Bro OP HAS TO BE WHITE. My country has a dengue epidemic every year that kills so many people. I've had malaria 3 times as a child and its not fun!!! It can kill you!!! Mosquitos are bad bad bad and OP has to be joking. Right??? Because white people can't possible be that deranged with their animal rights bs, right? Good lord I hope OP never comes to my country because they'd cry if they saw mosquito killing measures that we carry out in summer. (OH WAIT I JUST REALISED, IS OP SAYING ITS DERANGED TO LEAVE A STAIN ON YOUR Wall??? Sorry english isn't my first language!) Anyways have a great day, and I wish you many Leo's in this final week of Ramadan!
the way i didn’t wanna assume they were right but y’all are right…like only a white person would be so obtuse over why ppl hate mosquitos. nd im so sorry to hear abt u getting malaria three times omg :(((( but that proves everyone’s point like thee moment its not an issue for white ppl they can’t imagine it being a problem for them. like regardless of where you live if you have a booming mosquito population the risk of getting something they carry is HIGH. after a really bad hurricane season here we had just a crazy abt of mosquitoes nd saurrrrr many ppl were getting sick from bites nd here u are complaining that they WON’T bite you?????????? itz just tone deaf luv. nd i told adrian it’s fine (even tho i have a bug phobia so i will never get it) to like insects but if you’re really so knowledgable about your little guys 🤪 you’d understand that they aren’t actually harmless lmao. like just use your brain
anyways dw about your englishhhhh you’re fineee. and thank you i hope you have a good day too nd thank you for manifesting today’s deluge of leos like…..you really rained down ramadan blessings upon me…icon!
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WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME???? HERE'S WHAT I HAVE TO SAY
— i've actually never read vivi's works until you linked "assessing the fuckboys behaviour" BUT I'M DEFINITELY GONNA BINGE SOON
— AAA i'm also following this series!!! mai's soso good + this kind of heeseung is one of my favorites <33
— I ALSO FINISHED THIS!! I LOVED IT it's so funny and i've reread it twice bc of the humor,,
— OKAY SO I READ THIS WHEN U RECOMMENDED IT and holy shit i love it??? it's so fluffy and this fic justifies my headcanon that jungwon is a cute school boy who likes to give you gifts <3 two fics i absolutely love that include a similar kind of jungwon are "new year at a flower shop" by giyyuzz and "the dirty laundry blessing" by moonsluvr! not sure if you've read these hehe
— whew oh god blue birthday... alright HERE WE GO. this made me feel so much emotions in 10 minutes i do not know what to say except that i cant see properly because my eyes are swollen and you are to blame for this. why did i read angst. on my period. I GUESS IT MAKES THE EXPERIENCE BETTER??? man i shouldve prepared ice cream because i DID NOT think that this would be that sad. IM SO GLAD ITS A HAPPT ENDING BECAUSE IF IT WASNT i would be crying myself to sleep and writing this ask the next day. i might also write a long ass rant on why that fic should go to jail or something. IT'S REALLY GOOD i'll definitely read it again when i wanna cry a lot </3
— I'LL BE READING THE LAST ONE LATER SINCE I NEED TO EMOTIONALLY RECOVER FROM THAT JUNGWON FIC (see: above)
i am.. not that sorry that this ask ended up this long 😭 I SWEAR if i wasn't such an emotional person THIS WOULDVE BEEN SHORTER but this is who i am 😔 ANYWAYS my fingers hurt from typing but THANK U MIRAI FOR RECOMMENDING ME THESE AMAZING WORKS,,, i suggest you get a laywer because i am suing you for emotional damage
BABYYY UR BACK !!!
VIVS SMUTS ARE AMAZING AND HER CINCEPTD ARE SWOON WORTHY,, she brings out the dom inside me🤩
yes !!! truthfully JUNGWON is best school noy material all fics written abt him are so cute and adorable and fluffy ¥")@[\
AND BLUE BIRTHDAY OML,, I KNEW YOU WOULD LIKE IT. that fic literally had me in TEARS (NOT EVEN JOKING)
I've actually read dirty laundry blessing BUT I HAVENT READ THE OTHER ONE SO ILL BE CHECKING THAT OUT LATER ON AND ILL TELL U ALL ABT IT<33
ALSO I'll just answer ur other ask here CAUSE LMFAO I DIDNT KNOW TOO SORRY VIV
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I recently got back to reading fics after a LONG period of life just not letting me (almost a whole year of not being able to read fics, watch my fav series just cause i was so tiered hah🥲). Wanted to reread some of my favorite works, many of which were from you (lost & found in oblivion, that highschool neighbor Au and a few others.. forgot the Titels im sorry !!) and i saw that they were all in a hidden collection, and LUCKILY not deleted i think i might actually cry if you deleted any of your works..
I dont know why you did that but ofc i Respect your decision and if you want to keep it like that forever then do what you think is best !! I saw that it might have sth to do with you wanting your Bh fics to also get appreciation? Either way, im ofc gonna read the fics you still have up (and i actually have already read Divinely Blessed in the past haha!).
Just want you to know that i really appreciate you as an author, and i apologize that you have to read all that i wrote😅
My questions would be, do you think youre ever going to put your other works up again? Or at least some of them? Because i GENUENLY love your works, and some of them also became my comfort fics and shit.. I LOVED 'truth would be' and that one fic where H and L go on a road Trip? I really cant remember the names of some haha
And i saw that i can 'join' the collection, do you accept these applications? Is that even possible idk how that works. I just wanna read my comfort fics again!!
But its obviously okay if youre not comfortable with that.
Anyway, sorry u had to read all that again, and i honestly dont care abt who bottoms and who doesn’t, wouldn’t even be mad if you reposted the hidden fics with their names Switched, i just LOVE your writing, and i really hope youre not hiding your talent forever!
Dear anon,
Wow, that was a long message! And you remembered all of the fics names too 😆 that's impressive! Well, thank you for saying that they are your comfort fics! And yes I'm not deleting them just hiding them for now. I won't make them available any time soon though I'm really sorry... I'm hiding them because I hope to be more known for my new fics and not for the old ones. I don't really want people to know me for my old fics you know... And I won't ever switch the names 😂 it doesn't work that way! I wrote those old fics because that was how I picture everything however I no longer see those characters in that light, that's why I can't really stand them... sorry my babies...
Thanks again for this message, maybe one day in the future I'll make them available again, one day when I feel I love those fics again I will! For now you can read the new ones and although you might not like them as much, they are written with love!
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HEY HEY HEYYYYY
I’m back only to be blessed by 2 (TWOOOOOOOO) FICS PHEW WHAT HAVE I DONE TO BE BLESSED LIKE THIS
Also omg all the concert vids have me going INSANE esp with Saviour like LORD CHRIST ALMIGHTY THAT WAS THE ONE SONG THAT I HAD TO HAVE ON THE SETLIST OR I WOULD’VE DIED FR
I really hope that they come to my area for the tour esp since Sunwoo said that they weren’t sure if they’re going to do a tour next year 😭 and then Sangyeon will be enlisting soon too (not SOON soon ik but still somewhat soon 😭) so I really hope I can see an OT11 concert before then 🥹
And hopefully you’ll be able to see them too! So we can scream abt the concerts together hehehe 🤭
Also! The Hyunjae fic was TOOOOOOOOO GOOD PHEW had me tugging at my heartstrings and screaming at Hyunjae to stop being oblivious but it *is* a bad habit for us virgos 😔💔 and the confession scene AHHHHHHHH the whole fic kinda felt like an early 2000s romcom aka the BEST era for romcoms and I ate it up SCRUMPTIOUSLY such a sweet ending the the main/bigger fic section of the series and I really can’t wait to see the rest but please take your time and there’s no rush as I also saw that you’ve been feeling stressed irl so please take a break if you need to! I’m sure we’ll all be waiting patiently for your return to writing and your mental health is top priority so please always take care of yourself first! 🥺🫶
THE MOST RECENT CHANGMIN FIC THO WOAH. So what if I was giggling and kicking my legs 🙄 Changmin’s duality is what has me going insane man 😤 and I always appreciate the love-hate banter hehe e2l is my guilty pleasure what can I say 😵💫
All in all, I’m always happy to log back into tumblr and go straight to your blog to check for any updates and just your regular posts bc I find you to be v funny and just like me fr 😭💖 but please take care of yourself and do what you have to do! You got this! *virtual kiss and hug hehe*
P.s. I did the quiz and I got Chanhee! I did cry cause he’s just saur… saur sweetie I love him sm TT
- Love, 🌷 anon
OMG TULIP HI LOVEY !!!
PLS IM SO KSNFKD i've been hard avoiding concert clips bc i get fomo low-key 😔 i will watch them soon tho trust !! BUT ALSP THE FACT THAT THEY PERFORMED SAVIOR SKFNSKFN KILL ME NOW IM NOT READY I AM NOT PREPARED RED ALERT RED ALERT—
DKCNKE PLS SANGYEON ENLISTING I CANT EVEN IMAGINE like i just realized how many of the groups i stan haven't gone to the military yet and that's gonna be so odd, but i do hope i get to see them before they go (_ _;) if they come to my city/cities and if i can afford it and find people to go with too :') OMG BUT I HOPE U GET TO GO SKCNKDFN CUZ IF I DONT U CAN TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT :'))))
AHAHHAHAAH IM CRYING NOT THE US VIRGOS BIT 😭😭😭 waiiiiit a min—thats such a big compliment that it feels like a 2000s romcom 😭😭😭 i actually am so stoked that u think that ahhhhhsjjcjd yeah im taking my time w them :') writing's been slow for me lately, and mental health has not been at its best but im tryna pull thru!! the past couple of days have def been a lot better which is why i've been so active, but im def always feeling like im just waiting for the ball to drop ;-;
ANYWAYS yes the uh,,, haha changmin fic 🤡 i had the beginning of it just sitting in my docs and i finally got to finishing it on the plane, so there it is 🤡 PLS HIS DUALITY MAKES ME SWERVE TO HIM SO HARD ITS RIDICULOUS and honestly i LOOOOOVE writing banter like that for him and his character(s) like that's what brings me absolute delight in writing 🤌🏻
PLS U FLATTER ME SO (ノ´∀`*) im not often told that im funny so thank u :')) ig we just vibe like that then !! HUGS AND KISSES AND GOLD STARS FOR U MWAH MWAH
(omg chanhee 🥺 congrats !!! thanks for taking the quiz teehee)
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good morning (or day), lovie!! hope you read it in the morning bc well... the 3 hours difference. truly, you shouldnt be worried about receiving my messages earlier but rather about receiving them later.. i usually answer you before going to sleep. actually, you shouldnt be worried at all yk.
'just say yes even tho you dont know him' i know him!! i learnt whos he bc of your fics!! actually, it reminds me of my cat. her name was busya which is a short name of the word means 'the bead'. but yeah, this kitty looks like that guy hdjfsk
'i felt like i was the main character' lol its amusing how THAT labour made you feel. but valid. anything you feel is ok. when i do this kind of work, i just feel irritated. (there was a big story about men being disappointment) hope you got some rest after that! and hope you still like the way you performed. i know you did your best.
'ITS SO FUNNY YOU CALL CATS WITH KISKIS' we just want some kisses from these cute monsters are we wrong for this?
'you can be my muning mingming kitty kitty cat cat' my honour, catmom!! my star hour! meow meow!! thank u!!
in russian we say 'kwa or kwak' for the frogs' sounds. it's more like your variant and i think the truth is somewhere in between? for me frogs sound more like 'kwoa' or even 'qua'. but ribbit?? wtf guys??
'WE CAN CALL IT WFAL' it sounds so ridiculous TT no really but i cant send too long messages and its title is pretty long yk.
'i love how passionate you are to vocabulary and language' no but really!! i actually curse a lot in real life. i've always been that 'smart kid' whos now burnt out and an a-marks-only student (idk how they call it). so people expect me to speak like a noble lady? its such a great number of such expressive words. why hate them for just being bad (i'm not trying to convince you cursing isn't ugly. you can think of it whatever you do. i just got carried away again TT). in general, words are only instruments to communicate with, so their meaning only depends on how a speaking person sees them. anyway, do you want me to stop cursing in the messages?
'I HOPE YOURE NOT SENDING ME MESSAGES IN EARLY-LATE HOURS' it's 5:01 in where i live. and now yk you're +3 h for me so...
'when he dies im like, u deserved it tho' god bless your nerves and god bless him. happy for you, though. and hes sexy.
'this is him he likes literature i think you’d like him' nah i dont like literature that much (sometimes i hate it) and he's not my type. but i'm happy for your luckiness!
'I WILL KEEP LEVELING HIM UP BECAUSE I LOVE HIM' omg puppy boys TT puppy boys are cute. good luck for you both!!
alhaitham poor boy... hope he'll improve and will be good for you.
oh i love diluc too!! i dont know him but 1) his face doesnt annoy me (im judgemental if you remember) 2) i love how people headcanon him. so hope he behaves good for you.
good luck to bad luck (HAH am i funy mom) bennet. it's good you like hanging out with him, i believe your words. waiting for the girls!!
'you wanna talk about it?' not really, just wanted to share my feelings.
'i dont care about what people think about what i read' nah i'm not judging. as long as it doesnt concern me idc what you write or read. just said what i feel abt it all.
i watched helluva boss in 2 days and i'm satisfied. it's good. got my approval. hell theme is still somewhat fresh and it also gives so many ways to interpret it.
'youre talking about that fic i reblogged right?' YEAH dhdjdj big brains get the hints. WOULD YOU BE SURPRISED if i said i also sent that author an ask about sugar daddy daemon after reading the other hcs about sugar daddy aegon, aemond and jace...
yeah im better with my fever but still exhausted and my nose is stuffy TT every time i dont feel well the first thing to happen is my nose being stuffed *lots of angry emojis but also crying bc it hurts*.
hope you do better!! how are the classes? how do you feel? whats the weather like? do you plan anything for today/sunday? love you! take care <з
hello my muning <3 T_T. i had your message on my browser but i kept doing different things LOL
LOOK AT THIS FLOOF
hope you read it in the morning bc well... the 3 hours difference. truly, you shouldnt be worried about receiving my messages earlier but rather about receiving them later..
T_T i did not read this in the morning. I saw it in the morning but again i kept getting distracted. I DID MAKE A COVER THOUGH AND IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF I SOUND SO GOOD BUT IDK I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH YOU BUT JUST WITH YOU
ok i found a solution im going to answer your ask privately for this one (: nvm theres not an option to answer privately because ur on anon T_T anyway its fine
i usually answer you before going to sleep. actually, you shouldnt be worried at all yk.
ok i wont be worried then i trust u
'just say yes even tho you dont know him' i know him!! i learnt whos he bc of your fics!! actually, it reminds me of my cat. her name was busya which is a short name of the word means 'the bead'. but yeah, this kitty looks like that guy hdjfsk
i figured you knew him cos of my fics but not really since that's all u know HAHHAH i mean unless you read a bunch of them then sequentially got an idea of what his character is, at least how i perceive him. BUSYA T_T so cute kitty a pretty black cat <3 im luv
'i felt like i was the main character' lol its amusing how THAT labour made you feel. but valid. anything you feel is ok. when i do this kind of work, i just feel irritated. (there was a big story about men being disappointment) hope you got some rest after that! and hope you still like the way you performed. i know you did your best.
i didnt perform at all lolol i hope i can next time we set up. some of my classmates got to perform. the labor made me feel like the main character because we were setting up the stage! and it was in the middle (ok not middle but you feel me) of the cafeteria and the performace was peak lunch time so we were setting up and everyone was looking (well i mean not AT me but at what we were doing collectively as a class) but still i felt like the main character cos im always hot when i go to school <3 🤩😌💅
lol everyones different if you feel irritated doing manual labor then that means manual labor is just not for you ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk i think i get it from my dad i feel kind of like a sense of purpose when i build things kinda. i mean it was tiring but fun HAHAHHAH OH OMG I FORGOT TO TELL YOU THE BEST PART WE GOT 2 FREE MEALS HAHAHHAHHAHAH SLLLAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY i ate so much and then bought myself a donut
NOM NOM I LOVE FOOD
'ITS SO FUNNY YOU CALL CATS WITH KISKIS' we just want some kisses from these cute monsters are we wrong for this?
not at all. i now think russian is the superior language because of this 😔✊ english could never (although its ironic i think its superior because kiskis sound like kiss kiss which is english AHAHHAHAH)
'you can be my muning mingming kitty kitty cat cat' my honour, catmom!! my star hour! meow meow!! thank u!!
MEOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
omg look at this cat i found on pinterest
T_T WHY MY BABY BUILT LIKE THAT GIGA CHAD? IM - CRYING WHYYYYY ITS SO FUNNY BUT ALSO I FEEL BADDDDDDD T_T
in russian we say 'kwa or kwak' for the frogs' sounds. it's more like your variant and i think the truth is somewhere in between? for me frogs sound more like 'kwoa' or even 'qua'. but ribbit?? wtf guys??
T_T CRYING KWA KWAK KWOA QUA ARE ALL SO CUTE FOR LITTLE WIBBIT FRAWGS T_T
yeah ribbit is like ?????????? but nah russian fr superior for this too. since russian frog sounds and filipino frogs sounds are similar, maybe that means russians are secretly filipino and filipinos are secretly russian
'WE CAN CALL IT WFAL' it sounds so ridiculous TT no really but i cant send too long messages and its title is pretty long yk.
HAHAHAH THE TITLE IS LONG BLAME IT ON FALL OUT BOY I GOT NAMING THINGS LONG FROM THEM AHHHAHHAAH i love making obnoxiously long titles HAHAHAH
'i love how passionate you are to vocabulary and language' no but really!! i actually curse a lot in real life. i've always been that 'smart kid' whos now burnt out and an a-marks-only student (idk how they call it). so people expect me to speak like a noble lady? its such a great number of such expressive words. why hate them for just being bad (i'm not trying to convince you cursing isn't ugly. you can think of it whatever you do. i just got carried away again TT). in general, words are only instruments to communicate with, so their meaning only depends on how a speaking person sees them. anyway, do you want me to stop cursing in the messages?
honestly i dont think youve ever cursed in any of our messages yet so the fact ur telling me you curse a lot irl is pretty wow to me AHAHH. its funny how youre advocating for curse words HAHAHH i mean its pretty obvious to me that youre a smart person, but as a fellow smart person, i know that that doesnt mean youre like this soft spoken noble person LOL in fact it would make more sense if its opposite.
anyway i believe in the power of words and we manifest what we speak so i think its only natural to assume that if you speak a lot of curses you are manifesting that and i dont want that. also The words of a man's mouth are deep waters. i dont want my waters to be murky and gross ew. 👎 L
'I HOPE YOURE NOT SENDING ME MESSAGES IN EARLY-LATE HOURS' it's 5:01 in where i live. and now yk you're +3 h for me so...
T_T sleep better T_T
'when he dies im like, u deserved it tho' god bless your nerves and god bless him. happy for you, though. and hes sexy.
HAHAHH T_T justice for zhongli T_T
'this is him he likes literature i think you’d like him' nah i dont like literature that much (sometimes i hate it) and he's not my type. but i'm happy for your luckiness!
i audibly gasped when you said he wasnt your type. T_T also you hate literature? ?????? SCAMMER DOES THAT MEAN YOU JUST LOVE ME???? in that case T_T im luv u
'I WILL KEEP LEVELING HIM UP BECAUSE I LOVE HIM' omg puppy boys TT puppy boys are cute. good luck for you both!!
so true im luv him T_T
alhaitham poor boy... hope he'll improve and will be good for you.
me too. his dialogue is giving know it all so if he keeps dying on me im going to put him on my hitlist HAHAHH
oh i love diluc too!! i dont know him but 1) his face doesnt annoy me (im judgemental if you remember) 2) i love how people headcanon him. so hope he behaves good for you.
i cry for diluc im luv him i havent played his plotline yet so T_T but he's so emo if i got it right and HAHAAHAH HIS FACE DOESNT ANNOY YOU DANG AHHAHAHAHH SLAY DILUC THE PRETTIES BOY EVAH HAHAAHHA
good luck to bad luck (HAH am i funy mom) bennet. it's good you like hanging out with him, i believe your words.
i love bennet T_T i dont play him as much as i used to know because i have diluc now but i still love him <3 you are .000001 funny HAHAHHA ok ok like 1/2 funny HAHAH
waiting for the girls!!
ok i literally oppened genshin for this AHAAH
ok this is lisa. she used to be my fave i kinda grew out of her but im starting to fall in love with her again she op <3 also her general character is such a vibe AHHAAH
this is xiangling. i remember using her for the first and her level was pretty low compared to my other characters but she sLAYED regardless and i have no idea to play this game anyway so my characters are all weak (according to my brothers who play 'optimally') so yeah theres that but i love her cos she shooq me with her debut in my account
this is jean she is the general of the mondstat ting thing i havent played in so long i forgot NVM KNIGHTS OF FAVONIUS and she a boss shes one of my strongest characters /: cos everytime i wish on the banner thing to get characters i keep getting her (so i secretly hate her) but i love her she heals me and carries me and im so sorry i dont hate you my love im just T_T i dont value you because i have you T_T im so sorry jean m love
I KEEP FORGETTING TO TALK ABOUT THE CAT I STOOD THER TO SHOW YOU THE CAT IN GAME LOOK AT THE KITTY HAHAH i focused more on the cat then showing the character HAHAAHH i have to keep adjusting the camera because the dialogue option keeps appearing and ///: its annoying.
anyway this is yelan she's also op because like xiangling i played her though she was low level and she still ate more so now that ive been able to level her up a bit
anyway since i told you about the dialogue thing whatever its there now but its not even for that cat you cant talk to this cat T_T this is sayu she sleepy 24/7 and i love her for that she is my child idk i just like her cos shes such a mood and a child lol AHHAHAHAHAH she is my child i love her shes also a REALLY strong child and so adorable when she runs. i wanted another character thats a child, her name is klee, but i didnt get her so when i got sayu i was so happy
this is amber. i used to hate her T_T idk cos she was weak but then she got annoying ???? but now i love her cos i realized she was weak cos i was weak im so sorry baby hAHAAHAHHAH
this is xinyan, my bro says people hate her cos shes like a useless character in all senses but i love her cos shes a musician <3 like me HAHAHAH shes pretty weak tho so i dont use her much HAHAHAHHAHAH
lastly noelle my first beloved
i love how it took me so long to do this its morning in the game again HAHHHAHAAHh anyway i dont use noelle anymore because i have zhongli and his shield is way better than hers but she was the first person that protected me (tbh i didnt even know it AHHHAHHA i was just using her cos she was pretty man fr i have no idea how to play this game im just going with vibes and aesthetics AHAHHA) and yeah and shes a real mvp for that.
'you wanna talk about it?' not really, just wanted to share my feelings.
ok then <3
'i dont care about what people think about what i read' nah i'm not judging. as long as it doesnt concern me idc what you write or read. just said what i feel abt it all.
HAHHAHHHAHHAHAH ok
i watched helluva boss in 2 days and i'm satisfied. it's good. got my approval. hell theme is still somewhat fresh and it also gives so many ways to interpret it.
hell theme is fresh AHAHHAH babes maybe its fresh to you but works like dante's inferno exists AHHHAHAHHA (im not tryna be a know it all it's genuinely just funny to me HAHHHA)
'youre talking about that fic i reblogged right?' YEAH dhdjdj big brains get the hints. WOULD YOU BE SURPRISED if i said i also sent that author an ask about sugar daddy daemon after reading the other hcs about sugar daddy aegon, aemond and jace...
THEY HAVE OTHER SUGAR DADDIES AHSF:ASHFFH:ASFHAHF OMWWWWW HAHHHAAH. im not surprised at all. you seem to be the type to send asks. idk theres something about the idea of sending an ask that makes me anxious so yeah i rarely send asks but i have been sending more as of late because of my beautiful lovelies
yeah im better with my fever but still exhausted and my nose is stuffy TT every time i dont feel well the first thing to happen is my nose being stuffed *lots of angry emojis but also crying bc it hurts*.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 i hope you feel better completely baby T_T i know how annoying it is to have a stuffy nose cos when that happens to me it takes so long to go away and im allergic to dust so T_T RIP
hope you do better!! how are the classes? how do you feel? whats the weather like? do you plan anything for today/sunday? love you! take care <з
i feel kinda sleep rn HASHFAS ITS 10 pm now Hhlashfdlasfh ahfalsfsa the weather is cold but ur russian so you probably would slap me and say YOU THINK THAT COLD HAHHAHHHA but yeah. i have assignments i will do tomorrow i have to watch a movie /: and im too lazy to do it but ill do it tomorrow rip. thats my plans on sunday so yeah
i love you <3
i was planning to write for wafl today but im too lazy. cant it just aslha/sf write itself T_T SO LAME FOR THAT
xxx
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yza <3 im so sorry for vanishing like that 😭 my phone's not doing well so it's hard to open tumblr. all the gif posts hang my phone and kick me out of the app 😭 i missed you sm
darling is so cute i love it really, the choreo is even cuter 😭 them hips wiggling shua and woozi do it the best i'm obsessed!!
the song is nice like it's not wow kind but still very cute and enjoyabe ( AND IU'S VERSION OF IT? GOD BLESS I LOVED THAT ) how was the overall cb for you? <3
from the solo trailers till the music show promo end, i enjoyed everything. so nice to see boys perform infront of carats 🥺
the way this was everyone's era <3 all of them shined equally in performances, songs etc the nose ring. anyway- hdjfdk 💀 okay but i genuinely meant when i said this was really everyone's era 😭😭 i swear
the songs are great too! i love them (except maybe ash jdjdkd) im so so obsessed with don quixote (and wonu co-wrote it 😭)
don quixote, 'bout you, hot, if you leave me, shadow, domino, march. i liked them all but this my current ranking hddjdj
if you leave me's lyric are so 💔🥺. wish they performed it or don quixote on dingo music </3
the music video is so fking cool tho? and watching pd's (the form of therapy youtube channel's) review i got to appreciate it even more
ALSO ALSO OH MY GOD 😭💔 STILL CRYING ABOUT IT, GOT7 ALBUM OH GOD 😭 they really did that im so so happy for them and proud yza 😭 not only did they come back, they came back with a banger 🔥 hopefully ppl will stop asking them about d*sbandnent. how was the experience for you?
we're not only infjs but also birthday month twins _+$+$($) love that for us honestly!
i'm doing good except i need some new gadgets dhjdkd i hope you're doing well 🥺💚💙 i missed you so much, take care yza 🥺 thank you for hanging out with me even tho i keep vanishing, will try to not vanish 😭😭😭
mA CHERIEEEEEEE <3 HIIIIIIIIIIIIII 🥺
I MISSED U SM??????????????????? + omg no need to be sorry at all >:( also i relate sm JKHSDFJHKFDS my old ass phone crashes on every single app atp
PLEASE???????????????????? when i saw that part i just about fainted 😭 jihoon's rarely cute but when he's doing cute things... pain... REAL pain
ALSO AGREED W MY WHOLE CHEST?????????????? thats exactly how i described darling to my friends too dsjfdsjkfh she's not bad, and she has really served her purpose she's just not titty dropping yk <3 also sumn abt songs of this genre suit iu sm!!!!!! it sounds even more light when she sings it its v enjoyable. I LOOOVE what the boys have been doing, ion think i've ever been this overwhelmed with content tbh JDSFHJSDFSD but i'm not able to maximize it bc they always have cbs during finals season for me djfhsdkjfh but i can always catch up its nbd <3 how about uuu?
i was just gonna ask how u were finding this cb + ur rankings for the songs since i usually reply paragraph per paragraph without reading the whole thing yet AND I LOVE HOW U JUST MENTIONED EM DSJFHSDJKFH
AND SO TRUE???????????????? i really love how everyone had a chance to shine, esp members who dont get as much attention as the others (china line, dino). NOT THE WONWOORIDEUL JUMPING OUT???????????????????? 😭😭😭 i am surrounded by wonu girlies huh
also sOO valid of u <3 ash really isnt for everyone (esp w the amt of autotune and just… heavy semi-4th gen style in it), but she is my baby 🤩 (bc of the jihoon and ww chorus tbh) ALSO LOVE HOW BOUT YOU RANKS SO HIGH???
i bet thats another crier during cons....... its gonna make its smile flower moment tbh
AND YEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! especially love the aspect ratio changes + 3d illusions that is sooo fucking hard to do and takes sm time... not to mention the transitions and illustrations on there??????? and omg so many people have been watching that vid maybe i should too 👁
AND I KNOW????????????? PLEASE, NOW EVERYONE WANTS TO PULL A GOT7 AFTER VIRTUALLY SHITTING ON THEM THEIR WHOLE CAREER 😭 it really is next to impossible and i respect them sm for even pulling it off (+ jb doing all that fucking paperwork??? mustve been literal hell) its SUUUCH a different experience too when u just love a group who u can just TELL loves e/o vm. AND I HAVENT SEEN BIRDIEBLR THAT ALIVE IN YEARS???????????????? we got more content than we have in their whole career in that 1 week tbh (also just in general after they left jype lmfao)
PLS??????????????? matchy matchy 😋
mood tbh 😭 manifesting those new gadgets for us </3 AND NOOOOOOO, i dont mind at all tbh. didnt even get a tiny bit upset bc i totally understand <3 and if its any comfort to u i have unintentionally disappeared from my friends for a month just last month JKDFHJSDFHS AND THESE ARE MY IRL CHILDHOOD BESTIES I’D RIDE OR DIE FOR 😭😭😭 also worst yza moment i disappeared on them irl for 2 years with no explanation i am the absolute WORST JKFDHJD SO PLSSSSSSS!! don’t feel bad at all i def get what u mean <3 i’m grateful u even spend time w me!! that being said ty for hanging out w me and i hope the rest of ur day/week is very sexie <3 MWAH
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u mentioned only reading kripke era fic do you have a reclist 👀👀👀and if not could you link some of ur faves cuz the stuff that gets circulated the most right now is all like late late seasons fic and kripke era is my favorite too but im having trouble finding that many fics for it or even seasons 6-10 era which im fine with also. its just that like. the last five seasons were so bad that it makes fic generally worse too because people have to jump off of just Thee stupidest plot choices no matter how good their prose skills might be. but anyway yea if u have recs that would be awesome :)
hi anon i was thinking abt making a reclist and u just gave me the perfect excuse thank u
jess adamilligan’s kripke era fic recs
from making this ive learned that i never bookmark ANYTHING. sorry all of these r like….. 10k and under. i DO read longer fic but i don’t have any kripke era longfics bookmarked & tbh i prefer short oneshots
season one gen
disclaimer because it’s unfortunately needed: NONE of these are w*ncest! they’re all completely tagged as gen and i did not read them with the intent of consuming ship content.
Coaster Park by fogsrollingin, 10.4k, G, gen
Coaster Park had been experiencing an unusually high frequency of technical difficulties. Dean wouldn't have pulled a shift treating nauseated, heat-stroked, or dehydrated park-goers for that if he could've helped it, but when 'technical difficulties' were accompanied by rumors of things moving and stopping on their own in front of the operators' eyes, Dean had to throw down.
No historical tragedies or disasters in the area, ectoplasm, or EMF. Dean's only lead was a battered-looking kid that'd been coming to the park every day since it'd all started.
really interesting au fic! slightly ‘it’s a terrible life’. dean winchester is a hunter/EMT and sam wesson is a college kid destined to die on a roller coaster ride.
two basic motivating forces by sahwen, 7.8k, T, gen
He can’t cry, it’s not allowed; even as a child he was hushed into silence, whether his tears were from a long car ride or a late night or a raging fever. It’s never been an option, it’s never been an available outlet, and it’s not about to start being one just because he’s having an emotional breakdown on the bathroom floor.
Sam isn't only afraid of clowns.
BIG emetophobia tw (both for graphic depictions of nausea/vomiting and for the fact that this fic is about sam suffering from emetophobia) for this one but it’s my favorite sickfic. portrays anxiety over getting sick really well and is a fascinating examination of the different ways that sam’s fear of loss of control can manifest itself. also has lovely brothers content <3
Let’s Start at the Very Beginning (Remix of Just as Easy as 123) by nwspaprtaxis, 4k, T, gen
Dean’s functionally illiterate and Sam’s determined to remedy it...
PLEASE READ THIS ONE god it’s so sweet. dean never learned how to read properly due to his nomadic childhood and sam teaches him how.
dean/cas
Broadway Musical by Griftings, 9k, M, m/m
This is the day that marked the Holy and Blessed Union of Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle.
The merging of prominent bloodlines is always a grand occurrence, but breeding pedigree hunter families like Winchester and Harvelle is something to be rejoiced. It is also something to be meticulously planned, which thankfully the Host is very good at.
Or, the romantic comedy where Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle are destined to get married, Castiel is given the task of playing matchmaker and fails terribly, the entire Heavenly Host becomes a sitcom audience, God warns against male pregnancy, and Jimmy Novak is incredibly unimpressed with angels in general.
somewhat of a fandom classic and the humor holds up wonderfully. a very silly fic completed with commentary from angel radio throughout the entire thing.
Sappiest Season by dollsome, 2.7k, G, m/m
In which Dean and Cas have to stop an evil Christmas tree (like you do), and it requires a little fake couple action.
hilarious little s5ish fic. one of the first i read when getting back into spn. i don’t want to spoil anything but this is my favorite pick me up and i still giggle randomly whenever i think about it
The (Mostly Accidental) Courtship of Dean Winchester by tuesday
Angelic marriage rites were never intended to go quite like this.
another fandom classic. ik this one is recced a lot but how could i NOT include it. dean and cas get married (mostly by accident) and they’re huge cunts about it
the one thing in the galaxy god didn't have his eyes on by prufrock, 2.4k, T, gen + m/m
“Wait,” Dean says. “Let me get this right. You can fly, right—you can teleport—but you can’t drive a car?”
or, after the events of S5E03 "Free to Be You and Me," Dean teaches Cas to drive. Cas finds it stressful
im always a sucker for a good ftbyam fic. also i can’t drive so. resonation
So Says The Sword by komodobits, 85k, E, m/m
The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’
Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.
NO introduction neede. i think everyone on spntumblr has read this already but still. if you haven’t then i am demanding that you read it NOW. tbh i’m just adding this one so that i have at least one long fic here 😭
the weight by @myaimistrue, 3.5k, T, gen + m/m
“Do you…” Bobby sighs. “Listen, Dean, do you have something you wanna tell me?”
It’s the conversational equivalent of being punched in the stomach.
Or, Dean works through some things with Bobby's help.
WHEN I SAW THE USERNAME I GASPED I HAD NO IDEA THIS WAS U. anyway i Love coming out fics idk why i just do. the world is ending and dean comes out to bobby
canticles by 2street2car, 10.3k, T, m/m
“But you know something? If I couldn’t get you laid, at least I gave you a good first date.”
feat: footsies at a Ruby Tuesday, stargazing, the recreation of an iconic "Dirty Dancing" scene (no, not that one—the other one), and practicing for When You're With A Girl.
another ftbyam fic that skepticalfrog (i believe?) recommended a while back. made me feel at least 28 new emotions
Epilogue by JayneL, 28k, E, m/m
Bobby is here, swearing somewhere above and behind him; and Dean is here, talking about 2014 like it's a foreign country; and Sam is here, and is not Lucifer. Which means-- Bobby is here, swearing somewhere above and behind him; and Dean is here, talking about 2014 like it's a foreign country; and Sam is here, and is not Lucifer. Which means--
Cas is no longer when he was. Lucifer sent him back.
Coda to 'The End'.
2014 cas gets sent back to 2009, feelings ensue etc. i don’t remember all the details of this one bc it’s been a while but it’s really good
bonus
currently reading
Fragile As We Lie by perilously, 11k, E, f/f
Dragging Bela Talbot out of perdition isn't so much a decision as it is a frantic choice based on gut instinct. Her soul is bright, if fractured, and Anna yearns to do good again after the perversion of free will that immediately preceded her death.
Bela's no ordinary human, though; she's prickly and damaged and beautiful, and Anna doesn't want to leave her side. So maybe they can figure out how to navigate post-resurrection, post-Apocalypse-that-wasn't Earth together.
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Hallo, i hope you are alright and that my ask aren’t annoying but I wanted to ask do you have any c!puffy headcannons? —🤡
YOURE NOT ANNOYING AT ALL !!! NEVER THINK THAT ILU VERY MUCH. MUAH /p
as for c!puffy headcanons, i am not the best person to ever organize their thoughts properly but ill try my best >:’D
ahaha. this got. super complex and way too long and more of like an introspective study to puffy now instead of harmless fun headcanons so, uh. under read more <3 (also reminder this is all /rp and /dsmp)
* i like to think that she has a hero complex, but its a bit different since she never really sees herself as an ‘important’ part of the story, not the main character but a support one, hence ‘im fine with being the side character’ or how she’s said she doesnt care what happens to her and would gladly sacrifice(?) herself if there werent other people she had to protect. girl u need therapy urself <3
* though very open with how she feels and never afraid to say when someone/something is upsetting her, ‘opening up’ is still a whole mountain climb for her, apparently. like, she’d rant about the egg, get mad at the eggpire, let off some steam by committing arson or exploding stuff, she’ll rarely ever talk about how much the stuff that upset her actually HURT her. does that make sense? LIKE, she’ll lash out, she’ll get mad, she’ll take NO SHIT thrown at her face, but to show the kinda vulnerability of dealing with that? to cry about it talk about those feelings with someone? I think she’d rather eat her own foot lol
* adding onto the thing above, she doesnt necessarily actually realize this about herself. less of actively doing it and rather growing... used to the ‘cycle of violence’ in the smp as they call it. and the fact that rarely have people really asked, that no one’s actually available for that, w her losing her closest friends, bad and ant, sam being busy w the warden stuff... and niki. yeah. there’s foolish, but i doubt she’d ever see venting to someone she considers her son appealing
* also. puffy is just sometimes... really bad at conveying sadness. i think she’s a rare crier. id go as far to say that shes even more emotionally constipated than dream, lol (but maybe not while the guy’s in his prison arc) and that she’d be the type of person to tell you its okay to cry but beat herself up over something if she let a tear slip in a heated moment
* speaking of sadness. she’ll only ever actually Be Sad if she’s alone or with someone she doesnt necessarily care the opinions of. yknow how she mourned for tommy and blamed herself? those dialogue bits? yeah, those are only times shed actually be vulnerable
* puffy’s go to response to the egg and how its fucked up her relationship w her friends is pure fury. but, going off of her line about ‘failing bad and ant’ i like to think that she probably hates herself the most about it. THAT IS A STRONG WORD LOL BUT YEAH. she yells and curses and gets mad, but sometimes i wonder if the words she had spat before were more directed to herself
* THIS GIRL HAS SELF-IDENTITY PROBLEMS. CAN WE GET A HELL YEAH FOR THAT CHAT? outside of having no goddamn clue about where she came from, how she got here and who she even is, scrounging up a role for herself in a server with a war on the background and traumatized kids got her resignedly coerced into thinking that she is only a Parent. Only good enough when she’s actually doing something Useful for people. SO. when she finds that ship? of having a crew and having a curse? OF FINDING OUT SHE MIGHT HAVE/ HAVE HAD A MOM THATS WAITING FOR HER? the sense of control she has on herself is absolutely crushed. shattered, and she’s left to pick up the pieces w no one to talk abt it with <3
* adding onto the above, it’s why the line ‘I’m supposed to be mama puffy. me.’ hurts me so much! so yes! please cry with me :D
* also to add more on the fact that she thinks she’s only worth something when she’s being useful, puffy literally contemplated leaving the server, thinking that it wouldnt matter leaving since no one really needs her anyway, since she’s failed so many people. bad and ant, tommy, dream. shes said how foolish can take care of himself on how tubbo and ranboo have each other, how she and niki have drifted so far away from each that it might as well be a break up.
HOOOOOOOOOO OBOY . anon youve really given me the perfect chance to ramble huh? sorry for the rather incomprehensible brainrot, here’s more lighthearted headcanons about puffy asdhfkd
* she cannot stand still sometimes. she always has to be doing something extra, walking when the prime path is right there? shed rather go through tedious little holes or hop and balance onto fences to get where shes going. she’ll mindlessly fix up the path when there are holes or mismatched wood, and one time went on a long, long LONG journey cleaning up the paths tommy purposely DESTROYED near lmanburg and even added cobblestone sidings which werent there before
* puffys a bit of a sentimental person. writing in her log to clear her thoughts sometimes and cared enough to try and preserve lmanburg with the glass sheet and trying to find possible surviving artifacts of history to respect it, even though she’s never been a part of it. its also why, when doomsday happened and lmanburg got permanently poofed, she began to appreciate the buildings that are still standing and began taking more pics
* she’s not used to being... what do you call it, um, cared for? she’d deflect compliments sometimes, when shes having a particular bad day, like, she’d laugh nervously and change the subject, sometimes she’d outright deny it, most days she’d jokingly say ‘staphhh it’ and add a very genuine thanks. my point being is, do something for puffy that is mildly nice and she’d keep that moment in her heart forever.
* also funny story regarding the above. u know how karl is notorious for stealing her materials? and how puffy was contemplating doing something in retaliation for them? karl says hi for once when she joins the server and she goes ‘alright fine youre safe for saying hi’ LOL THIS WAS PROBABLY A BIT META WISE but something about this implying that the bare minimum or LESS is enough to make puffy forgive someone is very sad and funny at the same time for me. girl really said ‘oh you said hi to me? thats nice all the crimes youve ever done towards me is now forgiven. <3’ (this is a bit of an exaggeration on my part, ofc, i just think its funny LMAO)
* ironically, despite being the ‘captain’, whenever riding a boat with someone, she prefers being on the backseat and letting them drive. ig shes just there for the ride i suppose, her and her uber drivers :3
* she either has a rather unhealthy obsession with baked potatoes or she just doesnt wanna waste eret’s massive potato farm
* idc what cc!puffy says is c!puffy will always and forever be 5′2″ in my HEART. u are the shortest member, u cannot change this <3
* shes really fond of animals/ neutral mobs. she often baby talks to them and they help boost her mood a lot when shes having a bad day :D
* up to this day, the little secret rooms she’s created around the server have all been yet to be discovered, unless the one under bad’s house has been found. she rarely ever really keeps tabs on them, and more often than not they are just collecting dust. she still visits sometimes and cleans them up ofc
* she still genuinely thinks dream can change. cc!puffy’s line about that, ‘i’m his last hope.’ really makes me think about this a lot.
* ive seen people talk abt it a bit but the headcanon that puffy acts as the server mom to fill the ‘void’ of her missing her mom makes me cry at night /hj
* she really likes her rainbow onesie! i headcanon that eret gave her that along w the sunglasses, but she started wearing that less when she found her old captains uniform. shes never really said why, though, and nobody ever really bothered to ask
* god bless this woman but sometimes the server members get on her nerves sometimes so she goes out of her way to traverse along far away from the main community to maybe commit a few crimes. let off some steam. these take a few days but she always returns
i probably have a lot more hcs but i cant remember them >_> THIS IS A LOT ANYWAY. HOPE U ENJOYED MY BRAIN VOMIT. IF U READ THIS FAR ILU THANK U
if there are mistakes it is bc i am crying and cannot see my keyboard and also i am sleep deprived /hj
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hello i just wanted to say how much i loved open sesame, legit got me gripping the edge of my bed since the first chapter ‼😭 and the TENSION u managed to build up BESTIE????? U DESERVE AN AWARD OSCAR A PRIZE A KISS ☝️☝️☝️
heeseung u fucking lil tease where's the payment of my therapy 😭 u got me screaming on my pillow w ur robe and all this smirks I DEMAND HELP (also im free friday night😚)
a huge CONGRATULATIONS to yn for being a strong soldier 🙏‼ she handled the situation way better then i def would but i could relate to her thoughts sm as well. now she got the whole meal too 🥴 keep the apartment door closed bestie best friend 🤪
again U JUST NAILED THIS MUAW ONE OF THE BEST SERIES I'VE EVER SEEN U HAVE SM TALENT AND UR WRITING IS HEAVENLY I HOPE U KEEP WRITE CUZ U DEF HAVE ALL THATS NECESSARY I LOVE UR WORKS SM 😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
firstly I LOVE YOUR PFP. LITERALLY BLESSED UP MY WHOLE WORLD PLSS THE WAY THATS ONE OF MY FAV PHOTOS OF MY GIRL JISOO EVERRR??? shes an angel shes the moment shes so pretty i wanna kms
aNYWAYYYY OH MY GOSHHHH i smiled sm when i saw this in my inbox wtf who cut these onions 😭😭😭 IM CRYING IM SO HAPPY U LIKED THE FIC?!?!?!?! EXCUSE MEEE IM SO FLATTERED FR PLS KISS ME ?????
i dont blame u cos opensesame!heeseung was a wild ass lil bitch istg that guy out here googling Creative Ways to Fuck with a Bitch just to torture yn 😔 BUT PLEASE OIWEFJIEW ONE OF MY FAV LIL THINGS TO INCLUDE IN FICS ARE THE SMIRKS??? PLS??? MEN SMIRKNG??? IM ASCENDING OWH23P2ORQEJF anyway 😳
YESSS FRRRR ngl if i were yn id be a hell of a lot more shameless bc homegirl was super contained??? naur cos why stop at the bed??? she forgot abt da closet?? and bro while ure there just look in the drawers 😳 but EEP she deserved what she got at the end, a true warrior indeed!!!!
AAAA BESTIE PLEEEASEEEE STOPPP YOURE SO KIND IM SO SO SO HAPPY TO HEAR ALL THIS I COULD DIE HAPPILY RNNN 😭😭 I MOST DEFINITELY WILL KEEP WRITING OIUWEFLKASD i enjoyed writing open sesame sm so ill hopefully be able to continue and improve the more i write!!!! YOURE SO SWEET N AMAZING THANK US M FOR TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE SUCH A LENGTHY MESSAGE 😭❤️
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give us a rundown of ur thoughts about tonight's ep it's what we deserve
this is cute bc my rambly ass thoughts very rarely make sense and are just me screaming into the void generally but if u want it who am i to deny u!!!! also im sorry i know i promised u this yesterday but i had Stuff going on but anyways we’re here now!!!!
ok firstable let me direct u towards this post bc i have not stopped thinking abt it for the past few days and i cba to type it all out again but... Yeah
and actually i think i have MORE to add bc i just cannot get over how young ben looked throughout the whole scene like!!! and not even just his face (even tho his face looked so young too) but his body language!!! sittin there on his knees with his hands between his thighs looking so emotional and YOUNG and vulnerable like its fuckin me up sm
esp the way ben looked at callum’s hand when he signed ‘ok’ i think it was a moment of clarity for ben like he’s finally realized that callum is committed he’s in it for the long haul he’s willing to adapt and has already started!!! i feel like in a way it was a call back to when ben asked callum to prove that he really did love ben and that was ben realizing that callum HAS been proving it this whole time
and there’s smth to be said abt the fact that he could only allow himself to BE that overtly vulnerable BECAUSE callum had his eyes closed. like you can see the moment callum opens his eyes and looks at him ben catches himself and tries to put his walls back up and move on like none of it ever happened !! bc he’s scared of vulnerability!!! in his life vulnerability has always meant pain!!! but he’s trying!!!! he’s getting there!!! slowly but surely!!!
and the fact that callum knew exactly what ben was doing and why he was doing it and didn’t let him!!! not in a forceful way it was just like look at me!!! it’s fine!!! you’re safe!!! i love you too!!!! which only overwhelmed ben MORE to the point where he didn’t know what to do but kiss callum like god!!!!!!!!! god
callum telling him he loved him in sign!!!! the fact that that means callum has been sitting there in his flat googling ‘how to say i love you in sign’ and watching youtube tutorials and practising his signs wow rip
and everything callum said to even get to that point !!!!!! literally every word out of his mouth !!!! the fact that he apologised and said he didn’t mean to make ben feel bad was so important!!! the fact that he told ben how strong he is!!! and how amazing he is!!! and how amazing it is that he’s handling everything going on atm!!!! and telling ben that phil isn’t anywhere NEAR as strong as ben is and that if he doesn’t want anything to do with ben then that’s HIS problem not ben’s like that’s all i’ve ever wanted ANYONE to tell ben !!! i’ve wanted ben to hear that for so long!!!! and the fact that it was callum telling him those things and in such a beautiful vulnerable moment and the fact that callum assures him that even if he doesn’t have his dad at his side callum is there!!!! and he will continue to be there!!! just fuck off im crying and im never going to stop
i know i said it in my other post but the fact that ben bought so many presents for callum’s birthday and got up in the middle of the night to wrap them and they’re all in different paper........... like once they get more in tune with each other’s love languages it’s over for us bitches
the fact!!!!!!! that ben telling callum he loves him!!!!!! put tears in callum’s eyes!!!!!! it made him want to cry!!!!! bc he knows!!!!! he knows it’s not an easy thing for ben and he knows ben means it and just!!!!!!!!! that has fucked me up sm u don’t even know
and just the absolute poetry in the fact that in that moment callum can’t see and ben can’t hear like they’re restricted and yet they’re communicating anyway and vikki summed it up way better than i ever could but there’s just this undercurrent of just like.... seeing and hearing each other properly and being honest even tho they CAN’T see/hear each other and whew it’s a lot
the way you can hear ben’s breath shaking as he kisses callum like he’s so overwhelmed!!!!!!!! my baby!!!!!!!!
literally i’m never ever going to be over the vulnerability and the love and the honesty in that moment
and the second scene!!! the way they were just laying there looking at each other!!!!!!!!!!! they were just laying in bed and staring at each other until the early hours in the morning like can u imagine being that in love w someone that u just wanna lay there and look at them?? wish i could relate
ben apologising to callum!!!!!!! was so important!!!!!! acknowledging that he’s been a prat !!!!! but then explaining it’s bc he doesn’t really know how to be vulnerable like can u believe it was just 2 scenes but we got so much #blessed
(also callum telling ben he hasn’t been a prat which he HAS but it was callum’s way of saying ‘i know, i get it, i understand, i forgive you’ all rolled into one bye)
the way ben stroked callum’s hair and face as he apologised....... the way callum literally just reached out and touched ben’s cheek bc he needed to touch him....... and the way ben leaned up into callum’s hand....... yeah.gif
callum firmly telling ben needs to learn sign language!!!! he get’s it and he forgives ben, BUT changes have to be made and one of those is ben learning sign language!!! and yeah ben goes to make a (probably rude) sign w his hands (and the way callum instantly reacts tells me that whatever he was gonna do, it wasn’t the first time lmao) but he doesn’t argue or resist he just accepts it which!!!! growth!!!
ben looking at callum like this goodbye
callum’s thoughtful gift!!!! a watch that vibrates!!!!!! best boyfriend in the world award goes to callum highway
the fact that ben was like WELL SEEING AS THO WE’RE GIVING GIFTS and let callum open one of his 15 presents :-(
‘officer highway breaking all the rules ay?’ does he ever stop
it’s just the way the whole bed scene was just so soft and intimate but still THEM u know w the banter and the teasing like it didnt feel ooc it just felt like them :-(
and last but by no means least: ben saying ‘we’ll make a mitchell of you yet’ and the way callum just smiled and looked at ben???? like he can’t quite believe it??? which mood bc i can’t either??? i’m literally gonna be in my grave thinking about it like i don’t know how im ever supposed to move on
ben is going to make a mitchell of callum one day they’re going to get married thank you and goodnight
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♡◞ 𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒖 !
not at me repurposing one of my theme graphics bc i’m a lil lazy babie , but ! since i jus hit another follower milestone n the decade is comin to a close , i jus wanted to say thank u to all my mutuals n followers n such who rly made this last year enjoyable on this hellsite ! 2019 was tough on a lot of us in a lot of ways , but we all did it , babyluvs ! we saw it out to the end n hopefully the 20′s are a lot prettier for us all ! p.s. i’m sorry to anyone not mentioned ! i hav the memory n attention span of a babie fish , but i luv all of u soso so much n u rly all do mean the absolute world to me ! ♡
first off , jus’ a quick an honourable mention to all of my nonnies of the year , wherever u babies are now ! in particular , my cherry nonnie , my jk anon ( @jminacious ) , my boo , my strawberry nonnie , n my grades anon ! n anyone else who has sent me sweet nonnies , these r jus the recurring ones of the year heh ! u sweet nonnies own my heart n truly made this blog such a lovely n pretty n positive experience for me , n�� i cannot properly express w words how much all of ur sweet mssgs meant n mean to me always ! ^♡^
starting off w the mutuals i literally never speak to , bc of my shy babie antics , but who i admire from afar so much ! ur all soso talented , jus all around beautiful souls who deserve the prettiest days . pleathe feel free to come talk to me , i’ll luv u down w my whole heart since i’m practically ur secret admirer anyway .
@miyanez , @kimseokjvn , @rmsrpt , @capitae , @chunghart , @aronpiper , @jinjeongguks , @yukhciz , @cjdoesrpt , @pocmuzings , @chuuiez , @leeieno , @igorrpt , @luvgifs , @joonkookies , @drunkblushed , @savta , @frcylan , @jinsoouls !
now , to give all my luv to those who literally . . . hav my heart . we haven’t talked much , again bc i’m a shy babie , tho sum of us hav jus recently been talking more which makes me very sparkly , but ! we exchange ims here or there , send an ask or two , reply to n like each other’s posts , support each other’s content --- u know , we’re cute mutuals ! the ‘ will they , won’t they ‘ mutuals ! for realsies , tho , ur all so talented , whether it be in making gifs or themes or graphics or writing or whatever ! ur talent astounds me n i am beyond in luv w u !
@sprfluous , @chanheez , @loonarz , @jungjnsoul , @yeriimss , @hotjoong , @hiqey , @tcehyvng , @kvinabstract , @stcinfelds , @kermitgrinch , @mcninas , @doyyeon , @jminssii , @jiminslolli , @raihelps , @svnflxwer , @softcarpenters !
n now for honourable mentions ! the few ppl on this site who my shy babie antics did not keep me from talking to n becoming friends w . these are the literal luvs of my life ! our ships are literally *chefs kiss* , i feel comfy cryin’ n rantin’ to u guys without worryin abt being annoying n i hope the feelin’ is mutual , i don’t feel even an ounce of anxiety when talkin’ to u guys which is such a major thing for me ? i consider u guys my friends sm n our friendship literally means the world to me . ur soso talented in so many ways n u hav the loveliest hearts , n i’m so honoured to be able to be ur friend n to write w u all !
p.s. there’s cute lil mssgs for each of u under the cut !
@pointlcss , @ultraviclets , @musetories , @briingmetolifc , @heartvfire !
♡◞ @pointlcss !
alli ! ♡ i am literally so happy that u happened upon my lil 1x1 post a couple months back n decided to mssg me abt threading bc our cute lil starstruck plot turned into a friendship that i am soso so thankful for ? there is not anyone that i wld hav rather gone thru it over jungoo’s long hair , tattoos , n haircut w . that one pic of jjk from season’s greetings as our matching discord icons . . . stayin’ up to yell abt stray kids’ n txt’s comebacks . . . i literally luv this for us ? ur soso talented n making gifsets n writing , n i’m so happy i cld make this last year a lil bit special for u , bc u’ve made this year such a special n pretty one for me too ! i can’t wait to see where our cute lil plot n ship takes n i hope the year has even more luvly things in store for us ! i luv n adore u soso so much . u rly are the sweetest soul out there n i’m so happy to consider u a friend ! also thank u for jus’ now informing me abt bts’ 2020 tour i owe u my lifeKSHDKJ ♡
♡◞ @ultraviclets !
ness ! ♡ literally . . . the luv of my life , perhaps ? i remember following u when u published ur first theme , bc i was jus like . wowow wubbzy ? this is beautiful n free n i’m broke n u hav my heart ? n u know , for a while we were sort of will they , won’t they mutuals , too , which was cute for us , but i think we actually started talking when we were both in abroad ? n then u mssged me later on to lmk that jjk was open in ur rp if i wanted to join n it made me so absolutely soft ??? like . ik it was jus a lil thing but u captured my whole HEART in that moment ? n now ur genuinely sumone that i trust so much , like . the other day when u let me rant to u a lil bit abt smth kinda silly , rly , it jus meant the world to me ? n u mean the world to me n !!! writing w u is absolutely wonderful always n our current ship is *chefs kiss* even tho i hav yet to reply to our thread again BUT !!! i will do it , i pinky promise , i’m sorry i’m the worst . u deserve the whole wide world . ur talented beyond belief , ur such a blessing to the rpc n this hellsite as a whole , n i adore n am soso so thankful for our luvly lil friendship every time we talk . u truly hav made this icky year a lot less icky ! u hav my whole heart ! ♡
♡◞ @musetories !
sarah ! ♡ u’ve genuinely been one of my best friends for four years + one month now n like ? wowow wubbzy ? that’s such a long time ! from the rp that shall not be named to lit rally whatever tf we’re doin rn . u were the first person i ever rly shipped w on this hellsite , even tho i was a whole babie n my writing was godforsaken at the time . n now we lit rally hav so many ships up our sleeves that i can’t even name them all , but i luv each n every one of them soso so much ? sum of them are so iconic that they’re jus’ eternal now ( we’re rly ALWAYS on our eli & zazzy bullshit ) n i kind of adore that for us ? we’ve spent so many our jus’ stayin up into the night / morning writing novels in my dms , n those are genuinely sum of my fondest rp memories ? we don’t rly talk quite as much anymore , but that’s okay n it happens ! we’ve had sum ups n downs , but i’m genuinely soso so thankful for ur friendship these last four years n here’s to four more heh ! n also u got my into bts so i owe u my lifeKJSHKD ♡
♡◞ @briingmetolifc !
mozzie ! ♡ wowow wubbzy , i cld genuinely write a novel abt u ? we’ve been friends for practically four years now , too , n to think it all started w our one lil ship in the rp that shall not be named ! i can actually n genuinely jus talk to u abt anything ? whether it be our ships , a random plot i wanna write , the political state of our country , how fucked ap classes are , mister jungoo himself , whatever issues i’m having w sumone that i need to get off my chest --- there’s literally no limit or bounds to what we can talk to n it’s so nice ? like . i genuinely trust u so much ? u’ve always jus kinda been That Person who i know i can trust w anything , who i never felt wld judge me ? like i can jus tell u anythin , i trust u so much . ur genuinely one of my best friends , even when ur tryin to fight my babie or we’re both bein’ bratty n silent treatmenting each other or ur bein a stubborn lil babie n won’t let me do ur theme for u even tho !!! i luv doing ur themes ! but it’s okay bc u hav my heart , n i genuinely ??? wld be such a different person w/o u in my life for the past four years i’m sure ? n also ur such an amazing writer , ur muses are so unique n ur writing is so fluid n ??? god !!! everythin abt u is smth that i adore . pleathe come to california n be my first kissie . . . i luv u ! ♡
♡◞ @heartvfire !
kacchan ! ♡ oh my god ??? where in the world do i even BEGIN ??? ur genuinely one of the most important ppl in my life . i met u first when i was a literal fckin babie in the rp that shall not be named a whole four years ago now , n like . we didn’t talk a ton at first , but u were never weird or condescending bc i was young ? like , we eventually did start talking n i’m soso like ??? happy that we got close ? like . since day one , i’ve looked up to ur writing n u as a person ? ur characters were always so insanely creative and unique and ur writing was so fluid n beautiful n just ? u were literal goals to lil 14yr old kookoo . n even now , whenever i do a reply to u , i will literally write n rewrite it five times over before posting it bc i want to make sure it’s as good as urs is ! like !!! god ur so talented ! n like . especially as of late , we’ve jus gotten super close ? n like . i’m genuinely so happy abt it ??? our friendship is genuinely a WHOLE blessing in my life , like . ik i can talk to u abt anything n u can talk to me abt anything n we’ll meet eachother w the same amount of enthusiasm ? we can vent to each other n completely understand n empathise n talk things out so we feel better n it’s jus ??? we jus’ get each other ?? so nice . thank u for listening to me when i’m anxious or sad , n for not thinkin ill of me when i’m bein a brat , even when it’s for silly reasons , n for listenin to n not judging me when i talk abt jungoo n bts , even tho i talk to them a lot n ik i can be a bit much sumtimes . like , genuinely ? i’m abt to start crying rn , i’m so thankful for u . u’ve helped shape me so much as a person . helped me grow as a writer . i met u at one of the worst n most important ages of my life n u’ve impacted my life such an insane amount ??? u’ve always been the first person to talk to n comfort me when things go to shit n i truly cannot express how much that has always meant to me . i genuinely think i wld be a bit of a different person n not as confident in my writing if i didn’t hav u to look up to for these past four years . i trust u so much n i luv u soso so much ! n i am going to reply to the dm u sent me properly , i jus need 2 formulate my thoughts properly first , so pleathe hav this for now ! u literally hav my whole HEART !!! ♡
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don't beat urself up abt ur grieving process. it took my more than week to be able to cry abt my grandfather dying. it takes a lot of people longer. grief is not straightforward and is not linear at all. u should just take the time u need to mourn, be with those that matter to u, and let the emotions that are coming come willingly and unobstructed. things will happen in time. im sorry for ur loss and hope her memory is a blessing to u xx
thank you i appreciate this, i know that everyone grieves differently and my approach is to generally just not think about things and also it’s a side effect of all my medications but i wish i could feel things more, even this, because when you have no feelings sometimes it’s like you’re not even living...
anyway i appreciate this a lot 🖤
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I saw your post about transguy Todoroki but have you considered,,, TransGIRL Todoroki
OH MY GOD NONY YOUR MIND,,,,OH MY GOOOOODODD
IDK WHERE TO BEGIN BUT I NEED U TO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS SUCH A GOOD FUCKING CONCEPT. IT IS ABSOLUTELY GOD TIER. I AM SHAKEN TO MY CORE I AM SO FUCKIGN PUMPED THIS IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA I
GOD,,,,
so shes always had a disconnect w her gender but she didnt have the words/knowledge to know that was what her issue was. so shes just been kinda Confusion subconsciously for years but THEN
im thinkin someone in the class comes out as trans is how she’s introduced to the topic bc lbr w her upbringing she wouldnt have had a lot of time to research lgbt things ://
anyway some research is done/explanations r shared nd she starts to think abt it like “hm,,,” in true todoroki fashion
im thinkin one day durin lunch w the izucrew shes just like “hey i think im a girl” no preceding comment nothin just our usual blunt todo. but dont be mistaken, inside she is p a n i c
the izucrew obv overwhelm her w support nd love sniffs they all love her so much oh my god my heart,,,,she doesnt cry but she def wants to nd honestly who can blame her
for a while its just the izucrew who know nd they just love her sm,,,uraraka nd tsu give her some clothes that like arent overwhelmingly feminine but yknow, when ur trans nd u get smth thats officially labeled as ~girls clothes~ or ~boys clothes~ u get pumped as shit.
in between all of this iida nd midoriya love her sm theyre so supportive,,,nd shes just so happy bc theyre her two closest friends,,when its just them chillin iida nd midoriya use she/her a lot just to see todo smile AH im crying theyre so good fuck
eventually she comes out to the rest of the class nd theyre supportive as well!! nd todoroki is just so glad shes here w these ppl in her life like wow,,,she lucked out,,sniffs just give me class 1-a as family please,,,
bro just trans shinanigans,,,todoroki would make the BEST of jokes bro could u even imagine. she is the deadpan queen
BROOO she starts grownin out her hair like she was doing that anyway bc she just didnt care to get it cut but now she can like,,play w it and stuff,,nd its just such an innocent source of comfort/happiness for her, to just mess arnd w her hair,,,bro im gonna cry
HHHH HER CHANGING HER NAME,,,,SHE GETS HELP FROM THE IZUCREW BUT ULTIMATELY THEY LEAVE THE CHOICE UP TO HER,,,IT’D BE SUCH A DEFINING MOMENT FOR HER,,,BROS,,,,BROS,,
gettin on hormone treatment w recovery girl,,,aizawa helpin her to move to a dorm room on the girls’ side,,,all might bein supportive in his awkward dad way (he probs gives her a hug like from the sports festival AH),,,BROS,,
teachers ofc wont tell endeavor,,the conversation abt that is probs what prompts the dad might hug. im cryin
uraraka and tsu take her out on girls’ nights,,,the rest of the class 1-a gals invite her to their hangouts nd help teach her the basics of feminine stuff like hair/make-up/etc so that if she ever wanted to mess w that stuff, she had the knowledge,,,they just accept hr so readily they love her sm,,,
BROS a couple months after bein on hormone therapy nd coming out, she wears the girls’ uniform for the first time nd her hair is long enough to tie up that day,,,BROS,,,shes just so happy,,,she feels free nd like its so wild bc she didnt even know she was bein held back but now that its in the open shes just,,so glad,,,
this is such a good concept,,i have been blessed,,,thank you nony. i owe you my life
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@wraithofthevoid is an absolute gem who decided to encourage everyone to spread positivity in the apex fandom and i have a role to play too except i dont believe in limiting urself so im just gonna do my damndest to not miss anyone here:
@wraithofthevoid | shit u know what u really yoinked the braincell on this fine evening bc this positivity thing is a galaxy brained idea and i didnt realise how much i needed it so thank u!! u’re absolutely beautiful, ive loved every second we’ve soent bonding over surprisingly niche shit since we’ve started talking, and i admired ur attitude and how ready to fight u are lmao, love u so much xx
@galacticstarbucks | zoe ive known u for years and we’ve ended up in so many fandoms together over those years and im so grateful for it. i treasure each and every one of those convos we’ve had that go on for hours, you’re an absolute gem, I adore every one of your AUs and your zodiac jokes, you deserve the absolute world and hope u know it, you’re genuinely one of my alltime best friends <3
@shes-fast-like-me | i once said u were the funniest bitch in this fandom and honestly i still stand by that, u provide top tier comedy on the reg, and when i read ur fics i just??? yo that’s Talent and we stan honestly u’re the only octane main i recognise chief i stan
@excitingpathtofind | dylan u weeb i stan u honestly ur sense of humour is top tier nd u really do look out for other people and i truly do from the bottom of my heart appreciate it. U my fave pathfinder main, nd im so glad we’ve become friends these past few weeks
@twoshotsonekill | ik u dont acc use tumblr that much lol but just know that u’re an apex god tbh and u’re really funny in the gc + u’re the only bitch ive ever known to chug mustard and i respect that
@datonerandom-ginger | ginger u’re an absolute legend honestly u provide a constant stream of good AU ideas + when we play u like pop off on the reg too?? honestly an absolute queen we stan ur content
@alinaskeys | we havent been talking as much as we used to but honestly i just want u to know that i’ll never not adore ur work!! honestly u funny asf and seeing u constantly hone ur art is so so satisfying and ily i hope u’re doing well <3 everything u do is amazing and u absolutely should be proud
@justgot-bamboozled | ahakahdks i always love seeing ur additions to my posts lmfaoo ur humour is gr8 and ur taste in music?? also absolutely bangin, u a real legend uwu ily
@phaseshiftxd | we haven’t spoken in a while but in the early days of the fandom u were one of the og miraith shippers and u’re still doing amazing honesly!! u were one of my first apex legends friends nd i still love that uwu
@mirage-said-dumbass-rights | we may disagree on gun rankings but we agree on other apex content and i love and appreciate ur support!! u’re a gem and a gr8 member of this fandom ily!!
@phasel0cked | we dont talk too often but u were one of the first people in the fandom i spoke to and i really enjoyed fawning over miraith with u in the early days of the ship’s existence! ur content is always stellar and it’s clear u put in a lot of effort - it really pays off!
@gayneflynt | u’re new to the fandom and already?? ur contributions im just??? god i love it lmao the Mirage Main Experience u’ve describe is funny asf + i love love loved ur input for the pokemon!au nd i hope u stick around!
@ ALL MY OTHER MUTUALS | I’VE DEFO MISSED PEOPLE ND IM SORRY I JUST FORGET A LOT OF SHIT ON THE REG BUT EVERY TIME I SEE U GUYS IN MY TUMBLR NOTIFS IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ND I REALLY REALLY LOVE ALL OF U THIS IS THE BEST FANDOM FAMILY I’VE EVER BEEN A PART OF AND IM SO GRATEFUL FOR U ALL. I HATE CRYING BUT LIKE THINKING ABT U ALL IS MAKING ME TEARY EYED EW
IM LIKE 90% IVE MISSED PEOPLE IM SO SORRY ABT THAT anyway i love all of u nd u’re all absolute blessings and seeing all these compliments circulating just has me like
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greyaro is valid asf, im greyace myself and its like.... impossible to get people to take it seriously. ppl who make excuses like 'theres enough flags' are exclusionists and arent worth your time anyway. sexuality isnt cut clean and dry, and a lot of people don't realize, or some think there's 'enough' as is, but the few 'major' ones dont cut it for everyone, and thats perfectly ok. greys are valid and thats final -🌻
Bless u :) I’m actually crying rn and thank you..
I think I’m grey ace as well :)
People rly don’t understand it. They think we are segregating ourselves away from others but all we’re doing is saying we’re here and we’re loud.
I rly am happy I saw this. This made me feel much better. And thanks... sometimes being told that ur valid is one of the best feelings ngl.
I made this a while ago to show my pride in my abt but :) this belongs here as well!
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Give us the wenjuice pronto! ⌛️
HELLO YES OK I’M STARTING FROM THE BEGINNING
so during wenjun’s time here in new york the friendos and i decided to go to the airport for arrivals/departures + wait for him at the marc jacobs venue, which was his only official event here!! SO YES HERE WE GO
monday: arrivals
we arrived at the airport about an hour before his flight was scheduled to land, and there was a small cluster of fans already at the welcome center :oo a lot more fans started to gather as we were waiting for him, and these other people walking out were like,,,,, why,,, are there like 50 asian girls just pushed up against the gates,,,
BUT ALAS,,, HE COME
HE ALSO LOOK
but honestly he was so sweet and even stood at the front of the welcome center for a while so fans could take pics :(( and most of the fans were rly respectful and gave him the space he needed too!! some of the fans were standing on the street to take better pictures of him when he was waiting for his car, but moved immediately when he asked them to get back onto the sidewalk ;;;;;
wednesday: marc jacobs!!
FIRST OF ALL i would like to say that we S U F F E R E D for this boi like it was Literally Pouring downtown and @princeruibin and i were like sloshing through huge ass puddles and shit to get to the venue uptown AND THEN it started ufkciNG RAINING AT THE VENUE and we were just like :)))) the things we do for our bois
but anyways we stood around with the rest of the fans (honestly there weren’t too many of us?? maybe like 20-30ish but the guards were rly strict about the sidewalks and shit so we were all squished against one another in the rain for like three hours l m a o
AND ALSO i was too far away when he came so i couldn’t really see him go in :(( bc on top of the fans there were also paparazzi there for the other attending celebrities and they had their fucking huge ass cameras and umbrellas so i just have this hella zoomed out vid of him waving to the fans I Love Life
PLUS apparently “someone rly important” didn’t show up until A FUCKING HOUR AND A HALF AFTER THE SHOW WAS SUPPOSED TO START and they had to wait for them in order to start and the fans were standing in the rain at like 7:25pm and one of them was like IT JUST?? STARTED????? and we all collectively died bc it was rainy and gross BUT it finally ended and he came out AND JUST
friday: departure
OK THIS IS THE PART WHERE I CRY BC I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE IT??/?/??
so vivo had class today and couldn’t make it to the airport :(( but we spent the previous night writing letters for me to try to hand to him the next day!! vivo forgot to take pics of her letter r i p but here’s mine!!
BUT ANYWAYS YE so my ass finished this fucking letter at like 4am and went to bed and WOKE UP LATE so i spRINTED MY ASS TO THE AIRPORT but all was good we were not late bless
and so we do the same old thing of loitering around the area with a bunch of other fans and getting weird looks from people just passing by AND THEN!!! HE SHOWS UP!!!!!!!!!
and so we kinda tail behind him a bit to the entrance of the security checkpoint and right when he was entering i!!! handed him the letters!!! anD HE TOOK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HE ALSO NODDED A LIL AS A HTANK U AND AT THAT POINT IM JUST LIKE??? thank Y O U ????? FOR TAKING MY LETTER??? IMC RYIGN?/?????????????????
also my friend got a short vid of me handing it to him bless her HERE IT IS
and he waved to the fans again i love him so much :(((((((( and you can see our letters in his hand too!!!!!
also i muted some of these bc its just me being like WENJUN PLS GET HOME SAFELY I LOVE U SO MUCH PLS STAY HEALTHY so ya sorry it muted
but yE thats abt it!! he was here for a pretty short period and i still can’t believe that this all happened ;;;;;; i am Still Screaming but pls feel free to ask me abt anything!!!!
tl;dr i love bi wenjun
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