#Am i ashamed tho

[midoristeashop]

Long car trips mean hunch over my ipad and film dumb stupid videos in restaurants at 11pm 😍 (future me screw u idk if it’s shaky also do not perceive me)

(That one vine)

Also have the things

#I didn’t even plan to use this audio LMAO #it worked ig I just added words #hijack #jackycup #it’s so wild yall car trips fuck me up cuz what do u mean I slept 4 hours straight and now there’s snow #IN CALI?? #ate some bomb ass food tho while filming and my sis just stared at me the whole time 😔 #ig that’s how ​toofthelss greets people LMAO #expressions are fun #I may not animatic but I can sure hope and dream #if u see this no u didn’t #a little loopy it’s fine yall #edit: omgf ITS SO SHAKY I AM ASHAMED #TY FOR LIKING THIS BUT ALSO WOW DO I KINDA HAYE IT #😔 it’s ok I’ll just dig a hole and lay down for a while it’s fine

[chronicbeans]

My pal, @bottombrovince, requested I post this to my Tumblr page after I sent it into a groupchat. Blame them.

#Scopophobia Studios #John Doe Game #John Doe #Frost Bite Game #Tate Frost #Tentador Leches #Koolie Sterling #Yandere characters #My IRL friends #Take this terrible meme and go- #Uncanny Valley Series #I simp for objectively terrible men #And I am not ashamed of it. #My friends are scared for me tho- #Thank goodness I only simp for fictional characters #And that I have no interest in real people

[chimkin-samich]

Took me months to muster up the courage to do a rockstar au… even tho it’s more post apocalyptic punk … and it’s litterally a mess…

#sundrop fnaf #sundrop #sun fnaf #sundrop x oc #sundrop x reader #sundrop x you #sundrop x self insert #sundrop x y/n #sun and moon x reader #moondrop x oc #moondrop x reader #moondrop x self insert #moondrop x you #moondrop x y/n #even tho it’s more of a personal oc #than a yn #and it’s also a freaking furry yes #i am very ashamed of this as of now… #art #art wip #arts #mods speaketh #mod feral

[overanalysingfandoms]

I'M SO SORRY

#I HAD TO #I DEEPLY DEEPLY APOPLOGISE #AGAIN I AM SO SORRY #honestly ashamed of myself for this/j #I found it way too funny tho #grian #scar #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #scarian #hermitshipping #hermitblr #hermitcraft #hermitcraft memes #trafficshipping #hermitcraft out of context

[skitskatdacat63]

Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????

If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3

#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭 #originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au) #and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare) #and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS #no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend #it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep. #the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg #i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend #*weakly* i did it~ #again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!! #i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself #i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process #tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny #thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹 #hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today! #also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now) #now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #catie.art. #vettonso #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[zarovich]

being bad at video games is so funny like babygirl i can fuck up and die in ways you could never imagine

#personal #finally playing bg3 after buying it awhile ago and i died in the prologue by repeatedly walking into fire #i didnt see it and was like why am i taking damage why am i dying 😐 its okay tho it was in character i prommy.... #it wasnt even in combat either. ashamed and embarrassed #my girl laezel watching my character like booo this guy SUCKS... 🙄

[hybridkilljoys]

I've been an absolute emotional wreck since last night due to my narcissist father making me feel less than human so can i..........ask for some reassurance that i'm not an absolute failure of a human being

or pictures of your cats, that would help a lot too

#its been months of dealing with his abuse and last night it left me feeling worse than ever and i am just #really exhausted and mentally broken rn #and i hate asking for reassurance because I always feel like a bother and I should just deal with shit myself until it passes #but when i say last night was bad it was bad and i feel like i am not even meant to be alive that is how that man made me feel #so i just wanna be selfish this one time #and ask for spare kindness because i could really use it right now because my feelings arent going away #no matter how hard im trying to distract myself today and i dont have the strenght to stay like this for a week or more #so yeah #gomen for rambling in the tags im just really #idfk embarrassed and ashamed i dont like asking for help i feel dumb even tho i know its not dumb but yeah #txt

[glitterock]

y’all i HATE switches like this is someone i am trying to plan a time to hang out with and i told her i was a bottom and i get this as a response😭

like don’t come over if ur gonna make me feel BAD ABOUT IT BRO RAGHHHH LIKE SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP LITERALLY DONT PERSUE ME THEN

#like i get this is funny haha to you but this is an actual insecurity of mine LMAO #Watch me force myself to top to compensate tho bc i am so ashamed of myself lmao

[loser-jpg]

i dont think id be able to properly explain in words how much i love lucas sinclair. I want him to be my son. my lil guy. that dude that follows me around. I want to play sports with him because I like sports and he likes sports and maybe we can go watch a baseball game together and eat those bomb ass hotdogs they got at yankee stadium. Hes just so cool. more nerdy sport dudes rep pls i feel seen rn

#i am a sport kid i am not ashamed #it is in my blood #stranger things #lucas sinclair #elumax #lumax #i love my lil sport son #the yankee stadium hotdogs are so good tho u dont even know

[cuubism]

an extremely chaotic collaborative Dreamling playlist that makes me question whether we all even watched the same show

YOUTUBE // SPOTIFY

Tracklist, by year:

an actually readable version of the tracklist is below the cut.

@merytsetesh, @thecosmerekid, @everythings-aces, @flyingfishtailoutpost1, @smallboyonherbike, @ghostboyjules, @reallyintoscience, @puzzleshipper, @lemurianstarship, @sunshines-fabulous-legs, @five-and-dimes, @thranduilland, @nightofheart, @bluetea2206, @thatonetimetraveller and anons thank you for your contribution in making the world worse

(actually tho. this has been a blast. you all made my week. i love you ❤)

1389 Kite // Castle of Sand Voxtrot // Missing Pieces Ben Howard // Call Me Maybe (Cover) Kesha // Finding You Taylor Swift // Love Story (BARDCORE)

1489 Kite // Up for Life Oh Wonder // Ultralife Galantis // Bones The Score // Oh My Love Depeche Mode // Strangelove Florence + the Machine // Heartlines Sophie B. Hawkins // Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover

1589 Dalida // Les temps des fleurs Oh Wonder // Heavy Dayglow // Dear Friend, Katy Perry // The One That Got Away (80s Remix) Voxtrot // Raised By Wolves R.E.M. // Losing My Religion Kiesza // What Is Love (Cover) Linkin Park // Numb (80s Remix)

1689 Anais Mitchell // Bright Star Hooverphonic // Eden Tchaikovsky // The Garland Waltz NightLab // The Measure of Things Sleeping At Last // Two Voxtrot // Every Day

1789 King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard // Yours Animotion // Obsession The Killers // When You Were Young The Cure // More Than This Imogen Heap // Goodnight and Go Aram Khachaturian // Masquerade Suite

1889 MALINDA // How Dare You Moody Blues // Nights in White Satin leo. // despair Phil Collins // Against All Odds Kodaline // High Hopes Hozier // It Will Come Back Live // Meltdown

1989 Sam Tinnesz // Far From Home Luc Arbogast // Ja Nuns Hons Pris (Cover) Heart // Alone Sam Smith // Make It To Me Air Supply // All Out of Love Blondie // Dreaming

2022 The Script // The Man Who Can't Be Moved Sir Sly // Too Far Gone P!nk // Whataya Want From Me Waitress the Musical // A Soft Place to Land Florence + The Machine // Heavy in Your Arms Modern English // I Melt With You Bob Dylan // Make You Feel My Love

#why yes i DID intentionally pick the worst possible fonts! #i can't decide if we should all be proud or ashamed of this #and i think i actually made it worse by ordering it. like i ordered and categorized by year and i'm 90% sure that was a dis-improvment #possibly better listened to on shuffle XD #the 1789 section is unequivocally my favorite followed by 1589 XD and listen u may say why are there 80s songs there? #well was that not ALSO an 80s??? also it's just funny #dreamling songs #dreamling #also hope you enjoy the extremely hideous cover! :D i worked incredibly hard on it #hopefully didn't forget any songs! or tags! but i probably did. #ok tho actually. much of the chaos of this is my fault. i just started replying to people with the wildest songs i could think of #and here we are #can't lie i am. obsessed with the 1889 font which is just called 'bloody' #and the 2022 font is called Loved By The King :') #and the 1389 font is called Dearest! #love language: obscure fonts

[skitskatdacat63]

helloooo you haven’t heard from me in a while but since i consider u an f1 historian i just saw on tiktok a video of an intro (before the 2012 korean gp i assume) where they had the drivers with gangnam style as the music… i was wondering if you might have it since that has been driving me insaaaane 😭😭 thank you sm catie have a lovely day 🫶

Hallo!!!! Nice to see you again! I'm glad I can be held in such high esteem 😭 But please anon, we def saw the same tiktok, this one, right? A great thanks to the op on tiktok who linked me the video!!

Why did you have to force me think again about all the Gangnam Style stuff in F1 in 2012 though????(ex. BBC vid with PSY, vid/pics of Seb and Mark with PSY, both learning the dance, as well as other clips of drivers such as Felipe and Nico dancing)

#no because i spent literally an entire hour trying to find it myself and failed..... #i am so ashamed LMAO but thank god for that person linking it #and its so annoying bcs i literally looked on twt using the exact keywords and it didnt show up??? #AND ITS EVEN WORSE BCS I LITERALLY HAVE THAT TWT ACCOUNT OPEN IN ONE OF MY TABS #i digress: i like to make things hard for myself apparently #my search history was just me losing my whole fucking mind #though ive learned a lot about older german f1 content! #such as a commercial where niki lauda plays a cowboy as well as a michael schumacher rap #f1 needs to slay and be camp like this again(paraphrasing Cofi) #its so cringe but i love it #those pics tho of sebmark with psy haunt me tho 😭😭😭😭😭 like why did you make me think of that again #but jfc has it rly been 10+ yrs since gangnam style??????? #fernando alonso #sebastian vettel #kimi raikkonen #kimi räikkönen #lewis hamilton #michael schumacher #nico rosberg #(its so fucked up we didnt get mark or jenson) #f1 #formula 1 #2012 korean gp #2012 korean grand prix

[momentomori24]

Couldn't draw anything for soushin week so here's my drawing from last year's prompt ''Highschool''. This is based of the fanfic ''Unresisted Temptation'' by Novaz soooooo..... yeah. Happy soushin week, everyone! *throws this at you and crawls back into the void*

#your turn to die #yttd #sou hiyori #shin tsukimi #midori yttd #soushin #uggghhh i am so ashamed of this one..... #tho not enough to not post it ig #but this is so ugly... #UGGGHHH

[zarovich]

i may not be ashamed of my scars but i still fear that no one will love me bc of them

#personal #sh mention #i dont hate ny scars in fact i like them but ik many find them ugly and shameful #idk i get afraid thinking ppl wont be able to look past it. if my own family my own blood comments on them... then others will too #combined with the fact that i like my scars too. i have no desire to be rid of them theyre apart of me and my struggles #to erase them is to erase part of who i am. so i refuse to be ashamed even tho theyre from my own hands #ugh. idk if anyone can relate to this at all im mostly just speaking to clear my mind.... #i get remind of this everyday andit sucks a bit. a permanent reminder that others will judge me. but theyll judge regardless

[bangcakes]

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#personal #im like so happy rn. but also terrified #bc like. uh. gotta go back to the real world of having a job after bein in school for 3 years DNDNJDNDNDNDN #and also like. my boy problem. like NDJFJDJDJJDJDJDJD #big transitions oml #i can only do 1 thing at once and like so sorry to me but the job search thing is kinda taking a back seat NFNDDJFN #OH I HATE TO SAY IT. AS LIKE. A USUALLY CAREER DRIVEN PERSON BUT.................. #JDJDJDJDJDJDDDJDNDNDNDNDND I CANT EVEN SAY IT............ #but rn ya. my priorities.... im ashamed NDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNNDDNDND #but.... HHHHHHHHHHH its the more fun thing so !!!!!!!!! #but gah..... i also am like takin a break bc its like christmas n who the fuck is looking to hire rn lmao #the time between xmas n new years isnt real so !!!! #and also !!! i think i deserve a break after 4 months of non stop work !!!!!!!!!! #also like the faster i resolve my boy problem the easier itll be to focus #on job searching ????? #or like god i guess i could do both. my mom keeps being like.... youre both looking for jobs... why dont you ask him to do it together NDN #um.... 1. hes my competition LMAO. we literally had the same gpa down to the decimal #(tho this may no longer be the case bc we got our grades for the semester n mine went up. idk the state of his. would be fuckin funny if it #was still the same tho JDJDJFJDJ) #and 2..... LOL ID RATHER DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE WITH HIM........ #god idk where this post is going. but 1. i wished him merry christmas and he answered back with a 'merry christmas 😄' which !!!@@@ #from a reserved/grumpyish guy...... im just kind of like NDNNDNDNDNDND IDK. IDKKKKK. LIKE IM HAPPY ???? BUT IM ALSO LIKE FREAKED OUT ?????? #i dont think i'll be able to deal if he actually likes me back #and 2. i like have a draft message of like. asking him to hang out JJDJDJDNDNDM #if youve been following these posts.. maybe u remember me askin him if he wants to keep in touch with me n our mutual friend and he said #he would. so that friend is like. going away for a month and like ok lets be real. if i have to wait until feb to see him i'll um Die JDJJD #so i have a message planned. IDK WHEN IM GONNA SEND IT. BUT IT WILLLL GET SENT. I JUST.... HHHHHHH I HAVE TO GET THE NERVE.... #but .... ya idk i hope he says yes but i'll also get if he says no. may be awks just the two of us. maybe we're not ready LMAO IDK. ive bee #alone with him maybe like. 30 mins max. and like the convo keeps going but there are pauses. IDK. maybe i should stop thinking and go to be