I don’t remember asking you to get me anyone to meet up with.
ohhh i’m so sorry darling :c actually me too! i get very nostalgic when i’m sick agdhsfsda but also with all this quarantine/self-isolation thing i realized that very few things Actually matter… and one of them is Connection.. and it’s so fleeting 🥺🥺🥺 (most of the time) but perhaps as it should be.. it’s okay to miss your loved ones. even if they’re no longer actively taking part in your life. they still have their places in your heart. sometimes it’s the circumstances, sometimes people just get tired of each other, sometimes we outgrow everyone around us.. it’s all fine. they’re all still important. even if the distance isn’t just physical. as my beloved friend @sunsetpinks tags friends related posts: “i carry your heart” (it’s from a poem by e.e. cummings) 🥺🤍 i hope the pain eases soon. take care, petal 🍯
ok wtf is blood of zeus and why is human Lotor there
…..not me finally admitting to myself that I’m attracted to Quinn Hughes….
i really like bears.. would love to see more bear content
well. it’s 2:51am and i’ve really worked myself into a tizzy over all this.
earlier today i went to pick lilac up off my chair bc im evil and mean and wanted to sit there, but for once when i picked her up she was utterly content? instead of trying to escape?? so instead i just snuggled her for a few minutes and put her back in the chair when my arms got tired
Catch me standing ominously at the edge of the highway
iam simply going to. ignore real life issues and school and relationships and just. head empty f/os only :-)
@ducavalentinois sent : He’s texted Leonardo to meet him in the parking lot behind his apartment and Cesare is both excited and nervous. It’s not unusual for him to spoil his boyfriend with gifts , but he knows that sometimes Leonardo feels guilty for it. This however was something he could not resist buying him. A brand new vespa. He knows Leonardo feels bad whenever Cesare has to drive him around - so he’s come up with a solution. He waits beside it , checking his phone constantly.
“ciao bello~” leo calls as he rounds the corner to meet cesare as requested at the back of his apartment complex, “you’re not trying to steal me away, are you, signore? i’ll have you know i have a very important boyfriend.” it’s a light tease, and the sight of cesare puts a bit of a pep in his step until he can close the distance between them. the artist slides his hands around cesare’s waist and leans down to steal an amused kiss. “what is this, hmn? i thought you had a motorcycle and a car, cesare. are you adding more vehicles to your collection?” the vespa is… well it’s very nice. it’s a bright green, shiny, with a leather seat and a mounted wire basket.
good that you asked cause i was just thinking about how i would love to write something for sammy but atm i’m working on the passenger seat one shots (barzy, dunner and tito) and uni just started and writing in general is stressing me out so idk when but i would love to write something for sammy after that 🥺
if y’all have some ideas/concepts just send them in cause i’m lacking inspiration but pls don’t be mad if i’m not gonna write them cause as i said, writing is really stressful for me atm cause i feel like everything i write sucks and idk why but most of the time it takes an hour to write one sentence so yeah sorry for being a shitty writer 😭
I’m now part way through updating the mp3s for the 2017 pianowrimo pieces, yay :D It’s not so hard - the only tricky bit is all the reblogs will retain the original, partly broken, audio link. So it’s more of an issue of calling attention to the fixes… but anyway if you go back in the pianowrimo tag they should be there and working soon!
Today and this little while in general has been a lot of admin and playing catch-up – it takes so much longer than I expect it to, always! But it is a good thing, things I’ve been meaning to and it feels good to have done.
like, you know, getting the sheet music for the first three years finalised for purchase. here’s 2017.
That’s the other thing. I hope it hasn’t felt like too much self-promo and whatnot around here lately – I certainly feel awkward about it, but I also feel like Iiiiii really actually need to push it a lot more. So that more people can find my music and listen/play it! And, yes, ideally at some point provide me with money towards my aspirational lifestyle of eating food and paying rent.
anybody else getting a “global warming is going to cause the apocalypse and we can’t just foist responsibility for saving the earth onto children” vibe while watching evangelion or is that just me
i mean. rising water levels due to rapid melting of antarctican ice causing a mass extinction event isn’t exactly a subtle metaphor, even with the giant alien stand-ins.