#ASK MY THERAPIST SKSKS

[poohwhin]

went to fill out some paperwork for therapy. now its time to see if they actually adhere to what i wrote down 👍

#; poo talk #i called to cancel with my old therapist but ended up getting scheduled again #and i dont feel like getting yelled at if i try to do it again so SKSKS #after filling out the new year paperwork or whatever lets see if they *actually* listen to me #i fr dont get the point of them asking questions if they dont pay attention to my answers

[v0rewhxre]

Punished (Short Noah Smut)

18+ MDNI

A quick short smutty fiction with a very cold dom Noah Sebastian! Don't ask where this idea came from, just know it came to me sksks. I have a lot of requests that I will be working on throughout the day today!

18+ MDNI

CW: [unprotected p in v, m masturbation, power play, wrist grabbing, m dom, cold dom Noah]

I slowly stumbled into the house at 1 am, trying to be quiet because I knew Noah was sleeping upstairs. It was the first night I had gone out without Noah since moving to California. A few of my coworkers chose an LA nightclub to really immerse me into the nightlife culture. Well, I never really drank so I definitely got way more drunk than I expected. I was embarrassed by the amount of noise I was making, but I knew Noah was a very heavy sleeper.

I climbed into bed, immediately pulled in by arms that were waiting for me, and fell asleep despite the room constantly spinning.

When I woke up I had quite the large cock digging into my back and rubbing against me, indicating Noah was ready for our morning sex session. With a slight groan, I was still half asleep, I shimmied my butt backwards arching so I was easily accessible.

In one smooth glide his cock slipped right into my already wet pussy, filling me up and stretching me. But what was supposed to be slow morning sex turned into Noah pushing me onto my stomach. I turned my head and saw a muscular tattooed forearm and felt his hot breath in my ear. His breath was stinky, but I didn't mind. He set a grueling pace, my back and butt arched even more. I could feel his cock slip even deeper which caused my closed eyes to roll into the back of my head.

"Did you miss me last night?" Noah whispered, nibbling on my ear lobe. I let out a breathless moan as his tongue moved down my neck to my shoulder. He knew his tongue was my weakness.

"Not really, I was only gone for four hours," I said slowly, enjoying the enticing bites he left in the crook of my neck.

Suddenly, the bed shifted to my right and my pussy was suddenly empty. My closed eyes now shot open. I clenched around nothing, letting out a frustrated huff as I turned in bed to look at Noah.

"What are you doing?" I whined.

"Well, you said that you didn't miss me so I guess I didn't miss you either," He pouted as the grip around his cock tightened, his pace picking up.

I watched as Noah pleased himself in front of me, his head fell backwards and his mouth was hung open. His tattooed hand expertly moved up and down, with a slight twist and squeeze at the top which I knew he loved. My pussy nearly caved in on itself at the sight. It was from need, but also extreme jealously. I could feel it pooling in my belly, the anger and rage that accompanied it.

"Noah, what are you doing?" I asked trying to grab his cock from his hands.

He grabbed my wrist, keeping my hand away from his cock which was beginning to pulse.

"I thought you didn't need me anymore, y/n," Noah said through gritted teeth. I knew he was getting close, my clit was begging to be touched. I could feel my pussy dripping on the sheets. Instinctively, my other hand moved to touch myself, but Noah dropped his cock and grabbed my other hand before I could relieve myself.

"Noah!" I yelled locking his eyes in a death glare.

He put my hands together and grabbed both in one hand. This mans hands were huge.

He kept my gaze as he went back to pleasing himself. His pace quickened, earning him a few beads of precum to lubricate himself as he continued. His soft breathless moans turned into loud groans, he was getting close. And my pussy was roaring!

Why the hell does he not want to use me?

What the fuck is his problem?

He knew jealously made me horny, I had admitted that to him the day I caught him masturbating in the shower. It made me feel so powerless and insecure and for some reason that turned me on. My therapist said often times people's kinks correlate to trauma's they had experienced. Noah understood that.

"Noah, pl, please," I begged as I began to let out small sobs. Tears had begun streaming down my face. My pussy was so excited that it was painful. I needed some relief soon.

His cock started to bounce and twitch, his orgasm was imminent. At this point, his eyes were closed and no longer on me. He didn't even care. His stomach was quivering, his movements became sloppy, and suddenly I knew it was too late. I had hoped he would have stopped, purposely edging himself but then using me instead. But he was selfish.

"Noah, please no no no," I said as I watched the strings of cum shoot all over his tattooed stomach. He moaned so loud I thought I was going to cum just from the sound. If I wasn't so mad I probably could have. But I was upset with him. I was actually crying now as I watched him milk his cock until there was nothing anymore.

He waited a moment before moving his gaze to me. The expression on his face was cocky, there was no remorse in those eyes from the incident he just pulled. He simply grabbed a t-shirt and wiped himself off, getting up to go about his day.

Before he stepped outside the bedroom door, he turned and said, "If you touch yourself, I will do that again later. If you use your vibrator I will do that every day for the rest of the week, then you'll miss me," He said before walking away leaving me in practically a puddle of my own mess and tears.

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Happy Monday!!!!!

#noah sebastian #noah sebastian smut #noah sebastian x reader #nick folio #nicholas ruffilo #jolly karlsson #just thoughts I had don't judge me

[hbxplain]

Find the Word

i was tagged by @aohendo, thank you! i decided i'd try to pull things from False Pretenses for this one, since i said i'd start to post some fp stuff.

my words were warm, fire, ember, and spark.

your words, @wordwizards, @writingsbyelle, @writingpotato07, and @ceph-the-writing-spook, are sick, change, careful, and worry.

now then! (warning: had to stretch "ember" a little bit sksks)

Warm (FP)

POLYAMOROUS LOOKING FOR TWO FAKE SOULMATES

(Posted 3 days ago)

Tryna warm my parents up to the idea of me having two partners, but I know they won’t react well the first time and I don’t want them scaring away my actual partners (when I finally get some). Need two disposable fake partners for my parents to let out the brunt of their judgment on. You’ll get a free dinner out of it, and I can get you a coupon for a free coffee at the local shop. Message me for details.

Fire (FP)

She furrows her eyebrows, opening her mouth to argue more, and Levi scowls and cuts her off. “No, you know what? I don’t wanna hear any of your bullshit right now. Triz is a lovely woman, and, in case you didn’t notice, he just got done standing up for me and protecting me while you stood by and let your friends call me ‘unworthy’ as an attempt to make me keep hurting myself to please them. That’s bullshit. That shouldn’t have happened.” Ey’re more fired up than ey probably should be- No. No, ey’re not fired up enough. That shouldn’t have happened.

Ember (FP)

“We met first,” ey say, which is technically true, “but we love Val just as much, obviously.”

“How’d you meet?” Truth asks, tilting her head. Please god can someone else answer for once-

“We all met on November third,” Val says, and holy shit. How is she this bad at this.

Truth furrows her eyebrows. “I thought Levi said ey met Triz before you-”

“We met Val on our anniversary!” Triz blurts. “At a… library!”

“You spent your anniversary at a library?” Hope asks, pausing to put a hand on her hip. No, god, can they please keep walking? Levi can’t take much more of this.

Spark (SLS: Pride)

“I’m okay now,” Tigh says. He’s turned to face her, now, his legs tucked under himself, and he pulls her in for a proper hug. “I’m out. I’m safe. I go to a real therapist, and I don’t talk to my mother, and I only freak out a little when something sparks in the lab. I’m okay, Tu. I’m doing just fine.”

She understands, now, why he’s closer to ‘insecure’ than he is to ‘prideful.’ It isn’t self-deprecation, not always, not quite. It’s the relief of finally finding a way to do something important, and the fear of being asked to give more than he has to offer.

#tag game #mine #fp #sls #part 1: pride #levi #valor #tetrizzon #tu tela #tigh barrows #open tag

[pencilscratchins]

merry Christmas, with notable catholic kurt! (ref) ID under the cut!

image one: plain, white background with Kurt Wagner’s blue, bearded face floating saying in red text: “it’s Christmas time! I get to do all my favorite things!”

image two: rogue, jean, scott, and kurt are standing in a small block (the girls in the front and the boys in the back, like choir formation) all signing and dressed in earth toned winter clothing. rogue and jean are smiling, amused, and scott looks vaguely uncomfortable. kurt is singing loudest, his tail ringing a bell. the image fades in an oval to white, and is labeled in the same red font: caroling!

image three: kurt crouches smiling in front of an open oven, in a warm looking kitchen. he’s dressed in a red and green sweater, with a white ruffled apron around his neck and waist. he’s pointing with his thumb inside the oven, where there’s a tray of five gingerbread cookies. the image fades in an oval to white, and is labeled in the same red font: baking cookies!

image four: kurt sits in a church pew, dressed in a brown jacket, tan sweater, and yellow collared shirt; he is grimacing like he’s remembered every mistake he’s ever made. he’s the only fully colored, the rest of the people in the church are in grey scale, undetailed. the image fades in an oval to white, and is labeled in the same red font: seven hour long religious services surrounded by the oldest and worst people youve ever met that makes you steep in your own moral guilt

image five: kurt, jubilee, and bobby are sledding down a hill, all beaming and laughing. kurt and jubilee are both in hats and giant coats-- jubilee’s in her iconic yellow and kurt, with a tan scarf trailing behind them. bobby sits at the front, in full denim and a grey sweatshirt.  the image fades in an oval to white, and is labeled in the same red font: sledding! 

#kurt wagner #nightcrawler #rogue #jean grey #scott summers #Jubilee #Jubilation Lee #bobby drake #x men #x men fan art #my art #art #image description #long post #christmas art!!! #lemme know if the id is good or not-- its my first real go at it! im still learning #i promise they will improve! #marvel #also i was raised catholic im allowed to make these jokes #ASK MY THERAPIST SKSKS #visual shitposting #1k #prtflo

[smokedanced]

@lefaemun​ said: Does anyone in real life know about your RPing hobby and what, if anything, have they said about it? (minus Dean, because that's cheating 😉)

Ask the mun about their writing / ACCEPTING ↷

uhhh. look bold of you to believe that there’s anyone else in real life at all? if we’re talking about relationships that are not mainly online. even my mom is mainly online now because i cut her off. i guess, my mom knows if she remembers, which she has a habit of forgetting things about me that don’t fit her idea of me. i’d say my therapist but since i won’t be seeing her anymore she doesn’t really count now, but i even linked my castiel blog at her in 2018 and explained the idea of rp. have explained it to mental health care before. i can’t really recall what people have said about it? i have mainly-online-friends who don’t rp but again, i don’t think anyone’s really ever said anything. people are usually not interested. it’s not like i hide it, i talk about it on occassion on social media. i just don’t really have people sksks.

#(i've made an attempt in making my mom care about my writing in general before #has not been very fruitful i think she just doesn't like the idea) #lefaemun #; outofsmoke #(SORRY IF THIS WAS DEPRESSING) #negativity cw

[hollandroos]

i feel like such a negative ball of stress and every time I try to make myself feel happy and look at positive things it just switches and I’m back to being a negative ball of stress sksks i hate myself

hi, my love!! i’m really sorry that you’re feeling down and struggling right now but super proud because you mentioned that you’re trying to feel better and that’s so so awesome! recently i fell into a really big slump – probably one of the worst periods of time in my life and I picked up some great tips that help.

Are you eating enough - and are you eating enough of the right foods?

For me, this was a big one. I wasn’t eating and when I did, it wasn’t good. This can affect so so much and impact your mood heavily. One of the best things you can do for yourself is to make sure that you’re eating and make sure that you’re eating the right foods – you’ll notice a difference, trust me.

Music music music !!!

Positive music and private dance parties are life-changing. Listen to positive songs that make your soul feel good and let yourself sing and dance. Let all of those negative emotions and that stress just fade away. There’s a bunch of positive, upbeat playlists on Spotify. Paramore is an amazing band to jam to.

Putting yourself first

This one can be really difficult for a lot of people but putting yourself first helps. You don’t have to answer those messages if you don’t feel up to it, your friends should understand. You don’t have to stay up until 11 to get that work done – it’s okay to be curled up in bed at 7 pm. Put yourself first and don’t hesitate to ask yourself what you need. 

Reaching out

There comes a point when you realise that you don’t deserve to feel crappy forever and if you can’t seem to get yourself out of that rut. It’s okay to reach out and ask a professional for help, it’s always okay. It sounds scary and you may believe that you’re not ‘bad’ enough for help or that you don’t deserve it – but you absolutely do. 110% you deserve it and you deserve to feel better.

I hit my lowest point three weeks ago when I ended up completely breaking down to my mum about everything and 3 days later I was speaking to a therapist specialising in what I needed the most and my life has only looked up since then. Things can get better and these tips may not help you but please try and please remember that you’re never ever alone!! 

#asked & answered #Anonymous

[an-ambivalent]

Thank you for that naruto good kush ;) 👏👏😌👌😤

SKSKS I feel so guilty for getting this ask because I haven’t been writing for Naruto that much lately and yet you’re thanking me T_T but you’re welcome!! Hopefully I can get my shit together soon and continue to be yall’s naruto kush dealer :P 

I have started on my Uchiha Therapist AU *ahem* I have about 2K written for it so far and its barely setting the scene and its gonna be cringey and boring but hopefully I’ll get it done eventually and post that :’D and it wont be as bad I think it to be aha 

#anonymous #much love anon #your seven words made me vv happy #Ambivalent answers

[witchofrvnswood]

What are some of your favorite SGE moments? Who is your fave SGE character and why?

oooh good question!! bear with me, this is going to be looong

For moments -

- (literally any tagatha moment lmao but I’ll go into specifics soon :P)

- The “transformation” scene in Book 1 when Agatha realizes she’s been beautiful all along <3

- When Tedros asked Agatha to the ball / When Agatha entered the Theater all glammed up and stunned everyone :P - I’ll just put them in the same moment lol

- When Tedros and Filip are on the balcony (roof? idk) when they talk about their parents. It was really cool because those two are parallels when it comes to families and they don’t even know it. That conversation was the closest they came to realizing how similar they are (and that they don’t have to be enemies, they can - no - should be friends *sobs* )

- Edgar and Essa’s conversation in The Coven’s dorm <<<333 ;)))

- THE MOORS SCENE SKSKSKKSKSKJSFJKSFHKSFH (alternate title: “The Sugar And Salt Of Love” as known by Soman)

- Agatha’s unofficial coronation

- The Tale of Callis and Vanessa

- “So, do you and Tedros want children?”

   “Why? Are you looking for parents?””

XD

- Couples Therapy in Quests For Glory (Merlin the couples’ therapist lmao)

- Date Night In Sherwood Forest oooooo

- And last but not least, THE RING KISS because it just....there’s no words for it...like at all....

no seriously it took me a minute to realize what actually happened sksks

FAVORITE CHARACTER

My favorite character is Agatha, because she’s pretty much my role model. She’s super inspiring because she’s intelligent, honest, hardworking, caring, and almost always knows the right thing to do and that’s who I want to be too.

Not to mention how badass and savage she can be XD 

[brokendave]

21 questions tag

my baby @jeffshikingbuddy tagged me :)

1. nickname: hails or literally 1000 different things pegged by my girl @thinkaboutdobrik

2. zodiac sign: sagittarius ♐️

3. height: 5”1

4. hogwarts house: actually no idea

5. last thing i googled: bubble wands for my fish tank

6. favorite musicians: the 1975 forever and ever

7. song stuck in my head: i wanna fall into the floor by kennedy walsh (LMAO)

8. following: i think like ~100

9. followers: i think like ~1.5k (thank u???)

10. do you get asks: yes and i love talking to all of u babies

11. amount of sleep: if i don’t get 12 hours im useless

12. lucky number: 7

13. what are you wearing: my ex boyfriends homeschool basketball shirt (sksks) and shorts

14. dream job: professional dog trainer tbh or a writer or a therapist

15. dream trip: amsterdam

16. instruments: is mayonnaise an instrument

17. languages: english and some french :)

18. favorite songs: heartache fetish by young & sick, robbers by the 1975

19. random fact: i’ve only ever thrown up 4 times in my entire life

20. aesthetic: loud music, fairly lights and lots of animals everywhere

21. dogs or cats: i can’t pick :/ even tho i’m a dog trainer, probably cats because they’re less maintenance and my cat, max, is my entire heart and soul i would die for that dude

i tag any of my babies that wanna do it 💕💕💕

[lovinmullen]

Question Time

tagged by my granddaddy aka living british legend @judgemental-llama 💗💝💘

Rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people. bold of you to assume i know 21 people???? reality check i don’t and the people i do know have already been tagged so um... rip me ig BUT IF YOU SEE THIS AND WANNA DO IT CONSIDER YOURSLEF TAGGED OKAY ILYSM BYEEEEE

1.) Nickname?

literally no one irl gives me nick names. i feel Leo is too short to be nicknamed????

but i know @tyrus-is-endgame-fight-me calls me lion and giant bhaha,, @wanna-feel-alive calls me lil noodle ,, @judgemental-llama calls me lemon and my brother calls me lee lee sksks

2.) Zodiac?

Capricorn :,)

3.) Height?

5’11” !!!

4.) Last Movie I Saw?

GLASS 2019 !!!! FUCKING WATCH IT I BEG !!! ITS AMAZING !!!

5.) Last Thing I Googled?

are unconcious and uncontrollable anger and violent episodes connected to schizophrenia or depersonalisation disorder

6.) Favourite Musicians

🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️

i don’t listen to specific artists just music that i like and can relate to uno???

7.) Song Stuck In My Head?

GDFR - Flo Rida because it’s the song in the background of my fav edit so it’s constantly in my head sksksks

8.) Other Blogs?

have quite a few tbh i’m not gonna lie. some active, some not. got my main @aestheticlly-indie and then i’ve got a Skam (norway mainly) blog which is almost at 2k which is crazy????? @i-got-skammed then the rest are inactive skskks

9.) Do I Get Asks?

sometimes xox

i’ve got quite a few i need to answer tbh??? but i also want more BHAHHA ignore me i skskks

10.) Followers?

325 !!! thank you so much btw,, i love each and everyone of you so much💖💘💓

11.) Following?

359

12.) Amount of Sleep?

differs tbh. if i’m lucky / having nothing on and it’s the weekend 10 hours

if it’s a school night i’m usually getting 4

13.) Lucky Number?

idk it changes because usually my lucky numbers are my favourite persons birthdays?? but as of now it’s 8 !!!

14.) What Am I Wearing?

sports shorts && a white t cus tis my lazy outfit

15.) Dream Job?

i want to be a psychologist, but i want my main area of expertise or work to be within juvenile detention centres because i want to target my work towards people who either don’t get it enough or need it most and people in juvies due to their age they are very impressionable and easy to set on the right path so with a good therapist it will set them in the right direction and i feel not enough people lean towards that area when they are some of the people in my opinion who need it most. or i want to be a psychologist who specifies with people with D.I.D or Schizophrenia because number one i find it fascinating D.I.D specificlly, like the way it works, and number two i have a lot of people in my life as of now with Schizophrenia or D.I.D so i know how fucking hard it is and i want to be able to help also i just adore psychology sksksk.

16.) Dream Trip?

to see @wanna-feel-alive 💘💞💓💖

17.) Favourite Food?

salt and chilli squid !!!!!!

18.) Play Any Instruments?

yes. i play flute, piano, ukulele, electric and acoustic guitar, drums and trombone !!

19.) Favourite Song?

🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️

20.) Random Fact?

on my right hand my middle and ring fingers are double jointed and they do the most disgusting movement skskks

21.) Describe Yourself As Aesthetic Things?

idk i’m not creative can someone else do it for me because i’ll prolly just end up chattin absolute bullshit sksksk😂😂😂

#not andi mack #leo answers #leo talks too much #my answers #my asks #ask me anons #ask me anything #send me asks #send me anons #about me #personal

[silenthillbunni]

one of my favorite people in this world, who used to be my best friend texted me yesterday. he’s been ghosting me for 1,5 years, and i haven’t seen him in 2. i don’t know it doesn’t feel like him. and he just asked if i wanted to meet him and a few other’s from 7th-9th grade, who i’ve had a falling out with. or more like they just dumped me and then ignored me.

the thing is... i’ve been waiting for something, anything from him for 20 months. anything. and now i got it. it’s sad but even if he’s bipolar and like, i became friends with the personality he had back then, and he’s had multiple others in between and one i don’t even know now, i’d go back to being his friend in a heartbeat. i don’t care i just need him.

sksk my therapist asked me if i had any romantical feelings for him and i almost threw up. but in her defense i talk about him in a way that makes it sound romantic. but it isn’t. i think i love him, even though i’m not sure i know what that is really. but i do, platonically.

i’m not sure why he is so important to me. why i’m deadset on keeping him as close as possible when i know i will only get hurt. and not intentionally, i know what bipolar disorder is. my dad have it. i know it. even though my dad and him are way different. they both hurt me.

the thing is i know my friend doesn’t do it intentionally. it just happens. because bipolar disorder is cruel. it’s life. it sucks but it happens. my dad however, has a malicious, narcissistic, foul personality even with out his illness.

so maybe that’s why i still love my friend. even if he’s treated me so badly. and i don’t trust him, not for one single second. but i just... i don’t know. even if he currently has the opposite personality i (platonically sksk) fell for, to me, it’s still him. it doesn’t matter what personality he has taken, to me, he’ll always just be.

fuck. i really don’t know what to do. the others basically bullied me through 3rd-9th grade, and i don’t care for them (besides being hurt sksksk) but i want to meet him so bad. i miss him so much. i know this will make me feel so fucking so fucking really fucking bad but i need to see him. even if this is the last time. i just need to talk to him again, have him in my life. fuck i dont know what to do i wanna cry or scream but im just sitting here feeling oddly empty meanwhile there’s a storm cooking up in my blood

#im going thru it #theres prob a lot of grammar and apelling mistakes #im wroting this in the middle of the night on my phone #just need to get this out of my head #it hurts thinking abt #everything hurts i want it to stop #ventimg #venting #thoughts