This shit is from the dirt:
In the closet, I stood directly behind Tommy. He fucked her while she
grabbed my hair and yelled, “Oh, Nikki! Nikki!” After Tommy and I went a few
rounds with her, I slipped back into the party and grabbed a scrawny kid in a
Rolling Stones concert jersey, probably someone’s kid brother.
Congratulations,I told him. “You are about to lose your virginity.”No, man.” He looked up at me, eyes wide and fearful. “I don’t want to!”
I pushed him toward the tiny room and locked him in there with the girl. I
heard him crying and yelling, “Let me out of here, you bastard!”
I was so drunk that when I woke up the next day, I didn’t remember a thing
—until the phone rang. It was the girl from the night before.
''Nikki,” she said, her voice trembling. “I got raped last night.”
My heart dropped into my stomach, and my body went cold. The memories
of the night before came flooding back, and I realized that I had probably gone
And then she continued: “I was hitchhiking home from the Hyatt House, and
this guy picked me up and raped me in his car.”
Oh my God,” I said. “I’m so sorry.”
At first, I was relieved, because it meant I hadn’t raped her
For ten years solid, we had been invincible. No one could touch us. Tommy
and I had raped a drunk girl in the closet, and she had forgotten about it.
I'M CRIYNG LIT, I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT REALLY. How mans can live in peace if they raped a woman once?
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