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#BUT! his first text was him apologising that he didn't want to pressure me into it which i think is very cute
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BOYFRIEND!AJAX HC
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he would spoil you, but he makes a point to giving you sweets and chocolates. at the end of most days, your pockets will be filled with them.
Ajax will totally just go up to you, whether you're with friends in the quad or alone in your dorm, he'll hold your hand and lead you places where he set up little dates.
he would hang fairy lights along tree branches, or he'd find sprinkle flowers around the blanket just to make you feel special.
he'd never pick off the petals, just in case you wanted the flowers.
that being said he always has a bouquet of flowers for you.
he's pretty new to the whole dating thing, so he goes to Xavier for advice and help a lot which usually leads to him saying the weirdest and odd things out of the blue that you find really funny
"hey, mama" Ajax called as he approached you. you looked at him strangely before you burst out lauging
"what the hell did you call me?" you asked amused
"I called you mama" he responded tentatively
"why? where did that come from?" you giggled
"Xavier said-"
"-Xavier's wrong, baby. don't listen to him, I prefer literally anything else" you smiled
likes dancing with you, whether it's when your out on a date in a field or in one of your dorms. he'll play music and pull you up to dance with him while you laugh.
he's still a bit shy, and sometimes you'll find him just staring at you with a lazy smile on his face.
he's not usually that shy around you, but when he is his responses with be short and sweet. sometimes he'll just nod or shake his head or just place a simple kiss on your face or shoulder.
if you wear flavoured Chapstick, he'll be obsessed, wanting to kiss you every opportunity he gets. and when he knows you're running out, he'll buy you more with the little money he has, and he'll pick the ones that he knows will taste good.
he won't pressure you to smoke with him, but if you want to he'll take care of you all the way, but he usually makes you stay away from it for your health.
when his snakes are hibernating he get's really lazy and tired and tends to sleep on you.
you always make sure you're with him during winter and colder days for him.
he'll sneak into your room just to cuddle with you and when he really feels like it, he'll sneak you into his room.
he always supports you unless it causes danger or harm, he's protective over your safety, but isn't over protective, just the good amount that it's sweet and loving.
he definitely said I love you first.
he didn't even mean to say it, but he meant it. he was most definitely ranting to you and it just slipped out.
he hates it when you fight with him, he can't bare it and just walks away from you to get some air just to escape the yelling and he doesn't want either of you saying something you don't mean out of anger.
^that being said he rarely picks fights with you, he's definitely too nervous to but when he does it's over something stupid like who the boy you were talking to in the quad or when he's high and can't think straight.
he's almost always the first to apologise, he shows up to your door with flowers and sweets and begs for you to forgive him and he can't stand being mad at each other
always has to talk to you at least 10 times a day or more and if he doesn't he's not happy and in a mood and just wants to talk to you.
sends you cute pictures of baby animals.
texts you 23/7 because he still needs sleep.
he's really cautious around you in case he stones you. always pulling his beanie down when you guys are hanging out even if his snakes aren't out.
it totally took him so long before he asked you out.
you guys were friends and he would treat you with flowers or sweets almost every day. you were oblivious and thought he was just being nice.
"hey, I uh- I got you these!" Ajax held out a bunch of pretty flowers
"aw, that's so sweet of you, thank you Ajax!" you grabbed them off of him, smelling the different types of blossoms.
"you're welcome, so hey, look I was wondering-" the poor Gorgon got cut off by one of your other friends that lead you away from your admirer.
he thought you weren't interested by him but he thought wrong, the next time he gave you a white rose and you kissed him on the cheek
"you're too cute, Jax!"
"would you wanna go out with me sometime?" it was a little outburst of frustration that built up from the how long he's wanted to ask, but he still spoke softly.
"like a date?" you furrowed your eyebrows
"exactly like a date, it would be a date" he nodded his head continuously
"yes, I've been hoping you would ask!" you beamed a him as you held his hand, gently caressing his palm with your thumb.
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rrelationshipadvice · 3 months
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Hi! I'm in great need of advice right now and I feel like I've already tried everything.
So to give this some backstory: I was in a situationship with a guy for around three months. A few days after our first kiss, he told me he wanted to stay friends instead. His reason was that he's not ready for a relationship and that he can't love someone until he learns to love himself (he has pretty low self-esteem). A few days later we talked it out because I told him that it's too early to become exclusive anyway, I would like to try dating him a bit before we become official, I think we really clicked and have great chemistry etc. He agreed and told me that his real reason was that that day some friends and mates from uni (we go to the same one) saw us together and it was too weird for him and he didn't know what to do so he ignored and later rejected me. I was hurt, sad and angry but he sincerely apologised and asked for a second chance so we made up. He opened up about his terrible mental health and how he tends to push people away when thing are rough, and told me that he's basically going through a mild depressive episode right now and wants to put in more effort and treat me better in the future.
The next weeks were amazing. We had fun dates together, celebrated each other's accomplishements and supported each other when things were hard with family or uni or anything. I truly felt a connection.
I never brought up becoming official because I was scared he might leave again. But I told him that I want him and I'm pretty sure that if things continue this way I'll end up falling for him.
The one day he disappeared completely for around 3-4 days and finally he told me through text and phone that he doesn't want to continue things between us. The reason being that he's not in love and he doesn't think he'll ever will be. A few days later we talked on the phone and both apologised for things we did and might have done wrong. He also told me that he's in a pretty bad place mentally and has been feeling complete apathy for a few weeks. I told him that I'm also not feeling well and that my anxiety is killing me because of family drama and exams.
I sent him a text a few days later and told him that after a while I would like to start again, for real this time, paying more attention to both our own and each other's mental health. He did not reject me but did not answear either. We texted a few times and he even helped me through an anxiety attack during which I told him that I really don't want to lose him and that I would consider staying friends for this reason. He told me that he still likes me and that the reason that he didn't reply was that he wanted to give a real answear not just a short ok but he did not have time because of exams.
We met a few days ago after a month of somewhat separation (we did ocasionally text and call after all) and things were great at first. It felt like nothing had happened, he never hurt me and everything was back to normal.
Then I asked if he considered getting back together. He told me no, he just wants friendship. The conversation quickly became about his mental health and why he left me.
He told me that I did everything more than right he just didn't fall in love and that he missed nothing specific just that "she's the one" feeling. I told him that he might need to consider his own apathy and withdrawal in that and he agreed but still told me that for now he doesn't want to start over. Eventually we managed to talk all feelings out and he told me that he's deeply afraid of commitment, haven't considered dating or getting a girlfriend for years (even though he feels and felt pressured to do so) and got scared when I told him that I might fall for him since he could not reciprocate it.
He often told me how he really enjoyed our time together and how I changed his worldview for the better etc. He did all that plus complimented me on small stuff a lot even payed for my coffee.
We said a kind of bittersweet goodbye and I asked for time and spece before trying to be friends.
Now here's my problem: what should I do now?
I really like this guy. Truly. I don't even click with most of my friends in the way I click with him. He just gets me. We have ton of similarities and our differences balance each other out in a perfect way, challenging us both to grow. I would consider being friends better than not having him in my life.
He told me all the traits of a person with an avoidant attachment about himself. Even without being directly asked about them, just as explanation for his actions. He felt our chemistry too and genuenly enjoyed our time together before I told him I'm open to something more serious.
He kind of desperately wants to be friends and keep me in his life. He endured all my big emotions in the past month and really tried to communicate his feelings (he's terrible at that by the way). He told me he wants to keep all the gifts I gave him (we gave each other personal handmade gifts for christmas). He's still as sweet, caring and interested in my life as he was at the begining of us getting to know each other.
Is it wrong to become friends with the hope that he might come back one day? I feel like we have a future if he gets to know me better, begins to trust me deeper and we build better connection together.
I also think that my feelings for him will fizzle out with time and of course I won't try to seduce him or make him jealous. I still feel like I'm manipulating him somehow by hoping that he still has/will have feelings for me if we stay friends.
I feel completely hopeless. I don't want us to hurt each other anymore I just want us to be happy.
Sorry for my english (not my native language) and thanks in advance for all advice and opinions.
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fierrochase-falafel · 8 months
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Ted Lasso S2E9, Beard After Hours: What does it mean anyways?
Ok, so the Beard After Hours episode (season 2 episode 9) as a whole initially made no sense to me in terms of the story because of how cryptic and just bonkers it is, but slowly it makes more sense to me the more I rewatch it. I've rewatched it twice now and rest assured the third time, some epiphany may strike and I'll be back here to update this. Everyone seems to dislike this episode, and honestly I understand but there's also something truly fascinating about it. It's like an episode from a whole other show, even the title track sounds different, because this episode is meant to be an episode from Beard's life. This is what Beard's life looks like when he isn't with Ted, which is what the writers have said they were trying to portray. It's a speedbump of an episode where we watch him go through a wringer of a fever dream with no characters we know except the lads from the bar (I love calling them that) and Jamie's dad of all people, and you're left wondering why was this HERE and what does this mean in the context of season 2's overall story? Honestly...I have no idea, but it's fascinating to try and figure out. What I am starting to get a bit of a clue in on though is what this means for Beard's character arc.
Something I want to zero in on first is Beard dropping his keys over and over, something that I knew meant something the first time but I couldn't figure out what. Beard repeatedly drops his keys haphazardly, and there's always someone nicely giving them back to him in the night only for him to drop them again. This represents Beard being caught in a cycle where he struggles to accept help from people who care about him, and thus remains in his cycle. With the implications by the writers that this is what his life is like after work, we can assume he goes through something similar every night- a cycle. We find out more about Beard at the end of season 3, when he tells Nate about stealing Ted's car when Ted helped him (a bit like Zuko in season 2 of ATLA actually), even though he didn't exactly have a reason to steal the car if Ted let him into his house willingly- the main possible reason I can think of would be to get away and not have to need Ted for help. If he has Ted's car, he can go out and live his life by himself, right? With no help needed. There's a sort of expectation in that, that he can't rely on other people- which is actually why he ends up spending a majority of the night alone. He shows up to Bones and Honey with Baz, Paul and Jeremy and then leaves them to go to a room where he hallucinates being insulted by Thierry Henry (which is both sad and hilarious). He meets and leaves the woman, he meets and parts with her husband, he meets up with the lads from the bar again and doesn't join them further, and so on. Even though he had good reasons to leave for the most part (getting chased by a raging and strong man for instance), nobody in his night remains constant EXCEPT his hallucinations of the football pundits with special emphasis on Thierry Henry. They judge him, pressure him about losing the Man City match 5-nil, and make light of his deepest insecurities so he can simultaneously wallow in them by himself but ignore them by seeking the short but eventful company of other people. He wants to escape his thoughts instead of talking them out or being vulnerable with anyone else, so he does all this crazy stuff, only to end up alone and confronted by them anyways.
In regards to Beard and Jane, I have some complicated feelings about their relationship and it can atleast be considered unhealthy, but Jane does truly represent something good for him here and in his perspective, she is what he needs. At the beginning of the night, he refuses to join her because they were arguing beforehand. She apologises, does tell him she loves him, then gets angry with him and stuff via text throughout the night. I think Beard spending the entire night miserable accompanied by people coming and going until he meets Jane says a lot, because it's only when meeting him that he relaxes and dances a bit, and seems to genuinely have fun. In allowing himself to rely on Jane, to have fun and to see the world a bit brighter because of his love for her, he cuts himself a break (as is represented by Thierry Henry smiling at him with no comments). His keys have broken, and he's locked out of his house, yet you forget that for just a little bit because all he sees is her. It's in the camera framing when he sees her and everything. She is really intense and he matches her intensity, which may be comforting for him in a way, as it's not him being reliant but them being codependant on each other. Just as obsessed as he is with her, she is with him: she texts him like 90 messages just because he is absent from text for a little bit, and he has her on video call during his boss's dad's funeral. Everyone sees their relationship as a bad idea, and while I agree, I can see why he doesn't think of it as such, because their codependancy is something that makes him feel better, subconsciously or consciously. With her, he is never alone and both of them rely on each other almost as much as the other, putting them both at the same level of vulnerability if turned away or rejected.
Beard's arc with Jane perhaps echoes Nate's arc with Jade a bit- they both feel less vulnerable and alone with their significant others. This is a bit of a stretch (this is just one lens to look at it, and I definitely don't think this perfectly encapsulates all of Nate's arc), but maybe it makes them feel a little more secure in being able to care for someone without fear of not being cared for with the same level of intensity and need, or without fear of being misunderstood or underestimated. Nate gets over these fears when asking Jade out, fretting about it until she said yes and on the way to realising he didn't have to be so scared of rejection, and Beard developes a relationship with Jane that relies on both of their needs matching each other's. It hence makes sense that Beard would be the one who is subtly paralleled with Nate (especially before season 3's finale when he forgives him), as someone who did the effective wrong thing once and has since realised Ted just-- is nice. That sometimes people care about you, and that's just that. Beard is the one who calls Nate out in season 2 for his needless cruelty, and privately reprimands him, telling him to tell the truth or apologise when being overly harsh and judgemental. Beard is the one attempting to give Nate chances and Beard's the one angry when Nate doesn't take them, because Beard is growing to realise that reliance isn't something that automatically disappoints and sees Nate pulling away from everyone else in his anger and feelings of abandonment. Beard seems to have a tendency to pull away too, but he knows now he can rely on Ted and (kind-of) on Jane, so he knows Nate actively engaging in this behaviour is harmful to himself and the people who care about him. This is...just theory, and maybe it really isn't that deep- especially all this Nate stuff- but it's interesting to consider that maybe they were meant to have some parallels, and it's an interesting angle to look at Beard's character.
That's all I can really muster up about now, but there's always more layers if you're looking for them, and I bet there's more than meets the eye when it comes to Beard even after the 2nd watch. Heck, if I come up with enough more next time, maybe I'll make a part 2 or something. Till then, peace!
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everlasting-elegy · 2 years
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Could I get mammon, levi, and barbatos with a reader that's possessive? (Not in an unhealthy way, just enjoying things that make them always seem connected)
I hope I captured the feeling of the request right!
As the anon requested, this is just an MC that wants to be more connected to the demons and spend time with them. This is a healthy “possessiveness” but genuine possessiveness can be very problematic. Just a warning, stay safe!!
Barbatos, Leviathan, Mammon with a “Possessive” MC
Genre: Fluff
Barbatos:
Is nothing but understanding of your possessive nature. As the loyal servant of the Devildom Prince, he is extremely busy and feels terrible at the thought of you feeling alone or uncared for and it likely doesn’t help your need to spend more time with him
Even dates organised weeks in advance end up falling through due to emergency circumstances in Devildom, and Barbatos is so busy it takes him another week before he has enough free time to apologise and make it up to you
At first, he invited you various times to the Demon Lord's Castle. However Diavolo, unaware that sometimes couples just need their alone times, always ended up joining. Needless to say it didn't feel that romantic anymore
Barbatos will still let you know if it’s a quiet day in the castle where you can study or relax in his presence as he prepares food or does paperwork in his room. You two turned into a game of seeing how long you can evade Diavolo until he realises there’s another person in his mansion
His appearances reflect the Demon Prince and in extension all of Devildom. He wears the same formal attire day in and day out, consistency being key, but if one squints, they’ll be able to see the glint of a couple bracelet you gifted him snuck under his sleeve
Adores the little gifts you give him and as much as he wants to show them off to the world, he has an image to uphold and he would never forgive himself if anything happened to them. They’re safely kept in his room, adding more colour and life to it
Sometimes it makes his mind drift, thinking the two of you live together in the same room. He entertains the thought, it’s a rather pleasant idea, isn’t it?
“Sorry to call you so suddenly (Y/N), I need some ingredients from the human world so I’ll be travelling there. Would you like to join me?”
You didn’t need to be told twice. Eagerly accepting, you were at the castle’s doorstep within an hour. The quick texts and voicemails throughout the week did little to soothe the itch in your heart. You wanted to see Barbatos in person, hold him close and care for him. You were aware you wouldn’t be able to do that, though, he was still on official business.
When the door opened, you were greeted by said demon who bowed lowly to you. You nodded in acknowledgement, stiffly keeping your arms by your sides. There were still some demons passing by who could see you two, for his sake, you kept your hands to yourself.
Approaching the magical seal, he offered you a reassuring nod before the two of you were transported to the human realm. In an instant you were greeted with bluer skies, a brighter day and fresher air.
Barbatos took off his gloves, expertly folding them before slipping them into his pocket.
“My dear, I may have lied,” his ungloved hand took yours, kissing your knuckles. He then nudged his cheek into your hand, relishing your touch. You froze at his affection, staring wide eyed in disbelief as he leaned into you. “I have no need for ingredients. Today Diavolo's events were cancelled last minute so I'm now free for the day. I thought the human world would be better, for here there would be no formalities, no pressure."
“You mean…” Barbatos took your other hand, he guided your arms until they were loosely wrapped around his waist. You lightly pressed your forehead against him, Barbatos closing his eyes as he sighed in contentment. You relaxed into his warmth, how long had it been since you were able to embrace him like this? “For today you’re all mine?”
“For today, I’m all yours.”
Leviathan:
When you start opening up about your need to be with him, inviting him to join you more and buying him things that ‘reminded you of him’, he has to pinch himself to tell himself he’s not dreaming. He knows you’re not malicious in nature and would never pull a cruel joke on him but he can’t help but doubt you
He goes completely red in the face if you buy any couple items for you two to wear together. He’s watched so many animes with this trope and now he’s seeing them in person? And he’s receiving them? Especially with outfits, clearly implying that you two are a couple. You want to be associated with him in public?
Poor Levi short circuits whenever you hold him close in public or someone asks where he got an item you bought for him. Doing activities a lot together or wearing matching items always prompts questioning from others and you say you two are a couple with such pride
In private, he handles it slightly better. As the Avatar of Envy, to finally be given the affection and love he’s been so jealous of others for makes him feel the most ecstatic than in all his years of existing
He’s quicker to reciprocate in cuddles however it’ll be some time before he has the bravery to do more or buy you gifts. It’s not that he doesn’t want to, he’s just terrified that you’d reject him no matter how long you two have been together
Your possessiveness gives him the boost of confidence he needs in life. To have a partner that proudly associates with him and stay by his side no matter what, the idea of going outside and facing the world doesn’t seem that bad anymore
He was doing this for you. All of the other brothers were preoccupied so he had to join you as you went shopping in Majolish. Still, it’s not like he’d let any of his brothers accompany you but he still felt so out of place. He went out in his home clothes, not bothered to change and he could feel the judgmental stares of passers-by as he stood outside the changeroom as you tried on clothes. He dropped his gaze down to his phone by his hip, letting his fringe fall over his eyes.
“Levi? How do I look?”
Leviathan turned to you standing by the changeroom and he had to quickly avert his eyes. You were stunning. He used his phone to cover up his bright red face, blinded by your beauty he needed to slow his hyperventilating.
“Hey, looking good there, cutie!”
You turned in surprise to see some fellow students from R.A.D. They shot you a wink but an earnest smile and you awkwardly laughed off their compliment. Peeking over his phone, he glared daggers into their beings but none of them noticed his presence.
“It’s (Y/N), right?” One of the students continued and you nodded slowly. Leviathan averted his gaze again, his breathing still racing but for different reasons now. Only it felt like it stopped when he heard the next question.
“Just curious… are you single?”
You laughed again. He was waiting for you to just pretend like he wasn’t there and leave him for those normies until he felt a tug on his arm and he was pulled towards you. He yelped as you gave him a side hug, your cheek nuzzling into his shoulder as you smiled sweetly at the students.
“No, if you can’t already see I’m very much taken. Thank you for asking.”
The students - clearly confused by Leviathan’s sudden appearance - alternated looking between the two of you before eventually leaving. You pressed a kiss to his temple, you felt him shudder against you.
“I think I’ll get this,” you gestured to your outfit.
“Y-yeah,” Leviathan nodded furiously, needing a moment to hide his burning face in your neck.
Mammon:
You and him both! We're talking about the Avatar of Greed here, whenever you're needy for Mammon's presence I can guarantee he reciprocates at least tenfold
You want a couple outfit? He’s already got it planned out and ready for a photoshoot to post on Devilgram and yes, you are spending the entire day in those clothes. You want to share a dish? Oh what a shame, Mammon forgot to get a second set of utensils-
However his spending habits means he's surprisingly busy, running off to get a job to repay his debts or pleading to witches to not curse him for all of eternity after he scammed them. Even then, he’ll find a way to at least shoot you a text or voicemail a day (usually him begging you to help him out of his current predicament but that’s besides the point)
Any gift such as matching trinkets or clothes are a blessing for Mammon but a curse to everyone else. He will flaunt off said item and won’t shut up about it for at least a week
“Mammon, I ended up with too many snacks, do you want some-” “Sorry Satan, can’t risk dirtying the new couple ring MC bought for me and me alone.”
Of course, he reciprocates in his special way. No, he didn’t buy couple shirts, he just accidentally ordered two because he wasn’t paying attention. Yes, it was in person, yes, the retailer double checked the number he ordered, just stop asking questions and take the damn thing!
Loves when your possessiveness makes you latch onto him for affection, taking the initiative to find him instead of the other way round. He'll never admit it out loud but he's always relieved to know that you want him around just as much as he wants you
They say you’re supposed to love family. Well, someone must’ve forgotten to teach Mammon that because he currently loathed them. As he worked his shift at Hell’s Burger, he quickly checked a text he received from Asmodeus. It was a selfie of him cuddling your napping form with a sly wink as he and the rest of the brothers watched a movie. In that moment, he was so tempted to throw his phone out the window. Maybe if he lobbed it hard enough it’ll fly all the way to the House of Lamentation and land square in Asmo’s face.
He groaned as he looked at the clock at the end of the restaurant. He still had a few hours before his shift ended. Curse his debt!
Another half hour passed of greeting customers, taking orders and delivering them to their respective tables. However, a couple of them had the audacity to tell him he delivered the wrong food, to which he just insulted them until the boss demanded he apologise and rectify the orders. At the sound of a bell signalling a new customer, he trudged over the entrance with a poorly hidden scowl.
“Welcome to Hell’s Burgers, where all the best burgers are-”
His drawl was interrupted by a tight embrace. He didn’t even need to check to know it was you, the way your body slotted perfectly into his, your scent instantly calming him.
“O-Oi, (Y/N), my shift ain’t over 'til a couple hours.”
“That’s no problem, I’ll just watch you working hard,” you chuckled as you parted from him, your arms loosely looped around his neck. “Anyway, I had to get out of the House of Lamentation when I realised what Asmodeus sent. I didn’t want you to misunderstand.”
“Misunderstand? I didn’t care about that stupid photo,” Mammon huffed as he led you to a table closest to the kitchen.
“Of course,” you nodded, however the lilt in your voice said you didn’t believe him.
“You seriously wanna watch me over a literal movie?” He turned back to you and you nodded in confirmation. His heart swelled and he resumed his shift with a proud laugh, your presence making him work harder than ever before.
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Discord discourse that has been spread onto tumblr.
So regarding the delightful person who chose to comment on our intropost with the agurement over saying that they got blocked from the discord because of them stating that you “shouldn’t ship Melchritz” which is not the reason why they were banned. And we are not trying to start shit, in fact the exact opposite. So, to clear the air we are discussing this issue out. There is no pressure for you all to reblog or even read through this entire post or anything, Both mods woud like to discuss and explain what happened and what is not OK in this discord server. 
Firstly they did not get banned for stating that they shouldn't ship melchiritz. We were discussing faceclaims and concept art and things about the looks of the characters. They [as you can see in this post here] 
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They believe that Alex Boniello didn’t play Moritz in deaf west spring awakening because he played guitar. However, he also served as the voice of Moritz. Which is the thing that started the arguement happened. Other people tried to state that just because he also played guitar AND voiced Moritz, doesnt take away from him being the character. At least to me, the voices provide insite to the characters and provide little extra narrative cues such as Ernst straying away from his voice during the dark I know well to symbolyse that he understands the struggle that Martha and Ilse are going through as it is also the furthest he gets from his voice the entire musical and Moritz’s voice handing him the gun. Having voice also helps the deaf/HoH actors to produce music as well as give the hearing parts of the actors and ensamble as well as the audiance have an understanding about what is happening on stage as not everyone has the ability to understand or is fluent in sign language or has the ability to read text. 
When confronted over this issue, they were rude and argumentative towards people with a difference of opinion. After the person they were arguing with apologised and went to share a headcanon that then brought up Melchi and Moritz being seen as a ship- despite this headcanon being platonic and the two of them being friends. When this point was once again explained that they were friends [although it is going to be an implied ship in the AU- it will be able to be read either romantic subtext or platonic subtext.] they got angry and when we kicked them for making other people uncomfortable they started to vague people in other severs. 
TL;DR The reason they were blocked was because they were rude, argumentative and didn’t give other people in the server respect for a different opinion. That is not tolerated in a server I am a part of running OR just in society itself. 
Mod Moth here, 🦋
I want to start by saying that neither me nor Mouse want to cause any issues, or want to partake in a single argument.
I posted to the discord that I ship Melchritz, and I do. Moritz has been through a lot of trauma, and has a long list of probable mental illnesses. While super unhealthy, sex therapy is a trauma response, and it's not uncommon with this kind of situation. Melchior, we've established by the end of the first act of the show, has no problems with sex. So the pairing is canon compliant, to an extent.
besides that though, even if it weren't canon compliant, so what? How many of your ships and headcanons are canon compliant?
I am a non confrontational being. I will avoid negative interaction at all costs. So I really did try to de-escalate the situation. I admitted defeat, even though I wasn't in the wrong, and I explained that I didn't want to start a fight. Then I told Mouse what happened, and the person was subsequently banned.
This person then went over to another server, one which both Mouse and I are on, and vagued about the interaction.
That is my side of the story.
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avungerthatgotaway · 3 years
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Baby it's the Sign of the Times
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Eyoo guyzz! This is a new oneshot, I hope you like this❄ I'm currently rewriting my Hawkeye fic, so I'm not gonna post that one for a little. This one is a bit longer than my previous ones.
I totally recommend you to listen to this song while reading, even if you're not a fan of Harry's. It will really help the mood.
I don't own anything, even tho I'd like to have a few... choice words with Russo brothers about endgame...👍🏼🤔
Warnings: none
Summary: events when Peggy dies, mainly before Steve goes to London, and you comfort him. (I know it's stupid summary, but I don't want to spoil it, sorry)
Genre: angst
I don't mention civil war at all. No other avengers are at Peggy's funeral. There are no romantical pairings, and Sharon is not mentioned cuz she doesn't fit in the storylineeee.
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She's gone.
In her sleep.
This words crushed Steve inside. He knew this was coming, but he'd never be ready for it, no matter what.
When he came from ice, he met her again. He knew they could never be together. No matter his actual age, Steve still had a full life in front of him. Unfortunately, same couldn't be told for Peggy.
Oh Peggy... She was always his ray of sunshine. Even through darkest of days. It is a cliché, but she was.
Was.
She is gone now.
Why did she have to go? Why didn't he get to spend a life with her? Steve's biggest wish was, and always will be, to spend a happy life with her. He didn't want any of this famous captain shit. He wanted a house in a village and 2 kids with Peggy. And a little dog. Or they'd be of service, and fight next to each other. Nevermind, Steve wanted a life with Peggy. For them to watch each other go grey. Maybe he could've been there for her as a husband now, through her sickness. Or maybe he'd be the one to go first. But still, that'd be a life...
One tear slipped down his rosy cheek, the other one following. Soon he had tearstains on his cheeks, but he didn't care. It was a silent cry. Those carry the most pain.
"Eyo, capsicle! You good there?" Tony snapped him outta his thoughts. Steve forgot the whole team was in the room. Fortunately, he was turned, so they were facing his back. He just couldn't talk to anyone right now.
"Yea yea, I'm good. I gotta go." he quickly got up and exited the room. He climbed up the stairs 2 more floors, but his toughts started haunting him again.
He's going on a plane tomorrow morning to say goodbye for the last time. Oh God, even thinking of a last time kills Steve inside. It's pretty late, but he didn't know what to do until morning. Sleeping wasn't an option, he knew that much. He gave in to overthinking again.
Of Peggy. Of her life. Of what could've happened if he didn't freeze...
"Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times..."
"...welcome to the final show..."
"...I hope you're wearing your best clothes..."
Steve heard a silent piano in the background, and he heard an angelic voice. He still had tearstained cheeks, but he needed to hear what the voice had to say.
"...you can't bribe the door on your way to the sky..."
He was still clutching his cellphone in his hand, while following the voice. He came in front of Y/N's room. Y/N was a 16 year old avenger. She was very mature and wise for her age.
Her door was opened, and he just leaned against the doorframe, listening to her beautiful voice.
"...if we never learn, we been here before..."
"... why are we always stuck and running from the bullets..."
"...they told me that the end is near..."
Steve was crying a river at this point, and he didn't care. First shock was wearing out, and silent cries became little sobs. Yet, not loud enough for Y/N to hear.
"...just stop your crying, baby it'll be alright..."
"...we got to get away..."
She played final chords on piano, and then she turned around.
2nd person POV
You were singing "Sign of the times" and playing your piano. You loved this song. It was helping you relax, the melody was perfect. During the few last, silent piano chords, you tought you heard something. You softly finished and turned around. It was Steve.
But not the Steve you knew. This one had red puffy eyes, swollen from crying. He was sobbing quietly, trying to stop the sobs, but he couldn't.
You slowly came up to him, like to a wounded animal. He was just so hurt, you could see it in his eyes. You felt bad for him, but you wanted to know what happened. Who could hurt Stevie so badly.
"What happened, Big Guy?" you asked him. Steve just kept on sobbing even harder.
You moved him a little, so he was in your room, and you closed the door. You lead him to your bed, and sit on it, next to him. He was clutching his phone tightly in his hand, so you lifted his hand and gently tried to take it. He wouldn't let it go. You don't wanna pressure him, but whatever is on that phone is causing him this much distress.
"Stevie, cmon big babe" you cooed and rubbed the back of his hand with your thumbs. It may sound strange so someone, but Stevie really was like a big baby, so fluffy and vunerable inside.
He gave in and the phone just slipped from his hand in yours. You read the text and everyting was clear right away. You knew he went to visit Peggy in hospital, you didn't know she was this bad. I mean, Steve and you were close, but still that's too personal. You felt sooo sorry for him. He didn't deserve it. Not now. Not ever.
"Ohh, I'm so sorry Stevie..."
You immidiately hugged him close to you. He burried his head in your shoulder and neck, crying his eyes out, but at the same time trying not to cry. At least not to sob.
"Stevie, bear, it's okay to cry. Just let it all out."
That was all he needed. He started crying and sobbing uncontrollably, and your shirt was soaked in his tears. You didn't mind it tho, if it'll help him to feel better afterwards, he can cry as much as he needs.
After some time he lifted his head and looked into your eyes with his puffy baby blues.
"I'm sorry, Flower, I-I ju-ust can't believe s-s-she's go-one-e" he was still crying. You could see how much Peggy meant to him. You hugged him again, tugging at his hair softly to comfort him.
"Hey, hey no need to apologise Stevie. You cry yourself out, it'll help you. I'm here for you, Bear."
"T-tha-ank you. A-and and please... ca-can you-u not tell a-anyone about he-er ye-et..."
"Shhhh, Bear, I won't tell anyone about her. You wait until you're ready." you whispered.
You understood him. Not everyone in the team knew Peggy existed. And now telling them that she died, and what happened with them would be too much for Steve.
"T-thanks"
"Shhh, it's okay, it's okay." you whispered. You whispered to soothe him, you didn't know what to do when someone's loved one dies. But you wanted to be there for Steve so badly. Little did you know that what you did was just perfect for Steve.
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Steve at first felt ashamed, because he cried in front of Y/N. But she talked just enough, whispering soothingly. He didn't have streinght to act like a big guy anymore. He craved comfort so badly, and he got it from Y/N. It felt nice.
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Back to 2nd person POV
Something was bothering you. Steve didn't want anyone to know about Peggy's death which meant he was probably going to funeral alone. You didn't want that for him. At least he needed someone to be with afterwards. You knew Steve and how sensitive he was. You didn't want to think of things going through his head while he's alone after funeral. But if it was in London, as you tought it was, you had a plan.
"Stevie?" you said quietly playing with his hair a little.
"Mhm?" he asked, face still in your shoulder.
"When is Peggy's funeral? Is anyone going with you?" you asked. He lifted his head a little.
"T-tomorrow. L-london. And no. It's too much-h t-trouble for anyone. And I know it is Y/N, do-don't try to o--object" he smiled through his tears. You smiled back at him, your own eyes glistening with tears a little, but you didn't want him to notice.
He burried his head in your shoulder and neck again, like it was his safeplace, and he just cried. You couldn't imagine where those tears come from.
You softly stroked his short blonde locks, and started singing.
"Just stop your crying, it's the sign of the times...
...welcome to the final show
...I hope you're wearing your best clothes..."
Half into the song, you felt more weight on your shoulder. You looked down, and realised Steve fell asleep. You pressed one kiss to his temple, and moved him, so he was lying in your bed.
"Good night, Stevie Bear." you whispered.
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When you exited your room quietly, you immediately called your best friend, Jon.
It was 2am, but you and Jon were just the best friends, you could call him whenever, and other way around.
Him and his family were going to London, and he invited you to go with them. You declined the offer, because you had to study so. so. much. But this was way more important.
"Heey, Jonny. Is that London offer still on?
Great. When are you going?
Ohhh, in 2 hours?
Yea, I'll be there. Thanks
And by the way, I'll have somewhere to go to tomorrow, around 4pm, I hope you guys don't mind.
Ohh cool. Thank you bruhhhh. Byee"
Great news. They still had a plain ticked to spare, and they'll pick you up soon.
You quickly packed your stuff, careful not to wake up Stevie. Poor baby. With everything he's been through, and now his Peggy dies...
You tell JARVIS to tell Tony you're in your friends house, and to wake up Steve 'round 6am. His flight was in 7. You knew this, and which Church it was in at what time because you did a little research. Aka, asked JARVIS for help. AI already heard everything, so it wasn't news.
You left the tower and went to meet up with Jon and his family.
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Steve woke up by alarm ringing at 6am. He immediately realised he's not in his room. He was in Y/N's. And then he remembered how you comforted him. He was so thankful for you. Even though, you weren't here, and it was confusing. You probably went to sleep on the couch, or in some other room, and Steve felt bad about it. He quickly got ready, and tried to find you, so he could get you back to your bed. Fortunately JARVIS easened his search.
"Mr. Rogers, ms. L/N went on a trip with her friend a few hours ago."
"Oh. Thanks JARVIS." Steve said, and left the building. You didn't mention any trips, but then again, you two didn't talk anything except Peggy tonight.
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(timeskip to Peggy's funeral, cuz no one wants to listen about the trip now)
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3rd person POV
It's so devastating to attend a funeral on your own.
Even more so if it's a funeral of your lost loved one.
Maybe Steve should've brought someone with him. For comfort. At least to feel the familiar presence. He carried Peggy's coffin, and it was enough to make him feel empty and sad. It was nearing to the end of funeral, and Steve didn't want to be alone. He wanted comfort. Like when Y/N comforted him last night.
After the ceremony ended, he stayed behind a little. He craved someone's presence. Anyone familiar. And then he felt a smal hand on his shoulder. He turned around, and it was Y/N. At first, he tought he was hallucinating. But her petite hand on his shoulder felt so real. He felt so grateful for this small human being at the moment, he just wanted to thank God over and over for having her with him.
"Y/N, Flower, what are you doing here?" he asked, still in shock.
"Hey Bear. I figured out you could use some company after the funeral. But if you wanna be alone, I understand, I'll go."
"No no, I mean, if you can stay, it would mean a world to me. You really know me better than I know myself sometimes Y/N. Thank you so much, Flower." he said, and immediately came for a hug. You hugged back, of course.
"I'll stay for as long as you want, Bear. I'm here for you, as long as you want me to stay."
"I want you to stay forever kiddo" he mumbed in your hair.
"Forever it is."
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lucy90712 · 2 years
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Joan Mir- World champion
My gosh this year has been one hell of a rollercoaster with all the restrictions in the paddock and the crazy season with Marc getting injured and Fabio dominating until he kind of fell apart a little bit. Something I never saw coming was Joan to end up leading the championship not that I didn't want him to because of course if it were up to me he would win every race but it all just happened so quick no one really had any time to take it in before crunch time came and all the pressure that comes with leading a championship.
Now its all coming together and Joan can win the championship here in Valencia where just two weeks ago he won his first race. It's been a tense weekend so far and its only been two days I can't imagine how everyone else in the team feels because this means so much to them to win them championship especially being a new team my only real attachment to all of this is being Joan's girlfriend. So far things are going alright Joan is 12th on the grind which isn't great but it's better than other races so there is still a lot of hope there's just a lot of nerves as well. I can tell the pressure is really starting to get to Joan and I don't blame him but nows really not the time for that so I have really been trying to calm him down because the goal is achievable and he just doesn't seem to realise that.
We barely slept last night no matter my attempts to get rid of the nerves for the both of us it just didn't work although I think I somehow slept worse just watching Joan to make sure he was ok and getting at least a little sleep. The night went by so quickly that I barely realised I was getting no sleep because each time I checked the time it was still around 2am but then all of a sudden our alarm was going off at 6:30.
The atmosphere was very strange because there was a lot of excitement about the possibilities of today but also a lot of nerves about losing it or things not going to plan. I've never seen Joan quite so quiet before a race normally he is always talking about his plans and how he's feeling about the race but today was just silence. He was fiddling with his hands which was a nervous habit of his and he was struggling to eat as was I but I'd much prefer him to eat something. I grabbed his hand under the table and rubbed my thumb over his knuckles to get his attention.
"Hey its going to be alright just keep calm and it will all be ok you just need to keep calm" I said
"I know it just feels like a lot of pressure from everyone else and I want to do it for the team" he explained
"I know you want to do it for the team but we both know they don't want you thinking about that right now you need to be a bit selfish and think about yourself and what you need to do out there on track" I said
That brought out the smile I'm used to seeing before a race and seemed to bring out his usual character that I've really missed this weekend and the past few weeks. We have been arguing more over these past few weeks but in the back of my mind I knew he wasn't really mad and was just very overwhelmed and I knew this because all I had to do was give him a few minutes before he would apologise a million times for starting an argument. The team have noticed a difference as well because they have been asking me if he's alright all the time even if I'm not there during the weekend I always get a text asking me to try and calm him down or do something to help it's been difficult for everyone but once it's over it will all be worth it and things will be better than they ever have before.
Soon enough it was time for warm up and none of us could do anything to change how Joan rode until after he comes back, being just warm up the nerves weren't too much higher than normal everyone was just hoping he wouldn't crash which is a pretty normal thing for me when watching anything during the weekend. I was pacing around the garage the longer warm up went on watching him push the limits more than I would like, another thing going through my head is what I'm going to be like during the race if I'm pacing around during warm up.
He came back after warm up and I let him talk to the team before we got to have some time alone. To try and take our minds off things I grabbed my laptop for us to watch some Netflix for a bit, Joan quickly took the laptop from me and pulled me close by my waist and rested the laptop on his legs. He rested his head on top of mine and pressed a few kisses to my forehead while he gently rubbed my side with his hand that wasn't holding the laptop so that it didn't fall. I really enjoy these little moments together they often stick in my memory more than others and big gestures just aren't my thing so cute private moments are more up my alley as well as Joan's hence why neither of us are big on posting too much together.
The race came around much quicker than I expected and wanted but I had to let Joan leave to get ready and have his last talk with his crew chief about all the technical things that go right over my head no matter how many times he tries to explain them. He gave me an incredibly tight hug and a sweet kiss on the lips before he left meaning the last time I will see him before the race is in the garage just before he goes out on the sighting lap. This last interaction before the race really didn't turn into much he was so in the zone that I just let him do his thing which was the right thing to do but gosh did it make me more nervous. The mechanics made their way out to the grid to greet him while me and the rest of the team stayed behind and they all seem a lot calmer than I am. My hands are shaking slightly and my breathing is definitely quicker than normal making it hard to get in any air under my mask I almost feel like they should put a heart rate monitor on me just for the entertainment of it all because I can guarantee that it will be higher than Joan's at some points.
Lights on ... and lights out. The race is underway just like that and my nerves are straight through the roof I just had to sit down and all I do could focus on was the screen showing the race. The whole garage was focused purely on the race which wasn't going as hoped but Joan had made up a few places but everyone was worried about Franco who was leading the race which meant Joan had to finish 10th or preferably better to wrap up the championship today or else it goes it Portugal. Things were on track but I could just tell that he was struggling with something with the bike which made me even more nervous that he would drop back at the end of the race and everyone would have to go through the same next weekend.
As the number of laps left was dwindling small bits of excitement were building because if the race were to end now it would be done and he would be world champion but I couldn't get too excited yet because there is still 2 laps to go and anything can happen in 2 laps. Joan's crew chief had been sat next to me checking in every few laps to make sure I'm ok even though he knows that the answer is generally no but when I ask him the answer is also the same. Most of the crew were on edge now even if they were fine before everyone was feeling the nerves and excitement.
By the last corner tears were already in my eyes knowing that it was all over and Joan was MotoGP world champion. He crossed the line and everyone in the garage cheered and hugged each other while the tears I was trying to hold back were let go along with many others so that I was sobbing. I watched the screen that showed Joan getting his world champion helmet and celebrating with some crew members although it was hard to see with the mist from the tears but I was distracted by Frankie getting me to head to parc ferme with everyone to greet him when he arrives.
He pulled in on the bike and jumped off almost before they could stop the bike, he ran right over hopping the fences to jump into the group of crew members who were so happy to see him and celebrate with him just like I was. He finally got put back on the ground and came straight over to me giving me the tightest hug I think he could manage before quickly trying to take off his helmet which he handed to someone before pressing a passionate kiss to my lips which was a little salty from the tears that had been streaming down both of our faces.
"How's it feel to be a world champ?" I asked
"It hasn't quite sunk in yet and it probably won't for a while but I'm so happy that its done we can really enjoy the last race now" he said
"I was so nervous that whole time I don't know how you lasted all race being so focused" I said
"I don't know either just in the moment you can kind of focus" he explained
Our little conversation was cut short when he was whisked away for interviews which I know will last for hours now that he's officially the wold champion but just seeing how happy he and everyone else is makes those few hours bearable although I would love to spend that time with him. Having him be busy was actually quite a good thing because I along with the team have some decorations for the motorhome to surprise him. By the time we were done there was balloons everywhere and a huge banner saying 'Mir 2020 world champ' which I have been working to create when I'm alone which took quite a long time but it was so worth it seeing how the motorhome looked all decorated.
The team left me alone to wait for Joan to come back which was the most agonising wait since waiting for the race to be over but soon enough the door opened and I bounced up from my seat to jump straight into his arms which he definitely wasn't expecting but he caught me anyway. He twirled me round before walking into the bedroom to flop down backwards onto the bed where we just laid next to each other holding hands looking at the ceiling. No words were exchanged for a few minutes and they didn't need to be we knew exactly what the other was thinking.
"I love you so much" he said breaking the silence
"I love you more" I replied
"I disagree I love you too much for you to be able to love me more" he said
"Also thank you for putting up with me I know I've been annoying and hard to put up with but I promise I will make it up to you after the season ends" he added
He had more than made up for it already by winning the championship because it makes it all worth it plus just seeing how much happier he is now just fills my heart with joy. If he hadn't already done enough he promised me that we would spend the evening together and celebrate with a few team members but after that he wasn't going to leave my side. Until then he didn't allow me to get up because he wanted to just cuddle and spend time with me before things got a little crazy again for a few weeks with interviews and celebrations.
The time we spent together before the celebration that the team put together was the best he spent most of the time tracing small shapes on my back and playing with my hair putting it into little styles that I couldn't see but were definitely a bit of a mess. Periodically he would press kisses to different parts of my head like the top of it or my forehead, my nose and every now and then he would lean down to my lips there was no reason for it but he did it anyway. Joan can be incredibly affectionate if he wants to be but he doesn't show that side of himself very often so when he does I know he really appreciates me. My favourite part about this side of Joan is that no one else gets to see it apart from me which makes all those moments more special knowing they are strictly between the two of us.
It is strange to think that the same man who earlier was nervous beyond belief is now the world champion and sat here cuddling like nothing has changed even though this is the start of a whole new chapter for the both of us.
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ree-duh · 5 years
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I just watched After™ and it was bad so here's a run through so no one else has to suffer:
Okay so it opens with the main girl tessa going to her new college dorm with her mom and Noah. Noah is her boyfriend but they look related so the opening is a little weird when they kiss without introduction
They get to the dorm and see the bad girl™ that is gonna be her roommate. The girl is fine and friendly but the mom is pissed cause she doesn't want her precious girl to be corrupted by the slutty bad girls at the college and I say slutty cause in the books that's what Tessa says all the time
Tessa dresses like a Mormon on her first day of class,,, like literally girl wore the shit Bella was supposed to wear when she first met the Cullens,,, like a long ass skirt for no reason
Now we're getting into meeting the one D boys so here's a handy little screenshot to show the corresponding characters
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On her first day tessa the dork ass loser shows up hella early to the class and meets Landon Liam and they become friends I guess but like this movie has like no development so we don't really see them becoming friends
An important thing to note is that Landon is black okay that's important because this movie had the audacity to pull a spiderman homecoming
Okay moving on tessa gets peer pressured into going to a party to like hang out with her roommates friends
Here we meet Hardin or otherwise known as the biggest asshole you'll ever see, molly who will be a slutty romantic rival for tessa the pure virgin and Zed
Zed is white in this??? Or atleast I think he is??? and I have no idea why??? Also he wears really slutty clothes and it's a weird detail
They play truth or dare and the find out tessa is a virgin and then she's dared to kiss hardin and it's all weird and stilted and bad because Hardin looks and talks like a serial killer
The next day Hardin shows up in tessas class and gives bad hot takes about how Elizabeth in pride and prejudice was throwing herself at darcy because she wants something interesting to happen in her boring life and it's all just a thinly veiled metaphor for him and tessa
Tessa finds out landons mom is engaged to Hardins dad and that Hardin is mad about it
Tessa gets talked into going to the middle of the woods with Hardin and it's so creepy like,,,, he's genuinely scary so I didn't want him taking her to a secluded location bUT it turns out it's a lake and it's his spot™
Dude just strips and dives into the lake and talks tessa into doing it too but she wears his shirt over her underwear so she's modest or whatever
Then they are about to leave and homeboy like,,, starts moving his hand down her stomach and it's uncountable beCAUSE you remember tessa HAS A BOYFRIEND
After getting dressed they go to a bar and Zed and molly meet up with them and it's all awkward cause Hardin basically tells her to leave and THEN TELLS HER HE DOESNT DATE EVEN THO WE KNOW SOMETHING IS UP
Fast forward because this movie is boring Noah visits tessa and he's sleeping in her dorm with her until tessa gets a call from Landon saying he needs help,,,
So she leaves her sleeping boyfriend to help ,,, and what was it he needed help with you ask??? Well Hardin got drunk which was something he said he doesn't do due to his tragic past and he's like just wreckin shit in his house
Him and Tessa end up doing stuff but don't go all the way but it's still like waaaay more than anything she did with her boyfriend,,, you know the one she ditched in the middle of the night,,, well he sees her the next morning and like leaves her because he deserves better honestly
Imma skip some stuff cause it's just boring ass montages
So you know how I said Landon was important well,,, his mom and hardins dads wedding reception is going on and Hardin invites Tessa
So this reception is going on and we finally meet landons mom and like,,, she's white and I just didn't see that coming and I don't know why it's just like in homecoming except this bit is worthless
Hardins dad tells Tessa about some publication place that'd be interested in working with her
Oh and Hardin says this bit about how his dad used to be a drunk piece of shit and Tessa was like but at least he's trying and Hardin is like but that doesn't mean I should forget that he wronged me and it's like hmmmmm,,,, let's put a pin in it
After that whole thing they're both comfortable with each other but then Tessas mom just busts in on Tessa and Hardin making out in her dorm and it's like,,,, how did you get in there???
And she tells Tessa to leave that bad boy™ or else she'll be cut off,,,
So tessas homeless now,,, but don't worry out bad boy got them an apartment that both of them will live in and for a moment it's all fun and games and tessa even feels comfortable enough to sleep with him
BUT THEN
Hardin starts acting shady and he like starts avoiding her and she thinks he's cheating on her with molly cause he was texting her about telling Tessa something
So Tessa being Tessa she tries finding out what's going on and she finds molly and it all comes out because turns out Hardin
DUN DUN DUUUUUUU
Only persuade Tessa original as part of a dare to prove he could take her virginity
In the books he keeps the sheets that they did it on and the c*nd*m as proof and in the books Zed was supposed to be part of the dare too but legit he got no screen time so they could really do that in this
Tessa runs out and she goes back home to tell her mom she was right and to apologise to Noah and then she goes to get a job at a publishing place or smthn
On the final assignment for her Lit class the teacher gives her Hardins assignment and is like uhh I think this was meant for you and it's like,,,??? You can't just do that???? And it turns out to be like a love letter to Tessa and it's all awful cause he's a terrible person
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delightfully-ella · 5 years
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The one that got away.
I got this text today and honestly it made me laugh a little. It took me a minute to remember who the guy was because I'd deleted his number.
We went on 2 dates back when I was living that online dating life. The first he was ordering me doubles when I had specifically requested singles (I wasn't much of a drinker to start and it was a first date, I'm extra careful how much I drink) it wasn't till he finally agreed to me getting a round in that I walked to the bar and she asked if I wanted the same again... I'd said yes and she mentioned the doubles....I was annoyed.
He'd asked if I wanted to do shots and I said no so he got them anyhow. He brought 4, I didn't want any. He pressured me so I had one and refused anymore.
I suddenly felt very drunk so abruptly told him I'd be going home, he tried to convince me to come back to his place. I refused.
I didn't wanna go on another date with him, but he then contacted me apologising for his behaviour and explained he'd been so nervous her drank too much, made a fool of himself and was pushy to me.
I agreed to another date. I decided something a little more relaxed and no drink. Just a walk on the beach one afternoon. He was all over me. I didn't like it.
I thought I was gonna have to let him down but after that second date he'd not responded to a text of mine so I was pretty happy that he wasn't interested.
A few months into me dating Badger this guy's texted me again, asking why I hadn't contacted him and telling me how he really liked me and had high hopes for us being something and how since it's been playing on his mind. I pointed out that actually he hadn't replied to my text so I figured that was that and we'd call it a day, he'd replied that actually he'd wanted to text me but was lacking in confidence. I explained that I feel we just weren't compatible and that I was actually dating someone now.
He was very quick to tell me all about his new girlfriend and how in love he was and how he was surprising her with a holiday. (I wasn't totally convinced he was telling the truth) I wished him all the best....
Then today I received this!
The one that got away, which I honestly find strange, the dates weren't good, at least from where I stood. I'd also made it clear to him on both those dates that I didn't appreciate how he was being towards me.
Rather than the one that got away, I think he sees me as the one that shows compassion, the one that agreed to a second date when clearly I shouldn't have. The one that despite his pushy ways was quite polite in my rejection of those. And now that his dating pool had dried up, he'd figured he would try his luck
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royal-tutoring · 6 years
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Not even a chuckle, Heine-sensei?
(Story originally submitted by an anonymous user)
**The tale you are about to hear is of four princes and a strong king...attempting to make a small professor chuckle? It's more interesting than that, I promise!!
Anyway, it all began with the usually stoic professor doing his duties around the palace. Nothing was amiss, today was another normal, boring day in Granzreich. Or at least those were the thoughts going through the professor's mind at the time.
He was now wandering down the never-ending halls of the palace, passing by Viktor's office**
Viktor: Ah, excuse me, Heine! Come here just a moment, I have something to share with you. If you aren't too busy, that is.
Heine: *stops in place and turns head around, with the usual blank stare* Ah--? I do have time. *Viktor's face gleams, he opens the door to his office further and steps aside*
What is it you have to tell me, your highness?
Viktor: It is nothing too important. I would like you to see this. *he walks over to a nearby wooden desk and fetches a photograph to show Heine*
Heine: Hmm? What is this?
Viktor: Don't you recognise yourself? It is not like you have changed all too much since then. This is the first photograph we took together, it was to show our friendship! How could you forget such an occasion?
Heine: Ah--memories are indeed flooding back.
Viktor: Even back then, you had that same look. I haven't seen you look any different. You've always had an aura of seriousness surrounding you. Haven't you ever considered relaxing, even if it is only for a few minutes? You do have free time, you know. I'm not sure what you used it up for in those days, but you even dedicate those free minutes nowadays to work.
Heine: -If I may interrupt, your highness. I cannot change how I am, in fact, nobody truly can. We have all been gifted with a unique personality that we must carry until the end. Changing that personality would be a very tedious thing to attempt.
Viktor: *nodding in agreement* I do suppose you're right. You are the very definition of serious. *chuckles* Just wondering, but..have you ever found yourself smiling uncontrollably? You can't have been serious day-in and day-out, that would be rather saddening.
Heine: I have not. Smiling is something I do not get around to doing very often. I apologise if I have saddened you.
Viktor: *wiping tears from chibi face* No, no, it's alright~....
(How could anyone live a life without smiling? I-It breaks me heart! It breaks my heart how I have known a man for so many years and have not once seen him smile, or questioned why that his frown never turns upside down!!--That's it! Heine Wittgenstein must know the true joys of life, I (with my sons) will all work together to make this man smile. Even if it kills us.
Operation Happy-Heine is a go-go!)
*later that day in Viktor's office*
Licht: You..want us to make him smile? We've never even seen him crack a joke, or laugh for that matter! How are we supposed to make such a frowny guy smile?
Bruno: Do not complain, Licht. These are orders from our father, and the king of Granzreich. We cannot decline, no matter what. Father, I give my word that by the end of the day, Professor Heine Wittgenstein will be beaming with joy.
Viktor: That's good to hear, Bruno. Confidence is always something to be admired. Now, you four. Get out there and make that man experience the greatest joy!
Leonhard: 'Kayy!
Kai: Mmnn..
Bruno: Yes, Father!
Licht: If I have to..
*the plan has officially been put into actio--hey, wasn't King Viktor also supposed to help?!*
Heine: *stacking important worksheets for the days to come* Hmm-? *the door is open and the little teacher was certain he had seen something, a ghost perhaps? In chibi form, he peeks around the corner, staring down both ends of the long hallway* Peeeeeeek....(hm, just my imagination)
*he waddles his way back into the room, the door opposite creaks open and four heads peep out*
Leonhard: *wheeze, gasp, breathe* S-So intense! I thought we were goners....(my whole life flashed before my eyes!)
Kai: ..Mmm...we were..nearly caught...
Bruno & Licht: Yes but..why are we sneaking around?
Bruno: It is almost as if we are committing an unforgivable crime, we will only seem more suspicious this way! Master will suspect nothing if we were to just approach him, we have done it before. I'm going in.
Leonhard: Nooooo! Don't risk it, Bruno! (H-He will be missed..)
Heine: Ah, Prince Bruno. Good evening. How are your spatial studies coming along?
Bruno: They are coming along just fine. Actually, I recently discovered the theorised existence of a planet made completely out of cheese! Isn't that funny?
Heine: That is indeed peculiar. I doubt such a thing exists. Just what textbooks are you reading from?
(Other princes: Not even a chuckle!)
Bruno: A-ah..that is all, thank you for your time. *bows and quickly returns* I-I was sure that would crack his shell. I smiled when I discovered such texts, how could he not be phased?
Licht: It's Bruni humour. The rest of us don't 'get it'. My turn, I have the perfect strategy that'll leave him begging for me to stop. My famous stand-up comedy!
(Others: Famous? I've never heard of it.)
Licht: Heyyyyyyaaaa, teach~! What're you doing?
Heine: Nothing of interest. If I may ask, what are you doing?
Licht: Nothing of interest, too! We share so much in common, hahahahaha!
Heine: (we share nothing in common, Prince Licht.) I see. Is there something you would like my help with?
Licht: Oh yeah, I remember why I came here! Could you listen to a few jokes I made up? I'm sure you'll love them!
Heine: Jokes? I am sorry, I do not have the time. Your brothers will enjoy them much more than I would, anyway. I am sorry.
Licht: O-Oh..that's alright. There's always a next time..(rejected!!)
*Kai's turn*
Kai: P..professor..! Look..here...*shows pictures of the many cute animals encountered during time spent outside*
(Licht: Y'see, Kainie isn't going for the usual approach. He's trying to make teach crack a smile by showing him a bunch of cute stuff.)
Kai: ..Look..at all of the animals I met...
doggies...look..!
Heine: They are rather cute, do you not think? You are wonderful with animals, Prince Kai. (*chibi petting* Good boy.)
Kai: *walks back to Prince HQ with a smile*..Professor..complimented me..
Licht: That wasn't the objective! Hmph, looks like you failed anyway. We're done for, there's no way we can do this! He's always gonna be..
(*mental image of a giant chibi Heine face* "Goodness me.")
argh!! What do we need to do in order to make him laugh?!
Bruno: No! There is still hope, Leonhard hasn't had his go yet! We can still accomplish our task, we cannot give up just yet!
Heine: *pokes head into room* You have much explaining to do. Prince Leonhard has told me everything.
Licht: Leonie! How could you?! We've been betrayed!
Bruno: Leonhard was siding with Master all along!
Leonhard: I'm sorry...he pressured me..
*the four princes are all lined up in front of Heine*
Heine: His Highness himself constructed this plan? I am shocked. This much more seemed like the independent doing of his sons, I did not expect himself to be directly involved.
Licht: Y-Yeah..we kinda didn't wanna disappoint him by turning down his plan, so we went with it. We're sorry, teach.
Kai: ..Sorry..
Bruno: I apologise for causing you grief, Master.
Leonhard: Sorry Heine..and I'm sorry to my brothers for telling.
Heine: *stares at the floor and a small grin is seen* ..
*the princes look up in awe, they had finally completed what they had spent this day on. Heine....Heine had smiled! His expression changed! For one split second, he had a smile across his face!
Bruno: Master..
Licht: That..was a smile just now!
Heine: *lifts head* Hm? Whatever do you mean?
Licht: I--I saw that! We all saw that smirk, don't deny it!
Heine: Prince Licht, you are speaking nonsense. I am failing to understand you.
(Licht: No, that was a smile! Argh!! Stop lying!!)
**END**
Mun: Special thanks to the anon who suggested this story. I had an absolute blast writing it! As always, I hope you have a blast reading! Have a nice day, everyone!
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