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A LunaTic and her Gunn (Part 4)

"Wonderful Tonight"

Luna and Colson have been sitting by the pool together for the last couple hours as the party disintegrates. He fires up a joint and passes it to her. Then fires up another for himself.

"Cheers." She says lifting her joint, he chuckles lifting his. It had been a wild but intimate night. They had partied with tons of mutual and new friends, both keeping up their social personas. Yet, they still had also found the time and space to get to know each other. They had talked about their childhoods, parents, more about his daughter, drug use, fame. He wanted her to listen to his new album he was working on. She played him some of her own stuff. The only things they didn't discuss inside out were the separate worries on each of their minds.

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"So, how long have you known Ash and Pete? He asks her.

"Ahhh... A long time" she begins "I've known them both since we were kids starting out on the scene. I met her at a house party when we were like 15/16 maybe? She had ran away from home and we clicked, so I brought her home like a lost kitten for a few days." Luna smiles while laughing. "My Mom-mom looooves her. And Pete, she loves him too..." She continues "There used to be this great bar in BedStuy called the Boobie Trap. They never carded and did all kinds of different open mics. So, you'd get this great crowd and incredible range of acts. It was a really fucking cool spot, I used to post up there sometimes, just to shoot or draw. That's where I met Pete, he was just wandering around. So green." She smiles. I grabbed him one night and we smoked a blunt in the cut. To this day, he's one of my favorite motherfuckers." She says with a grin and a hint of amusement in her blue eyes. "I'm pretty sure I have a photos of him from that night." She laughs. "How bout you?" She asks.

"I met them both on set." He says "Just kinda hit it off right away with Ash, you know?" He looks at her. "I met Pete on Wilden' Out but we didn't click until The Dirt. Been rolling hard ever since." It's almost sunrise and little glints of light bounce off her hair. Her blue eyes sparkle.

"She's absolutely Fucking gorgeous." He can't help but think.

"You are amazing in 'The Dirt'. Completely embodied Tommy. You should be VERY proud of yourself." She says.

"Thank you, that means a lot coming from someone who knows him well." He says smiling at her. "I really worked hard to prepare for the roll."

"Your performance shows it." She smiles at him.

"Jesus fucking Christ. Those eyes and that smile....." Colson's head swims

"So, you and Ash ever hook up?" She asks with a knowing smile.

Caught off gaurd, sheepishly he looks at her "You know the answer to that."

"I do." She replies with an amused smile. She likes to see him squirm.

"You don't believe it?" He asks.

"I mean, I heard it in real time." she says shrugging "So, I know one version of the truth." She smirks.

"Was it... 'Thought it was gonna be awesome, ended up weird and awkward, better off friends'?"

Luna bursts out laughing "Pretty much!"

"You ever hook up with Pete?"

"Fuck no!!" She laughs "We're too good of friends. Youuuuuuu?" She asks.

"ME? He recoils "Fuck outta here!" He laughs too.

"So...." She says with a mischievous smile, wiggling her butt in her seat. "Tell me something...." She inhales deeply, bites her bottom lip, exhales slowly then says "Tell me something you are afraid of, embarrassed about or just don't want me to know." She says with her blue eyes daring him.

"THIS Bitch is a motherfucking mind reader." Colson thinks to himself in disbelief. "FUCK."

"Hmm..." He tries to play it cool. "Aight, I gotchu." He says sitting up, pulling her closer to him. "I remember when you took that picture of me. I looked for you all night after I got off stage but you were GHOST!" He chuckles, looks down at their hands wrapped in each other, then back at her. "That means, I've had a crush on you for almost 10yrs. without even knowing your name. Only this insane vibe you and your smile gave me..." He looks away. "It's fucking crazy.... I gotta know, though. Where the fuck did you go that night because I looked everywhere and asked everyone and it's been bugging the hell outta me for fucking ever." He looks at her, slightly annoyed, slightly embarrassed.

"So much for playing it cool, Asshole." Colson lectures himself.

A little caught off gaurd, Luna squeezes his hands and looks at him with a sweet smile. "I remember that night too. Very well. That's why I knew I had those negatives. I also remember that exact moment. That's why I chose that picture." She says in almost a husky whisper, looking up into his eyes lovingly.

"So you felt it?" He asks.

"I did." She admits, still holding his gaze.

"Why couldn't I find you then?" He asks her quietly.

This breaks her gaze. She turns her head. Staring out silently.

"ANNNND HERE IT IS, Loons.... If you tell him why you left you better tell him the whole fucking thing. UGH. I hate my fucking life."

She inhales deeply, sighing. This time rubbing her forehead with her hands, finally resting her chin in one, covering her mouth, while her elbow is propped upon her knee. She turns to Colson, who's legs are swinging him back and forth in the swivel patio chair he's sitting in. He stops once he catches her eye, leans forward, fingers interlaced. "Tell me."

"Psh. You'd better watch your tone with me. Especially if I'm about to put all my cards on the table too." She states, staring at him unwaveringly.

"I'm sorry. Please tell me." Colson asks leaning closer.

She unlaces his fingers, wrapping hers inside his, looking him in the eyes. "You couldn't find me because I had left because I DID feel it. I had a boyfriend and I knew..." She trails off shaking her head "I don't know what I knew but I knew it wouldn't be fair to him." She says sadly.

He looks at her "That's definitely NOT what I was expecting. You left because you had a boyfriend, instead of being some thot and cheating on him...? Why do you seem so sad about that?" He asks.

She lets go of his hands, scootches back in her chair, drawing her knees up. She's back to rubbing her forehead again. He's starting to notice her little ticks. Sighing is one of them, which she does again before she speaks.

"It's not the night. It's the boyfriend. We were together for 7yrs. 2yrs by the time you and I seen each other. We had a band. An apartment. We had problems but I thought we were happy and figuring them out. Until I came home one afternoon, almost 3 years ago..." She trails off. Eyes welling. She leans down and looks at the ground before looking up into his eyes sadly. Tears trying not to break. "And I found him hanging in our bedroom." She swallows hard, looking back down, letting the tears flow.

"Well the damage is done." She thinks as her heart sinks.

"That's why I'm out here staying with Ash. I finally sold our place and don't really know where I'm going or what's next."

A little shocked but more concerned for her, he slightly stands, scooping her up from her chair, before sitting back down. She shifts in his lap to rest her face against his bare neck and chest. He wraps his arms around her, stroking her hair. They don't say anything for a moment. Just hold each other and breathe.

"FUCK!! Just like Chester." He sadly thinks of his friend while he squeezes her tight. He's thought about it before and even tried but... "FUCK. Pete told me about this, he was his friend too." As Colson's mind races, he has a sudden urge to never let her go.

She lifts her head off of his neck, he wipes her tears away with his large thumbs. "Is that too much for you?" She asks, bracing herself.

"No." He leans up to kiss her. She lets him fully inside of her mouth. Letting his tongue drown out the buzz in her head. He breaks away, saying "Here, stand up." After he lifts her to her feet, he messes around with his phone for a moment before setting it down and taking Luna's hand. "Dance with me." He says to her as he pulls her close and the opening chords to 'You Look Wonderful Tonight' begin to play.

🎶It's late in the evening...🎶

He begins to sing to her, as her blue eyes look up into his, one hand running down his face, the other in his hand against his chest. She smiles, laying her face next to it. His other hand is on the top of her ass. He uses it to pull her closer as they dance to Clapton in the early CA morning. No words need to be said other than the lyrics he chooses.

He lifts her chin, singing.

🎶And then she asks me, do I feel alright. And I said, Bunny, I feel WONDERFUL tonight🎶 with a huge grin.

She laughs and asks if he planned it. "Not at all. Everything about us is kismet." He sings, with a wink before he lightly kisses her and she lays her head back on his bare chest.

Once the song finishes he looks down at her with a smile, sending her into a twirl, which makes her giggle as she comes back to his chest.

"Let me take you to bed. It's been a long day and all I really wanna do is hold you." He tells her.

"Ok." She responds, leaning up to kiss him once more, before taking his hand and letting him lead her into the house.

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To be continued.....

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