#At least I got my wonderful cats.

[morzowo]

Zebra & Seudam in Triage (2022)

oh Tin & Tol too ig

Bonus:

#triage #triage the series #my gifs ☆ #started losing grip on colouring and simply laughed at the end #ANYWAYS #Zebra my beloved #<3 #this cat looks so fluffy and soft no wonder they were picking him up whenever they got a chance #Triage was perfect yes but I wish there was at least one scene with both cats playing together :')

[emile-hides]

Kionne (Weavile ♀), Birthday Cake (Deino ♀), and Me (human ♂) did more than just run around Cincinnati fighting Dragon Types all day, we also went to Covington's Purrfect Day Cat Cafe! A new birthday staple for me!

#Emile's Arts #Well Kionne and I went. Birthday Cake wasn't hatched yet #But she WAS there at the time. In her eggy #I brought my own cat to the cat cafe dlfkdskfsd And a dog but she was sill egg #Also BIRTHDAY FIT!!!! #I'm ALMOST animation friendly #Anyway. Good birthday!! #It's 5am on the 12th now but at least I got something drawn #I wanted to also draw the waitor at where we went to dinner #As he not only complimented me on my Weavile plush #But then pulled out his phone to show he keeps a Porygon-Z card in his phone case at all times #like DUDE!!! #Me 🤝 Him #Signature Pokemon #And then he tried to write Happy Birthday on my cake plate in chocolate and messed it up and it was VERY cute #To me Porygon-Z wrote that part <3 #I'm VERY unREASONABLY attached to Birthday cake I wanna get a plushie of her #Wonder if anyone has made Shiny Deino plushies #We'll see... #Anyway! #Off to bed and then it's back to regularly scheduled posting!

[thetrashywritingwitch]

Feeling Bad and Lonely tonight 😶 got the Large sad emotions. The Big Upsetty Spaghetti

#idk just thinking how everyone who i stsrt any kind of rapport or friendship with just always tapers off into nothing #and im starting to wonder if im the problem #the constant variable #am i trying too hard or not hard enough #or is it just Me and a thing i cant change #and its got me huge down in the dumpies tonight kids #at least my partner and cats like me even if tjats all i feel like i have sometimes #sorry not sorry for venting my blog my edgy sad thoughts

[lynxalon]

hullo

#first day without the cats :( #VERY fucking sad and not feeling great about truly being alone rn #but i called my momma and we had a really nice chat so i'm okay #still sad and thats not gonna go away easily but i feel a little less alone at least #doctors appointment tomorrow!!!!! very excited and also suuuper nervous but val and probably either dee or si #will be fronting instead of me because if i front i Will Not Go im terrified of the doctors #but yeah hopefully this leads to meds asap i REALLY need a will to live esp now that im super duper fucken alone aurrgh #but im also burning the strawberry melon incense i got on my bday and it is like instant lil kick of happiness #what a lovely smell the world can be so wonderful if such a thing can exist in it !! #and one day i will be in a place where i can burn my cinnamon incense :DDD #but ya. just a lil update for those wondering and just Talking into the void. i already miss my babies #i miss them a whole bunch

[sysig]

Back, beast >:0 (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #DAX #ZEX #Been thinking about this idea again lol #At least enough to write an intro - just keep repeating ''It's just a first draft it's only a first draft'' in my head while writing lol #I actually doodled these first and then decided it was too fun to have DAX calling out ZEX to just leave it there haha #I do wonder if I've maybe made ZEX a bit too tempered lol - trying to prove that he can behave! For now ♪ #Setting it into the timeline after he's met the Captain helps on that front at least haha - not quite so desperate #Doesn't stop him completely of course! DAX can be tempting too haha #DAX is just so cute haha - he's too fun to mess with and even while he's got his hackles up he's adorable! #He suits a cat pfft #Proactive in trying to keep ZEX's eye off him so he ends up a little blanket pile haha #Doesn't last long of course - switch for a very fashionable hooded blanket cape hehe #Smoothing his hair back since it got all frizzed under the blanket and maybe lingering a bit longer than necessary hehehe #Oh darn it feels nice ah gosh and geez ZEX is so good at that how unfortunate lol #ZEX can be so mean ♪ Being a bit manipulative to his own ends haha #I do like it ♫

[orcelito]

Tally's just a liiiiittle bit fed up with my clinginess today

Can't help it tho. She's my baby.

#speculation nation #and i spent an hour in a panic spiral over her and then 5 more hours compartmentalizing and Not Thinking About It #she's fine though. just got a little sick this morning but she seems to be feeling better. #probably just ate smth she wasnt supposed to. it happens. #but ykno. i hesitate to throw around the word 'trauma' willy-nilly. considering it has a lot of weight to it. #but i really do think ive got some trauma due to the cat deaths. #how else would i explain me having a whole panic spiral over tally just throwing up? #it almost makes me wonder whether i should bother with more cats after them. but i know i couldnt live without them. #ive spent all but 3 years of my entire life living with cats. i cant live without them. #but after some untimely ends i am just... so fucking afraid. #tally's about 3 years old now. she should have plenty of life left to live. #but cassy wasnt even 2 years old. and look how that turned out. #i got young cats purposefully bc i didnt want to have to say goodbye to them for a While. and then i had to anyways. #and im always so fucking anxious that im going to have to again. constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #so when Anything happens i end up a total mess no matter how minor it is... #im sick of it. im so sick of the uncertainty. sick of being scared ill wake up one day to another cat dying. #and theres not really any way to make it better. days and weeks and months and hopefully years #just spent waiting for the other shoe to drop. #i just hope it wont come for a while still. so i can have at least a few years of peace. #animal death ment/ #negative/ #sorry for the vent etc etc im just. i wish i could bundle them up and keep them in my life forever. #but it doesnt work that way unfortunately. lifetime disparity really is so awful.

[knittedbond]

for as long as i've had her (about 4 months) potato has had the weepiest eyes imaginable like constant crying from both eyes and it's been worrying me since when she came from the shelter she had a respiratory infection and they said when that clears up the eyes would clear up too. but we went to the vet on friday and she gave us an immune supplement and i think it's working thank god but why the FUCK. was it $130

#if i have to pay that much for my chronically ill cat every time... #it's also a small tub of powder but tbf she only needs a little in her food a day #this freaking cat is so expensive. she had teeth removed immediately after i got her #ugh sickly cat. she's so worth it tho #also if you want to see all pics of sp lune made her a fanblog #@sweetpotatofanblog #i should work on at least describing the pictures i post of her i'm really bad at describing things #semicolon #yam cat tag #i wonder if people think her name is yam because of that #she's not a yam she's a sweet potato i think the tag is funny tho #ok it's almost 8 am im gonna make some tea

[seagullcharmer]

accidentally started feeling sad about dale too

#libra.txt #this is normal. i love dale a lot #birthday used to be one of my least favourite games in cube escape #and while i'm still not necessarily a fan of the gameplay i. man. dale </3 #he's just my little guy #need to draw dale with a cat soon........ #i wonder if we'll ever see more of the cat.... #oh. < just remembered the young bird in hotel. wonder what happened to that fella too #aside from mr rabbit the young bird is my fave character in hotel. #wish we got more development for the guests...... they're interesting! #like we get to see some of why they're there #research performances etc #and don't get me wrong i like the recent games #laura my darling #vanderboom family.......... #but it would be fun to go back to some of the nonsense. it doesn't have to make sense YET #also hope the devs figure out what they're trying to do with the story #underground blossom was interesting and i'm curious to see where it goes #and the stuff with the past within. albert's return???? that man could NOT handle the 1980s!!! #and while getting to play as harvey is always interesting (harvey's box. hotel. ub) i'd love to see more abt the other animals too #not necessarily mr crow and/or mr owl (although those could be fun too!!) #(i'm curious abt those old men!!) #but. apparently the guests have canon ages. i want to learn more abt them and how they got there #also since i keep forgetting to rb my other post and clarify: david eilander was 15 and therefore i do not hold him accountable for anythin #in paradise. he was just a silly goofy guy going along with his family's horror. #let him have his frogs and magic tricks and play his little tunes #(also wish we got to see david and elizabeth interact more. jakob left when they were kids!!! all they had were each other!!) #(fear didn't make her blind!!! they might have had adventures!!!!!) #this has gone on a wild rl tangent #daaaaale my darling detective

[deadm0ss]

brains r like. we are going to process the tablet dying by wondering what if we can someday get all the stuff in it that were inevitably going to forget back. how will refinding this affect our psyche. but also the tablet is a human and you are a voice in their head telling them to kill themselves and your other devices are their friends

#my beloved tablet of 6.5 years has left the chat. #lookin like i wont get anything back #rip paintings i spent 20+ hours on thatll never be known by eyes other than mine #at least i got all my pet photos. my cat died a few weeks ago so i went and saved all my photos of her. #i wonder though. what will i forget. #moss mumbles #this is what i get for being autistic and having object attachment and naming my device. isn't it #rip felix 2017-2023 #also i just realized i lost all of my high school work. #man. all my old art finals and animations were in there #and my curated collection of frimages. fuck

[mirmidones]

my mum texted me completely out of the blue 'have you heard from [old friend] lately?' and i had a minor breakdown about it and then 3 hours later resurfaced to text back 'no' pointedly not asking 'why' bc i don't wanna know but now she's answered 'ok thanks' and now i'm mad what the fuck

#upset beyond reason but i was right not to ask and it's better that i dont know #this way i have a chance of getting over it anytime soon #but goddddd will it ever be over no it wont will i ever be ok with it being never over please i am begging you #selfishly wishing everyone involved in it was dead bc the dead can only haunt one's memory mind and dreams but not their present daily #tangible life. i wonder if i could have gotten over it by now had it stayed dead in the ground where it laid #on top of that i saw the psychiatrist and she was like why are you so angry with your father? and since my only defence mechanism is #forgetting i was like 'why AM i angry with my father?' and recalled it all and got angry all over again but oops the time was over so #lol just stay angry until you can forget about it again haha #and now this. hurt that my mum would do this to me again. i feel like im 13 again except im not it will continue to grow except in that #point. i don't know what id do if lucy wasn't here. abysmal day but like at least i had a cat on my lap for a part of it #sigh #delete later

[sinni-ok-sessi]

straddle invert straddle invert straddle invert

#inexplicable silksposting #*and* the circus cat turned up to watch us for a bit #*and* i got invited to the secret open training for people our instructor trusts not to be stupid #so all in all a great class #I spent a whole class trying and failing to invert on saturday and today I can kind just do it as long as I don't overthink it #on my good side at least #truly practice is a wonderful thing

[busylilbee]

I was wondering why I've started calling my cat "hey Mimi" because?? Yes, it's cute, but WHY. Is it because of みみ/耳 as in ears???

And then I realized no, it's because one of my best friends speaks like that to her cat, where she pitches her voice a certain way and goes "hey mimiii" (I think she's actually saying something like "hey babyyy" but it sounds like mimi) and now it has slithered into my cat speak!!

#i mean my cats name starts with mi so i was already predisposed to this #i have a google doc somewhere called and its literally just a list of stuff like this #things ive picked up from other people and started doing #if youre actually reading these tags please tell me what random things youve picked up and adopted from others #i wonder if most people do this about the same amount or if some people do it way more of way less #i bet there is a certain trait that makes you more likely fo mimic others bc i have talked very briefly with others about this #and i seem to do it more #i also have a strong tendency to lean into speech patterns or dialects of places im visiting #wirhout meaning to like i have an innate urge to not stand out as an an Outsider?? #so i think i might be primed to adopt habits or mannerisms of people close to me bc i want to mesh with them better or something #idk i didnt really question the mimi thing until today when i was crafting an email to a distant cousin in my head #and when i got the part where i introduce my cat i was like her name is Mila but i often call her Baby Kitty or Little Mimi #and then i was like...wait why is mimi so common fhat its now included in her alternate forms of address?? #anyways i find this stuff fascinating bc i think i pick up at least one new thing a year that sticks for a while #and am now wondering if fhat is common #lets ignore the burgeoning question of what my actual personality is as someone who easily changes how i act depending on who im with #and where i am #bc i KNOW the answer is probably now i am with my main gc or mom #but even then i could pick out things i tailor for those audiences #but thats too much for fonight i need fo drive to the airport early fomorrow and its after 1am yikes #personal #mila #oh nat im talking about you YOU are the friend!! idk what youre actually saying to the stubby baby but this is how it manifested in me lol

[harmcityherald]

The turtles got their new food and they seem to be liking it well. They had been using the sandbox all night in and out so it looks like I will be building a much bigger sand unit onto their enclosure. My other tank got a very expensive cleaning last night for peppermint and foremost. I also was able to get them an air stone. I also bought anything to vacuum out their tank and so last night they got quite the cleaning which will be finished this morning. I was also able to get half of my cutting done in my garden yesterday so my garden is finally taking off as well. Hopefully today I can put it in a little more work and bring my garden a little bit closer to being started. Artemisia is very watchful that I don't overwork myself because sometimes I have a tendency to where my garden is concerned. So the coffee is made and I'm sitting outside and enjoying it right now other than the fact that all my dinosaur buddies are sitting here in a circle looking at me in the trees bullying me to give them more food but we of course has suspended operations because of the bird flu. Sorry little guys but I think I know better than you I can read the medical journals you can't. So until I feel like it's safe again you guys are on your own I hate to say that. I guess I will offset that by giving my inside buddies a little more attention than they've been getting. The little tank is looking a lot better. Foremost loves the air stone much more than peppermint does. I think our reading let us to the correct decision that the snail needs an AirStone and that is exactly what she got. I also scraped off the six masses of eggs that she laid around the top of the tank, luckily I don't have a female to fertilize them all or I would have a million snails like I'm afraid I'm going to have a million Turtles before it's all over with. I won't be able to release them in the wild if it actually happened but we'll cross that bridge when we get there. I love my critters and my critters love me.

I would add more tags but they only allow me a certain number so I should end it there. Or else I'll talk myself right into a bad mood. And that's not fair to my little buddies is it?

Mark my word, we are all going to live to see the day to read about that man doing something incredibly stupid. I'm not going to try to lay any future or philosophical View on what that could be. Trust me, he's a pedophile with an arsenal of ghost guns. And it's a situation that I'm too old to try to help and solve. My other two grandchildren the one being autistic and the other being transgender make me want to reach out and help them and yet the transgender child is under extreme brainwashing by him. One time he even told her that he would fuck the lesbianism right out of her, and for me that's not something that should ever come out of a father's lips to a daughter ever no matter what the situation is at all. And yet that same transgender child, under his pristine Direction, hates my very guts. The only one in the family who would actually call you by your real name and would refuse to use your dead name and yet I guess the fact is that Alan loves his father and any concessions that meat had makes for her must make her feel at least somewhat accepted. But because of the Meathead Saga I do not get to see those two sets of grandchildren anymore. Because I'm a deep state leftist, if you can actually believe that's a reason to hold your children back from someone. That's very sad to me I have seven grandchildren all together. It is only two that I get to react and deal with everyday living here with me and I'm so thankful of that. Many people would say it's a financial burden I should not subject to myself to. But I've always been a firm believer that you never throw kids to the wind ever. Especially not in this fucked up world the way it is now. If you throw your kids to the Wolves you're no better than a Spartan throw in your baby off the edge of a cliff. And that's not how I was ever taught that parenting was done. I have never raised a hand to a child ever not in my whole life. I've always gotten so much more from children when you talk to them and treat them like people the people that they no doubt are.

Anyway, Meatheads brand of ineffectual terrorism doesn't really scare me in any way. I have no idea why I'm really on this this morning. Perhaps the youngers are arguing last night reminded me of the tension in the house when Meathead was here pretty much destroying everything in his path. We're trying to destroy everything in his path which included me. I had six police officers and four doctors all together bum rushed me in the room to convince me that I needed to press charges. I told him if I pressed charge does that means I won't be able to get them out of my house and the only thing I want is for them to be out of my house like tomorrow so I didn't press charges against him, which I'm sure he walks around in his own little tiny house Castle now Vindicated somehow that the cops wouldn't touch him when really it was me that kept that from happening. Trust me if it had been any other situation I would have made sure he got every little bit of punishment he deserved for it but it was more important for me to clear this place out and have a nice calm place for my Artemisia and our wonderful youngers

#my turtle chronicles #my critters #turtles #fish #a snail #two kitty cats #and all my plants Aquatic and otherwise #gardening #spring has sprung in rannyland #Cthulhu is coming up I will show a picture of him later he is my Herald of spring and he is coming up and that makes the third year in a ro #Happy Coffee to all my little listeners and all My Little Critters are determined that it's going to be a good day #better just make sure you make artemisius coffee the right way #the youngers had a fight last night and it looks like one of them didn't come home so I'm a little worried about that #but I didn't like the way I heard my granddaughter being talked to and although she's upset today maybe it's for the better #he giving her a hard time for going out with her cousin while every time he goes out with his friends he ends up with a goddamn charge. #but I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing as a pop pop I'm there for her for whatever she needs #I love my grandkids more than life itself #them and my Artemisia make me so thankful to have been allowed to be part of their family and so grateful to get to be the grandfather #I think more parents should feel that way instead of feeling burdened or some idiots who like to run their house like a army base #we all remember the Meathead Saga don't we? #he is on the bus idiots who has to sit at the top of the dinner table everyday and make his children sit in front of him #like some idiot from a Twisted Sister video #there was no wonder he and I did not get along #not to mention he was trying to squat and steal my house and then he tried to take my life #somebody that's one family member I'm not to enamored of having #and I've also made it very very very clear that he is no longer welcome here and that I will have no more talks of that anything with him #I think that every family has at least one person in it who is under the completely wrong assumption that they are a master manipulator #everybody's got the narcissist #maybe yours is a parent mine was a middle-aged asshole who thought he was a parent and is still failing miserably at that fact #you know he actually convinced the state to pay him to stay at home to care for his autistic son which sounds really good on the outside

[havenpelt]

maybe this is my ""hot take"" for the warrior cats community, but are we really as a fandom complaining about the songs people are using in maps?

i can understand it from a "there should be more diverse music used" standpoint, but getting genuinely upset with younger people in the fandom using hazbin hotel songs or making the 100th rasputin map or whatever isn't the way to get your point across-

(the only reason you should really be mad at kids using hazbin hotel songs is the fact that they're kids using hazbin songs, kids need to get as far away from that as possible, it is a very adult show- not overly relevant but thought i should get that fact out of the way; or i guess people probably shouldn't be making maps using poison, that is the least appropriate song you should be using at all, but at the very least hazbin songs as a whole are just not thematically appropriate regardless of the fact that they're too mature for kids to be using)

the same goes for tearing into people for their music tastes

i thought there were more adults in this fanbase, but considering the amount of people i've seen have that attitude makes me begin to consider otherwise

is there REALLY no better way to get across the message that there should be more diverse songs used in warrior cats maps? i guarantee you, people will be 100% more willing to get on board with that if you stopped tearing other people, their music tastes, and their own projects apart

i also think that there's a serious problem with people in the map community being put on a pedestal-

i think people are forgetting that the warrior cats map community is a part of a fandom and ISN'T a funded studio making full tv shows or whatever, you all need to really stop talking and thinking about it like that, do you not realize how harmful that is?

the warrior cats map community is a group of warrior cats fans who like to animate characters from a book series to music they like, THAT'S IT

the people in the community are not celebrities and the majority of them are doing it for fun in their spare time and do not plan to be/are not professional animators or creators and on top of that, many of them are beginners or kids looking to have fun so trying to tear into them for having fun doesn't make you anything other than an absolute ass in my mind

it's one thing to go "man, why are there so many hazbin hotel maps popping up? what about hazbin hotel screams 'turn me into a warrior cats animation' at all?"

but it's another to start loudly complaining about how "UGH THERE'S NO GOOD WARRIOR CATS MAPS ANYMORE, I WISH SOMEONE WOULD START MAKING GOOD WARRIOR CATS ANIMATIONS AGAIN LIKE *insert whatever maps you want*"

i would like to remind you, warrior cats maps are fan projects- you are also a fan! make that map you have an idea for!

"but what if no one joins it? what if not enough people join and it doesn't get made? what if i fail completely? the warrior cats map community is hard to get into"

valid concerns! but isn't at the very least *trying* better than sitting on twitter loudly complaining and waiting for someone to do something for you? that sounds much more fulfilling to me at least, and even then you can try again!

maybe it's just my corner of the internet, but i don't see a whole lot of people advertising their maps, i see people *complaining* that not enough people are making maps that they want to see and i think that's something that should really change

i WANT to see more diverse and creative warrior cats maps, but i also don't want to stop seeing people making the maps that they want to make, whether that be the millionth mapleshade map to a breakup song! i don't care, let people have fun and make what they want to make as long as they're not hurting anyone!

#warrior cats #warriors #warrior cats map #wc map #mini rant #i am not used to ranting like this online #at least not like... in posts like this so this is a bit odd for me #i'm usually the type of person to just keep my thoughts to myself but this just really annoyed me #when did fandom spaces become so antagonistic? i have no idea when but twitter is one of the WORST places #it's not necessarily why i left twitter #i left it because it's being completely run into the ground but it's still not the most appealing place to be #i will give it one point though #it sure is better than tiktok! #i wonder if anyone remembers me from when i did fnaf fanart and i got like 30K followers on tiktok #does literally anyone from that period of time even follow me anymore? i'm honestly kind of curious alkdjsfkl

[parakeetpark]

30 minutes into stripping the wallpaper because behind it's covered in mold: haha this is easy! Be done in no time :)

1 hour in: Uh oh vertigo spell! it's time to lie down with my legs on the wall so the blood stops pooling there and my heart stops racing :(

#still need to strip half the walls and then clean with sugar soap and then use mold remover and then clean up #and then move stuff back #ooohhooooooh this gomna take all evening #at least I've learnt the wonders of coconut water #really helps the POTS stuff #the cat just complained at me for either taking up space or doing something different to normal #oh i pet her and now she's purring and sniffing my sweaty heaf #head #to be fair #I've been lying down 5/10m and i feel much better #might be time to get up and carry on #sucks being the most healthy and able bodied person in the Home when you're not even well yourself #no one else can do it and we've got no one to help. so it's gotta be me or the mold will remain

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

Considering how I dress, I probably have the clothes to dress like I’m in mourning (which I am) but I’m not sure how practical that would be and I’m not sure it would really come across the same way if I dress like this normally, just less formal.

I don’t have a veil though, and that’s what really makes a difference

#emma posts #death tw #kinda I guess? I didn’t give details #when someone sees you in the apartment hallway with red eyes and a runny nose and are like #oh shit. is she sick too? #but no. it’s only an injury to the (emotional) heart #my physical one is functioning as it should. as far as I know #I barely slept for. what. two days? I was too busy dreading today #and i would have nightmares #then when I finally got some sleep my cat yelled and threw up #i love him but omfg. this morning? really? #I know it’s because something he ate upset his tummy so it’s not like he decided to do it #I’m so burnt out #I wonder if my cat can smell what happened. I was in the room this time but it wasn’t in my lap #i’m so fucking tired #I hope I sleep tonight at least #if my language app gives me shit tonight I’m gonna loose it #I should be cleaning. I’m just so burnt out. and tomorrow is probably going to be the burial #provided that the snow hasn’t frozen the ground #it’s been an unusually warm winter #I don’t know if I want to dump this on my long distance in person friends just yet #but my eyes burn and I need to think somewhere