#And i hate myself

[cessmaga]

I can't enjoy halbarry anymore i think

#everything about I have an idea with them is always out of character or bad #now I can't enjoy them properly #and I'm really guilty for liking hal #considering he was originally gonna be genderfluid #now I feel like I'm one of those companies who wants to erase lgbt characters so badly #and I hate myself #everything I do sucks #even everything I enjoy sucks #I used to love this ship #now I can't bring myself love it without and guilt and shame around me #but I can't bring to hate this ship #it means alot to me #and it really makes me happy #vent tag #personal vent #vent post #vent

[sutastufful]

all the drawingz i did for wondershow ship week over on twitter!! it waz super fun to partcipate in thiz event lol

#project sekai #pjsekai #tsukasa tenma #emu ootori #rui kamishiro #nene kusanagi #kanade yoisaki #kohane azusawa #emurui #nenekasa #emunene #ruikasa #ruinene #emukasa #wanshoshipweek #i dont even think anyone in exiztence every shipz the lazt one lmfao #therez context i swear #alzo i literally noticed like 6 coloring errorz in theze after i pozted them on twt #and i hate myself

[rockyhirschershow]

you're in her bed but im crying on the bus home because i saw you guys talking to each other and wish i was less unloveable

#izzy hands core #kidding this is about me #mecore #i'm sensitive #and i hate myself #sigh

[ohhtobeagooner]

the blonde epidemic in football rn… pray for them

#watching tottenham vs man u #doing a full day of footie #since i can’t watch the arsenal match #and i hate myself

[torifuckingspring]

i'm bored

#and sad #and tired #and my throat's scratchy #and i hate myself #but am i alive. i'd say

[marshvlovestv]

At this point I think it's equally likely that by the end of March I will A. have turned my life around completely or B. be dead. Fucking stay tuned.

#suicide tw #this just. isn't the world i want to be living in #and i hate myself #i don't know what else to say

[lemaldusiecle]

i drank alcohol yesterday night to forget my life and the fact that i want to die, but of course today i still feel the pain in a monstrous way and i am crying

#sorry to anyone who sees this #i feel insane #and i hate myself

[over-rated-cheese]

told my friend I might be nonbinary, she legit said, “don’t worry ur not ugly” which I was like gorl what 🥲🤨 and then she said, “I had a phase like that too, I got over it.” keep in mind this is my BEST FRIEND

I am sobbing

#life sucks rn bro #I’m struggling with suicidal thoughts again #so that’s great #this is stupid #and I hate myself #random #i am deleting this later #cuz it dumb

[ryder-the-writer]

the horrors are showing their ugly faces again and warm toast & cold jam isn't fixing me

#it is nearly 6 am #and i hate myself #someone kill me please #or just give me a cig and a bottle of wine #please #i'm begging

[kabs1912]

My mother was so fucking mean today

I’m used to do vocal stimming like, every time I open my mouth, and sometimes when a new or funny sound comes out I normally say to myself oh! What was that? Or why did you do that? Because is funny to me, and then I’ll try and recreate that sound until I’m done.

Now, I normally home alone, but today my mother was in te kitchen at the same time as me, so first of all she made fun off me stimming, AND THEN when I asked myself my normal question she answered because your a girl

So, let me say something, I came out to my mother around 4 years ago, she knows I’m a boy, BUT SHE DECIDED TO MAKE MY LIFE TEN TIMES MORE MISERABLE because she not only disregards my mental health and my AuDHD she also is transphobic as fuck to me, to my face

Dude this woman just doesn’t give a fuck about me, and now I’m trying to sleep without having a fucking break down because of dysphoria

#vent post #trans dysphoria #dysphoria vent #gender dysphoria #trans ftm #audhd #autism #adhd #i hate her #i hate my brain #and I hate myself

[hitmewithlghtning]

i fucking hate looking like a high schooler when i'm 28 and being treated like a kid. like what the fuck am i supposed to do to be perceived as an adult?

#personal #certainly not letting emotions take over me because that was a mistake #i just want to disappear from this earth #i hate people #and i hate myself

[ghostking-world]

ahh the way your own family just crushes you into nothing and go "if we don't tell you, who will" and "its all your fault" and then expect me to accept them with warm loving hugs

#i hate this #and i hate myself #can you tell im suffering #haha end me

[mikeypizzle]

Seems good enough to share. The Cinnamon Swirl Bread I made.

#bread #baking #home baking #its so good its gone after 2 days #and i hate myself

[hoffnungswolke]

Jane Tennant in every episode - 1x11

#ncishawaiiedit #janetennantedit #ncis hawai'i #jane tennant #mine #jtiee #I love how 70% of the time I will pick the darkest scenes to edit #and I hate myself

[chai-tyto]

If you followed me for art, I'm sorry I'm a lazy sack of shit. I'm still sketching occasionally but they're very bad and I'm too embarrassed and ashamed to post anything here. Does anyone want to see the thousands of paper cranes I've folded instead?

#shut up chai #It's hard out here for a bitch with ADHD and severe depression #Everything sucks #And I hate myself #I know no one cares and will probably never read this

[torifuckingspring]

I look like a fucking girl and I hate myself and I hate myself

#and i hate myself