#ALso I’m so bitter about how they just

[writeouswriter]

If I ever have a character mention a modern app like Tiktok or something in one of my stories, please assume I’ve been bodysnatched or am being held hostage somewhere.

#writing #writeblr #writer things #this also counts for Snapchat or tumblr #personal pet peeve hearing characters say the names of modern apps it dates them so bad 😭 #makes my eye twitch?? #I’m not bitter about Wednesday what nooo haha #unreality #tw unreality #just in case #doesn’t count for things like YouTube #at least not quite as much because it’s longer established it feels a little less strange? #I still don’t really want it mentioned by name?? #Facebook is on thin f—king ice #i realize tumblr is old enough but it feels wrong rules of tumblr same as fight club or whatever #there’s just this trend that reeks of show creators or book writers trying to be hip™️ with the teens™️ and it feels forced as hell #steve Buscemi hello fellow kids vibes except I like Steve Buscemi #not that it can’t be done okay in moderation but grr argh something gaaahh #modern slang in books and shows too is eye twitch because it’s idk how to describe it #it’s phrases that go in and out of style in months so it’s dated before it’s even debuted and it’s used unironically #like an adult thinking kids still use old style text speak and junk and !!! idk okay! #it just bugs me leave me be 😭 #textpost #writing humour #if it’s integral to the story I begrudgingly submit to you #but petty as I am I closed a book preview for a gothic horror book when they mentioned Spotify instead of just said listening to music

[aalghul]

Tim’s grey morality isn’t something I appreciate because it’s always “well, it’s fine when Tim does it. He’s perfect. He must be right if he’s doing it. Even Batman can be wrong if Tim’s right.” If Steph questions whether she wants to kill her abusive father, she’s weak willed; if Jason kills the most vile criminals, he’s a hothead. But if Tim is ready to kill someone like 3 times or if he does things that definitely would’ve gotten someone like Talia or Damian crucified? That’s fine! He’s such a complex boy.

#I’m sorry I’m bitter guys #it’s interesting talk about it ofc you should care about that #i however am always going to be bitter over how writers treat Tim doing anything Vs anyone else #also his fight with shiva makes me see red❤️ generally not a fan of racism #see I’m not even tagging this with anything cuz I understand im just bitter. I’ve said it like 3 times so if u take offence thsrs on u now #anyways. that fight really was bs to another degree and anytime someone acknowledges it i stare blankly at my phone

[goldensunset]

i will NOT pick fights with my group members i will not i will not and i will ESPECIALLY not pick fights with the girl who’s both one of the leaders of the project and who i’ll probably be coworkers with next year i will have patience i am so chill and fine and secure and confident not at all going to explode

#peach rambles #it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine there’s no need to get worked up over these little persistent annoyances #she’s nice she’s talented she’s hardworking she’s also. there is just Something i can’t put into words #i should not get bitter about her little quirks she’s human too it’s fine!! #even though sometimes communicating with her and the others like her is like trying to walk through a glass wall #i simply cannot reach them i have never been able to reach my peers she and her people are an in-group #and in-groups can tick you off so fast by failing to communicate or recognize you even though they’re just regular chill people #but they never look past their groups they’re in their own world but they’re trying to be polite still i can’t get mad #it turns me into the villain of the story bc i’m the mean annoying one who has negative feedback that shatters the fairytale world #i approach things differently and it doesn’t gel with how they approach things so they give me orders and i question those orders or argue #i’m the one causing problems with my own ideas but i don’t have a chorus of friends to back me up i’m alone in the fight #so i just look like i suck #auhhhiiihghhhh

[lesbiansanemi]

Oh god. I have to see my family in three days

#if you guys start to see a spiraling mental breakdown starting on Christmas Eve #mind ya business #every time I see my siblings I just get more and more upset #and feel more and more bitter over my mother #it’s been 6 months since I last saw them #wonder how much has changed since then. wonder how much worse they are #also I’m worried my sister will bring her boyfriend to Christmas dinner #he’s like. fine I guess. the same kind of shitty as her but whatever #it was easier to ignore that I won’t ever be able to bring a partner when none of my siblings were old enough to do so #now that they ARE doing it. it makes it…. yeah #seeing my grandma interact with him and being happy and chatty #but knowing if I ever brought MY gf it would be a fucking disaster #unless I lied and said she was just a friend. which is shitty enough anyways #but wouldn’t even work my mom and aunt and sister would still make shitty snide comments when my grandparents weren’t around #ugh #I should stop thinking about this #I’m just making myself mad #kaz rambles

[polyamorouspunk]

I hope I'm like you when I grow up

#super depressed; bitter and lonely; hates everyone + everyone hates? #jk thank you so much you have no idea how much this means #imma be honest a good 50% of the time I wish I was fucking dead #I’m so tired of living event to event like ‘oh I can’t kms my best friend is visiting’ ‘oh I can’t kms I have to go see INK’ etc. #and honestly I’m such a bitter and angry person I mean some of it is valid #like when my managers are like oh I can’t finish all my shit can you clean the bathrooms for me and I’m like sure #only to get to work this morning and told that they were messy and gross and I did a bad job etc. like okay I just won’t next time #but also just like can’t control my emotions having so many meltdowns at work + home + on this fucking blog #feeling like I’m ugly and no one’s ever going to love me again etc. #but also like you know what I’m cool. I’m smart. I’m hot. I got some good qualities #be like me: have bpd and fibromyalgia and love horror and metal bands and listen to true crime and donate to victim funds. #be gay do crime post about it online #punk gets mail #personal

[chibishortdeath]

I cannot explain how often I think about this part of the Simon’s Quest story. Ough I wanna try to explain every tiny line of this in detail, but I can’t think of words rn aaa, so I’m gonna dump random disjointed thoughts in the tags for now.

I’m putting the links to the English translations of the first two games’ Japanese manuals because their stories are so much cooler than what the western releases got. The second I get everything I can or have thought about this guy together I’m doing in depth story and character analysis for some silly whip man NES games tho—

#castlevania #castlevania games #text post #simon belmont #oahsjfkwuwhflshdjdka #I can’t words rn #and I’m so frustrated about it #like I had multiple points I was gonna make but I just can’t put them down at all for no reason #I should rant about how they mention decay in this one tho— #decay is not fun and would be very horrifying to experience while alive fun fact! #Simon is not doing so great— #the American manual describes is as more of a soul effecting curse but like #slowly rotting alive is so much more horrifying #i imagine that was probably not mentioned in the American release for the same reason why they censored blood in some games tho lol #also the ominous last line in this screenshot #that’s given a little bit more sad implications when the mysterious woman tells him something about courage afterwards #the ‘please remember bitter memories in Transylvania’ at the end of the whole thing #implying that 7 year gap may have been him just avoiding fixing the curse because of the trauma of what happened there #that also implying he was initially gonna give up and die without actually doing anything about this #it’s so interesting that the few insights into Simon as a character that we get are like #he highly doubts that he’ll be as good as his ancestors #and then he gets cursed and his first response is to give up and slowly let it kill him #like WOW those are some important character details for sure #it’s so hard to talk about him without immediately being like ‘oh no poor guy’ #theory posting #kinda not like whole theory but a small piece of speculation material lol

[meeks-just-wants-to-scroll]

Finished the Project Hail Mary Audiobook. I haven’t sobbed like this in months…

#meeks rambles #project hail mary #project hail mary rocky #project hail mary ryland grace #I LOVE THIS BOOK SO MUCH I SWEAR I HAVE READ IT 4 OR 5 TIMES NOW!! #the ending hurts so much because I relate and see myself in Grace and Rocky and I just I just I… #I MADE AN ESSAY ON THIS ENTIRE BOOK AND HOW IT IS SOMEHOW A BITTER SWEET YET A GREAT HAPPY ENDING BUT ALSO A DEPRESSIONG APOCOLYPSE STORY- #-BUT ALSO AN AMAZING STORY ABOUT HOPE IN HUMANITY AND A STORY ABOUT FOUND FAMILY #; ; <3 #I’m gonna take 2 business days to recover from this

[ohitslen]

Will always remain confused as to why people will fight over ships as if we weren’t all wrong about them, except for the incredibly rare occasions where the ship becomes canon, and even then you should just mind your damn business because in all seriousness. Why wouldn’t you.

#in awe at the thought that ppl will do death threats or dox others over stuff like this like— excuse me. #I have to admit. I get fixated with one ship and I get tunnel vision abt them #so any other kind I rarely ever consume. but when I see other ships I’m like yeah I can see it that’s cute just not my cup of tea #and then I just keep going in my life. because it Really Is Not That Deep #why would you get out of your way to give your very unsolicited opinion about something fictional that is #also. based from something fictional I’m just like #does someone know of a study or something that makes an analysis over that phenomenon bc it’s so interesting #like I’m sorry but none of us here is right about this stuff okay we are ALL making FAN FICTIONAL content here #the way some ppl consume their media seems so boring bc of how awfully serious they make it out to be in the worst possible way #boring as in. why would you bitter yourself over something that supposedly brings you joy #fandom is usually a place for escapism why make it another issue in an already complicated world with complicated issues cmon bro get real #lenssi rambles

[bluesadansey]

#listen I think I have a right to experience A Lot of annoyance over all this because I had to see ‘criticisms’ like that so often #this is a particularly hilarious one the same level as the people complaining about Daisy and Billy being the only ones on the Aurora cover #(there are changes with the shoot but them being the only two on the cover is the same as in the book lmao ya’ll can not read apparently #‘it’s an insult to the message of the book because it’s supposed to be the whole band on the cover and not just the Billy and Daisy show uw #you are talking about the scene in the book where the entire band in interview is mad/bitter about how they ended up going with only DB #on the cover even years later while Daisy and Billy in their interviews gush over how gorgeous and iconic the cover featuring just them is #like … ya’ll are conflating a general sentiment those chars were allowed to express with what the actual scene was grrr #it’s one of the best funniest parts of the book too like I love that part… #and if the complaint was ‘I’m sad the other interviews weren’t as extensive at that part in the show’ totally would be valid crit to me #I would have liked them to show everyone reacting in interviews too (they did show them esp Eddie be unhappy about it but #your right there wasn’t as much specific exploration in the show of how the side chars were effected. But they’re still side chars with sid #plots in the book lol #also only Karen actually deserves to be explored as a char the rest I’m more than fine with getting less and then instead investing far mor #in developing Simone’s plot and arc.) #there’s stuff with Graham I do think could have been useful/worth while thematically if they’d had the 13eps and could do it all (and I’m a #Graham hater xd) but I certainly wouldn’t prioritize it over the things the show did focus on #and it’s not remotely high on my list of things they didn’t focus on as much as I wanted. ofc #in fact like I said… I thought it was so funny they did not gaf about the Dunne brothers relationship 😭 #like it is an interesting dynamic in the book there are good scenes. but I’m obsessed with their choice to not give anything to any of #Billy’s dynamics that aren’t the love triangle points and Teddy. respectable af #vs Daisy and to a lesser extent Camila both have way more developed dynamics outside of him incred #(another reason ‘they made Daisy and Camila center around Billy’ crit makes me roll my eyes #like in the sense that the love triangle is elevated in terms of focus sure. and people are free to have qualms about that choice #basically saying the show prioritized the romance for the characters and char work is accurate. saying they did that more for the girls and #less for Billy idk what show you were watching

[itspileofgoodthings]

I mean, if there’s one thing the album is going to do it’s come through.

#winner of every long game #but a certain kind of abruptness/shock/even anger is always a part of every first reaction. At least for me. #if i’ve said it once I’ve said it a million times: #she wears extremely well and extremely gently #she gets better with use and familiarity in that the bitterness dissolves #like everyone can hmmmm all they want the album will come through and will have the people in a chokehold #and I even understand the frustration with that sometimes. with the inevitability of her dominance that makes people mad #I feel it too!!! but that’s just a surface level thing. it’s the stuff around her that ISN’t real #she and her music always is. no matter the mistakes she makes or how much she participates in the not-realness of it. etc. (and she does) #she’s going to have the last word in the sense of that word being a thing very worth hearing #Anyway this is why she’s so almost jarring as a famous person and also why she’s simply never going to go away #and anyway anyway it’s been a deeply upsetting two days! I’m drained and about to cry

[favroitecrime]

god send the flood they’re on twitter and tiktok calling people pleasing harmful manipulation and comparing icing in a cake to sexual assault. and they’ve got licensed therapists agreeing with them. no no, they’ve got licensed therapists making these analogies for them. i hope that man chokes on the next cake he bites into.

#like listen listen at first i was like #hmm he has a point if she specifically asked and he was like i want this this and this it makes sense he’d point it out at least #like so long as he was appreciative and whatever #but then i thought about it and him saying she said he embarrassed her in front of her kids #and how she kicked him out of her house #like that man definitely did more than just casually comment as he wants us to think #and it’s so interesting seeing these grown adults go feral talking about toxic r/s and manipulation and people pleasing #like IF he didn’t do something horrible (doubt) #this is at most just a misunderstanding that could quickly be resolved if they both sat down and had a quick talk #also like he could’ve just said it’s great in front of guests and then later privately kindly point out that he loved it but was wondering #why she went with vanilla frosting instead of chocolate #like listen it’s ssoooooo picky i get it it’s so fucking stupid but it was his birthday and she did specifically ask #anyway fuck him and fuck everyone being horrible to her #like i’m on her side purely because of how insane people are acting #tag: i speakth #also he posted an update where he was like i apologized and she hasn’t replied yet she’s probably thinking of how to #and the woman who posted the screenshot to twitter was like ‘ew i’d dump her’ are you insane #this is why they’re all bitter over there nothing but egos and pride getting in the way and rudeness disguised as ‘boundaries’ #like yes yes boundaries exist and should be respected no duh but the way some of these people are just so damn rude #and wanna call it a boundary of theirs or just being honest or whatever like no you’re just rude #and there’s a difference between being polite and people pleasing you’re all just genuinely stupid and keep trying to view the world in #extremes rather than spectrums we have severely regressed

[lesbiansanemi]

Idk there’s also something to be said for the absolute distaste and hatred of lesbian headcanons in general in fandom spaces. Like never mind that these ppl can’t fathom how a woman would ever exist without being into men, they can’t even not get mad when someone says they think a fictional one doesn’t like men. Like you have such a hatred of lesbians you can’t handle someone else saying they think a fictional woman doesn’t fuck men. Like holy fuck

#‘why isn’t she at least bisexual uwu’ #it also ties into fictional women ALWAYS being headcanoned as bi or pan or whatever #but fictional men can be headcanoned as gay without near the push back #(in queer fandom spaces I’m not talking about cishet ones) #idk. I just think it’s amusing. funny. so silly. #it’s okay for someone to exclusively like men but not exclusively like women #we’ve always gotta center the men ya know ya know #sorry I have to have my weekly be bitter about male dominated fandom spaces fic you know how it is #kaz rambles

[sapphicmumrik]

something something movie Knux in the Battle Nexus

#fern.txt #more rottmnt battle nexus than the 03 version bc. I can see Big Mama using him #03 Battle Nexus is all about honor in battle while rottmnt Battle Nexus is about making money and entertainment off of other’s suffering #and given his gladiatorial arena past and everything I’m just picturing him being broken out by the Hamatos and given a home #Raph takes a shining to him bc this small creature is so angry and bitter and needs several dozen hugs and self care #but Knux also wants to see how his strength goes up against the big one #BASICALLY I WANT ROTTMNT RAPH TO REALISE OH SHIT THIS KID NEEDS HELP

[inkykeiji]

you dont have to reply to this if this is too personal a question! but would you consider your childhood + upbringing more toxic than others? my dad also has addictions along with a mental health diagnoses and its hard to talk about it to people, even my friends, who think addiction is like the show Euphoria (this show on hbo) but like some parts of youre writing is like a mirror image of situations ive been in with my family! it just feels real reading your stuff in an amazing way

tw: trauma + clari overshares!

absolutely, 100%. my father was and still is extremely abusive on top of all of his other issues, and my mother also has a severe mental illness. my house was constant turmoil and i used to cry when the school day would end because i didn’t want to go home. it was extremely unstable and i grew up walking on eggshells trying not to trigger one or both of my parents, as well as acted as an emotional punching bag often. i had to do things and witness things no child should ever have to go through, and i cannot express to you how utterly alone i felt, growing up in a small town where it seemed as though everyone else had these wonderful home lives and loving parents and just an overall great childhood. none of my friends understood anything and for a long time, when i was very young, i couldn’t figure out why everything was so much worse at my house than it was for anyone else around me.

so i totally and completely understand where you’re coming from. it’s really rough and it feels incredibly isolating. even now, i don’t have any in real life friends who can understand even in the slightest what i had to go through as a child, and while they’re fantastic listeners and so sweet and so sympathetic, they cannot and will never get it (and i’m glad about that obv! i’d never wish what i went through as a kid on anyone). please know that you are not at all alone in feeling like no one else can truly understand.

i’m so happy and so grateful that i have this little community where i can share some of my work and provide comfort or catharsis or whatever they need etc for people like me, whether they experienced trauma as children or as adults or both. that’s so so special to me and it genuinely means the whole world to me <3 it makes me feel less alone and it brings me a ton of comfort!! so thank you for sharing this with me!!! i’m so sorry you’ve had to go through similar experiences :(( we did and do deserve so so so much better.

i am sending you bunches and bunches of love anon!!! <333 please take good care of yourself <3

#yeah it sucked so bad #also omg do you ever like #get triggered or overly upset when people are all ‘oh i wish i could go back to my childhood’ or reminisce about it????? #i hate feeling so fucking bitter about it because again i would never wish it upon anyone #but i guess i just mourn and weep for the little girl i was #i’m upset she didn’t get the happy childhood she deserved #i’m upset she was taken advantage of #i’m upset she suffered *so much* #my therapist says it’s good to mourn the childhood i never had so #i try to do that hahaha #definitely think it contributes at least a lil to my uhhhh childlike tendencies #not that anyone needs childhood trauma to justify that of course #people of all ages are allowed to enjoy cute stuff like stuffies etc and anyone who tells you otherwise is an asshole #buT ANYWAY #i’m rambling now hehe #the point is: you are not alone #i know how tough it is and how incredibly difficult it feels #and i’m sorry you’re feeling so isolated #but please just know you are not alone #i am giving u a biiiig hug!!!! #please enjoy ur night bb n drink some water!! stay safe!!! #inky.bb #clari gets mail #clari overshares

[whydoifeelthisquiet]

I’m going to say it

#abby doesnt shut up #like there is a fine line but… #everyone stop coddling Olivia she doesn’t need it #also the comparisons are unnecessary #there’s not a hate train happening that I’ve seen? I’ve seen unanimous support and a few mean ppl #people are in the trenches for her left and right but fail to realize how unprecedented her success is #like people making comments about her doesn’t matter she’s not an indie artist starting out getting shit on #and I’m sick of the age card. I’m one year older than her and I will tell you that though ppl #in their early twenties are entering adulthood it’s insulting that ppl think we can’t do things on our own #and that every little snide remark someone makes is traumatizing like she doesn’t need the internet parenting her #yes there are ppl who are bitter about her success but that is irrelevant when everyone else supports her #everyone’s like ‘but we want to protect her from xyz’ how do I tell you that it’s unhealthy to curate how another lives their life #<< like learning and making mistakes and getting criticism does not equate to trauma #she can handle it! I promise! <3 #I hear so much shit about taylor that I say nothing about bc she doesn’t need my help or protection like the woman is killing the game #and I want to ALLOW women to be killing the game without ppl treating them like delicate flowers that need to be saved #it’s just interesting to me that women celebrities are hyped but are also assumed to be so fragile like pick a lane #if we want to keep her out of a media circus then we have to be careful of not starting it ourselves #it’s all counterproductive #hyping her up and gravely underestimating her ability to handle herself and sustain a great career. she is 20 not 13.

[that-was-anticlimactic]

sometimes i like Think about the httyd books and just. frick. they’re absolutely Amazing. the movies did not do them justice At All, sorry they just… completely obliterated the characters and lore and relationships (platonic relationships in favor of a forced romantic one—), dragons…

nothing can compare to hiccup’s epilogues or camacazi’s existence or alvin just surviving on spite or hiccup and toothless’ relationship or how important fishlegs is and just. frick. y eah.

the books are an incredible masterpiece from the writing to the lore (seriously!!! the dragonese pages and the dragon info pages!!!) to the illustrations to even the freaking aUDIOBOOK RECORDINGS OMG THEY’RE SO GOOD??? just. this series deserves so much more love

#sorry ik a lot of y’all love the movies i just cannot stand them 😬 #nothing against y’all! it just feels like they profited and capitalized off of cressida cowell’s books but made changed important stuff and #then didn’t really credit her or her hard work also yes i’m still really bitter about replacing my favorite character with astr*d sorry #also with the severe lack of fishlegs HE IS A MAIN CHARACTER!!! #also for the fact that they just. completely ignored dragonses come on besties it’s so funnnnnnn #anyways just saw some posts about the book series and it’s just… OUGH so GOOD and i wish more people knew how good it is