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bisexual-horror-fan · 11 months ago
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My God this should not be a wild or controversial take but nothing pertaining to fandom is worth telling someone to seriously kill themselves.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 4 months ago
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A Serious Announcement.
Hi! Oh boy, time for the ultra rare, actually hyper serious post by Triple X Bexxx! SO! I love this blog, I love writing, I LOVE what I do here! Seriously, it has been such a postive force in my life, has brought me so much joy and impacted my life massively. I feel my mental health has improved in big ways having this community, friends and creative outlet. It has actually changed my life.
All of this being said!
As much as I love my work and writing for all you lovely people I ask for one, little, tiny thing when it comes to asking for requests from me. And the one, itty, bitty thing is to read my-
Who/What I Write For.
PRIOR TO REQUESTING SOMETHING!
If you were to read it you would know very important info like the characters I write for and the fact that if they are NOT on that list that I DO NOT write for them. Like Myers, or Jason, or Tommy or Bubba for instance.
And also other important information like that I do not write for things like non-con, underage, beastiality, incest OR, my absolute biggest fucking no, that is in big block letters: Mommy Kink. I even put behind it in bold DO NOT ASK.
I love you guys, I love this space and the normally very nice and sweet area I have created. But I also have to firm on this. I literally ask for one thing and one thing only and that is to have my rules and list read before requesting and two people violated that one right after the other and it really fucked me up. I am not calling those people out directly or publishing their asks because I am upset enough as it is and I don't want to hurt these people.
HOWEVER!
I still need to care for me and look after me.
The barest minimum of showing me basic respect is reading my lists and rules before asking for writing from me that I do FOR FREE and for the love of it.
Thank you so much for your time and thank you so much for reading, I hope you review my lists and rules and am so looking forward to requests that are within my boundaries.
And in conclusion if you think this is too harsh or out of line, allow me to say from the bottom of my heart, I do not fucking care.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 3 months ago
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So after seeing some less than savory shit in the tags here is your big fat fucking reminder that I am polyamorous and it is a big part of who I am! I write so much polyam stuff because I want to see more content for people like me, I have a lot to say on it and it is important to me. SO! If you are a person who doesn't support polyamorous people or think that we are not deserving of love and respect, that our kinds or relationships aren't valid or that they are wrong, inherently more abusive or WHATEVER, that you can leave.
The shit I write, even if it is NOT polyam is not FOR YOU! It just isn't and I would super appericate it if you could get out and never come back.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 4 months ago
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Okay so, I do so much to keep this blog a happy, positive and inclusive space and strive to show and cultivate that on the daily.
But today?
I’m fucking pissed.
My good writing friend/mutual @knifewh0re got an ask last night alerting them to the fact that one of their fics was put on wattpad without their permission or knowledge and that SAME person did the same with my fic. They took my fic Sleepover and put it on their page and they also had a whole collection of stolen work, looks like it has been taken down now, thank GOD, but I am still pretty angry about this.
Whoever you are, I assume you are a fan of mine, right? I dunno who you are but I hope you are reading this and are aware of the fact that this shit sucks. It is fucking gross and not okay.
That you are aware of the fact that I am angry and genuinely upset with you.
I work hard as fuck on all of my stories, I pour so much time and effort and thought into them, put pieces of MYSELF in them and for someone to turn around and repost my shit without a single thought or care to me or the work I do is honestly disgusting.
Did you ever think maybe there are specific reasons that I haven’t put my shit on wattpad? No. Of course not.
Like if you ARE a fan of mine there are so many better ways to get more eyes on my stuff. Tumblr hates me and has me blacklisted so finding my blog is a challenge, my shit does not show up in the tags, so the ONLY WAY new eyes get on my stuff is via reblogs. You could recc, talk about or reblog my writing if you want to support me! And I heavily encourage this and would love that.
Not from you however, whoever you are who stole my shit, you aren’t welcome here anymore, I don’t know you and as a result can’t block you but yeah this shit I am doing here? It is not for you and I don’t want you here because I write for adults and clearly you aren’t because I thought we all learned why plagiarism is wrong in the FOURTH FUCKING GRADE.
In closing. This is a massive fucking reminder that I do NOT consent or want anyone else posting my shit on other sites.
And to my lovely supportive followers, fans and moots, if you ever see my writing somewhere that isn’t here on my tumblr blog or my Ao3 account here, that I didn’t post it there and I would be endlessly thankful if you could bring it to my attention/report it.
Thank you so much for your time and listening to me vent about all of this.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 5 months ago
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As a bisexual person I am so fucking tired of the constant, "Ugh yeah, I hate being attracted to MEN! Gross, MEN are the worst-" like STOP. I get not everyone has had good relationships with men, I fucking get that and respect it, but at the same time shut up. You do not encapsulate the entire bisexual experience. I am bisexual and unapologetically LOVE men so fucking much.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 2 months ago
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So this is not just a RENT hate account anymore. It is also a La La Land hate account too now.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 5 months ago
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That feeling that no one will ever be able to match and return your level of intensity, effort and passion? Sucks.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 3 months ago
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Gotta love it when you post a new chapter and less than 24 hours after that you get a comment telling you to, "plz update"
How about, no. And furthermore, how about, I'm not rushing this story, it's massively important to me. And to finish off, how about you're GONNA fuckin' wait and you're GONNA fuckin' like it.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 5 months ago
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I'm here to provide some stress relief and euphoria if you'd like.
Rant about what's been bothering you without hesitation. I mean it. No hesitation and there is no limit to how much detail you want to give.
I am tired.
I am just very tired. My work is understaffed, we are overworked, I am tryna find an apartment and move out and the process of it is tiring, I just want to find a two bedroom apartment with two parking spaces. I want a new job, I want to be in a new city. I want to get my Freddy thigh piece tattoo already, I want to be able to connect with new people.
It's to the point my work is dragging down my creative production and I hate that. I am still happy most days, still having that classic positive attitude but I am just getting a little worn down.
Thank you so much for allowing me to do this. This year is gonna be a good one and I intend to get a lot done, I am sure I will do it and a lot of stuff this year is going to be so fun and exciting and I can't wait for it.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 5 months ago
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I don’t know anything about RENT other than it’s a musical most likely about not being able to afford things. If I want to watch a musical, it better be HAPPY, dammit! I did not watch it on YouTube for free to be sad. Imma put on the same Legally Blonde song again and pretend I’m a successful adult and dance around like an idiot. It’s my prerogative.
Also every time I hop on the discord servers I exist in like some semi solid electric powered being my first message of the day is ‘Hi hot people’ because everyone is. I know it. The electrical impulses say so. It’s just a fact.
Is Repo! a good musical or do we just simp for Anthony Stewart Head? He’s got a fantastic voice!! Especially when he sings songs by The Who. Ethan Rane (Raine?) was also hot unfortunately the character was an arsenozzle. Also Spike, Dru, Anya, and Faith. Wesley was good on Angel. FRED. I love her. Cordelia? Hiii I want that wardrobe. Like last year. Goddess most of the people on those shows were hot how do we function????
-NITL✨
I love that I said I was going to watch Chucky but still haven’t and am now asking about signing doctor men that hit people with baseball bats(???) 🤣 *Character Development* am I right?
Here is a basic run down of what RENT is about. A bunch of artists, who live in New York city, think that because they are artists, they shouldn't have to pay rent.
I am not kidding.
I love that one of the main issues throughout the show is how their old artist friend, Benny, went on to own the apartment building and they are mad at him because selling out or whatever and he wants them to pay rent. SO! Eventually! They conince Benny and he agrees, no back rent, no rent going forward and even brings back their stuff that was removed when they were evicted to which the rest of the group says, "We don't need your CHARITY-"
Like...Siiigh. Mark, Roger, I am gonna need you to make up your minds, right fucking now. Do you not want to pay rent because ART or is it pity and charity and you want to pay the rent.
You can't bitch about having to pay the fucking rent and when your friend very KINDLY offers that you know what? You don't have to! And then spit in his fucking face like how DARE YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANTED-
Also the songs are overhyped and overplayed and everyone is a terrible person in the show. Angel, who is a character we are supposed to root for and be the most sympathetic towards intro song is about how she murdered a dog for money.
I don't like the show. The music. The characters. The overall messages the show tries to put out there. And again, a fuck the system musical centered around the AIDS crisis does not work.
ANYWAY-
I am more than okay with musicals with complex characters and songs that make me feel but mostly I prefer my shows upbeat as well, Legeally Blonde is one of my all time faves and Elle Woods is a fucking queen.
Also, yes Repo! is a very good musical, I don't care it just is. And hey you'll get to Chucky when you get to it, no rush!
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bisexual-horror-fan · 5 months ago
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Okay but for fucking real, the fact we are going into lockdown again means what? I'm just supposed to sit here after TEN YEARS and see everyone ELSE watch the new Scream?! BUT NOT ME?!
FUCK THAT!
I am seeing it by any means necessary. I don't fucking care.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 8 months ago
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"I DON'T WANNA HAVE A FIGHT ABOUT COFFEE!!!"
Screams the exasperated man who refuses to wear a mask in our store and also insists his drink is wrong but WON'T tell me what dairy he wants in his iced coffee to fix it.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 8 months ago
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Ugh. Dad's. Am I right?
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bisexual-horror-fan · 5 months ago
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Just realized that it's been over a year since my ex-best friend and I last spoke. Shout out to that guy because without him I never would have played literally every single fucking kingdom hearts game.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 6 months ago
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Why does confrontation gotta be so FUCKING, like, hard?
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bisexual-horror-fan · 10 months ago
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Well today at work was bullshit. One of the worst fucking days. Thank fuck I am home now.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 9 months ago
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Why does this keep happening to shit that I love?
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bisexual-horror-fan · 10 months ago
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So today officially fucking sucks. Vent under the cut. TW, SA Mention.
I am just so fucking angry. And like I never get angry but Jesus FUCK, I am just so upset, feel so cheated and lied to and sick. I found out today the lead singer/song writer for my favorite band has multiple allegations of sexual assault against a minor and I am just so fucked up over it. I loved them, they were my first and only favorite band, I have cds and posters and shirts on shirts and just fucking hell-
But the worst thing, THE WORST THING, is my old best friend I have mentioned on here before, the one who passed away far too young from cancer, we bonded over this band heavily, my first concert was seeing them with her. We bought cds and merch together and there are so many pivotal moments of my life centered around this band, so many memories with her in particular, when she passed I got the sweater she bought at that first show, mine got stolen years prior, it is one of the only things of hers I have left and it feels fucking tainted now and I am-
I am angry.
And I dunno what to do about it.
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bisexual-horror-fan · 6 months ago
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I keep getting ads for fucking clothing with puzzle pieces on them and I am TIRED.
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