#ANYWAY I’m booked in now for Pfizer so Inshallah that works out

[thatgirlwhokeepsreading]

So anyway found out last night that two of my cousins are refusing to get vaccinated and I now understand why my mother has been extremely anxious about the fact that I hadn’t gotten a vaccination appointment until yesterday, but also Ma… Ma please tell me that you knew it was because of a combination of terrible roll-out (which means spots weren’t staying open for long) and ADHD brain and not because… fucken hell Ma please say sike

#me (worried that if I book in for a vaccine I’m not supposed to they’ll just cancel it): okay but I thought the current work from the CHO #*word #was that pre-menopausal women can’t have AZ #mother: the risk is very low!! #me: I was not saying that I personally am uncomfortable with the risk I was saying I thought it wasn’t allowed #mother: the risk is only (some stat) if they offer you AZ you should take it #me: who the fuck do you think I’m turning down AZ appointments from??? #mother: I just think it’s important you get vaccinated #me: yeah same???????? #yeah like I’m only so powerful when it comes to reading subtext and I could not work out for the life of me what the problem was #because never in a million years would I have thought she thought I’d gone antivaxx #like I’m over hear trying to explain that regardless of ethics I find it Extremely Executive Fuction to break a rule on purpose #so like if someone gave me a way to book an AZ appointment I would have trouble doing it bc it would reverse life hack my brain #but then my mother is like but I thought you said you wanted a vaccine #and it’s just like oh god we’re having this argument again where you think that my executive fuction is an expression of my True Beliefs #ANYWAY I’m booked in now for Pfizer so Inshallah that works out #it me