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lesbianpegbar · 5 months
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next therapy sessions gonna go crazy i can already tell
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snekdood · 4 months
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ik i said a week ago or somethin that "im sorry mj isnt non binary" but honestly thats not fully true. she is nb in her own ways- i just dont want ppl to take that and then modify her to be fully gnc and more masc than she is like someone i know has 😒
#im very sorry she is not like you.#i have plenty of other characters you can imprint on.#if you are not like her as she is and have to change her so much then you two are not the same. really fuckin simple dawg.#my ocs#heres an idea: you dont need to have a character thats just like you in every piece of media you consume. k? k.#and to be more direct to the person im vaguing about: no you actually dont have an excuse to steal my oc and take control of her#to modify her however you like. shes not yours and never will be. you can make up excuses if you want-#you can pretend i forced you to be like her if you want and just ignore all the times I went along with you in identifying as literally#any other oc mine or yours- just bc i dont wanna be with someone like who you *really* are doesnt mean im forcing you to be like her#yeah i have a preference for a type of person. no you did not fit into it whenever you revealed who you really were.#that doesnt mean im forcing you to do shit it means you lied about who you are and im not attracted to who you really are.#im not forcing shit at all like???????????????? im allowed to have preferences and types dawg.#its really not my fault that childhood abuse made you so codependent on me that me going 'yeah if you're not actually like this#then i dont want to date' made you freak out and then pretend you are like her more. i did not force you to do shit. literally nothing#about our situation would've changed except that i wasnt dating you. i have no idea why that was such a fucking big deal for you#dont you want someone who loves you for who you really are instead of pretending to be what people want?? so then why do you#CARE so much if i dont? it means im just another person you get to forget about and try to find someone new who WILL love that version of u#this is why ik you have a weird specific obsession with me. for some reason it HAD to be me who loved you. idk what it is maybe im just#so sexy and special or something but whatever it is you should be able to love yourself enough to know when to leave#and ya shoulda known that i was gonna dump you if only because you lied about who you were anyways. this is why ya gotta be#fully open and honest about who you are- something ik is very hard for you.#i just dont understand WHY it had to be me. the most i can assume is that i showed you a type of love you've never seen before#and raised your standards. which is a GOOD thing btw. you SHOULD have high enough standards for ppl to love you right.#instead of having all these. apathetic losers you hang out with around you.
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norrizzandpia · 6 months
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omg i just found your account and read “this is about oscar?” and “the video” and had an idea of like a combination of the two?? maybe like reader is his gf and we obviously know oscar is a bit of a shy, soft-spoken guy, so his girlfriend is the opposite: more outspoken, says what she’s thinking (it’s giving i am the rockstar, girlfriend vibes) so everyone like always jokes that she’s definitely topping him in the bedroom, but then something happens and a video gets leaked and people realize that it’s actually the opposite where he’s super dominant and stuff and it’s just everyone freaking out about how wrong they were 😭😭
When i tell you the SECOND i read this i was SO EXCITED to write it
She Wears The Pants, Right? (OP81)
Summary: Nobody saw it coming. Nobody.
Warnings: leaked sex tape, sexual conversations, language
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y/nnn my boy 💌
Tagged oscarpiastri
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op81fan3 walk him like a dog sis, walk him like a dog.
oscarpiastri anything for you my love ❤️
- ln4andop81 PLZZZ HE IS SO GONE FOR HER
mclarenfan2 he cooks for her, brings her flowers, MATCHES HER CLOGS 👹👹👹 i hate my life
- f1fan23 no because oscar literally sucked at cooking and only got good for her like BRO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR HER
- mclarensgirly hes her housewife like you cant tell me otherwise
ln4andop81 NO YOURE SO RIGHT
mclarensgirly i love how y/n is the big spoon in the second pic its so obvi she wears the pants in the relationship
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oscarpiastri date night 😚
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mclarensgirly she prob ordered for him
- y/nnn …yes i did
- oscarpiastri Y/N.
ln4andop81 they are arguably the most aesthetic couple on the grid
- mclaren arguably?! They are.
- oscarpiastri mclaren admin to the rescue
- y/nnn yeah bc you cant do it yourself
- ln4andop81 GAHDAMN.
- mclarensgirly JESUS CHRIST
- mclarenfan22 SHE ATE HIM UP AND SPIT HIM OUT
- landonorris where was my invite?
- oscarpiastri …
- y/nnn we didnt want you there
- landonorris damn ok 🥲
- mclarensgirly y/n really fights oscars battles for him
- mclarenfan22 she prob does other stuff for him too
- f1fan2 im fully convinced she tops him every single time
- mclarenfan2 thats so real bc there is not a SINGULAR BONE in oscars body that is even slightly capable of dominating
- mclarensgirly SO TRUE he is so soft hes just so babygirl theres no way in hell hes ever topped in his life
- ln4andop81 he prob doesnt even know what dominating is 😭😭😭
- mclarenfan22 omg no he def does but only bc y/n dominates him
- ln4andop81 YES YES EXACTLY
TWITTER
ln4andop81 yo wtf.
- mclarensgirly nobody talk to me rn.
- mclarenfan22 WE WERE SO WRONG????
- ln4andop81 “you like that baby? You like it hard and fast?” UHHHHHH OSCAR.
- mclarensgirly HIS MOANS AND GROANS WHEN SHE WOULD RESPOND TO HIS MOVEMENTS AND TOUCHES OMFG
- ln4andop81 CAN WE ADDRESS THE FACT THAT HE WAS TOPPING HER LIKE IT WAS SECOND NATURE???
- mclarenfan22 WHEN HE WRAPPED HER LEGS AROUND HIS WAIST SO HE COULD GO FASTER OMFG>>>>
- mclarensgirly no bc guys. who is that oscar.
- ln4andop81 ig its “keep it loud so everybody knows who keeps your eyes rolling and back arching” oscar
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y/nnn when your sex tape is leaked, you think you’d get multiple hate messages or something, but all I’m getting is “OSCAR’S DOMINANT???” so here are a few instances that prove who Oscar really is 😏
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mclarensgirly A FEW INSTANCES????? NAH GURL WE GET IT AFTER THAT 35 MINUTE LONG VIDEO
ln4andop81 “you’re so fucking hot baby all mine, huh? All of this is mine, remember that.” DID YOU BLANK ON THAT ORRRR
- mclarensgirly YEAH LIKE I DONT NEED ANYMORE CONVINCING
- mclarenfan22 YALL ARE MISSING THE PICTURES OF THIS POST. THE. PICTURES. PEOPLE.
- mclarensgirly omfg youre so right THE CUDDLING PIC TO MAKE US UNDERSTAND HES THE BIG SPOON 😭😭😭
- y/nnn dont get it twisted im the big spoon
- oscarpiastri do we need to leak another video?
- ln4andop81 WAS HE ALWAYS LIKE THIS OR WHAT TF
landonorris this was completely unnecessary
- oscarpiastri no it wasnt.
- oscarpiastri ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME PPL STOPPED THINKING I WAS A PUSH OVER
- y/nnn calling me a slut is such an interesting way of accomplishing that!!
- oscarpiastri we both know you liked it.
- y/nnn well, yeah.
- landonorris WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABT THIS ON MY COMMENT CHAIN. STOP.
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oscarpiastri yeah i cook and i clean, all ways i keep my girl satisfied iykyk 😉
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y/nnn yeah we get it babe you keep me sexually satisfied 🙄🙄
- oscarpiastri why are you annoyed??
- y/nnn thats actually such a good question
mclarensgirly CLAWING MY EYES OUT SCREAMINF AT THE SKY CRYING BLOOD HDJDGDJSHDNSMSIDHNDHSHD
ln4andop81 im still stunned at how off we were
- mclarensgirly thats so real bc we literally were like “oh no! He doesn’t even know what dominating is!! Haha!!” And then a day later a video of him fucking his gf and letting us all know VERY WELL he has a breeding kink leaked
- mclarenfan22 THE BREEDING KINK 😩😩 “gonna fuck you so deep and fill you with my cum so everyone knows who you belong to”
- ln4andop81 AHHHHHHFNSHDJSHJDHD THAT AND THE OVERSTIMULATION 😭 “give me one more baby youre gonna take it whether you like it or not”
- mclarensgirly hes j so ever changing
- mclarenfan22 giggling because ever changing is such a beautiful word to describe the fact that none of us thought oscar was good in bed
- y/nnn well he is
- oscarpiastri hell yeah i fucking am
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zeravmeta · 5 months
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i havent really watched mahoutsukai season 2 part because im a filthy manga elitist part because im just waiting for it to be fully animated AND part bc i already know what happens BUT i really do love seeing it around. the college arc isnt particularly my favorite but what I absolutely enjoy the most about it is that it showcases how fucked up both elias and chise are. like within the starting arcs and season 1 we already see them unhealthily codependent freaks but then in the college arc we get to see other mages and initially its like oh yeah mages and magical creatures of all kinds are their own special type of fucked up but then chise does like one thing and everyone around her suddenly backs away like what the fuck is wrong with you. and like she isnt even actively suicidal at this point anymore and slowly adjusting to leading a (relatively) normal life but now that she actively does want to live and very specifically "got the taste for blood" in defending her own life even if it means killing others shes now dangerous in a way she wasnt before because she was too bogged down by the Horrors and Problems but now she isnt gonna hold back. she nearly kills the mercenary in a training exercise and later in the mines when she catches a WHIFF of potential violence and her reaction to finding out it was a joke was to do the teehee. bleh. she'll casually tell her classmates that yeah the fair folk will fuck you up but theyre very easy to negotiate with just make sure you dont let them rip out your eyeballs with like the most casual smile and theyll all be like um no actually thats not normal. she'll be told by the head honcho of the academy one of the top world mages "hey you cant sacrifice your life to save that girl shes already far gone and our enemy you cant fight me or anyone" and then chise goes "ok i wont fight you" and transforms into a dragon about it and every single top mage is like what the fuck
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rangerdew · 2 years
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(CONTEXT a mutual of mine is making stuff for an au about tripitaka & sun wukong being in an abusive rship & it got this anon but i didnt want to bother it by going in its inbox & also just wanted to ramble. its late)
PART 1: this is dumb bc anon’s criticism is non-engagement w both the source material & what they’re criticizing in the first place.
i dont think that this anon is treating jttw as a Work that is to be engaged with and deconstructed. it’s true that it’s really difficult to engage with asian works in a way that doesn’t end up falling into IMO patterns of racism bc we live in a society but this mode of non-engagement out of ‘respect’ is imo disrespectful in and of itself. we shouldn’t shy from engaging with things because we’re scared of being disrespectful. not engaging will make it harder to break any patterns of racism bc understanding and engaging is where that kind work lives
PART 2: but also if you’ve even seen op’s au its an active act of engagement with the work. it’s a very INTERESTING reinterpretation/interpretation of subjects presented in the work. it rekindled my interest in jttw as an adult! & i honestly think it’s really cool that someone is making things like that.
like this is killing me its like Getting me the more i look at it. initially i wasnt gonna comment bc it seemed like a Dumb observation to make like Dumb as in ‘man i dont really care about this’ type & also because honestly i think a part of me was thinking about the modes of engagement/reinterpretation with culturally significant works like jttw thru ‘western’ lens & how that could possibly spell in problematic ways like what those freaks did with Lore Olympus (JOKE THIS IS A JOKE I WOULD TALK MORE ABOUT THIS BUT LIKE I DO NOT MEAN THAT AS A DIRECT COMPARISON) but anon is like not it. like this is crazy. i just get embarrassed bc sun wukong is the name of the guy from all the shows i watched when i was 5. im not like. [staggers weakly] my cultural figurehead sun wukong has been defiled 
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thisdreamplace · 1 year
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this is probably such a silly question, really I’m only asking cause I find it amusing and interesting. Do you think when people trip out on psychedelic drugs and see crazy “hallucinations” and visions, that’s just their inner self (god)? N that’s why a lot of people get scared n freak out during these episodes bc they’re not used to taping into their inner self’s power, so they have a bad episode? Same thing with sleep paralysis trips as well, or just hallucinations in general?
lmfao i honestly dont know. a part of me feels like no, tbh. but then again i dont have the experience to actually know ! lol the only thing i do have experience with is sleep paralysis. my sleep paralysis experience wasnt anything related. i only had it happen to me once. and literally it was just a demon staring at me closely from the side of my bed and my room was on fire and i couldnt do anything about it and i was like "alright i guess" kdkjsfd anybody have an experience with sleep paralysis that they felt was spiritual that they'd like to share ? i felt mine was just kinda cute and quirky. lmfao but i am kinda interested to know of yalls sleep paralysis experiences hehe
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failed221b-chill · 1 year
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Day 1 of taking antibiotics.
I am exhausted. Have napped twice today already after getting 7hrs sleep.
Mum actually seems to maybe be taking my pain seriously this time and I got to softly rant a little bit about how id grown up not knowing my pain wasnt supposed to be happening and only having the visible changes on my body looked at and then having them dismissed anyway as unexplained anomalies.
And then mum drops the whole well actually you do have a family history of lots of different chronic illnesses. Like LOTS.
Including ones that overlap and come in comorbidities and multiple very rare and/or rarely diagnosed genetic disorders.
Nannan's side of family have dextrocardia where her heart is on the wrong side, which according to family lore skips a generation and then appears in the next. Which would be mine lol. But because my heart isnt on the wrong side like nannan's is, everything was assumed fine. But the gene mutation is actually possibel to display in many different ways including having bowels the wrong way/not having a spleen and i have never been checked to see if my internal organs are in the correct places/facing the correct ways. My heart is on the left side of my chest but it might be turned around and facing the othr way.
So theres that. Whcih is commonly part of a triad of chronic illnesses that i already independently of this knowledge of triading have recognised mine and my brothers chronic symptoms match and feel like they explain those in a way no doctor or other thing ive ever looked up to try and explain them ever has done. Sooo 3 possible rare chronic illnesses from nannan where the likelihood is high and the symptoms have been dismissed bc rare genetic disorders dont have much info about them.
Then we get Pa's side of the family. Who have another rare genetic disorder which is the one my brother has and at least one uncle has. So yknow. Thats in my genes. Any that rare genetic disorder is commonly caused by another rare genetic disorder that i definitely think i have because the physical evidence of being able to move my joints in ways that apparently normal people absolutely cannot and clicking and resettling my joints jsut in each movement i make is not in fact a natural thing that everyone experiences and that actually when i move my head and neck resettles that would freak most people the fuck out... yeah that rare genetic disorder of hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome is commonly part of a triad of hEDS, POTS, and MCAS. Both of which i also think i have and think explain the unexplained things my great aunties and my pa and my mother all have in their family histories.
Oh and that triad is frequently comorbid with ADHD and autism. Which i am in the waiting list to be tested for but my gp highly suspects i have both and im certain of, so until official diagnoses eventually happen i am self diagnosed with unofficial support from my gp.
Sooo thats... thats a lot.
And then my dad's side of the family has severe asthma and severe allergic reactions. (And i think a lot of other things but no one really knows because no one on that side really talks to each other and my dads birth father is never spoken about but the vague stories i manage to catch one sentence or so of once in a blue moon say that he had schizophrenia. Diabetes is also in the gene mix.)
So yeah. Shit loads of stuff in my genes as potentials hey this could explain why im in so much pain and have had so many weird symptoms all my life and significantly mivht even help me start to manage the pain and reduce the pain and have a much nicer quality of life bc anxiety treatment has never done enough bc anxiety isnt the cause its part of the symptoms!!!
But because i was a girl and in a cult... no one listened to me when i was in pain and displayed symptoms of these things and appeared abnormal and struggled and it was just written away as "thats just what youre like" or "you know the story of the boy who cried wolf? Yeah. Stop being the boy who cried wolf" or "god will heal u for his glory" or "well it went away so theres probably nothing that caused this scary symptom and we will just pretend it doesnt work" or "go on a diet" or "stop going on a diet" or ever since i moved out and started going to the doctors by myself its been a case of: "its just anxiety/grief"
Thank fuck my new doctor seems to be actually listening to me. Im not going to go in with a list of possible diagnoses that i think would explain evrything bc i think thats more likely to make her work against me to disprove me. But i will take a list of symptoms and how chronic or temporary they are and i will ask her to investigate with basic things like an asthma test and a milk allergy test and a flip table test to see if the obvious symptoms can get quicker treatment and whatever she thinks she needs to try to find out why my gut is in near constant agony and my joints make movements ive recently learned are Weird and etc etc etc and i will inform her that rare chronic illnesses absolutely 100% run in my family and general chronic illnesses also do so um please take me seriously and look at the research ive done and get me tested for these too.
Anyways. This prompted bc of chat with mum and a chat with my prescribed goals coach and literally the only thing wrong with me now my depression is lifting is that my physical health is actually very very bad and i have a lot of chronic pain and a lot of different traumas. But like. My life as it is now is as good as it could be given the circumstances and my outlook and self management and the mechanisms i have in place are all the things im supposed to be doing and coping and in an ablebodied person with no trauma they would be enough to live a normal happy fulfilled life etc etc. But i still feel overwhelmed and incapable and in pain and anguish even despite doing all these zillions of coping mechanisms and stress managements and daily routines to reduce sensory overload and taking all my medicines and eating all my meals and sleeping regularly (aside from this weeks blip bc of my brother's chest infection and my migraines and kidney infection) and like yeah.
On paper i should be excelling i should be doing everything i want to do and nothing should feel like its limiting me and i am Recovered and Motivated and have the ability to both recognise and achieve my goals.
Inside? Inside i am exhausted and in pain and overwhelmed emotionally and isolated and terrified while yet also remaining rational because depsite the traumas still being present and impactful, i have done about 5yrs of self-compassion therapy to start treating them and i have learned a lot of healthy coping mechanisms and i trust myself. And a course of CBT before that. So no, my old doctors, fuck you it is NOT and never has been "just anxiety"!!!!
I feel better than i have memory of ever feeling since the blissful ignorance and innocence of childhood. And i still am not okay and i am still very aware that i need help and my body hurts and so i think all this combined might juuust be convincing my mum that i do actually have something wrong with me, dare i say multiple things causing my body physical pain and discomfort, and that i am right to be trying to get my pain and my symptoms treated and that i am not in fact being the boy who cried wolf over nothing or being too sensitive.
Im feeling very defensive and protective of myself at the moment. Which i think is another part of looking after myself.
And yes. There is grief as well from the last two years. And yes thats still unbearable when it hits like it did this morning. But grief from the last two years does not explain a lifetime of suffering from so many things that never got explained and so many things that still persist.
I think typing it all out has shown me how much it all is and has been and im really proud that im looking after myself much better than i was a few months ago. Im really proud that im caring about my physical health and my level of comfort and my quality of life and my stress levels. Im really amazed i even got through last year and im also really horrified bc i should not have been forcing myself to do so many things when i was in so much distress and agony. Its terrifying the way resilience seems to be one of my main characteristics and i wish it wasnt i wish it didnt have to be i wish i had just learned to be gentle to myself and to seek out ways to be comfortable and i wish i had been heard.
I think thats what all this boils down to.
If my gp asked me again what i would do/wish for if i could redo my life from scratch, instead of answering "not be born into a cult" like i answered before,
i think i would now say: "i wish i had been heard, i wish i had learned different messages from my reading and desire for knowledge that meant that when i learned about advocacy i actually spoke up and advocated for myself. i wish i thought i had been worth advocating for and worth fighting for to live instead of worth dying for or a worthy sacrifice for the kingdom"
No prizes for guessing why i relate to and write so much about ji chong. Being raised knowing youre considered worthy only because you can be used as a sacrifice if the time/circumstances align does that to you. The amount of life and death binaries. The whole im ill so god can heal me and that will help convert people. The constant theme of love = self sacrifice thats rampant through the stories i was told most often. The anecdotes including christian families who had children taking their childrens nonchristian friends on holidays and being in damgerous situations and rescuing the nonchristian child and letting the christian child die because they were "already saved" and i just wanna puke no fuckign wonder
No fucking wonder everyyhign about me ever
This is so raw and vulnerable but i actually want it on my blog its part of my life its part of my lesrning to look after myself its why i write becauee what other choice do i ahve? Its how i respond to all of the horrors and its so vitally inportant to my survival to be able to take all that mess that i cant change because it already happened and use it to fuel and create so many beautiful hopeful loving things for myself for others for imagining a better future. Showing myself my present and my future do not have to be the same as my past. Helping others by entertaining them. Or maybe having solidarity with them and feeling less alone. Or by making friendships bonded over those things that feel so very isolating and misunderstood and ooof.
If my purpose on this earth gets to be my choice, whcih agency is central to everything, then i choose to create and i choose to be kind and i choose to find ways to enjoy my life moving onwards.
This isnt an epiphany. Its a reminder of the truth i discovered long ago and the guiding principles of my life and it applies just as much and even further in depth now tjat i am finally finally trying to look after my physical health and imagine a future for myself that includes pain reductions and symptoms management and my voice being heard and my needs starting to be met and my care for myself including caring for and nurturing my presence on this earth, not just my mind but the whole package.
I really went somewhere with this post.
In summary, i am listening to myself. Finally.
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mikeyfuckinway · 10 months
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looking back at all my old crush blogging posts and girl. she had no idea what kind of person she was about to meet. that guy who i was freaking losing it over? we have like. a mildly antagonistic but loving sibling relationship now and its awesome i still really love him but jesus christ i do not want to date him. even a little bit. we kiss each other on the head and cuddle when were drunk and thats our relationship and it awesome. but BUDDY
GIRLLLLLLLLL I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT KIND OF PERSON I WAS ABT TO MEET AND THEN BE A LITTLE OBSESSED WITH AND THEN . girl ok
i met this person and i thought they were so cool and theyre also best buddies with one of MY best buddies from middle school and they also have a similar gender as me and i wanted to live with them. i was like man. i would like to live with them bc i just wanna be around them more i wanna be able to wander into the living room and find them and i was like yeah thatd be nice but didnt entertain it further but THEN. GIRL THEN. we were talking about our housing plans for next year and i was like yeah im just gonna live at home until spring term and then live on campus and they were like my relationship with my parents is kind of dependent on me not living at home and then i said yeah mine kind of is too i was just planning on sucking it up and dealing with it and then they were like do you wanna get an apartment and i felt like my brain exploded like literally LAST WEEK. THE WEEK BEFORE THIS i was like auhhww i wanna live with them auauauauau but it wont hapen auauauauau" and THEN BOOM
GIRL AND THEN
GIRL
we were hanging out at my friends formmy other friwnds birthday and i was just calling people bc i love them and there was another crew hanging out at another friends place. so i called my other friend and said hiiiii and then i called this guy my Guy that i want to kiss and i was like hiiiii and they said where are u and i said im just at [friends] for [other friends] birthday and they said ok im gonna come and visit and they did and then we somehow got onto the topic of well anyways i was like man i havent kissed anybody in a while and i was a little past tipsy so i was just sayin shit. but then they asked who i wanted to kiss and i said idk bc i wasnt about to say you and then theu were like do you wanna kiss me and i said yeah sure and then they said were gonna be such good roommates and i was like yeah and so. i feel like jm exploding. at this point. abd then i had to follow up and be like hey
you know more what you want generally and im still figuring it out. and i still want to kiss you and thats all i really know right now and they wrre like ok we'll figure it out and then thag night a BUNCH of unrelated stuff happened and then finals snuck up on us and every thing has kind of been a little on hold since then bc i dont think either of us hve the capacity to have to conversation that i want to have with them so im just chilling for now but i feel like im about to like achieve self actualization
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lovingsome-one · 1 year
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boutta write the horniest thing ever and this is embarrasing but no one follows me in here and my name is nowhere to be seen lol.
anyway, so i went to a party and my almost bf was there and girrrrlll i missed him a lot and i just wanted to touch him all night. thing is, we got there (me nd my friends) and first thing i did was cling onto him lol, i hugged him very thightly, well, he welcomed me with OPEN ARMS, that was so cute.
okay so after that and talking w other people a little bit we went to a darker place ;) kwbdkwbd and we started dancing and making out, but bitch it was something out of this world, the way his tounge was all over my mouth and the way he was so eager to kiss mee and the way he was grabbing my ass and moving his hips along mine...mmm gah i can't wait to do that again. he told me i had a great ass and i lost it LMAOO. then he said he really liked my brain and that was so damn attractive.
as i said before i was totally clingy and i couln't let go of him firstly bc i was drunk af and i missed him a lot and he looked extremely pretty that night. dude. he's very pretty.
okay, so we were making out and he was grabbing me all night, i had my arms around him and he couln't stop touching me either so that turned me on even more, to the point where i just wanted him to fuck me right there.
ok so this is where it gets even more horny that what i've been writing skfbjwbdje. thing is. we went to the bathroom, but the door didn't have a damn lock ksjdkwjd. so yeah, we got there and started kissing, like, super agressive kissing. and then he told me to pin myself against the wall, so i did obviously, he was touching me all over and putting his hand on my putthy wich made her PURRRR. k, so yeah, that went on, and he asked me if i wanted to suck his dick and i obviously said yes, i mean, i was not gonna say no to that, even if it was my first time doing that and i was nervous, the fact that i was so drunk and horny made me say yes immediately kshdiebd. so i went down. ugh. it was so good. he was grabbing my head and caressing my hair so softly and like he loved me so much. i was chocking on his dick, he was fucking my mouth and omg, i want to experiencie that again, in his room, where we have more time and space, cause people were calling his name while i was doing that and that could be a dealer breaker skfbdj. so yeah, it was very good. i loved it. rlly wanna do it again, rlly wanna make him cum from that...just the thought of him cumming on my mouth feels freaking amazing, like, i get wet just thinking about that.
mm yeah, i stopped cause i wasnt enough time to make him cum, and he started touching me and i REGRET not shaving so damn much. cause i didnt let him eat my putty cause she looked like a cactus...also i was all sweaty from the party so i guess better not kdhisjd.
next time i see him im going to obviously shave, can't waiiiittttt can't waiiit. I miss him already.
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cloudslou · 3 years
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I GOT MY RESIDENCE PERMIT MY VISA WAS APPROVED IM OFFICIALLY ALLOWED INTO THE COUNTRY OF NORWAY IM SO HAPPY OH MY GOD. THINGS ARE LIKE. MOVING FORWARD IN MY LIFE. EVERYTHING MIGHT BE OKAY.
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#delete later#i am doing. okay.#im really amxious about lying. im terrifiedy parents are going to find out abd do something and its making me revert quite a bit to#old habits but im still doing okay. i haven't bolted at all ive got myself food a few times and gone into the fridge unprompted#and have even been having proper discussions sometimes and exoressing opinions which is GOOD. i only get the urge to bolt when im on my own#which is very good and although i know im doing anxious stims a lot i havent had a serious panic attack or been ill or flinched or anything#im doing actually okay mostly. i obviously am not doing the best#like i still have the lost duckling anxious unsure energy and i havent been great at starting conversations and ive been zoning out a bit#but im also okay and thats great!#though just looking at the way her dad is and comparing it with how mine is is uh upsetting just a bit. the jokes are just jokes#theres no like edge to them of ILL DO IT no sharp grin and leaning in close or serious tone at the end that lets me know he would actually#do it. its off-putting honestly bc i keep being internally like AHH and then i look closer and im like hey no theres actually no danger her#contrast that with my dad on the phone today who said in rekation to me sleeping in late that if i was with them theres no way they#would allow it. said it once with a laugh then once more completely seriously so i know its true. freaked me out a lot. its a tiny thing bu#the tone he uses which lets you know you have no choice in the matter and youd better just do as your told is scary. its scary.#there has not been a point here where friend has looked scared of her dad. she challenged him multiple times and they all laughed it off#its fucking wild. no one has poked fun at anything ive done other than little teasing from friend that i know is just normal. i dont know#i wish i wasnt scared that they will start yelling or making fun of me bc thats not normal and im amgry.#im angry.#everything here is nice and it feels weird and i hate it i keep wauting for something to happen and it isnt happening and i want it to just#happen to get it over with but i dont bc then itll hurt and i dont want it to snd she promised its all okay but it cant be bc thats not how#things work except apparently it ahould work like that#amd now im crying and very thankful that this place is so soundproofed bc im dumb abd this is unfair abd stupid#another example of ill be fine by tomorriw just gotta get the emotions out#but like i just had a snacj from the pile they have sll said i can have things from anytime and i couldnt stop myaelf hiding tge wrapper#in my bag bc maybe theyll see it in the bin snd bw angry i#and remembering my strategies for hiding rubbish in layers of litchen towel or taking out the bins to hide it underneath the bag or#putting it in pockets until i could throw it out wuth the sweet wrapper frim my grandparents THAT ISNT NORMAL WHAT THE FUCK#i domt know why i do this!!! my mum has always let us have fruit from the bowl and drinks from cabinets and most things. i dont UNDERSTAND#theres no reason for this other than ita just a misplaced response to being tightly controlled but i dont know. maybe it is. i just have it
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tomdiddlyumptious · 3 years
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Helloooo there, you said you wanted request sooo here goes : how about y/n Stark and Peter (aged up ofc) getting at it in her room when Tony (her dad) comes to say dinners ready. And of course he freaks out bc he didn’t know they were dating... but they aren’t dating they’re just friends with benefits😳🤫
fRIENDS WITH BENEFITS> COMMITMENT😩
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after a long day of college and drama club, it was time to go home. peter couldn't keep his eyes off of you and that tennis skirt, when it was lunch he tried his hardest not to get caught, innocently playing with the edge of your short skirt under the table until he decided to be a tease and place his cold hand on your knee, gripping it tightly making you bite your lip and sigh in frustration. 
when you both came into the house you both rushed, yelling at everyone saying “hi-how was your day?!- oh mines was quite good- yeah i finished my homework while in class!” “me too!” you both raced up the stairs, the adults to busy playing smash bros to notice either of you. so when you both came into the room, peter gently closed the door twice while you dropped both of your bags, trying to play as if hes in his room before he unbuttoned his dress shirt, you followed, taking off your shoes and your shirt while peter unbuttoned his pants, dropping them to his knees as he tried running over to you but falling, making you laugh before dropping your skirt while he groaned, getting back up and kicking off his pants all the way.
“shut up,” he said a childish smile on his face until he watched you bite your lip, “make me” he pushed you gently on the bed, leaning on your elbows and making eye contact as he opened your legs, teasing you by slowly pulling off your panties and kissing your knees to your ankles, you shook your legs some anticipating that you wanna get things started.
So he followed, standing up while you sat up, kissing up and down his slight sweaty chest, rubbing over his v-line and marking every single pec hes gifted with, he looked down at you, his hand coming to the back of your neck and into the tangles of your hair, pulling making you moan bite your bottom lip, looking down and seeing him in his boxer briefs, you pulled them down, his fat cock (im gonna die) slap against his lower stomach, a sigh left his lips as he retracted his hand from your hair and grabbed ahold of his cock, you starred at the pretty thing infront of you until peter put the tip of his dick on your lips, the pre-cum against your lips as his dick spread it around, you licked your lips while looking up at him, opening your mouth and taking him in as far as you could. “Good girl” he mumbled, a smile on his lips and a small groan from his exhale feeling your hand on his dick before sucking the tip. You spat on his dick, trying to get it as wet as possible as you jerked it off, still looking at him while his head tilted back in bliss, a moan of your name leaving his lips as he bucked his hips into your hand slowly, he bit his lip when he felt your lips wrap around his tip, tongue over the slit as your wet tongue continuously swiped over it. Bobbing your head making him groan and pull you by your hair to get off of him. “I wanna be inside you”
“Yeah, wanna fuck my pussy?” you said, smirking. “Yeah, lemme fuck that pretty pussy baby, i wanna fuck that pretty pussy” he whispered coming down, his mouth on your chin as he bit your bottom lip, hes hand lowering to your throat as he used his other free hand to open your legs, swinging one over his hip before he put his cock in you. He didnt hide that he needed to come, he didnt bother going slow. He pounded into you, claps filling the room, your arm swinging over his shoulder as you pulled him closer, moaning into each others mouth as you made eye contact, your eyes more whiney as his were hungry. He kissed your top lip while you couldnt do anything other then scratch his back. “Oh fuck peter” you cried, other hand tight on the edge of the bed, holding tight onto the blanket as your eyes shut tight. “Look at me- look at me while im fuckin you” he whispered. Lifting your leg to go over his shoulder, making you lay back on the bed while one of his hands are tight on your thigh, the other on your lower stomach, pulling you to his cock as he groaned looking down at you, bottom lip tight between his teeth. Your right hand coming ontop of his hand, the one on your stomach. He tangled the shared hands together while watching your back arch. “Fuck bab-”
“Dinners ready-” tony opened the door, looking and searching ford you but only finding peter. “Wheres- OH MY GOD” he could see your foot over peters shoulder, both of you panicked as you removed your leg from his chest and pressing your chest on his. “DAD GET OUT”
“GODDAMNIT PETER” “im sorry mr stark!” tony slammed the door shut, rubbing his eyes with his one hand. You and peter looked at each other, peter pulling out of you as he rushed to get his clothes on, you did the same. “We are talking about this!” tony said behind the door before walking away.
You and peter sat next to each other on the couch, tony right infront of you with the single chair. “So would you like to tell me whats going on?” he asked, sighing and putting his hands on his thigh.
“It wasnt what it looked like” peter said. “It clearly was” tony said, glaring at peter. “Are you guys together?” he asked, peter looked at you and you shrugged before you both looked at tony, peter scared and you a little more calm. “No” “yes” peter looked at you with wide eyes before looking at tony. “Yes” “no” tony groaned and rubbed his eyes again. Peter elbowed you “you were supposed to say the same thing as me!” he whisper yelled. “How was i supposed to know what you were gonna fucking say!” you whisper yelled back, tony could hear the conversation as clear as day.
“What are you guys?! Why are you sleeping with my daughter! And why are you sleeping with peter!” tony yelled, stopping the childish antics. “Were FWB” you said with the abbreviations. He looked at you confused, not knowing what that meant. “Are you gonna say it because im not saying it” you shrugged looking at peter. “Im not gonna say it! You say it” “im not saying it!” 
“FRIDAY what does FWB mean?” tony asked. “Hello mr stark, FWB means: friends with benefits. Would you like me to go further on?” “no thank you” tony crossed his arms, peter panicked and eyes wide as he though all the worse possible things that could happen. “So your having sex, but youre not together” he looked at the two. “Yes dad” you let out, avoiding his eyes. “Cool” tony stood up, leaving you both confused. He walked away before looking back at you both “just use protection, i dont need small peter and y/ns running around, your already to much to handle” “im not to much to handle!” you let out, peter relieved. “Soooo….wanna finish?” he asked, you didnt say anything, just pressing your lips back on his.
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mangora · 2 years
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Okay hi I just remembered this but did anyone else think A Mine Is a Terrible Thing to Waste was just intensely fucked up and disturbing. Like ROTI wasnt exactly safe there was always the whole radioactive island theme and the shark and stuff but it was mostly played for cartoony slapstick meanwhile in that episode Chris is like “we have these bands so you know if you’re dying”, they go off, and everyone starts freaking out and scrambling around and talking about what they didn’t do with their lives and you’re like “oh right they’re fucking 16”. And then at the end Mike is fighting the gopher and isn’t strong enough bc he’s DYING and Zoey and Cameron can’t help because they’re DYING and everyone is like “Brick let’s go let them die we need to get back and win and shit” and Brick literally SAVES THEIR LIVES as in THEY WOULDVE DIED IF HE DIDNT DO THAT and he gets VOTED OFF FOR IT. And the mine collapses the second they get out. And no one says bye to Brick except for the people whose lives he saved. I know it’s always been shown and said Jo and Lightning arent good people but it was always in a high school bully way they voted out Brick for saving three peoples lives instead of winning their challenge, and maybe it’s because they were afraid of staying too long and dying too but it doesn’t seem like that. And it’s never treated seriously by chef and chris the way other deadly challenges have been. Idk it’s just,,,,very messed up to me. That and the Trauma Chair like break the atmosphere in that season too much for it to be funny to me and it’s interesting but holy shit I can’t believe they put that on children’s TV THEY WERE DYING
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heyitsyn · 4 years
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Prince Iwa-Chan
Oikawa!Sister x Iwaizumi Hajime
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a/n: it aggravates me that my mans bara-arms-iwa-chan is so UNDERRATED!!!!
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like look mom, im in love
ofc youre an oikawa
tbh, i dont think iwa wouldve been comfortable w you when yall first met
lets say youre a year younger than tooru
its a well-known fact that theyve been friends since they were really young so you, being oiks’ baby sister, was also part of your little trio
like lets say they met when they were 6
that would make you about 5
since yall have an older sister, you were exposed to the girly girl stuff like dolls and princesses
ngl, tooru was too thats why hes so flamboyant
but seems his fashion style refutes that
ya didnt hear that from me
anyways
tooru had already developed a deep fascination w volleyball bc he saw it being played during the 2000 summer olympics
but you remained w your sister and continued letting her treat you like a princess
im not really sure how old his sister is but lets say she was about around middle school when you were 5-6
however, tooru still made you play w him even though you didnt know how but you didnt care bc you were close w your brother so you would play ball w him
then came along iwaizumi hajime that tooru met from school
he found out that this boy also liked volleyball and tooru yeeted them both home so they could go and play at the back yard
you peeked from your window and you just thought iwa was the most handsome boy youve ever met
ofc, you just bolted down the stairs to where your brother and his friend was
oiks saw you standing by the door w a red face and him, being still a child and not understanding crushes, thought you were sick
he went to you and beckoned hajime to follow him inside
tooru sat you down and asked if you were okay but you just kept staring at hajime
he figured that you were just confused as to who this person was
‘oh! iwa-chan! this is my little sister, y/n! y/n, this is my classmate, iwaizumi hajime!’
cue iwa hitting him at the head
‘i can introduce myself perfectly fine, bakakawa!’
iwaizumi hajime,,,
iwaizumi hajimeee,
iwaizumi y/n
that thought made you turn even redder and you squealed in embarrassment before running back to your room
lmao what
if your personality doesnt align w this, i deeply apologize
i just think if you were an oikawa, you would bound to immediately also be drawn to this handsome specimen named iwaizumi hajime
he be getting the oikawas though
iwa was actually concerned but oiks waved it off
‘don’t worry, iwa-chan. shes weird like that. lets go toss the ball!’
so that was kinda how he met you
now, since hajime basically lived in your house by how much him and your brother hung out, youve slowly mellowed out and gotten to be friends w him
despite your hatred w bugs, you still went w them to explore just bc you wanted to be around hajime
lmao tooru youre now irrelevant
hajime didnt mind and he always made sure you were okay with the adventures of the day
even though you were only like a year younger, he cant help but baby you bc of your much smaller height than him and overall cute baby face
one day, they both came home from school all sweaty bc they raced home
‘iwa-chan! you can settle in the living room while i go shower!’
‘don’t call me iwa-chan, bakakawa!’
‘then stop calling me that!’
he sat down on the couch and started doing his homework when he heard you come home from school
lmao how do little japanese kids go back and forth from school to home at the age of 6
idek how to cross the street
‘tadaima’
‘oh, okaeri, y/n’
you perked up at his voice and you ran to the living room, seeing him
‘iwa-chan!’
he grunted and you threw yourself to him in a hug
if your personality doesnt align w this, i deeply apologize
i just think if you were an oikawa, you would bound to immediately also be drawn to this handsome specimen named iwaizumi hajime
part 2
tbh it doesnt even faze him anymore since you do this to him every time
he continues doing homework and just wraps one arm around you and starts patting your head
‘tooru-nii?’
‘shower’
‘okay’
then silence
but its the good kind of silence
you and iwa just sit there with you snuggled up on him while he continues to add numbers
then it was ruined
by the pterodactyl oikawa tooru who comes flying down the stairs and glomps on to iwa’s other side
‘y/n-chan! stop hogging iwa-chan!’
‘he’s mine, tooru-nii!!’
you pout while iwa turns and gives him a glare
‘shut up, bakakawa! and stop calling me that!’
‘aahh!! you were mine first, iwa-chan!’
‘i was never yours! be quiet!’
‘itai, iwa-chan!’
‘he’s mine forever! we’re going to get married so butt out, nii-chan!’
‘HAH?!’
once everything calms down, yall actually start your homework and work
‘anything happen today, y/n-chan?’
oikawa always asked that question bc he believes its his duty as older brother to be caught up in your life
thats actually annoying bruv
‘hmm, me and the girls in my class were playing princess tea party today and a boy asked to be my prince.’
‘WHAT!’
oikawa is 7 now and he faintly has an idea about crushes and his father made him promise that he would protect you from nasty boys
‘calm down, bakakawa’
iwa mumbled, continuing his homework but also paying attention
‘WHAT!? NO! WHATD YOU SAY, Y/N-CHAN! YOUR BROTHER IS THE ONLY PRINCE YOU NEED!’
‘i told him i already have a prince’
oikawa was so smug and crossed his arms
‘hm, serves them right-’
‘prince iwa-chan and i are going to get married and live in a castle so there’s no room for anybody else’
iwa had to double check and turned red really fast
like who was this iwa-chan
wait, what his name?
his name has iwa in it
is he iwa-chan?
y/n’s prince iwa-chan?
was he really iwa-chan?
‘NO! YOUR NII-SAN IS YOUR PRINCE! IWA-CHAN CAN BE YOUR KNIGHT OR SOMETHING! BUT IM YOUR PRINCE!’
you glared at tooru and shook your head
‘no. iwa-chan is my prince’
you were so shamless about this fact
lmao i want your confidence
from then on, youve called iwa as your prince
like his name on your phone is literally prince iwa-chan
then when you were in middle school, you’ve started calling iwa as haji-senpai
there wasnt even a large event that spawned this
well,,, actually,,
youve noticed that iwa hated the nickname ‘iwa-chan’ a lot and he hit tooru many times bc of it so you stopped calling him that bc you didnt want him to be mad at you
so you started calling him senpai bc he was technically an upperclassman
when you first called him this, iwa was lowkey shook
‘haji,,,, senpai?’
you nodded from your spot on the couch, not looking up from your homework
‘see? i can only call iwa-chan, iwa-chan! OOF!’
that was iwa hitting tooru at the face with his pencil case
‘y/n, you dont have to call me that. we’ve known each other since we were little so you dont have to call me by an upperclassman term’
you shrugged
‘i know. but you dont like it when you’re called iwa-chan, do you?’
‘not if it’s by this trash’
he jutted a thumb to the fallen tooru
‘so,,,, iwa-chan is fine?’
your eyes sparkled at the permission of being able to freely call him that without worry
he gulps at your face and turns away to hide his red face before nodding
‘my prince iwa-chan!’
‘no! my iwa-chan!’
‘shut up shittykawa!’
‘itai, iwa-chan!’
keeping up with the oikawas
this nickname will forever be stuck
since you went to the same middle school, you were known to be around your brother and iwa and even staying behind for practice to walk home w them
it became a bit of a joke to the team of you picking up your prince
one day, a teammate called iwa, ‘prince iwa-chan’ and he almost busted a fuse
was ready to square up bc only his babie can call him that
but when you came through the door
‘prince iwa-chan! your princess is here!’
he turned all soft and squishy and pats your head so gently that they couldnt believe this is the same boy who is the ace
you were interested in volleyball so you were kinda friends w the team but you didnt really care for the sport, mainly focusing on your academics
thats how it really was for you three
they focused on sports while you studied
oh my here comes highschool
oikawa and iwa were already known throughout the FREAKING PREFECTURE bc of how TALENTED THEY ARE AT VOLLEYBALL
and you were already known by your pretty face and your cute personality
basically genderbent oikawa
and just wanted to stop you from reading by telling you that you are beautiful and you are a KWEEN and you are a GODDESS and confidence is the most beautiful thing to wear and best of all, it’s free!!
ofc, youd have to go to aoba johsai bc your brother was there
‘y/n-chan! you need to go where your brother is! you love him, don’t you?’
‘sure, tooru’
you actually went to seijoh bc you would see iwa 
you didnt hear that from me
your first day, boys (and gals) were already flocking towards you when they saw you walking with iwa and tooru
still being the overprotective brother since day1, oikawa was just snarling at anyone getting close to his baby sister
lmao what baby
hes only like a year older
but iwa was being terrirorial protective bc he finds it as an obligation as tooru’s best friend and your childhood friend
when oiks wasn’t paying attention and being drowned by his fangirls, iwa was your bodyguard
there was this one boy who started walking towards you as yall were going to your class but hajime placed an arm around your waist and pulled you closer
‘oh? i’m only at the first floor, iwa-chan. don’t get all clingy now’
lmao, girl hes trying to show that boy that hes your unofficial mans and will cut off his family jewels if he tries to even BREATHE in your direction
umm,,, iwa’s not yandere in this one yall
iwa just rolls his eyes and makes you walk forward until yall are at your door
‘i’ll see you later, iwa-chan!’
‘yea yea. i’ll pick you up’
he starts to walk down the hallway but you poke your head back out and shout
‘i miss you already, prince iwa-chan!’
he turns red all over and freezes for a 0.0002 seconds before raising a hand without turning around
now ladies and genitals
this is when iwa-chan starts to catch feelings like he catches them spikes
your cute smling face and saying his dumb nickname that he actually loves was like a recipe for a stroke for him
it has come to the point at the mere thought of you would make him all flustered and red
it tripled over when this happened:
puberty was kinda late for you and you actually just woke up looking like a goddess one day and you were like, lmao what
your chest just ballooned up and your height just skyrocketed that your skirt was now very short
ew i dont know what i would do in this situation
you were self-conscious about this and was kinda scared 
obvs, you would scream for your mother and she and your father and brother bolts up to your bedroom thinking there was a whole michael meyers in your room
but when you explained that your uniform doesnt fit anymore, she starts making appointments to get you fitted for another one
but you had to wait for a few days
so you went to school looking like a whole snacc
more of a snacc than you did before
when iwa saw you, he had a literal nosebleed in the middle of campus and runs to the bathroom to get all cleaned up
why in the name of asahi do you look like that?!
when you saw your prince look at you in horror and run away, you cried
you were already very self-conscious and him doing that just topped the cake
cake that tooru doesnt have
oop imsorry
tooru reassures you that he had a nosebleed and he was just sick and ran to not get any blood on his clothes
but you just walked away with your head down low
it didnt matter to you if this caught all the student body’s attention
that their precious oikawa y/n, little sister of the oikawa tooru, was a walking perfection goddess Venus
all that you cared about was iwa’s opinions bc he was your prince and your best friend
girl, accept that you actually like the mans
this was the worst day of your entire life and you went straight to your locker to get your gym clothes out and wear it for the day
it was tight but at least it covered skin
and it still attracted enough attention to be catcalled and whistled at
it felt violating
the entire morning, there was more attention and more people flocked over to you and guys were staring at you as if you were a piece of meat, not a girl
‘harry potter is a boy! not a piece of meat!’
sorry i cant help it
you were so uncomfortable that you called your brother during lunch time to come pick you up for lunch bc you were too scared to walk alone after being catcalled during your walk to your class
tooru sends out iwa to go help you as an apology from this morning and he just runs to your class bc you were in trouble and he was going to protect you!!
go iwa-chan!
he finds you sitting on your chair, looking down at your desk as there seemed to be boys piled up on top of each other, trying to get your attention
first world problems, amirite
‘OI!’
that angry grunt but at 2x bass boosted
hearing his voice, you were still embarrassed from earlier but you were so relieved
‘iwa-chan!’
iwa pushes people away and he grabs your hand to pull you up before wrapping an arm around your waist, protectively
‘if i see you idiots making her uncomfortable or even trying to touch her, i will destroy you’
protection and the feeling of safety is my fave
he leads you out of there to the stairway where him and his teammates were eating
he held your hand tightly and you squeezed it, trying to show that you were grateful
even if they were still male, your brother was there and if something happened, they were both strong enough to take them on
besides, its just mattsun and maki anyways
tooru saw you and he hugged you before leading you to the 2 others
‘guys, this is y/n, my sister. that’s mattsun and that’s makki.’
you slightly smiled and raised a hand in greeting
‘yo’
‘hello’
to be safe, iwa made you sit a step down from him so that if something happens, he could protect you
idk how but you do you boo
‘i can protect her too, iwa-chan!’
‘shut up, shittykawa. youre literally sticks and bones’
‘so mean! iwa-chan, you’re so mean!’
you giggled, head leaning down to rest on iwa’s right thigh since you were full and tired and he runs his hand through your hair
mattsun and makki shared a look before asking
‘are you dating our ace, y/n-chan?’
at the mention of dating, you both turned red and you sat up
‘OF COURSE NOT, MATTSUN, MAKKI!’
iwa shouts but his red face and ears betrayed him
‘iwa-chan grew up with us so he’s naturally like that. we’ve adopted him into our family!’
oikawa explained but you looked at him and he gave you a knowing look
oh he noticed everything
the lingering looks during practice
the bashful smiles during hang outs at home
unnecessary touches during the walk to school
oikawa may be annoying but he’s observant and he is smart
after that fiasco, the two boys were a little wary of letting you walk home alone so iwa offered to take you since he was already making more progress and didnt need extra practice while tooru wanted to practice more
‘iwa-chan, can we go to your house this time?’
he turned to look at you curiously since you never ask to go to his place
‘i miss your mom and ive been meaning to go visit her. so can we, iwa-chan?’
you squeezed his hand and showcased your pleading look making him agree
‘fine’
his house wasn’t a frequently hung out spot since your house was closer but you were still familiar with his home since his mother was fond of you
‘tadaima’
mama iwaizumi peaked from the kitchen and greeted him home before squealing at the sight of the youngest oikawa
‘oh my, y/n-chan! hello!’
‘hello, auntie!’ 
she gave you a big hug and you returned it with a laugh
iwa just standing there to the side with a smile bc his mom approves so all is good in life
‘you’ve grown so much, y/n-chan! so much prettier too!’ you turned bashful at her compliments.
then she leaned forward to whisper in your ear but made her voice loud
‘say, has my son finally ask you to be his girlfriend?’
omg mama iwaizumi really ships it
iwa turns red and complains to his mom about being in his business too much
‘don’t be so timid, hajime! y/n-chan could be taken from under your nose any minute now!’
‘dont you think i know that’ he mumbles but very lowly so that no one hears him
but you decide to tease him more
‘no. but i’m waiting for it. i’ll tell you once he does, auntie!’
fed up with the teasing, he grabs you and drags you up to his room to change into comfortable clothing
you sit on his bed while he rummages through his closet for a sweatshirt and sweatpants
‘here! change into these!’ he shouts, still flustered and refusing to look at your eyes
youre an oikawa and you lived to tease so you stood up, tossing the clothes to the side and wrapping your arms around his neck
ooo gurl you want iwa to die today, don’t you?
he gets even redder and scowls
‘oi, y/n, what are you doing’
you shook your head
‘nothing. i just miss my prince iwa-chan. you were so brave for saving me today, prince iwa-chan’
the nickname used to not affect him that much but now, he watches the it fall from your cherry lips
‘say my name’
you furrowed your eyebrows
‘iwa-chan?’
he gently shakes his head no
‘my real name’
‘iwaizumi hajime’
you say, distracted at the way his mouth moves
‘and what’s yours?’
‘iwaizumi y/n’
you breathed out
he growls softly before taking your sinful lips
wowza jesus took the wheel bc he stepped on that pedal
we going straight 100 mph up in this bih
iwa really said, ‘skip the confession. imma go straight for my babie girl’s lips. also, proposal who? let’s go get married in vegas!’
it wasnt even been literally 15 minutes until you came bounding the stairs wearing hajime’s signature grey hoodie with his seijoh sweatpants and calling for your auntie to announce you were now dating are going to get married
‘WHAT!?’ 
she screams and comes running from the kitchen, holding a ladle
you flashed a grin while iwa shows a small smile with red cheeks from behind you before telling you that you were both too young to get married
‘i told ya you would be the first to know’
after dinner, you call your brother and hes like, ‘okay, since you’re not at home i’m assuming youre at iwa’s’
‘omgomgomg, nii-chan! i just had dinner with my boyfriend’s family! they accepted me!’
‘BOYFRIEND?! DOES IWA-CHAN KNOW!? HOW COULD YOU BREAK HIS HEART?!’
oikawa just has that special type of voice that even without being on speaker phone, it sounds like he is
iwa laughs at his friend’s worried questions
‘better hand over your princess to the prince, grand king’
oikawa screamed
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i hope i did my mans justice 
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perzawa · 3 years
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→ asking you out
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valentine’s day series
katsuki bakugou, eijiro kirishima, momo yayorozu
genre: fluff
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→ bakugou
— TSUNDERE TSUNDERE TSUNDERE
— in secret, he’s probably rehearsed the way he’d ask
— didn’t wanna write a love letter cause that’s corny as hell
— only told kirishima because he knew he’d keep it a secret
— on the days leading up, he’d be keeping his cool but internally freaking the fuck out
— almost did it but decided to wait another week
— iT WASNT HIS FAULT THO, YOU’RE LITERALLY SO PRETTY TO HIM
— his first option was that he’d probably text you to say it but that was tacky
— he basically decides to just talk after school
— so what if you say no??? it’s not like he actually likes you
— (he does)
— during class hes tapping his foot and stuff, kinda excited to ask you hehe
— he’s read enough romance manga to at least have a perception of girls and stuff
— as soon as class ends and everyone starts leaving, you’re packing up and kirishima stops you
— you’re pretty much about to ask what he needs before katsuki is behind you just staring
— you’re both pretty rude to each other and yell a lot, so you’re almost angry kinda thinking he’s about to start something
— bUT NAH
— he’s like “doyouwannagooutwithme” with a straight face
— “huh??”
— now he’s yelling lmao
— “do you wanna go out with me!”
— you’re just staring like ohhh that’s unexpected (you’ve liked him for a while though so it doesn’t matter)
— his face is close to contorting to anger thinking you’re gonna reject him but you’re all like
— “uhh fine yea”
— stupid katsuki cant stop his face from getting red
— “i’m not blushing” (he totally is)
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→ kirishima
— not as nervous as katsuki
— definitely says it’s “manly to ask girls out without being afraid”
— the worst you could say is no, right??
— writes a letter and slides it in your locker (katsuki kinda makes fun of him for it lmao)
— he doesn’t sign his name, he just wants to see how you’ll react to that
— “a love... letter” you’d be pretty excited since you feel like no one pays attention to you
— it’s time to start planning now
— thinks about ways to be kinda outstanding with it so he gets advice from everyone in 1a
— after thinking of ideas he’s finally like, the most manly way to do it??
— obviously through a serenade
— on like a saturday, everyone gathers in the living space of your dorms after practicing for a little
— you’re scared at first cause the lights go out and no ones there?? but you had plans with ochako
— suddenly there’s a spotlight and it’s like huh??
— BUT THEN HE STARTS SINGING AND STUFF
— you’re confused basically but you like the song?
— then when the music stops, he gets on his knee and he’s like
— “y/n... after thinking of the manliest way to make you mine.. i think this is it”
— kinda cringing but also in awe at the effort
— “will you go out with me?”
— obviously you say yea
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→ yayorozu
— AAAA super flustered to even think about you
— she probably doesn’t even wanna ask you out, but gets convinced when she talks to the other girls
— “yea go for it, i think she likes you too”
— so she’s really thinking hard about it
— the only way she knows how to really show affection is through helping you with your work
— “y/n, would you like to study for our exams together? i could use some company”
— you can’t go, sadly so she feels rejected
— you can’t go but only because you’re super nervous to hang out with a girl you like
— you both grow really distant. never studying or hanging out anymore because you’re both afraid of talking to one another
— but then there’s a dance coming up
— sad bc you think she hates you now
— probably in class, her and tsu are passing notes about you and forget to throw them away
— you’re picking the class up to help out with trash and you kinda feel nosy, so you read them
— and it’s like wAit i know this handwriting ???? (momo’s is very neat)
— blushing and smiling but then she kinda sneaks in thinking shouta is there buT SEES YOU READING THE NOTES
— kinda silent for a minute until she breaks it like
— “it’s not what you—“
— but you’re obviously excited and you just run to huh her like
— “please go to the dance with me”
— she said yes lmao
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