#BTW if you tag this as ship i dont want you reblogging my post!

[frecklystars]

im gonna start making doodles trying to reclaim my TF F/Os that i've lost, maybe once a week or once every two weeks... or once a month?? i dont know, i will try to keep some consistency but i really need to start slow on this. here's to hoping that drawing them every once in a while will make even just the smallest difference.

im so sick of associating these characters with my abuser and i'm so sick of the immediate fight or flight response that i get when just looking at pictures of TF characters or even the voice actors. i have tried just about everything... therapy, medication, exercise, watching a few clips from the shows, buying cameos, commissioning art/fics, talking to voice actors in person at conventions... nothing has helped me get better at all. i tried giving up on TF entirely, throwing out/giving away all of my TF merch, refusing to touch the franchise, but that has only made me more and more miserable as time has passed. it has been over a year since [insert the most horrific experiences ever here] happened to me and since i associated that with a long list of things, TF included. and im! sick! of feeling bad! so! if im gonna be miserable no matter what, then i might as well try to get better, right?? drawing my F/Os loving me has never failed me before, so here's to hoping it isn't gonna fail me now. i am quite the stubborn bitch and i refuse to allow my main coping mechanism i've used for 2 decades to remain tainted forever and ever 😤😤

these will be the shakiest, shittiest doodles imaginable, but i think drawing the robots i miss so much at least once a month can help me rewire my brain into believing they're safe again and they love me and i'm not in danger. i think the best thing that will help me is drawing my Ryan F/Os interacting with them as "proof" that they're safe to be around, that they've "approved of" them, will help me slowly reclaim them. fake it til you make it as they say. let's try this for maybe just a couple of months as a slow start and see how it goes :/

any TF doodles will be tagged as "reclaiming robots tag" and nothing else - free to blacklist it if you dont wanna see. i'll most likely be rarely posting these but jic //shrug

anyway. yay. attempts number one and two. i like to think barbie and ken stop by the starflower meadow every now and then because stsc summons them across the multiverse, asking them how i'm doing, if i'm safe, if i miss him at all. wow i am shaking so bad. ha ha haaa. these took about ten?? minutes?? so woohoo to ten minutes of drawing TF. im proud of myself for trying. even if i dont go through with this and end up not being able to draw TF ever again, at least i managed this one single post. if i keep this up, maybe a year from now, or two years or five years or whatever, i'll be able to handle it. i don't even expect to hyperfixate on TF ever again because my self shipping will never ever be the same w/ them -- i'll never interact with the fandom again, i'll never reblog fanart or gifsets or anything like that ever again, if i even somehow managed to feel good enough to actually throw myself back into the shows -- but i want to think i'll feel indifferent to it one day. to not have that fight or flight response. that is my goal. literally the bare fucking minimum <3

anyway. i'm super nauseous. this is so incredibly hard! holy shit!!! but that's why i have to do this. to quote pedro pascal, i am going to have a panic attack and i am going to leave 👍✨

(BTW I am still gonna stay offline for a few more days. I am back from vacation but I am SO burnt out I don't want to interact with dms/my inbox yet. I just wanted to post this just to get it out of my system and let it disappear into the void. But I will be back later this week bc I still have some commissions to finish and I wanna gush about my very exciting time meeting steve/tom/the brba cast. anyway... goodnight. i love you. smooch)

#reclaiming robots tag

[hdra77]

Ok since this blog is kinda getting alot of attention i'll just make a pinned post about a little bit of myself

Hey y'all i'm Soren

He/Him

You can call me fishe or just dra

I am bilingual but im more comfortable speaking in english (still bad at it actually)

Using my art as PFPs/Banners is okay! As long as you give proper credit! But reuploading my works without my permission or claiming them as your own is NOT okay. I will find you and i will hunt you down and turn you into a helpless flopping fish gasping for air.

Inspirations is ok too!! But please do not directly copy from the original work.

my interest varies but i currently hyperfixtate on these fandoms so far:

Rainworld

Marikinonline4

Animator vs Animation/Animation vs Minecraft

Warrior cats

And for those who wanted to interact with me this is my discord tag: hindrance77

My dms here are also open so feel free to send me a message! (No weird dms or you get instant block)

Im busy and i dont check discord as frequently but i would be happy to talk to you! I would also be glad to make friends im not intimidating i promise i dont bite totally-

My ask box are always open! Ask me anything basically, my aus, ocs, pretty much anything. You can also send some requests but they will take a gajillion years to finish but i promise ill get them done soon!

i really like cybercore,webcore,warcore aesthetic it may not look like it right now but expect a whole bunch of techcore designs soon

Oh and i am also a huge fan of astronomy,space and all of that sort. Along with post apocalyptic settings,body horror elements and eldritch beings.

Btw please read this before following my blog!! There would be gore,body horror and even some suggestive themes Sometimes but overall i do not post any explicit nsfw here !!

i draw stickmen a lot and i mean a whole lot. that shows so much in my twitter account. i like to animate too and fishes and cats are my favorite, those silly little thangs

my DNI are basically the general DNI: proshippers,homophobes,etc. you know, the general

My tags:

#hdra7shitposts - yes, shitposts

#fishdoesart - all my art comes here

#fishdoesdoodles - random doodles and some occasional shitposting, mostly on ms paint

#fishdoesrequests - all my art requests comes here, so far this is where you find my ship requests (still open for now btw)

#wips - wips

#fishbites.txt - ramblings

#othersart - gifts/fanarts! Sometimes some reblogs

#asks - all of my responses comes here

My other blogs:

@nyaworld-askblog - for the nyaworld au! this blog is story driven but asks for specific characters are always welcome!

@fallowclans-unruly-demise - for a warrior cats clangen blog, still stuck in hiatus void

My Rainworld AU tags:

#rw voided au - simple AU about iterators called voideds who drains void fluids out of other iterators, theres also some rot infection going on too

#rw disarray au/SYSTEM FAILURE - a virus in Lttm's code had created a fatal error in her system which caused her to slowly spiral into insanity as she would slowly loosen her grip onto reality, claiming that she had found the solution to their problem..but was it really the answer all along?

#rw nyaworld au - joke au about the entire rainworld cast taking place in the 2000's this one is purely just for nostalgia purposes

My Rainworld Oc tags:

#7c dystopian arbitrary

#7c golden life

#rw ocs

-- still WIP --

#i finally introduced myself #i should also change my page aesthetic soon #its been really outdated and i never planned on changing it LMAO #also have i mentioned im also really good with procrastinating

[qiekzart]

Pinned post time ^_^ Plz read till the end if you plan to follow me

FREE PALESTINE (link to how to help)

I DO NOT CONSENT TO ANYONE USING MY ART FOR AI TRAINING OR COMMERCIAL PURPOSES.

⭐ Currently drawing kagamine len (and rin) everyday until my preorder arrives (it ships in august but australian shipping times....) and i do currently take requests!! please add a pose/idea/outfit/etc in ur ask and ill try my best to draw it, either on paper or digitally. requests are very appreciated, so dont be shy to send them! The rules for requesting are:

no nsfw (duh)

no ship art (sorry)

and please only request len art (i can draw rin with len tho, but not just rin, bcuz thatd ruin the point of th challenge...)

please dont request entire complicated scenes please think of me and how hard itll be to draw...

i am allowed to turn down requests for any reason, but i will usually do my best to at least try and do it! thanks for understanding. ⭐

i really appreciate reblogs and i love reading hte tags ^_^ i mainly post my art because i want people to be happy from my art or enjoy the art lol so ty

i post art for a lot of fandoms but currently into: vocaloid

My art can be used for personal purposes only, and credit is required! if you aren't sure if you should be using my art just ask!

about me! im qiekz and im a 15 yr old artist from australia ^_^ i speak english but i am learning japanese. my fav vocaloid producer is hikkie-p and my fav game is hatsune miku project mirai!! if u want i dont mind being friends if we have something in common, you can send an ask about it!

also i am a minor so plz dont follow/reblog if you dont allow minors on your blog!!

DNI (do not interact):

Blogs that don't allow minors to interact / post untagged nsfw.

Post untagged gore, post self harm

Proship, lolicon/shotacon/etc, cub.

Any bigots, transmeds, zionists, etc.

Radqueers, trans-id/transX

Fakeclaim / harass anyone or support it

AI Images / AI "art" (includes ai writing for stories and other forms of art) supporters.

Look at my fursona btw (please stop calling him miku please he isnt miku bguys he just has blue hair guys please GUYS.)

thank you

#art blog #intro post

[bloodymiso]

rules, request info etc

rules

do not claim my work as your own.

do not post my work on other websites such as ao3, wattpad(ew), quotev etc

if you dont like what i write or find it disturbing(which i doubt, i only write sfw), block dont report

dont pressure me into writing a request, this is simply a side blog for fun

do not send a request if my requests are closed

be kind and have fun:3

if you requested anything, pls reblog that post w tags!! this isnt a rule more of a guideline but pls🙏🙏it helps a lot

as of april 22, 2024, i will be adding a passcode for requests. if your request does not include this passcode, i’ll delete it.

for matchups, i will be making them a max of 300 words to make it fair for everyone.

request info

requests: open / personality matchups: closed / appearance or exchange matchups: open

what i will write

sfw fluff, angst, deep angst etc. expect a tiny TINY bit of spice in some of my works, like literally just a grain.

mostly gn and male readers, expect a lack of x female readers. i will write for transmascs(pov me), transfems, genderfluid kiddos etc. i am not as familiar with genders such as bigender so if you request something with a reader such as that, expect a fair amount of time till i will be able to finish your request.

i will write for readers with mental (in lack of a better word) “conditions” such as adhd, ocd, autism etc. but dont expect it to be super accurate. but i will do my best to research and be as accurate as i can. it would be nice if you could give me a quick description or some traits of the “condition” your reader has.

headcanons, drabbles, imagines, oneshots and matchups. please do not request a series.

i also do appearance matchups, dont worry i wont include your picture in my post. if you want me to, i can. (you can also use picrews, just make sure to cred.)

fandoms i will write for

lockwood & co. star wars. genshin impact. stardew valley. bandori(only headcanons). haikyuu. blue period. the spiderverse. the irregulars(netflix)

what i will not write

nsfw. please note i am a minor and am not interested in that kind of stuff

ab.se, r.pe, inc.st etc. if the reader was a victim and you would like some comfort, its fine.

oc x oc, oc x reader, oc x character etc. if the reader is too vividly described i will not write your request. i want my work to be as accessible as possible. btw passcode is your favorite artist, try to sneak it in somehow so it isnt obvious..

i will occasionally write character x character but only ships that i like.

appearance matchups using art of another person WITHOUT cred and/or consent. as said earlier, picrews are fine js cred.

note that there are some characters and requests that i will simply not write or reply to because they do not interest me. my rules and request info is subject to change.

#tbb x reader #the bad batch #lockwood and co #lockwood and co x reader #stardew valley #stardew valley x reader #bandori #Bang dream #bandori x reader #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #blue period #blue period x reader

[mossfeathers]

uhh welcome to my blog

Hey! I'm Moss, artist of some sort and occasional writer! My blog's kind of a mess right now and I don't really feel like making it look neat so we stay messy. Any pronouns (he/she/they + neos maybe) and a minor (-18)!

I'm WarriorHeroic on AO3 and mossfeathers on twitter (inactive) + youtube (i plan on uploading compilation videos of certain duo interactions throughout the life series, namely bigb + scar, lizzie, grian, and etho since theyre near and dear to my heart, just taking a bit bc of subtitles)

STAND WITH PALESTINE

SORTA MULTIFANDOM!! (cringe but free <3) Mostly MCYT still (hermitcraft, empires, life series, NO DTEAM/RELATED), but I also like TMAG(P), Be More Chill, The Crane Wives, Mob Psycho 100, and the iliad/odyssey. <- mindboggling mixture of interests how did this even happen

lots of characters are girls to me. ask me about my transfem headcanons <3

Asks always open for doodle and writing requests! Or for anything. Please talk to me. If we're mutuals (doesnt matter how much we've talked) shoot me a DM for my discord!!

DNI/DNF (do not interact/do not follow) homophobe, transphobe, racist, nazis, anti-semite, generally discriminatory, pro-Israel, pro/irlshippers, zoophile, MAPS, if you support or tolerate any of these things or things of a similar manner, wilbur soot/dteam defenders ❤️, general dni criteria (i think that includes the stuff i listed though)

I am not comfortable with NSFW jokes made about me under any circumstance! If we are talking in DMs, I am not comfortable with NSFW jokes/comments about characters either. Even if it is in a joking manner.

I have the discourse tag muted, if someones really messed up and i dont know just send me an ask letting me know :)

Feel free to use my art for pfps, edits, and other projects with credit (in bio or pinned post if for pfp/banner, either ask me for a watermarked version or just put my @ on the image for any other things)

I mostly ship mcyt stuff as a joke and all shipping posts/most shipping reblogs should be tagged with the corresponding tag *ONLY CHARACTERS, NEVER REAL LIFE CREATORS*

My tags: '#moss draws art' for my art, '#moss writing' for my writing, '#moss ask answers' for ask answers, '#moss saves stuff' for posts I want to save, 'moss chitchat' for my textposts, "🪼 anon" for asks from 🪼 anon, '#sweethearts siren au' for all my posts about my siren au (sweethearts are grian+bigb but there are many more characters in it), '#moss makes cranes' for my original Crane Lives drawings (credit to cherrifire for the original idea!!!)

follow @jalo-parker btw hes so talented and fun literally one of the best people i know

#pinned post #hi hello this is me #mcytblr #trafficblr #hermitblr #hermitcraft #please be my friend #send asks #fanartist #esmpblr #whats the esmp tag #esmp #writer #the legend of zelda #LOZ #send art requests #intro post #what else do i tag #empires smp #say hi to me #tma #tcw #the crane wives

[koi----kaboooooooom]

Welcome to Koi Kaboom, My roleplay sideblog for well.. roleplaying. (Technically this is only for Koi.. not rping in general lol) This is so I dont have to deal with all the filtering and tagging that comes with roleplaying on my main blog! Sadly this isnt it's own account so asks will either be sent through my main account, or on anon with a sign off.

Tags include;

☆Koi kaboom - random things, whether that be random comments on this blog, silly reblogs, or whatever!

☆Blue buds - a tag for anything including my family! Well uh, actually just Leon and Ender.. I guess the rest get left out!

☆Order up! - Any answered asks!

☆Served Meal - Roleplay reblogs! Not the silly random reblogs that just serve to build character or something, like.. actually interacting with others. Which.. uhm.. doesn't happen a lot.

☆The Menu - The introduction post! :D

☆Katch - Lore posts :D

DNI!;

Do not interact if (you are)..

Racist, LGBTQ+ phobic, ableist, sending NSFW things to this blog, trying to ship this character(a basically self insert btw if it wasnt obvious) with anybody, zoophile, anti-furry, anti-therian, anti-otherkin.

I can and will block if you make me uncomfortable or do not respect my DNI.

Below is a (maybe a bit messed up but shh..) reference for Koi! (Sorry for some of the markings and stuff being covered by clothing I didnt really wanna put nudity even if it was for the purpose of references for art "-w-)

(uhm forget the fact i forgor the shell... shhhhh.. just imagine it.. its basically Leo's except scratched and chipped with a bit of burn marks)

Koi Info;

☆Koi's species doesn't have a name yet (like literally.. ask Koi what their species's name is and they dont have a clue), though they were hunted and are in low numbers!

☆Koi has two forms, their human form, and their animal form. They mostly stay in their human form though.

☆While they do have vitiligo, most of Koi's markings are from a burn accident.

☆Koi's eyes are naturally red, dont worry, they sleep plenty.

☆Koi has extremely fluffy hair!!!

☆Koi is about 13-15.. age gets a bit messy whenever you don't keep track..

☆Koi has a higher resistance to infection and posion. (for example for the "infection" part if a 1 zombie bite infected a human, it would take 2 to infect Koi)

(if you want more info, here is Koi's carrd! -> koiinfoo.carrd.co)

I hope y'all enjoy this blog! Oh and, if you ask why it's restaurant themed.. it's cause I wanted to. (oh yeah lol i forgot.. for some reason if you dont know my main account its @echodoesstuff62333)

#The menu

[smol-bean-of-the-smols]

things about this blog i guess?

Welcome to the shit-show.

First things first. I'm in love with Kajii. I'm also a self-shipper. Very important details.

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IMPORTANT: DO NOT REPOST MY ARTWORK. I do not allow this and I never will. (Sending it to someone in a chat is alright AS LONG AS the link is provided.) Any reposts will be reported for copyright infringement. Thank you.

(If you see any of my work posted outside of this tumblr account and my instagram linked below, please tell me so I can report it.)

Also don't you dare put any of my stuff into those ai things.

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Current obsessions!

Main: Bungou Stray Dogs (specifically Kajii Motojirou) NOT SPOILER FREE. I’ve read the manga and I’m going to talk it. I do however tag spoilers (for both recent anime episodes and manga content) as #bsd spoilers. But only really like. within a week or so of release, so it's not that safe here.

Side: Cult of the Lamb (specifically Narilamb and bamsara's The Rehabilitation of Death AU)

+ plenty other non-specific side interests that i dont really reblog stuff for consistently so it'll be a surprise :D

What you’ll find here!

My art! It’s all tagged with #my art. Stuff made in MS Paint are tagged with #bean's ms paint adventures as well.

If you want to surf the Kajii content I’ve made, which includes textposts about him, it’s easier to use #bsd kajii or #motojirou kajii from my 'popular tags'. However, there are some posts about him that I don't feel like tagging outside of my text-post tag.

Reblogs. Sooo many reblogs. There’s sometimes whole stories in the tags. Bean lore.

My random statements, that usually have nothing to do with my fandoms, but also sometimes do. They are under #bean’s random thoughts. Paired with the above can be: - #bean complains again (where i complain. tagged for blocking purposes for negativity.) (replacing #bean rants because i forgot that existed) - #bean’s selfshipping nonsense is for when I draw or talk about my self-insert in a self-shipping context. (Created primarily so those uninterested can filter it. Mostly used on art.) Note: I will still talk about my self-insert outside of this tag, it'll just not be in a self-shipping context. - #bean’s polls because i finally have them. they’ll be shits and giggles as well as for info gathering/helping me decide things Note: If I reblog/post about something, like a specific fandom or otherwise content you strongly dislike or you find triggering, and the posts aren't all tagged by their OP, let me know and I can start tagging those posts for your blocking purposes. I am fine with that.

About me?

Call me Bean or Lemon! If you know my irl name you can use that too!

I'm 19!

I’m bisexual. I have a little shell painted with the bi flag. It’s name is Michelle with a B. Bichelle, if you will. It’s cute.

Gender is an experiment and I’m playing with it like dolls. I’m “a little bit of everything all of the time.” /ref (I will make a post about my experience with gender in the future, as I'm getting close to figuring it out.)

My timezone is Eastern Time! (Currently EDT)

I am okay with NSFW things, but as many of the people who follow me are a-spec, I will be keeping such things to a minimum. (Anything including me being horny on main, be it from asks or artwork or just textposts in general, will have the Mature Content community tag for sexual content. They will also be tagged NSFW. However they will not be a common occurrence. Y'all don't need to see that side of me.)

I’m open to questions! I love questions. (If you're on anon, be mindful of what you say since you are a stranger to me in that context.)

The art program I use is Clip Studio Paint Pro (Version 1), and the tablet I use is a Wacom Intuos Small.

I made a google doc to sort Mayoi SSRs and URs into active skill categories btw. Currently making one of leader skills as well. For fun. Even if it makes me suffer. :D

Socials:

Instagram

ao3

Art Fight

My Discord username is beanthesmol if you wanna reach me there. (I have only he/they on discord, but do not be fooled. I have that for Certain People. i still use it/its.)

Closing notes!

I’m chill. I’m a mess. I’ll be your friend! I don’t talk much, but I try my best.

Also, this intro post is subject to changes without notice. However, if something important has changed, I will mention it.

#hope yall like it here! it's supposed to be cozy #that's the vibe we're going for #also listen. im not making a dni list. thats for yall to figure out based on what i post/reblog #the fact that im queer should deter enough of the wrong people anyways

[melancholic-entrails]

about me post time?? yessir B}

yoo, you can call me star/sil, any nicknames, applicable slurs, whatever. i'm just here for fun, gushing about fandoms i'm into, and sharing art infrequently.

I'M ALWAYS OK WITH ASKS/ comments/ reblogs, as long as you stay civil please!

i use any pronouns, but i really like it when people use a variety- i'm also cool with neopronouns and i love it/it's pronouns <3.

by the way, i am a minor, if that makes you uncomfortable block and move on.

-------stances on proshippers etc-----------

i believe in ship and let ship, kink tomato, don't like don't read, and am heavily anti-censorship and strongly believe that you can enjoy things or find things attractive in fiction that you wouldn't in real life.

i also believe that bullying, doxxing, seeking out people simply because of the things that they like in fiction or what have you, are much much worse than lolis or shotas or incest in fiction.

<- that doesn't mean you aren't allowed to feel uncomfortable with these things, it means you shouldn't to harass people over it.

i ship incest, i ship age gap occasionally, i ship all sorts of weird things. if that's not your cup of tea, block and move on. i forget to tag things a lot.

-------stances on labels----------

i don't care what labels you use, i care about whether or not you treat others with respect.

"terfs" do not treat others with respect. "radfems" do not treat others with respect. those who call others slurs- yes, even if they are allowed to reclaim those slurs- do not treat others with respect. those who use slurs that they are not able to reclaim do not treat others with respect. groomers, child or animal or anyone else molesters, etc, do not treat others with respect.

-------stances on endogenic/traumagenic system debate----------

man, i don't care. genuinely. and i mean that in the nicest way possible. i've noticed that people who are endogenic systems oftentimes do seem traumagenic. this doesn't mean that i think endogenic systems or nondisordered systems don't exist. i'm just saying that there isn't enough research about it, and at the end of the day, as long as you treat others with respect, and that includes yourself, it doesn't really matter.

-------stances on dysphoria or dysmorphia----------

being trans is feeling like ur body doesn't match up with your identity. that's not necessarily dysphoria. you don't have to have dysphoria to not be cis.

for dysmorphia, you can have dysmorphia for non human shit.

for otherkinity and the like, you do you! as long as it isn't hurting you if you recognize it, it doesn't matter <3

-------FUN STUFF! fandom list/tag system under the cut<3----------

i'm in way too many fandoms but the ones im most obsessed with are:

danganronpa: ( i'm currently playing drs, i've played all the main games and watched dr3, i won't spoiler tag stuff unless anyone following me specifically asks :3. i'm reading thru killer killer currently, and i already read dr0 and drif. i still need to read togami and kirigiri, but i'm sorta on a full on canon danganronpa content break, uknow. but if anyone wants to talk about dr with me I AM SO WILLING PLEASE :} ) btw, I 'most always tag #despaircest, so if u dont like them or are uncomfy block them!

yandere simulator: ( i just think they're neat, okay? i don't like the dev too much or whatever but its a free game that i play when i wanna lose braincells, also the lore is so fucked up and confusing and what can i say, thats awesome! ryoba my beloved <3 )

( under the cut for extras !! :D )

killing stalking: i finished the manwha a bit ago, i just think its neat, ok? also it made me cry.

emergence/metamorphosis: i have so much love for this hentai, it made me cry and that's weird as hell to say about a hentai manga. i just think it's neat and i see myself in her.

i love the game devs SadPandaStudios so muchhh, i love blush blush and crush crush ( both of these are free, by the way!! they're idle dating sims, and they did a collab with yansim one time, so ayano is a character in crush crush. i just think they're neat <3 )

i haven't watched it in a while but i have so much love for boy meets world,, AUGH pleaseee. also i watched girl meets world like 5 times before i dipped my dogs into the boy meets world series! shawn hunter my beloved..

i love doki doki literature club!! yuri is such a mood, i just think they're neat, natsuri ftw!

mirai nikki, i just think they're neat, it's continuity is weird, i haven't finished the series tho!! i started the manga before i started watching the anime series ( i think im on vol 7 of the manga? idk )

i love legend of zelda so much it's like my first fandom, i don't know everything 'bout the lore but i love it so much.

percy jackson, my probably second fandom ever?? i love it so much!! leo valdez is my fave, tbh, other than obscure characters. laughs in my silly heavy interest in greek/roman/egyptian mythology.

butterfly soup! i havent played it in a while but i love that vn series so much, pee pee ketchup man :3

i really really like stardew valley- i sorta play it in bursts where i obsess over it and then forget about it for three months, i'm in my not playing it for right now, but i really like it, concerned ape, tysm <3

UNDERTALE OMg. i kinda like deltarune more, just some of the characters, but the lore is so goddamn cool, i just think they're neat <- my motto lmao.

so i havent played all of the main ace attorney, i'm on the one where it's mia fey's trial, iykyk, but i haven't played all of it just so u know!!

Death Note!! I've watched all of it, still reading some of it but <333

Ouran Host Club i love her so much, she is babygirl, i read all the manga and watched the whole series.

Coffin of Andy and Leyley: i luv luv luv their dynamic, coffincest ftw ( block that tag if you're not interested!!)

i also really like yuri and yaoi, 'specially manga some of my faves are: bloom into you, strawberry fields once again, sasaki and miyano, and many moreee~

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i'm reblog heavy, but i also draw and write/ramble. my small tagging system is!!:

art is tagged with #sildraws

misc/fandom rant is tagged with #silspeaks

and everything else is pretty chaotic. i very unreliably tag triggers or spoilers, i also won't tag anything for you, sorry. i'm unreliable and feel bad if i forget.

idm if you send art or writing requests: just go by the fandoms i wrote up above!!

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misc section, kinda!:

i'm queer and leftist and pagan/occult, if that matters to you! also, for fictional others and stuff, i believe in multiverse theory, so idc about sharing or whatever. i haven't made an f/o list yet, but if anyone's interested i will :)

i wanna be an anthropologist/artist, i think. i mostly do traditional art, but i do ( crappy ) digital sometimes.

have a great day if you read this far!

#intro post!! #sil speaks

[oliluhackle]

pinned post since i think it might be helpful 👍

salad or cyprus | he/it | 19 trans + gay + alloaro system | soooo many members | not comfy sharing origin

tags

#apple: nsfw tag #[trigger] cw: we always use this format for content warnings/trigger tags! #ask to tag: catchall "this feels like it might be triggering to smone but idk how exactly to tag it" thing <3 #not ocd safe: the post made me feel like i Had to reblog in a bad way but i liked the info enough to want to reblog it otherwise (not inherently a "fuck you op" thing, but can be <3 (never ever mad at prev btw <3) #ai generated: any posts w/ any sort of ai content, even criticizing it

other stuff (sideblogs, do not follow, etc.) under cut

sideblogs (bolded are active, italicized are very inactive)

@ostewell: gen fandom/art (if im posting its probably to ostewell) @canopy-salad: system blog @gay-des: hadesgame @refsforoli: ref blog @canopystims: stim blog (dm for nsfw blog and/or ao3)

do not follow (aware these dont work but just so you know the kinds of ppl i keep away from my blog)

terfs, transmeds, truscum, any sort of exclusionist

pedos, MAPs, whatever other acronyms you have idk

sysmeds, fakeclaimers, etc.

ai users

some uhhh housekeeping stuff ig

not proship or anti . just hate certain types of ships (underage and incest) w/ a passion . will probably block if you ship them

not a big arguer . if you're annoying we'll probably just block and move on

[spookyjarchivist]

btw i dont ship zutara, not gonna tag that in the atla post bc i know that can be rlly annoying for ppl to see in tags on their posts, i just wanna put that out there i case someone thinks any of my atla reblogs will have that ship as a focus, nothing wrong with it, i just dont rlly ship katara w anyone (kataang makes me extremely uncomfortable tbh, maybe if they’d been 3-5 yrs older, but those two years between 12 and 14 are a big developmental jump, it made me uncomfortable as a child too, i just kinda ignore it tbh)

oh yeah and i dont want to see any zutara hate either tbh bc all the complaints about it are bullshit even tho i dont ship it, the same “problems” are there in zukka(which i do ship) and you dont see anyone complaining about it there, it’s misogyny (and honestly probably some racism too) and anyone who tries to say otherwise better be saying the same bs abt zukka or they’re lying

#*noodlespeaks #not gonna tag fandom or ships bc that’s fucked up and also not relevant to those tags #just wanted to clarify

[nightfallsystem]

I posted 5,257 times in 2022

That's 5,257 more posts than 2021!

1,221 posts created (23%)

4,036 posts reblogged (77%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@nightfallsystem

@catboy-collective

@hungry-hyena

@nostalgebraist-autoresponder

@parotcardsroxy

I tagged 2,027 of my posts in 2022

#endo safe - 70 posts

#endogenic - 68 posts

#system - 66 posts

#plural - 63 posts

#art - 62 posts

#my art - 61 posts

#stanley anon - 59 posts

#endogenic friendly - 56 posts

#plural system - 53 posts

#actually plural - 51 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the skrunkly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 double tap i

I sent 1 gift in 2022

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

basil sprites for your enjoyment

See the full post

917 notes - Posted June 20, 2022

#4

stolen from an anti-mogai person

1,008 notes - Posted September 11, 2022

#3

EVERYONE!!! GREAT NEWS!!!

AUTISM!!!!!!!

1,182 notes - Posted June 27, 2022

#2

normalise..

autistic people who dont stim

autistic people who stim publicly

autistic people who stim a lot

auitstic people who arent "seen as autistic"*

autistic people who arent diagnosed

autistic people who self diagnose

autistic people who got diagnosed as an adult

autistic people who cant get a diagnosis

autistic people who do not want to be diagnosed

autistic people who dont get special interests or hyperfixations

autistic people who are proud of their autism

autistic people who are very social

autistic people who are not social

autistic people who can make eye contact

autistic people who cannot make eye contact

autistic people who view their autism as a good thing

autistic people who are "cringey"

autistic people who use autigenders/neurogenders

autistic people who talk a lot about their autism

And lots more! all autistic people are valid!

( anti self dx, transautistic/supporters, pro-cringe culture, anti-xenogenders/anti-neurogenders DNI please, your comments will be deleted. )

2,503 notes - Posted July 18, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Favourite ship dynamic

(btw he's happy ABT not being in a relationship)

(thank you to @otterpenguiny for the image id in the alt text)

3,057 notes - Posted August 24, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

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WHY IS MY MOST REBLOGGED BLOG MYSELF??!??!??? HOW

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

[abominandus]

apollo & artemis

#p2 #persona 2 #ars mea #tatsuya suou #maya amano #rules by the hoosiers is such a p2 song i cannt begin to describe it #that has nothing to do with this post i just listened to it half the time i was drawing this #BTW if you tag this as ship i dont want you reblogging my post!

[shonaegi]

I'm so curious what mental gymnastics you have to go through to decide ""pr//sh//pping"" is a good thing to align yourself with.

I think the only think they'd ever have going for them is the idea of "don't shit on people for liking something you don't". But also?? You don't have to be a pr//sh//pper to believe that?? And honestly the reason it doesn't work coming from them is because it's usually in conjunction with "fiction doesn't affect reality" which. Girlies I'm sorry but it can. Desensitizing people to fucked up topics can in turn make them more compliant with it or even make them view it as ok. This is coming from someone who was unfortunately dragged into something for a portion of time and honest to god I am so glad I got out of it without becoming a victim. /srs

And now to the thought that made me type this up impulsively. You can be critical of ships and the implications on the person shipping them. To go to the drastic examples there's no fucking way you can tell me to not be critical of someone shipping in//st or the like. But even without being as drastic, I think its really good to be critical of ships between characters who in canon would have a toxic/ abusive relationship and how it may reflect on someone who is romanticizing it. I am going to talk about T//gaf//ka now.

I find utility in using unromanticized T//gaf//ka to cope. Realistic portrayals of their relationship is so fascinating I think you can get so much out of it. I think coping through shit is awesome. That being said I think people making romanticized shit out of it is one of the most triggering things on Earth and I'm sorry if you look at canon/ in-game characterizations and go "Yeah you can have something healthy sprout from that"... What The Fuck???

Byakuya is very much uncomfortable with the attention he gets from Toko in canon. He lashes out at her because of it. Toko has an unhealthy obsession with him, undoubtedly due to trauma and an unhealthy perception of romantic relationships. Aand something something that part in THH where he told her not to speak and she fucking didn't until he told her to again. I am not going to talk about Syo because that's where it's personal heart emoji. <3 I don't wanna delve too much into them; my thoughts could be another whole post on their own.

Anyways, all of what I just said is why I find them to have coping utility. It may not be 1:1, but I have been there. And being there is why I think it can be insanely problematic to ignore all of their canon characteristics/ relationship and go "teehee wlm/mlw ship <3". I don't want people to think blind obsession is romantic (also the issue with shit like the yandere trope but that's out of my area). I don't want people to think persistence towards someone who does not want you will get you them in the end. I can't cover shit that completely rewrites canon but I think if you rewrite an unhealthy relationship to be healthy. Just find new characters to ship. OR LET THEM BE PLATONIC FRIENDS DEAR CHRIST I think Toko and Byakuya growing past what all happened and having a positive relationship is really awesome. It's not something you ever owe to someone you had an unhealthy relationship with and in real life may not be ideal but fiction is still a playground for stuff that may not always be feasible in life. But I think I've made it clear why it's an issue to give them a romantic relationship.

This is so insanely long I'm so sorry I didn't think I had this much in me either. To wrap it up I kinda just can't take pr//sh//pers seriously anymore like ok be in denial abt it I don't have the time to waste on you. But I think it's still important to dish criticism against it that isn't "p//do shit bad" because while that's 100% correct, these fuckers won't acknowledge they're romanticizing abusive relationships, and will just dodge it. Oh the beloathed "I'm not defending that, I just think you shouldn't yell at people for a ship."

Defending any kind of abuse bad you may now like the post.

#ramblings #this is ok to reblog or add on to btw!! just having a thought yk #not debating the topic tho im sorry but if you think you have to be a pr//sh//pper to not hate any ship you dont like- #-r whatever then my blogs n posts arent for you #im hesitant to tw tag since i REALLY do not want pr//sh//ppers to come onto this post but if someone needs me to pls lmk #also as i write this memory surfacing of someone going `syo kinnie who isnt obsessed with byakuya` im a lesbian and traumatized :( /srs #(i dont use the kin label for that anymore but i did at the time thats ur context xoxo)

[banabanabanabanaba]

new intro post

my name do be banaba doe

i am 15

i use they/them prons

twogami is my husby i love him very very very very very veryhhdhkkgjgfgntfv ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ husbam :)

important: if you share twogami with me please dni and block me immediately this is extremely important

also important: do not tag me in pictures or posts about husband unless it was specifically made for me, or if it is something including every dr character from dr2 or from the entire franchise

i am 100% ok with creations w/ twogo made specifically for me including stuff with him and sadashi, i love that stuff and hold it so dear to my heart 🥺!!!!

if there is any other info i gotta add i will edit and put here

🎍🎍🎍 dr self shippers hmu 🎍🎍🎍

btw DNI IF:

-homophobe, transphobe, terf, racist, ableist, "MAP", post nsfw content, or are an active participant in DID/OSDD/etc system discourse (if ur a system thats cool i just dont like the discourse surrounding it at all it rlly stresses me out)

-you and/or you have mutuals who self ship, claim to be in a relationship with, or are romantically interested in twogami

-you reblog, tag, or talk about other twogami self shippers and/or the content they make

-you are a twogami fictive/kin/irl who only wants to interact with me negatively (if you fall under this category and want to have positive interactions please contact me about it first)

-you ship twogami with other characters (canon, oc, or real people)

#self ship community #self shipping #self ship #self ships #introduction #introducing myself #intro #intro post