#And my road burned.

[thelaurenshippen]

#polls #yes these are all true #in order: #I hold my pen between my middle and ring finger #and yes it has caused both fingers to curve in weirdly #I had scarlet fever when I was 23 #benedict arnold's wife? peggy shippen #so yeah #(I'm descended directly from her sister sarah #hence related to benedict by marriage but his children by blood) #two cross country road trips #two coastal road trips #several 12-14 hour drives #I have a typewriter now! and send my friends letters! #when I was 16-20ish #I used my older sister's old learner's permit to get into 18+ or 21+ concert venues in the city #I only used it to drink at one of those shows ONCE #mostly I just wanted to see music #the last CD I burned for someone was in 2019 don't look at me #I ran into a family from my very small hometown several thousand miles away #small world and all that

[fuzzypuppybuddie]

I just think they would get along pretty well💖💙

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic prime #no straight roads #nsr #nsr sayu #chaos sonic #🛸 #Then they'll inevitably try to destroy each other on stream because Chaos Sonic talked trash about love & friendship #I tried doodling SAYU in accurate size but it was kind of terrifying lol #Rip the quality pic too- I draw on phone if I try drawing on a file bigger than 2000x2000 pixels my phone EXPLODES #<-That's an exaggeration but it still burns #I really overuse tags but please make zoom pleasemakezoompleasemakezoom I unesesarily worked up this piece way too much bc it was so FUN #ughhGgRAAAHHHHH I LOVE DRAWING I LOVE COLORS LITTLE SHINY THINGS ARE SO FUN TO ADDDDDDDDDDD RAHHHHH💖💕💞 #Ok I'm normak now but fr I've been doodling this guy for HOURS and DAYS and this is one of my favs I love drawing this guy aghhh

[destinywillowleaf]

one of a kind living in a world gone plastic

baby you're so classic

@most-tragic-character-tournament

(all my thoughts in the tags)

#anyway i found their theme song and lost my mind #tragedyshipping #lloyd garmadon #ninjago #antigone #tagamemnon #pollshipping #i'm gonna be thinking about this for the next hour before i go to sleep #i just wanted to make a playlist for them i didn't think i would find a perfect fit #they have taken over many of my braincells and i can't even complain this is the enrichment i needed #all i'm saying is the idea of a movie trailer for these two is taking shape more and more and this should 100% be the accompanying song #not even a full trailer because that would take forever but like. a 30 second TV spot. family drama. them not really getting along at first #(e.g. glaring at each other while being forced to dance or something) #but then warming up to each other on the road because road trips have my soul when it comes to movies ok #i want them to stargaze in the bed of a hotwired pickup truck while on the run from people who demand bloodshed (a poll winner) #the slow(?) burn of not wanting to be in this mess to actually enjoying spending time together to something more #(trailer/commercial ends on or just after “baby you're so classic” with the cut to the title and in theaters date) #maybe most of the tv spot is them arguing and making life hell for one another but it's hard to deny there's something more brewing #(one of the reviews is just ''A modern classic'' because i think i'm funny) #i really want the title to be a play off of them meeting through the tragic tournament but it's completely different from the tone i want #''tragedy: null and void'' is a fun one #i've never been the greatest at titles if they don't hit me like a truck #anyway hi folks i'm sorry if you have no idea what's happening and see this in your tags

[kathaynesart]

Hey just wanted to check up on ya and see how you were doing. I know you've gone through some tough stuff recently. Also love your little interaction comics with other aus they are wonderful. <3

Thank you so much for checking in on me. I really appreciate it! Life has been kind of crazy, but I'm definitely doing better. Still dealing with some health issues and I can tell I’m still pretty sensitive after my friend’s passing, but my projects have been keeping me busy... perhaps a little TOO busy, haha. I'll be doing even better once I'm done with the zines I've been working on and get back onto Replica.

I feel bad, because I haven't been able to post for Replica lately, even though I'm thinking about it every dang day. Just have to get one of these Zines done first. I'm so close.

I can't show you what I've spending all my time on just yet, but I think it'd be fine if I show you my mood board for one of the double-page spreads I'm doing for the Rise fashion zine. Hehe. There's a bit of a theme going on here.

Anyways hopefully I’ll be done with it in the next day or so. Then I’ll be back on my usual grind! Thank you again for asking, it means a lot!

#mad max fury road #my other apocalyptic love #burning man #rottmnt #moodboard #save rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #update #q&a

[mishapen-dear]

something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.

like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. “i killed them all, over and over and over again.” “they were hunted by a monster.”

it’s like- reassurance. like a nail he’s trying o beat into his head. he’s had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because he’ll protect the eggs. He’ll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, he’ll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.

he’ll be the monster. wont he?

#qsmp #he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them #he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them #qsmp badboyhalo #ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs #and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community #and then cellbit. Where bad was like ‘i see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goes’ #’his loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to him’ #and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse #and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent) #(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily) #ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels #ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper #and the other eggs #because he has a huge complex about being the ‘only one who can protect the eggs’ because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health #issues. Like he’s Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection #and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone #you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends #look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large #never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety #never mind that your friends and family are worried about you #you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow

[seolvair]

#NSR #No Straight Roads #1010 NSR #NSR 1010 #1010 #NSR Rin #NSR Zimelu #NSR Purl Hew #NSR Eloni #NSR Haym #i never thought drawing the same navy outfit over and over could drive someone insane #got a little burned out at the end of this #my fanart #my sketches

[redrobin-detective]

Been thinking of an AU on and off for a few days (after consuming a few dozen sad boy Tim fics because yassss) where once Bruce is stabilized as Batman, when he’s back on better terms with Dick and the League, Tim looks around and is like “Yup, I did my job. Catch you guys later.” And just walks back to Drake Manor.

There’s something sad and yet blindingly, ironically hilarious about Tim choosing to walk out of the Batfam without any real fanfare. Bruce is waiting for Tim to patrol, walks over and Tim is like “bro I was just the temp you needed to get your shit together. You’re well enough to find a long term investment orphan.” and Bruce is just boggled, uncomfortable and very stressed.

Queue everyone trying to pssp pssp pssp Tim back into being Robin and Tim is like “No, no, this is a great opportunity for Bruce to find himself a real child and partner.” I always want to emphasize Tim is also doing reckless and weird shit on his own, he’s definitely going back to his stalker tendencies, taking pictures of crime for evidence then stopping it. Just not as Robin. But he’s very much pretending to be a normal little boy to everyone. 

The Bats are stressing because Tim won’t come home. I want Tim coming back over to Wayne Manor like a frustrated lawyer on OT helping Bruce to pick out a suitable orphan. I want the Titans to shrug and just start hanging out with Tim outside of the costume in increasingly more harrowing incidents that basically are hero missions but they claim are just “normal teen activities”. Jason and later Damian come into the picture and are mad at Tim who, meanwhile, is very insistent that the Waynes didn’t even like him and he wasn’t supposed to be Robin. Jay is looking at B like “what the fuck did you do to this kid?” and Bruce is fighting off a headache saying “Nothing, he came like this”

#depending on my mood this au is either sad or funny #I'm feeling funny at the moment #but the sadness also appeals to me #of Tim foreseeing how things will end and choosing to leave before hes left behind #he would do his own thing but he refuses to let himself become attached to robin or the waynes #(lets just pretend either the drakes are alive and off traveling or tim did his fake uncle deal) #I like the idea of putting the shoe on the other foot #of B and Dick and Alf and everyone having to prove to Tim that hes wanted #of them knocking on his door and him telling them to go away #also there's something about Tim trying to pick out a new Robin for B... burns #he advocates hard for Steph because she deserves it and does eventually become robin #but bruce is alos losing his mind bc he just decided he loved the kid and now hes gone #it really would affect his relationship with Jay and Dami down the road

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

nothing like a call from your mother to make that escapism feel extra sweet

#oops vent post Look Away Look Away i am once again bleeding all over my blog #ohhhhh boy am i gonna get Creatively Active tonight #we love to see my living situation crash and burn oh boy oh boy #i get three more months and then!!! back into the fire i go! #and the frying pan was just starting to get cozy.... #well! time to brush up on my masking and acting skills #absolutely unprompted #yknow it was actually funny #i went on a walk right after that call #and it felt like i was in a fucking movie. symbolism was ever #literally stood and stared at the 'no connection' street sign for a solid two minutes #feeling the Irony #then a black cat stopped and stared at me from down the road? #and a hummingbird flew over to look me in the eye?? #walked under an apple tree but every single apple was rotting??? #a fly decided to land on me for a split second and then flew away? felt Ominous #didnt see a raven though so thats a plus. or a minus. im not superstitious and i love ravens #plus side of being forced to move: i get to keep both of my cats and ill no longer be in this damn state. #negatives: living with my mom. her boyfriend. two dogs. in a state i strongly dislike. with no positive connections. in a basement. #its gonna be so fun! (sarcastic. lying. said through gritted teeth) #agh sorry sorry #once again treating tumblr like my personal diary #just. sigh. #well if i get a job right away and save up #maybe ill be able to find somewhere with roommates! #people my ageish! fellow queers perhaps! somewhere welcoming #where i can relax and feel Understood and perhaps even content with being alive #where i have room to not just force the love of existence but truly Feel it #i have hope! i have hope... i am miserable but one day! i may not be! #ive waited and survived this long! ill make it! i will fucking make it i swear to god

[1v31182m5]

#ozai burning the road I walk on so my feet gets set on fire #fire lord ozai #avatar #atla #atla fanart #atla ozai #avatar the last airbender fanart #avatar the last airbender #firelord ozai

[gossip-girl-of-middleearth]

I just crashed my car AGAIN because I slipped on black ice on the way to work, I wasn’t even in shock or scared once the car hit a wall of ivy on its side, I was just mad that I crashed on the same road again

I was so mad in fact, that I said, “Oh, hell no,” and chucked the car into first gear, spun the tyres, and rocked it as I floored the engine

Miraculously, the car zoomed out of the ditch and shrub it was stuck in and onto the road — the power of not wanting to be known as the person who crashed their car twice in the same week, since all my coworkers take the same road to work 😭😂

#what’s it say about me that high stress situations don’t shake me anymore #I’m like ‘oh just crashed my car again and almost died on an icy road? bet lemme just eat a tic tac real quick and burn the clutch to get #outta here before someone sees lol’

[squishsquishy]

good 4 u

x/x/x x/x x/x/x

#olivia rodrigo #good 4 u #stimboard #stim #music stim #blue #black #orange #pink #glitter #rain #nature #roads #nail polish #lip gloss #makeup #cosmetics #fire #burning #my stimboards

[bamsara]

pretty sure coming to Atlanta for any sort of vacation is cursed for me because something always happens

#theres my car burning that one year #next year my stalker ex found out i wasnt in town and sent me the most wack shit because how dare i leave my house #this year i got ran off the road by a truck that would have killed my fucking passenger if i hadnt swerved in time #and other stuff thats happening #legit the only reason why im going back to the con today is because of all the nice people ive met #literally my movitator like everyone has been so incredably nice to me and its just like a drink of cold water lmao #sara shush #vent #? #tagged jic

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

my favorite game to play with the ao3 search bar is looking up a thought i had in my head and seeing if anyone has written anything about it and then being disappointed but motivated.

*checks clipboard silently and crosses out something*

ice skating lumity fic

firefighter au

graveyard worker luz/ghost amity au

#i should really go to sleep #um maybe ill talk about the girl in the graveyard soon bc omg #idk why but the idea of amity being a ghost and haunting luz and the both of them being annoyed with one another like “why are you here” #“i live here. WHY are YOU in my house.” -> “you stole my necklace!!” -> “wdym!! i bought it from a-” -> “turn it over” -> “...oh” #mb i really wanna just talk about midwestern farmland stuff because god the imagery of gravel roads and wide open spaces idk man #im like insane over it in my head. i am eating drywall about luz working at a graveyard and amity haunting her bc oh whoops she now has her #necklace and woah you know what? “if you even care i didnt ask to be burned at the stake” #i will do more later

[x-heesy]

𝗠𝝝𝝝𝗗 𝗕𝝝𝝠𝗥𝗗 🍖 🔥 👻🐺

ʀᴜsᴛᴀᴍ sʜᴀɢɪᴍᴏʀᴅᴀɴᴏᴠ ❤️‍🔥

Aʀᴄʜɪᴛᴇᴄᴛᴜʀᴇ / ᴀʀᴛ / ʟᴀɴᴅsᴄᴀᴘᴇs & ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟ 🇷🇺

ᴛᴏᴍʀᴜs.ᴄᴏᴍ

Pᴀʀᴛ1 Pᴀʀᴛ2 Pᴀʀᴛ3 Pᴀʀᴛ4 Pᴀʀᴛ5 Pᴀʀᴛ6

#Travelingwithoutmoving

#architecture #architecturephotography #architecturelovers #architectureporn #architecturedesign #architecturelover #architecturephoto #architecturedaily #architecture_hunter #architecturedetail #architecturephotos #architecturedose #architectureanddesign #architecturelife #architecturegram #architecturelove #architecturephotograpy #architectures @frenchpsychiatrymuderedmycnut @derflaneur #architectureinspiration #architecture_view #architektur #architekturfotografie #architekturfotograf #architektur_erleben #architekturliebe #architekturporn #architekturelovers

Soundtrack: Damaged by hocico

𝙼𝚏 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚜 🆎𝚘𝚟𝚎

#fucking favorite #hell y ass! #11/2022 #Rustam Shagimordanov #tomrus #peace in the ukraine 🇺🇦 #russian art #hello darkness my old friend #it’s a long road out of hell #hell is not a place it’s an state of mind #bbq #photographer #storytellers #burn mf burn #burning #architecture #architektur #x-heesy #now playing #music and art #contemporaryart #art post #artist profile #newcontemporary #new contemporary art #fine arts

[wwolflesbian]

I've been medicated bipolar for around 2 years now and it's interesting how I am never quite on the same emotional wavelength as most folks. like I don't have seasonal depression because my depression can strike at any time and last days or weeks. I don't feel joy the same because my mania is unpredictable and I feel emotions in big bursts rather than settling into them. I don't feel passion the same because my body rejects boredom violently and the only thing that keeps me interested is constant change and forcing myself to learn new shit all the time. being medicated hasn't cured me, of course not I still need to take it every morning for the rest of my life or experience the Consequences, it just makes it so no matter what I can still at do tasks and regulate my emotions even if I can never fully control them. basically it allows me to reign myself in gently, like caring for a traumatized dog with love and patience. the dog is still gonna react unpredictably and can't quite communicate its triggers but I can see what happens and react by soothing it down and working backwards on how to get back to some amount of calm. except the dog is my brain and I am also my brain. anyway.

#some thoughts #bipolar disorder is not well understood by most and pretty derided #its hard to get some people to recognize it as a disability rather than “crazy bitch syndrome” #hard to think about how many wonderful peoples brilliant lights burned out too quickly from a lack of understanding and support for it #but hey in my humble onion things are getting better #but its a slow road

[thefieryeclipse]

“You really are something, Peter," Sylar laughed. "It takes a certain kind of stupid to end up drinking in the dark in the middle of nowhere with a wanted murderer.” He cackled helplessly, in danger of rocking back too far and being swallowed by the depths of the old car's trunk.

Peter smiled into the bottle. “I guess I'm just not afraid of you," he said, taking a drink from the shared glass without breaking eye contact.

It was the lack of lie-alarm-bells in Sylar's head that sobered him. Suddenly it wasn't a laughing matter to be sitting alone with the only person he'd ever met who knew exactly who he was, held no illusions as to the things he was capable of, and still wasn't afraid of him.

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Here's the first illustration of my current Heroes road trip WIP - Moments Between the Madness!

A Season 3 AU where Peter is the one to help Sylar find his father, while Nathan and Building 26 are hunting close on their trail...

You can expect angst, action, fugitives on the run, enemies-to-more and plenty road trip shenanigans in this fic X) Find more of my fanart here

#primatech #nbcheroes #petlar #peter petrelli #sylar #fanart #fan art #fanfiction #fanfic #wip #road trip #enemies to friends to lovers #slow burn #mlm #my art #mine #illustration #milo ventimiglia #zachary quinto #otp