#Animal Motifs

[soullessjack]

another tally on the “things about jack that have been almost erased by the baby au” is how genuinely fucked up and weird and scary and violent and horrifying he is. the body horror of his existence is so. Palpable.

he looks human, but he still fundamentally is not human, and the thing that separates him from being human or belonging or being normal and loved and accepted without strings attached is his own bloodline. his own family, his own father. the blood that runs through his veins is the blood of the devil and he wasn’t fed it like Sam. the anger and rage and capacity for violence inside him isn’t an ancient curse like it was for Dean. It’s just who he is. It’s his neurology. Jack enters a guilt/grief-induced psychosis so bad he starts hallucinating his own dead evil father who proceeds to say “I’m in your head, your DNA,” and goes on about how Jack’s place with the only chosen family he ever cared for is that of their little pet monster who’s only kept around to kill things for them. And this is his subconscious, remember, these are all Jack’s own thoughts being given a hallucinatory voice.

When jack is first born he doesn’t even register that he’s not a full human. It’s not until he catches dean telling the sheriff that he’s a Nephil and gets stabbed all the way through his entire heart to the hilt of the angel blade and survives, that he realizes he’s Not Normal. Jack stabs himself 18 times with “grim determination,” dedicated to making a wound stay open in his body, but nothing happens. He doesn’t know what any of this is, but he knows it’s dangerous and he’s seen firsthand what he can do, because he sent the sheriff careening backwards into glass when he didn’t mean to do anything more than push her away. He tells Dean he will hurt someone again [whether he means to or not]. And he tells Sam, using his powers is like breathing; it’s a subconscious, physical, neurological part of his system that he cannot (currently) consciously control or stop.

He’s literally a living weapon. These powers of his that hurt people are akin to breathing. His violence and his evil is deep seated and runs through his heart and bleeds out of him. But he can’t bleed the evil out. He can’t escape what he was born into or what keeps him alive. He can’t even live without this nuclear power that ostensibly others him from everyone forever. He’s foaming at the mouth and seizing and fainting and bleeding and going into total systemic failure and subsequently dying as a human because he just isn’t human and he can’t live as one even if he wants to, even if that is a part of him it still isn’t the only part of him. The other half that makes him untrustworthy and violent and angry and dangerous and nuclear and evil and feared and hated is the one part he is left dying without.

His body dies a first time because it couldn’t live without its own hereditary disease, he died as a human and goes to human heaven and sees and rekindles with his human mother, the part of him that he wants to be and loves but can’t exist as. He’s brought back but now he’s a time bomb, a nuclear reactor internally melting down. he’s a weapon, but he’s alive because he was born as a weapon, and neither of these things were his choice.

and then a second time his body dies because he was only registered as a threat with no humanity. his eyes are burned out of his skull and instead of heaven with his mother, instead of humanity, he wakes up in the pitch black abyss where other nonhumans go when they die, then he’s brought back and he’s a weapon for the third time. He’s a living bomb, a collapsing black hole, and he has to eat human hearts ripped straight from the chest to keep his bomb body alive and ready for detonation, ready for collapse. He’s so far from human, further than he ever wanted to be, further enough to make his deep rooted fear a reality that he’s too suicidal to bother rebuking. Why rebuke the truth? The absolute truth that the devil, the evil of all things is in his blood and he is evil and he was a born weapon whose body exists to destroy and kill and not even his own love or will can stop it.

He is a gun that doesn’t want to be a gun and hates that his body is made to shoot and kill, but he has no choice in being anything else but a gun. He cannot ever be good, he was never good to begin with, he was just malfunctioning, glitching, experiencing an error and virus and flaw that he wishes was his entire programming. His eyes glow yellow like the corrupted Star Wars Sith and Rosemary’s Baby and a whole slew of evil things that are evil and meant to be rejected. When he gets angry, people stare at him as if he’s a cornered animal, because that’s what he is to them. To both sides of the equation, he is an animal. A foreign creature, a thing, he’s not human enough to be human and he’s not angelic enough to be an Angel. He’s some weird mixture that nobody can understand or accept. He’s unpredictable and violent and wild and born that way and only in his subsequent domestication, only in the extension of personhood and humanity can he be deemed worth loving. He’s like a dog, detrimentally loyal, old yeller going rabid while saving his family and having to be shot in an act of mercy. Barking and biting at people who might hurt his loved ones and killing them as an act of love. Sam wanted Nick to burn so Jack burns Nick and that’s why Jack says they would be grateful. He did what Sam wanted. Same for the other biblical killings. He’s the cat sinking its fangs into rodents and birds. Leaving the punctured corpses on the doormat as a gift, I did this for you because I love you, don’t you love me too?

I haven’t eaten well in the past two days does this click click anyone’s boom. Saliva

#spn #supernatural #spn meta #spn analysis #jack kline #jack spn #jack supernatural #animal motifs #dog motif #cat motif #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #team free will 2.0 #tfw2.0 #spn 14x17 #spn season 15 #spn 13x01 #grips you by the shoulder sdoes this make a modicum of sense #I don’t have any more good tags I think #wincest dni btw. this is Not for you #kelly kline #spn lucifer #euggh. it’s almost 4am I’m hungry sorry #goodnight

[protemporescitor]

Square, I know you can do better. Rebirth features some great comedic writing. And then there's… this.

You can't force a joke into being funny through repetition, so give it a rest already.

#final fantasy vii #ffvii #ffvii rebirth #final fantasy vii rebirth #chocobos #animal motifs #square enix #final fantasy #cloud strife #aerith gainsborough #cringe

[vikjaycecodex]

by Fai⭐️⭐️

#jayvik #vikjayce #league of legends #Jayce league of legends #Viktor league of legends #jayce lol #viktor lol #jayce giopara #main canon #comics #animal motifs

[thoughtsatthemuseum]

Terracotta animals, traditonally made in Chattisgarh but housed at the IGRMS, Mysore.

Bulls, elephants, lions are all common motifs across various tribes, castes and communities. Though these motifs are also common with the famous Dokra metalcraft from the Bastar region.

#museums in india #chattisgarh #terracotta art #animal motifs

[peace-and-light-poetry]

Like a Hamster

She was like a hamster

Solitary but, mostly, She didn’t put up with her own kind Not typically, no

Putting up with her own kind Is liable to cause conflict (though not violent)

She is strange Clearly, and how she functioned was no different Hamsters don’t like their own kind

She tends not to No, and she states as much (to some concern, confusion, and upset)

If she does put up with her own kind, It's an exception on her terms Otherwise, she can't stand them

She's solitary and rodentine

#animal motifs #short poem #some reality subtext #hamster #free-verse #notebook poem #revised #eccentricity #paradox #written on the fly #written 11/29/2022 #comparison

[argonometra]

Query: Would Shirou's daemon be a hedgehog or a stick insect?

I'm going with stick insect b/c of the fire symbolism and their REALLY long mating practices (there's also a white breed of stick insect that looks really paladin-like), but I get the UBW symbolism in a hedgehog's many quills.

And apparently echidnas eat worms, so...

(Photo of children's stick insect, by Arthur Chapman)

#fate stay night #his dark materials #the golden compass #animal motifs #animal symbolism #fsn #shirou emiya

[nuveau-deco]

Stamp Seal with a Toadstool Base. Manufactured in the 2nd half of the 19th century, presumed Russian origin. Materials are vermeil (silver gilded with gold), enamel paint and shell. From the Musée d'Art et d'Histoire, Geneva, inventory number: 018080.

(Source: mahmah.ch)

#stamp seal #wax seal #trinkets #mid 1800s #late 1800s #russian design #nature motif #animal motif #mushrooms #snails #metal #enamel #shell #red #grey

[shutterandpencil]

"With her favorite exhibit, once again."

As y'all already know, Satsuki has an avian motif, eagles being the bird she's associated with the most, so, when we're at the Zoo, she'll make a beeline for that exhibit (or any similar ones).

(this is also the best picture I've captured of her with the eagles, particularly in comparison to a few of the other ones)

#kill la kill #nendography #nendoroid #nendoroid doll #signatured #moto g stylus 2022 #motorola #mobile photography #lady satsuki #chibi satsuki #shorthaired satsuki #ask not the sparrow how the eagle soars #bald eagle #animal motifs #satsuki kiryuin #Cincinnati #Cincinnati Zoo

[fuckingwhateverdude]

12.17.23

#idk if this is shit or not we'll see #needed a vibe tho #my writing #my writing tag #poetry #typography #digital collage #collage #collage art #dog motif #animal death #tw animal death #anger issues #on anger #on rage #animal symbolism #spilled ink #original poem #vent writing #poetryblr #mental illness

[vulpeculaque]

TRAFALGAR D. LAMI

#one piece #op fanart #trafalgar law #trafalgar lami #bepo one piece #i wanted to keep her emo like her brother lol #and gave her snowy owl motifs #cause the rest of laws crew is Arctic animal themed hehe #my art

[clawmarks]

Das Thier in der decorativen Kunst - Anton Seder - 1896 - via Internet Archive

#reptiles #crocodiles #animal motif #orchids

[soullessjack]

I can’t help coming back to you

like a dog with a dead bird

/ 14x17 game night // some text message quote

#baby’s first web weave and it sure is rough #but you see what I’m saying I hope #spn #supernatural #spn web weaving #web weave #dog motif #animal motifs #jack kline #sam winchester #i need everyone to understand right now this is a jack centric post please respect that #as are all my posts . besides the saw ones #spn 14x17 #supernatural web weaving #violence as a love language also #w* dni #wincest dni #winkline dni #this also goes for the nonbelievers he tortured to make Sam and Dean happy ^__^ #dog bring home many dead birds for you because dog love you

[lunamoth14]

#deer aesthetic #deer motif #cute deer #baby deer #deer #girlblogging #coquette #girlblogger #lana del rey #lizzy grant #femcel #lana del rey aesthetic #this is what makes us girls #coquette dollete #gloomy coquette #coquettecore #coquette animal #coquette aesthetic #coquette angel #coquette girl

[vikjaycecodex]

炫耀自己的猫猫 

Via 阿毛 ( @anyu0807 )

#jayvik #vikjayce #jayce giopara #jayce league of legends #viktor league of legends #viktor lol #jayce lol #league of legends #art of legends #Main Canon #Animal Motifs

[doctorsiren]

“Almost Christmas” means it wasn’t Christmas!

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #dl 6 incident #ace attorney fanart #animation #animatic #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #I’m not waiting until a week before Christmas to post this #bc I know I will forget #I know I could just schedule it but hey #tw blood #tw gunshot #I ADDED THE DL 6 MOTIF INTO IT #and a gunshot but

[peace-and-light-poetry]

The Canary

She found herself Thinking of her childhood And something

That made her heart ache

Idly, she started conversing About a canary

Before angry tears welled up

She was prodded more And she got more upset But still willing to talk about it

She found her canary dead in its cage She knew who dispatched it

She stated her father gave it to her And it was one of the last things he gave her Before it was taken away

So mercilessly

"Why didn't she kill me, too?!"

She stated that, by that point, She had no family

Her father was taken away But, years before, he was sister was gone She assumed them dead

And then her canary was taken away A hapless victim

Back then, she was stoic She had no other choice but to be But, now, she was crying

She wondered why she wasn't killed, too She felt guilty for having survived as long For what she'd become

She stated in, simple terms, Her canary's slaying cemented a cold fact A fact that

She was alone

She was rambling on About how cruel things truly were And how she wished

She was killed, too Before stopping momentarily Calmly saying

"Oh, yes, she did killl me, too, in a way."

Before going on yet again And then stopping

Her eyes were wide A 1,000-yard stare of realization She remembered that day

"Ain't I worth staying alive for, Sis?! Ain't I.....?!"

She had almost made a horrible mistake Some time ago and this was a further realization She was not the only victim

Of her own madness

Her father was taken away from her She lost her canary but she still had a gift The one who saved her

She fainted from the heartache Waking up in her sister's arms She couldn't say anything besides,

"I'm so sorry......"

#poem with a pic #canary #animal motifs #some allusion to canon #a shoutout #kill la kill #poem fic #written 8/7/2022 #ryuko matoi #satsuki kiryuuin #satsuki-centric #mental illness #childhood trauma #NO TRIGGER WARNINGS #free-verse #long poem #hurt/comfort #fanfiction #sad poem #realization #revised #written on the fly #headcanon #headlacanon