#AM I RETARDED

[schulziann]

Why do people say "I don't want to work I want to be a housewife" as if that doesn't require work. I just know you've got black grime building up in the corners of your house

#I'm functionally a housewife except I'm a daughter #and I get zero respect from my family because they think cooking and keeping a house clean and running smoothly requires no work #on top of working and doing schoolwork #like even the people who want a housewife still don't think it's any work it's so retarded #if it's so easy why am I spending hours every day cleaning up your mess and fixing appliances you aren't familiar with 🤨

[aomdc]

Hey, what's going on with your AM design? Need to know the hard thinking

oh hell yea smieling so wide

the brownish wires r kinda based on the fucking. hate pillar i haven't drawn this bc you cant pay me to, but "hate" being engraved in those wires is neat to me. (i like taking things literally)

+ the grey bundles im not sure how. clear they are but they have red + yellow + blue wires in them, AM's egos and id colours.

the yellow cables are based on the fucking. transitional screens between the psychodramas. grauau

the flow(?) of the wires is loosley based on organs. paticullary intestines. something something about AM's sentience and how the survivors were in AM's belly. if i could word better id sound smart about this.

think itd also be neat for server room parts and ect to be on him. based on the scene from the book about AM's dead parts. ("filled with rusting carcasses of ancient computer banks.„) ("tilted on its side and filled with rotted components.„)

The ripped wires are there for the same reason

^^ same w. monitors. ranges from shitbeast pc boxes to big fuck off ones. He knows ab everything tht goes on to an extent. symbolism or something (i cba to grab a quote rn but the radio drama says something along the lines of he was connected to everything. thumbs up)

exposed wires and scrap metal on(in?) him also. he cant exactly be maintained so wahaallah theres things in this guy.

this is. a wip. but ig the design in practice if it makes this bullshit seem somewhat comprehensive

++ more cohesive(? ?) design also built like a snake

#☣️.txt #hi everyone im insane lalalala #theres more im probally forgetting oops #IDK HOW CLEAR THIS IS I TYPE AND EXPLAIN LIKE A RETARD SO LIKE LMK IG IF SOMETHKNG IS CONFUSING #theres reasoning for everything gulp #ihnmaims #i have no mouth and i must scream #allied mastercomputer #am ihnmaims #art #putting fhis in tags bc i spent like 3 hours on the last drawing FUUUCKKK #thanks anon smiels softly at you

[zooted-zooble]

ok so listen here, I want you to pick me up, and the Spin me around!

it sounds fun!

@zooted-ribbons

*Zooble picks Gangle up & starts spinning her*

#I’m sorry I ran out of motivation I rlly wanted to animate this by my ass is to retarded & out of motivation😭 #tadc #tadc zooble #the amazing digital circus zooble #zooble #what the fuck #am i doing with my life. #idk what im doing #ask zooble #ask zooble stuff #zooted zooble #Zootedzooble #absolutely zooted #fucking zooted #zooted as shit #zooted #zooble x gangle #gangle x zooble #abstragedy #Lesbian #non binary #trans #the amazing digital circus gangle #gangle #tadc gangle #gangle tadc #zooted tadc #Zooted gangle #gangle stuffz #high on catnip

[disgruntledseagull]

why is it ok to call a fat retard a fat retard unless the fat retard is a women?

like I wouldn't call a woman a fat retard either dgmw I am not claiming to any special ability to call a woman a fat retard

I am just wondering what the difference is I mean they don't seem any more or less likely to be hurt by it then men who are fat retards so fucked if I know why one is taboo and the other is common

#if you scold me over this post and you are a man I am 100% gonna call you a fat retard #this post inspired by an unnamed and carefully undefined woman

[hisintentions]

nobody wants to be happy these days. theres a stigma around people who are honestly happy.. whens the last time YOU saw someone grinning and actually enjoying their day? because the last time i did, i thought they were on drugs. i fall victim to this mindset as well... being happy is just as bad as being sad in this world. if your happy, you're oblivious to everything in this world... your cruel, your evil, and your wrong! there is nothing to be happy about!! and if ur sad, then ur sad. theres nothing to live for. theres a romanization around being depressed and it gives people a individual complex. you're not special for being mentally ill and its not weird to put effort towards getting better. you're not weird for takin ya damn meds and ur not gonna be a emotionless zombie if you dont wanna take ur life every few seconds. making it seem cool doesnt make it actually cool nor does it make it better

#retard posting #yap yap yap #wtf am i talking abt #also directed... towards myself

[azraelsghost]

have you ever looked around you and realised you are a genuinely horrible and unlikable person and you have been ever since you were 13 and theres fuck all you can do about it

#eli's being retarded again #how do i change who i am #i dont have free will anyway #how the fuck do i change who i am

[caughtonwebcam]

Aren’t you the person who doesn’t understand censorship

lmao what is my name getting passed around in the comshipper community? listen, my stance on it is that you can write about whatever you want however you want and nobody can stop or censor you because it’s free speech, even if it’s blatantly abhorrent (and not just to me, but to like thousands of other people.) That’s just the law. But just because you can doesn’t mean you should. You’re really gonna sit here and tell me drawing or writing nsfw of child characters getting incest raped for sexual gain is normal and fine because it’s “not real..”? ... okay. I personally don’t like it, but you can do that, but if you paint it as a ship or call it cute, I have the right to assume weird things about you. That’s just how it is and I’m not gonna change my mind on that. So with that being said, ig I’m “proship” in the sense that you CAN ship something cuz nothing is stopping you, but I REALLLLLY don’t think you should because you shouldn’t romanticize something like a child/adult relationship (and to those in the sp fandom or my followers, I’m talking to you randy/stan and kenny/his siblings shippers.) I know that there are many reasons people write about dark or gross topics, including trauma coping . It can be good to help shine light on a serious experience or topic, such as sexual content involving minors, rape, abuse or incest, which should not be left in the dark. It’s how you handle it that really matters, which can vary, as there is no one way to do it. The bottom line is that none of that stuff is “cute” or “romantic.” For example, let’s say you like the movie “Thirteen”. I believe that movie tackles serious topics in an honest manner that gets its point across without featuring child porn. Not to mention that the movie was actually co-written by a 14 year old girl sharing some of her experiences, which shows the purpose of the movie. However, if you are an adult and like the movie because you like the scene of Tracy and Evie kissing, two 13 year old girls in a heavily toxic friendship, and you find it “cute,” I’m going to assume weird things about you. Or let’s say you like the book “Lolita” for its insight into the mind of a predator. Now compare that to liking the book because you too find Dolores attractive, and you relate to the pedophile. I know these probably arent the best examples, but hopefully this clears some things up a bit. A lot of the time it’s not the media’s fault, it’s how people view it, so I don’t believe in censorship. Like banning “The Catcher in The Rye” because one guy read it and killed John Lennon is stupid. But at the same time, look more closely at the media you are consuming. Think of the movie “Cuties”. Sure, the director claims in was not made to exploit children, but definitely exploits children by using suggestive angles of their child actors twerking. And guess what? Pedos loved it, even if that wasn’t the intention. What I’m trying to say is be unapologetic, but don’t cater to those who gain a certain gratification from it either. For the love of god, normalize a topic, but don’t NORMALIZE IT in the way it’s viewed as okay.

(and before you call me a hypocrite for liking South Park, I am fully aware of the gross people in the fandom. i am fully aware that the child characters in the show are put in suggestive situations. But it’s so absurd that you can’t take it so seriously, and those who do have a problem. It’s done for comedy and satire. Just because it is normalized in the show does not normalize it in the real world. Don’t copy cartoons silly. But making shota/lolicon is trying to normalize other forms of child porn by using the work around of “it’s not real”. See the difference?)

#I hope this provides a better explaination #cuz if my name really is going around it might have not been the best phrased take #Either that or people are just mad lmao #I’ve had so many people in my inbox telling me how retarded and brain dead I am for my stance on censorship #So this is gonna (hopefully) be the last time I’ll talk about this #and If those who continue to stalk my page and send me those messages #womp womp to you ig #Inbox #discourse #comship #proship #censorship #anti censorship #anti proship #anti comship

[xphanuel]

Cops and the government are separate things retard

LMFAO CHECK OUT THIS GENIUS. This is hands down the funniest fucking ask I've ever received. No, cops and the government are one in the same, cops are just another branch of government, as are the ATF, DEA, IRS, FBI, CIA, shall I go on? Officers are entities of the state, they swear an oath on this. You can't be this fucking stupid.

#cops and government aren't the same #STATIES #But yes #Yes they are this fucking stupid #Because everything is designed to make you fucking retarded and not see the blatantly obvious bigger picture #But fr this was the funniest fucking ask I've ever received #IM SORRY BITCH #WHO ENFORCES THE LAWS THAT THE GOVERNMENT MAKES? #WHO ARE EMPLOYED BY THE STATE? #WHO LITERALLY HAVE BIGGER DIVISIONS AT STATE LEVEL THAT WE REFER TO AS ??? #And you had the audacity to call ME a retard #I am genuinely cackling over this #I can't stop #This is like saying socialism isn't the step before communism #Completely braindead

[rockymountainjewhadeen-v2]

She invited me to her jewelery show

Hmmmmmmmmmm

#this is a bad idea #thankfully #i am retarded

[lobotomyladylives]

I can say retard all the live long day if I want to (which I frequently do, it is very useful) bc I've earned that right by virtue of being called one approximately ten million billion trillion times as a little mute autistic mentally fucked weirdchild. that was also when I formed an attachment that id compare to stockholm syndrome to the word itself . I like the way it sounds

#i call things retarded so much irl its very much part of my daily lexicon. i actually am very restrained on here w/it bc if im not ill have #a ton of annoying anons accusing me of ableism on top of the many accusing me of misandry (lol) & transphobia. so on & so forth #LX3 op

[craycraybluejay]

people think i'm "rude" for being too blunt/too honest but if i took some kind of uncontrollable truth-telling serum i would be actually suicide-inducingly horrible to be around. i'm honest but trust that i take care to be much more polite, fair, and controlled at most times than I want to. you could not take 5 minutes of me blurting out everything that goes on in my brain in gruesome detail, especially pertaining to You specifically. kindness and courtesy are neither a weakness nor proof of some inherent purity. they are a bore of a chore. and while it is an incredibly irritating chore it is required in order to exist (less) hassled by society.

idk. it's truly annoying to spend much effort and energy on all of everything alone. and after accepting no help will come your way, no ackmowledgement or reward for your work comes either. and not only. instead comes punishment. punishment for the grave sin of not being good enough at pretending like i love small talk and not being good enough at kissing ass and not being good enough at neither keeping my head down and doing nothing nor making waves. not being good enough no matter which way you turn, what weight you pull, how much pain you opt to ignore in favour of pushing onward. there is no prize, no safe space, there is only the anger in the meaningless and base fight to survive. hatred, death, despair, the deep wells of agony. and within it all a part of you screams itself hoarse and then quiet to break the dam. at such high capacity, it doesnt matter of its toxic sludge or just water. "just water" kills everything in its path. tsunamis, typhoons, tropical storms, rainstorms, deadly hail... a little bit builds up and in the right place it can be cried out, or redirected, or simply evaporate in the warm, kind, invigorating rays of the sun. but what then if there is no place for that kind of thing. you are the river above a city and you grow and you grow and come the next storm you may just flatten it all to nothing with everyone inside. the dam allows no space to move or grow smaller. you grow so big you don't know if it's even a river anymore. what you are is some strange unnatural body with a riptide so intense it rivals the wildest ocean tides.

i remember the time i almost got swallowed by a storm riptide clearly. it took just a touch of the water and i am being pulled by a force stronger than anything i have felt before or again, something wild and so much bigger. a storm that no longer wants or has any purpose or even one clear cause... without reason, it doesn't *want* to destroy ships and tug people to their crushed deaths. no. it just-- will. it will do that. it has no will but it will kill you. it will destroy everything. what a beautiful terror. but why in me. tugging tugging tugging. sometimes i wish my weak little kid body got seized by the riptide and that i could not break free at all. that would be an epic death.

#rambles #someone promised me a visit to a rage room!!!! they must deliver!!!!!! #i must admit i do look down on the one that rages like a traumatized little bitch-- dog #at every little thing #the one who-- in the real world-- is too angry and stupid even to shut its mouth when it kills itself #here i am with all this anger you put inside me and its enough to genuinely want to wipe our planet dead #and here i am calmly listening to you air your pathetic grievances while i think of smashing your skull in with this hammer #and you. you... like a little baby given power. #and here i fucking am taking it and trying so hard to maintain. as if it wouldnt be such a relief to just let go #as if i havent envied you for your senseless retarded pursuit of being so unapologetically terrible to people #as if i wouldnt do anything to trade our minds and places and be the stupid eternal toddler #people think the things i occasionally say or do are anger. it is not #how many switches will you flip and buttons will you push until you choose the wrongest one yet #how much longer must i withstand this pressure with my hands under me and my teeth pressed firmly together #how many more times do i have to stop in the middle of acting on instinct. instinct to survive and fight #instinct that will destroy indiscriminately. #if its like this for long enough... do you think water can become fire? youve heard of hell freezing over but have you heard of earth #becoming hell? #again i cant sleep. the energy is suffocating. i need to be held tightly and to tussle till my body gives out #no i need to feel bones crack under me.

[diseasedpet]

how do u guys even make friends on here this is like my third account and I have spoken to like 2 people

#am I just socially retarded #yes probably

[disruptxrr]

im stupif & i wanna dig a hole and never come out

#what the fuck was last night am i retarded #why did i do that

[derpinette]

TBH i kind of am into phonetics in a freak pervert way

#sorry i said that. but well i am... #GF that i make memorize different phonemes to pronounce for me so i can writhe in contentment <3 #amongst other things #that all dissolves out of my body the moment i enter my faculty & besides i am majoring in english #so my preferences are not really very present in the language unless you account for specific regional phonology in which case sure #but that is not something we will ever focus on i think... i mean in my level anyway Maybe if i get extra specialized later #my favorite sound ever in the world is the (voiced) uvular fricative ( & sometimes trill ) I LOVE IT so freaking KAWAII<3 #i only started noticing it like last year & have been obsessed with it ever since it makes me so. ^_^^^^^ HAH rawrWHO SAID THAT #this is the only nerdy thing about me not saying this to save face but like it literally is i am otherwise retarded in the literal way #when i was a kid i used to ask people to pronounce “ng” for me like as in ŋ & i would lose respect for them if they were unable to #they pronounce it as a hard N like that is clearly not what i asked make a little effort are you hearing impaired like. not that hard #it is literally the sound you make in “eating” “maintenant” like what is the problem here stop playing. yes that was insufferable of me #anyway but only for a brief time obviously i only held one grudge in my life which i let go as of recent #not against a person but something way larger ♯Peace♯Love♯Light #BREAKING: girl has the most normal common ****** ever >gets stoned anyway