there are very few rewarding things about rewatching captain america civil war, an otherwise emotionally incoherent and thematically vapid installment that definitively marked start of the downslide of the mcu as executive meddling conflicts with storytelling visions, but one of them. one of the few gems is the tail-end of the stevebucky vs tony fight in that hydra bunker. a bloodied, exhausted, steve rogers putting himself between bucky's mangled, unconscious body and a rage-fuelled tony stark, down on all fours and willing to get the shit beaten out of him for as long as he can still take it. because no god, no government and definitely no self-assured supergenius will ever take his best friend away from him again, and he'll bleed as long and as much for that cause as he needs to. it was so emotionally raw. and for WHAT. a mid-credits scene that pisses it all away????
truly the “had some interesting ideas and concepts that were executed in the town square as an example to others” of movies
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My chaotic thoughts on Bucky in THAT What If episode because I haven't been able to get it out of my mind since I watched it
The scream I let out when Bucky first appeared though 💀
The intense eye contact with Peggy?? The way his gaze was so icy and emotionless while Peggy stared back in shock and sadness and then after, while talking to Howard, her voice shook.
(the drama is juicyy and i am all here for it)
And how he looks down when Hope says "Peter deserves our help as much as anyone." baby :( oh baby no someone give him a hug :(( and the help he clearly needs :(((
"It's just you and me, pal." "There is no me." BUCKY. BUCKY.
"You don't know me." AKSJKSFGHKS (that growl though)
"Steve Rogers did." THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT-- and the way Bucky's eyes widened. He knew, he recognized that name, he remembered, if only a little bit.
"And the man he knew, the friend he loved, would never take that shot." THE FRIEND HE LOVED IM SCREAMING I CANT DO THIS TODAY
PLUS HIS HESITATION JUST AT HEARING STEVE’S NAME GOD
THE WAY HE THEN BROKE FREE FROM THE PROGRAMMING AND WENT ON THE RUN TO REDISCOVER HIMSELF JUST LIKE AFTER CATWS
"The Winter Soldier may be out there, but I'm pretty sure Bucky Barnes is out there with him." 😭❤️
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New favorite ep of the season acquired the moment it opened. Some shippy rambling in the live blogging ahead.
If you know me at all, you know right off the bat that I AM UNHINGED ABOUT THIS EPISODE.
NATPEGGY
YASSSSSSSSSSSSSS
THE BACKSTORY INTRO!
"What are new friends for?"
THEM SHOWING OFF THEIR MOVES TO EACH OTHER !!!!!
Wasp, too??? Yasss, all the ladies!!!!!!!!!!
Peggy and Nat already working so well together in combat and the level of trust that already exists between them, I just--slkdjflasdjfklajflajlfkjas
Them sassing Loki !!!!!!
Intro credits: Elizabeth Olsen???? Wanda's here, too????? Super spoiler alert: I waited so long for her to show up 🤣
Me and the Watcher feel the same about Captain Peggy Carter <3
The role reversal when Peggy picks up Nat in that slick ass car while Nat's running... guhhhhhh.
I am here for all versions of evil Steve, including brainwashed.
SCRUFFY SKINNY STEVE!
CA: TWS parallels got me in my feels, too. Peggy/Nat is THE SHIP for me, but there's something about Peggy/Steve that hits just right the same way as Tony/Pepper, Steve/Tony, and Steve/Bucky.
The framing of these shots got me--Peggy in the background pissed because she wasn't told about the rumors of the Hydra Stomper, while Nat (listening) definitely knew about Steve:
AHHH, PEGGY'S FACE WHEN SHE REALIZED NAT KNEW:
AND DIDN'T TELL HER:
SDALKFJLAKJFLAJS
Natasha quipping "Didn't see the point in breaking your heart twice," fucked me up, oh.
DILF old man Bucky <3 Bucky getting to grow old!!!! WIBBLES.
Guess it's gonna take both of the loves of Steve's Rogers life to get through to him? lmaooo
Peggy is the perfect mirror of Captain America Steve. In goodness, selflessness, AND their particular brand of self-righteous selfishness. I love both of them for it, but especially Peggy <3
Bucky standing up and saying Steve would be stupid enough to do the same for him. 😭 Bucky trying to get through to Steve. 😭
"What can I say, Peg? I'm a sucker for a good love story." Damn, that hurts for a million different reasons. oh, Nat. <3
UMMMM the way Nat sits back and says, "You know, I always wondered how you got all those G.I. boys to follow a woman into war? Question answered." !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BRAIN EMPTY! ONLY PEGGYNAT! And Nat couldn't be more obvious if she tried, but she does it so well and Peggy is distracted.
Are you kidding me with the framing of this shot?
I feel like it's foreshadowing but IT SCREAMS pining. A lot of pining:
Barton introduced Peggy to dad rock <3 fuck yes
Widow bites interrupting the kiss, lol.
Peggy being a weak point for Nat, to the point Nat gets nabbed by widow bites, JFC.
Peggy will die for Steve, the same way Steve would have died for Bucky--ughhh I do not like but I understand.
"Mission accomplished." !!! Hot damn, that was slick, A++, AND Nat tells Peggy she doesn't want to fight about it. 😏
THERE WAS A MUSICAL!
BAMF Melina. Love to hate her when she's on the wrong side, parent/child issues me in a weird way these days and this ep got under my skin.
But also: guhhhhhh these Widows.
"This isn't us! I am done fighting, Steve. [drops shield] I have been fighting for so long: to end the war, to forget what I lost. I'm… I'm tired." oh, Peggy.
oh, Steve.
oh, Nat.
This ep got me in the feels, all of them.
Peggy going back for Nat AND them running out together <3
Ugh, Nat and her transparent, "Okay. Let's hit the road." Just: THEM.
...and oops, Peggy's gone.
But then! OOOO, this Fury! AND FINALLY, WANDA!!!!!
Overall: similar in ep 4 in that it was close to the emotional impact of Stephen's ep in the first season but still missed the mark (and tbh the Tony ep hit harder, but more because of Tony's characterization--Peggy is fairly consistent, Tony is not, so getting him so right (for me) was incredible). I adore this ep, I love Peggy, I love Nat, I enjoy this universe, and I hope we visit their universe again (if not, there's always fanfic, my beloved).
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the brainwashed trio
so, my MCU favorite characters are Carol, Bucky and Yelena. and I think it's almost funny how people don't add Carol to the brainwashed bunch. they have different forms of it and each one hurts me in a different ways (and Carol's hurts more since she's my absolute favorite)
Bucky: he was kidnapped, tortured, rescued, than kidnapped again, tortured some more, conditioned. he's turned into basically a mindless weapon.
Yelena: kidnapped or abandoned or bought as a baby, forced into the red room at a very young age, then drugged into submission.
Carol: kidnapped, brainwashed, and here's why it hurts a bit more for me. Bucky and Yelena were forced to do shit. Carol was convinced she has always been Kree, she was convinced the Skrulls attacked her home and injured her badly enough that she lost her memories, she was convinced she was so loyal and important she got these powers for the good of her people. if (I think she did) she killed innocent Skrulls, she did it willingly. the thingy on her neck didn't control her, it suppressed her powers (and perhaps constantly fucked with her memories).
Bucky clearly feels incredibly guilty over things he did as a conditioned person who had no choice.
I think it's fair to assume Yelena also didn't like doing things as a drugged person who had no choice.
Carol? she didn't really have a choice, but it isn't as if it didn't take her crash landing on earth and discovering she was human, had friends and family, hear Talos telling her what was actually happening, for her to notice she has been the villain all this time.
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