#AND CAME BACK AND HE WAS WAITIN' NSTUFFS HE GOT ALL. GUILT TRIPPY OUTTA NOWHERE. LIKE HAD THE LANGUAGE AND WORDING

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#so! little cousins that we rarely see came over. the littler brother was. Incredibly demanding and pitched a fit when i #wouldnt restart sheild for him to play. bc. yknow. however many hours in and however many dex entries left to do that makes sense #his line of logic was 'oh so you'll know where to find them later after you delete everything so i can play' aND I. HM. #I HM'D VERY VERY HARD AT THAT. AND WHEN I TOOK A BREAK BC IT WAS GETTIN REALLY OVERWHELMING CUZ WE HAD LIKE #TWELVE??? PEOPLE OVER??? IN A VERY SMALL APPARTMENT??? AND I TOOK A BREAK TO DO A TRASH RUN #AND CAME BACK AND HE WAS WAITIN' NSTUFFS HE GOT ALL. GUILT TRIPPY OUTTA NOWHERE. LIKE HAD THE LANGUAGE AND WORDING #ALMOST DOWN PAT??? ND ITS LIKE. OK. WWHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN WATCHING AND WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU SINCE YOUR LAST VISIT #WHO HURT YOU????? LIKE HE WAS BASICALLY RECITING EDGEY ASS YOUTUBER LINES AND IT JUST THREW ME OFF SO HARD #CUZ HES LIKE. FIVE??? NOT EXACTLY BTU HES NOT EVEN TEN YET I THINK BUT HOLY SHIT #and i was tryna bounce between him and his sister and try to eat while all that was going on and i got. burtn out real fast #cuz its been a longass week and i cant do anything right this week thus far and hgjgnkgmg and him like #purposfully laying on the guilt??? and actively tryna make me feel like shit?? #purposefully- pardon- but it was the nail in hte coffin and like. fuck. i kept tryna suggest stuff to do and he just #wasnt having it or anything i suggested and wanted things exactly his way and just. took over my switch for a few hours and just. hnjgkkmhkm #like i love him but that. was a lot. his mom and dad were even like 'no- hes being rude- you're in the right here' #and made him apologize adn he did the whole 'im sorry??' bit and its just. like seeing my inner monologue in person #and that just. scared the absolute hell outta me. hes got autism and depression and hes in the same boat im in/in a similar one and its just #hes! very. fact/logic driven. i tried to put on a show about puppies and when it got to a runt of one of the litters he was like #'they're just dogs- the runt of the litters not likely to survive anyway' aDN LIKE. JESUS????? JESSUS #HIS SISTER MIND YOU WAS SWEET AS A PEACH- SHES OLDER AND HAS A GOOD HEAD ON HER SHOULDERS #AND SHES SAME BOAT AS HIM TOO AND THEYRE. NIGHT AND DAY- IT WAS REALLY JARRING AND HGJKGMDSMG #dad also apparently had an epiphany or something while he was down out of state and grandmoms funeral #and- at some point- is gonna fill us in on what; pray tell; the fuck happened with All That bc nobodies giving us answers and its major sus #so! needless to say this wekes. sucked and been interesting. to say the very least.