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nyerus · 4 months
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Hi, Nyerus... Long time no see.... 😆😘 Sorry I just got log in to tumblr again. Because of you, I got into TGCF 3 years ago, thanks so much.... 💐
I know maybe this ask have been ask before, but can I ask your top 3 (or top 5) fav quotes from TGCF and why you love them? Thanks if you want to answer....
Welcome back! <3 It means the world to me that I helped you get into TGCF!
My top quotes from TGCF have gotta be (random order):
"Only having met you did I rediscover that it's such a simple thing to be happy." This quote absolutely killed me on the SPOT when I first read it. 😭 Xie Lian realizes how revealing it was for him to say this, but he was completely honest there. He spent centuries alone, in terrible conditions, always secretly hoping that maybe one day he would find someone who would cherish him for who he was, faults and all. He didn't have much happiness in his life, but was grateful for every kindness he encountered. Now with Hua Cheng, Xie Lian is finally able to laugh again, to feel safe, and be truly happy. Such simple, human things that he'd forgotten due to how lonely and difficult his life was.
"To watch with your own eyes your beloved be trampled and ridiculed, yet being unable to do anything. That's the worst suffering in the world." This was so iconic of Hua Cheng, and it comes before we learn the truth of what really happened to him and Xie Lian in the past. It perfectly describes why he is the way he is, and it sent chills down my spine! I think it's quite underrated, as well. Hua Cheng saw Xie Lian harmed and ridiculed so much in the past -- he will not stand for a single instance more!!! ;o;
"You saved me. I've always looked at you. In this world, there are countless people more 'successful' than you, but none of them could have saved me like you did. None of them could have done those things you did -- You have no idea how much courage you gave me, for me to become the me today." This quote is from Hua Cheng in the final amnesia extra. That whole extra was very entertaining and fun, but then it hits you with this and I started sobbing like a baby hahaha! Once again, it perfectly encapsulates why Hua Cheng is so in love with Xie Lian: not just because Xie Lian caught him, but because Xie Lian saved him in so many ways. He was the only person in Hua Cheng's life (after his birth mom died) that showed him true compassion and gentleness. Who believed him, and believed in him. This gave Hua Cheng courage. And then he saw Xie Lian stand against the impossible to try and help others, and continue to do the right thing even when it caused himself harm. Something no one else would do. Of course Hua Cheng fell hopelessly in love.
"Something like saving the world, it really doesn't matter how you do it. But, although brave, it's foolish. [...] Although foolish, it's brave." I love this quote because despite how much he admires and respects Xie Lian, he isn't afraid to give his honest opinion on things as heavy as Xie Lian's very ideals. He doesn't agree with Xie Lian's morality, and doesn't think the common people are worth saving in the same way as Xie Lian does. I feel like sometimes, people get the wrong idea that Hua Cheng is a doormat who just goes along with Xie Lian's ideas -- but that can't be further from the truth. Hua Cheng is quite vocal and straightforward about his own goals/morality/etc. He knows it's different than Xie Lian's, but that's just who he is -- a terrifying Ghost King who will do things his own way. (And Xie Lian really really likes that about him, and wouldn't want him to change!)
"What matters is you, and not the state of you." First said by Xie Lian, and then repeated by Hua Cheng when Xie Lian needed to hear it the most! It's THE iconic, quintessential Hualian quote. So of course it's a fave!
Thank you anon for sending in this ask! I had fun with it!
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heraldofcrow · 5 months
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I saw your ff7 vs bb meme and now I am curious
who do you like more, Bloody crow or Sephiroth? 🤣
mother of god, if that ain’t the question of the year. um.
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I’ll choose the best answer and just say Eileen the Crow because she wins and most likely wouldn’t try to kill me if she was real, so there, I’m free. Yipeeee!!!
Ok fineeeee—a specific answer just for you:
Bloody Crow wins by default because Soulsborne is just my “home” fandom forever. Besides LOTR ofc. But that fandom is too big and old for me to feel like I could find a secure space, so Soulsborne it is and has been for years. I just live here, and Crow is the only Soulsborne character besides Lady Maria, Eileen, and Ciaran that I really, really went to work for in terms of developing a backstory and complicated personality for. He is more like an original character at this point for me specifically, and so very precious. My crow boi <3
Sephiroth is weird because he feels like a character I have been looking for or “knew” for years, but it doesn’t make sense lol. I grew up surrounded by friends that loved FF7 and I never got it…I guess?
In fact, I actually didn’t like it sjdhshs. I admittedly judged by appearance, but I was like, “The characters all look like these bizarre supermodel action figures with oversized weapons!!”
Meanwhile, my hypocritical ass with Soulsborne:
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“It’s peak game design.”
But I really did not like Final Fantasy or FF7. I would see Sephiroth around, specifically the shot of him surrounded by flames from Advent Children, and just think, “There’s that fucking guy again” and I ignored him. I didn’t figure out until later that the reason he pissed me off so much is because I knew, I just absolutely knew, that if I gave him my attention for longer than five seconds, he would probably take over my life. Help.
I was terrified. I even remember seeing some of the Remake trailers a few years back and actually hearing some of his lines for the first time, and I kid you not, I felt the slightest pull of, “Wait…” and then IMMEDIATELY went, “Nope, fuck you” in my head and walked away 💀
My reaction to him was always incredibly visceral, so naturally, one night I was having a chill discussion with my friend ABOUT BLOODY CROW from Bloodborne and somehow we ended up making a Sephiroth comparison of course, and then it happened.
I was like, “Oh hahaha yeah Sephiroth, that guy. Let me watch some clips to remember what he’s all about again, hahahaa.”
Hours passed and I didn’t sleep that night, like at all. I watched every available canonical cutscene video compilation of Sephiroth on the internet and read every bit of information I could find and immediately started playing the FF7 games and reading fan-fiction and listening to One-Winged Angel for entire days on repeat and talking with people on tumblr and twitter and researching for seven days without sleep until I emerged to burn down a small village and AAAAA—so yeah.
I was freaking out, like literally trying to tell myself to stop as I just kept falling down the rabbit hole. I was so mad. It took over 20 years but I finally caved and here we are. I’m not okay. This character actually makes me insane, and believe it or not, it’s not even simping. I’m aroace as hell and pretty impervious. He just gives me brain severe damage for weirdly personal reasons. Lmao.
I’m honestly shocked with my level of self-control because I want to write essays on the character but I just stay pretty quiet.
So anyway, I guess I just like characters with silver hair :)))
Much love, anon <3
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the-doomed-witch · 1 year
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I am sorry, but I am still laughing hard at the scene of you unlocking your phone to a very obvious smut lesbian gif 🤭🤭 (horrifying x 10^9 I can't imagine going through the coming out again... it gave me chills just remembering.... staystrong 😅)
Hahaha I understand you. I am the other way around, I can't write something that is less than a 2-3 part.. or a 10k 😅
YEEEEEEES! YOU GOT IT *-*-*-*-*. ARGH, I can already hear her little whimps... #someonesaveme #justkiddingdontsaveme
* cuts to me swaging back to my lovely seat 💺*<maybe on the crew area>
Well, if I was the teacher I would simply place a bucket on the ground and throw the files up in the air. The ones inside the bucket gets 88%, the ones off 65%, the one stuck on the light feature 0% and the one hovering unnaturaly above my head 100% 😌 there is NO WAY I would read it all...
I have no idea who the fuck invented the whole menstruational necessity.. come on, (1) is not possible THAT is evolution - nature isn't that stupid and (2) if any God/gods/people-with-very-big-and-loose-shirt-who-speaks-with-an-ethereal-voice did this... they SHOULDN'T !!! JUST SNAP AND CHANGE THIS SHIT! *screams to the universe* Argh!.. (Stark could have added that in the snap... just saying...)
I shouldn't go into that thought .... waaay down the anatomical road (I am anonymous, tho. 🤔 I can say whatever :o) (ok, this anon thing is growing on me)(here to never coming out of anon 🥛) (milk because is 7 am there) (Google images " gracilis muscle" and that is the ideal location/path for kiss/lick/ni.... I AM NOT smutting anatomical knowledge!) (Stop it, My/N)(Jesus, I am beyond saving 🥲)
. . 🌿👵 (two dots being exorcized by a christian old lady)
living in this household ain’t easy if i come out i’ll be in some serious danger and i’m not joking😭 so well anyways
I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW 10K WORD FICS ARE WRITTEN!!! i don’t even want to talk further into it because i’m feeling guilty about not writing more than 4-5k words rn 🥲
PLEASE I AM CRACKING UP AT YOUR GRADING METHOD 😭🤣💀 being a teacher sounds like a great job to me but i hate children so much i cannot explain how annoying they can be! they can be the scariest creatures ever
in some of our mythological stories, the men were the ones who menstruated initially (like there’s a whole diff detailing there but let’s just say that’s the thing). like???? why do they want anyone to suffer through that at all???????? peace & love on the planet earth, please😐🥲
no no keep going i just googled gracilis muscle & you’re so right. it’s the milk for me though 😭 cheers 🥛🥛 *quickly adds some instant chocolate mix thingie*
not the exorcising BYEEEE😭
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inkykeiji · 3 years
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Thinking about dark academia professor Keigo making you lie back on his mammoth bed and hold your legs up to your chest, spread your pussy nice and wide for him and count as he delivers merciless punishing slaps to your poor pussy. He ignores the tears in your eyes and your pleading sobs for mercy, that you’ve learned your lesson now, that you’re sorry and that you’ll be a good girl. But theres no light in the eyes that you desperately search from behind wet lashes. So you continue to count.
absolutely in love with this, anon, absolutely in LOVE!!! you really captured the genuinely cold, harsh, stern nature that resides underneath it all <3 and you’re right, he’d be fucking ruthless when delivering punishments, no sympathy, no compassion, no warmth whatsoever; if you’ve misbehaved you deserve to get punished—fully punished—no ifs, ands, or buts about it. how else are you supposed to learn your lesson if he goes soft on you, if he allows you to slip away before your punishment is complete? what kind of message does that send? sooo good bb thank you for sharing!! <33
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juneviews · 2 years
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Honestly I’m just happy and vining we get to see them together for any amount of time in safe house. I’m praying to the bl gods for a return of clingy Gun 😭🥺 (and maybe some jealous Off. he just plays it so well!!!!)
I’m definitely upset about the lack of promotions for Not Me. They gave them such a limited budget and then no promotion, but it’s still the best and most unique bl I’ve seen in awhile.
This isn’t about the previous anon who was sad about safe house because I understand that and also felt a little sad they won’t be together the entire time. this is more in response to comments I’ve been seeing on twitter and YouTube. Sometimes I feel like fans can be so fatalistic, and complain about schedules no matter what. Like either it’s not a enough of they’re doing too much. And it’s always “my poor meow meow.” Honestly the more popular bl gets the more it feels like kpop fandom, which I fled some years ago because of toxic crazy stans.
lmao, what if safe house is the return of the khaithirdun drama in theory of love, but instead it's offgunearth hahaha?? I would die :'))) honestly I've been really surprised to hear about the limited budget of not me bc looking at the quality of the show & the locations I would've never imagined it. I mean they even used pyrotechniques when they burned tawi's house in ep 2! so if they did that on a budget, that's even more impressive! but yes in any way, not me deserved SO MUCH better in terms of promotion & views... as for fans complaining no matter what, yup... honestly from what I've heard twitter bl fans are on a different level though so I'm glad to be in my own tumblr bubble where all the people who talk to me seem much more chill :')
xxx
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bestbakubros · 4 years
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Ok ok what if bakusquad [separately] was hooking up w fem reader and she got her period like how would they react?? Would they be mean/nice/caring?? Would they keep going if she was comfortable with it?
a/n: hey anon! thank you for the request! i apologize for releasing this in june! when you requested it in march haha also sorry if the stories sound a bit same! anyways enjoy babies!!
warnings: period blood, slight nsfw, 18+, slight smut to fluff
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Bakusquad hooking up with fem!reader and she gets her period
Katsuki Bakugo
You and Katsuki were going at it when he noticed there was some blood on the bed, his eyes widening. He stops thrusting into you and you look at him with confusion in your eyes. You were breathless from the pleasure. “W-what’s wrong Suki?” You look down towards where he was looking, seeing the blood. “Oh shit! This is so embarrassing! I’m sorry Katsuki.” 
His crimson eyes look into yours as he leans forward and kisses your forehead than your lips. “It’s okay baby. It’s a natural thing haha the timing was just wrong.” He pulls out of you your blood pulls out a bit more. 
Katsuki would definitely get a towel for you and quickly dress you so you can change and get cleaned up. He carried you to the bathroom with his clothes in your hands. “Get cleaned up dumbass and come back into my room alright?” You nodded shyly and kissed his cheek before quickly getting into the bathroom.
When you came back into his room, there were fresh sheets on his bed and a shit load of your favorite snacks on his desk. “Aw Suki!!” You run towards his bed where he was chilling on his phone, jumping on top of him. “I LOVE YOU KATSUKI” You wrap your arms around his neck, cuddling him like a little koala. “Tch it’s whatever dumbass.” Bakugo kisses your forehead and rubs your head lovingly.
overall katsuki would fucking take care of you like the princess you are!
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Eijiro Kirishima
You and sweet Kiri were getting close to your climaxes when you felt the familiar feeling of blood flow out of you. You look down seeing the blood all over Eiji’s legs and bedsheets as well as yours. “Oh shit...” Kirishima looks up at you then looks down, seeing the blood. “Do you want to keep going (y/n)?” You look into his crimson eyes, nodding. He continues by thrusting up into you, helping the both of you to cum at the same time.
When you finish, you climb off of Eiji, embarrassed by the mess you made. You look down, avoiding his eyes. “I’m sorry for the mess babe.” “Oh no baby! Don’t worry about it! It’s just some blood, I can clean it.” 
He scratches the back of his neck and laughs. “Here let me dress you up and get you to the bathroom so you can clean up.” Kiri takes his towel, wiping away the blood from his body and yours and dresses the both of you up. 
Eijiro gets you to the bathroom, sending you in with his hoodie and kisses your lips before you went in the showers. “Don’t be embarrassed princess! It’s just some blood.” He sent you inside and went back to his room to clean up and make a pillow fort so the two of you can cuddle and watch movies.
Sweet baby Kiri would get the medicine, heat pack and snacks cause he knows how to treat you like a queen.
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Denki Kaminari 
Denki was fingering the fuck out of you when he suddenly saw the blood on his fingers. He panicked and stopped thinking that he broke your vagina. “Um (y/n)...” You look at the blood on his fingers. “OMG Denki! I’m sorry. My period must’ve started... I’m so sorry.”
“Aw sweetheart you don’t need to be sorry! I just panicked because I thought I broke you haha.” He laughs embarrassed. “Here! Let me clean you up!” Denki went over to his closet to get his towel, cleaning his fingers before walking over to you and cleaning you up. 
You smile at him and kiss his lips. “Thank you Denki for not being mad and taking care of me.” “Why would I be mad haha?” His face flushes red and get you dressed so you can clean up and take care of whatever you needed to do. 
overall Kaminari is a sweet precious boy who will take care of you!!
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Hanta Sero
Sero was eating you out when he suddenly tasted blood. He pulls away still holding your thighs up when he sees some blood flow out of you. “Damn it. I’m sorry Hanta!!” “Don’t worry about babe! Do you want me to stop?” “Can we?” “Of course! If you aren’t comfortable that’s totally fine!” 
“I’m sorry I feel really bad...” “No beautiful it’s totally fine by me.” He wipes his mouth with his shirt and kisses your forehead. “There’s no need to apologize!” He gave you your clothes and carried you towards the showers. 
Hanta came back to his room after dropping you off at the showers to clean up and prepare his room for a full blown cuddle session with his baby.
Sero will take care of you because you are his whole world.
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Mina Ashido
You and Mina were making out on her bed as she was squeezing your boobs, getting you ready for the night the two of you were going to have. You rub up against Mina’s core getting the both of you soaking wet. Mina moans as you take her underwear off and she takes yours off. 
You get on top of Mina, separating her legs, bringing up her right leg up, getting in between her and rubbing your clit against hers, the pleasure starting to bottle up in the lower part of your stomach. “M-mina!” You suddenly felt liquid come out of you but not the same feeling you get when you cum. You look down to Mina’s core seeing blood. “OH SHIT!” 
You were shook seeing the amount of blood that pooled out. Mina looks down and starts laughing uncontrollably. “HAHAHAHA! Damn periods are a bitch!” “It wasn’t supposed to come for another week!” “Hahaha it’s alright sweetie! We can always do this another time!” 
Mina pats your hair down, bringing your lips to hers as she kissed you softly and pulls away. “Let’s go clean you up in the shower!” She winks at you as she puts your clothes back on you and takes you into the showers where the two of continued your little session ;)
Mina would obviously care for you since she understood and knew how to handle the situation.
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ellewords · 3 years
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daichi is the designated driver at parties (after everyone becomes legal, of course. if he catches anyone underage drinking, he purposefully lectures the hell out of them because he knows forcing them to sit through a talk where he is overly serious and overbearing and the like is more likely to work than yelling at them and getting on their case about it). he’s been doing it ever since the third years became of legal age to drink because asahi is a bit of a light weight despite his size, and suga, while not nearly as bad as asahi, tends to get out of hand when he has a few too many drinks. on days when he does feel like drinking, he caps it off at two, regardless of the type of alcohol, and he always makes sure that he (and anyone else drinking) has a ton of water and food in between. he’s not exactly motherly about it because he knows everyone is more than capable of taking care of themselves, but he does sometimes accidentally slip into his signature look/tone combo if someone doesn’t finish the water and/or snacks he gave them in between every two or three drinks.
there’s only been one time that daichi got legitimately wasted, and he vows to never do it again. if anyone asks, it’s because he didn’t like the feeling of waking up hungover the next morning, but suga accidentally lets it slip one night after he was a few drinks in that it’s really because daichi becomes a super emotional drunk. he cries at even the slightest inconvenience, he opens up about his feelings an embarrassing amount, and he becomes super affectionate. asahi even has footage of daichi crying all over suga about how much he loved the first years after going to the last game of their third year to cheer them on. (asahi doesn’t address the fact that his loud sniffling is also heard from behind the camera or that suga is literally cooing at daichi as he pets his messy hair down.)
daichi gives everyone the deadliest glare of his life when he walks in on the team watching the video play for the fourth time and laughing their asses off, and suddenly, it’s as if the video never existed in the first place. though asahi never deletes the video, everyone silently agrees that it will never be talked about again. though, the team does try to secretly get daichi drunk a few times afterwards. it doesn’t work. unfortunately.
i think this is the shortest hc i’ve ever sent in to you, wow. you proud of me, elle? 🥰 lol, jk, hope you’re having a good day, and good luck with studying and such! -🌙
—  from elle ! haha it might be the shortest, but it was still packed with such amazing *chef’s kiss* hcs >_< pls designated driver-emotional drunk!daichi ??? pls that’s literally me ngl lowkey feels like i was reading about myself hahaha but anyways as usual, a couple short lil scenarios with the team under the cut because the karasuno dynamics live in my head rent free ;-; tysm for this 🌙anon !! <3 
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asahi was the lookout, surely with all that height, he’d be able to see daichi coming from a mile away. he didn’t need to see the video again, having lived through the actual experience himself. besides, that video lived on his phone anyways. he could just watch it whenever he wanted to.
but suga didn’t have that kind of an advantage, phone in his hands as all the other members crowded around him, trying their hardest to keep their mouths shut. even kiyoko was trying to hide her snickers with the back of her hand. 
everyone knew that they were already on pretty thin ice with daichi, him having caught them three times just in the past week. but they just couldn’t resist, even as daichi shook his head and made them do extra drills as a response.
“and the first years,” daichi bawled, words barely understandable through all the tears that came from his eyes, “they have so much potential, so much ahead of them...it just makes me so proud, you know?”
daichi gently hits the area over his heart to emphasise his point, leaning his head on suga’s shoulder. his face was flushed red, a thin layer of cold sweat on his forehead. eyes puffy and nose very clearly runny, asahi hands him a tissue from behind the camera.
“awe,” suga cooed, brushing daichi’s hair back. it’s clear that he’s holding in his laughter, given that he was biting his lip each time daichi sniffled, “you gonna miss them?”
daichi nodded, using the tissue asahi had given him a few moments ago. “i just love them so much, i hope that we were at least good mentors to them. that they remember us when we go.”
the camera shakes ever so slightly as asahi could no longer hold back his own tears. if they listened close enough, they could hear a quiet, “yeah.”
“...and the second years,” daichi continued, unable to stop himself, “i just hope they know that they could still reach out to us...if they ever need anything. i know that they’ll do a good job but it would be nice if they updated us every now and—”
“and just what exactly are you watching?”
they hear a voice in front of them, chills creeping up their spines, blood running cold. everyone’s faces paled as daichi stood, hands crossed in front of his chest, gazing in front of them with the deathliest glare they had ever seen from him.
no other words needed to be spoken. asahi had his head hung low, already deleting the video as soon as suga tossed the phone to him. just like that an agreement was made, no one speaks of the video ever again.
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the only time it was ever brought up was the little party they had in honor of the third years graduating. it was held at the gym, decorations kept simple — just a banner that yachi had made and a couple of balloons floating about.
the night was already winding down, everybody had eaten, music was kept at a low volume for ease of conversation. soon enough, it would be time for everyone to say goodbye.
“everyone!” nishinoya called out, loud as ever as he gestured towards ennoshita who made his way to the center of the room, “i believe our new captain wants to say something.”
 everyone gathered around him, cups of soda in hand as they anticipated his words. daichi had passed the baton onto him, the role of leader, captain. he wanted to make sure that he wouldn’t regret it.
“tonight we say goodbye to our third years...” ennoshita started, a sad smile making its way to his face.
“hey!” suga called out, a laugh threatening to break away from his lips, “don’t make us sound like we’re dying! we’re only graduating.”
“right, sorry.” a flustered flush colored his face. still, he continued his little speech, “you four mean a lot to us. taught us many things in and out of the court.”
the team nodded along, agreeing with his words.
“ i know that you think we’ll do a good job, but i just want you to know that we will definitely be reaching out to you whenever we need anything. we’ll definitely be updating you every now and then too.”
asahi’s eyes narrowed, why were these words just a little too familiar? oh no, these were daichi’s words from that video...
everyone else had caught on pretty quickly, smiles threatening to form on their lips as the video was still unable to leave their heads for the past few weeks. tsukishima was the first to add on to ennoshita’s speech, “yeah, and don’t worry, we know how much potential you think we have.”
tanaka smirked, a certain amount of pride lacing his voice, “i'm sure these first years definitely know how much they have ahead of them. but we’ll be good mentors like you were.”
“we’ll miss you too!” 
“we definitely won’t forget you!”
suga and asahi looked towards daichi, just a little bit nervous. by that point, they had assumed that everyone had forgotten about it and moved on. obviously that was not the case, since the entire team had the biggest grins on their faces. suga and asahi expected a glare, or at least an uncomfortable look.
but he’s smiling, fondly, gaze warm and soft. daichi could tell they were being sincere, despite the teasing tone in their voices. 
so he lets it slide this time.
and also because daichi just knew :  he was definitely going to miss this. 
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dragonturtle · 3 years
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would you rather get proof of scary aliens or scary underwater creatures?
Anoncito, you seem to like my long stories hahaha.
First time we had internet in my house was 14. Before that, all my source for info came from summers with a cloce blood relative who had a dslr connection, enciclopedias and Encarta lol. The later provided me top tier information, and gave me time to get obsessed with Atlantis (not the disney movie, haven't even seen it) and the Bermuda Triangle over and over and over again. I've always wondered what kind of things existed around them if they were real lol and why anyone was searching for a proof that an atlantis mermaid existed.
I love mermaids (and their male counterparts) and I wish they were real. I loved them in The Odissey. I love The Little Mermaid. I think there are amazing artistic examples of why they're great, malicious or not. There's an amazing short story by Samantha Schweblin called "The Merman" that basically resume why I find them fascinatings as story devices, and she used it in a modern setting which makes it even more impressive.
Also, in mapuche culture (natives from Chile and southern Argentina) there's a myth about two giant serpents, one lived on earth and the other underwater, who were always fighting. Earth one won, but the other is supposed to live under a giant ass lake in the south of Chile that's fucking terrifying to look at (it's beautiful but I got the chills when I went there).
So yeah, I have a fascination with the sea. I'd love to meet Ponyo's mom one day lol.
anon 'ask me anything' party
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jeontaehui · 3 years
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hi! i reallyyy love ur writing, i hope i can see more of you writing taehee cause im low key getting attached 🥺 also, i was wondering what taehee's MBTI is? for some reason she gives me ESFJ vibes and im not quit sure if can explain? as we know, tae tends to be empathetic and put others before herself which is a major ESFJ trait, its like she gets energy and confidence from helping people out (1/?)
. she observes people and tries to help them bring out the best of themselves (i got this vibe from her when she was helping sungchan during 90's love shooting). she seems to be out going to me, like in vcs she seem to both enjoy and love interacting with new people, she seems to have many friends in kpop industry too so i supposed she would be an Extrovert. hh this was somewhat a bad guess idk im totally ready to be wronged i was just really curious (2/2) plus could i be - 🐱 anon ? ly :)
hey bub i never actually gave a thought about what taehee’s mbti was until u asked HAHAHA i have quite enough knowledge on esfj’s though and if u put it that way then ,, yes !!! taehee is an esfj !!!
it’s really like ingrained in her to put others before herself (andd u guys will see why soon) and so she really loves helping people !!! in ur words, she gets energy from it and it makes her really happy and proud to be able to help the members, esp the younger ones. and yes, taehee loves meeting new people just as much as how people are drawn to her in a charming way :D she’s the type to give off the same energy others give her like if ur like YAY she’s also YAY but if ur chill then she’s cool w that ^ ^
and AAAAA yes ofc u can be 🐱 anon !!! hope we can interact more in the future <3 mwa
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taejeonie · 4 years
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markhee on knowing bros
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MARKHEE ON KNOWING BROS YAYAYAYAYAY
but literally i want nct to appear on knowing bros p l e a s e
hmm i think by the time of their guesting, the public already knew of their relationship
but tbh hypothetically speaking,,people really wouldn’t know the boys are dating someone until they’re like old or something...i think they’d hide it pretty well :>> BUT FOR THE SAKE OF ME AND ANON WANTING MARKHEE TO APPEAR ON A VARIETY SHOW HERE U GO
the announcement was made about two and a half years into their relationship,,,a staff member ratted them out ://
most of them were supportive ofc!!!
minority of the people weren’t supportive of them mostly bc they don’t want them dating but then again we’re not talking about them ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ
most of the comments were like
“MARKHEE YAY <333” “I KNEW THEY WERE DATING!!!” “they look so cute together 🥺” “i can tell they would really last for a long time” “i hope sm wouldn’t break them up >:((“ “ahh young love...this is too cute >.<“
what amazed most of them were how professional they were for the past years,,esp bc they were group mates
this is probably one of the reasons why sm was kinda chill about the situation
but then a lot of people worried about this also
like what if they fought?? or had a misunderstanding??
but i think they’re both in the correct minds to not mix work with your personal life :)) bc that’s a no-no !!
okay back to knowing bros
sm probably did it for publicity but it gave markhee stans content anyways
markhee were asked what show they would want to appear on and they both thought knowing bros would be a nice option :>
so now here they are!!!
they heard knocking from the classroom door and when they turned around they see taehee’s head popping out of the door frame
“hellooo!! (*^▽^*)”
“TAEHEE!!!”
“WOAH”
“jEOn TaEhEE”
“what brings you here?,” janghoon asked
“(〃ω〃) i brought my boyfriend-“
“WOAH REALLY?”
“THIS IS OUR SECOND TIME”
youngchul spoke up, “wait she’s younger than hyuna and edawn, right?”
“yes ,,, :>>” then taehee smiled out of shyness until her dimples were showing
“the last time i saw you, you were this small!!!,” heechul said while putting his arm up to his waist
then taehee made a cute whine and you could hear mark laugh in the background
“noooo,,,i’m older now!!”
“is this your first time appearing on a show together?”
“yeah..we picked this one :>>”
“oh really? thank you (*^ω^*),” heechul says
“alright, bring him in,” and then they were all just holding their smiles until mark comes out
taehee walked in the classroom dragging mark in with his hand
which made the guys gush at them,,especially heechul and hodong
“MARK LEE”
“THEY’RE HOLDING HANDS”
you know when mark’s like embarrassed he tries to cover his face with his hand? yeah he was doing that when walking in
so taehee just laughs at the commotion they caused
they transferred from “if you’re envious, you lose” high school
after they introduced themselves, heechul raised from his seat
“the last time i’ve been on a show with mark, we were drinking together...but now he’s with his girlfriend!! it’s like i’m witnessing his milestones-“
“HAHAHAHAH”
“this is amazing, wow” then he claps
“the last time i was on a show with them was when i was an mc for ‘weekly idol’ and they were with dream,,,” sangmin chimes in
“when did you start dating?”
“mm, about 2 and a half years ago..”
“ahh” then it suddenly goes silent in the studio bc all of their focus is on markhee
so they both laugh bc of the attention
“wHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT US LIKE THAT”
“IT’S BC IT’S REFRESHING TO LOOK AT A YOUNG COUPLE LIKE YOU!! THAT’S WHY”
“actually this is the only time we’re gonna talk about our relationship like this since we promised each other we’d keep things like,,proffessional”
“woah this is like the most mark has spoken at the start of the show,” heechul blurts out causing the set to laugh
“bc he usually doesn’t talk at much first, am i right”
“yes, you are right”
“ah cute~” one of them says
mark lee keeps on captivating other people it’s hIS CHARM!!
“when did you two meet? since predebut?”
“since predebut.”
“wait before we start,,we should ask questions properly unlike lAST TIME!! we got too excited,” soogeun cut in
taehee was the one who answered, “actually, we arrived in the company on the same day and we became friends from there”
“woah it’s like destiny? are you soulmates?,” the question makes the couple laugh
“who liked who first?,” kyunghoon asks
taehee’s eyes widen and she mentions that this is the first time they’re talking about their relationship like this with each other
“oh wow this is gets more interesting!!”
“real reactions”
“so taehee when did you like mark?”
“hmm i think during promotions for ‘kick it’?”
“woah then i liked you first”
you know that face mark makes when he’s like amazed about discovering something new and his eyes are wide and his cheekbones pop out HE’S SO CUTE AT THIS MOMENT BC HE’S MAKING THAT FACE
“oh really???”
“mark when did you like taehee?”
“when we were in the states promoting ‘superhuman’,,,so like,,a year before her”
and then taehee makes this 🥺 face and her hands were above her chest
she’s just so soft in that moment
“wait mark, so that was,,how many years after debut?”
“3 years!”
“then why during that period of time and not when you were trainees”
“hmm honestly i think it’s bc we’ve been focusing on debuting so we weren’t paying attention to each other that much,,in that way. i feel like she stood out to me the most during the time we were promoting in the states, so i paid a lot of attention to her and caught,,,feelings from there”
“the way he spoke,,you can tell he’s really sincere about what he’s saying,” janghoon says so mark becomes more shy aND IT’S JUST CUTE
“was there anything specific taehee did that made your heart skip a beat?”
mark seems to think for a moment until taehee claps her hands together and all the attention goes to her
and she’s really excited like she’s a kid in preschool who just discovered something new and is excited to tell her parents bC THAT’S WHAT TAEHEE’S FEELING RIGHT NOW
“aH!! i think i know what this is!! (^ν^)”
“what is it?”
“during ‘superhuman’ era right?,” mark nods, “okay so there’s this part of our dance-“
“oHH I KNOW WHAT THIS IS,” mark shouts and it makes taehee smile wider
“where we stand really close to each other like this,” when she showed them how close they stood to each other the bros were like :OO
“yeah, i think that’s it. you fell for me, right?,” taehee directs the last statement at mark
“oh but that’s really close though,” hodong says
“we did it bc the fans seemed to like it,,,mark just ended up liking it more than he should,” she said it like she was bragging about it which made the people in the studio laugh and mark collapsing to the floor out of embarrassment
“was that it mark? was that the reason?”
mark’s still laughing, “maybe it’s one of the reasons-“
“HAHAHA”
“but we spent a lot of time together when we were in the states so i think that’s the reason too”
“did you notice, taehee? that mark had a crush on you?”
taehee shakes her head, “no,,,”
“why not?”
“mark doesn’t like affection from the members in general so i thought that was why he was acting like he was at that time”
“how did he act at that time?”
then you see mark like internally sweating bc he KNOWS he’s gonna get clowned for it
“ah i’m one of the members who tend to be quite affectionate with others,,and i joke a lot too”
“she tells a lot of pick up lines”
“pick up lines?,” sangmin repeats
“yeah,,,at first i was used to it but then when i started liking her i got flustered a lot”
“i tend to get clingy with the members too like i hold their arm like this or lean on them but when i did it with mark he got shy”
while taehee was demonstrating with mark the bros were like “awww (*´◒`*)”
“does mark get jealous when you act like that towards other members?”
mark tries to hold back his laugh before saying, “a little bit” in a sMALL VOICE THAT’S WHY HE’S CUTE :((
“I ACT LIKE THAT AROUND YOU BUT YOU GET SHY!! WHY WOULD YOU GET JEALOUS?”
“no i’m not jealous of that person it’s like i wish i didn’t get flustered so easily to the point that i would shy away from you...something similar to that”
“ahh mark’s good with his words..do you write lyrics?,” youngchul asks
“we both do :>>”
“so are you each other’s muses? is it like that?”
then the other guys start teasing them causing markhee to smile and giggle ;((
“i guess you could say it like that,,”
“THAT’S WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT!,” then heechul stands up to give mark a high five
“are you two the same age?”
“yes!! but i’m older by four months,” then mark holds up four fingers
“wait then taehee must be really oblivious since mark liked her for a year until they got together”
“well if you put it that way...”
“honestly, i really did not think that she would like me back...that’s why i tried so hard to hide it”
“wow really?”
mark nods, “there was this one time we were in the practice room. we were preparing for a year end stage for gayo daejun,,and taehee was explaining to the camera how she hurt her head at that time”
“aww taehee hurt her head?”
“yeah :<< and he was laughing at me!!,” her pout made the other boys laugh
“that’s bc he likes you taehee”
“oh correct!! i just laughed bc of that reason!,” when mark said that it made them laugh even more bc he was so transparent about his feelings
i mean this is the only time they would talk about it why not as well go all out right?
“but then she said something like, ‘this is how your best friends treat you! you get hurt and then they laugh!’”
“ahh you got friend zoned?”
“yeah i did”
“wait hold on this is making me feel bad- i’m sorry :<<“
then taehee clings onto mark’s arm and looks at him with puppy eyes iT’S SICKENING IT MAKES YOU WANT LOVE TOO
then the guys gush at them some more, “does she often do aegyo with you?”
“i only do it to make him cringe bc it’s funny!! he’s also cute when he’s flustered”
then when she hears soogeun agree with her she becomes soft again and pouts
she goes to punch mark’s cheek
then the bros looked amused like their watching a drama or something
“taehee do you take care of mark like this? like who takes care of who?”
they’re basically asking who tops in the relationship
“i think we’re both,,,like equal in that sense”
“i’m only like this sometimes but mark really really is considerate and so careful”
“what did he do to make you say that?”
taehee clasps her hands together and she opens her mouth to say something but then she looks at the camera and says, “i forgot we were filming this for a moment”
some of them chuckled
“uHhH before he,,dOEs,,things he always asks me like ‘oh is this okay?’ ‘can i do this?’ things like that and it really melts my heart. he’s really considerate”
“ahh mark really is a gentleman”
“i agree,,”
“MARK!! how did you ask taehee out?”
“oh i didn’t ask her out”
“OH SO IT WAS TAEHEE???”
“WOAH”
“HEY GIRLS CAN DO THAT TOO” taehee has an angry pout on which made mark’s heart go boom boom
“wait we didn’t even ask taehee how she liked mark-“
“oKAY TAEHEE!! how did you like mark and how did you ask him out”
“ah i tend to overthink a lot-“
“oh isn’t that bad though?,” heechul says
“but when you get used to it it’s hard to stop,” janghoon tells him, “it just depends how you’re going to react to it”
“okay taehee continue”
“a lot of fans were saying we should date so i thought about it for a loooong time. and then i started paying more attention to mark like how he’s so dedicated and determined,,how he’s cute when he’s shy,,and how he’s like really helpful to those around him— i think that’s what captured me the most (*´ω`*)”
“aww cute :((,” they say at her
“so how did you ask him out?”
“the only person who knew about my feelings back then was haechan,,so i asked him how should i do it. he said to just confess but i was also kinda ‘shy’ about it so i was like ‘nonono,,i won’t do that’”
kyunghoon asks, “did he know about mark’s feelings,” and mark nods at him
“so what did you do?”
“i,,(//∇//),,i tried flirting with him-“
“HAHAHAHAHAHA”
“AHH CUTE!!”
“i tried flirting with him but it won’t work bc he’s so dense also!,” then taehee hits mark on the shoulder
“really mark? you didn’t even once think that taehee liked you also?”
“like i was saying,,i tried to hide and push away my feelings. and she’s usually like that around other members so i thought she was just being her usual self with me”
“so what pushed taehee to confess?”
“actually, it’s ‘who’”
“was it haechan?”
“CORRECT!! i got into a bet- like a game,,with him the day before i confessed and i lost. his condition was that if i lost, i would confess to mark and he really really really made sure of that”
“how cute :((“
“this is like a kdrama HAHAHA”
“so i told him another pickup line that day-“
“TAEHEE!!,” heechul snorts
his reaction makes another whine come out from taehee and she’s like, “what am i supposed to do? i wasn’t ready!!!”
“does mark still remember the pickup line?”
“hmm it was in english,,it was- aH! ‘do you like haikyuu?’,,haikyuu is an anime,,’bc i laikyuu’”
“THAT’S SO CORNY HAHAHA”
“BUT IT’S GOOD THOUGH!!”
then heechul stands up again to give taehee a high five
“but when i told him that he still denied it!! he told me to go to yuta oppa and tell that to him!!”
“awww”
“so i was like,,’listen, i really really like you and if you don’t get that through your head i wouldn’t know what to do anymore’
“YOU SOUND LIKE YOU’RE THREATENING HIM”
“HAHAHAHAHAHHA”
then taehee got shy and hid her face in mark’s shoulder
“i just noticed the whole time they were standing really close to each other,,you can’t even see the space in between them”
then they gush over them for like the 92849294 time
“do you guys fight a lot?”
“as friends we fought a few times,,but i think now we understand each other more so i think i can say that we don’t really fight with each other anymore”
“ahhh”
“what were the members’ reactions when they found out you were dating?”
“they were really supportive!! they teased us from time to time but they’re really like,,fond of our relationship,,”
“how do you guys date?”
“at that time we tried to limit our like,,outings,,so we just stayed in our room for most of the time watching movies and eating”
“oH yOu gUyS sHArE a ROoM?”
some of them had like knowing looks on their faces and then mark’s like “NO DON’T THINK OF OTHER THINGS”
“HEY WE WEREN’T EVEN SAYING ANYTHING”
“HAHAHAHAHAHA”
“NO IT’S NOT LIKE THAT!!,” taehee chimes in, “we just like staying indoors and keep to ourselves”
“wait i also noticed something,” sangmin raises his hand
“what is it?”
“whenever taehee talks mark has a look in his eyes,,it’s very obvious that he loves her”
then taehee gets shy and spares a glance at mark and there IS a look in his eyes
like you know those times where mark’s eyes sparkle?? like there are stars in his eyes like 🥺
taehee just falls for him even more :((
“taehee give me five things you like about mark”
“he’s hardworking, he’s kind, he’s a great singer and he plays the guitar for me!! he’s reliable and i really like how he’s different offstage and onstage,,like he’s cute but when he’s onstage he’s like a different person”
“how bout you mark?”
“uhh taehee is considerate,,she puts others before herself,,she’s dedicated,,she treats her family well,,hmm and she dances really well!!”
ace couple
“taehee can you dance for us? then mark you play the guitar after :>>”
and then you see mark get really excited bc he’s gonna play the guitar meanwhile taehee’s like, “of cOURSE!!”
“her engergy- she’s so cute!!!!”
then they all stand off to the side while taehee dances
when she started they were like “OIIII” “WOAHH” “WAHH AMAZING”
they were really hyping her up!!
and you could easily tell how her passion is dancing
the way she flowed with every movement but still manages to hit all the points
her confidence
facial expressions,,,
i would fall for her too mark <//3
“she really is good,” janghoon mutters
“she is,” aND MARK LOOKS SO PROUD KDKAKFKSKF
markhee is cute no cap
then when she’s finished you can see heechul whisper something to mark then mark gets really flustered but just laughs it off
now it’s mark’s turn to play the guitar!!
he strums a few chords earning a few reactions from the bros + taehee!!
then he starts to play the song
and they sway to the melody
you see taehee’s cheeks get pink bc mark’s looking at her from time to time
which made the others get excited at what they’re witnessing
“ah this is so cute (*^▽^*)”
“i would marry mark,” soogeun blurts out which made taehee giggle
by the end of the song the guys clap for mark,,
and then there’s taehee at the side pressing her hands to her cheeks bc yes they’re warm and it’s bc of mark lee <//3
then they fist bump each other :>>
profile time!!
taehee wrote that ‘shouting in silence’ was one of her strengths just so that they could play the game 
so taehee played with heechul 
so off it was funny it’s hEECHUL + TAEHEE GUYS 
heechul would find every opportunity to tease tf out of taehee offscreen and onscreen 
one of the words that heechul had to guess were ‘mark’
so taehee kept shouting “MY BOYFRIEND!! MY BOYFRIEND!!”
it was so cute honestly :((
mark kept smiling and giggling and the other people were like ‘awwww’
when it was mark’s turn to play they kept teasing him cause he kept on making passes
he’s still cute so it’s aight <33
taehee won with a score of 4-2
the next game they were playing was a couple game!!
so person a had to feed person b but they're both blindfolded and they weren't allowed to touch/guide each other 
first one to finish the bowl of 자장면 wins!!!
so markhee vs hodong and soogeun
taehee would be the one to feed mark
they kept laughing all through out 
meanwhile hodong was like -.- bc soogeun kept on laughing 
anyways,,markhee won!! they're an ace couple what do you expect 
but mark got 자장면 all over his face so taehee was wiping it off with a tissue the staff gave her 
so the bros were like “아이구!! 아이구 아이구!!” 
so moving on to the q&a thingy 
taehee was so excited bc she's been wanting to use the hammer like this ever since she watched the show 
“we’ll not answer so you don't get to use it” - kim heechul
he gets hit anyways 
“okay so,,i get flustered whenever mark does this”
“kisses you suddenly!”
“hugs you in front of the members!”
“wrong!!! (*¯︶¯*)”
kyunghoon calls mark and asks him if he knows the answer but he shakes his head no 
“taehee mentioned awhile ago that mark plays the guitar,,so is it when he plays for you?”
“mmm that’s not the answer i'm looking for :>>”
“when he holds your hand!!,” she shakes her head again
“gIvE uS A cLuEEeEe”
“it’s something that he says,,,”
you see mark whisper to himself,,“something that i say?”
“i love you?”
“okay one last clue,,he says this when he's asking for attention,,,”
“joanie?” mark looks at her 
“who’s joanie?”
“my english name,” taehee says while heechul answers “여보?”
“자기”
then youngchul becomes smart again and mentions that mark and taehee speak to other english often,,”so perhaps...something like ‘baby’?”
he said baby in english so taehee was like “CORRECT!!”
and mark laughs while he claps his hands bc he’s lowkey shy now (っ˘ω˘ς )
“he doesn't call me that all the time but when he does my heart flutters”
and the whole sets uwuing all over again
“like when he’s waking me up for example and i can't get up,,,he’s gonna hug me and say ‘babyyyy, wake uppp’ (she said that in english)”
“AAAAAAAAA”
“아이구 아이구!”
“CUTE!!”
she laughs at their reactions, “IT’S NICE RIGHT??? (♡´ ω `)”
meanwhile mark was a MESS
shy baby uwu
“when was the last time he called you ‘baby’?”
taehee seems to think for a moment before she gets all jittery and flustered making the guys more interested in what she has to say 
“he was teaching me how to play a new song on the guitar,,,but instead of just telling me what the chords were he really like went behind me and put my hands in place (─‿─)”
midway through her story heechul, soogeun, and sangmin were already up and about on their seats 
“AHH MARK LEE!!”
“SUCH A SWEET BOYFRIEND”
“AHH CUTEEEE!!”
every scream intensified the more this episode progressed 
mark got even more shy so he was hiding his head on the table 
so taehee went over to him while laughing and ruffled his hair 
oKAYY MARK’S TURN!!
mark couldn't really think of a question
so since hyuck and johnny were in the waiting rooms with them before the show 
hyuck was the one to write down the question for him 
so as soon as mark read the question out loud he and taehee,,and the rest of the set burst out laughing 
“i get jealous of the other members when- HAECHAN WROTE THIS NOT ME”
“HAHAHA”
“AW CUTE”
“but i don't get jealous that often!!,” he defends himself 
“how bout when taehee cooks for the other members,,”
“she cooks for me too...”
“when she plays games on the computer when you guys are about to sleep,,so you go ‘babyyy’,” heechul’s imitation makes the rest laugh once again 
cue uwu shy mark lee
they give a few more guesses until mark back tracks and says that her playing games with the other members does make him a teensy tinsy bit jealous 
“but there was this one time she stayed beside me while playing games and i fell asleep,,( ◡‿◡ ). honestly,,i don't have any reason to get jealous of the other members since i know teehee’s mine anyways”
“OOOOOO MARK LEE”
“AA CUTE”
this time taehee was the flustered one,,,up to the point her face was getting hot and that she had to take a sip from her bottle 
“they’re so domestic,,” janghoon comments 
yes they are!!
markhee stans after watching the episode: WHEN’S THE WEDDING
anyways,,sadly the episode is coming to an end 
we got so much markhee content bc of this episode 
you've really seen the trust and adoration they have for each other :((
they won't say it out loud,,but the whole set of knowing bros feel like they're one of the idols who will get married and grow old together 
THEN BABY MARHEE IS GONNA BE PART OF DREAM :OO
that’s all for this episode!! you’ll get to see more markhee content (dating or not dating) in my following posts!!
have a nice day!! - markhee <33
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mhm im thinking, what would it take for reader to ever yell back at touya? she gave him attitude during the house party he threw and i wish i got to see more of how he would react if she pushed him further
oooooh anon this is a really good question!!!
tw: drug use, toxic relationships, physical abuse, mention of caning/whipping
it would have to be something really severe, either extreme jealousy again or something critically impacting his health, like his drug abuse getting increasingly worse and extremely dangerous. touya has seriously manipulated her into thinking that he knows what’s better for her more than anything or anyone else, and that he’s the only one who can take care of her properly (which is why so many times throughout the series itself she thinks to herself yes niichan, of course niichan etc) and in doing this has also convinced her that he knows better than her what’s best for HIM as well. it’s implied in the series itself that she’s expressed her concern over his drug addiction and that he has gotten VERY angry at her for it (literally don’t pray for me vibes hahaha. he hates her pity, it makes him feel pathetic and weak and VULNERABLE and he can’t fucking stand it. touya copes with negative and unpleasant emotions through drugs + completely and entirely ignoring them, and he doesn’t like to ask for help. no, he doesn’t want to talk about it, he’s fine goddamn it).
tw: physical abuse, manipulation
but let’s say, since you’re curious to know how he’d react, that she DOES really push him, that she does seriously LOSE IT on him and starts yelling and screaming and crying about either his drug use or his job—anon, it wouldn’t be pretty. he’d lose his fucking mind. he would fucking ROAR at her; how dare she speak to him that way, how dare she think she knows better than him!? how fucking disrespectful, especially after all he’s done for her—after all he does for her! he’d yank her by her hair and drag her towards their bedroom while spitting seething insults, words dripping with venom and eroded with acid that slice through the air like razors the moment they fall from his lips, going on about how goddamn stupid she is and how she should just keep her mouth shut on shit she doesn’t know anything about. he definitely wouldn’t be beyond backhanding her, if she’s STILL going, then he’d vow in a chilling voice void of any emotion to teach her a fucking lesson, that involves a night of extreme punishment; most likely caning or whipping and then rough sex, if he’s still feeling furious and pent up after all of that.
that isn’t even all, though. because touya is so emotionally immature, he wouldn’t talk to her for days after. he’d give her the cold shoulder—it’s what she deserves, after all—emotionally and mentally manipulating her into feeling AWFUL, into feeling like she’s entirely in the wrong and that she brought all of that pain onto herself, into believing that she really DID deserve it, until she comes crawling to him with tears in her eyes and sobs caught in her chest, begging him for forgiveness, promising him that she’ll never misbehave like that again.
now, with that being said, reader isn’t an idiot. she knows this is exactly what would happen, has had a taste of this outcome by merely expressing her worries in a soft and concerned voice, so to be honest with you, she wouldn’t dare attempt to speak to him that way unless it was really, really, REALLY bad and she was extremely upset. in other words, this would be a very, very rare situation and most likely would never happen in my lil AU ehehe BUT if it DID, this is how it would play out!!
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Thanks for making it to the end of the chapter with me! That was a rollercoaster, not to mention - I believe - our longest chapter yet. I think that was because the boys were all in different places so there was a lot of setting-up and getting back together too, but I hope you still enjoyed it :)
Reina had the good idea last chapter that I could list some of the ways the chapter could have gone differently so I’ll try to remember the whole chapter cause I want to do that again hahaha
My original “Henrik tries to escape the magicians” scene was going to be a much bigger deal, with him potentially attacking someone and most likely getting in a fight with the Old Man, Emmanuela, or Hermann and Genesis. (also i’d like to clarify it’s pronounced Air-mahn) But you guys were very trusting of the magicians, informed them when he tried to run away, and helped him to have a much easier time than he might have otherwise
He was also going to meet the Old Man much earlier on, but you guys chose not to interact with him at the library, which was probably wise. However, the Old Man would have been able to answer just about any questions you had about magic, Blue, and Anti, so there was definitely an upside and a downside to him.
I thought about having Christofer still be in the hospital when Henrik came to, but he would have eventually died because of the wounds Anti gave him either way.
I thought Nina and Henrik were going to fight a lot more than they ended up doing lol. She doesn’t hAVE A PHD - likewise, Henrik’s health could have been a bigger issue and I thought about giving him a bad fever or something, but I didn’t feel like it was the right time to deal with that.
Henrik’s story was probably the most customizable. You were free to explore whoever and whatever you wanted to explore and you came up with some really cool stuff! I think the story about the man who cuts off his enemy’s head to get his sister’s magic back was probably the most important.
It was possible to talk to Dr. Siong more but I don’t think she would have been able to help much and Anti might have even killed her.
The plan was always for Caleb or Xin Yi to die. I don’t know how I let you guys get away with saving both of them hahaha but it turned out to be more important to Dapper that they survived than to Trick. Trick would have been forced to shoot one of them and he would have been completely horrified, which would have worsened his breakdown and actually made him more violent because of the need to prove to himself that what he was doing was necessary - there were several endgame scenarios in which either Red or Dok was shot by Trick
Trick would have absolutely shot Dok in the leg to force him to come back to Anti if that had ended up being his job. Their reunion could have been a lot more painful but the focus stayed with Max and Dapper for most of the final section and you were able to find a way for Trick not to have to be the bad guy much. He could have easily shot Max - if Anti was with him, he would have followed just about any order. There was no chance of Trick fulling rebelling throughout this chapter.
Poor Blue was pretty stuck this chapter. There wasn’t much else he could have done except that he could have come home the first time Trick asked. I think the extra time in the hospital ended up being good for him, but he did get beat in by Anti a little and the trust between them fully evaporated
Yes, Anti could have found a way to break Blue back into place or hypnotize him if you made fun of him for not having control over him or something lol. Honestly he just found it more enjoyable to rub the stolen magic and hypnotized Trick in his face instead. Anti does not feel resentful towards all of the egos for what they did before he caught them, but Blue evaded him for so long and did enough to defeat him in the past that he still doesn’t like him very much.
If anyone had asked, I would have made space in the narrative for Dok to buy Trick a new music box or other new things at the market. Just wondering if anyone would make the connection :)
Dapper and Red did not get along very well at the beginning of the chapter and I gotta say I was DEFINITELY planning on having Dap run away from him at some point. I don’t really know how it didn’t happen lol? I think it just never seemed to fit. But Dapper was going to get a little confused about what you wanted him to do and run away either to try and get back to Anti or to get to Peru with Dok. Red and Max would have had to go searching for him and most likely find him at the bus station with his bear
If Max ever touched Dapper, Dapper would have attacked him again and probably had another “snap”
Dapper could have taken Red to one or two other memories in their past, but you calmed him down when he was flipping out a little and asked him not to because it might not be safe.
Dapper and Red could have stolen, like, a lot of shit. If Red had been arrested, you would have had to help Dapper get him away from the police
You did not have to trust Max but honestly I thought it was hilarious that he’s like the one character who immediately believed you when he said you weren’t Anti. He was like “oh yeah this isn’t that bastard’s style, what’s up” so he was pretty chill from the get-go. He could have found Red that first night Red beat him up and ran away from him but after Red got overwhelmed by messages about Anti, I figured he just needed to get home to Dapper and be looked after
Yes, Jackie and Max were fiances. If you had pressed Max about their relationship, he wouldn’t have told you that, but he might have admitted to being in love with him and begged you not to tell Red yet. Dapper also thought about telling Red once he remembered but ultimately respected Max’s decision to give him space
I would not have let Dapper jump but if no one had been able to talk him down he would have had to be grabbed either by Red coming down to get him or by Anti using the nearby tree to snatch him up and he would have really freaked out then. It was possible for him to have a snap in the last section and send himself, someone else, or several people to different memories
Okay the most important thing I think that happened that almost changed everything was that we literally came SO close to having Dok use JP’s shape-shifting talisman on Blue. I was legit writing up that scene when I got the other ask that was like “Dok you should save it!!” so to clarify why I did that I hope you know I would have let Dok use it if I didn’t have any other plan for the scene or if I thought it would help the scene. If you guys come up with something that will help the characters be okay, I always want to use it, but in this case I felt like I had kind of found a way to make things okay without the necklace, so me choosing to have Dok say “okay, we’ll save it” was me trying to help, not to make it really hard to use the necklace. I would have used it if that anon hadn’t suggested we wait, though, in which case - yes, Blue would have been turned into an animal, Anti would have probably collapsed in the street, Trick would have flipped the hell out, and Red and Max would have had more time to figure things out. It might have helped Red and Max a little, but Dapper would not have had Blue, Anti, or Trick nearby for when he was on the cliff
Now that the chapter’s over we can ramble about whatever so let me know if there’s anything you’re still wondering about from the chapter :) Thanks so much for being here for this, guys, I really appreciate it. I will begin working on compiling the chapter soon so we’ll have it in fic format.
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i am very much enjoying my vague void! it's currently blasting hozier at full volume and that's almost louder than my internal screaming (don't worry, everything is fine, i just saw a spider)
i've never once in my life have followed a recipe correctly. all of my measurements are completely random and whatever happens happens. it is no longer in my hands. whatever eldritch entities exist take the wheel. and i absolutely refuse to spell anything in english without autocorrect because y'all have way too many double letters and random vowel placement
thank you! sadly, i won't have a break right now, because we just had christmas vacations, but the start of the new semester is always pretty chill. and you're absolutely right, i should take up necromancy! the snow and the cold will add to my mysterious vibes. i just need to get a big black cape with a hood to complete the aesthetic
i definitely picture everything above 5'6 feet as the same height. 5'7 and 6'2? the exact same thing. no difference here
how is morepork a real bird name. it's just... more pork? but the bird is magnificent. i completely approve of your first order as bird queen, not that you need approval from mere peasants like me, but it's a great order. ohhh salps look really cool, and it does look a lot like it! when you said boob implant i thought of mermaids and them using salps as boob implants but then i realised wait wouldn't jellyfish be better for that? because of their shape? ignoring their little leggies they're quite boob shaped, no? and then i realised that i was thinking about mermaids and alive boob implants... if i had to think it, you have to read it. i'm sorry
i was sold before but now i'm even more sure that i want to hire you. and I'll make sure to have lactose free cheese for the backflips (unless you want the lactose version? i'm not judging). will the biting of ankles cost extra?
that sounds like a brilliant set-up for a horror movie where they kill off all the children one by one. it's absolutely horrifying. if something like that would've happened to me i would've most likely just passed out. whatever happens afterwards is not my problem. and now i really don't want to know what the hell your leg was caught on because that seems like knowledge that would get me killed
ah so you're a fellow dirt eater? according to my mom my favourite thing to do outside when i was a little kid used to be eating sand. just shovelling handfuls of it into my mouth and crying when my mom made me spit it out. which i refuse to believe. if there are no photos it didn't happen
you warm climate people are starting to make me think that i'm better adjusted to the cold than i thought i am! it's either that or our buildings are better heated. i definitely don't know if anyone else calls hot water bottled hotties but i like it so from now on i'm using it
that's so cute! i was clearly a way more selfish child because when i found any amount of money i just kept it and bought candy as soon as i could. i clearly couldn't save money then and i can't now. we have stores like that (or i'm assuming that they're like that solely based on how they sell lollies) and they used to be my favourite thing because you could get so many lollies for such a small price!! and my mom even used to let me order for myself sometimes so i always felt like a very big girl jsjshsbsjk
also the fact that i can't send pictures on anon is a crime (yes i know why and it's good that that's not possible because can you imagine anons being able to send pictures? oh no is all i have to say about it) but anyways. because i have this one super cursed photo that reminded me of you and now i can't share it :((
duuuuude, sick void bro. sounds like a vibing void. I feel like I haven’t seen a spider in awhile. Other than daddy long legs. But they’re chill. They mind their own business. 
I nearly always follow recipes exactly. My mum is like oh cook this for about 7 minutes? Yeah sure. I’ll take a wild guess. I’m like they say exactly 7 minutes so I’ll set a timer for 7 minutes and start a stopwatch so if it does seem to need more than 7 I can keep an eye on the extra time and be aware of exactly how long it takes me for next time. Other people are like oh let's see I have [lists 5-10 things in their fridge], hmm...oh I know what I could make with that! I’m like I have beans in my freezer because one recipe required them and no other recipes I know how to make do so what am I supposed to do with these now,,, this is stressful,,, basically I barely know how to cook and recipes are the only things saving me in that area. That is entirely fair. Except for the fuck duck, and murder is not the word you want surely, situations, it’s pretty helpful.
Ohhh I see. At least the start is chill! For a little! Before your entire situation spirals out of hand and you’re behind in every class and it’s taken you a whole day to read 10 pages and you’re exhausted and it’s only week 2. Just me? ok. fair. anyway. I want a cloak so bad. One of my uni friends tempted me to class because she said she was wearing a cloak so my depressed ass honest to god dragged myself out of bed and to said class just to see it. It was worth it. They’re incredible. Everyone should own a big cloak for the aesthetic.
I’m glad it isn’t just me hahaha. I can visualise my own height in feet but everything else is just the same size that is a vague amount taller than me, mentally.
It’s also known as the ruru. But the name morepork amuses me. It’s named after the call it makes haha. It does sound like it’s asking for more pork if you know to listen for that. thank u for ur approval, it means a lot, turns out becoming bird queen didn’t ACTUALLY get rid of my anxiety disorder weirdly enough so validation is great! lmaooo. What if the jellyfish stung them tho? At least salps wouldn’t do you dirty like that. The mermaids would just look like there are hundreds of bugs crawling around in their boobs, flesh shifting as they float around. Which is a vibe. If you’re into that. Jellyfish WOULD make a more solid, single, implant, some of them are definitely boob shaped. But that’s kinda boring no one’s gonna be traumatised by that. Salps on the other hand...yeah, that sight will DEFINITELY traumatise someone.
To be PERFECTLY honest I haven’t done a backflip in years but for lactose-free cheese? Dude. I’ll be going back to training. Gonna be the best backflip you’ve ever seen. As long as it’s not Tasty cheese I am content, but lactose free IS better. The biting of ankles will not cost extra, it is a pleasure to be allowed to do that.
Oh it absolutely would be. It’d be very funny if it reached the wider world bc people would probably be like ok but who would send kids into the bush like that,, it’s an odd concept. meanwhile everyone who grew up in nz is gonna be like y’all, you’re not gonna fuckin BELIEVE what i experienced growing up, it’s real dude. On one hand, I feel like murdering kids in a movie is questionable, on the other hand, It exists, so maybe people would be down for it. I feel like it’d be a good concept even if it wasn’t murdery tho. Like psychological horror? I’m not sure if I’m using that category correctly I don’t watch much horror. A kid following the rope but then being shifted into a different horror dimension but they never take the blindfold off because their teachers said not to and they’d probably have to let go of the rope to do it...I feel like this could work super well as a short film. The viewers see everything. The child just knows something is off and no one is coming when they call for help. I am so down for this. I also do not want to know what my leg was caught on. Some things I am better off not knowing.
yes! I am a fellow dirt eater! We had a sandpit at home (that’s a little bold. It was a large plastic shell that my parents filled with sand. technically a sandpit. but not fancy sdflsdkfsdf) but I don’t think I ever tried to eat it. Then again, I possibly did and just don’t remember because there’s no photo evidence of that one. I’d have to ask my parents sdfhsjdfs, I would however fully believe them if they said yes. it’s very characteristic of me. I don’t doubt it for a second. muuuum that’s my emotional support sand don’t make me spit it out smh the disrespect these days.
Oh I’m absolutely terrible even by most people’s standards around here when it comes to cold and hot temperatures. I remember sitting in the sun in my school shirt and school jersey in summer on a blazing day like it’s a bit chilly, isn’t it? Meanwhile my friends were in the shade absolutely dying from the heat. Likewise in winter I’d be shivering, teeth chattering, dying with my long sleeve thermal, my school shirt, my school jersey, my school jacket, my longs, warm socks and sneakers and gloves and school scarf while ppl would be walking around in a shirt and shorts like it’s a bit warm this winter huh? my body didn’t learn how to thermoregulate and it shows. But yeah NZ does also have a reputation for shittily insulated buildings and such. It shows. skhdfsfs if it’s not common use maybe don’t say can i have a hotty to someone without context but otherwise go ahead lmao. it’s a fun shortened version.
I was typically a very good saver, to the point where my extended family started gifting me gift cards and vouchers for Christmas and my birthday because if they just gave me money I’d put it in my bank account to save towards uni once I hit like, 12 years old. Which I think was a smart move. But apparently, I’m supposed to buy myself ‘something nice’ with it. I think I’m still an okay saver but I’m not as strict anymore. I’m aware of how much I can spare and I’m not just like you can never get anything for yourself ever, so I do get lil things for myself sometimes. oooo yay! At least you know what I mean. But yes. They were the gold mine for lollies. Absolutely terrific stores. My mum would be like hey lindsey how about you order? And I’d be like mother, I am 7 years old and I have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder everyone assumes is child shyness why would you think I would want to do that. Instead I will whisper my choices to you. After therapy tho I felt pretty rad for picking my own lollies by myself. I was like 13 at that point but sdfkjhsdf listen I got there in the end.
sdfkjsdfkjhsdf I like that a cursed photo reminded you of me. That’s all I need to hear. Tumblr said no anon dick pics but they also said no anon cursed photos either,,, very sad. for the latter part. the first part thank god. If I could turn on photos on anon I absolutely would just to see this but I don’t think I can :(
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A/N: Hey guys!! I really liked writing this hahaha it’s not as fluffy as how I wanted it to turn out but I really kinda like the plot on this so yeahhhh...anywaysss to the anon, thank you for for all the compliments but you’re too kind😅 The person that stood you up isn’t worth it, love!! There’s someone out there that would be perfect for you, you’ll see☺️ In the meantime, enjoy!
Request: Hey, i just wanted to say i love your blog and i kind of envy your ability to write😅. You are so amazing and so kind to take all the requests that you do. You make so many people smile with your work. You have such an amazing soul. And are an inspiration. I was wondering if you'd be willing to take my request. Just something fluffy. I got stood up for a date, it totally sucks. So i was wondering if you would write something for me with either Bucky or Steve. Please? Its ok if not! Still Love u.
You fell to the ground with a loud thump as you groaned in pain, glaring at the man standing over you. “That hurts.”
“Maybe if you stop whining and start fighting, you may be able to pin me down,” Steve replied simply, crossing his arms over his chest.
You growled before striking your hand out and grabbing onto his ankle, pulling it towards you with full force as you caught him off-guard. He fell onto his back and you immediately straddled him and held his shoulders down. “Maybe if you stop talking you’d have been able to see me strike.”
He clenched his jaw as you stood up and moved back, not breaking eye contact with him as he sat up. You had never really liked the Captain, he was too rigid and always played by the rules which you can’t really stand. However, the feeling was mutual so no one gets hurt.
“You’re getting slow, old man, maybe you should take those classes Stark mentioned for people your age,” you said as Steve stood and walked to the bench with his things, ignoring you. You made a face behind his back and turned around. “Whatever, good training, if that’s what you called training.”
Steve watched as you left, glaring at you before shaking his head. Taking out his phone he saw that he had an email, smiling, he took a seat on the bench as he read it.
Ever since Tony taught him about the internet, he discovered a lot of things and he even met someone through this forum. He started talking to that person and realized that they had a lot in common and decided to exchange emails. It was like having a pen pal but without the letters and pens, or as Tony likes to call e-pen pals.
‘Sorry for the late reply, I just ended my workout. It was pretty fun, how’s your day so far?’ Steve typed as he stood up, hoping she’ll reply soon. This was one of the only things that he really enjoyed doing besides drawing, it felt like he finally found someone who understood him.
Feeling your phone vibrate, you took it out as you reached your room, grinning as you saw the notification. You threw your sweaty towel into the dirty laundry basket as you leaned against the doorframe of your toilet, thinking about what to reply.
You had just met this guy from a forum and he seemed really interesting and the both of you have been talking ever since. You were scared that you were actually developing a crush on someone you have never even met before.
‘It was pretty chill, but I’m starving. I could really go for a burger and of course some pie now :P’ You smiled as you sent it before putting your phone aside and grabbing some clean clothes before stepping into the bathroom.
~
“Hey, Cap,” you called out. “6”
Moving away slightly, you used your thumb to point at the group of knock out HYDRA soldiers that you tied up sitting on the ground behind you.
Steve gave you a look and an exasperated sigh. “It’s not a competition, Y/N.”
“I know it’s not but I’m just saying.” You shrugged, a small smile still tugging on your lips.
“10,” Steve said, and your smile dropped as stepped away, your eyes drifting to the sprawled out soldiers on the ground. “Duck.”
You looked at him. “Wha-”
You immediately ducked as he threw his shield towards you, the sound of it hitting something before it returned to Steve’s arm. Turning back, you saw a soldier on the ground, out cold. You whipped back to glare at him, who shrugged. “11.”
“Are you crazy? You could’ve killed me!” You exclaimed as you threw your hand up in the air.
“I thought you always said you had fast reflexes,” Steve said nonchalantly.
You started trudging forward. “Why you li-”
Tony held you back. “Now, now, let’s not get into any fights.”
You grinded your teeth before shaking Tony off and walking away. “Hmph!”
Steve raised a brow as he saw you stomp off, Tony sighing and gave him a look. “Really, Capsicle?”
He shrugged. “Simple teasing.”
~
After washing up, you flopped onto bed face down and let out a heavy sigh. Sticking your hand out, you reached for your phone on your nightstand. You unlocked your phone and went to email your dear friend.
‘Ugh, I had enough of this coworker of mine, he’s just so annoying,’ you typed and thought about it for a while before adding. ‘I wish I could meet someone like you.’
You put the phone on your stomach as you closed your eyes, waiting for his reply. Within 5 minutes, you felt your phone vibrate.
‘He’s annoying but do you hate him? Because you can’t really be coworkers with someone you hate right?’ He asked, you thought about it and what he said was pretty true.
‘I guess you’re right, I don’t hate him but it doesn’t mean I like him,’ you replied as you turned to lie on your belly, kicking your legs.
‘Haha I wouldn’t say it’s a requirement to like your coworker, I mean I have a coworker I don’t particularly like as well but I have to admit that she is good at what she does.’ You read that message and put your phone down for a while. Well, you guess Steve is good at what he does too. You looked at your phone again as you felt another vibration, feeling your heart skip a beat as you read it.
‘I wish I could meet someone like you too.’ 
You grabbed your pillow as you hugged it tight, rolling around your bed. God, you felt like you were a teenage girl again. Grinning like a mad woman, you replied. ‘Maybe we should meet up, that way we don’t need to meet someone like each other when we can actually meet each other..’
‘Sounds like a plan,,’ He replied. You couldn’t stop smiling as you stared at that message.
‘Shall we meet tomorrow at 7 at the new Italian restaurant downtown?’ You asked, knowing that he likes the simple spaghetti and meatballs.
Steve smiled as he walked down the hallway. ‘Sounds great! I’ll see you then.’
He paused as he heard some weird giggling coming from your room, he made a weirded out face as he shook his head and continued to his room. Good luck to whoever you end up with in the future.
~
You walked towards the restaurant, so much excitement bubbling inside that you felt like you could combust. You wondered how he looked like, because from just the emails, he seemed like the perfect guy.
As you neared the restaurant, you realized a familiar figure standing by the entrance. Steve stood there with fitted black slacks and a snug navy button up with the sleeves rolled up to his elbow.
You frowned and was about to shout at him for being there to ruin your date, when you realized a bouquet of flower in his hand. You froze as you realized that they were your favorite flowers. No. Way.
Steve took his phone out of his pocket and you watched him typed something before your phone vibrated. You continued staring at him as you took your phone out from your clutch, looking down at it.
‘Hey, I’m here already, are you reaching?’
You typed back. ‘I’m here.’
Steve smiled and looked around as he kept his phone, his eyes landing on you. His smile slowly dropped as he looked confused. “Y/N?”
You walked towards him. “Steve.”
“What are you doing here?” Steve asked, still confused.
You sighed as you showed him the emails. “Is this you?”
Steve’s eyes widened as he took your phone. “How did you get this?”
“I didn’t get this, I’m the recipient of your emails,” you explained.
Steve frowned. “You?”
You rolled your eyes and nodded before casting your eyes to the ground. “Well, this wasn’t what I expected.”
“Wasn’t what I expected too,” Steve said as he looked at the bouquet in his hand, scratching his head. He handed the bouquet to you. “I guess this is for you then.”
You looked at him surprised. He shrugged, “well, we did wanted to meet each other so let’s just get to know each other face to face, no more competition, no more fights. If it really doesn’t go back, we’ll go back to normal.”
Thinking about it for a while, you nodded with a small smile. “Seems perfect.”
~
“I can’t believe I ranted to you about, you,” you laughed as both of you walked down the street. Dinner went really well and you were actually having fun.
“At least I’m glad to know you don’t hate me,” Steve chuckled and you grinned at him.
You let out a breath and looked up at the night sky before stopping in your steps, Steve stopping as well to look at you questioningly. You gave him a crooked smile. “I’m sorry.”
Steve turned to face you properly as he walked closer to you. “For?”
You ran your fingers through your hair, looking away. “For everything I guess, you’re a pretty decent guy and I don’t think you deserve some of the things I say about you. I think you do your job really well and you’re really skilled too.”
You stood there awkwardly as you shuffled your feet, Steve still not saying anything. Sneaking a glance at him, you saw him smiling affectionately at you and you felt your face turning warm.
“Thank you, Y/N. I’m sorry too, for everything as well,” Steve said sheepishly. “Especially the time when I almost hit you with my shield.”
Chuckling, you punched him in the arm lightly. “Nah, don’t worry about. But can I tell you one more thing?”
“What is it?” Steve asked as he cocked his head.
You looked away nervously again as you ran you hand through your hair. “I want to be honest, so here goes, I actually kinda developed a little crush on you when we started emailing.”
Steve looked surprised before he laughed lightly as he pulled you into a hug. You stiffened before you slowly wrapped your arms around his waist as he rested his chin on your head.
“You have no idea how bad I wanted to do this when you asked to meet,” Steve said, making you blush as you tightened your hold around him and buried your face in his chest.
You both pulled apart after a while, Steve stepping back. He put his hand out as he smiled at you. “Come on, I know this amazing pie place that’ll just make you drool.”
Looking at his hand, you reached out for it before smiling back at him. “Sounds like a plan, Cap.”
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