#AND I’M HAVING A MELTDOWN OVER THIS

[nightgoodomens]

It is Michael Protective Sheen from now on. Fucking Michael Protective Boyfriend of David Sheen. David Yeah I Let My Boyfriend Michael Deal With It For Us Tennant. What the FUCK. What the fuck. That is so fucking cute. I hope Michael gets all the kisses from David for being like this. Fuck. The actual fuck. Aw man I love a protective boyfriend I will deal with it for you love. Fuck. Michael *our* issues Sheen. Goddamnit. Michael protect your man Sheen. Fuck.

#*screams forever* #I’m having a meltdown over a video from a few years ago #where Michael talks about protecting David basically #IT IS SO FUCKING CUTE

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

thinking about how alex just lit up the moment miles came onstage for 505 in london, and wondering if that exact same expression came over his face when miles said yes to the ireland shows. if he pulled miles into that same kind of fierce, heartfelt hug, the kind where his smile is pressed against miles’s neck and it’s just them, for a moment, with their arms around each other and everything else fading into white noise. if he gets that same smile on his face every time he thinks about them playing together in october. if they’ve been rehearsing songs they haven’t played together for years, and every time he looks up and catches miles’s eye they’re suddenly both smiling like that, with the same kind of captivated adoration and freedom that’s shone through everything since before they’d even written any music together.

#can you tell i’m having a meltdown #i’ve been thinking about it all day and i’m actually stupidly emotional over it #just the thought of them being around each other and sharing the stage together like that again #it fills my heart with so much joy 💗 #milex #arctic monkeys #miles kane #alex turner #lulu posts

[merrygejelh]

No more tiktok kids putting on a full face of glitter makeup and calling it “unmasking” where are my REAL autism swag girlies. The boys who buy 8 of the exact same t-shirt and jeans to wear every day. The guys whose only deciding factor in choosing clothes is The Textures. The girls who only wear one color to avoid decision making. The folks who can’t wear makeup or they’ll die. We are so sexy for that

#actually autistic #I’m not joking I want to romanticize this Look so bad so that I can stop feeling like I have Wrong Autism when I have meltdowns over makeup

[infisonicosm]

This is for @jakewhorecore

#I have no idea who took these I’m so sorry #I just saw everyone on Twitter having a meltdown over this

[seraphicalsuccubus]

2024 is kicking my ass already ??? bro like fucking come on

#my heart is so heavy I just need a break #I’m so tired and stressed and anxious constantly #it’s like the pit in my stomach has embedded itself in there and the tightness in my chest won’t leave #I either sleep all day or not at all. I can’t eat. I can’t function. I just want some fucking peace #I had a meltdown for like 4 fucking hours during a bad bipolar episode last night and nearly sabotaged my relationship because I’m terrified #of everything. of leaving. of being alone. of having to rely on him and him only. I’m scared to do this but I want to #I’m excited to leave and start over but I am absolutely freaking the fuck out about it

[ascendingtostardust]

does anyone get it???? (x)

#I’m literally going to have a meltdown over this oh my GOD #every wake the hell up and scream with me thank you #sam kiszka

[cityghoull]

WIFE

#cate blanchett #guys I’m having a whole meltdown over these #also bc I drank a large cup of cold brew. I’m literally jittery and then Mary posts THESE PICS?? #my work friend: are you following the teams chat? #me: I’m having a meltdown #her: what why? #how am I supposed to tell her I’m unhinged and gay #fucking hell #I have so much work to do I’m never drinking coffee again I feel like I need to run sprints or something

[torotits]

why is wanting something the single most mortifying ordeal ever

#the horror of being perceived!!!!! #no i’m not gonna admit to wanting a drink. but im gonna have a meltdown over it and not tell u why

[chaotic-orphan]

I THINK WE ALL THOUGH YOU KNEW ABOUT THE SPELLING MISTAKE LMAOO

YOU ALL THOUGHT I PURPOSEFULLY DID IT?!!! I AM SHORT OF BITING EVERYTHING I SEE LIKE A FERAL CAT!!!! And the immediate panic of having to change my name AND ORPHAN WAS TAKEN!!!!

The horror!!!

the woe….

I really should have known, like how many times do you see your fricken name on tumblr and my eyes just skimmed over it and MISSED IT EVERY TIME?!?!! The knowing it has been there since the inception of my blog should be a crime…

#your honour #listen #canonically #orphans wouldn’t go to school #so how would they know #how to spell #oh yeah #we’re doubling down now #it was purely #✨stylistic✨ #don’t even worry about it #i’m not crying you’re crying #it will take a while #for me to get over this fully #having a meltdown #on my Whump blog #seems like a rite of passage #i am an idiot

[worm-in-a-trenchcoat]

Trying to “justify” why you’re having a meltdown over something “small” should be an Olympic sport.

#currently flipping my shit over this weeks work schedule #because I had plans this Friday that I didn’t think I would need to take off for #because I’ve been opening a lot lately #and closing times have been early so I figured even if I opened I’d be fine to make my plans #but I was wrong and I close this Friday and closing times are later this weekend so I’m not going to be able to make it to my event #and there’s no one available to take my closing shift so I’m stuck with it #I was having a shot day until I remembered the event was coming up and I was so excited and then I got the new schedule and #I really hate this feeling #and I’m all hormonal and shit so it’s just worse and I want to cry and scream at the same time #idk if I want to hit myself or the wall #autistic meltdown #meltdown trigger warning #sorry for the tag rant #personal

[k00ldino]

my discord updated, this is actually horrendous

#i’m having a meltdown over this #i literally use it all the time and now i don’t want to use it ever again

[lostryu]

for all the people shitting themselves about shiver’s win last splatfest, it almost seems like with the drop of the sneek peek of Side Order it didn’t actually matter…

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatfest #some of y’all were on god having the WORST meltdowns #and breaking switches #and in the end it didn’t even matter #like. #that could not possibly be me #i’m sorry but y’all made fools of yourselves #and for what #just to be mean to other people online over a child’s video game #idk it’s just exceptionally funny to me

[thatbitch151]

Just had 2 meltdowns over McDonald’s… yay.

In my defense, I have severe ARFID (picky eating+panic attacks basically) and I CANNOT have onions, pickles, lettuce, or tomatoes on my cheeseburgers. Ordered at McDonald’s and said 2 cheeseburgers, KETCHUP ONLY. They fucked this up in both of them and put onions on both.

This caused meltdown #1 because all day I had been hyper focusing on getting this food and being able to eat it, to the point that I didn’t eat when I was hungry earlier so that I didn’t have the risk of getting full half way through my meal and now I Can’t Eat It. After I calmed down, I went back and talked to the staff about it (Karen, I know, I don’t care at this point).

The manager apologized to me, gave the cook a talking to and got me 2 new cheeseburgers. I even checked one of them to make sure there wasn’t any onions, lettuce, ect. And it didn’t, great! I go home and I open one of the cheeseburgers.

Out of habit I check it (thank god) and what do you know? Onions. Meltdown #2

Now for me specifically, this isn’t really much of an issue, at least for someone else seeing this. But imagine for a second, what if I had an allergy to onions? And because the other cheeseburger was safe and I knew that, I didn’t check the other one, and I ate it. I would either be dead, have huge medical debt from having to be rushed to the hospital, or would’ve had to use an epi-pen, which are expensive as fuck.

Obviously that’s not what happened, but the fact that it could have it horrific.

When I went back after calming down for the second time to tell them, even saying that I didn’t want another one or a refund, just for them to know they messed up, the manager said that she told me to check it and that it was my fault for not checking both, and pointed towards the back saying she’s not the one who made it.

Also during all of this I saw 3 other customers come to complain about their orders being messed up, so it wasn’t even me. No one was happy here today.

What the fuck.

#autism #meltdown #McDonald’s #wtf #I know that to anyone else this wouldn’t matter #but I have Issues and this very much matters #ARFID #Also I’m currently working through my ARFID rn #And this could have set me so far back if I hadn’t checked #also my ARFID is so bad that cheeseburgers are genuinely a healthy item for me #compared to everything else #and this could have removed this entirely from my diet #fucking me over even more #get your shit together wtf

[peapod20001]

If u thought I died you thought incorrectly <3

Still kickin and scuttling. Like a roach

#pea art #oc Mason #oc Nick #oc Rory #oc Frankie #my art #traditional art #my ocs #ocs #oc #my oc #original character #original characters #my characters #anyways if u wanna. tldr if what the hell happened to me: had an awful autism bpd fusion meltdown episode #went from crazy anxiety depression to mania anxiety to depression again in one day #spent the entirety of the next day feeling like someone on the lamb. went on hiatus. had a conversation and came out feeling better #was meh for a day or two. felt sad for a few hours. was almost fine again and then #got actually literally sick. that’s where I am now ✌️ have a cough and the most horrid nose blowing experiences #anyways yea. I’m not diagnosed bpd but looking through literally every article and study and what have you over it made me realize that hey! #maybe. watch that or smth idk. keep it in mind less you. go insane like you did a week ago #anyways I’m just literally sick but don’t feel like I’m on an emotional roller coaster anymore so that’s cool #kinda insane to think how I literally went from crying my face off to bouncing off the walls in a few hours bsgsgsbjs #you could probably. tell from the posts I made GAHSJSBH but I’m cool now just. back to my normal procrastination shenanigans #and uh yah. back to reality op there goes gravity and what have you

[ghostfoolish]

xxx

#yeah sorry I’m gonna blacklist the iwtv tag cause I’m tired of people making themselves angry over their own theories and meta #ppl are really having meltdowns over antionette and what the writers MIGHT do with her #I can’t hang I’m sorry ♥️ #I would rather just watch the show and discuss it with my lil friend group cause seeing everyone freak out over nothing day in and day out #is draining

[shatterthefragments]

Fuck. The biggest highs always have the hardest comedowns. This isn’t fucking worth it. Except it is. It has to be.

#the fucking socks on the table that broke the camels back #but honestly I don’t really have time to have another dish that broke the camel’s back crisis #vent #I’m standing outside trying to determine if I’m going to cry or not.a #and shit I already gave dad the money I want to exchange for a $50 #so I’ll have to talk to him again #and it’s cold outside. #and I am. not dressed for it. but at least I have a hoodie or I wouldn’t be able to stand it at all #and then I’ll try to forget and move on #it’s my one fucking day off #and let’s be honest. I planned to masturbate the entire fucking day. and I didn’t. and I still did some stuff. and I get it the table is a m #a mess #but there are worse things in the world than a sock on the table #unless we’re all autistic and our rules just all conflict in the worst fucking ways bc that is a possibility (except I think he’s NT) #bc I melt down and shut down over stuff being where it shouldn’t too (prefaced by I don’t think I’m autistic. I just have sensory issues and #scored an average of 161 in the raadsr #but like. it makes sense for our family to have it. #I’m just. fucking upset now #and my sister (who tbh had Meltdowns before masking it really well) helps me when I shut down. but fuck #none of this is good none of this could’ve been as bad as it is if somebody went and got a diagnosis and we could’ve had support #except this fucking ableist society we live in sucks and just #and anxious and wanted to kill myself so badly what good would a diagnosis be if I wasn’t around #…I should go back inside and eat dinner #but still #a few socks on the table where we don’t even eat off of that part #yells my name ‘what now?’ the socks on the table. I just. walked out of the house. and honestly good for me. #bury me back to what we came from where I belong where we came from we belong we belong #if the back tire of the bike was inflated I’d probably be going for an ill advised ride rn tbh #but alas