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maastrash · 3 years
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sjm :
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“because my mate taught me well” NOBODY TOUCH ME
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jenojaemssss · 3 years
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nct dream as your boyfriend
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nct dream x gn!reader
fluffy boyfriend!nct dream headcanons because it's 2 am and i'm all up in my head <3 also because i have no motivation to work on dont need it and am holding it off as much as i possibly can before finalizing it <3
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lee mark
just the softest boy
we already know he really enjoys playing the guitar
so i feel like he’s the type to wake up at like 3 in the morning with a melody in mind
like he wakes up in cold sweat because he has such a good idea and he CANNOT forget it
he’d record a snippet of it and send it to you after he perfects it
but this is rare because he’d rather hear your reaction
mark isn’t the type to facetime; he’d rather just call you or just come over to see you in person
so a lot of the time you’d get an incoming phone call
at 3 in the morning
because he forgets the time when he’s immersed in his craft
and because it’s a phone call, he can’t see you squinting at your phone
but you’d try your best to not make it obvious that you were already asleep
and then he’d go on and on about how he was in the middle of writing something and thought about you
his voice literally just wakes you up because he’s so excited over his creation
“ready to hear it?”
and after playing it for you he’d have the widest, goofiest smile on his face
he’d be so proud of yourself after you give him a personal round of applause
but his grin doesn’t stay on for long because there’d be banging on his wall from his housemates telling him to shut up
this happened so often that they don’t even have to say anything, just forcefully tap their wall and he’d get the hint
usually then, he’d finally realize how late-or technically, early- it was getting
“ah shit, fuck were you sleeping when i called?”
and you’d just chuckle because he’s so damn cute
and then you’d remind him how much you love and enjoy his hobby
and how it makes you happy getting to listen to him play his guitar
“you do know you don’t have to pick up, right?”
but you’d just smile even wider and he could hear it over the phone and he’d smile too
your smile is so endearing to him
and when he was the reason you’re smiling, it sends him through the clouds
because how could HE be the cause of such a beautiful smile
“hey, baby?”
“yeah, mark?”
“i love you.”
and you’d giggle so hard because he still gives you butterflies
“i love you, too, mageolli.”
“bro, did hyuck teach you that?” he squeaks
another bang on his wall makes him jump and he ends up whispering to you for about another hour
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huang renjun
this man loves to read, so whenever he’s reading a book he really likes, he’d annotate it with the intentions of giving it to you
sometimes he’d highlight funny things and write little notes like “this made me laugh and i thought you’d like it too”
so fucking endearing let me tell you
and when he comes across romantic lines, he’d highlight them in pink and write little notes on how it reminded him of you
when he’s done with the book and gives it to you, you’d find cute little highlighted portions with notes and messages directed for you
sometimes, he’d write you cute little messages on the inside cover, kind of like an introduction to his annotations
he’d also write a mini introduction to the content of the book, but in his own cute way
“i found this book really funny (those funny scenes are highlighted in yellow) and there were a lot of scenes where the interactions between the two main characters reminded me of you and i, so those are highlighted in purple”
and a bunch of other notes related to his annotations
the back cover has a mini summary and all his personal thoughts after finishing the book
“could they BE anymore stupid? he should have confessed to her when…” and many more angry-renjun reactions
there was one time he was reading pride and prejudice and came across this line
“in vain i have struggled. it will not do. my feelings will not be repressed. you must allow me to tell you how ardently i admire and love you.”
he was about to pull out his highlighter and smear the bright pink across it but pauses
and then he just slams the book closed because he remembers how much of an asshole mr. darcy was in this book
and how much he hated pride and prejudice
he was only reading it again because you asked him to read it with you
the two of you often picked out your favorite books and had the other one read it and discuss it with each other after you both finished
kind of like a personal book club
this time around you picked this wretched book and he was not having it
but then you pulled out the puppy eyes
he gagged in front of you and asked that if he’d read it with you, you wouldn’t pull that shit again
internally he loved it, he just doesn’t like showing it physically
anyways, after slamming the book shut he stood up from the couch but was so pissed off with the fucking book that he called you
“babe, why is lizzy so fucking idiotic?”
you’re just as confused as he is, but for a totally different reason
“i know we’re supposed to discuss when we’re finished but i just cannot read this book anymore.”
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lee jeno
the type of boyfriend that has a really hard time expressing his feelings in words
so he’d show it in his actions instead
his love language is most likely physical touch
but at the same time he seems like the type to not enjoy too much physical affection in public
yet he still needs to be touching you: always
just small gestures to keep in physical contact with you
it reassures him that you’re still there
in public, he’d make an effort to hold pinkies
like he’d interlock them when you’re walking around the grocery store or just when you go on walks together
oh yeah, jeno really likes walks
like when the two of you are having a really rough day or when you’re both just not in the best mood, he’d ask to go on walks to clear your minds
it’s his way of telling you that he’s there for you
on the rough days, instead of holding your pinky, he’d intertwine your hands instead
and when you guys argue over things and he doesn’t know what to say, he’d leave the room for a bit so that you don’t say things you don’t really mean to each other
jeno is a good man, he was raised right
so he KNOWS when he’s at fault
and when he realizes what he’s done and takes all the things you say into consideration, you’d hear the sink running or the vacuum turn on
he’d clean your apartment for you as an apology
back to the physical touch aspect of him
rare *public* back hugs here and there but only around people he’s comfortable with
but when you’re alone??
he would literally CLING onto you, personal bubble does not exist to this man
wraps his arms around your waist when you cook or do the dishes, playing footsies when you eat, all of that
sometimes when you’re both on the couch doing work on separate laptops he’d make it a literal mission to be in physical contact with you
like even if it interferes with his work, he’s gotta be touching you
he’d have one leg thrown over your torso if your hands are too busy with something
it’s really endearing because if you moved at all, like even just a little and he wasn’t able to have a part of his body on yours, he’d start pouting
he’d reach his arms or legs out in a grabbing motion and not say anything
and then you’d have to reposition yourself so that the two of you would be able to work and he still be able to touch you
and his smiles, the fucking smiles when he gets to hold your hand after you guys finish working on whatever you needed to work on
his cuddles are top tier too, and he’d make sure you guys get at least 30 minutes of cuddles a day
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lee donghyuck
the whiniest, most annoying (but adorable) boyfriend ever
like jeno, he needs to be in physical contact with you, but instead of quietly pouting or reaching for you, he’d YELL
“y/n! hold my hand!”
“but i’m typing-”
“babe, hold my hand!!!!” *intense pouting*
he normally drops it when he knows you’re actually busy, but when he knows you’re just watching a movie or something, he keeps pestering you until you hold his hand
and when you do, he takes the opportunity to POUNCE on you like he just deadass lays on top of you
and you let him because it’s actually really comforting having his weight on top of you
NOSE KISSES!!!!!! lots of those
and forehead pecks
it goes both ways, though, because he likes receiving those too!!!!! fairness!!!!!
he’s the type to play tricks on you, but never takes it too far because he doesn’t want to hurt you in any way
and he spoils you a lot
like not with materialistic things (though sometimes he does) but more with arguments and when it comes to picking what to do/eat for the day
he’s the type to always think before his actions, yet when he’s around you, all logic is thrown to the side
“you wanna go bungee jumping? bet!” (even though he’s afraid of heights)
he gets two of everything when he goes to the store; one for him and one for you
and when you first started dating, you got a bit shy because of this due to the fact that he’s spending extra on you
you felt bad he was spending extra money so whenever you were buying things, you followed his habit and do the same thing
and for the first couple months he’d say that it’s fine and everything but when you both got really comfortable around each other, he’d be really witty with his comebacks
“no, i don’t wanna share with you” or “pay me back then”
sometimes the casual, “no, you’re gonna eat all of it and leave me nothing”
soon enough, the two of you fell into the habit of buying two of everything wherever you went (besides the things that you both know the other person hates)
also, when you first started dating, a lot of it was just casually hanging out at a park or walking around a random neighborhood and getting food nearby
street food you can take on the go >>>> food from fancy restaurants
and also, when you first started getting snacks for each other and he didn’t know what you liked, he got one of everything
like for example, the first time you guys had a movie night at your place, he went to the store but didn’t know what brand of chips you preferred so he bought both kinds
(he learned that day what your favorite snacks and brands were and he remembered it forever)
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na jaemin
HUGS!
jaemin is the king of hugs, like no one, absolutely NO ONE can beat him when it comes to hugs
they’re always so warm and he always knows whenever you need one
he’s kind of like a battery pack, so whenever you hug him, you feel recharged and energized
because all his hugs are full of love and you can literally feel it radiating off of him
“jaems, i need-”
you can’t even finish your sentence because he’s already engulfing you
“i know, baby”
sometimes you’d tease him and say things like, “i was gonna ask for some water” or some shit like that and he’d get all pouty
and when he’s about to let go, you just pull him into you more
so obviously, he’s another fan of physical affection
but unlike jeno and hyuck, he’s not quite the clingy type
he will give you your space and will not invade your personal bubble, but instead just show that he’s there by doing other things
whenever he sees that your water glass is half empty, he’d go refill it
would always ask if you wanted a snack
would feed you his food when you were busy working on your laptop
just little actions to show that he’s paying attention to you
you pick up on his habit and slowly become more tentative too
he’s also the type that shows the overprotective type of affection too
like, when it gets cold and he notices you shiver a little, he’d immediately take off his sweater/hoodie/jacket, whatever, and give it to you
or whenever your clothes seem to be bothering you, he’d offer you his shirt or pants or anything for you to feel more comfortable
he really enjoys cooking for you, so you’d have little cooking dates every once in a while where he teaches you a recipe or you teach him something
and it always either ends up in a disaster or a really appetizing success, no mediocre food in this household
the disasters are normally when you’re in charge of the cooking because you get distracted by jaemin’s crackheadery
he talks to the fucking vegetables and asks them how their day was before chopping them up, like what the fuck?
the normally tentative jaemin gets distracted because he’s making you laugh
he loves hearing you laugh, so he keeps doing what he’s doing to get to hear it more
so sometimes you forget you’re boiling something, you forget there’s something on the stove and shit starts spilling out
you’re both panicking and looking for the fire extinguisher
jaemin just ends up smacking it with whatever he’s holding and the flames go out and you both end up laughing and rolling around on the floor for the next 10 minutes
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zhong chenle
can be the most evil or the most adoring boyfriend, there is no inbetween
like some days, he’d tease you to the point you ignore him while other days he’s all cuddly, snuggled up against you while hyping you up like you’re some sort of insta baddie
but a constant is that he will ALWAYS call you cute
you say something stupid? “cute.”
you CALL him stupid? “how cute!”
you drop your phone in the toilet? “cute.”
he has an obsession with that word, but it doesn’t really bother or annoy you because you really like hearing him say it
even when you guys play video games
you’re both beast at battle royale games, so you’re both constantly playing with one another
you guys normally don’t play when you see each other/ meet up because you spend that time doing other quality couple things
like bicker over what to order or where to get boba from for the day
so instead you guys normally play video games together at 3 in the morning after finishing up all your work for the day
whenever you’d knock down an enemy, you’d hear him from the other end of the phone shouting things like, “y/n that kill was so sexy!” (he picked that up from jaemin)
when you make noises after either missing or hitting your target, he’d chuckle to himself and mumble a little, “cute.”
soon enough you’re also picking up the habit and calling him cute all the damn time too
at first, he insisted that you stopped calling him cute because it was HIS line
“babe, i know i’m adorable, but stop calling me cute.”
“no.”
more bickering because he is so persistent
eventually got used to it and you two would have little squabbles over how the other is overusing it when you're BOTH doing it
not normally the type to be showing physical affection, but will cuddle when he’s sleepy
he feels safe when he’s holding you so he’s at peace and can fall asleep easily
he probably likes petting your hair when he’s the big spoon, and likes it when you pet his hair when he’s the little spoon
OMG WAIT he’s probably the type to have you lay on his lap (or vice versa) and just play with your hair (or have you play with his hair)!!!!!!!
like y’all are just chilling on the couch watching some basketball game and he just lays on your lap out of nowhere
“time for human contact!”
you’d just laugh and start combing your hand through his hair and he closes his eyes and ends up falling asleep
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park jisung
the best friend type of boyfriend where the most couply thing you end up doing is going yo the zoo and feeding animals
he really likes when you guys go to the gift shop and play with the little toys they have
he’s super interested in the little things and is fascinated by everything big and small
you find that shit so cute and secretly take pictures of him staring at the miniature figures of lions
he catches on after seeing you changed your wallpaper to a picture of him holding a giraffe puppet and having it look at him
he holds your finger when you walk around so that you both don’t get lost
but his hands are really big compared to yours, so you switch to holding his finger instead and he physically melts because he thinks it looks so cute
i think your typical dates are the ones that involve a lot of walking around BECAUSE of the fact that you hold onto his finger
(jk, but like...he just thinks it’s really cute)
(so much so that it becomes a habit when you’re just hanging out)
(watching a movie? here, hold my finger. grocery shopping? here, hold it.)
you guys go to the amusement park often too
you hold onto each other’s fingers and wander around the park looking for rides that jisung can ride because he's scared of action
but you like roller coasters, and jisung always feels bad because you never ride them when you two go together
so one time, when there was one you really wanted to go on but you knew it would have scared jisung
so you decided to pass up on it because you didn’t want to leave him alone
but he was noticing how your eyes kept lingering on the coaster and he broke
“y/n, i’ll go on it with you”
and you’re shocked because you didn’t even say you wanted to go on it, like you just looked at it but he caught on
and you tried to brush it off and insisting that you could go on a ride you both liked
but he was so stern about it because he knew how much you wanted to go on it
i think he’s the type of boyfriend that normally gets over his fears when he is encouraged by his partner, and in this case, his form of encouragement was making you happy
he just likes seeing you happy in general
so internally, he’s hyping himself up while you’re cheering for him
and although he’s scared shitless, he goes through with it because he knows that this is a fear he needs to get over, so might as well get it over with while making you smile!
and so when it’s your turn to get on the ride, he gets cold feet, kinda, but you grab onto his hand, not his finger, and rub your thumb over it to reassure him that it’ll be fine
and it was honestly not that bad because he felt safe with you holding his hand the entire time
and when the ride finishes and he sees how happy you are, he thinks to himself that it was so worth it because you’re beaming
he makes a note
holding your hand > holding fingers
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leiwritess-moved · 4 years
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Brazil Holds Gifts - Hinata Shōyō (Part 1)
Pairing: Hinata Shōyō x Oc, Hinata Shōyō x black!fem!reader
Genre: fluff, a teensy bit of angst
Warnings: swearing
Word count: 2,204
Wrote this because I just really needed some of Hinata in Brazil…
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Day 30
August 2017
Rio de Janeiro, Brazil
He was here again. 
The man with the hair that blended with the skyline like he was kin to the sun. 
He had been here yesterday morning, too, when Cee found the spot under the trees. The man sat right where the tide reached the beach, and she decided he enjoyed the water on his toes. 
The pictures of the sunrise that she had taken with her Nikon were gorgeous from the new spot, which was why she hadn’t moved. Well, partly. At least that was what she told herself. She remained by the cement wall that separated the beach from the main road because it felt private. No one could see her from there because trees blocked their view just how she liked it. 
Today was the first time she’d decided to snap pictures of his figure against the sun. It was way too perfect to pass up. Okay, picture this. A man sitting completely still, legs crossed, palms open, and back straight as a plank in front of layers of water, full clouds, and sunshine that wasn’t quite loud yet. And, when the sun did rise it was like it threatened to swallow him whole. And, he just allowed it. 
Damn, she should write that down. 
Instead, she lifted the camera to her eye, and snapped. She could do that later at her desk in her dormitory.
 Now, she was sure of a few things. 
He was definitely a foreigner, but he wasn’t from America like she was. Cee refused to try and pinpoint where because, one, profiling was a waste of energy, and two, the mystery of it all was cute. 
He was around her age—she watched him sprint in the direction of the dormitories once he’d finished his stretches. 
And lastly, he could do a full split on sand. 
After a few pictures, she placed down her Nikon, pulled out a homemade bacon, egg, and cheese sandwich from her backpack, and began to unwrap it. 
Cee took a bite, and chewed leisurely. When the sandwich was halfway gone, she pulled out a book, stretched her leg across the bench, ready to get lost in the world of Nicole Dennis-Benn. 
The squawking was what made her look up. 
“Oh hell no,” she breathed, placing her breakfast in her lap. Overhead, a flock of gulls had assembled in “We see food” formation. She took another bite of her sandwich, and quickly wrapped it up.
From removed experiences, Cee had learned birds were nothing to play with in competition for food. She came from a land where the pigeon was head honcho, and by the look of things, gulls were no different in Brazil. They were extremely territorial, and wouldn’t hesitate to peck the bread crumbs out of you if they had to.
With their target hidden, the gulls chased the line leader in a couple circles before flying toward the water, and spreading out.
Okay. New approach. She slowly pulled her water bottle out of her bag, and pushed it into the sand. Then, she took out a bag of jabuticabas. 
Cee dropped the bag on the bench to apply hand sanitizer. Within seconds, a gull landed directly in front of her. 
She jumped. “Shoo,” she ordered, flicking her fingers at it. The gull blinked and stretched its neck. She sucked her teeth. “Please?”
It fluttered its wings.
“Jesus Christ!”
It began to caw, and a gull darted down from up above, knocking the fruit from the bench.
Cee let out a shrill scream as she grabbed her small backpack, and leapt off of the seat. The gulls congregated like a pack of hungry predators around her forgotten food. She groaned and slapped her forehead, her sandwich loosely tucked between her ring and pinky finger. She was probably getting crumbs or cheese in her ‘fro, but she didn’t care. 
They were a bunch of hungs brutally gnawing at the plastic to get to the fruit. No, her fruit. 
She felt for her leather camera strap, and stilled when she met the hem of her shirt.
“Oh fuck.” 
Her camera. Her Nikon camera. It was still on the bench. 
Another seagull swooped down close to her kinks. “Bro! Get the fuck away from me!” She threw down her sandwich, and cowered while lunging across the sand. 
A figure darted by her. She turned and watched as the man of the sun gave one forceful kick at the gulls, which sent him in flight, and flat on his back. Cee cringed as he shot up quicker than her eyes could process. 
“Oh shit. Are you okay?” 
“Yameru!“ The man said shakily, jutting his palms out at her.
 Japanese? 
And then, he plowed toward the bench.
Cee covered her mouth. He spewed out what sounded like verbal keyboard vomit, grabbed her camera, and then jumped back. When a gull nabbed at the leather strap of the Nikon with its beak, he kicked the sand while pulling against it. 
Why wasn’t she helping? 
Cee moved forward and yanked the strap with him until they overpowered the gull. Again, he flung back into the ground, and Cee grabbed his shoulders to support his head.
The man looked up to her, all big eyes and shaggy hair, and stuttered out something. 
“Huh?” Cee looked at him, and the gull squawking. Then, him again. And then, the demon gull. 
He pointed to the other end of the beach all while scrambling to his feet.
“Run?!” She said in a sudden eureka moment.
The man froze and it was like a bulb lit up atop his head. The bird fluttered toward them, and his companions followed suit. He grabbed her hand. “Run, run, run, run!” and they started down the beach. 
Somehow, they escaped the birds. The sun was fully out, and their heavy breaths mixed with the crashing waves. Cee was on her hands and knees eyeing her fingers getting lost beneath wet sand. She looked up. The man was laid out with light brown specs decorating his ginger hair that was noticeably wet from the incoming tide. He cradled her camera to his chest like it was a baby he’d been burping.
He turned to her with his mouth agape. Cee started to laugh. He joined in. It built as early beach goers stared at them in passing.
“Damn, that was scary,” she sighed and plopped onto her butt, too tired to care about the sand she’d be washing out of her shorts for weeks. And, don’t get her started on her hair.
The man groaned while raising her camera in the air. He propelled himself upright, crossed his legs, and looked at her. His damp bangs flopped forward right above his eyes.
She gave him a thumbs up as if to ask, “You okay?” and he gave one quick nod with his mouth in a small O shape. 
This was the man from the beach. Boy, was it weird seeing him so close.
Her eyes roamed without her permission. He had a petite muscular build with a set of broad shoulders and a back that looked even wider up close. His skin was on the paler side, but it looked dewy after their run. And when he pushed himself to his feet with his legs and hopped over to her, only then did she notice the tannish glow of his skin that bounced off of his ginger tufts of hair, and big golden brown eyes. 
He stood in front of her, so that it beat against his back. She didn’t miss the way his white tee clung to his toned biceps, and slender waist. He flapped it away from his abdomen, and she forced herself to look at his eyes.
“I’m sorry...you speak English?” He asked carefully while reaching out his hand that was free of the camera.
“O-oh. Um, yeah,” she stuttered, taking it.
“My English is not great,” he warned apologetically, and pulled her to her feet without a problem.
“Arigatō gozaimasu,” she responded cautiously, and he let out a soft noise of approval before bowing slightly.
It made them laugh again as Cee looked into those eyes of his. She didn’t know what was so awkwardly funny about speaking to someone in their native language that was foreign to your tongue. But there was definitely something humorous about it. Maybe it was the vulnerability on both ends. The will to move through the discomfort.
He was searching her face too. She could tell by the way his eyes flickered away and back like they were holding onto a secret they couldn’t tell. Cute. She smiled to seem more welcoming.
“Um, thanks for your help...” she said dusting off her pants, while thinning her eyes. “Your name?”
“S-Shouyou,” he spluttered, and again, he dipped his head. 
“Cee,” she introduced herself, and he extended his hand. 
They awkwardly shook, and Cee smiled at the formality of the gesture. The way they just hailed ass from a flock of aggressive birds. There was nothing formal about the situation. 
Shouyou looked to the sky while touching his chin. “I’m sorry it eats your food.”
He raised his hand to his mouth as if eating, and Cee nodded in agreement. It was cool that he was comfortable with testing the waters. Or, in that case, the language lake? No, no good. We won’t keep that one. 
Cee pouted. “Yeah,” she laughed nervously. Then, she bunched her fists near her eyes like she was crying, and he made a pained expression. “Estou bem,” she reassured, dipping her toe in the lake herself and he nodded. She wanted to let him know they have another body of water to paddle through. “You’re,” she starts, and points to him. ”Like Spiderman. Swung in and saved me.”
He perked as she posed like the well-known superhero, and then joined in with the biggest smile, imitating the sounds of webs shooting from his wrists. He circled her, and Cee followed with her eyes. Is he deadass? Is this really the man meditating by the water? 
He planted himself in front of her with a jump, and barely regained his balance. Cee quickly grabbed his shoulder, and he straightened like a plank. 
Rubbing the back of his neck, he pivoted his body toward her left so he faced the water. Clearly embarrassed, the man muttered, “Gomen'nasai-“, and then, “Oh, sinto muito.”
She could feel his anxiety. It was hard to read what exactly was making him nervous, but she decided it wasn’t the bad kind that she tried to avoid as much as possible overseas. As a matter-of-fact, he seemed concerned. When they were running, he kept her pace, even if they both knew he could run way faster by the bulge of his calves. And, he held the camera tight to his chest like a football, constantly peeking at it to make sure he didn’t damage it himself. It was clear that he didn’t want to cause harm, and he knew she offered the same intentions in return. 
Shouyou looked at her, and the sun caught in his eyes. Sheesh. This was starting to feel like a romance novel. He lifted her camera for her to grab the strap, and their fingers touched. Oh, come on.
“Cool,” Cee broke the silence, and she finally looked away. She reached for her bag, and placed her camera in. 
Shouyou gasped and pointed. “Edward!”
She followed his finger. He was pointing at her Fullmetal Alchemist transmutation circle pin that was bunched together with the rest of her collection. “Fullmetal?” She said, digging in her bag for her water bottle. 
Her fingers met the bottom of the bag as Shouyou said, “Yeah! You like it?“ 
“Hell yeah! It’s one...of my favorite...anime,” she trailed off, and then frowned as she whispered, “Damn.”
Shouyou tilted his head as she pushed her hair back, and looked in the direction they’d come from. The beach was filling up, and God knows how far they ran from the bench. 
“My water bottle,” she explained and motioned like she was drinking something. When Shouyou nodded, she pointed down the beach. “It’s back there.”
As she hoisted her bag on her shoulder, he grabbed her wrist, and shook his head. “No.” 
She explained that she has to. She’d paid a good buck for that. “Thank you, Shouyou.” She placed a hand on his. “For everything.” 
His grip didn’t let up. “I go with you!” he blurted. 
She started to protest, but then, thought about it. If he lived near the dorms, he would have to walk back anyway. And, it wasn’t like he was a burden. He was just fine, and nice, which could definitely become a problem.
Even so, Cee shrugged. “O-Okay-”
Before she could get in another word, he shouted, “Vamos!” and beckoned her on with a tug.
“Alright, alright. Chill,” she giggled as he skipped ahead of her. 
She shook her head as he clapped his hands together, pulled his palm over his right arm, and swung it like a sword. “Protect,” he vowed, and smiled her way. 
And, that was how she met the man she would leave behind.
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velvetgons · 5 years
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yoonbin as your boyfriend
warnings; probably swearing i’m not sure!! 
word count; 3.6k 
requested; no :) whoops! but requests are open if you have any :) 
a/n; i’m working on a request right now so i should have that finished this weekend!! thank you for being patient (also, to gif makers: if tumblr removes the attached credit please let me know so i can credit you!! most of the time it keeps it attached but sometimes it removes it so :// i’ll add credit just in case!!) 
gif credit; hayoonbin on tumblr :) please tell me if you want it removed!!
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ok!! we’ll start with how you met;
say you happen to be friends with a certain Loud Boy named jihoon who’s insistent on widening your friendship circle so it doesn’t ‘embarrass him that he’s your only friend!’
(secretly it’s because he genuinely cares for you and wants you to have a wide friendship group but he’s taking that to his grave)
so he takes you to different Friend FunctionsTM and it’s all going good u know
you’re talking to so many people and you’re conversing and actually having full length conversation about people’s different interests
and jihoon is so proud because! that’s his best friend! there they go! making friends so quick!
but seriously everyone’s so welcoming that you’ve almost formed some kind of friendship with every single one of his friends there
except for this one guy who’s kinda just awkwardly sat there?? and you’re about to approach him to get a full house of friends when you start to think that he looks lowkey bored n irritated
so you’re like haha nope! not going there! it’s been a great night and i am not prepared to be publicly embarrassed by one (1) boy!
and so you go to jihoon n you’re like “alrighty my friend my buddy it’s been a great night but i am tired now and i have completed your task of making friends so goodnight!!!”
but he’s all “not so fast snake! there’s someone you haven’t spoken to yet :/” and he’s gesturing back to the boy with the stone face
and ur first reaction is “jihoon wtf how do u know who i’ve communicated with” but he dismisses that so ur second reaction is “he is very scary i am not going to talk to him ://”
but jihoon is so persistent he’s all “i know he’s intimidating but he’s just awkward i promise!! he’s like a spider, even more scared of you than you are of him :)”
so he just walks you over, drops you there, gets the boy’s attention, and then is like “wowie do you hear doyoung calling for me because i sure do!!” and then he abandons you
he just deadass leaves you there with this scary boy who is now looking at you very expectantly while you just stand there staring back at him
so you mutter a lil introduction of ur name and he kinda. just nods
and so u look at him like ?? bro what
which is when he gets the message and he’s like “right yeah sure i’m yoonbin”
so now you think he’s scary and dismissive and he’s STILL looking at you and not saying anything?? he’s just. sitting there and looking at you like ur some kind of book that he’s really focused in on
and you’re looking around for jihoon because?? you need help!! you are very scared!! you feel like a small animal under threat!!
so just when you’re about to run away because you truly are very intimidated this boy looks panicked at you being panicked so he’s like ‘no!! omg!! they think i don’t like them!! yoonbin we: did it again’ but externally he just kinda “hey uh sorry 4 being weird n all but. do u wanna sit down so i can make it up to you :-)”
and oh boy now that you’re lookin at him ur starting to notice that he’s honestly pretty cute
so ur like “haha yeah sure i’ll have a seat :)”
and truly your friendship just grows from that
for a while ur still kinda sceptical and withdrawn around him because you still think he hates you a lil bit from the way he stares at u all the time
and he’s always really overtly polite with you? so whenever you speak it feels so formal? like he can’t really be bothered to be having that conversation
which upsets you because :(( cute interesting boy doesn’t like me :((
and he’d notice in one of the many times you spent alone together (because jihoon is convinced that yoonbin likes you)that you seemed to genuinely think that he didn’t like you??
and after a while he’d kinda…slowly try and bring it up!
like. “hey…uh…i just wanted to let you know that my face really does just look like this…all the time…it’s my resting expression…i do like you :(( i am: sorry”
and you’re like “oh my god!! no!! i’m sorry i made assumptions!! it’s nice to know you like me though ♡^▽^♡”
and then the door slams open?? and jihoon is barrelling in??
both you and yoonbin freak out because “what the fuck jihoon??????? where did you even come from???”
and he’s like “aha!! not important! what’s important is that yoonbin finally confessed his feelings for u!! we love a couple!!”
it’s honestly like you can physically feel yoonbin sigh internally as he tenses up next to you
and you’re like “oh…this is: not what i expected”
but then jihoon is confused because he’s like “uh i was listening in and i heard u say that u knew he liked u so don’t pretend not to know! i already know that you think i don’t know what i do actually know”
and ur like “ok first off jihoon, i don’t know what you mean at all, and second of all,, yoonbin told me nothing :/”
meanwhile yoonbin is just. stood. very still
and jihoons like “oh! haha,,, my mistake! i’ll uh leave you kids to it then :O”
which means yoonbin has to stutter his way through a long paragraph that summarises his Mood for the past couple months of knowing u which essentially boils down to ‘yeah i like you as more than a friend’
and ur like ‘oh….wowie….i like the way this is going…’ and then u just kinda mumble a lil “ask me on a date then!!” because you assume he isn’t listening
but he hears! oh boy he hears! so he stops rambling and laughs at himself because ‘u fool, u baboon, she wants to d a t e’
and then he’s like “:)) ok :)) pls go on a date with me!!!!”
and wham! an overly complicated way of explaining how u two started dating
so. now that you’re dating. it’s like he’s a completely different person??
he’s relaxed enough now to act however he feels like acting with you in the moment
sometimes he’s all (^∀^)and giggly and talks about a lot of different things while you nod and try and capture as much as you can from him!!
but sometimes he’s (  ̄^ ̄) and wants things to be quieter and chilled out and would much rather listen to you talk about different things while he nods along occasionally
but he’d always make it clear that despite this he is listening!! he totally does care!! he’s just tired and doesn’t have the energy to be communicative!!
i feel like yoonbin is also really caring?? and it would probably come across as him being a bit overprotective at first because he isn’t fully sure how to communicate how much he cares about you
so if you’ve had a bad day and you’re telling him about it he feels like his mind is going a million miles an hour because he just? wants to fix it and he doesn’t know how to other than to directly try and sort any problems out for you
like if you’re arguing with family/friends, he’ll try and find common ground to fix the issue for u, or if you’ve got a lot of school work and it’s tiring you out he’d be like ‘i will do ur homework for u’
so you have to sit him down and say “hey!!! i know you’re only doing it because u love me but i promise i can sort out my problems by myself and you don’t need to stress yourself over them :))”
and then he gets the hang of it you know!! if you have a problem he’s like “do you want me to help or do u got it??” and if you’ve got it then !! well done you’re so talented he’s impressed !! and if you don’t then it’s okay !! he’ll help he doesn’t mind !!
i think he’d still be quite a protective person but i think he knows where the line is between being protective and wanting to take care of someone and being overbearing and interfering where he isn’t supposed to
and by protective i just mean if someone was flirting with you he’d be really cautious to not overreact but also to pay attention to how you’re responding, so if you start to look uncomfortable he’s ready to argue with the other person
or he checks that you’ve eaten, slept, and drank enough often just to make sure you’re okay all the time
i also think that despite how he’d have a lack of energy to really converse with you sometimes he’d still wanna be with you almost all the time
whether that’s by texting you through-out the day ((lowkey he just wants updates on your day and gives you responses about that and not his day))
or having long ass phone calls where you talk about plans, or how you’ve been or things you’re interested in
but overall he would just like to be in your presence, even if it’s just having a movie playing while he gets to cuddle up to you
that’s another thing!! he loves having you cuddle up to him!!
i mean he’s all for spooning or having you lie on his chest n stuff but if you kinda clung onto his arm or grabbed his hand or did a lil run up to hug him when you first see him!! oh boy his heart speeds up so fast he thinks he might actually be having a heart-attack
he’s also hand-holdings biggest fan like. if ur not holding his hand 24/7 in public and private then what’s the point?
i think the only public affection he’d actually be cool with displaying is hand-holding and having his arm kinda slung across your shoulder or around your waist
he’d like to always have some kind of contact with you in public just because he would ~lowkey~ get jealous pretty easily and it makes him feel more at ease to know that other people can obviously see that you guys are together
but the hand-holding would be for u just so u know that he’s right there if u need him for whatever reason in public
in private i think it’d take him a lil while before he got comfortable with displaying proper affection
but after he did i don’t honestly think that he’d be flustered very easily? i feel like once he was comfortable enough to kiss u whenever and stuff he’d find it pretty natural for you to kiss him randomly too
having said that, forehead kisses are his ultimate favourite
if you’re shorter than him, then it’s the biggest flex on your height to give u lil forehead kisses (and! you can’t be mad because he’s being cute)
if you’re taller than him (i just immediately assumed not because he is Big) then he’d lean up to :-* and it doesn’t phase him at all just because. that’s still his baby and he’s still gonna smooch
also. even though he gets jealous easily he wouldn’t ever think it was your fault? like, he doesn’t care what you’re wearing, what you’re acting like, but if somebody in public flirts with you he is ?? stressed
but he knows he can be intimidating so he’d just glare at them until they got the message and left
and you’d reassure him like “ily!! and no other people who flirt in public!! i pinkie promise!”
also full disclosure if you ever did that he might just. drop all his uwus
this would also be a reoccurring theme if you ever did something mildly cute because!! he cannot handle how soft it makes him feel
he is also your biggest hype-man!! if you finish one (1) question on your homework before being like “nah ok i can’t do this right now” and he’d still be like “omg but u did one question that’s so intelligent of u no one else could ever!”
he’d make fun of you pretty often too but not in like a mean way he just has to do it to make sure you don’t get too big for ur boots u know
if you fell over or anything he’d pause for a minute to help you up, make sure you were okay, before proceeding to roast you within an inch of ur life
but if anyone else did it then he’d get all Stone Faced because uh?? they’re not allowed to do that?? he totally is but anyone else…being even jokingly mean to you…not on his watch
he’d definitely end up being the type of boyfriend that all your friends think is this cool, nonchalant bad boy type that’s soft for you only
and they’re just. wrong. so wrong
he’s the sweetest boy and he’d constantly check in with you for reassurance in social situations because?? is he making people uncomfortable again?? what’s he supposed to say when people ask him why he looks mad??
i also fully believe that yoonbin would always be as considerate as he possibly could be of your feelings in arguments
like he seems as if he’d be the type to kinda scoff and shrug off what you’re saying while he talks at you about his opinions
and i do think that’d probably be his immediate reaction in arguments but then he’d do this heavy pause where he’d kinda close his eyes and sigh really deeply before he’d look back at you and say “let’s actually talk about this because we’re acting like children right now”
and if you kept trying to argue he’d just. calm himself as much as possible while he tried his hardest to understand where you were coming from with whatever point you had without getting mad or arguing back at you
which would eventually make you stop and talk calmly because you’d just feel dumb yelling at him and getting rational responses
if he was ever tired or frustrated or anything that made him just snap at you (whether you were arguing beforehand or not) he’d feel so guilty later
and he’d come and find you after he’d gotten back to senses and he’d be so apologetic
if you were still upset, he’d ask if there was anything he could do to make up for it after apologising a thousand times, or if you just wanted him to give you some space
if you accepting of his apology and kinda just like “i get it!! ur tired and i shouldn’t have pushed you :)” he would. be very thankful that you understand but would also be a lil upset because. you didn’t deserve the way he treated you right then?? why would you just accept that??
so, that’s also a Big Thing for him
if he – or anyone else – disrespected you/didn’t treat you the way you deserve and you brushed it off he would be so, so upset
he just thinks the world of you and wants you to think that of yourself too so seeing you so unbothered by people not giving you everything he deserves makes him literally determined to prove your worth to you
the type of boyfriend to leave lil sticky notes on mirrors that just say, “you’re the cutest!!!!!” or “omg ur like. hot” and he would straight up deny it if you ever asked about them
he’d be like “:o omg u probably got someone sneaking in!! that’s wild idk who would leave such cheesy messages ;)”  
and even though you know he ain’t slick ur like “wowie me neither,,, hope to find out one day……i wonder if he’s cute….”
back onto the earlier topic, like i said: he’d be so considerate of how you were feeling in every situation
if he knew you weren’t feeling too good he’d always ask whether you wanted him there or whether you needed some space, always reiterating that he won’t be offended by either answer
and even though he always wants to be making sure you’re okay and wants to spend every second of every day with you, he’s definitely the type of person who sees the value in alone time
he needs alone time!! you need alone time!! and he isn’t scared to let you know that he just needs to spend some time clearing his head and being in solitude, and he’d be respectful if you wanted the same thing
he also very much thinks that both of you should have social lives outside of with one another if that makes sense?
like, he encourages the both of you spending time with your friends without one another because he thinks it’s important that you’re both still getting that time where you can just. be dumb and say dumb stuff and inside jokes that ur friends already get u know
but also!! he would love to know that you trusted him enough to tell him things that you do/don’t tell your friends
he just loves that feeling of intimacy of being able to share personal things with one another and not feel judged or uncomfortable
and if you ever told him that you felt safe with him oh boy!!! he could swear his heart actually burst in his chest!!!
if you were ever in a situation where you just didn’t feel fully comfy/safe (such as: walking home late at night, etc.) and you mentioned it, even in passing, to him he’d insist on you two having a system so he can help you out
like, if there was a certain person that made you uncomfy when you were around them, you’d have a lil emoji that you would text him so that it didn’t seem suspicious and so he could get you out of the situation !!
(you’d have to do this at some point and he’d check his phone to see the emoji and he’s !! on high alert because ur just like. across the room from him and he’d take big ass strides over to you and curl an arm around your waist to let you know that he’s right there!! you’re all good!!)
and with the walking home late at night, even if he didn’t already know you were uncomfortable with it, he would just overall dislike the idea of it because he worries about you!!
so especially if he knew you didn’t like it either, he’d be a lil bit on edge if he knew you had to do it
which is why it’s easier for both of you if he just comes to meet you whenever you have to walk back in the dark
but i think if you ever went to him with a problem/something that made you feel unsafe because you trusted him he’d genuinely feel so!! warm and complete inside because he’s truly reached the level where he could make you feel nice and safe!! which is really all he ever wants for u
yoonbin will not, under any circumstances, wear matching couple clothes with you. it is not happening. he will not ever do it. it’s not a thing
however! he starts wearing this necklace all the time,, and being his s/o ur curious as to why
so you ask him like “:O it’s so pretty!! why’d you start wearing it??”
and he’d be really nonchalant about it and just shrug before being like “it’s actually a locket :)”
so you assume it’s a picture of his family or something so you ask to see the inside and he’d do this big dumb grin before he nodded
and you’d reach over to open it up and oh boy oh boy!! it’s a lil candid picture of you!!
so ur first reaction is “bro u literally never told me this is so cute,, and also: why……..”
to which he really would just shrug at you before mumbling the smallest lil, “i like feeling like ur close to me 24/7 u know”
and your heart! oof it’s: burst
now! onto the quick fire round:
yoonbin is anti-tell-your-partner-what-to-wear (mostly because he genuinely only thinks about what you wear in a “wowie that’s my actual s/o??? i am. floored” type of way) but! he will get pressed if you go out in little clothing in the cold because “you’re going to get sick!! and then i will be forced to say i told you so!” so long story short you have to take a jacket with you or else he’ll rant about how difficult it is to get rid of colds again :/
also. he blushes when you compliment him. and it’s something he threatens to fight you over if you ever tell anyone (which you won’t because it’s an endearing lil thing that he does for u!!) and so obviously you compliment him all the time because of it
he really wants to know something substantial about things you’re interested in!! like, if you’re into film, he wants to know about technical film stuff so he can understand what ur talking about. if you’re into writing, he wants to know about your newest piece of writing and why you’re writing it.
he just firmly believes that repaying you for all the support you’ve shown him in his training is super important!!
doesn’t have any big qualms about you showing skin-ship with other people but hand holding is!! yours and his thing and he gets bitter if you do it with someone else
so: overall, i think yoonbin would take a lil while to fully grasp how relationships and being with someone actually works, but like. as soon as he does he’d be a pretty picture perfect boyfriend to be honest
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