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#Ana recovery
nabibbyy · 2 months
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when your ED is starting to affect the people around you <<<<<<
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you deserve to eat. you deserve to be able to stand up without feeling like you're going to pass out. you deserve “unhealthy” foods. you deserve to not feel cold constantly. you deserve to fuel your body. you deserve to see yourself as more than just numbers on a scale. you deserve a happy relationship with food.
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Your health and safety will always be more important than your productivity or success 
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We live in a culture that romanticizes illness. I hope you learn to romanticize your healing, however that looks for you.
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growandrecover · 10 months
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if you're gaining weight in recovery and feel bad about it, that's your body trying to keep you alive. I know it's extremely difficult to deal with your body changing, especially because our disorders are so image based, but your body isn't thinking about that. Its sole purpose is to keep you alive, and that's what it's doing for you.
Your body may not be able to trust you right now, and if you feel out of control, that could be why. But don't worry, a day will come where it can begin to rely on you again to give it what it needs.
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Hey, I’m recovering from anorexia, you should too. Do not scroll away, you need to here this.
(Tw for the tags, ignore them. I just needed reach.)
Imagine waking up 5 weeks from now, still starving. Still dying. Still su1c1dal and depressed. You can see yourself like that, can’t you? Fine, but what about 5 weeks from now? 5 months? You won’t be alive by 5 years if you keep starving and self distrusting. This disorder will kill you, and do not say “good, I want that” because that is not you saying that. That is your disorder.
I understand you, and we are sick. Your thinking you’re just becoming healthy, you think you’re becoming worthy and lovable, you think you’re becoming beautiful and handsome. Well you are wrong. You have always been healthy, beautiful, handsome, lovable and worthy. This disorder is making you believe you never felt/were these things so it can make you believe that happiness/beauty/worth/control=skinny. Anorexia is a sick, twisted liar. It is not your friend. It dose not make you feel good.
Anorexia lingers before and after it’s truly here. It will shame your food, clothes, hobbies and family until you break and crumble into anorexias arms. Anorexia not only hurts you, but everyone around you too. Have you noticed how distant you and your friends are? Your family? Yourself? Anorexia thrives in isolation. It will make you angry and sad so you lash out at people, it will make you fear having fun with others, it will torment you and the people you love. It is hard to recover because anorexia is trying to break you just like before.
Are your grades dropping? Is your work becoming sloppy on the job? Do your sentences make sense? Obviously not, you are dying. Your body dosent have the energy to make you function properly. Your organs are failing, your heart is slowing down, your brain is malfunctioning. How many damn times must I say this? You are dying. You have something to live for, a sibling, a pet, a friend, a unfulfilled wish, work, graduation, hobbies, getting better at something, trying something new and even recovery. Do not let this pathetic parasite kill you.
Asking for help is horrifying, sometimes dangerous, but recovery is possible. You need to recover, you are thin enough, you are sick enough, you have been hurt enough. It’s time to live. So take that little energy you have left and get help. I’m doing recovery on my own, so if solo recovery works for you then that’s okay, as long as your recovering. Killing anorexia isn’t just eating a fear food or eating when your hungry, though. Recovery is embracing every insecurity, seeing where this truly started, healing our relationship with food, family, our body and how people have treated us. It will hurt and you will relive every trauma that started this, and it will be hard to not relapse when this time comes, but listen to me and not the voice screaming.
Recovery is worth every ounce of pain. Your fear, your guilt, your trauma’s? all gone. It will never disappear, but it will become a better memory. It won’t hurt to remember. It won’t hurt to be alive. I’m sorry this has happened to us, I love you. Never give up, hope is not gone, recovery is waiting for you on the other side. You are ready.
(national suicide prevention hotline.) 1-800-273-TALK
(national eating disorder hotline) 1-800-931-2237
(National alliance on mental illness) 1-800-950-NAMI
(Anorexia and related eating disorder hotline) 1-888-375-7767
(Substance abuse and mental health hotline.) 1-800-662-HELP
(National domestic violence hotline.) 800-799-7233
(National sexual abuse hotline.) 1-800-656-4673
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girlbossblog444 · 2 months
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Never forgiving y'all for normalizing eds
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
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coquettemiaxoxo-v2 · 1 month
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Hej
Tym krótkim postem chciałam się z wami pożegnać-nie wiem na ile, czy na zawsze czy na miesiąc ale podjęłam decyzję o przejściu na recovery.
ED w którym tkwię już powoli 6 lat, wykończyło mnie w każdy mozliwy sposób. Kompulsywne jedzenie, anoreksja, bulimia zostawiły na mojej psychice ogromny ślad.
Chce nawiązać zdrową relacje z jedzeniem, nie chce już płakać nad talerzem zupy i przejadac się do zrzygania.
Myślę że to dobra decyzja.
Życzę wam tego samego, zegnajcie kocham was wszytskich i trzymam za was kciuki ❤️❤️❤️
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nabibbyy · 1 month
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It’s so hard making friends online 😭 Bcs they friendlove bomb u and then they get bored of you so they ghost u
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magnificenciablog · 3 months
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Vendo tantas meninas bonitas e magras, eu tô aqui há tanto tempo, eu me sinto uma fraude.
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Sending all the love to fat people with anorexia. Sending all the love to fat people with bulimia. Your eating disorder is just as serious as it would be in a thin person, and you deserve just as much support and help in your recovery. I know you don't get that experience when you get sick, and you definitely don't get to experience those positive healing vibes when you choose recovery and stop losing weight. Just know that I see you, that I know it's not fair, and that I believe in your immense worth and the worth of your recovery journey.
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You deserve to eat because you exist, that’s all there is to it
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voidsquidd · 2 months
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I'll get better after I get worse, I promise
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girlbossblog444 · 1 month
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Stop complaining about your life if you're not going to do anything about it
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karolinsmind · 5 months
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Recovery isn't linear, and that's okay. It's about progress, not perfection.🤍
Whether it's a small victory like trying a new food or silencing that negative voice.🤍
I'm proud of you. Keep going 🤍
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