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cinnamongirlsdiary · 2 months

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#cinnamon girl #made by me #female experience #female hysteria #girlhood #hell is a teenage girl #girlblogging #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblog #girly things #girlblogger #just girly things #girl interrupted #girl blog #why am i like this #i’m going insane #this is a girlblog #this is what makes us girls

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kalincka · 6 months

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When Basim said to Roshan “You let me struggle alone”, when Basim let his past define him entirely by fear of loneliness, when Basim was terrified of ending up alone because he experienced total loss in his earlier life. When Roshan said to Basim “I am the daughter of no one”, when Roshan denies her past to define herself as an individual with no bound, when Roshan ends up leaving Basim behind despite loving him so much she almost gets killed trying to prevent him from losing himself. When Hytham said “Everyone is worthy of our love” to Eivor, when Hytham defines his life entirely on the Hidden Ones' creed and on Basim's teaching after losing his mother, when Hytham is left behind by Basim even though he was like a son to him. Roshan going on her own, leaving the Hidden Ones. Basim going through the ages, leaving everyone. Hytham staying in Ravensthorpe with a new family, never getting closure.

When Roshan taught Basim the leap of faith, when Basim taught Hytham the leap of faith, when Hytham taught Eivor the leap of faith. Roshan's “embrace the fear”, Basim's “you simply need to have faith”, Hytham's “my faith proved stronger than my fear”. Do you get it.

#ac mirage #hytham #basim ibn ishaq #roshan #going absolutely insane. i am not used to ubisoft writing like that forgive me #can you believe that mentor trauma cycle? what the hell. roshan abandons basim who abandons hytham who is rescued by eivor's clan. LIKE!!!#these characters loved each other so much and yet AND YET the circumstances never let them understand each other correctly #(driving me off the wall)#ac valhalla #assassin's creed mirage #ac mirage spoilers #assassin's creed mirage spoilers

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mishapen-dear · 7 months

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(end of bad’s Acceptance vod, about 1:48:30)

no but im never going to be normal again. LOOK at this. look. IMMEDIATELY before this he gave a whole miserable speech at the graveyard about how much he misses the kids and how he wants them to come home. He was grieving so hard it started to rain. He cried while he sang to them. It was the perfect end to 5 days of grieving- and then he does this.

and the rain isnt about grief anymore- the thunder isnt a peaceful background to a heartbreaking scene. It is rage. the whole context changes. The storm raged on while he grieved like he raged during the Everything Else that happened (“there are a lot of federation workers on today. I need to interrogate them about some things” he said while he was following forever ALONE to distract him. he knew forever was fucked up and about to put more marriage pressure on him and for anyone else that would have been Terrifying. how could you focus on anything but that? but. bad was thinking about tormenting more federation workers)

i just!!!! its so good. its SO good its so scary its so good. bad hasnt accepted the loss of his children but he has accepted how far he will go to get them back. (he will do anything)

#qsmp #Ik someone else posted the clip but i could not find it again and i Needed to go insane #i still need to go insane #i need to pick up every little bit of his character and pin them up and write an essay on all of it #you know that entire nervous system that was preserved? i need to do that to him #im going to be SO annoying about bbh for the next while #like i can feel the brainworms setting in so hard i am GOING to get pov rot and get so excited about my perceptions of his character that i #twist him away from what he is #it will be in the name of understanding him but really i will trudge thru those roots and trip into hell #or maybe not maybe ill continue to have fun and cool character analysis #50/50 on whether or not it will be comprehensible tho i think the last 8 posts at least ive made about him are nonsense #its because he is a bastard #with too many moving parts. i need a diagram neatly laying out every q!bbhism ever #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp clip

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starxslvs · 1 month

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leseraph · 3 months

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I CANT FBREATHE HJJKNAHUH

THEY CAN'T DO THIS TO ME NO WAY 😭😭😭 HOW ARE THEY EXPECTING ME TO SIT STILL FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH WITHOUT HIS CARD

#I'M ACTUALLY GONNA GO INSANE #THIS MAN..#MY GOOD SIR I AM BUT #A HOLE ?????#A HOLE!!!!#i need to go to church or sth #whb #what in hell is bad #what in 'hell' is bad #whb beelzebub

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shorlinesorrows · 1 day

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qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.

do you see my vision?

#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying #“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME #neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry #i need them to be friends #i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand #i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences #and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively)#i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them #and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set #and make them their own #they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life #the mcs ever #at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker #and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating #the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people #the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it”#and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?"#jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise #cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away #kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self #anyway i'm going insane how yall doing #neil josten #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

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poems-of-a-lover · 6 months

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will never be over this honestly

#BC WHAT THE HELL. WHAT.#WHYYYY DID THEY. WHY!!!!!#they knew good and well......#god. insane!!#'world class insomniac' yeah right #seriously tho the 'i cant fall asleep easily (falls asleep immediately around That Person)' trope GETS ME #its so important to me #feeling a level of safety and trust and comfort in someone to be able to fall asleep around them is so special #shoutout to My Guy who ive fallen asleep on call with multiple times JGHSKJK unmatched imo #the way that they both just look so incredibly comfortable. literally not a care in the world.#they forgot abt their status and the rest of the world and everyone else bc they were with each other!!!! do u get it!!!!!!!#goodness i need to go to bed its nearly 2 am #this film is going to be the death of me #rwrb #red white and royal blue #alex claremont diaz #henry fox #henry george edward james hanover stuart fox

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beanghostprincess · 5 months

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i'm so busy reading the manga right now but what the fuck there are so many things happening at once

#one piece is better than drugs #ALSO BUGGY AND SHANKS??????? SHANKS ASKING HIM TO GO WITH HIM???????? I AM GOING INSANE WITH BUGGY'S SPEECH #also egghead is certainly a thing what the hell so much stuff is happening #i'm on ch 1083 if you're curious #one piece

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katkats-world · 4 months

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i have got to get more crazy and off putting

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b0vine-bby · 1 month

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im so silly! hahahahaha hahahahaha ha hahaha ha haahhahahahaha h haha aa hahahahahahah haha hahahhahahahahahahahahaha haa hahaaha ha a hahahahahahahaha hahaahahahahah hhhhh hahahaahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahhahahahaha h haha hah hahahahahahahahahaah hahaha ha hh hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahha ha ha hha hahaha haha hhhhh hahahaha ahahahaha hhhhh haahahahahaahhahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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gayanime · 2 months

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Apparently I really do have some unhealthy parasocial relationship with Seventeen because since I saw the news of Scoups being exempted from military service due to his injury, I have been so worried for him and the reaction of the public.

Like I literally want to call svt and ask if he is okay, don't let him be on social media too much, everything will be alright, he is so so loved, most people understand, please make sure he takes care of his injury, give him a hug, be strong all of you.

#i am actually anxious and worried #i wemt on reddit to see people's reactions #I don't have Twitter and i am not that insane yet to go there but have in general been monitoring what people are saying there #through insta amd reddit #i don't even get worried like this for actual people in my life wtf #but hope scoups recovers well and fast and haters can go to hell #seventeen #scoups #set my posts free

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clockworkcopernicus · 15 days

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idk if anyone noticed this but there was a female blonde droog in the background of the opening scene in the Korova Milkbar

#im going insane #silly #a clockwork orange #alex delarge #im silly #this is what makes us girls #what the fuck #what am i even doing #im going to hell #womens month #it literally isnt womens month anymore what am i talking about

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miniagula · 2 months

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charlie's daddy issues atm are my favoriteworst thing ever. the charlastor potential makes me nuts but also LUCIFER WHEN I GET YOU LUCIFER WHEN I GET YOU

#'i have created Hell's Princess' you fucked up a perfectly good daughter is what you did. look at her. she's got daddy issues #but charlastor oh my god #'what's that you said about smiles?' 'good girl!' i am going to dive into a ravine.#charlastor drives me insane the shit you could do w them alone #something something the room for horrific potential in charlie starving‚ just a little‚ for that love and praise and alastor—OF ALL PEOPLE #—dedicating himself to give that to her #the corruption arc would be INSANE and i'd love 2 see a charlie fully realized in her capabilities #in her kindness‚ but also the base violence she's willing to enact for change #anyways. they make me sick #charlastor

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starxslvs · 2 months

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felizusnavidad · 2 months

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this is fucking illegal why am i seeing this now NOT THE FUCKING T-SHIRT WHAT THE FUCK LIN-

#i am losing my goddamn mind ok #this picture is from 2019 btw #but of course i've never seen it before #ugh what the fucking fuck #i literally just wanted to find any pics of lin & dave together #and found this #i can barely type cause i'm going insane bye #lin manuel miranda #dave malloy #ghost quartet #talking shit for the hell of it*

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hella1975 · 11 months

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you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself

#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY #BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER #IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS #THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST #IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA #IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE #IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS #IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO #IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS #EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT #I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC #DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE #losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it #and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT #it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll #so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol #god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE #i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all #HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU #YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM!#OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK #like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person #and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit #goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG #mha #fic rec

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