent but hint of punjabi, 5'7, a bit chubby. The patient reminded her of her sister, and her brother, and her mother, and her father, and her grandparentss, slightly like all of them but not them. She also noticed the mirror in the patient's room was cracked, right from the point where the patient's reflected head would be.

The patient then turns to her and asks her questions, who are you? what place is this? What happened to me? And Jaspreet answers the best she can, i am Dr Jaspreet, we are in the State Hospital, you were brutally attacked but you are ok now. And then Jaspreet asks her own questions, do you know who you are? Do you have someone to call? Do you know who did this to you? And the patient- he? They? she? She. She just shook her head no, no she didnt know who she was, only what she is now. No she didnt remember anyone and doubted anyone remembered her. She did not know who did this, but she will find her killer.

Jaspreet wanted to ask what she meant by that. But the Patient stood up, something she shouldnt have been able to, not with injuries or with pain meds. Too dumbfounded to even react, all she can do is watch, as the Patient thanks her, asks where the hospital keeps patients things, and then left.

The Patient was already gone when she even thought to react. But that is ok! She'll just call and ask and staff security to stop the Patient. She even has a description, it is uhhh ummm she cant remember. She cant remember how the Patient looked like. And wait- was the Patient a guy in his 20's? Or a woman in her 30's? No, no neither, maybe something in between? Doesnt matter. She called the reception, told them the Patient from the room number 3462 would be making his way to the reception, and to please stop h-sh-them? As they required further observation. And the receptionist said that that particular hasnt been assigned in days. That cant be right? It was for the patient who almost uhhh died? And needed care for-for something? She would have to check the logs later. But no, the receptionist cant remember any such patient. And Jaspreet cant remember it well either.

Days later Jaspreet would read the news that the serial killer has finally been arrested, evidence compiled by an anonymous sleuth. Jaspreet is glad that the serial killer was arrested but also felt that she should be more.......interested in this case? Like she knew something about this case but doesnt really but cant tell you why. But well she guesses that is it than, if it was memorable than she would have remembered.

#Ok so the more on Lance's thing #The way he is perceived is based on person looking at him but 'truer'. This includes race age nationality voice gender #Jaspreet is cis woman so she perceives him as one #A trans woman would also perceive him as a woman. Cis and trans men would perceive him as a man. Nb n agender would perceive him as such et #Also Lance is ironically the one more chill with his situation. Gender euphoria of ppl being confused by your gender does that to a mf #Lance when everyone forgot about him and he was violently killed: :(. Lance when his gender became unpercievable for a mortal mind: :)))))#schrodeinger reality au #lance mcclain #takashi shirogane #princess allura #voltron #voltron legendary defender #lance voltron #vld lance #vld #Yeah this is stupid long completely unbetad and awful written first draft #And i am pretty sure i'll change like 80% of things but oh well #empty answers #I feel like this needs a lot more trigger warnings so please proceed with caution #And if anyone reading want me to tag something i will

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rubymoon-snape · 4 days

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Disclaimer: I don't own Voltron Defender of the Universe or CJ. CJ belongs to 80sGayTrashGoblin.

Summary: Allura wants to lift weights but can't find the weights she needs, so she lifts CJ instead.

Author Note: This is Allura/CJ and has mentions of Keith/OC and Lance/OC.

"Lifting Weights"

Allura entered the gym, not expecting anyone to be there. However, both Keith and Hunk were there. Hunk was lifting weights, while Keith spotted for him. Keith's eyes shifted to her when she entered, and he gave her a quick, minute nod to acknowledge her presence before returning to his task.

Allura knew she would have to stretch before any exercise; Keith taught her that. Both Nanny and Coran didn't like how much time the princess spent with Keith, but they were simply friends. Keith was dating one of the maids, which was common knowledge, and Allura was dating the feral raccoon she found in the dumpster behind the castle. It wasn't really a raccoon, and Allura didn't initially plan on dating her, but no one should live in a dumpster. She noticed how pretty the girl was once she was cleaned up and dressed in clothes that didn't have holes or were falling apart.

Love eventually happened. It was so subtle that Allura wasn't sure when it happened, but she knew that the person she found, who was named CJ, wouldn't be approved of by either of her guardians. However, Allura didn't care. Their relationship was a secret though. The only ones that knew were the other members of the Force and the two maids that were dating Keith and Lance. To make sure no one questioned why CJ was in the castle, Allura dubbed her the Royal Scientist.

Allura slipped off her boots and the top of her jumpsuit, leaving her in her pink pants and a white tank top. Normally, she didn't wear a tank top under her jumpsuit, but she knew she was going to be in the gym, so it was best to not distract anyone who was in there. She ran through her stretches easily as she watched Hunk lift an even higher amount of weights. Once she was done, there was an issue. The issue was that the only set of weights were being used, and Allura didn't feel right requesting that Hunk stop his workout just because she wanted to use it too. She looked around, trying to figure out what to do.

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CJ knew Allura was in the gym, along with a couple members of the Force. She had just finished the experiment she started the previous day with Pidge. Unfortunately, there was no side effects to being exposed to the oddly colored gas the experiment emitted right before it exploded. CJ and Pidge each took a shower in their separate rooms after deciding to take a break from the experiment. Since there was nothing else to do, CJ decided to go find the princess.

It didn't take long to get to the gym. Hunk and Keith were dealing with the weights, but Allura was just standing there, looking a little lost. CJ walked up to her and gently tapped her arm. "What's up?"

Allura's eyes lit up when she saw CJ standing nearby. "Oh! Just the person that can help! Stay there, but first, we need to take off your shoes and jacket."

Unsure of what her girlfriend was after, CJ slowly took off both of the requested things. Once she was divested of her shoes and jacket, Allura maneuvered her into place and hoisted her up. She held her horizontal and proceeded to lift her up and down before holding her steady and doing squats.

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Keith was about to ask Hunk if he was done when CJ entered the gym. He kept an eye on Hunk as the Yellow Lion pilot lifted an even heavier bar, but he was still intrigued by what Allura was up to. His eyebrows shot up to his hairline when Allura proceeded to use her girlfriend as a weight. He chuckled softly to himself. If Allura wasn't careful, she was going to break her girlfriend.

Fin

#voltron defender of the universe #Voltron #80s voltron #voltron keith #voltron hunk #voltron allura #keith kogane #hunk garrett #princess allura #Allura/CJ #80sGayTrashGoblin

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