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presleyannn · 7 months

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spoons - 9.21.23

I've been thinking about the spoon theory a lot.

Law school is an extremely competitive environment, and it's really hard not to compare yourself to all the people around you. When you're in a situation like mine, it's hard to see all the people around you being prepared for class and spending hours in the library studying, while you know you're unprepared and weeks behind on work. I look around and I find myself practicing negative self talk. I say to myself that I'm just lazy and I don't belong in law school.

However, when I'm able to take a step back for a moment of clarity, I realize that not only is that not true–because I want law school more than anything, and the work that I do accomplish is super rewarding–but also that I'm holding myself to an impossible standard at this present moment in my life. I am comparing myself to and holding myself to the standard of a person with a normal functioning brain, when mine isn't working properly.

I find that I'm being too harsh on myself, and that often makes everything worse.

I saw a TikTok the other day of a girl who was talking about how although she's in med school, she works over 20 hours a week, goes to the gym, volunteers, travels, and also spends time with her friends and family. She said "your sign that you can do it all." Someone stitched her video talking about the spoon theory and I haven't stopped thinking about it since.

The spoon theory is essentially the idea that every task you complete in a day has a value in spoons. A normal person starts their day with seemingly endless possibilities and a seemingly endless supply of spoons. Therefore, they are able to do pretty much whatever they please, whenever they please, without running out of spoons/energy to keep going.

Meanwhile, a person with a chronic illness that impacts their daily life functions and overall quality of life starts their day with an extremely limited number of spoons. There are only so many tasks that they can complete with the number of spoons they have, so they have to be selective in planning their day and might have to make some sacrifices.

For example, I live with chronic mental illness. Tasks that seem mundane to everyone else, like getting out of bed, getting dressed, brushing your teeth, showering, and eating, take an extreme amount of effort for me to complete. Say, for me, each of those things cost one spoon, and I only wake up with 12 spoons to spend on my entire day (compared to the average person who wakes up with, say, 30 spoons). I have to complete all of those seemingly mundane tasks (some even multiple times a day), AND I still have to remember to take my medicine, make the 30 minute walk to and from school, go to class, go to work, complete reading for the next day, and study, all of which cost anywhere between 2-4 spoons. How do I do all of that with only 12 spoons? Just by getting out of bed, getting dressed, and brushing my teeth, I'm already 3 spoons down. I know that I'll have to shower and eat at least once at some point during the day, so that makes 5, maybe 7, spoons down. With one meal a day I'm already left with only 7 spoons, and I have a to do list worth way more than 7 spoons.

So how do you cope with this? You place careful thought in how you choose to spend your spoons, and you learn to give yourself grace if you can't accomplish everything. You can't compare your lifestyle and your accomplishments to those of people who live life with significantly more spoons than you do.

A person who completes all their tasks, using all 30 of their spoons gives 100%. But a person who doesn't complete all of their tasks, but still uses all 12 of their spoons, also gives 100%.

Be kind to yourself. You can't continue beating yourself up, making your situation even worse. Recognize that although you are not exactly where you want to be at the moment, you are still giving 100% of yourself, and that is something to be proud of. <3

Note: spoon theory was coined by Christine Miserandino on the blog "butyoudontlooksick.com"

graphic from @SpoonieSisterShop on IG

#mental illness #spoon theory #mental heath support #mental health matters #law student #law school #adhd brain

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gillianthecat · 3 months

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It's true I remember very little about natural logarithms, or any logarithms, or working with exponents in general, but also I suspect this mathematical manipulation is missing a step or an explanation.

#rate laws for chemical reactions #student gtc is back baby!#first day of the semester #my house is still a complete disaster and i did next to no work on it but i made it to class this morning #I have many feelings about it all but for now I will focus on the good #why can't i ever take advantage of weeks of free time 😭#it would make life so much easier for me #my life with adhd #hw lb #gillianthecat goes back to school #it's a free faculty written/compiled textbook so it's possible that a step is literally missing #like that the copy editor just didn't catch #chemistry

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sunshine-in-a-bottle · 2 months

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I'm trying very, very hard to keep track of everything that's going on and get all my ducks in a row but I actually have no brains, only bees, so you can imagine the problems I'm having.

#suds soaps #in actuality very little is going on but I keep Missing Messages and Chores and Etc and I just want adhd meds #but I have to fill out these adhd test papers and I dont like filling out papers. filling out papers is Evil actually #and I can't remember when I'm getting a cpap and did you know it takes a year for a brain to heal from untreated sleep apnea #but the healing needs to happen Faster so i can be a normal college student who does normal college things like be awake during the day #I'm not actually sad I'm just strangely Chaotic Neutral. Manic Neutral?#like if there was a dnd chart thing but instead of Lawful Neutral Chaotic #it was Average Manic Depressive #Do You Understand

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ziggyandleo · 6 months

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I've started making ChatGPT come up with practice law school exam questions using my favorite characters so I can focus enough to keep studying.

It gives me the scenarios and I use my own work to answer the question and legally analyze the situation.

#crowley has been held liable for so much in tort damages #law student #ADHD hacks

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sorryiwasasleep · 8 months

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Personal rant

I started my final year of schooling last week and I’ve already missed 9 out of 11 classes so far. I’m burning up all my unexcused absences and I can’t even bring myself to care at all because I don’t want to be in this program getting this degree and I feel incredibly trapped and overwhelmed. I can’t make myself do the readings. I can’t make myself go to class. I can’t make myself care. I can’t seem to do anything at all but lay in bed. I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this for another year. Fuck, I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this even just next week when I no longer can miss class without an excusal. And I can’t drop out anymore cause the deadline for full reimbursement passed, but also that was never a real option for me anyway cause dropping out would also likely mean moving home and that’s just as bad for my brain. Even right now I should be doing my readings for my class that’s at 3:30, but instead I’m typing this. Because I’m sad and I don’t care. But because I didn’t do the readings? I feel like I can’t go to class, so I WON’T which in turn is a problem cause I am using all my skips and I’m missing the first two weeks of class so I’m going to go in SO fucking confused next week probably. Shit shit shit shit fuck.

TW: weight discussion, emetophobia, eating disorder mention (just by name nothing specific), ARFID, depression, anxiety, apathy, mention of American politics

Heavier discussion below

I recently realized (i don’t have a scale in my apt) that I lost about 40 pounds in the span of about 5 months all from a combination of stress/my ADHD medication suppressing my appetite (vyvanse bitch ass doesn’t even work) and stress induced vomited and also vomiting because I treat my body like shit (don’t drink water, cope with unhealthy substances a lil too often, don’t eat anything remotely healthy, barely eat at all anymore if I’m being honest). I knew I’d lost some cause clothes were looser. I thought it was like 10. But no I know how much I weighed in March and it was a full difference of 40 and I know part of this stress and the stress induced vomiting are being caused by school and it’s like… I have another year. Am I just gonna keep wasting away? Something’s gotta give here and I know shit has to change but I have absolutely no drive to actually climb out of the hole I’ve buried myself in. I feel like there’s no point and that even if I crawl out, the world is the same and my family is the same and I’m still in this program and so nothing is actually different anyway. I just wanna let the dirt consume me. I wanna lay in my bed with a sitcom playing mindlessly in the background while I work on my silly little fanfictions until everything just stops except I lay in bed and don’t even do those things but am paralyzed by all the things I should be doing instead that I neglected because I didn’t care and I still don’t care enough to do it, but I feel bad enough to not do anything else either in that time. And I know that’s BAD and that having no motivation for anything is obviously super a ‘ur depression is worse girl’ (hi yea i fucking live inside this stupid head so I already fucking know that. @/my psych and parents). but I keep getting cancelled on or stood up by therapists and my psych has told me three appointments now shit like ‘Well what do you want me to do about?’ (Without even fucking considering something like uhhhhh… idk changing the meds I’m on? Since I’m at the max dose for my anti depressant and I’ve been on it for about half a year and I feel it stagnated because while it seemed to help when I started, now I’m worse? Like, I tell you I feel the worst I’ve ever felt in my entire life and you answer ‘And what do you want me to do?’ YOUR FUCKING JOB? Provide me with my options???? Not be a dick?) And she keeps saying I have to find a therapist because the meds only do so much (I had one but she went on maternity leave in January and then when she came back from it I was too broke to pay every week (which is what my bitch ass brain needs) and then when I wasn’t broke any longer she had ghosted me and she also was my provider for two years and never actually gave me any coping mechanisms so I kinda wanted a new one anyway). The psych did not like when I laughed at her and said “And will you fucking pay for it?” in response the first time she said it even though obviously I know she’s right.

My roommate told me the other day also that I need to get a therapist and that I have to focus my energy into that because she can’t listen to me say the same complaints anymore (she said it nicely, but like I’m crying rn thinking about it and will likely never feel safe to share with her anymore for worry of annoying her.) She also said she doesn’t think I want to help myself. That she wants me to get better and obviously it’s shit what’s happening but that I’m not doing the (what are to her obvious and to me impossible to actually do because of familial enmeshment and financial dependence) things that could maybe make things better. Even though… I AM trying to help myself. Yea it’s not the best I can be doing, but it’s as much as I can fucking manage given my surety that none of this matters and isn’t that worth something? I’ve been looking for a therapist since MAY. They keep standing me up or cancelling or they’re booked or they don’t take my insurance. I had five (5) telehealths where I got stood up. Starting therapy anew is already terrifying but when the person doesn’t show up it just feels like shit. It made me feel like they looked at my paperwork and decided I wasn’t fucked up enough when the reality is yea I held back slightly but that’s because I needed to know the vibes of the place first. That’s not what happened (for at least three appts anyway. The other two ghosted me also after so I never got explanation so maybe it did) but I still felt that way and for someone who already has a lot of problems with imposter syndrome and deep insecurities around being forgotten it really sucked and was incredibly unprofessional of any worker but especially mental health care professionals to do. I have one on Friday. Let’s hope this one doesn’t stand me up 🤞 Also, back to my ungodly amount of rapid weight loss, I did have 40 pounds that could’ve been shed and I am still not what would be consider ‘skinny’ but an average weight, so the worst part of this whole thing is that people are telling me i look GOOD now. Literally it was my MOM. She always implied I’m overweight and need to lose it and pretends like it’s ‘in your best interest honey’ meanwhile I can’t even do the fucking obligations I’m tied to? You think I can fucking do EXTRA? And yea I should use that kickboxing class that I bought, but not to lose weight mother, but because I’m not physically fit in that I cannot go up stairs without getting winded and because I have all the rage in the world (a portion of which goes to her!) and hitting things makes me feel better and it expires soon and was $40 I won’t get back. None of those reasons have to do with my weight, but if I mention I went to that class to her? She’s going to be SO excited on the phone, for all the wrong reasons thinking it’s me trying to get thin, when it’s me trying to get healthy. That is not equivalent to weight loss necessarily, as clearly evidenced here since I lost a shit ton unhealthily. This weekend I got a ‘Do you lose weight? Cause you look great!’ from her. 🫠🙄And i know that people would even more so do that if I do continue on this path of wasting away even though I’m actually unhealthier than I’ve ever been with my eating habits and the weight loss is a result of my depression and anxiety spiraling worse. How about we as a society stop fucking commenting on other peoples weight period full stop. Also it’s SAYING something that I’m the worst ever rn because food and I have always had a weird vibe. I recently learned what ARFID is and I’m fairly confident I’ve had that my entire life and just never had the name for it so that’s certainly something. Anyway idek what the point of this was other than for me to shout into the void because I was sad. If the void wants to shout back and tell me how I’m supposed to function in this life that’d be great cause I didn’t even HIT the state of the world and how that causes half my lack of motivation for anything in this post, but god the American political and legal landscape fill me dread and anxiety and anger and I can never escape them.

TLDR: I’m sad, I can’t bring myself to go to class at all in these first two weeks of classes. I need a therapist but they keep cancelling when I finally get an appointment and find one that accepts my insurance. My psych is kinda bad and my roommate was trying to help but did it in a way that hurt me more. I wanna drop out but can’t and also school is impacting my mental health so severely that I lost an extreme amount of weight in a short amount of time. Got complimented by mom even though I’m literally unhealthy. Separate from that but intertwined, I might have ARFID, possibly for my whole life and I am genuinely SHOCKED it never once was suggested by a medical professional to my parents when I was a child.

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c4mpbutch · 1 year

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Managed a good bit of tidying up (the flat is a construction site while we are working on the flooring! sawdust everywhere!), popped to the queer cafe to do some dissertation research reading, and now have a risotto in the oven. More tidying and rearranging the flat left to go later on, ready for the carpenter to start on the hallway tomorrow morning.

5/2/23

#self portrait #diary #self #non binary #queer #lgbtq #they them #law student #adhd #autism

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nothorses · 9 months

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"the public education system is intently evil and all teachers are abusive because it was the worst experience ever for me personally"

guys, look, I'm legitimately sorry that happened to you. that's fucked up. it shouldn't have happened, and it shouldn't be allowed to happen again to you or anyone else. I'm sorry.

public school was hard for me too, at times, and I'm still suffering the consequences for the harsh grading, the arbitrary deadlines, the hours of completely useless-to-me homework. I could name a few teachers who have been pretty fucking terrible. the fact that nobody considered getting me evaluated for ADHD has had an impact on my self image and academic success that I can't erase.

and also.

I grew up in an area where education, in particular, is incredibly progressive-leaning. educators are working really hard to create and try out education philosophies and practices that prioritize kids and their learning, rather than teachers and what they think kids should learn.

My sex ed was comprehensive, and came entirely from school. My gay sixth grade teacher taught me about HIV/AIDs in a useful, accurate way. In high school, I learned about the way orgasms work & I was prepared not to feel shame for normal stuff.

I learned that Communism was not what the USSR actually practiced, and what it really means. I learned about atrocities and, specifically, the genocide of indigenous people committed in/by the US. I learned about the military industrial complex, the school-to-prison pipeline, and I learned about manifestations of racism specific to my local area. I learned about Stonewall, and the intersection of the civil rights movement with gay rights and disability justice.

My creative writing teacher taught us about LSD, and the real reasons we shouldn't do it, after a hilariously ineffective assembly run by some local cops. He spoke gently, carefully, and emphatically about his friends and his own experiences. Later in the semester, he read us a story he wrote about two gay men finding each other in a deeply homophobic environment.

My sci-fi teacher made me feel safe & seen as a kid with "weird" interests. My US History teacher helped me research and put together a 10-page paper on the modern relevance and mission of Feminism. My government teacher made me feel appreciated for the work I put into the class, and the thought I put into what I said in it, even though he disagreed with a lot of it. My sixth grade teacher bought me books to read with his personal money, whichever ones I asked for. My third grade teacher made me feel safe. My science teacher in middle school made me excited for and passionate about science, and saw and nurtured the effort I put into her class.

A lot of stuff sucks, absolutely. But I am seeing new teaching methods being tried out all the time, and I am watching teachers get really excited when I teach their students about the roots of modern graffiti in US black history & to question property laws, and just...

There's hope. there are so many people doing so much work to make things better. so many people agree with you on what education should be, and are trying so fucking hard to put that into action, and so many public schools- not just teachers, but whole schools and even districts- are really doing that work. so much is getting better.

I had more to say, about necessary childcare and trusted adults and outside contacts and time away from abusive family. But like. Please just sit down and listen to more people on this, and please talk to educators and education professionals about what's really going on in this big huge world of philosophy, science, and practice.

#education

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hamletthedane · 5 months

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Ah yes the “Doctor Whos” Better known as:

1. Grandpa’s TikTok Prank Channel

2. University physics professor who starts drama at the faculty meetings purely out of boredom

3. Basically, if Bea Arthur was a space alien (much beloved)

4. Exclusively the parts of Hamlet where Hamlet fucks with Polonius

5. If E.M. Forster was a super chill dorm RA who sold you weed and also REALLY wanted you to join his quantum physics department’s ultimate frisbee league

6. Law student

7. The fun dad at the church BBQ who is secretly embezzling funds from the Cheesecake Factory

8. Local Victorian dandy accidentally put his car keys in the fridge bc he was distractedly reading the Wikipedia article for bees

9. Barbieheimer back-to-back screening

10. Law student 2.0 but now he has ADHD (+ his college girlfriend broke up with him)

11. Your friend’s older brother who is super fun and runs an awesome D&D campaign but comes home a lot bc he doesn’t have many friends in college :(

12. A five hour lecture on Shakespeare’s histories that is somehow vaguely entertaining

13. Not to be a lesbian but oooooh my god oh my god ohhhh-

[+ War Doc: I challenge Steven Moffat to a fist fight behind a Waffle House at 2am]

#doctor who #guess who is re-listening to big finish

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afeelgoodblog · 2 years

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The Best News of Last Week - June 20, 2022

🏳️‍🌈 — Happy Pride Month! Let’s start this week with some great news coming from Tokyo.

1. Tokyo Passes Law to Recognize Same-Sex Partnerships

The Tokyo metropolitan government on Wednesday adopted legislation recognizing same-sex partnerships, which will extend some rights that apply to married heterosexual couples.

It also reflects changing attitudes toward the LGBT community. A poll by the Asahi newspaper last year found that 65 percent of voters nationwide supported same-sex marriage, up from 41 percent in 2015.

Japan is the only country in the G7 largest economies not to recognize same-sex marriages.

2. Extinct ‘fantastic giant tortoise’ found alive on the Galápagos Islands

Believed to be extinct for more than a century, a rare species of giant tortoise is in fact still alive.

Scientists assumed that the chelonoidis phantasticus had died out more than a century ago. The only known specimen was discovered in 1906. But in 2019, Princeton researchers discovered a lone female tortoise on the island that hinted that the species might live on. Last week, they finally proved that the two specimens are related.

3. Groundbreaking treatment for HIV/AIDS developed by research team ‘with just a single vaccine dose’

People with AIDS might soon have the option to be treated with just a single vaccine dose, according to a new study from Tel Aviv University that shows the potential impact of a new and unique AIDS/HIV treatment. The peer-reviewed study was led by Dr. Adi Barzel and PhD student Alessio Nehmad.

The goal of the research team was to genetically engineer type B white blood cells inside the body of a person with AIDS. Once modified, the blood cells would be able to secrete neutralizing antibodies against the HIV virus responsible for AIDS, eradicating it from the patient’s body.

4. Rare sun bears rescued from animal traffickers get health checkup

Heartwarming footage shows how two rare bears that were poached as cubs by animal traffickers were given a thorough health checkup.

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“Sun Bears Bopha and Jamran are former victims of the illegal wildlife trade, but found their forever homes at Perth Zoo after being rescued by Free the Bears.”

5. The New York Public Library is giving away 500,000 books for free for keeps

The library is giving away 500,000 books for free to kids, teens and families at all of its branch locations in an effort to help folks build their at-home libraries “and strength the city’s ecosystem of learning,”

All you really have to do to get your hands on some copies is to show up at your neighborhood library and use your card — or sign up for one.

6. Alaska Airlines flight attendant proposes to pilot girlfriend on Pride-themed plane

Veronica Rojas, a flight attendant for Alaska Airlines, surprised her girlfriend with an unforgettable wedding proposal on a flight to Los Angeles. During the flight, Rojas got down on one knee and in true flight attendant-fashion, used the PA system to propose to Moncayo.

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7. Disabled teen completes 84-mile trek of Hadrian’s Wall in wheelchair

Plucky youngster Brynn Hauxwell, 17, who has autism, ADHD, severe asthma, and fixed ankle contractures, took on the historic trail on the border between England and Scotland as part of a charity challenge.

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The arduous journey saw Brynn and his team traveling around eight to nine miles a day and at times going as slow as one mile an hour. The resilient teen has raised over $13,000 for Ability Shetland, a charity that supports disabled people to unlock their full potential in all areas of life, and which also provided the mountain trike for the expedition.

. . .

That's it for this week. Until next week, You can follow me on twitter. Also, I have a newsletter :)

Subscribe here to receive a collection of wholesome news every week in your inbox :D

#best news of last week #pride month #galapagos

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chaosczari · 5 months

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17-11-2023

☆<< Just keep breathing >>☆

~ ft. The paw of my princess 🐕

#chaotic academia #college #law school #student #adhd study #law student #study aesthetic #studyblr #student life #dog #puppies #code #ai #shakespeare and company #study hard #study space #studystudystudy

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presleyannn · 7 months

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hi :) - 9.19.23

Hello, my name is Presley. I am 20 years old, and I am currently in my first semester of law school.

I am also extremely mentally ill. I was diagnosed with severe clinical depression in the 9th grade, having dealt with suicidal ideation since the 5th grade. I am a suicide attempt survivor, and I have been on mood stabilizers ever since. I was also diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago.

Due to my mental health issues, life hasn't been particularly easy for me, especially when it comes to basic life skills like time management and the ability to accomplish basic tasks.

I finished at the top of my class in high school and kept a high gpa in undergrad simply because I am smart, not because I applied myself and worked super hard. I am a terrible procrastinator. My brain can only start working on something if there is an impending deadline, and even then I still struggle to do it.

As you might have already inferred, those habits don't fly in law school. In law school, you have one exam at the end of the semester worth 100% of your grade, built on ALL the material you learned throughout the semester (and you learn A LOT of material in law school). There is no way to cram right before your exam. You must manage your time wisely throughout the semester to stay on top of your work and ensure you have a good handling on the material before you move on.

I am currently struggling to do just that. I am six weeks in, and I am massively behind. Executive dysfunction is very real and it is crippling. I struggle with simply starting a task, and finishing it is a completely different beast.

My brain loves to hyperfixate on things, and 9/10 it is not the thing I need to be focused on. As a result, I will have a laundry list of things I need to do, but find myself unable to do them because I am only focused on that one thing.

However, my brain also says that I must get everything on my to-do list done before I can call it a night. Therefore, I will lose sleep and STILL not get anything done. I was recently awake for almost 48 hours because I told myself that I couldn't sleep until I checked off everything on my to-do list. By the time I finally gave in to exhaustion, I had yet to do anything on it.

It is also extremely difficult for me currently to perform even basic life functions. I've already missed several classes because I simply couldn't find the energy to get out of bed. When I do, I feel like I've run a marathon before I even walk out the door just from waking up and getting dressed. By the time I get out of class, all my energy has disappeared. It takes everything in me just to feed myself at least once a day (and I usually love to eat). When it comes time for me to do work, I am absolutely drained, and my work seems so overwhelming and unapproachable.

All of these things have caused me to be extremely behind on school work, and that is a difficult thing to sit with. Especially when you need to do well because you still have to graduate undergrad, and you have scholarships you need to keep.

It also doesn't help when everyone else around you seems to be well prepared and fighting for the top spot. It makes you begin to wonder if you're even cut out for it, even though this is something you want more than anything else in your life.

Please don't worry about me though. This isn't my first rodeo. I've been dealing with these issues for the past 8 years, it's just that the stakes are much higher right now. I am in therapy, I am taking my medicine, and I have a wonderful support system of family and friends. After everything I've been through, I believe in myself enough to say that I will make it out on the other side, and I will finish this semester strong. I'm just going through a rough patch :)

I am simply here because I would be writing these things down in my personal, private journal anyway, but I want to share them in hopes that they reach someone who needs them. I've made it my mission since I was finally diagnosed in the 9th grade to help break the stigma around mental illness and mental health issues. I want people like me to know that they are not alone in this, because I want to know the same. I also want them to know that feeling these feelings is nothing to be ashamed of and that it's okay to ask for help, because I would be six feet under right now if I had never realized that and gotten the help that I needed.

If you're going through some tough times, just know that I'm sending so much love your way and that I believe in you. You're doing awesome with the hand you were dealt! <3

Me:

Also me but from today:

#mental health #mental illness #law school #law student #wellbeing #self care #journal entry #blog #adhd brain #anime #fanfic #hyperfixation #brainrot #mental health matters

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gatitties · 4 months

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One Piece: Masterlist I

(Other works) / Masterlist II

Donquixote Pirates

"Hard work" - Doflamingo x designer!reader

;; You weren't interested in this particular job, you didn't like your client, your patience runs out easily but you're on the ropes.

Heart Pirates

"Not in my world" - Crew x isekaed!student!reader

;; You find yourself in a totally different world and trying to adjust, you're not sure if you're better off here or in your old life, but you can't complain.

"Distractions" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You are easily distracted by cute things.

"Appearances" - Law x fem!reader

;; Law discovers a new facet about you, intelligence chases you but you are faster.

"Fainted out" - Crew x teen!reader

;; You have a strange blackout, despite not feeling anything wrong with you, your crew care about you.

"Magpie" - Crew x reader

;; You like shiny things and you may have a bit of diogenes syndrome, you just like to collect things!

"Special" - Crew x reader

;; It’s just you having your little autism/ADHD moment with this crew.

"Parent figure" - Crew x teen!fem!reader

;; Being the youngest in the group you found one of the best parental figures you could have dreamed of.

"Baby duck" - Crew x reader

;; You are a calm and curious person who prefers to follow around your captain or partner.

"Big brother" - Law x sister!reader

;; Having a surgeon brother is great, isn't it?

"Faceless" - Crew x gn!reader

;; You finally found a place where you could feel yourself after the curse that fell on you.

"Coma" - Crew x teen!reader

;; A life-threatening attack hits you and everyone is worried about your condition.

"Big cake" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You have a big ass, nothing more, nothing less.

"Stubborn" - Platonic!yandere!Law x teen!reader

;; You are a stubborn teenager and you refuse to have extra 'protection', bad luck for you…

"Cuddles" - Crew x reader

;; Your way of showing affection and love is hugs, no one is complaining!

"Mischievous" - Crew x reader

;; You're a mischievous person, you like to cause some chaos with your powers, even if it's your own crew, you just enjoy the drama too much.

"Healing" - Crew x teen!reader

;; Being kidnapped is not a pretty experience, neither is torture, your entire personality will change completely, but maybe they can heal your emotional wounds.

"Writer" - Crew x fem!teen!reader

;; Even with the power to write and rewrite the course of your life and the lives of others, bad things are bound to happen.

"Heartbeat" - Crew x Mitsuri!reader

;; Your heart feels like it's going to explode at how adorable everyone around you seems, painting your vision with rose-colored glasses.

Kid Pirates

"Not in my world" - Crew x isekaed!student!reader

;; You find yourself in a totally different world and trying to adjust, you're not sure if you're better off here or in your old life, but you can't complain.

"Motherly" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You never thought that you would end up being the mother figure of one of the most bloodthirsty crews, much less that they would appreciate you enough to defend you against vulgar words.

"Distractions" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You are easily distracted by cute things.

"Ghoulish cuteness" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You love cute little animals and you brutally punish the abusers, drawing the attention of a certain redhaired pirate.

"Stuffed animal" - Crew x child!fem!reader

;; What you least expected that night was to find something similar to friends or family.

"Magpie" - Crew x reader

;; You like shiny things and you may have a bit of diogenes syndrome, you just like to collect things!

"Special" - Crew x reader

;; It’s just you having your little autism/ADHD moment with this crew.

"Parent figure" - Crew x teen!fem!reader

;; Being the youngest in the group you found one of the best parental figures you could have dreamed of.

"Sensitive" - Crew x reader

;; You think that all you do is annoy but it's just your mind playing with you.

"Baby duck" - Crew x reader

;; You are a calm and curious person who prefers to follow around your captain or partner.

"Big brother" - Kid x sister!reader

;; Having a rabid mechanic as a brother is great, isn't it?

"Coma" - Crew x teen!reader

;; A life-threatening attack hits you and everyone is worried about your condition.

"Big cake" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You have a big ass, nothing more, nothing less.

"Vocals" - Crew x singer!reader

;; The discovery of your voice was a ray of tranquility for this crew.

"Music" - Crew x reader

;; You swear you hate white girl music and yet it only takes a little alcohol for you to know all the songs you swore you hated.

"Healing" - Crew x teen!reader

;; Being kidnapped is not a pretty experience, neither is torture, your entire personality will change completely, but maybe they can heal your emotional wounds.

"Writer" - Crew x fem!teen!reader

;; Even with the power to write and rewrite the course of your life and the lives of others, bad things are bound to happen.

"Heartbeat" - Crew x Mitsuri!reader

;; Your heart feels like it's going to explode at how adorable everyone around you seems, painting your vision with rose-colored glasses.

Red Hair Pirates

"Sugar baby" - Shanks x reader

;; What you thought was a financial relationship ended up being something more than that.

"Actress" - Shanks (& Mihawk) x fem!reader

;; The peaceful life with little adventures that you were looking for always turns into chases, luckily you can always have a rest with two of your favorite people.

"Special dance" - Teen!Shanks x teen!reader

;; Nobody seems to want to be your partner to dance, luckily you manage to find someone to enjoy the night.

"Fainted out" - Crew x teen!reader

;; You have a strange blackout, despite not feeling anything wrong with you, your crew care about you.

"Discouraged" - Shanks x fem!reader

;; You are not having the best days but your family and friends make you see that you should not drown in a glass of water.

"Whims" - Shanks x wife!reader

;; It doesn't seem like you can get a second of rest, but your husband surprises you with some gifts.

"Unwanted" - Shanks x wife!reader

;; You didn’t want to be part of that ceremony, but you’re not brave enough to run away either.

"Sensitive" - Crew x reader

;; You think that all you do is annoy but it's just your mind playing with you.

"Burden?" - Crew x reader

;; You think all you're doing is causing trouble, but they just don't care, they will always be there for you.

"Family" - Shanks x daughter!reader

;; Your bravery helps you save a person unfairly judged, this whole incident generates a drastic change in your pace of life where it seems that your father is ready to show himself.

Strawhats

"Not in my world" - Crew x isekaed!student!reader

;; You find yourself in a totally different world and trying to adjust, you're not sure if you're better off here or in your old life, but you can't complain.

"Accidental fall" - Crew x male!reader

;; Your careless ass ends up jumping off a cliff and instead of meeting a painful death all you find is new friends.

"Need to be protected" - Platonic!Yandere!Monster trio x teen!fem!reader

;; You find yourself in your favorite anime but things seem to be a little weirder than you imagined.

"Distractions" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You are easily distracted by cute things.

"Fainted out" - Crew x teen!reader

;; You have a strange blackout, despite not feeling anything wrong with you, your crew care about you.

"Hurt heart" - Sanji x reader

;; Hurt by the behavior of one of your companions, Sanji makes his way into your heart to heal it.

"Hot water" - Crew x reader

;; Some of them are... stinky, time to have a hot shower!

"Magpie" - Crew x reader

;; You like shiny things and you may have a bit of diogenes syndrome, you just like to collect things!

"Special" - Crew x reader

;; It’s just you having your little autism/ADHD moment with this crew.

"Parent figure" - Crew x teen!fem!reader

;; Being the youngest in the group you found one of the best parental figures you could have dreamed of.

"Anxious teen" - Crew x teen!reader

;; You have an anxiety attack but luckily they are there to cover your back.

"Speedy" - Crew x male!reader

;; You seem to awaken some powers that you did not know and you try to help as much as possible but time plays against you.

"Big brother" - Luffy x sister!reader

;; Having a stretchy monkey as a brother is great, isn't it?

"Shy" - Crew x teen!reader

;; You surprise the crew by talking longer than you ever did because of your shyness.

"Coma" - Crew x teen!reader

;; A life-threatening attack hits you and everyone is worried about your condition.

"Slient" - Crew x gn!reader

;; You're not a person of many words, but that's okay, you're still super cool!

"Culture" - Crew x muslim!fem!reader

;; Your crew reacts to your habits, being a practitioner of the Shia movement within Muslim culture.

"Big cake" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You have a big ass, nothing more, nothing less.

"Stubborn" - Platonic!yandere!Luffy & Zoro x teen!reader

;; You are a stubborn teenager and you refuse to have extra 'protection', bad luck for you…

"Hurt" - Crew x child!reader

;; Skypiea is a lot more dangerous than it looks and its self-proclaimed God didn't think it would be fun to have a child in his game.

"Clone" - Crew x reader

;; All your few memories from your childhood seem to make sense when you discover that you are not a person but a clone of someone.

"Adventurer" - Crew x link!reader

;; You are a faithful and reliable companion, with few words beyond a few shouts or phrases, as well as a genius at solving puzzles.

"Music" - Crew x reader

;; You swear you hate white girl music and yet it only takes a little alcohol for you to know all the songs you swore you hated.

"Mischievous" - Crew x reader

;; You're a mischievous person, you like to cause some chaos with your powers, even if it's your own crew, you just enjoy the drama too much.

"Golden heart" - Crew x Tanjiro!reader

;; You are the most admirable and educated person on the ship despite being the youngest person, your senses make you stand out in addition to your kindness.

"Aquatic" - Crew x teen!reader

;; Your brain tends to wander to the deepest corners of your mind, your captain doesn't help you concentrate much, but luckily the rest of the crew does.

"Feminine" - Crew x reader

;; You stand out for your features and actions, being hyperfeminine.

"Alexithymia" - Crew x reader

;; Your impassive face and lack of expressions don't seem to bother your friends at all.

"Copies" - Crew x teen!reader

;; Who wouldn't want a mini version of Zoro on their crew? Here you are to fulfill that wish.

"Healing" - Crew x teen!reader

;; Being kidnapped is not a pretty experience, neither is torture, your entire personality will change completely, but maybe they can heal your emotional wounds.

"Writer" - Crew x fem!teen!reader

;; Even with the power to write and rewrite the course of your life and the lives of others, bad things are bound to happen.

"Heartbeat" - Crew x Mitsuri!reader

;; Your heart feels like it's going to explode at how adorable everyone around you seems, painting your vision with rose-colored glasses.

"Surprise?" - Crew x reader

;; Everything seems to fall apart before their eyes when you die, only to find out that you were enjoying yourself in Sabaody and not in your grave.

Whitebeard Pirates

"Rescued" - Crew x reader

;; Your home island seems to be in complete chaos, you can see no hope in the end of this war but at least they manage to rescue you at the last moment.

"Distractions" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You are easily distracted by cute things.

"Fainted out" - Crew x teen!reader

;; You have a strange blackout, despite not feeling anything wrong with you, your crew care about you.

"Special dance" - Whitebeard x teen!reader

;; Nobody seems to want to be your partner to dance, luckily you manage to find someone to enjoy the night.

"Discouraged" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You are not having the best days but your family and friends make you see that you should not drown in a glass of water.

"Parent figure" - Crew x teen!fem!reader

;; Being the youngest in the group you found one of the best parental figures you could have dreamed of.

"Magpie" - Crew x reader

;; You like shiny things and you may have a bit of diogenes syndrome, you just like to collect things!

"Burden?" - Crew x reader

;; You think all you're doing is causing trouble, but they just don't care, they will always be there for you.

"Sensitive" - Crew x reader

;; You think that all you do is annoy but it's just your mind playing with you.

"Not a good time" - Crew x fem!reader

;; You are not going through your best moment in life but apparently there are people who fight for your well-being.

"Baby duck" - Crew x reader

;; You are a calm and curious person who prefers to follow around your captain or partner.

"Cuddles" - Crew x reader

;; You are a person of physical affection and others don't seem to be bothered.

"Savior" - Ace, Thatch & Marco x fem!reader

;; You refuse to let the only person who could see you die when no one else did.

"Vocals" - Crew x singer!reader

;; The discovery of your voice was a ray of tranquility for this crew.

"Music" - Crew x reader

;; You swear you hate white girl music and yet it only takes a little alcohol for you to know all the songs you swore you hated.

Others

"Sugar baby" - Mihawk x reader

;; What you thought was a financial relationship ended up being something more than that.

"Actress" - Mihawk (& Shanks) x fem!reader

;; The peaceful life with little adventures that you were looking for always turns into chases, luckily you can always have a rest with two of your favorite people.

"Burden?" - Mihawk x reader

;; You think all you're doing is causing trouble, but they just don't care, they will always be there for you.

#op #one piece #one piece masterlist #op masterlist

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so the exam week is currently starting over here -advanced biology is the first one for me ;)- so to calm my nerves, could i learn about how your dear victors would cope if they had chosen an academic path?

i do not have the most academically minded bunch, to put it diplomatically, but here goes

answers under the cut for length

Ronan: business or law, probably, something douchey but everyone forgives him because he's just that charming. however he'd be a little bit adam parrish in that his entire backstory is a total fiction and nobody realizes none of them know who he really is

Adessa: biology, genetics, behavioural psychology, i don't even know, she'd want to do everything and probably does multiple degrees. she'd be an absolute terror and "um, actually" everyone so they'd hate her but they'd also fight to be in her highly coveted and exclusive study group sessions

Odin: he'd do very well, obviously, either something obnoxious like classics (affectionate) or coming out of left field with natural science. doesn't really need to study but takes meticulous and beautiful notes

Misha: she drops out of high school in every modern AU i've put her in, so this one is tough! i can only imagine her as a campus cryptid who sneaks into classes without actually enrolling because she's interested in the content and no one knows who she is but they're all afraid to ask. she doesn't do assignments because she's not a student but once in a while she'll turn in something startlingly sharp

Claudius: music, obviously, like if he had to. i think he'd be one of those people who had a rotten time in the early years but liked doing his degree once he got there. assuming he gets recognition & accommodation for the dyslexia i think he'd manage all right

Devon: i think he'd do a degree in social work and he'd be very good at the people aspect and the practicum and all that but the adhd used to have him staring into space and missing things in class as a bb so i think the actual sit-in-chair part of coursework is always his least favourite. the centre is, for better or worse, very active and hands-on; university, not so much. studying has him lying flat on his back with his book laid over his face groaning aloud into the air. he'd need to find a cute boy and play 'one kiss for every fact i remember'

Petra: legitimately I don't know WHAT she'd do for a degree but I know that studying does not come easy to her (undiagnosed learning disability) and she pushes herself to near exhaustion to get top of the class if there are stakes involved (e.g. a scholarship, or Selene). she studies with Dash and works herself to the brink but she does it! and then eventually someone notices and says hey maybe you should get tested, and she resists because what are you implying! but she does, and what do you mean it's not this hard for everyone, what do you mean it could be easier, and she has a full out crying fit right there in the office. and then she still has to work hard but it's not AS hard, you know what i mean?

Brutus: struggled with this one because again, blue collar boy, BUT i genuinely think he'd like sports medicine! he'd need glasses and a dyslexia diagnosis but he'd throw himself at studying the same as at a cliff wall: silently, with grim determination, one step at a time

Emory: another one who in modern AUs like ... runs a bakery giving skills training to at-risk kids and volunteers at the local community centre all with a high school diploma, so my brain squints trying to imagine her in academia. maybe child psychology for teen therapy/counselling? like the others she'd need help with the learning disability but she is very stubborn when she wants to do a thing. flashcards work very well for her bc she can activate memory

Alec: the kind of student who studies super hard and still comes second to the one who rocks up the day of the exam without studying at all, and he tries very hard not to be annoyed about it, but he is, and he knows it's a character flaw, but oh well. med school is hard but he loves every minute of it

Creed: doesn't actually know how to study. he just ... comes to class, understands the material and does well? is that bad? people always make studying sound super complicated, but oh well. 100% poli sci / communications major

Lyme: i can't decide if she'd be on the kinesiology / sports medicine side or over on the social work / child psychologist side (i've written AUs with her doing both), it really depends. either way she's pretty focused and doesn't socialize much until people from class drag her out because they're afraid her brain is going to explode

Enobaria: i'm imagining 5 hour energy + 4 loko + redbull study sessions that leave everyone amazed she's still alive and a little bit afraid, honestly, but she needs the buzz to get her through it because the content is fun but the actual studying is so boring. i think it would help her to record lectures and listen to them while running but it would take her a while to realize it because her whole childhood is people trying to get her to sit down and do her homework ~properly

Nero: definitely social work but with a minor in like ... philosophy? poetry? something like that anyway. i want to say he's pretty quiet in class but does very well on exams and it startles his classmates the first time, but the profs tell him he needs to participate in discussions if he wants a good grade and he's like ............. y tho, but he does after

not sure for my less-developed characters but hopefully this is fun!

#lorata answers #anonymous #we must be killers: tales from district 2

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