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#August cant come soon enough
mirukucandy · 9 months
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Combining my two current hyperfixations in one
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loveisbraveandwild · 2 years
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was looking at course options for library science school and im literally so excited i shake when i think abt it
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aromandragon · 2 years
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sorry for the lack for regular content, pride month (Happy Pride to all btw!! 🌈💚) always backs me up because I’m doing something for every week (or attempting to that is). On top of trying to draw everyday to get things done I’ve been having to take care of my older sibling after surgery ;w; I have so little time to do anything. Sorry if the drawings I’ve been posting are not up to par for expectation but I’ll do my best to resume better looking content during July/August and will try to resume regular Wakfu and other fandom content. thanks for the patience and care! 🤗💚
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mishas-garage · 2 years
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AUGUST 10TH CANT COME SOON ENOUGH 🧶💜🥚
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honeylikesyanderes · 1 year
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I love the whole concept of a Yandere dating app, and I am in love with it already 💕
Could I get facts of both Avanti and Drew?
ofc bbg
i got you
18+ mdni
hope you enjoy :)
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you swiped right on avanti!
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avanti - cat demon
age: looks 22
birthday: feb 14th
physical attributes:
5'10
ash gray hair
big green eyes
pale skin
slender frame
he's a pretty petite person
usually has cute stickers on his face and arms
pierced ears
has a lip piercing but rarely wears it
freckles!!
has perfect teeth
personality traits
is literally a ball of sunshine
always excited, always ready to do something
is perpetually always on an energy drink
avanti genuinely has such a cute personality
a true golden retriever boy
he's also a big pervert.
the biggest pervert of all my yandere ocs tbh
will not hesitate to say anything sexual, regardless of the time and place
are they aware that they are a yandere? does it bother them?
avanti is aware. he's a demon and yandere love is very very normal to their culture so it doesn't really bother him.
yandere! avanti:
yandere type: stalker/clingy
you get no personal space.
he can and will follow you everywhere
and he's a demon so he can teleport
literally knows everything about you
like every single thing
from your favourite food to what shows you like to the secret vibe you keep in your bottom drawer in between your 2 favourite pairs of socks.
knows all your friends and everything about them too
you cant lie to him about anything
he's literally a lie detector in human form
he also gets extremely whiney when you try to go out or anywhere without him
he's a super sweet yandere tho
will 100% treat you like royalty and try his best to please you
he can be a bit sensitive tho
avanti fun facts
his job is as a twitch streamer and youtuber
he's well liked because of his good energy and personality
avanti is actually an introvert and doesn't really like to go out much
he used to have a bit of anxiety interacting with humans but he overcame it by learning to be flirty and cutesy
his tail is really long and he's able to use it to hold stuff
he's also related to atlas and they do go out together for ''drinks'' often
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you swiped right on drew!
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drew - grim reaper/shinigami
age: looks 30
birthday: august 2nd
physical attributes:
6'7
shoulder length pale black hair
golden eyes
pale skin
broad shoulders.
slim yet very muscular build
scar on his right eye
only one pierced ear
has a cross tattoo that runs from his neck to his v line
personality traits
has the biggest dad energy
is honestly so chill amd cool headed
is pretty flirty and friendly
but not as flirty as avanti
a nonchalant bro tbh
the only time you'd ever see him not being chill is when he's working
when he's at work, drew's personality does a 180
he's cold, cruel and calculating
will risk and do anything to get the job done
he can be extremely emotionless when it comes to getting what he wants
are they aware that they are a yandere? does it bother them?
drew is aware, but he's doesn't believe that being a yandere is a bad thing. he actually thinks non-yanderes dont take love seriously enough.
yandere! drew:
yandere type: obsessive/possessive
drew is an older yandere so he has a lot od experience and he's probably the best yandere to handle a darling.
drew is similar to icarus, in which he'll give his darling their space
but drew can be very very demanding.
if he asks darling to do something, he'd prefer if you do it as soon as he says it
cause he claims ''its for your own good''
and he has a tendency to nag if you misbehave
i mean you should expect it cause he literally talks for a living 😭
drew is also extremely observant so ypu basically cant lie to him
and he can tell when your vibe/behaviour is off
he isnt the touchiest yandere and prefers to not be touched
he might touch darling occasionally throughout the day but he's not super touchy
he likes to talk to darling a lot and likes to geat about their day
he can also turn invisible and doesn't mind using that to follow/stalk darling
loves to kiss the top of darling's head
can and will use his height and build to intimidate love rivals and even darling if necessary.
drew fun facts
his day job is as a lawyer
his actual job is as a grim reaper
drew is the head of all the grim reapers in the region
has a tendency to work from home and will only go into work like once a week
has a fuck ton of folders in his home office
has a little black book that contains the names of people he's reaped over the years
drew is over a thousand years old and he remembers every life he's ever lived.
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drunktuesdays · 1 year
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rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better. i was tagged by @cant-not, a woman i am currently learning is a russian nesting doll of blogs
last song: i'm often not cool enough for this kind of question, because the reality is that the actual last song i listened to was "don't take the girl" by tim mcgraw because i was talking to niko vivathewilddog about melodramatic mpreg, and i listened to it five times today. but the last "cool" song i added to my liked songs on spotify was "you just didn't like me that much" by leanna firestone which is legit a great song
last show: hmm....the last show i finished was probably tlou? or interview with a vampire? does that count? i really don't know the difference between this question and the one underneath it. i honestly don't remember the last time i made it to an actual series finale bc tbh i have the attention span of a gnat when it comes to tv, and i WILL abandon things so easy. even things i like......why...
currently watching: i'm usually caught up on yellowjackets, succession, and 911. i've been halfway through abbot elementary, the bear and only murders in the building for months on account of my previously mentioned terrible attention span. i'm also watching lost with the gc for the first time, and i'm having the time of my LIFE.
currently reading: i literally just finished the first fifteen lives of harry august by claire north last night, and i just started the city we became by nk jemesin. i'm also mostly through my annual reread of an insane million word harry potter fic where harry has a twin brother named connor potter, and i cannot explain why i love it, and will not be defending unless you've read it, in which case, PLEASE hop in the dms.
current obsession: i'll echo laura with nyt games--i still play wordle most days, and i also play the mini and tiles. del dadvans got me back into the sims, and i've been working on a [redacted] household i cannot talk about because i've lost my mind. i'm also moving soon, so i guess my number one fandom is looking at apartments i hate and trying to imagine being happy in them..... is that cool.........................
im tagging @vivathewilddog @dadvans @lakemermaids @thevaudevillescene @immoveableobject @eggtrolls @anairbri @onlyposersfallinlove @bropunzeling
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bootlegfrank · 4 months
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skc frankie would be so pretty if he cut himself <3 cant stop thinking abt how cale would be a total freak about it
Oh friend I've got some stuff to say about this. Under the cut you'll find a big excerpt of the OG Serial Killer Cannibal (Necrophile) Frank Iero fic that will never be, and you really have to promise me not to laugh at my poor writing skills okay? It was written all the way back in August 2022 but I wanted to put it here cuz Frank cutting himself is just the best <3
Frankie and Cale, though, oh man oh man. I think Cale wouldn't know what to think at first, when he finds out. I think his mind would jump immediately to assuming someone else did this to Frankie, or maybe even that Frankie got into some wildly unsafe BDSM practices. But then when he finds out Frankie did it to himself, oh his mind would race. Of course Cale already knows that Frank is capable of murder, but it's one thing to be able to hurt someone else, it's an entirely other thing to push through your instincts and harm yourself. I think Cale would want to see Frankie do it, would want to watch as his boy hurts himself, as his blood drips down his skin due to his own doing. I think he wants to find out how deep Frankie would go, how many cuts he'd make, the spots he'd slice himself open in just from Cale's demand. And obviously Cale would love to cut Frankie open himself too, cutting perfectly straight lines into Frankie's skin and critiquing Frankie's technique, scolding him for not cutting consistent, judging him for the type of sharps Frankie has been using. I think Cale would get a wonderfully sadistic satisfaction out of finding out Frankie cuts himself.
In the final years of high school Frank craved more than animals, their little bodies not enough, their blood not satisfying him anymore. He needed human blood. He didn’t really stand a chance in physical fights due to his stature, many guys his age already towering over him. So that’s when he moved his anger from other beings over to himself, stealing knives out of the kitchen, sneaking his tools from the garden shed and unscrewing pencil sharpeners to use on his skin. He found knives worked best, sharpened knives even better. He could get a solid grip on the handle, executing precision over the blade that he couldn’t with an axe or rock. His favourite type of knife to use was one of the smaller ones designated for vegetable chopping. The knives with serrated edges didn’t let him carve pretty designs, and knives too big took the fun out of pressing deeply and using his strength. Frank found the thrill of making himself bleed exhilarating, the rush to his head whenever the pain started addicting, and the high from watching blood drip downright pornographic. More times than he would like to admit he would shove his hand down his boxers with a blade pressed to his thigh, coming in his fist to the sight and the feeling of blood dripping down his leg. 
Frank’s body was a much bigger canvas than the little animals he had been killing. He never went bigger than a fox, not wanting to take any cats or dogs and potentially depriving a kid of their childhood pet. But he was still limited on space, not wanting anyone to find out what he was doing. He centred the cuts to his thighs, stomach and arms, all skin that was easy to cover up. Frank never wanted to actually endanger himself, so he limited himself whenever he sliced deep. He bandaged himself dutifully every time, letting the scars heal into neat white lines.
Frank got his first tattoo the day of his eighteenth birthday; a big jack-o-lantern on the middle of his back to commemorate his birthday. It didn't take long after for him to get more and more tattoos, from licensed parlours, strangers in back alleys, and drunk friends. Frank made sure to never slice up his ink, cutting around them carefully like they were cut-outs in children’s books, adorning the tattoos with scars like halos. 
As soon as he finished high school, Frank took off, finding a job at a retail store and a dirt-cheap apartment, moving away from his parents and their prying eyes. He didn’t really know what he wanted to do with his life, but he did know that the urge inside him only grew more and more, and shitty hookups and cutting himself open didn’t satiate it at all. Frank spent most of his days drunk off his ass or high out of his mind, manning the cashier at the store during the day and partying with the few friends he made during the night. He made his first kill the day of his nineteenth birthday.
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burnin-rio · 2 years
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GUYS GUYS OMG HO MY GOD GUYS
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AS JGKDKDK AUGUST CANT COME SOON ENOUGH
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adiabolikpastel · 1 year
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Life Updates w/ Mun Yu~
Just a note: I started writing this in March... So, yeah that is how crazy things have been for me.
I thought I would take a moment to do a good- ol'fashioned Blog Update. Since the new year started - and my resolution to post more isn't going too well - I thought it might be nice to just clear the air.
Brush off the non-productiveness of the past, and look forward! With that in mind, let's dive in! Everything will be under the cut - if updates aren't your thing, no biggie. Thanks for the support, and I'll post more content soon!
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Mun Yu Updates
So, what's been up with me? What's the happs? Well - after four LONG years I am finally getting my Bachelor's Degree. For those that might be new - I am an older college student, having wasted my first chance of going.
Originally, it was only to go back to finish my AAS in Early Childhood Education. Once that was done, however, I found the job market to be less than ideal. That being the case, I transferred to another college and began working towards a BA in Human Resource management. And now - as I stand but 3 more weeks away from completing that degree...
I have been asked by the college to continue my education - and will be starting the next chapter of this crazy journey. Starting next August - I will be working towards getting my MLD (Master's in Leadership Development) & MBA (Master's in Business Administration). I cannot properly express how crazy the idea of that is to me - I was never great in school and now all this... I feel so blessed to have this experience.
That has been my major focus - and it's literally a full-time job. On top of my actual full-time job. I also got married last October, to my best friend of 12 years. As we both enter into our thirties - we are looking to bring in another member of the family soon enough. Not just yet - but soon.
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Blog Now - What's Happening?
You know I wish there was more to post about. Truly I do. This blog is going to be 7 years old - and while it's come a long way, there isn't much to say right now.
I do have the L.E.M. art project continuing, we are officially on the last two boys. L.E.M. was such a huge accomplishment for me as a creator - even if it does exist outside of either canon. I enjoy going back and looking it over; just to see how far the blog has come.
TORMENTED REVERIE
Story-wise; super slowly I am working on publishing Yuuki's official story. My plan is to do each boy's route - complete with C.G.s (the first of which are done). Which will cover the month Yuuki was in the mansion before choosing Kanato.
After those routes are done, I want to make an overarching timeline post about where her story goes from there - then an epilogue just before Another Daydream. Those will also hopefully have art - which would be nice.
Yuki on the other hand - doesn't really have routes with the other boys. So I am wondering what the best way to tell his story is. I could just do it in sections and then break it into parts. I have seen OC blogs in the past do like diary/journal entries - which could be good for him honestly. Something like he was asked by Reinhart to keep a journal?
Yuki's storyline is one that I feel I have an idea of what I want, but I don't play with nearly enough like the others. So, that is definitely something I would love to work on in the new year. If you all are ever curious about him or the story - I am open for ask, they help me develop the story so much.
TORMENTED REVERIE: ANOTHER DAYDREAM
So, listen... these children got a lot of attention years ago. I don't feel so bad that they are getting ignored right now because of that. That being the case - I do have small things in the works for them. Nothing that is being developed at the moment though. My age old project Yukio in Wonderland is still something I want done, but I need a new artist for (and cant afford right now anyway). I do plan to work on getting sprites made for their older looks, mostly Yukio and Kanaye - Rini is set with what she has.
There is no official name for it - BUT - there is a sequel in the works for this time line. It follows Kanaye and Isabella (owned by @pureblood-prey) and their family / reign after taking over as King and Queen. With children of their own too - it's such a fun story that Mel and I have built over the years. Like I said though, no official name or release do that - but if you have any questions feel free to ask~!
EXCRUCIATING DUPLICITY
Ohh... this universe. I feel like it has so much going on, yet nothing all at the same time. There are a lot of OCs here, and I am trying to make them all cohesive with one another - the biggest part of that is that most of them have little to do with one another, which is kind of nice.
Skye's story is something I want to explore more. He has become such a presence on this blog - which I never thought possible. So thank you everyone for being so supportive of his chaotic a$$. I certainly never originally thought of his as Karlheniz partner - but I love where that plot is going.
Roselyn will probably never have a proper story, mostly because she is more of a background character. While she is there any around - having her own plot going on, it's not the focus, and we'll probably only see it in small doses. But you all ready know, if you want more Burai x Rose or just Rose content, all you gotta do is ask
Sweet baby Calli~ I know I have bit off so much with her story. Not only does she have two boys, which causes her story line to split - her family is super important to the natural order of the universe. It will probably be years upon years before I can properly give this story anything that it deserves. For now at least, Calli's story is the "Main Story" of the universe - where all others revolve around and have influences from or to the events in her plot.
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And... really that is all I have right now. Seriously, I started this in March and nothing really changed since I started till now when I am finally publishing it.
Once summer rolls around, and I am not weighted down with school work, I will 100% be able to focus more on the blog and releasing content. Thank you for your continual patients and support - truly it means the world.
For making it this far I will share a little inspiration board for the twins! I am so happy that you guys are excited for them. I swear I will answer the ask in my box today from my sweet anons. Thank you all again, we'll chat soon!
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t-he-baker05 · 2 years
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August Slipped Away
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summary: Grant Chapman slowly realizes he’s always been the second option and makes a decision that affects both him and Remus. 
warnings: minor atyd spoilers, angst, like possibly one swear word, possible bad writing on my part
AN: please forgive me if the writing makes no sense; i literally just had an idea for writing grant based on ‘august’ and wrote this in probably 20 minutes 😅
“will you call when you’re back at school?” he asked remus hesitantly.
“of course” remus had instantly replied.
grant had smiled and kissed remus on the cheek softly.
and soon august turned to september and remus left.
that was the start of grant finding himself in the same telephone booth as often as he could,
laughing with remus as he listened to him talk about his friends and the “adventures” he had been up to.
while he was happy for remus, he missed him. a lot.
when he wasn’t on the phone with remus, grant often could see them lost in the memory, replaying moments in his head.
grant often found that august slipped away into a moment of time,
and while he was sitting missing remus,
remus was busy with other things and couldn’t be too preoccupied.
grant hated it. and he hated that he hated it.
as time went on, he slowly became more and more aware that he was not remus’ true love.
sirius black was.
grant was the second choice,
and he found that he wasn’t fazed by the realization. 
because deep down he always knew. 
remus was never his. 
and so the next time he saw remus in person, making two cups of tea for them,
he mentioned it.
remus played it off, 
but grant knew.
so when remus had asked him what he was talking about, grant had replied with
“you know what i’m talking about, you belong with sirius.” 
it was as simple as that.
but remus refused to give in, begging grant and pleading with him that it was not the case.
“grant i… i don’t know what to say…”
that was all he needed to confirm his thoughts.
“fuck remus, wanting was enough. for ME it was enough!” he finally let out.
grant sighed, running his hands through his hair.
“i’m sorry… you don’t deserve this” remus murmured weakly.
“so much for summer love and saying ‘us’” grant chuckled, trying to desde the tension. 
he stood with his hands in his pockets, rocking back and forth on his feet.
the tea was long forgotten as remus stood as well.
“i want to be yours” remus stated, but it was as if he needed convincing himself.
“that’s the thing- you weren’t ever mine, you weren’t mine to lose”
remus stayed silent.
“do you remember? remember when i pulled up and said ‘get in the car’? and then cancelled my plans just in case you’d call?” grant continued.
remus looked at him, guilty, because no. he didn’t realize grant had been so eagerly waiting for his phone calls that he’d even cancelled plans.
remus finally spoke “that was back when i was living for the hope of it all…”
“but you were living your life without me” grant stated.
“i’ve got a job opportunity in brighton” he said before he could talk himself out of it. 
remus looked up, shocked, “but we live in london”
“remus…” 
“you’re just up and leaving me for a job?” remus was about to start shouting.
“come on, you know it’s about more than that” grant looked at him. 
“you cant do that!!” remus felt sick and indignant.
“i’m making things easier for you, i’ve always tried to do that havent i?” grant told him softly.
after some ‘i love you’s and grants full confirmation of his decision, remus wanted to fall to his knees and wail.
“you’ll break my heart if you go now” remus sulked. 
grant shook his head lightly and simply looked remus in the eye and stated “i’m sorry, love. but it’s breaking my heart to stay”
remus understood, and didn’t try to sway him any more, as grant had already made up his mind.
“you’ve been my little bit of magic” grant smiled at remus, the last thing he ever said to him.
as grant left remus in the kitchen with the two cups of tea still sitting untouched, the two men had the same six words repeating like a motto in their heads: “for the hope of it all…. for the hope of it all… for the hope…”
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bbarican · 2 years
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july 20, 2022; 10:30 am - life updates
good morning, tumblr! i have no idea why pero pag nasa bahay talaga ako, lagi akong inaantok; maybe its the weather too pero im badly fighting the urge to just stay in bed kasi medyo marami na yung mga nasa to do list ko so here i am just typing all of my thoughts down before working:
work:
im officially the new business development manager for our company! but at the same time im still a designer so its really exciting for me to finally be able to delve into the business side of interior design in real life, hindi yung pinagaaralan ko lang siya
so far, ang priority kasi talaga ng boss ko is our project together so sabi naman niya kahit wag ko na muna asikasuhin masyado yung bizdev tasks ko
but on the other hand, nadiscuss naman na nung previous bizdev manager sakin yung tasks na need ko alalahanin para in the time na need ko na siya simulan, i know what to do, where to find the files, who to talk to, etc.
my first few bizdev tasks are: to help our hr associate with the townhall mtg my boss plans on having by monday next week and to remind our principal and senior designer about the pro bono design thats up for review and comments kasi we really need to get that started na since sobrang nadelay na siya since everyones so busy
parang meant to be sakin yung role ko as a bizdev manager kasi regardless of my position, talagang ako yung nilalapitan ng mga officemates ko when they have problems and chika hehe
as much as i wanna be in the office everyday, napaka gastos naman kasi with toll palang and gas kaya plano kong mag commute going to the office one time just to see if kaya naman mag p2p just to lessen my gas consumption
personal:
still waiting on the board exam results and yes sobrang tagal niya kasi nga may manual drafting kami for our exam and 400+ kaming nag take so imagine kung gano karami silang need icheck na physical na sheets; around next week labas ng results so im just really really really hoping i pass
seeing my bestfriends last weekend was the best thing ever kasi sobrang namiss ko talaga sila and it gave me the energy i was missing during my board exam review season since i couldnt really go out and talk to other people that much
pick up coffee is amazing and its so affordable? i was so hesitant on trying it kasi i felt like it wasnt being talked about enough so i dont have much to look forward to pero when my family and i tried it, we all loved everything we ordered so so much! come friday, mag order ulit ako pag nasa office ako
i plan on wearing like full make up for friday kasi i wanna feel and look extra pretty for myself + ang lala din kasi ng acne marks ko so i really wanna spend extra time in the morning just covering those up
august is just around the corner; a part of me is really excited kasi its my birthday soon and we have relatives coming home from the states but at the same time, nakakagulat na august na eh parang vivid pa sa isip ko nung chirstmas party namin last year parang last week lang nangyari yun
coffee doesnt even help anymore when it comes to waking myself up; coffee, for me, is literally just flavored water now
family/home:
im still trying my best to not be mataray which i think im getting the hang of naman from time to time; it doesnt really help anyone kasi if i keep letting myself be mataray when an inconvenience suddenly is presented infront of me regardless kung ano man yun
miss ko na kuya ko pero sa march next year pa siya makakauwi
i really wanna go out with my family ulit this weekend; its literally one of my favorite things ever, just going out to eat with them and to window shop kahit na most of the time talagang umiinit ulo ng dad ko for god knows what, atelast magkakasama kami thats all i really care about
again, i love being comfy at home, pero shuta antok na antok talaga ako dito sa bahay and its not like i can bring my desktop anywhere
i cant wait for the holidays
so yeah, thats all for now! i really do think i should post more ulit and journal more kasi nga may times na if i dont, my brain feels like it could explode so ill try my best to incorporate journaling and blogging more ulit into my routine
happy hump day tumblr! i hope we all have a really productive day today!
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queerautism · 2 years
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[drug mention in this ask]
con to my week: had to rearrange my room for the second time so someone can also sleep in my room[people coming over, not enough rooms😭] and the change in my environment is killing mee. and my computer doesnt have internet anymore[bc my famoly doesnt like seeing cords so i cant bring the ethernet upstairs]
pro: my desk is next to my bed and while i cant sit high enough[my back will die soon. rip] theres enough space under my desk to make a lil cat den for me!! also i got. animal oracle cards and a little dragon and other stuff from ym dad for my bday yesterday[and got to try to a pretty, slushy drink that gabe me so much brainfreeze] AND i get to see a movie tomorrow[the new thor movie; im not a marvel fan BUT my dad is gonna give me an edible before we watch >:3]
i have a combination of emotions this week, both negative and positive, so it has been Wild and will continue being wild until august.
i mostly just wanted to share about my cat den but figured id just dump my whole week here lol. hope yall r doing good!!
Ahhh thank you for sharing!!!! Cat den sounds lovely!!!! And i hope you have a great time and the movie is fun
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whumpyblogthing · 1 year
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I posted 255 times in 2022
That's 255 more posts than 2021!
55 posts created (22%)
200 posts reblogged (78%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@deluxewhump
@lonewhumper
@flowersarefreetherapy
@hold-him-down
@darkthingshappen
I tagged 199 of my posts in 2022
Only 22% of my posts had no tags
#whump - 62 posts
#asks - 24 posts
#whump blog - 22 posts
#answered - 22 posts
#whump writing - 19 posts
#deserted - 17 posts
#ask meme - 13 posts
#whump art - 13 posts
#emery - 12 posts
#whumblr - 12 posts
Longest Tag: 118 characters
#only to be caught up in anew fandom that i have zero intetion of creating content for and yet cant stop obsessing over
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Going through a intense but likely short-lived Sandman/Tom Sturridge thing. Alas there's not nearly as much content as I'd like but that means the fixation probably won't last long 😔.
Dark haired pretty boys with killer cheek bones are my downfall I swear.
31 notes - Posted August 25, 2022
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PART FOUR - LORD BECKETT
Part One | Part Two | Part Three
CW: More references to sexual slavery/noncon. Beckett being a garbage human being.
Author's Note: Thank you ALL for hanging in there with me on this. It's turned out to be more parts than I thought, since I'm making them a bit smaller. I know it hasn't been super whumpy yet, but I PROMISE that is coming. Very soon. Perhaps even later today, but tomorrow for sure! I was going to include the next part with this one, but... well. This one is already a little longer, and I want to keep certain content separated in it's own part to be skipped if desired. So. Stick with me, we're getting to the whump soon! And thank you again!!
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Charles Beckett is not pleased.
He should be, damn it. With a victory as easy as the one they’d had, not losing a single man and taking hardly any time at all, he should be throwing a party for his officers in the main hall of the keep, not interrogating the Bastard’s leftover household staff.
The little Lordling. Beckett’s late wife’s cousin, who’d somehow weaseled his way into control over the estate that should have been her’s, and therefore Beckett’s, now. And it wouldn’t have mattered so much if the foolish little shit weren’t so inept. Theodore had been running the estate into the ground from the moment he took ownership. The mismanagement was so painfully bad that, when Beckett had appealed to the King for his permission to reclaim the estate, his request had been almost instantaneously granted.
Beckett has control of the estate, for now, but without Theodore present to officially sign over the land and give up his future rights to any claim, Beckett’s hold is tenuous.
Damn the coward for running.
And of course, his servants are just as useless as he is. Beckett is certain that if any of those left behind had any notion of where their Lord had gone, they’d give him up in an instant. It’s clear that Theodore had garnered very little favor amongst those he’d left behind.
Beckett is preparing to face the inevitable and send out parties to begin searching for signs of Theodore’s passage in the surrounding areas when he’s told that there may have been a breakthrough. That something important had been found. He feels a spark of hope at the words and follows the soldier eagerly into the keep.
The last thing he expects to find waiting for him is a damned bed slave, though really, he’s not surprised. He wouldn’t have been surprised to find a whole fucking harem, considering the gossip he’s heard about Theodore. The boy on the bed seems utterly useless, a complete idiot, but if anyone were to know Theodore’s secrets it would be the one he spent his nights with.
Beckett returns to the hall and finds that he is thinking of the boy despite himself, grudgingly realizing that one thing he can’t fault Theodore for is his taste.
The boy is lovely, there’s no denying that. Sable hair long enough to grab hold of, pale skin that had seemed perfect for leaving marks, pretty lips, his body finely formed and slight, perfect for…
Beckett huffs, shaking his head and dispelling any further thoughts of that sort. He’s never kept a pleasure slave before, but he understands the appeal, especially now that he’s a widower… But. He has far more important matters to attend to. The only consideration he should be giving the slave is for the information he can provide.
Tristan returns to the hall alone, apparently trusting his man upstairs to deliver the boy without any undue delays…Beckett’s not sure he would have been as trusting, but time will tell.
Somewhat to his surprise the soldier and the boy appear only a few moments later. The boy is clothed simply, and barefoot, and starts to tremble when Beckett approaches. Silly thing.
“Sit, boy. You look like you’re about to fall over. Tristan! Bring the boy some wine, it’ll settle his nerves.”
Beckett doesn’t miss the way Tristan frowns, but he obeys immediately. He’s a good boy, knows his place. Tristan is smart, competent, a fantastic leader of his men. His only flaw is that he has four older brothers. But, he knows his place, knows his best chance at advancing himself is by gaining a place of prominence in some powerful noble’s household. He listens well, carries out orders proficiently and efficiently. A good boy, if a bit soft at times. But he’s young, yet. He’ll learn.
Tristan smiles at the boy when he gives him the wine and gives him a little nod of encouragement. Beckett rolls his eyes. Soft. Or besotted, which is understandable enough. But a bed slave doesn’t need any wooing.
The boy takes a few hesitant sips, then holds the cup in his lap, staring down into it as if the dark liquid holds the secrets of the universe.
“Good. Now, tell me, boy. Where did Theodore run off to?” Beckett demands, crossing his arms over his chest and staring down at him, watching for any sign of understanding or attempts at deception.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry,” the boy answers softly, shaking his head.
Beckett scoffs. “Surely he must have said something to you? Talked about a- an ally? A hiding place? Somewhere he meant for you to join him?”
The boy glances up at that, a look of hurt passing over his face before he drops his gaze once more. “He didn’t. He didn’t say anything. I didn’t even know he’d left, until. This.”
Beckett purses his lips, eyes narrowing as he considers the boy’s words. He’s not sure he believes him.
“Look, Emery,” Tristan says, stepping forward to crouch down in front of the chair where the boy is seated. “This must be frightening. I’m sure you want to- to do right, by your. Uh. By Lord Reynald. But I assure you, we mean him no harm. Or you!”
Beckett watches silently, willing to give Tristan’s more gentle approach a chance. It may be all the boy needs is a more tender hand. Though he doubts he received any such treatment from Theodore.
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Hello World!
Now that I’ve got a few things posted and a lovely little group of followers I thought perhaps it would be a good time to do an intro post so ya’ll know that you’re getting into.
HELLO WHUMBLR! I’ve been lurking around this corner of the web for some time, and I’ve been into whump for as long as I can remember and I’m excited to start contributing and interacting more with the community. 
I like a little bit of everything when it come to whump, and in a lot of ways for me it comes down to Style over Substance. I have a few favorites, and some things that I am not so fond of, too, though...
FAVES
Captive whumpee (BBU/slavery/what have you)
Intimate/creepy whumper
Physical whump, ESPECIALLY whipping/branding/knives etc
Caretaker x whumpee
NSFW/Noncon/dubcon
Restraints
Whumpee/caretaker being used against each other/team
Fantasy/Historical whump
NOT SO FAVES
Major character death/unhappy endings
Body modification/permanent injuries (lots of grey area here though)
Gore/extreme torture
I have One(1) story with some OC's in progress at the moment (part one here), and I have plans for another that I'll hopefully be starting soon. My writing tag is #whumpy.writes!
I love getting asks and talking about whump or my characters/story with other folks so please feel free to stop by and say 'hi'!
79 notes - Posted June 23, 2022
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DESERTED
Hi. Yes. So. 
The idea for this little series came to me randomly last night out of nowhere, and now here we are. I’ve had another story in mind to start posting but have been struggling to just start it, and then this happened, and here we are.
Deserted is set in a fictional world based more or less in a medieval-type setting with lords and knights etc. I'm not sure how long it will be. Probably four or so parts. I may expand on it depending on the response.
This story WILL contain NSFW and explicit dubcon/noncon and is intended for readers 18+.
So, without further ado...
Part One - Tristan
CW: Really none for this part. Very brief mention of sexual slavery.
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Tristan wipes sweat from his brow and sheaths his sword. He hadn’t even used it for anything other than threats. He sighs, almost disappointed. They hadn’t expected much resistance, but the handful of guards posted haphazardly along the estate’s defensive wall had dropped their weapons in surrender almost immediately.
The damned, spoiled lordling who’d been left in charge here was rumored to be inept, too distracted by wine and bed slaves to be bothered with running an estate, but this? It seemed almost too easy.
Lord Beckett comes to stand alongside Tristan, scowling. “What the hell was that?”
“I don’t know. I don’t like it. It was far too easy,” Tristan replies.
“Pathetic, even for him,” Beckett spits out.
Beckett refuses to call Theodore Reynald by his name. Tristan isn’t exactly sure why. He’s only been in Beckett’s service for a few months, sent here by his father to aid in this little campaign against the Reynald estate. Tristan has far too many older brothers to bother himself with politics and is content to simply follow his father's instructions.
“Tristan, with me. Let’s find the coward,” Beckett orders, stalking off towards the doors to the keep.
Tristan calls the men closest to him to join, and they follow their Lord inside.
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It’s far too quiet. Deserted, even. Beckett’s scowl deepens the further they go. They're three rooms in before they see a single soul.
“You there!” Beckett cries out, pointing, and two of the men rush forward, grabbing hold of the unfortunate servant and pulling him forward from where he’s cowering in a dim corner. “Where is your master?” Beckett demands.
Where is anyone? Tristan thinks, but doesn’t say.
“He l-left,” the man stammers, eyes wide in terror as he looks between the six men in Beckett colors. “Just left. They all did.”
“Left?” Beckett bellows. “He ran?”
The man pales further and starts to tremble, and Tristan feels a surge of pity for him. He gives his men a look, and they loosen their grip.
“You have nothing to fear from us,” Tristan assures him in the calm, measured voice he’d use to speak to a spooked war horse. “We’re only here for Lord Reynald. Do you know where he went?”
“N-no. Didn’t even know he left till- Took his soldiers, too. He just left us,” the man repeats brokenly.
“That bastard,” Tristan mutters, shaking his head in disgust. Beckett was right, Reynald was a damned coward. Leaving his household unprepared and undefended.
“Someone must know where he went,” Beckett says to Tristan. He turns back to the servant and demands, “There are others left, aren’t there? You can’t be the only fool he left behind.”
The man nods, but doesn’t offer any further information. Beckett scowls and turns to Tristan. “Tear this place apart. Find anyone who’s left, and figure out which direction he went. Someone has to know! He took the whole damned garrison with him for god’s sake. It’s not as if he snuck away in a hay cart!” Beckett whirls and stomps back the way they’d come, growling and muttering more curses and insults as he goes.
Tristan obeys, gathering more men and organizing a full on search of the keep and outbuildings. He sets himself up in the main hall, questioning the handful of servants the men find, gathering what little information he can about Reynald’s escape.
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My #1 post of 2022
Deserted
Part Three - Tristan and Emery
Part One | Part Two
CW: More references to past abuse and sexual slavery. Nothing explicit. 
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There’s a boy, on the bed. Tristan looks at him, and then looks away, because the boy is naked—or at least he’s pretty sure he is—and chained to the bedpost. But then he looks back, because he has to figure this out.
He’s not really a boy, Tristan decides. In fact he’s probably not much younger than Tristan himself. But sitting there, hunched in the center of the large four poster bed, he looks smaller, vulnerable and young.
“Hello,” Tristan finally manages to say, pulling the wild threads of his thoughts together to form some sort of response to the situation. “My name is Tristan, I’m the commanding officer here. My men are fetching something to get you out of those chains. Do you know what’s happening?”
The boy, man, regards him silently for a moment, then shakes his head. “No. I don’t- the other man. He said something about a new Lord?”
Tristan nods. “Yes, that’s right. Lord Beckett. Can you tell me your name?”
“Emery,” he answers softly. He shifts on the bed, clutching the sheets tighter to himself, brow furrowed. “Where is The- the old lord?” he asks, his voice shaky, unsure.
Tristan sighs. Gods, what a mess this is. “It seems that your uh- that Lord Reynald fled, before we arrived. Do you know where he might have gone? Another estate, or an ally, somewhere?”
Emery’s eyes shoot up to his, wide with surprise at Tristan’s words. “He left?”
Tristan nods, but before he can explain further there’s a bustle in the corridor, and then Lord Beckett is striding into the room along with the soldier who had found Emery in the first place.
“What the hell is this?” Beckett demands, looking between Emery and Tristan. “It seems the rumors of bed slaves was true, then?” He doesn’t wait for a response before turning back to Emery. “Where’d he go? Hmm? When did he leave?”
Emery seems frozen in place, eyes darting frantically between the three men staring down at him, and Tristan can see his chest begin to rise and fall at an increasingly faster pace.
“My lord, perhaps we can gather this information in a more suitable environment? When he’s been freed? And clothed?” he suggests.
Beckett is staring at the boy rather intently, and it seems to take a moment for Tristan’s words to register.
“Fine. Bring him to the hall. He must know something.” With that Beckett turns on his heel and stalks out of the room once more.
“That was Lord Beckett,” Tristan says, looking back to Emery, trying to explain what had just happened. “He’s uh. A bit frustrated that Reynald isn’t here. Anyway. Did you find anything that can help us get this chain off?” he asks the soldier.
“Aye, this should do it,” he says, holding up a pair of sturdy looking tools.
“There’s a key,” Emery says then.
Tristan and the soldier both turn to look at him.
“What?” Tristan asks rather dumbly.
“A key. For the cuff. I think it’s on the desk somewhere. That’s where he always put it.”
“A key,” Tristan mutters, walking over towards the desk. It’s littered with papers, and Tristan gathers them into a pile while he looks, supposing that Beckett will want to look through them. He doesn’t see a key on the desk, but he pulls open a drawer and finds one there. He holds it up to show Emery. “This one?”
Emery nods, and pulls the blanket away from his ankle. “He thought it droll. That I knew just where it was, but couldn’t reach it,” he says flatly.
Tristan frowns. “That’s- cruel.” He hasn’t really had time to think through all the implications of why Lord Reynald would have a boy—an attractive boy—chained to his bed beyond the most obvious one. But this little revelation gives him pause. Emery doesn’t seem to be…hurt, in any way. He’s slight, but not malnourished, and he’s clean. He doesn’t look as if he’s been abused, aside from. Well. Being chained naked to a bed.
Tristan shakes his head. He can’t be worried with that, now. He goes to the bed, giving Emery what he hopes is a reassuring smile, and slides the key into the lock on the cuff. It fits easily, and Tristan pulls the cuff off, frowning again at the reddened skin beneath. He brushes a finger against Emery’s ankle absently, then catches himself and jerks his hand away.
“You have clothes?” he asks hurriedly. “Or, I can fetch some.”
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Hi!! I would love for you to unleash the fruits! never enough gay pirates
HELL YEAH OKAY HERE WE GO
this is gonna be a little long, so beware.
DISCLAIMER: Please ignore any historical inaccuracies, continuity errors in relation to time (like how much real time had passed in the show compared to with my characters), etc. my ego cant take it <3 /lh
Starting with, my og, Charlie! (yes we have the same name, no i didnt name him after myself. its a long story)
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Name: Charles “Charlie” Rose Solace
Pronouns: He/They (ftm)
Sexuality: Gay
Age at the beginning of the show: 20
Height: 5’11
Birthday: April 17th
Occupation: Pirate (duh)
(He also has big round glasses for reading/writing/other stuff idk)
Then we have August Henry Kora
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Name: August Henry Kora
Pronouns: He/Him
Sexuality: Queer
Age at the beginning of the show: 20
Height: 6’0
Birthday: May 27th
Occupation: Florist
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Now that you know them both, lets get their backstories/their place in the show!
Charles “Charlie” Solace was born the only child to an upper class family, attending an all-girls school for a few years before it merged with an all boys school when he was 9. He formed a small friend group when this merge happened, eventually coming out to them when he was 15 after two of the people turned out to be dating, forming a deeper bond with one particular boy named August. When he was 17 he was outed to his unaccepting parents, with the following fight ending in the scar found over his left eye. After this fight, Charlie decided he would run away from home. He soon caught wind of how Stede Bonnet, a former family friend of his, had left his life behind to become a pirate. Charlie joined Bonnet’s crew, introducing himself to the group as Charlie, and (with Stede’s help) got on the crews good side. However, soon before they set sail, Charlie visited August during the night to say goodbye and confess that (big surprise) he loved him. Though he was fairly reserved around most (almost never speaking around the crew in the beginning), his quick thinking and smarts (not that they were needed very often as they rarely actually did pirate-y stuff) allowed him to become a crucial part of the crew. His familiarity with Stede helped them bond, forming a father-son type relationship. (A similar relationship would begin to form between him and Ed later, however we all know how bad ed is with emotions so it may be even more of a father son relationship than charlie and stede if we’re honest here). Charlie is a fairly skilled swordsman (August relayed the things he learned in his class to Charlie when they were younger as Charlie wasnt allowed to take classes himself), hes by no means the best but he is up there. Rather than sword-fighting lessons, Charlie was put into Violin, Piano, and painting classes as a child. Once Ed and his crew took the revenge, Charlie and Izzy immediately disliked each other as Charlie was the type to talk back to authority and could also take a punch so really there was nothing Izzy could to about it once Ed told Izzy he couldn’t kill the crew yet. Charlie really likes birds too btw.
August Henry Kora was born to an upper class family made up of himself, his mother, and his two sisters (one older than him and one younger). He attended an all boys school for a few years before it merged with an all girls school when he was 9. August had always had a love for flowers, studying Floriography along with how to dry and preserve flowers in private. Despite his good grades, he much preferred to daydream during class rather than pay attention to the professor. He and the rest of his family got along well, though his mother could be a bit overbearing at times. August knew why she was like this, she had been quite overprotective of him after his fathers death, but it still tended to bother him. He never came out to anyone excluding a boy in his friend group named Charlie. They bonded much more than the rest of the group. He had been in love with Charlie for many years until Charlie ran away from his unaccepting home when they were 17 to become a pirate with a family friend named steve or something (August isnt the best at remembering names). After Charlie left, August wrote many letters to him, though he never bothered trying to send them. He knew that it was unlikely he would ever see Charlie again (dw he does, im just too lazy to write the story), but continued to dream about finally getting to see him again. When Stede returned to town, August went to talk to ask him about his travels and definitely not just to make sure Charlie was okay. Stede recognized August’s name and said Charlie talked a lot about him.
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thats it for now, i know theyre not the best OCs but im also a gay teen on tumblr so what do you expect. Please dont be mean im fragile
Picrew used for the fruits - https://picrew.me/image_maker/1414503
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jrpneblog · 8 months
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Let`s not get too excited
A decent start to the campaign was further enhanced by North End last Saturday with a very solid 1-0 victory at Hillsborough over Sheffield Wednesday. Chances were few and far between in the first half but a Liam Lindsay goal just after the break proved to be enough for North End who fought off some late pressure from the home side to ensure that the three points came back to Lancashire. With Swansea at home this weekend, North End will be looking to extend their unbeaten run and move up the table ever further. Swansea will provide stiff opposition in spite of not winning any of their first three games and North End will need to display the form they have shown in their first three games if they are to get something from this encounter.
North End climbed into sixth spot in the Championship with the win at Hillsborough last Saturday against a Sheffield Wednesday side that looked to be a little below par for the division. I thought after the game that it was a little too early to be getting excited and while we have taken four points from our two away games I would suggest that Bristol City and Sheffield Wednesday will not be two of the sides in the play off shout at the end of the season. The win against Sunderland at Deepdale was a very decent performance but once again perhaps the Black Cats have just been slow starters this campaign and may well get into their stride soon enough. Perhaps I am looking a little bit on the bleak side and not giving North End enough credit for their start but we have been here before and the last week in August is not the time to start shouting the odds about your teams chances of finishing in the top six. Nevertheless, solid performances away, like the one in South Yorkshire last Saturday, are the way to keep up momentum in this section and seven points out of nine will certainly do for starters.
Swansea visit Deepdale on Saturday having taken just two points from their opening three fixtures. Draws at home against Birmingham and Coventry either side of an away defeat at West Brom suggest the Jacks have not hit their stride so far this season. Couple this with a strong interest from other clubs in a couple of the Swansea squad and you could make a good case for North End being the bookies favourites in this fixture. However, as we all know this is the Championship and anything can happen. I cant really see the manager making too many changes to the side that started at Hillsborough last week but if Ali McCann is fit then he could well replace Duane Holmes in the middle of the Park after a couple of decent performances, by him, before he picked up a knock. A win on Saturday would see North End with ten points from four games and probably induce a few choruses of the "Going Up" song inside Deepdale. Lets not get too excited, though!
And finally this week:- quite a bit of talk in the press this week about the performance of Kian Best at Sheffield last week and the superb ball he put over for Lindsay to head home. The best thing the lad can do at this time is keep his head down and keep working hard. Robbie Brady might well come in when he is fit but if young Kian can get 25-30 games under his belt this term then we could have a real star on our hands in the future.
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MATCH PREDICTION - SWANSEA CITY (H) League: HOME WIN
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JR`s HIGH FIVES
Swindon to beat Crawley 1/1
A £5 Stake returns £10.00 on bet365
SEASONS STATS
Returns £20.50 Stake £15.00
Percentage profit+/-loss + 36.67%
Predictions 3 won 2 lost 1.
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Part 80
When did the break up happen?
The breakup happened almost 3  1/2 weeks ago. The time has gone fast and it still feels like it happened yesterday. And its crazy to think that next week will be a month since it happened, the same amount of time we were together and soon enough it will be more than how long we were together. Makes me sad to think about 
2. How long was the relationship? 
It was only a month long. We started dating August 30th and broke up October 3rd. We became official after our third date they I came back from a 5 day trip to Michigan 
3. Were you blindsided by the breakup?
Completely blindsided. I thought the relationship was going great. I thought he liked me the way I liked him, I thought he was happy with me. He acted like he was and I was foolish to think he was. I was totally blindsided and shocked 
4. Who ended the relationship? 
Ryan was the one to end it. He said that the relationship was taking too much out of him, that it was too much effort that he couldn’t put in, and that I deserve someone who can and wants to put that effort into me. Later on, he said he thinks I deserve to be with someone who wholeheartedly feels the same as I do
5. Do you feel like you got closure? 
I feel as if I should feel like I got closure, as he told me exactly why he broke up with me, but I still feel confused and hurt and there are questions I wish I could still ask him, but I missed the opportunity when I didnt ask him in my text to him. There are still things I wish I knew, but I feel like at this point I never will 
6. What are you currently struggling with the most? 
There are a few things im struggling with. The first is how I felt like he liked me the same way I did, he even told me he liked me a lot on my birthday. I told him I liked him a lot too. And the way he acted it felt like he did. He bought me birthday gifts even before we were official, he would drive 20/25 minutes multiple days a week to come and see me and when I told him I could give him gas money for it, he said why should I, he got to come and see me and thats all that mattered. We went on a weekend trip with our friends where in we slept in the same bed and cuddled. He told me I was one of his favorite people. Was that all a lie? Especially the last part. Did he lie to me that I was one of his favorite people? I just wish I had asked him. I also just want to know, if he didnt like me wholeheartedly the same way, did my first boyfriend not like me? I wish I had asked him. Did he not like me at all? Its just very confusing because if he didnt why did he say yes to being with me at all? Did he just want a girlfriend to have one and then he felt bad when he realized what he was doing is he had to break it off? I am just hurt and confused. The second thing I am stressing about is even though he said it wasn’t a me thing, I cant help but think about all the things I may have done to finalize his decision to break it off. Like, what was the last straw? Was I too annoying? Came off too strong with how excited I was with finally being in a relationship? Did I ask for too much? I know I was too much effort and he didnt want that anymore. It was probably how he had to drive to me and felt like he had to bring dinner every time he saw me. I should have told him he didnt have to do that. Was he bored with me? Did we spend too much time in the apartment? Should I have planned more dates? Should I have put more effort in it even though I thought I was? I feel like something big that happened was when I tricked him. He noticed. I didnt wear a shirt and I started kissing him when he needed to leave. He needed to get homework done and I kept him form doing that. He must have realized it was too much at that point. I felt terrible when he said I tricked him and he said he liked that I did whe I apologized but I guess he didnt like it enough. I struggle with feeling like im not the problem.
7. The events that led up to the breakup?
The part where I tricked him, I feel like that was the event that closed the door on our relationship. I also noticed he had been texting differently. He didnt sound excited about coming over and he didnt ask about dinner. When he got to my apartment he texted im here without a smiley face. He stopped using cutie or pretty girl. I tired telling myself that it was all okay and that it was just my anxiety talking, but I guess in my heart I knew something was up. Besides those things, it didnt feel like anything was leading to a break up. Once again, I was completely blindsided.
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