Ok random headcanon of the day.
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After all of the awful things that happen at the end of the game, MC is just absolutely broken. Losing Fig, losing Sebastian to the Dark Arts, it's all just too much. She's just numb.
She goes to talk to the closest authoritative person to her that's left, Professor Weasley, and breaks down, telling her that she wants the hurting to stop. She decides that she wants to return to the Muggle World.
Professor Weasley is visibly concerned about this decision but says that if it's what she really wants, she'll support her. She also informs her that the decision will mean that the Ministry will probably want to erase her memory of the Wizarding World via Obliviate. MC had already considered this and feels sad but also thinks that it will be a relief to finally forget.
The only person she tells of her plans is Ominis. She feels he deserves to know, as one of her closest friends. Ominis hasn't really spoken to her or anyone since what happened, but when he listens to what she wants to do, he is utterly heartbroken.
On the day that MC is due to have her memory wiped, she's sitting in a room at the Ministry with a few official witches and wizards around. They go over the details of what is about to transpire with her one last time, also producing her wand, ready to be snapped as a finality to her losing her magic.
They give her a last chance to back out. MC just stares numbly at the wall, giving a little shake of her head.
One of them, an elderly wizard, approaches her side and pats her on the shoulder with sympathy before pressing his wand against her temple gently, the tip of it beginning to glow blue.
MC feels a tear roll over her cheek, and she closes her eyes.
A loud bang reverberates around the room as the door is flung open, followed by the sound of angry voices, shouting and footsteps. The wand is removed from MCs head and everyone in the room turns to see the commotion.
A heavy body suddenly slams into MC, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her face to rest in the crook of his neck. She takes in a deep breath, inhaling his scent. A scent she'd know anywhere. Sebastian. Tears fill her eyes.
Sebastian clings to her desperately and tells her not to give up. Not to leave him behind. He knows that he's hurt her beyond repair and that she's suffering, but he'll be there for her from now on in any capacity that she desired. She was everything to him, and she was loved by so many people in the wizarding world. That even though there was darkness, she couldn't just forget all of the light that she'd wrought into the world around her.
He's sobbing as he presses his face into her hair, softly stroking the back of her head. The officials in the room have remained silent, but the elderly man was gently trying to pry Sebastian away from MC.
Professor Weasley, who had until now remained out in the corridor, stepped briskly into the room, followed by Garreth, Imelda, Poppy and Natty, all of whom looked a little ruffled, but when MC made eye contact with them, ran toward her and all piled in for a hug. Imelda reprimanding her tearfully for not telling them about everything.
The officials allow MC some time alone with her friends to discuss things. Apparently Ominis had gathered the troops, telling them of her plans and each of them were dumbstruck and shattered by the thought of it.
None more so than Sebastian, who physically couldn't bear the thought of MC losing her memories. He'd demanded from some of the Hogwarts faculty (Professor Hecat was more than happy to help her favourite student) that they tell him the date of her Obliviation. And here he was.
MC realises just how devestated her friends would be if she went through with this, and feeling their warmth around her, she sobs and decides to stay with them. Her eyes open to meet the familiar dark ones that she loves so much, his eyes a bit puffy from crying. She smiles a genuine smile, silently conveying how grateful she is. He takes her hand in his and squeezes, a quiet promise that they can talk in privacy later.
She takes a deep inhale. She really must repay Ominis for this.
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PT.2 .
Sorry for the angst! I'm an angsty person 🙃
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"it’s been awhile since I wrote anything for dear raphala so here we are c: it’s a drabble"
WHY?? WHY RETURN TO WRITE THE BOY TO HURT HIM LIKE THAT???
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You quoted me and everything!! XD
I’m unsure why I return with angst again and again for the sweetest turtles ever 😭😭😭 it comes naturally..? 💀 that’s so bad, yk it’s funny cause @marwhoa was the angst writer and I was the fluff, what’s happening to meeeeee ?!?
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"but when you think made it disappear, it comes again, Hello, I'm here!"
this is only sparks song I can cry with-
Oh. Oh I can totally see that, yeah :) Gosh that's beautiful. Seeing those lines in isolation really hits me. Thank you for this! Honestly, you've probably just made this song click for me.
It's a very well-loved song, yet I've always felt like I failed to grasp it despite even seeing it live and it having been over 10 years. I always thought I was surely missing something. A friend recently explained the song to me, as the words "angst in my pants" are a very American phrasing (my knowledge of English is mostly rooted in British English), and it turns out I was missing something: I didn't know what the phrase meant, and on top of that it's a phrase I can't really relate to. That phrase kept me from connecting with everything else in the song - it is the title of the song after all, the title of the album even, so I can't really go and ignore it with so much importance placed on it. Additionally my autism plays up around definitions of words in a very specific way where if I don't get it, I really just won't get it. So I made my peace with the fact that I'd probably never understand this particular song.
But you've just made me look at the lyrics without focusing on that one phrase for the first time. And now I can see how a lot of it can be understood with a broader meaning, too, giving it a metaphorical meaning, and hey that's so beautiful :) Thank you! I can totally see how this is a song you can cry with. Next time I listen to it will be with fresh ears, despite my having heard it many times.
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