#BEING A COUPLE WHILE NOT OFFICIALLY BEING A COUPLE

[y2kawaii]

༊*·˚ The Grieving Husband And Lost Widow — Part One (John Wick X Fem Reader)

Summary: John was a loving husband to his wife, Helen…that was, until she succumbed to a mysterious illness that has plagued their relationship for years before her being hospitalized for the final time. After saying his last goodbyes, John was about to leave the hospital until he ran into (Y/N) – who happened to also be grieving the loss of her spouse.

The last few months proved to be a challenge for (Y/N) with her husband being sick with a mysterious illness that the doctors haven't been able to find a cure to or even properly diagnose. So, on the last day of your husband's life, (Y/N) went to visit him in the hospital for one last time, just to hear his voice and hold his hand before he took that dreaded last breath.

"I love you, (Y/N)..." Your husband's breathing was incredibly shallow as it became more and more difficult for him to breathe normally as his soul steadily slipped away from (Y/N)'s reach.

"I love you, too..." (Y/N) stifled back the tears that were threatening to fall free from her eyes, not wanting to cry in front of your dying husband.

Then, just like that, (Y/N)'s husband took his final breath. His eyes closed, and his head turned ever so slowly onto the pillow that was underneath it as his hand slipped away from your own, signaling that he was now completely gone.

Overwhelmed by the grief of losing your husband, (Y/N) wiped your eyes and stormed out of the confined hospital room that your husband just passed away in. Now officially a widow, you could feel your heart instantly split into two; it was a pain that you couldn't describe, like your heart has been ripped out of your chest.

Now alone, without your lover, (Y/N) was blindly rushing through the hallway of the hospital with your head hanging down, allowing the long locks of your hair to fall in front of your face. However, (Y/N) would suddenly be stopped once she bumped straight into the muscular chest of a man who happened to be standing there, appearing to be lost in the trance of his own grief. Their impact would shortly be followed by a small clank that could be heard on the ground, only for (Y/N) to glance down and realize that what just fell was a necklace that the man must've been holding.

"Oh! I'm so sorry!" (Y/N) exclaimed as you promptly bent down to pick up the piece of golden jewelry that the man was previously holding onto. Then after stretching your hand out to the man to return the necklace, (Y/N) would end up shifting her gaze up until it met his own.

"It's alright," the man responded. His voice was so deep yet also slightly gravely, which was something that made (Y/N)'s heart skip a beat in a way that it hasn't ever since you met your husband. Of course, you don't let those thoughts get to you in that very moment, knowing that you were already vulnerable to the emotions that were circulating through your mind. Then (Y/N) would notice the faint streaks of tears that were also visible on the man's cheeks, right underneath his eyes.

Caught off-guard by the sight, (Y/N) couldn't help but become concerned for the man whom she'd just bumped into. "Are you...okay?" You ask with hesitance, but there was also a trace of concern laced through your voice.

"Eh..." The man grumbled at first before protectively curling the necklace in his fist, "I will be." He eventually added with a shrug of his shoulders - it was as if he was trying to act nonchalant. His voice even started to sound more gloomy than it did before (if that was possible).

"I was...going to have a couple of drinks down at the bar." (Y/N) spoke up softly, swaying yourself slightly as the awkward tension increased between the two grieving souls. "If you want, I could buy you a drink."

At first, the man appeared hesitant at the idea. His head tilted from either side while his eyes were locked down onto the necklace that he held securely in his fist. Then, after what felt like an eternity that was really only a few seconds, he made a light nod of his head in agreement to (Y/N)'s offer.

"Yeah...yeah, I'd like that." He answered, his deep voice softening only slightly as his eyes locked directly onto yours. It was only then when (Y/N) noticed the dark brown shade of the tall and fairly muscular man, and they made your heart flutter in a way that it did from your husband.

Turning to leave the hospital, (Y/N) quickens your stride to stay beside the man. For some reason, (Y/N) began to feel a subtle smile forming across your face, but decided against making any mentions of it. Instead, you speak up the very question that has been on your mind since you first laid eyes on the man. "So...what's your name?" You ask as the man walked out of the hospital with (Y/N), the front doors opening for them as they went outside and began strolling down the sidewalk to the nearby bar.

"It's..." The man began, but then cleared his throat as the words got caught in him. After a beat, however, he took in a sharp breath while staying focused on the path that was ahead of them.

"John. John Wick."

(this is part one! depending on how this fanfic performs, there will be a few more parts to come for this fanfic! ♡ )

#y2kawaii #john wick #keanu reeves #keanu #fanfic #fanfiction #john wick x y/n #y/n #john wick x reader

[canisalbus]

While the trick-or-treating comic was very cute, I cannot imagine Vasco not being a little treat kinda guy

Are you telling me he doesn't randomly buy himself candy just for the dopamine and the child-like joy? That he doesn't indulge on halloween spirit and buy spooky candy just for him and Machete?? (who barely eats it but halloween spirit comes first, practically second)

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#I actually thought about that for quite a while before choosing to go with a simple and neutral soda can #because yes I do think Vasco is a little treat kinda guy #but the treats he goes for probably aren't straight up candy #he's into hot chocolate and sweet coffee drinks #ice cream (particularly odd and seasonal flavors) #pastries and desserts probably #I can see him being a nutella enjoyer #and if he buys actual sweets I think he'd go for chocolate bars #(not like mars bars but thin flat sheets of chocolate that you break into smaller pieces) #(do those have a specific name in english or are they both just chocolate bars?) #none of the above are very easy to share unexpectedly with unfamiliar children #like I said in majority of Europe halloween isn't widely/officially celebrated and trick-or-treating isn't customary #families with young children teens and young adults might do halloween activities on smaller scale #but a childless couple in their thirties (and living in an apartment) is unlikely to have halloween candy in reserve methinks #Machete doesn't eat that many sugary things regularly #if Vasco is having something he probably goes along with it #but his health anxiety kind of affects what foods he deems acceptable and which ones should be avoided #which is ironic because modern Machete has a history of stress smoking #as a habit that's quite a bit worse for you than having an occasional ice cream sundae #I think he managed to quit when their relationship turned serious #answered #anonymous #modern au

[dylanconrique]

lucy waking up from a nightmare about her DOD and being comforted by tim is so detrimental to me. i need it more than the oxygen that fills my lungs.

#*and this is icarly! #the rookie #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #ik lucy is as tough as nails and is mostly over her kidnapping by now #but i imagine in the couple weeks leading up to the anniversary date every year she starts having nightmares about it again #and now that they're officially canon tim will be there to comfort her through it #i can so clearly picture lucy gasping up in bed #tim immediately shooting up right behind her and sushing her and giving her sweet reassurances #while she mumbles partially asleep something about not being able to breathe or 'no don't close the lid' #which absolutely shatters tim as he lays her back down and holds onto her #he always manages to soothe her back into slumber at the cost of his own good nights rest #as long as he knows lucy's well taken care of though he doesn't care #GOD I FUCKING MISS THEM AND I NEED THIS FOR S6 #I NEEDED IT LIKE YESTERDAY

[its-yashas-strong-arms]

finallyyyy I've received my last grade so I can apply for graduation

#listen this time next week i will be moved into my new flat & officially graduated #I've had a real fulltime grown up job for a couple months now #finally feel like i can settle into an adult lifestyle rather than functionally being a student still #yasha in uni #yasha at work #i was just stuck in this limbo for a while

[hauntedtotem]

ppl when they find out teenagers act like teenagers 😱

#I don't rly want to get into it but I've seen two separate callouts today and #1st was ''this person made a 'not like other girls' meme where the 2 chrcters kissed?? Thts so rude to the person tht made the characters😤 #And the othr was ''this 17 yr old is expressing emotions an acting like a teenager?? She even has fictional crushes even tho she's a minor? #Meanwhile the person mad that the teenager has crushes literally posts about being into shotacon and lolicon?? Like. #You can't be consuming sexualized content of minor characters while calling a real minor a horrible person for having a sexuality. #I am. going insane #This isn't like. An official statement about what side I'm on or anything because I don't know any of these ppl involved and idc #But i will say beefing with a child always looks a lil pathetic to me. 'she was mildly rude to me and called an actor hot once' okay???? #chill out <3 touch grass <3 #I know I made a post about this b4.. smthng smthing adults have to be the responsible party by choosing not to engage in drama w kids #If you really care so much about them being a minor online and whats appropriate for them why are you publicly fighting them #Like. That's not rly appropriate behavior on your part either #Don't take this rant as a sign to drag me in btw I am not affiliated with any party here and I don't care to be #I just cannot believe this fandom continues to produce the dumbest callouts every couple months #//shade

[herinnerwolf]

“i went to bess for moral support. bess went to everyone else for moral support.”

i don’t really know how to explain it but this is 100% nancy drew coded

#nace #nancy drew #ace hardy #george fan #in other news it’s official out there nancy and ace love each other and are basically a couple while not being a couple

[avaetin]

A Kairos Moment: Chapter VII - A Kairos Moment

Pairings: Primordial God! Chronos/Ananke! Nico di Angelo

Rating: T

Chapter Summary:

"Do you know Kairos?" Aeon asked him. Nico shifted his weight, unsure of where the conversation was headed. "Isn't that the name of Zeus' youngest son?" "The meaning behind the word is more relevant than the beholder." Nico smiled, amused. Of course, it was irrelevant to someone like him. He gestured for the Primordial to continue. "Kairos embodies the perfect moment. It is that precise point in time where everything falls into place, and where the universe's will is fulfilled." Nico's interest was piqued. "And why does this matter to me?" "Because, my dear Nico, we are living in a Kairos moment. Our meeting wasn't predetermined by any force, not even by the Fates. You and I were simply meant to meet at this very juncture in time. I was destined to cross your path, and our encounter was meant to be." As Aeon's fingertips tenderly brushed against Nico's cheek, guiding his gaze back to his own, Nico felt an electric thrill surge through his body. A sense of belonging washed over him, as if he had finally found the missing piece of his existence. "I wasn't meant to meet anyone else. I was only meant to meet you."

{READ CHAPTER VII AT ARCHIVEOFOUROWN}

#primordial god! chronos x ananke! nico #nion #chronos (pjo) #nico di angelo #percy jackson #jason grace #alabaster torrington #alabaster c torrington #hazel levesque #reyna avila ramirez arellano #will solace #the summary that started it all #and look they have an official couple tag now lol #just wanna say that while nico and will won't happen in this story i won't dismiss will's existence altogether #i can see them as still being friends to some extent hence their interaction here #and personally their interaction is a closure for my younger self who wanted nico's feelings to really be validated #there are some parallels and some differences and hopefully readers can spot them #also this day and chapter are special to me so i hope it could be special to readers too at some point #pjo

[sonknuxadow]

why are there so many people who seem to think that sonadow either Is canon or will become canon someday. what alternate timeline are you people posting from. please turn your shipping brains off for five seconds !!!!!

#idk when people suddenly became incapable of liking a pairing while also being ok with it never being canon #and not expecting it to ever be canon #no sonic ship should ever become canon Tbh. not even the ones i like. or at least not any involving the main cast from the games #no romance in sonic EVER !!! unless its highly specific circumstances #like if they were already introduced as a couple and the fact that theyre in love isnt a huge plot point its just a Thing thats There #(examples being tom and maddie from the movies and nite and don from idw sonic) #and i would also be ok with whisper and tangle becoming official. assuming their dynamic doesnt change too much #but thats IT!!!!!!!!!! no romance in sonic other than that #the thought of anyone in the main cast getting an actual official romantic partner makes me start shaking like a frightened animal

[neverendingford]

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#so I have officially been to a club/bar now #tag talk #it was a country bar which was actually cool cause they played like. actual old country none of the post-9/11 shit #except everything else about it was ugh awful. music too loud drinks FUCKING EXPENSIVE holy shit stay home and drink instead pleaseeee #it was a work thing but none of my coworkers I'm friends with actually knew what they were doing so while I wasn't actual awkward they were #and the thing about social interaction is that if no one knows what they're doing it's not very fun #I grabbed someone and started a pool game because the table was open and both of us were absolute garbage at the game #but I was laughing about it and they were like... apologetic about being bad?? d #I did have the classic experience though where your friends disappear and you end up alone because you don't know where they went #all in all an interesting experience but not one I'm eager to repeat. #I did get invited to someone's Christmas Eve Party though which is cool and they gave me their number to make sure I have the info #so probably worth going just for that I think. got their phone number so we can communicate so that's like. successful social connection. #we're already friendly at work but easier to talk to someone when you're both not busy on the opposite side of the store with customers #anyway. who tf out going to clubs. awful environment. #I was like.. twenty percent of the way to being comfortable going out and dancing but hard to just swallow your hesitation #and a) alcohol as liquid courage is hmm not ideal and b) it was expensive anyway #oh well. it'll take more time to come out of my shell and I'd literally never been to a bar/club before in my life. #so I'll have some patience with myself and not be annoyed with how I could have done better or been more confident. #literally totally new environment. also... country music was nice but not a group of people I could really be comfortable around yaknow? #Lotta old white straight couples dancing the country two-step so I didn't really feel like I fit in. #anyway. interesting experience. neat to have. if I ever have a reason to go to a bar again I'll know more about what to expect #also... no one carded me. no one asked for ID? aren't they supposed to #oh wait. comment about the yodeling cause it was actual old country but they didn't do the voice register changes for it #I was like WAIT ARE THEY GONNA YODEL FOR REAL??? but then he didn't he just jumped intervals without shifting voice. #was a little disappointing but maybe a lot to expect from a random stage show at a bar. #wait wait I'm also proud of myself because the bartender asked open or closed and my mind scrambled for half a second to figure it out #but then I realized it meant open tab or closed tab like ordering more drinks and then paying at the end and so obviously closed #cause I ain't buying more than the one drink holy fuck it was so expensive also they mix them way stronger than I like #I like my drink weak ass and pathetic. alcohol is like spice I like a little to taste but not a lot. complimentary not overpowering #I drank it and then remembered I never ate lunch so I was like fuck and immediately went and ate something (work party so free food)

[somniel]

If anyone got advice about breaking up with someone you still consider a great friend would love to hear it

#i know ive been complaining about my relationship for the last two years #and i am awful for my indecisiveness and passiveness #but his sister asked me to officiate her wedding and i cannot do that if I dont think we will last #hes like my best friend but i just am not connected to him romantically or sexually #like being gray ace its on me to instigate our sex and i have been rejected consistently for months if not more than a year at this point #i feel unwanted and i think he does too #every time i see happy couples in media i dont think oh wow thats like us #but every time people are breaking up in a tv show im like. wow this feels like us. and also im the worse person in the breakup #i just dont like myself while dating him #also asking for a friend how normal is it to do coke alone chilling at home because he just doesnt seem well. dating me. #:( #personal

[high-warlock-of-brooklyn]

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#i was getting back from an official tour #and my office being my office didn't offer to pick us up from the return flight so I'm at the airport at 10 pm #and this coworker I have with me told me her brother and sister-in-law are coming to pick her up and they can drop me off #i said great! anyways we did NOT anticipate how directionally challenge those two are #went to the wrong terminal. waited for us at the wrong pick up point. INSISTED we are at the wrong point till we told them to come to T1 #anyways they're two of the sweetest people #but the point is. I've never seen couples around my age just existing together #it's always been showing off to friends or just idk. weird. like a forced casualness #and these two just exist together so beautifully #they're making jokes and fighting over song choices where she'll try to change it and he'll swat her hands away while driving #they're joking around and laughing and just so comfortable with each other #i kept noticing them and thought maybe it won't be so terrifying. y'know. the mortifying ordeal of baring your soul to another. #maybe it'll be worth it #anyways just #thinking about some stuff #or rather rethinking them #jace.txt #to delete later

[six-of-ravens]

Now I'm wondering if Barbary Station fits the requirements for the Lesbian Space Atrocities genre. It has:

lesbians

in spaaaaace

mentions of a brutal, recent war that one of the MCs fought in, which still divides some of the characters

corporations that care more about their wallets than human lives

an economy so bad that the MCs decide to become pirates because it's the only career path that offers any chance of a decent living

an AI killing people indiscriminately

several other extremely creepy, existentially terrifying AIs (I won't ruin the twist here) that either help or hurt characters unpredictably, depending on their unknown motives

#i should look up the Official lesbian space atrocities list someone made a while back #but i don't remember seeing this on there #it does lose Cool Points for the mcs being the most annoying couple ever #theyre extremely clingy and call each other babe constantly #it drove me a little mad #i DID like the book though i WILL read the sequels

[inkoutsidethelines]

Thinking about how I would write an adult Scooby-Doo series, because I think it can be done.

The first thing I’d do is make the characters actually be adults.  Still young, but adults, in the mid to late 20s range.  Mystery Inc. is a private detective type business that they run together.  In this universe, the supernatural/ghosts/etc are real, but not necessarily common, so when they take on a case, the culprit might be a person disguised as a monster, or it might actually be a real ghost.  The stakes can be higher; sometimes a bad guy is legitimately trying to kill them.  Sometimes the mystery they’re trying to solve is a murder.  Sometimes they actually get hurt on their cases.

Fred: the core of Fred’s character should be that he’s incredibly kind.  Like, give a stranger the shirt off his back kind.  The “Fred can’t talk to potential clients because he might take a case for free and we need to eat” kind.  He’s an honest and good person and sometimes gets himself into trouble because he assumes other people are too.  While he’s not very good at reading people or noticing ulterior motives, he’s brilliant when it comes to mechanical or engineering type stuff, so he’s the one who keeps the mystery machine running, builds their gadgets, and of course, designs the traps.

Daphne: she comes from old money, and her parents absolutely despise her life choices, to the point where they haven’t officially disowned her, but they have basically cut her off, so she doesn’t actually have access to any family money.  Growing up wealthy has granted her a variety of skills, including speaking multiple languages, horseback riding, and fencing.  She’s very into fashion and jewelry (even if she can’t afford it anymore) and has extensive knowledge of both that can occasionally provide a vital clue in a case. And even though her parents have cut her off, Daphne still has a wide network of contacts she can ask for favors sometimes, because she’s personable, and people tend to like her.  Daphne is also very emotionally intelligent, and is usually the one who can spot when someone is lying to them.

Side note - I ship Fred and Daphne, so I think I would start them off as an established couple for this universe.  Dating, engaged, married, I don’t care.  They are stupidly in love, ride or die for each other.  There’s no will they, won’t they, no worries about cheating.  They are in a healthy, happy, loving relationship, and no one (not even Daphne’s disapproving parents) are going to mess that up for them.

Velma: she is the forensics nerd who sometimes gets super excited about the wrong thing at the wrong time (”He was mummified in seconds? That’s so cool!” “Velma!  His wife is standing right there!” “Oh.  Sorry.”).  She’s not purposely insensitive, she just gets laser focused on her work and forgets to filter herself sometimes.  She’s also the one who can get so fixated on solving whatever mystery they’re working on, she’s willing to bend or maybe break laws.  Is breaking and entering really so bad?  Not if it gets them answers.

Shaggy: he is still the comic relief, but he’s the comic relief by being the only person in the group that actually has common sense.  He manages the business’s finances, he’s the only one who knows how to cook, and the others tease him for being a coward sometimes, but Shaggy maintains that if a ghost with an axe is coming for you, running is the only sensible option.  He should also have a range of random knowledge that sounds useless, but sometimes saves the day (ex ventriloquism, origami, the history of spoons, etc).

Scooby: as this is a universe where supernatural creatures exist, Scooby is an ancient eldritch type being that took a shine to Shaggy when he was a kid, and took the form of a talking dog to befriend and hang out with him.  Aside from the talking dog bit and not aging, he never uses his powers in a way that anyone notices.  The audience is not told upfront that Scooby is an ancient eldritch being; it should slowly be hinted at throughout the series so the audience put it together, but the characters never realize it.  Scooby genuinely considers Shaggy to be his best friend, and cares about the rest of the gang too.

#ink speaks #scooby doo #i like the vibes of a grown up scooby doo #where they're part of a mystery solving business #it needs to be a monster of the week type deal #so that it can play around with the character dynamics #because i think that's fun #long post

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

WIBTA for sabotaging my boyfriend's hookup with his girlfriend by filling his sex playlist with DJ Crazytimes

I (28NB, they/he) have known my boyfriend (call him C, 29M, he/him) for some 15ish years now. As long as I've known him, he has been on and off again with his girlfriend (call him T, 29NB, he/him). Respectfully, and with love, C and T are two of the worst and most annoying people I know. I want to marry them both specifically so that I can study them under a microscope like a parasitic virus.

Technically they're monogamous, but they're both hooking up with other people (myself included), usually the same people, because they have the same taste in lovers (bad). I have suggested that they give actual polyamory a try, and they reject the idea wholeheartedly. I think they get off on their dynamic, and far be it from me to try more than the bare minimum to dissuade them from it.

A couple months back, they got into a fight and broke up (again) because T (who was unemployed at the time) stole $50 from C (who works at GameStop) so that he could pay for a tank of gas (using C's car) to go hook up with another guy a couple states over. C was not upset that T was hooking up with another guy (because he was Also hooking up with that guy and knew he would not have a leg to stand on), but because of the stolen money + car.

C and I currently live together, because you can't afford an apartment on a GameStop salary, and also, like I said, he's my boyfriend. I'm making carnitas tacos next Friday, and T is coming over, because despite everything, he has nothing else to do on a Friday night. I know that C and T are going to get into a huge fight, and I know that it's probably either going to end with them getting back together out of spite or with someone's vehicle getting keyed--I'm betting on both.

Here's where I think I might be the asshole. I would really like to get inbetween them. Not in a "I don't want you to date each other" kind of way, but in a "holy shit you are both so insufferable i would like to get in on that" kind of way. I currently have my thing with C, and I've hooked up with T once in the past, but I would really like to make it official with him as well.

My plan is as follows: C and T are going to be in the same space again next Friday. They're going to fight, then hook up, then get back together again. C is one of those cybersexual "i built my own computer and run it on Linux" people, which is to say, he thinks tiktok and youtube are evil, and he he thinks spotify premium is supporting megacorporations. So, his sex playlist for T (we do not have our own sex playlist) is just an actual folder of mp3 files.

While C is at work, I'm going to log into his computer and change several of those mp3 files to DJ Crazytimes' Planet of the Bass, which I play often, and he is frequently annoyed by. My hope is that he'll realize it was me, he'll come and yell at me for ruining their hookup, T will take my side to piss him off, and the tension will get to the point where they let me join their hookup, and I can ask to date both of them after that.

To be clear, I recognize that I'm also Incredibly Toxic for enabling and encouraging this behavior. That said, I feel like I'm justified in this scenario considering C and T are both Also toxic, and furthermore, it is a known fact that I'm dating C right now, so for them to hook up, C would technically be cheating on me. I asked C's sister (a childhood friend of mine) for her take on whether it would be funny or just annoying, and she just told me that we all deserve each other, so I think I should be good. Am I being uniquely shitty here?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole #one of the submissions of all time #the dj crazytimes saga

[hinadori-chan]

jsyk i’m not above buying different color variants of the same figure. i’ve done it twice now

#one of them releases in the us in like a week and it’ll get here at the end of the month!! #collection is a good size now i think after i get a couple more pieces i really want i’ll post a progress pic #my goal is all the figures #then i’ll expand to plushies and from there i’ll go for more obscure official products #and after that i’ll go for bootleg merch :P #i’ve already got a keychain that i love and always have in me #and for bootleg i’ve got one of those deceptive lights #i’ve also got some fan-made merch that i catogorize seperate from bootleg #becuase they’re upfront about it not being official and there’s actually live put into the items #i’ve also got one plush so far too #:3 #it’s silly but it gives me small things to constantly look forward to and actual goals to meet #which is good for me. even if it’s not good for my savings lmao #one of them isn’t out in the us and so far i haven’t found it for cheaper than $225!!! that’s nuts!!!! #if my sister can find it for cheaper while she’s on her honeymoon i might ask her to snag it #but i also don’t want to distract her from her trip #wish i could go some day they have a lot of stuff i wanna check out

[winkocafe]

#life has been a mix of sucky and great these past couple of months #im so grateful for the ppl whom i love and cherish so so much #but deep down im also scared that they’ll leave eventually and we’ll stop keeping in touch after grad #next week is the last official time (for a while) that we all hang out before ppl start leaving the country #life goes on and change is inevitable #also so incredibly bothered by someone who completely shattered my trust a few months ago #someone I genuinely cared for so so much and the first time ive ever felt like it was okay to pursue smth romantically #without my trust issues getting in the way #they had so many qualities that i value in a partner and i rly thought for the first time ever that I should give someone a chance #it’s been 3 months since it ended and yet im nowhere close getting over them #it shouldn’t be this hard to get over some u never dated???? #also I fucking hate the term situationship #my friends keep reassuring me that THEYRE the unlucky one for letting someone like me go #but I can’t seem to believe that no matter what #I know I believe it deep down but my thoughts are super clouded at the moment #and all I think about is how I’m so incapable of being loved #it’s going to be so hard for me to ever trust anyone like that again or open my heart to someone #and that’s the saddest part of it all #I’m that rly chill and easy going friend that’s harbouring a deep sadness within atm 🤣🤣🤣