#And more bgs i really need to do more bgs

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i've drawn this twice over and finally finished it on stream the other day! Yippee!

#do i like it? meh. am i happy to be done with it? yea <3 #ive been wanting to post more finished things of my Brain Guys #and she.... oh she.... #sigh. anyway #i made all of the bg assets from scratch #fun but tedious! #a lot more fun than rendering (so so so badly) Anyway! #scribble garnish #forced idiots <3 #nudity #gore #tw gore #body horror #tw body horror #oc #original character #i really need to focus on improving my rendering #i need to study some art and try some Things. sigh #rolling up my sleeves - technical work here i come #but yes thank you to those who watched me agonize over this! #double thank you to those who Encouraged me through the horrors! #ooo lets see if this puppy makes tumblr upset. oh no! female presenting breasts! everyone run and hide!!!!

[eru-iru]

hypoglycemic reaction

#guilty gear #bedman #ギルティギア #ベッドマン #cw: blood #finally finished this #one of the art i took too long to finish #around 2 months #also coz of stuff happening #the bg was the struggle dlkfg #really planning the layout then with the colors first really helps #i rarely do it coz i just wing it mostly KHKDG #but i needed this one to look better #emphasis on the reds #also drew the eyes a little different #might do it that way more #iruiruart

[mattodore]

found out while putting together matthias's oc page that his name has the exact same etymology and meaning as theo's name...

i’m sure this is information matthias is very normal about…

#theo is in fact a gift from god so jot that down ! #river dipping #i've been throwing myself into oc stuff bc i'm not doing hot mentally which is... tbh when i do my best writing 😭 #none of this is new tho i wrote the bios and 'at a glance' intros months and months ago when i first made an oc page #which is why i do plan on rewriting them but for now i'm leaving them like this... so i guess the echthroi page is done? #obviously echthroi has more characters than this but i haven't taken new screenshots of everyone yet... #i put the gray cas bg back in my game a few days ago only to completely forget i wanted to take new headshots for the oc page 😭 #like these are just placeholders... i want the backgrounds to match the oc page. oh... or maybe i could just do transparent pics? #i think i remember vyx made a post abt how to do that... will look into that when i open the game again. rn i'm at my keyboard 🧑‍💻 #like i am writing new things! started a google doc for theo yesterday and have been writing on it here and there since then #i've already cried in there... lmaooo. i like oc pages for sure but i think a huge google doc is what i really need to keep track of things #i drop so much lore in tags on here and it's like! river write that down somewhere else or you'll lose it 😭 #like i fr have never actually written down any of the info i've shared on here. i've just had all this oc knowledge stored in my brain. #so i went through and copied over a tonnn of tags and posts i've made into google docs but i just know i'm missing things i've probably #said in the tags of their core tagged posts... 🧍 if my blog didn't have so many posts i'd have an easier time going through it but 🤷 #and on top of that i've been making a bunch of posts about theo and matthias on my main acc. which is like 🧍 well great now there's more #i'm gonna lose track of...... i fr have gottt to get into the habit of actually putting things down in theo's google doc!!! #i'm just trying to figure out the best way to format it all but i've downloaded a few templates that i've been messing with. #...anyway. if it isn't obvious i'm trying to get back to posting on here. i'm opening my inbox now with the intent to just. #sit here in my inbox until i can get myself to reply. lads... avpd is actually so torturous i'm not kidding. #i feel like i'm dying trying to get myself to interact with people sometimes even despite how badly i want!!!! to interact!!! #theo and me and our avoidant trauma responses holding hands and skipping around together

[hansama]

5th Art Fight drawing ✨ An attack against sweet @elleapdraws of their cutie OCs Elric & Poly ♥

(I'm hansama on ArtFight!)

#OC (not mine) #elleap #art fight #artfight #artfight 2022 #ILY ELLE #MUWAH #i've wanted to draw Elric since long ago but i kept forgetting... #thank you AF for giving me a reason to do so #i really need to practice drawing BGs more x'DDD #ah well #i hope everyone has an awesome day!

[mumpsetc]

I, Like Every Brony in the Modern Day It Seems, Really Like Vylet Pony But IMO Her Work Lacks That Same Punch Shit Like Cats Millionaire or SGaP Had. It's Not That Its More Fandom Based, Plenty of SGaP and Cats Millie Was That Too But It Just Feels More Disconnected From the Characters AND Specific Fandom Interpretations, It's Too General to Really Hook Me the Same Way

#Like OK What About Fluttershy Makes You Interpret Her as a Scene Kid Gir Hoodie Pony? Why are Maud and Derpy in Love? #Why is Pinkie Specifically the Lesbian Pony W/ a Chainsaw? (I Know The Answer to This One Im Just Whining) #Antonymph Esp Bothers Me in a Stupid Way. DGMW I Do Love the Song a Lot But Its Too GENERAL to Be Narrowed in on Fluttershy #And I Get It Isnt Technically About Her Its About Me the Listener But Its a Hurdle I Cant Just Easily Jump! #I Do Need to Listen to More Ive Only Listened to Cutiemarks and the Things That Bind Us and Tales From Equestria #Ive Heard Great Things About Carousel #And I Do Think Cutiemarks is a Good Ass Album I Do Love the Titletrack and Think the Exploration of Cutiemarks as a Concept in That Album #Are Really Good #I Just Love Pony Music When It Feels Like an Encapsulation of the Character or Concept and VP Just Feels Too Disconnected for That to Me #I Will Say Though the Production on Her Work is a Lot Easier to Just Toss On and Listen To. When I Got Sgap or Cats Millie On I Am in a MOD #And VP I Can Enjoy Basically Anytime So Her Accessibility is Definintely a Bonus Too #IDK Dont Listen to Me Im Just Somepony With Too Many Opinions on This. Sgap Was My Third Most Listened to Artist According to Spotify #Anyways if Antonymph Was Gonna Be a General Anti-Cringe Song It Shouldve Used a BG Pony and If It Was Gonna Be a Character Song #It Shouldve Been About Twilight #Also Rarity is Really OOC in Cutiemarks I Do Not Like Syndicate and Nonexistant Meet Cute is Good But #BUT... #Eh Whatever The Tags are Like Triple the Fuckin Post #Dreamy.txt

[locallibrarylover]

chess exchange gift for @soy-milk-cult!! i hope you like it :-D

id: a traditional acrylic painting with digital elements. the painting is of Freddie Trumper from Chess, showing two versions of himself: one as child and one as an adult. Freddie as a child looks sad as he moves a pawn. adult Freddie watches his younger self and looks distressed. he has his knees hugged to his chest. Freddie is colored blue. inbetween the two Freddies is bright red text that reads "64 squares they're the reason you know you exist". beneath the text is a red edited king from chess. above adult Freddie are three jagged lines in red. the background is black and white chess squares. end id

#musings #scheduling this because im gonna be at camp for most of the day <3! #okay some things: the bg is intentionally a bit messy (to help portray freddies mental state in the piece). uhm. #digital traditional hybrid stuff is really fun! i need to experiment with it more. #but ultimately i really like this piece and i hope you do too!!! #handmade angels #chess exchange 2023 #chess #freddie trumper

[cosmicrhetoric]

i honestly don't know how this happened but im on water seven

#ive heard it gets messy from here on out. why has one piece bewitched me in the way of all media i can just like have on in the bg #during my lunch break so i can knit #its just really perfect for it i got a LOT of knitting done and had a good time doing it. i have a personal project #in between test knits and new designs that im calling my one piece scarf cause i only work on it while watching one piece #so the longer it gets the more worried my roommates need to be

[humlors]

nobody talk to me i'm in a deep depression. mods plus patch 3 absolutely fucked up my savefile where i just started by dark urge act 3 run. it just Will Not Start

#ive reinstalled everything like three times by now. sigh #on the other hand i've acutally sat down and written like 2.5k (of.... more bg3 fic) #so i guess that's something #but ughghhgfhf i really dont wanna do act 1 for the fifth time. i dont. i need my bg fix but i dont wanna make a new guyyyyyyyyy #rip minerva you made so many bad choices #majs plays bg3

[deus-ex-mona]

noping out li k e

#in other news i just realised that i do not have any clean bgs for lxl’s lesson room from honeypre and i. just. lolllll #i have like a million screenshots of literally every other place in honeypre b u t lxl’s lesson room. that’s just. lmaoooooo #ueueueurhdhchjdsjs w h a t e v e r no one’s gonna care about every single screen transition in ny aizo anyway #(as though anyone would even read it lol) #anyway. um. the chlorpheniramine isn’t working and my nose is still running from my allergies #soooo ig i’ll try to get chapter 1 of ny aizo done while i’m still unable to sleep lol. i really need to buy more antihistamines………. #or maybe i should just splurge on a vacuum cleaner to succcccc up all the dust so that i won’t have to buy allergy meds again… #y ea h that sounds like a plan. go me im so smart omg #i should totally get ​the one that looks like a bazooka… but hopefully i won’t get too lazy to use it lol #hm. anyway. i should get back to ny aizo. lmao. #染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—

[moe-broey]

I've never been a "born in the wrong generation" type of guy because for So Many reasons I would be dead. Full stop like I would have died during childbirth I would have died of appendicitis age 8 and that's not even factoring in my queerness and neurodivergency and ultimately my mental health (carefully maintained thanks to support/modern advances in medicine and treatment). On Top Of That my hobbies include The Video Game and many such things that are of modern invention (adjacently: including The Device I'm typing this out on right now which has become my main avenue of communication to the outside world)

But I'm just saying that. It WOULD be nice. To exist in a world where fluorescent lighting doesn't exist and everything is possibly 99% less overstimulating all of the time forever.

#and like. a little less capitalist dystopia. i could do with less of that. #but focusing primarily on my own struggle. it's just a bummer sometimes like #i genuinely had fun!!! w my sisters and friends!!! esp at the arcade w ddr that is ALWAYS so fun #but man you can't even take me to your own damn house unless if you're ready to accept vampire rules. #my sister can/does dim the lights if i ask and i don't mind asking it's just fucking crazy to me like #damn uoy guys live like this. bright ass lights ten diff convos at once music in the bg. what if i died on this beanbag #BUT. THAT IS. one thing that is very nice i AM allowed to die on the beanbag!!!!!!! i'm allowed to cozy up and rest #while everyone does their own thing and i can listen in and chime in every now and again. severely underrated tbh #i really only feel a little hopeless when i think about like. public spaces where the only thing i can control is myself #IF i am ever employable again my requirements would be. no florescent lighting. i will die. #which like. kind of limits my prospects. #i do enjoy outdoors/physical work actually though so. i'm just limited bc i have to bind. #i am. so severely. banking on top surgery working out. it won't be a cure-all but by god it WILL open up my options #plus the. constant fatigue. of binding. but not binding is even worse. i need divine intervention (surgery) #SAD. well there are other people in yhe world #but man rhat is like my fave joke to make but i feel so much sadness attached to it. the world will move on without me. #there are a million other people who are far more capable. much 'easier'. ect. #and i know the answer is well there's only one me and there are a handful of people who love me. who keep me and include me #i am very thankful for that. #it's just a bit of a bummer sometimes. i stay silly and have the most fun i can but i am a little sad about it.

[yixiangs]

i saw a post on twitter about what concept zb1 should have so here are some of my favourite recommendations that i think they should recreate:

(disclaimer, i got very excited so this got long. if they end up plagerising one of these you all have to come and thank me. this is me manifesting)

no air, the boyz (a classic, everyone wants this one)

giddy up, the boyz

energetic, wanna one (another classic, id love this)

JELLY POP, boys planet (LISTEN TO ME. ITS PERFECT. pair something like this with an arcade/video game concept like giddy up or switch and im sold)

blue hour, txt (pls pls pls)

sugar rush ride, txt (its a bit darker but im obsessed with the summery vibes)

touch, nct 127

from now, verivery

wave, cix

oh my, seventeen (THE summer song. who would we be without her)

bye bye bye, wei (its summery AND elegant like what more could i ask for)

ddd, the boyz (are we seeing the trend here)

take me higher, ace

gravity, 1the9 (this ones actually just entirely me but pleaseee listen to it you'll get what i mean. it would be so so good for a 2nd/3rd comeback. idec if it doesnt suit their vibe ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG)

crazy sexy cool, astro (okay the name is a bit. but the vibe of the song is so pretty!!)

bff, p1harmony (this would be great for a bside!!)

complete, onf (another completely delusional one but yknow what idc)

our dawn is hotter than day, seventeen (i PRAY we get something like this for a bside,, just anything pretty and nostalgic would be so nice)

honourable mentions:

all night, astro (everyone wanted this early bp and im not against it actually, id be behind that)

we must love, onf (if we're not getting that summer concept i PRAY this is what we get instead)

utopia, ateez

fallin flower, seventeen (its so perfect for a hyung-line song i can already imagine it)

#basically i just very much want them to have a fun/bright/summer concept #not exactly a CUTE concept but something fresh #i think jiwoong and ricky might despise it BUT they can deal with it i need to fullfil my dreams #and besides they have yujin so theres really no choice for them there #i will genuinely be unstanning if its a dark/sexy concept get that AWAYYYY from them i dont want to see yujin doing something even #remotely mature for at least 6 years leave him alone #and if its not a fresh concept then something more elegant but not exactly “sexy” like all night is okay #anyway! #im a terrible bg stan i stan all of these groups and seeing them be recommended made me all giddy #a lot of people were saying vibe by 1team and it made me feel so bittersweet bc everyone adored them for vibe but no one tuned in afterward #boys planet #zerobaseone #zb1

[disposal-blueeee]

ah. yes. this guy

he lives in my mind rent free so i just really had to draw him

(again)

i could spend hours just rambling about how much i love him i'm fuckibg tired

idk the thought of him just wearing cool stuff wouldn't leave my mind and one day i was just sketching things this is the result XP

jake by zarla-s

#vargas #vargas zarla #jake #oh my god i love him SO MUCH #posting it here first because posting here doesn't make me want to rip my hair out #i really want to finish school already so i can draw a lot #i have a bunch of ideas #i don't really know what to write here today i'm disappointed of myself #just that i love him so much #currently kicking my feet while writing this #i really like this one #the black nails looked cool #he needs more screentime !! #i wanted to draw him with a cat beanie but i couldn't draw it for some reason #tried to use a nice and saturated color palette #i also wanted to add a filter but it was way too saturated already #the background sucks #i'm fuckibg falling asleep #i will do a nicer bg tomorrow #edit: i sort of did? it's definitely better than the last one #i love flopping that's why i post here /g

[wereh0gz]

soooo it's october

got the werehog on the brain? :3

Frontiers actually took over my brain for a bit (cyber sonic is making me insaneeeee) but I am indeed still thinking abt werehog

May or may not do a notw drawing this month :] either that or draw all the other hedgehogs as werehogs. Or both maybe idk if I'll have the time

#asks #i failed to do a notw drawing last year so i gotta do a really good one this year to make up for it #i need to practice drawing complex bgs more too so i might draw lah's room from the short #we'll see :]

[lavenderyulu]

Those pesky veluza! >:(

#i really need to or rather want to do more drawings of ruu #pokemon #pokemon violet #pokemon scarlett #pokemon scavio #pincurchin #i might be sick again... #oh no #but yeah there isnt really a reason why i made this i just went ''hey i wanna make a full piece with cool bg and shit'' #also veluza jumpscare me like twice a day #pokemon oc

[vvizardz]

I finally started work on the continued project yay!!!

#we really need people to do bg art like really bad #gotta get the teaser trailer out and it has not been going to plan #if you're really into drawing straight lines over and over again I think this is your calling lol #need more people with time too

[welcometogrouchland]

Decided to spontaneously watch three seasons of Craig of the Creek in like. A couple days and the first thing I'll say is it's a very good show. The second thing I'll say is that Craig Williams could defeat the Collector in 2 minutes of screentime if he were there

#ramblings of a lunatic #toh #uh. do i tag cotc??? idk if it has an active fandom or anything #it's target demographic skews decently young after all #eh the series name is in the post itself. if it wants to show up in search it will #anyway maybe less Craig specifically and more the stump/creek kids in general. they'd simply understand it #cotc was meant to be a ''put on in the bg while I'm working'' show. then i got too tired to work for multiple weeks (I'm in hell!) #and it ended up with my undivided attention somehow #anyway it's really good. I'm bitter cause the pirating sites i was using didn't have the capture the flag arc #and i had to go to an Extra buggy site to find em #but hey now season 4 time! wee #I think omar becomes a main member of the stump kids in s4?? if so I'm excited for that. i love you green poncho #anyway i have an art exam tomorrow and I'm just not preparing for it at all (besides buying hot coco and milk for us all hdbdjfj) #partly bc I don't need to. but also i do not think i would even if i had to yknow? #that's where i am rn. hedonistically drifting through life. while still somehow being anxious. like a frog on a lilypad