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almightyhamslice · 5 months

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KDL3 Stage 1-1: Tulip's stage!

I'm approaching these with a similar format to my KDL2 posts, except divided by stage rather than level since each stage is very unique in KDL3. This also means this is going to take me forever LOL. In terms of standalone ability drawings, each one will contain Kirby AND Gooey, since they have the same movesets. They're only placed next to each other for comparison though since like I said they can't BOTH wear the necklace at the same time. So far I think Gooey likes Spark the best!

This level has Rick and Nago, but I never used Rick since it was too risky-- too much of a chance of him accidentally stepping on the flowers!! Nago is preferential since he has 3 jumps. I would NEVER take Gooey here unless I was playing w 2 players though. His CPU is SO bad lmao (worse than any Helper in the original Super Star if you can imagine). That's how it is for the entire game quite frankly, but I REALLY like the idea of Kirby and Gooey going on the whole adventure together, so I'm pretending I did this whole thing with 2 people LOL.

I can tell you a little more about Nago since this post is very Nago centric! He's 19 years old and is honestly a completely normal guy... other than being able to turn into a giant cat anyways LOL. He can't use copy abilities for himself, but he's very crafty. He likes to help Kirby come up with new methods and angles to use his abilities. He has some difficulties befriending the other animal friends since he feels like he can't relate to them, so for now he's only friends with Kirby and Rick. He doesn't like when Kirby chooses to hang out with other friends over him. I guess that makes him n Rick more alike than I realized LOL. He is prone to expressing his emotions in catlike ways since he's a werecat.

I don't have much to say about this level's resident character, Tulip. She's a flower nymph, and she has 4... kids? counterparts? I don't know what they are to her. None of them transform, and the little flowers don't talk or anything, they just have eyes. Though, they can move underground by tunneling I think. Only between areas without grass though! They're very particular.

Ramblings abt Nago and calico cats in general under the cut since I have a special interest in cats and genetics:

So if you were unaware, calico cats (and tortoiseshell cats) are almost always female IRL! Thsi is because 'red' (orange) and black fur colors are both linked to the x chromosome, so a cat can only have 1 of those 2 per x chromosome. If the cat has only 1 x chromosome, it can only be red or black, never both. So this means that even though he's a male character, Nago must have 2 x chromosomes for his coat color to make sense. I think one could interpret him as transmasc, intersex, or they could say he has Klinefelter syndrome or some other chromosomal condition? So I chose to depict him as transmasc in my gijinka AU since I'm transmasc and he was my favorite animal friend when I was a kid!!

Did the designers working on KDL3 intend for him to be trans? Probably not, I think it was just an oversight. They wanted a funny cat character and calico is a very cute and popular color for cats! Though idk it is possible he was intentionally transgender since Kirby's probably like, the queerest popular nintendo mascot I can think of?? If he's gender neutral is it that farfetched for Nago to be trans or intersex? I don't know, I'm not his original designer.

Anyways another funny fact abt cats that Nago's designers might've known-- cats squint/close their eyes as a sign of trust in others! So Nago's eyes are usually shut because he's showing Kirby that he can trust him! (yes that means he's VERY upset when Kirby uses the needle ability or switches to a different animal friend cuz his eyes widen. TBF, if my friend was shooting chunks out of his face and turning them into needles, I'd be pretty distressed too LOL). I really like this detail cuz it means at least one person on the design team rlly rlly loved cats lol.

#art #Kirby #Kirby gijinka #Kirby's Dreamland 3 #traditional art #mixed media #colored pencil art #marker art #scrapbooking #pen art #completed #Gooey #Nago #Tulip #Spark #Parasol #Cutter #Heart Star

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naturalbornlosers · 4 months

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actually. i dont normally get this personal so i might delete this later but geez i need somewhere to put this or i'll go insane.

we lost my grandfather a year ago and Christmas has sucked ass this year. i'm overstimulated and exhausted. my family doesn't even try to connect with me. it's like i dont fucking exist anymore to them except as a problem-solver ("can you help me find xyz?") or a piece of furniture or someone to dictate later plans to or a fucking memory pad ("don't let me forget,") or a problem. we try to eat dinner together and i dont open my mouth a moment in the conversation bc there's no opening for me, there's no topic i can contribute to, no one even tries to include me, and the only time i'm spoken to is to tell me plans we're doing later. i wanna make something with my family and it gets brushed off. i wanna do something, it gets brushed off. i bought us a game to play and we're taking it down when we take my grandmother back home bc no one could be assed to remember to play it even though i made sure it appealed to all of our interests.

my mom made a joke about "oh we're just giving you money because we have no idea what you want haha!" and while yeah, i am grateful for the money, it fucking SUCKS that every time ive talked to her about my interests - about our shared interests and hobbies, too - it sounds like it's gone in one ear and right out the other!! i've shown her in person things i would like to eventually get in the future, all year. and it's like… none of it matters. no one tries. no one tries when it's me, but everyone else gets thoughtful things and i'm even still planning to get more things for my mom and my grandmother. no one tries to engage with my interests. my interests actually get made fun of here and there or outright dismissed ("i'm sure [person] doesn't wanna hear about xyz" is said often when im infodumping) and everything i like is trivial. everything i like is fodder to be mocked by my moms husband and just goes in one ear out the other with my mom and my grandmother has no idea what to do with my interests.

and, fuck, now my family doesnt believe i have endometriosis or pcos bc my ultrasound came back fine even though i explained to them repeatedly that it may not show up on an ultrasound. they dont want me to get a second opinion. they dont think its worth it, trying to find out why im in so much pain i miss class/life events and why im so sick and fatigued every month i cant leave the house sometimes. i just sit around like a decoration. i get teased for being on my phone. i get teased for not eating the same things everyone else does. and to top it all off, my moms husband vaguely threatened me tonight in front of everyone and no one did a fucking thing. no one even acknowledged that he just flat out went "dont do xyz, if you do xyz, there's gonna be a problem" in a very clear manner of 'you are going to be in deep shit'. which is fucking tiresome bc he tried to kick me out three separate times in 2020. once bc my bathroom wasn't tidy enough (just a bit cluttered, but i dont have much counter space, so naturally it was cluttered), once bc he wanted to turn my bedroom into storage and have me move into the attic spare room, and once bc "this is my castle and i am the king and if you don't like it you can leave". this was during a time i had no friends irl, no bank account, couldn't drive, no job, nobody around i could go to… he knew full well he could just toss me out and no one would say a fucking word.

i'm learning how to drive. and then i'll get a job. and then i'll move out. and then i'll put this shit behind me. but i fucking hate being in a room full of my family and feeling like none of them know me. that i'm entirely alone. that i don't fucking exist and everything i am is trivial and doesn't matter. if i make plans, there's a high chance they wont happen or will get changed last minute and then i get mocked for being upset about it like i'm a child who doesn't get how the world works. i'm twenty four. i'm young for sure, but fucking hell, i'm not six.

i just don't wanna be here. i'm gonna keep on keepin' on. but i want things to change for the better and i know they wont until i move out. i just don't believe i will actually, ever, leave this house. ughh. i'll survive but holy shit i'm gonna be screaming the entire time.

#Statement.txt #delete later #i'm relatively fine i'm just being overdramatic #i need to be overdramatic and then i'll get over it

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tarounoden · 2 years

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Void Theorizing; On the Nature and History of Memoria, Auracite, and the Lucavi

Wow! What an MSQ patch, am I right? Talk about a veritable lore bomb; One could argue we learned more about the 13th in this one patch than arguably the entire history of the game (which is impressive, considering we had an entire alliance raid series on it and Mhach...) Of course, this lore bomb hasn’t been without it’s own minor retcons; though none of them are particularly egregious. The most notable of them, of course, is the introduction of “memoria” as the cause of the 13th’s previously mentioned great war (which we now know as the “contramemoria”) and eventual fall into darkness. Previously, the cause was noted to be due to use of Auracite; but this was lore from Encyclopedia Eorzea, and hence from the perspective of Eorzean scholars. As Y’shtola points out, memoria is very similar to auracite in-and-of-itself; so one can easily say that this was due to scholars just conflating the two.

Of course, whilst this patch does answer some interesting questions about the void, there is still one question lingering in the back of my head in particular; namely, why does one of the Lucavi share a name with the above Void Ark boss (and I’m talking about from an in-lore perspective, by the by. I already know the irl reason)? Oh, and I suppose this question can also be extended to Famfrit; whom is somewhat based on the Cloud of Darkness (even if it’s mostly in terms of moniker).

So, in light of this question, I’d like to propose a little theory- that the Auracite created by Ultima and the Memoria created by the Memoriates may be more connected than we previously thought.

So, to start, let’s take another look at Encyclopedia Eorzea. There, we learn that a certain Ascian we’ve already dealt with was primarily responsible for bringing about the flood of darkness; Igeyorhm.

Except, based on the account we have been given, to the residents of the 13th, the Ascians primary involvement in the 13th wasn’t directly in the Contramemoria itself, but rather, through teaching the people of the 13th how to summon “Eidolons” (primals), and then letting the memoriates screw things up as things went along. Igeyorhm... has historically not been an Ascian that involves herself very much with the art of teaching people how to conduct summonings. Instead, that role, at least during the events of ARR, was something carried out by her bff / brother from another mother / lover (?); our good ol’ emotionally-stunted friend Lahabrea. Indeed, the connection between Igeyorhm and Lahabrea has been an ongoing trend ever since Heavensward; with the two both making a short cameo in Elidibus’ memories together, and her being the sole member of the convocation to be able to pick up on Lahabrea’s... change in demeanor due to events we learned about in the Pandaemonium story for this patch. So it’s not out of the realm of possibility that Lahabrea may also have been involved in what happened on the 13th. But if Lahabrea was the one who taught the people of the 13th how to summon, what role did Igeyorhm play? And what was the nature of her conflict with the “Bringer of Light” (of which has been retconned to be multiple individuals chosen by Hydaelyn, including the likes of Cyella and Unukalhai)? Well, for one... where exactly did the power of Memoria come from, exactly? Surely not from Hydaelyn; she granted her own blessing to the likes of Cyella and Unukalhai; and whilst the former wielded both blessing once upon a time, the latter seems to lack the power of Memoria... Well, considering how well it played into their plans, who’s to say it wasn’t the Ascians, Igeyorhm in particular, whom granted this power to the people of the 13th? After all, as I’m sure the followers of a certain Ascian-lover on the bird app would have seen, the Memoria crystals bear the same patterns as the concept crystals used by the ancients.

So, the connection suddenly becomes much clearer; Lahabrea cursed the people with the knowledge of how to summon primals, whilst Igeyorhm gave them snake oil in the form of Memoria, which would eventually tempt the Memoriates into becoming far deadlier than the Eidolons they fought. But, whilst this can explain the origin of the Memoria, it doesn't explain why the end results of the Memoria created some voidsent that would seem oddly familiar to some of the Lucavi. But, let me raise you this; do the concept crystals we see used by the ancients seem to leak out their aether, or tempt surrounding people with power? No. But, there is another form of crystal- of auracite, that we know does. Ultima’s Auracite. From looking at Mikoto’s lecture on the nature of Ultima’s auracite (the Otius in particular), we learn that it draws in “immaterial aether” from peoples thoughts, feelings and memories- and once enough of this is absorbed, these “fantasies” can be made reality.

You don’t have to be a genius to realize that what’s actually being discussed here is what we now know to be Dynamis (another cheeky little retcon there!). The Ultima’s auracite draws in Dynamis from those that hold it, until it reaches a breaking point, and releases the Dynamis to twist the forms of its wielders. And as we know, sundered folks are particularly easy to twist; and the pre-allag people of Ivalice likely would be even more easy to twist, given that they would have been rejoined even less than we have (and hence less aetherically dense). And well, if that’s the case... imagine how little Dynamis energy may be needed to warp someone from the reflections? And hence, how easily someone’s internal wickedness could be corrupted by something like Ultima’s auracite... or something with similar capabilities. So here’s my second theory; that the power of the Memoria, as given to the people of the 13th by Igeyorhm, wasn’t a direct copy of the technique used to crystalize concepts, but rather was designed to create auracite similar in function to Ultima’s own auracite. Which could then easily take even the smallest desires of the people of the 13th, and then use said desires to drive them mad with power, tipping the balance of the shard further towards darkness. Which then leads me to the Cloud of Darkness and Cuchulainn; I believe that the voidsent incarnations of these foes originate from the origins of the Memoria; with a larger share of Ultima’s own influence likely having made it into the Memoria crystal itself.

To elaborate; whilst it’s said that Ultima’s auracite and the forms granted by it are based on the emotions of its wielders, we also know that Ultima seems to have a connection with the specific Lucavi demons we fight across the raid storyline, being able to summon them to her side. We also see them summoned once again by the Sect of Germonique in Bozja; which doesn’t line up with how the Lucavi are supposebly based on the desires of the individual. An additional theory I put forward is this; Ultima’s auracite is something that she and her followers have absolute control over. Whilst individuals can fill the auracite up with their own individual desires and take on a form that fulfills their wishes, Ultima may also be capable of filling the auracite with her own Dynamis energy; and then those whom become corrupted take a form of Ultima’s choosing instead of their own. The Sect of Germonique, in following Ultima, would learn how to do the same; creating corrupted Auracite which could then be used to create more Hashmal’s, Belias’s, etc... This, of course, could also extend to the Memoria, or rather, perhaps prototypes of the Memoria. The Cloud of Darkness in particular is noted to be extremely old and powerful; so perhaps she was corrupted from one of the first ever Memoria crystals, which may have owed more in design to Ultima’s creations prior to Igeyorhm refining the technique. ...anyhow. That, for the most part, covers most of my lore theorizing I had lurking around in the back of my head, with how 6.2 affected my understanding of the previous lore centered around auracite and the 13th. As I said, this patch has definitely given us a lot to think about, lore wise; and has left the door open for a load of theories around the direction of the future MSQ!

#ffxiv msq #ffxiv spoilers #patch 6.2

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cutepervert · 9 months

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ty to @tigertofu for the tag <3 dont have many friends on here yet but i'll tag the people that i can think of off the top of my head, @rreskk @chloe12801 @heisentwerk

Were you named after anyone?

not as far as I can tell. my mom likes to say im named after julius caesar but i think shes lying

Do you have kids?

no and have noooo interest it is simply not for me i think

Use sarcasm a lot?

yes, less so on the internet but irl i do a LOT

First thing you notice 'bout people?

it's hard to pick out one thing because i often interpret the totality of a person (like their vibe ig?) before i focus on any details. this is not to say that i dont focus on details i absolutely do but that's often long after i've determined the person has an interesting vibe based off their outfit/the way they carry themselves/etc

Eye color?

hazel. i think? like a light brown with greenish bits in the central heterochromia zone

Scary movies or happy ending?

hard to say tbh! I like a neat ending (not necessarily a happy one) and both scary movies and 'happy ending' movies tend to have neat endings (or at least neat enough to set-up for a sequel LOL). I like both, it all kinda depends on my mood

Special talent?

oh i struggle so hard with this question... like, i have several things i am moderately good at (writing, drawing, et cetera) but ive never been especially skilled or talented at a single thing like other people are. jack of all trades master of none that's the kinda bitch i am. also sidenote but i think talent isn't real. if it is real it describes nothing but someones desire to practice a given thing which then makes them good at it. nobodys born good at shit. prodigies are fake and they are all lying to u!!!!

Your hobbies?

lol. hobbies... what are those! no frfr i play video games write fanfic and once in a while when i have the energy to set up a workspace i like doing very hands-on sculptural art like papier mache and clay sculpture.

Any pets?

no i wish :( want a cat so bad but our aint shit landlord (who tbf is usually really fine and normal and chill so i guess there had to be ONE THING at least that sucked abt him) said no

Playing any sport?

LOL. no. fuck sports..... except i like watching basketball because those men are freaks of nature in the best way and i like to imagine in ancient times we'd have them do feats of strength like climbing up a very steep mountain face. i just love those lengthy boys. kevin durant especially is such an extruded guy every time he falls during a game (which as it turns out is way more often than i thought) im like okay this time his legs have to have snapped in half. and they dont! probably because he drinks his milk or w/e. takes him vitamines. wild shit. anyway yeah i dont do sports

How tall..?

5'7 last time i checked.... imo the perfect height. not too short not too tall but also not too medium. on the tall side of medium sized. love being this height.

Favourite subject in school?

hard to say bc it depended so much on the teacher but i loved most of my english classes and a good amount of my history classes. history is sooo girlypop to me like we're truly just sharing 100+ year old gossip like it's not nosy as fuuuuuck

Dream job:

i do not dream of labor but i think the ideal job for me is one that doesn't feel like it's sucking 100% of my soul out my mouth (will settle for like 30 to 50% soul sucking) and hopefully serves to help other people through creative expression (because i dont know how to do anything else LMAO). i basically have that job rn but it's still Hard and Annoying so i suppose nothing will ever b perfect

#about me #personal

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ccyberiia · 9 months

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Hey there,

I'm Murphy and I came here because of @beepb00p7861 (so not my fault for any shit im posting here HA) and now I'm learning this shithole.

It's quite different from what I'm used to (I'm used to: Twitter (but I only vent there, block conservatives and tech/crypto bros, and mute advisors), Discord, Instagram, Snapchat (but I don't use it a lot; only with sis and one friend)), but I like it; even though some things are, uh, a bit different/weird.

"Quick" stats:

TW (for me, from maybe all): none

Year of birth: 2004

From and resident of: Austria

Pronouns: they/she/it(/he/any)

Gender identity: Non-binary, Transfem, Questioning

Sexuality (not important, still wanna add, fu): Bi&based

Interests: (changing), Physics (Astro- and Quantum-), Tech, Wars (not all, especially modern), everything that fits my (wanna-be) vibe, (some not all) philosophy

Favorite shows: Lain, Tanya the Evil, Rick and Morty (not a fanatic of any tho, still i recommend watching them)

Games I like to play include: Squad, Valorant, Minecraft, (also playing others sometimes, just started Deus Ex GOTY today)

Persona and personal philosophy...: Reflective, based (not on all topics, but at least i know it), sad sometimes, need people to be close with also irl (don't really got them except texting people), need cuddles (don't get them), science ftw, nuclear energy>>, smarter than i think i am, too shy in many situations, easily addicted to stuff so not trying anymore stuff (except alc, weed, nicotine bcs already did (but i like it (to escape))), idk what more to write this is stupid thanks for reading bye i wanna die (this rhymed that's why), elon can frankly die, getting beat up by zucci

I don't like this intro, way too long ahhhhh

let's see what I'll do with this acc, maybe only shitpost, maybe vent, maybe art, maybe get fame, maybe all maybe none

btw my pfp found on google, did reverse search, belongs to some instagram artist, don't wanna ask, idrc, im can link them if anyone asks (pls don't i am lazy)

all this text is not absolute; nothing 100% except i know i exist;; in some form at least; things might change, idk, DMs open (are there even any?)

reblog this and imma rate your reblog (im gonna insult you)

no discrimination.

#intro post #new to tumblr

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sealrock · 10 months

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Rating the OCs

I was tagged by @gatheredfates and @allyennah, ty for the tag! I'm putting this underneath the cut since it got long, but I'll leave this an open tag for anyone to do, no pressure :)

Favorite OC:

oh this is so hard. all of the characters in my main roster are my faves, but paris is dear to me in ways I can't explain. I love exploring their dynamics with my other oc's and what makes them tick, and they're not the stereotypical image of what the warrior of light is meant to represent. they're so cool

Oldest OC:

in terms of when they were created, I have to say paris. I created them way back in 2018 before I got into ff14 as an original original character for a story I made. they went through a lot of changes (different name, origins, etc.) back then and almost got the axe from the story completely before I started playing ff14. I have since reinvented them to fit into the universe but now I can't imagine playing the game without paris

Newest OC:

this has to go to tauvane (aka thetinne). she was meant to be just a background npc in the greater scheme of my wol's story and nothing else, but she refused to go quietly into the good night. I'm having a lot of fun developing her and her psyche, her morally grey viewpoints of the world and her fractured relationships with half of my cast of ocs. she's my blorbo

Meanest OC:

paris is my meanest oc to date, but I'm giving my other ocs a chance to be in the spotlight. so my second meanest oc is evander. he's quite the asshole to close friends and a self-centered know-it-all who hates being upstaged by anyone, including his brother patroclus and cousin paris. I originally designed him to be a mad scientist a la severian lyctor, but he became more weary and resentful as time went on.

Softest OC:

it's no surprise that I added patroclus here for I intentionally designed him to be this way. he's just a lil guy. he's the total opposite of his brother and cousin and hates confrontation, he tries his best to diffuse heated situations that often occur in the family. patroclus doesn't get angry that easily even if you try to piss him off, and he tends to cry for others when they won't. besides this, patroclus has a penchant for collecting cute things, mostly figurines and plushies, that achille tries to look past for the sake of patroclus' happiness (achille thinks they're ugly)

Dumbest OC:

you may think achille belongs here, but I have to say yves is the dumbest one—but only when it comes to human interaction. usually there's nothing going on in his head half the time, but he doesn't realize he tends to intimidate or scare normal people. yves is exceptional at combat since that's all he ever knew, so watching him try to hang with random people is not that funny because he doesn't see the way others tease him or mock him, it flies over his head mostly

Smartest OC:

evander is smart when it comes to alchemy, but this is undoubtedly kirke. because she's a clone of amon, she retained all the knowledge he had when he was living. she tends to flaunt her knowledge of aetherochemistry quite often to anyone who would listen, and her expertise in magic is both awe-inspiring and terrifying considering she's a talented necromancer

Horniest OC:

surprisingly... none of them. my oc's and their sex lives are something I tend to not think about, if at all

OC you would bang:

none of them :p

OC you'd be irl friends with:

that's easy: none of them. all of them have some part of my personality in them so I would imagine this would be like being stuck in a room with 10 clones of myself, it wouldn't go over well

#tag game #ty again!!#this isn't all of them mind you #meta.

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i-go-by-whatever · 10 months

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uh this is gonna be me processing how i feel one year after the news of technoblades passing. skip this one.

it was 10am on july 1st when i learned of the news. the first thing i saw when i woke up was dreams tweet and i just saw 'fuck cancer' and my heart fucking dropped. in that split second i was thinking 'oh no, did it get bad again?' i didnt think that he died. i had hope. when i watched the video and listened to his last words, my heart was shattered and i simply did not know what to do but cry for hours.

i had just got out of a week long 'down' state, when i had felt the worst ive been in years and i had one good day before i heard the news. i fell back into the sadness and it sucked. it sucked so bad.

every few hours id go on twitter and see more people react to it throughout the day. i watched as his family, friends, and community mourned him. every passing tweet made me cry. technoblade meant so much to a lot of people. he meant a lot to me too. and his death hit me so hard i was blindsided by the pain.

its an insane feeling to grieve over someone i dont know or never met, whom i only started watching for less than two years. it makes me feel insane to cry about it when none of my friends knew him. it feels insane how there is no tangible way techno had changed my life because i built no friendships through him, or made art of him, or was even an active member of the community. all i got was/is my love for him and his friends that he introduced me to. idk how to explain it, but it felt like i dont deserve to grieve him.

but obviously his community has been so loving through and through. we held each other, even though i personally spoke to nobody about it (given the fact that i dont talk to anyone or tweet on twitter and nobody irl knew him). theres still a weird feeling of loneliness and isolation despite the collective grief.

the toughest thing to watch was his father grieving him together with us. i had lost my father when i was a child and i watched his mother mourn him. it never made sense then that a parent should watch their kid die. it still doesnt make sense now. in some egotistical, nonsensical way, it felt like the universe did a trade with me.

i have never had any direct communication with technodad, but i think he had helped a lot in my processing my pre-existing grief over my father, together with our grief over technoblade, and everyone else i have lost in between. i will forever appreciate him for that.

sidenote: the dream technodad had about being at a gathering and he couldn't find technoblade. but turns out he was in the other room playing a game. and in the dream he was like 'oh thank god he's not dead' but when he woke up reality hit him like a truck?

yeah well, that was how it felt when i found out my dad passed away all those years ago. i woke up to a house filled with relatives and my mother pulled me aside to tell me my dad had passed away. he was the only person who wasnt there.

the grief i have for technoblade is so deeply intertwined with my grief for my father and i dont think i can ever succinctly explain it to anyone in my life. because they happened 16 years apart and had no connection whatsoever except for me whos in the middle. slowly processing my own grief.

(midwriting this i suddenly realized that after my birthday this year i will be older than technoblade could ever be and im sobbing silently in my room so my roommates cant hear me)

it sucks being someone who doesnt cry in front of people and struggle to ask for help or even a hug. the loneliness is palpable. thats why i wrote everything here.

i love you, technoblade.

i love you, dad.

im sorry to lump the two of you together like this. im a little insane, i know. i hope its okay.

#technoblade never dies

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miopet · 11 months

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i will never be tired of my own narcissism bcuz that hurts literally no one and i am my own #2 fan (bug is #1). however i *am* quite tired of being antisocial.

the trauma i have been through makes it almost impossible to relate to 99% of anyone ever even though i really do like other people, i truly believe most people (and all life) are inherently good or neutral at worst, and i do as much as i can to be someone other people can rely on without sacrificing my own need to rely on others.

i don’t really suffer often from ailments such as embarrassment or severe social anxiety etc because i don’t care to that degree what anyone thinks about me. if i like who i am, i don’t really need anyone else to. but that’s not true, is it? because everyone needs someone else. humans evolved to need positive social reception and i got literally none of that at all as a kid.

of course i do actually want people to like me but i mostly find myself wanting that in a broader, grander, shallower (cough narcissistic cough) sense. i want to be an Artist or Activist someone with a Voice that is amplified and amplifies others with quieter voices. but i LOOOOVE being unknown irl except to a handful of my ~special chosen besties~ also i want to have done good for the world at large by the time i die. and i want to be able to host huge family parties on holidays. i want 10,000 adopted children. so that’s all extremely specific to ask for lol.

mostly i want the peace and safety to make real friends, but it is so very difficult for me due to disability to keep up any relationships because i never have spoons to type or call or play games. and i can’t truly open up to anyone because i just don’t. idk, even. there’s just Something Wrong.

my trauma informed (disordered) genuine (split) personality feels too severe, and too much for anyone including myself. i locked parts of my own brain away for years and punished them relentlessly until they began to punish back. of course we are much better about that now as an adult, but it still happens, and it’s not fair that i feel so pressured to do that just because they remember what happened. my parents abused sa’d and tried to kill me and i am expected to be normal? to be capable of anything remotely like a normal life? it’s all a joke to me honestly but i don’t go wild batshit insane because i am aware of my privileges (as i should be).

but my default is this: i am so angry and i feel so justified in my anger and anyone who isn’t as angry as i am is Literally Wrong. get angry with me, or get the fuck out of my life because if you aren’t fighting with me you must be fighting against me. i, and many other marginalized people, do have every right to feel that way…

but i can’t turn my fight/flight response off EVER and i always pick fight so i force myself to avoid potentially contentious social situations in general… which becomes all of them, becuz how am i supposed to know what is and isn’t acceptable as a visibly trans traumatized autistic dyke bitch?

and so adding antisocial to all of that is like seasoning a bag of salt and vinegar chips with a cup of soft pretzel salt.

#talk tag #📖#long post #csa mention #child abuse mention #trauma cw #all of this and i didnt even hit on how psychosis is so isolati g as well

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thecagedsong · 1 year

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For the ask game: 🍦💖🙋‍♀️

Sorry it took so long to answer, my sister finally convinced me to play Fire Emblem 3 houses and I've been obsessed. THank you! I'd love to answer~!

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

Posted work? It's a tie between "By Candlelight" which is the most romantic thing I've ever posted. And probably this zelink fic, Link's girl, as so fluffy it might rot your teeth. Wait, Trainer's in Love, my pokeshipping second fic ever, posted on ffn (so bad I'm not going to link it) might be sweeter.

Unpublished but written? I have an Inuyasha story where Inuyasha just describes Kagome as his home and it's short and probably the sweetest thing I've ever written total.

💖 What made you start writing?

I was the kid that always read books. Usually had three in my backpack throughout middle school. At least one in elementary and highschool. I loved the way writing connected me to other people, to characters, the way that stories made sense of a world that didn't make sense at all. I thought that if I could touch someone like those authors touched me, made them feel less lonely, it would be a worthwhile life.

Now my hometown was pretty small, even if we neighbored bigger towns.

But my hometown did have a bookstore when I was growing up. And that bookstore was run by someone with a lot of connections to the publishing industry, so we had way more authors come visit the bookstore and the nearby schools that my hometown had any right to. I'd listen to their stories, why they made their characters the way that they did, what parts of the book that I connected with that felt real were actually real.

James Dashner wrote a protagonist with a mother that baked cookies because his mom did.

Brandon Mull wrote about kids riding bokes to the downtown candy shop, because that's what he did.

Frank Beddor wrote about Alice in wonderland not understanding the violence of the world she walked through until she was an adult because he remembered being a kid and not seeing it either.

In middleschool I started planning a trilogy, got to chapter five, it was handwritten in a binder that mispelled the word "story" and eventually figured out that fanfiction was a much better place for me with the benefits I wanted but none of the drawbacks that come with being a writer full time.

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

My little sister is the sounding board for most of my fics. I get to a problem and I don't know the answer, she hears about it and either gives good advice that I take or bad advice that helps me find out why it's bad for the story, and therefore what it needs to be good. I'm not sure she's actually read any of my fics because she's gotten the breakdown of all my plots before I ever post them, lol.

My family knows I write fanfic, though they don't know my penname so they haven't read any, (except my little brother, he accidentally found a flashdrive that had a bunch of old fanfics on it from a time my computer was broken and I was living on the flashdrive alone).

My best friend knows. A friend from college that introduced me to Full Metal Alchemist knows. A couple other friends learned along the way, I think.

So only my sister knows my fanfic writing habit and my penname, but I guess quite a few people know I have the hobby.

Thank you so much for asking!

#ask thecagedsong #fanfic ask

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snuffbomb-awareness · 2 years

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Got a DM asking who Nadzarki was.

Lemme just say that question alone is a good sign. Never let this person try to wiggle back to any fandom. To OVERLY under play what this did. -Used their brother's DA account to at first just try and boost their popularity. See example's below. (First picture on top Left featuring Jason, Jason was getting very popular so she 100% took advantage of this and made that "New age of Pasta" all under this old Davink account.)

-She begun catfishing on said brothers account. Such things as Jasdavink "All the girls in my school stalk me, its so bad I even have fanfictions written by them on wattpad." "he" legit showed a screenshot of what we now know as a celeberty from their part of the world. -Nadzarki once threated this (keep in mind they are all sock puppet accounts too) one fangirl who was an embodiment of a meangirl leader, that she would "drive the 2 hours away to see Jasdavink and keep him safe." Thus stating they didn't know one another or were related when in fact the account she hijacked from her brother...well was her brothers. -CandyPout, another catchfish account. First made to act like she was this defensive fangirl from Japan (not the same country as Nadz and Jasink) who eventually was shipped between each other. Again BROTHERS ACCOUNT. (there was also a rumor by the people investigating that Candy was also the nickname for her little sister so gross.) -Nadzarki Game ends the Candypout account, after Jasink account falls in love with a none sock puppet account. Claims that Candypout had cancer and that she passed away. a note her friends send to Jasink account which then gets shared by the other effected people.

-Jasink account starts dating someone, and to keep this simple to a extreme degree. This account once used to just get Nadzarki popular was now a FULL CATFISH! Started Dating a person who I will keep unnamed as they've been through a lot already, so gaslight, gatekeep, and abuse was on full swing. Nadzarki Legit start getting feelings for this person and even (using Jasink account) asked people what to do about "Nadzarki's feelings toward my GF" This all changed thanks to THE EVENT: -Nadzarki Almost gets caught using Jasink account (now named Davink) with how similar the artstyles are. SUDDENLY 15 minutes later Davink died. Another catfish account KOd off, but now it dragged the whole community at the time. Talking about the big creators too like ghostfacenikol, Bleedingheartworks, Ivydarkrose, etc . His death had SUCH a huge inpat that, one as you can imagine someone in love, the person dating this catfish was so distort over the sudden news they nearly game ended themselves over the heartbreak. (This is why catfishing can be so so so Deadly)

So Now you have the fandom mourning this young creator (did I mention these catfishes were 14-16 years old, being done by a 20 year old woman at the time. ) With this mourning you can even seeing artwork dedicated to this young teen. -Nadzarki no longer had the catfish accounts, You'd think she'd stop but NOPE!!!! MADE TWO NEW ACCOUNTS!!! TO PRETEND TO.BE.JAPINK. IRL FREINDS. Used this accounts to "help" Jasink's lover mourn through this. ONE of these accounts slowly started saying possessive and s*xually hassassing things to this grieving person (this over the course of months, but still disturbing) And that is where Nadzarki would then fake bad events so much so that, that people were catching on (except the major victims, such as the ex catfish lover and the too nice for their own good, creators.) And of course, she was called out. To why we know all this. SO YES! PLEASE NEVER CATFISH. TLDR: Nadzarki= Creepshowart of the Creepypasta community. Nearly got others game ended with the faked catfishes, and emotionally, mentally, and s*xually abused others through those sock puppet accounts.

#TRIGGER WARNING #creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #Nadzarki #Jasdavink #Davink #Nadz #nads #Anesthesia was the creepypasta #oh I didnt even cover the fact she would use pictures of her IRL friends or influencers to catfish people #there is so much wrong with this info #it does get worse #one creator expressed they were crying for months #ghostfacenikol #hoaxon #Lets not even let her OC stay in the fandom #no thanks

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zeynatura · 1 year

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Returning to the hell that is Genshin

I stopped playing before Heizou came out, but came back because Scara got playable and i still had some primos so i decided to spend them all and leave the game for good this time but guess what happened c:

I literally had enough for 20 wishes, first 10 and got Gorou my sweet puppy general i've always wanted but didn't get even when i spent 70 wishes on his first banner and got Itto instead le cries

So i was like: ok i'm happy with this, is nice c:

Then last 10 wishes hit me like a truck

Ayo wha-

I did not expect this xD i was totally ready to get nothing and say c'est la vie! and goodbye to genshin forever... but then i got the opportunity to have the all geo team i always wanted and my dream all anemo boys as well.

None of my Geo characters have a good build, and i stopped playing before my anemo chars got to have a good one, at least they're decent, except for the new boi

Wanna see what is like to fight an Eye of the Storm with an all anemo team?

Tbh i had fun attacking physically while Wanderer was just there looking xD like the seniors showing the new kid how it's done pfft

I also found out Hoyoverse now gives daily rewards and so i was thinking of maybe loging daily for them and save them for when Baizhu is coming, bc we all know he's coming and he's the one i want the most that would make me want to pull for him..

But then the Hoyoverse bastards decided to have a TCG event right in the middle of my obession with Shadowverse and while my love for card games is stronger than ever

So i've been doing nothing but having duels with NPCs ;u; i hyperfocused last night and didn't realize i played till 4 am help

The reasons i stopped playing Genshin was mostly bc of the toxic fandom, then not having enough time, between my complicated life and the many online videogames i play i decided to prioritize the ones i've been playing the longest and so genshin as the new game had to go, at that time i already got the characters i wanted and didn't like the rushing feeling of the story in Genshin and i still don't so it wasn't that sad, the best part imo is the fancontent which i continued to consume and the reason i found out about the new playable chars cause i literally blocked all the official genshin accs xD

Now i really hope i don't get too much into the game again, for my own good, cause is not even a game i can enjoy casually and on my time like King's Raid or Hero Cantare, in those games you have no rush to be up to date with the newest main quest and it does not punish you if you miss events and they're all gacha.. is just that Genshin is literally the worst gacha i've ever played and i play a lot of them and i am f2p in all of them cause i have a lot of trauma- i mean self restraint when it comes to spending money (i literally made a vow to myself that if Lucifer gbf ever gets playable and i don't get him with all my f2p currency i will spend irl money cause he's the only character that's worth it)

Anyway i just wanted to share my experience, cause i vented to my friends that don't play gacha and got silence as a response, well they did make a comparizon of toxic games some of them play like LoL and DBD saying that Genshin was my toxic game haha

#vent post

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allisonlol · 3 years

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Hey! how are you doing? I hope your doing good ^^ I hope I'm not breaking any rules by requesting this but I was wondering If you could write headcannons for Chuuya, Dazai, Akutagawa, and Ronpo just Chuuya and Dazai if it's too many with a S/O who loves playing games online with their best friend who they spend hours online with and are always in their room or on their phone talking to them on discord and they're really close and have even talked about meeting? Sorry if this isnt detailed enough

a/n: ur not breaking any rules at all !! this req is relatable so ofc i will write it <3

warnings: none!

(Chuuya, Dazai, Aku, Ranpo) with a S/O always playing games/on the phone

Chuuya

he’s gonna get jealous if ur spending most of your time talking to friends online instead of him

there’s just no way around it

does get curious about who you’re talking to and asks about them a lot

will wander into ur room while you’re playing games just to watch

likes to play the games with u sometimes but beware bc he will rage

(i have a whole other post about this specifically out there somewhere…)

gets frustrated listening to you laugh and talk to ur friends on the phone

literally sits next to you and POUTS like “😒”

because that attention should be on him !! HE should be the one making you laugh !!

chuuya has definitely snatched the mic away from you at one point to yell at the people on the other end 💀

typical overprotective boyfriend…or somethin’

once you start mentioning that you want to meet your online friends irl, he’s gonna get so nervous that ur replacing him ?? sweetie it ain’t that deep-

at the end of the day he knows that he can’t control who you’re friends with, and will let you meet up with them on the condition that he goes with you…🙄

Dazai

guess what lol

your internet friends are now also HIS internet friends

is definitely in the same discord server with you

they all adore your boyfriend sm 😭 and even ask you to hand the phone over to him occasionally so they can talk to him LMAO

the second dazai saw you talking to people online he demanded that he got to talk to them too…and that’s how the group friendship started

he’s not a big fan of video games so he’ll simply spectate all of you playing together while dropping commentary here & there

he doesn’t get too jealous if you spend a lot of time talking to them

in fact dazai is quite happy that you have such a close friend <3

however if it gets to the point where you’re in ur room for like 10 hours straight with no break…

he MAY order you to get off the mic and spend some time with him instead

once you start talking about wanting to meet up with ur friend, he’s all for it !! will definitely go with you since he’s become pretty close with the person as well 😭

Akutagawa

another jealous bby

is simply not going to tolerate you spending so much time talking to friends and NOT him

will rip the phone/mic from your hands and throw it across the room

“i want your attention on ME. not them.” is all he’ll say 😭

you have to explain that these people are your FRIENDS and you’re entitled to spend time talking to them lol

gradually he’ll get more used to it

doesn’t mean he’s happy about it tho

still wants to spend time with you so he’ll just…hover while you’re playing games/on the phone

pretends to be doing something else but is actually listening to your side of the conversation

kinda stalker-ish aku…😁

he doesn’t mean it in that way lmao he’s just curious

like chuuya, he panics a bit once you start talking about wanting to meet up with your internet friends irl

except he’s more concerned for ur safety

will accompany you and kinda monitor from afar while you meet up with them 😭

Ranpo

my beloved <3

but…he’s kinda the worst in this situation lmao 😭

this is a man that requires a LOT of attention. like…your 24/7 uninterrupted attention

so needless to say he gets super pouty and whiny when you spend all your time talking to online friends instead of him

(ur kinda insane for this 🤨 who in their right mind ignores THE ranpo…)

i’m only kidding

will barge into your room DEMANDING that you spend time with him

continues to annoy you until he gets what he wants

will GRAB the phone from your hands and start interrogating the person on the other end ??

“who are u and why are u taking my s/o’s attention away from me” >:(

ranpo has definitely pulled the plug on you while u were trying to play with them 💀

gets on your last nerve until you’re basically forced to give him all of your undivided attention

even then he’ll pout if you so much as get a single notification from your online besties

don’t even bring up wanting to meet with them irl, he’ll talk you down from that SO fast

a/n: how is it already 3am tf. also i have no power and it’s super hot in my room & my phone’s gonna die help- but ne ways this was super cute !

thank you!

#chuuya x reader #chuuya x you #dazai x reader #dazai x you #nakahara chuuya #bsd x y/n #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #dazai x y/n #dazai headcanons #dazai osamu #chuuya imagines #chuuya headcanons #ranpo x you #ranpo x reader #bsd ranpo #ranpo edogawa #ranpo headcanons

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isagisyoichi · 3 years

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how do u think the boy would be in a party😈😈

NEW RULES!

SYNOPSIS: blue lock at a party

CHARACTERS INCLUDED: isagi, bachira, nagi, reo, rin, chigiri, naruhaya, niko, nanase, gagamaru, kunigami

WARNINGS: mentions of underage drinking and weed (but no one actually takes anything), swearing, mentions of throwing up and food, again pretend they're all friends and go to the same school because it's more fun to think that way. ooc rin maybe? idk i like pretending he's not as miserable as the manga makes him out to be 🤗 he deserves to have fun i think

A/N: no cause this was soooo fun to write tysm anon, i got through this in a flash cause i loved this suggestion sm :') literally one of the most fun requests i've ever gotten eeee!!!!! also this made me miss my irls bye corona can suck my balls fr

ISAGI YOICHI:

i feel like this would be his first big party aw lol, so he’s kind of nervous LMAO.

gets handed a beer by someone, has his first sip of it ever, and immediately spits it out. mutters “how the hell can anyone drink this?” and “discreetly” pours the rest into a bush.

mainly stays with nagi, chigiri, kunigami, and bachira and they just talk throughout the night

(bachira only sits down and talks after his energy dies down. i'll elaborate on this below the cut).

keeps asking nagi “what song is this?” throughout the night LOL. makes a mental note of what songs to add to his playlists.

slightly nods his head to the music, aw cute. goes a little harder and lip syncs/raps along when he really likes the song, though (i stand by my word when i said he loves “neon guts”)

does accidentally bump into someone, but isagi starts a convo with them after he apologizes, and they hit it off right away 🥰

but, the person left early and isagi, ever the dummy, forgets to ask for their number.

and he's actually so disappointed in himself when he realizes, too 😭

BACHIRA MEGURU:

not drunk or anything at all, but boy, the way he’s acting makes it seem like he is.

the self proclaimed “life of the party.”

can be found “dancing,” though i use that word generously because to classify whatever he’s doing as “dancing,” is a stretch, to every song, even if he doesn’t know the words LOL

really likes when throwbacks come on!!!! he does dance to the lyrics and not the beat sometimes, though 😭

but, bachira looks like he’s having so much fun, it’s so cute, he’s definitely been waiting for this moment his whole life 🥰

if you were dancing with him, bachira would 100% take you by the hand and spin you around

also forces gets isagi to dance with him but isagi’s so awkward 😭

bachira also ends up jumping in the pool sometime later that night. yells “cannonball!” and everything, like, okay michael phelps 😭

he doesn’t have extra clothes so reo has to give him some and they're so fucking big on him LOLLL

texts the groupchat “i was sooo crazy last night😂” in the morning LMAOO, okay babe calm down

KUNIGAMI RENSUKE:

takes it upon himself to make sure none of his friends die LOL

only drinks water and diet coke 👍

his mom calls in the middle of the party to ask how he's doing and bachira and nagi are doing stupid shit like yelling “pass the weed” and fake moaning 😭

isagi and chigiri tell him to tell her they say hi LOL

really likes when the dj puts on 90s/2000's r&b/hiphop songs (i'll die by my hc that kunigami's an oldies fan)

mostly sways side to side to the music, but he did also dance a little, per request of bachira, and ended up talking to a cute person a for little, too 🤗

offers to help clean up in the morning

CHIGIRI HYOUMA:

at least two drunk girls have mistaken him for their friend, and another four have asked to touch his hair.

tried to use one of reo’s many bathrooms, found a couple making out, outwardly said “gross,” and then left to find another one 😭

nods his head and taps his foot to the music, not much of a dancer.

also a people-watcher, and he points out things he sees are happening to his friends.

“guys, i think misa and her boyfriend are breaking up, look.” leave that poor girl alone bro 😭

finds himself laughing a lot that night because damn! his friends are funny, whether they try to be or not.

not really a party person, but chigiri actually had a lot of fun 🥰

NARUHAYA ASAHI:

also on the dancefloor! doesn’t really dance, per say, but he jumps up and down and does the fist pump thing 😭 he has the spirit, let's give him that.

drank a lot of soda, so he’s filled with energy. also pees in at least three of reo's bathrooms.

talks to his friends, but also makes new ones! also i feel like he takes a lot of pictures LOL. he needs the finsta content 😭

plays truth or dare, or something like that. ends up having to do some stupid shit like smack raichi’s ass and run away, but naruhaya did make out with the girl next to him, so fair trade, he thinks.

also ends up in the pool, but he’s playing chicken with gagamaru and some other people. does not win a single round, but he had fun 😇

leaves with like four plates of food and one of reo’s decorative towels for some reason???

GAGAMARU GIN:

goes through a bunch of reo's shit 😭 he's not taking anything, but he's just curious LOL

strikes up very, random conversations with a bunch of people out of nowhere, good for him!

weirdly good at darts, very good aim.

although one round, naruhaya accidentally distracted gagamaru and one of darts ended up in reo's wall 💔

“it's fine, he has the money to fix it,” naruhaya shrugs as he walks away from reo's now punctured, wall. so true bestie!

gagamaru somehow ends up giving some drunk stranger some “life-changing” advice. (whether it's good or not is debatable)

they thank gagamaru for changing their life and he never sees them again

NAGI SEISHIRO:

irritates the fuck out the dj because nagi keeps asking him to play one specific song over and over again.

it was good the first time, don't wear it out for the rest of us bae 😭

doesn't really dance, just nods his head, maybe raps along a little, too

when he talks to the girls that come up to him, nagi says stuff like “yeah, the host and i go way back, we’re best friends.”

“way back,” my ass, but whatever nagi 🤨

knocks out in one of reo’s guest rooms. someone finds him when they’re trying to look for the bathroom and they draw a mustache and a bunch of other stupid shit on him 😭

tries to leave before reo makes him help clean up in the morning. does not work 👍

dumbass also ended up losing his phone (reo bought him a new one so nagi doesn't really care)

RAICHI JINGO:

gasses himself up sooo much when he’s trying to hit on girls.

“yeah, i'm about to go D1 after high school, just wait on it,” yeah, okay raichi 🙄

also tries to show them his highlights, bye. babe, i mean this in the nicest possible way but, i do not care, can we just kiss 🙏

i feel like he’s one of those boys who likes to take his shirt off for no reason, so raichi most definitely ends up shirtless at some point of the night 😭

takes pictures with reo’s fancy cars in his garage to flex 💀 gets annoyed when reo says raichi can’t drive them. raichi doesn't even have his license 😑

plays pool and is actually not that bad. does almost accidentally blind isagi with his cue, though.

IMAMURA YUUDAI:

he's with some girls but, he’s a dummy and he didn’t know his other hoes would be there, so imamura had quite a few drinks spilled on him here and there.

still somehow leaves with like three new girls snaps, four numbers, and a bunch of lipstick stains. not even gonna lie, i respect his game.

actually a really good dancer, and he knows he looks good, too. knows the words to every drake song that comes on, argue with your mom.

lip-syncs the words to you when you dance together and it makes you more flustered than you would think 🙄

the type to pull you close and wraps his arms around your waist or around your neck

actually really fun to talk to. always in the loop with drama and stuff, so he's always got some interesting conversation topics. and he's funny 😭

MIKAGE REO:

obviously, the party’s at his house. what’s the point of having a rich teammate if you can’t exploit them for their possessions?

jokes, but reo did offer to throw it at his mansion house in the first place.

actually really likes throwing parties lmao, so he jumped at the opportunity.

posted on his snap, “party at my place su for address‼️” LOL

natural charm + raised with good manners = reo being an amazing host

but, reo does have a little group of girls following him around the entire night 👎

and it irritates the hell out of whoever reo’s trying to talk to because they’re all up on him, making it hard for reo to pay attention 😑

also doesn’t help that he entertains them and flirts back and dances with a couple of them, too

and looks good when he dances, too UGH!!!! he's the type to run his hands up and down your body while he dances with you 😣

i hate this man 👎 /j

ITOSHI RIN:

practicing. he didn’t come. sike! rin has a social life, too, come on now, y'all 🙄

talked a big game about how he wouldn’t show up then he still came anyways, like rin, what 😭??

super good at cup pong and he knows it. he keeps beating ryusei and if you look closely, rin has something reminiscent of a smirk on his face.

a foot-tapper, not a dancer, which sucks because he’s not even bad at dancing, either 👎

a couple of girls come up to rin to flirt, but rin doesn’t give them the time of day. no response or anything just a little side eye 😭

rin just talks to his friends and that’s it, really.

actually internally glad for the chance to kickback and relax for once, tbh.

but, he refuses to admit he had any semblance of fun. (he did, rin’s just a weenie 😒)

NIKO IKKI:

the team forced him to come 😭

niko’s already a homebody and he doesn’t like loud noises or large social scenes, so he wasn’t too jazzed about going somewhere where the both of those things combine.

also he's picky with music so LOL. does like that one remix to the pursuit of happiness, though

he’s a wall-stander, i hate to break it to y’all. just watched everything from a distance and didn't talk to anyone except for isagi and his friends.

bye, if you don’t get off the damn wall and dance (he'd dance with me i'm different 🥰🤗)

keeps opening and closing his phone so he looks busy but that mf is literally just going through the settings app 😭

called his mom to bring him home an hour and a half in 👎

NANASE NIJIROU:

i hate to admit it, but he’s the annoying first year that documents everything on snap bye

he’s just excited to be there but like, there is no reason for his story to be half an hour long.

i'm not watching all of that! sorry that happened to you or good for you 🤗

probably playing games like spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven. is very proud of himself for kissing four people in one night #bigmoves 🥳

stays with his group of friends and they're sooo loud and rowdy LMAOO. #firstyearthings

you can literally hear them laughing over the music, but they're having fun, so it's fine (at least of those kids hits people when they laugh too)

also dances, too! has super good energy and a natural sense of rhythm surprisingly 🥰 also a good hypeman!!!!! honestly, he's just really fun to be around tbh

overall, has a lot of fun, as you can tell by his story 😇

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strawberrymilkgeorge · 3 years

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Part Eight. "If you're the imposter, you are canonically Bugsy Siegel."

warnings: swearing word count: 2k (not including pictures)

behind the screen (irl dream xf!reader) series masterlist ultimate masterlist

A/N: ahehahehoho ik sapnap didn't fly to dreams house before they moved in together but this is a fanfic and therefore what i say goes and i say he did :) hope you enjoy!!!!!!

**********

"SAPNAP!" Y/n yelled into her phone, smiling against the cool device.

"Bugsy!" he said with a laugh.

"You're with Dream?"

"Yeah, you wanna say hi?"

"No, give the phone to Patches!!"

"She literally hates me. She runs away when I see her."

Y/n laughed and heard a voice of protest in the background.

"Dream claims it's because she's shy but she literally hissed at me in my nightmares so I think we have bad blood."

Y/n giggled and balanced the phone between her shoulder and cheek. "You're still on for Among Us tonight, right?"

"Yeah, why? What's up?"

"I was just checking since you're visiting Dream apparently. I don't want to take away from your bro time or whatever."

"Oh, nah, it's good. I'm only here so we can look at places to live together and stuff. He told you I'm moving in with him soon, right?"

"Yeah! That's awesome!"

"Yeah. But, yeah, I love playing games with you! Besides, he has his stupid George plug-in to finish still so I'll be bored. So yes, of course I'm still playing, Bugsy!!!!"

"I've never made a lobby before so I'm just nervous," she said, the feeling evident in her voice.

"Don't worry, I'll make sure none of them pull that stupid prank we pull with Quackity all the time when we tell him we're leaving and pretend like he's muted. It always drags on for like half an hour."

"Okay, good. I'm literally so scared already I don't need hooligans messing with me."

"Don't worry, I got you, Bugsy."

"Thanks. Hey, can you tell Dream he sucks?"

Sapnap groaned. "I don't wanna be your messenger for your love letters to each other."

"Sapnap!" she exclaimed. "No, just... tell him he sucks."

She listened as Sapnap's voice became muffled and she heard him relay the message. A loud, "BUGSY!!" was heard in Dreams voice and she giggled.

"He's dramatically appalled. He said—you know what, no. You guys can talk to each other on your own phones. I'm not being a delivery boy."

"Boo, no fun. I'll let you go so you can hang out with Dream but I can't wait for the game!"

"Me too! See ya Bugsy, love you."

"Love you, Sap!!"

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Y/n drummed her fingers lightly against her desk as she waited for people to join her stream. She was muted, her viewers only left with the sounds of the music she played and the image of her commissioned "starting soon!!" screen. She double-checked the Discord call she was deafened and muted in to make sure her friends were actually there before unmuting her stream and welcoming everyone.

"Chat!!" she announced happily. "Hi! Hello! Welcome one and all to my stream!" She glanced at the chat which was filled with welcomes and announcements of everyone's excitement. She thanked everyone that had donated and gifted subs before checking her surroundings, even though it wouldn't be shown on stream.

She was bundled in a hoodie, her comforter from her bed wrapped around her and trapping her in a cocoon. The lights were off except a candle on her desk and her fairy lights around her room. It was all very serene. She was ready.

A dono came through and she laughed at the question. "Why isn't Dream joining? Um, because he said no. He doesn't have time for me," she joked, recalling them teasing each other about making time for one another. "This just in: Dreamwastaken hates BugsyGames."

Moments later, a $20 dono came through from Dream saying, "not true".

"Dream!" she exclaimed with a laugh. "You can donate and stalk my stream but not play with us? Very rude. Get off my stream and go finish coding, nerd." Despite her words, she couldn't stop smiling.

"Alright, folks! Listen up, today is gonna be so fun. We got Karl, we got Quackity, we got Tubbo, Ranboo, Sapnap, George, Schlatt, Corpse, Sykkuno," she took a dramatic breath and paused, making sure she wasn't forgetting to mention anyone. "Okay? It's gonna be so fun and I'm very excited!" She glanced at chat and smiled at all the positivity.

user4: SYKKUNO AND BUGSY YES

user5: corpse!!!!!! T_T

user2: omg watch out dream, we got another faceless man he might come for ur girl

user7: omg is this the first time bugsy is playing with tubbo and ranboo???

"Yes, I'm very excited to have Corpse and Sykkuno play today! I haven't played anything with them or Schlatt yet but I have played Minecraft with Tubbo and Ranboo not too long ago. So it should be fun!! Okay, let's join the vc!!"

She typed in the text channel that she was joining before unmuting and undeafening herself. Her headphones were immediately filled with voices speaking over each other, one louder than the rest.

"—aren't, but come on, there has to be something! We aren't blind!" It was Quackity. "Well, George is colorblind but—"

"Hey!" George protested of Quackity's fit of laughter.

"I think they'd be cute," Tubbo said.

"Me too!" Sykkuno's sweet voice rang.

"Quackity!" Karl shouted, exasperated. "I promise you they aren't actually dating! Like actually!!! She's my best friend and she would tell me if something was going on!!" His voice was desperate, almost as if he felt like Quackity was doubting his friendship with whoever he was talking about. Wait, Y/n was Karl's best friend. Were they talking about...

"Yeah, that and I'm literally in his house right now," Sapnap said. "That's two people who are close with the sources who haven't heard anything. I've literally asked Dream straight up to his face and he said no. And he's a terrible liar so I would be able to tell if he and Bugsy—"

"Hi everyone!!" Y/n said quickly, snapping out of wanting to listen to the gossip when she remembered she was streaming. She was worried about how detailed everyone would go into their theories and opinions of what sounded like her and Dream dating.

Where did they get that idea? she thought.

She didn't dare look at her chat in case they picked up on what the boys were talking about, which was very likely.

Quackity and Corpse started laughing loudly at Y/n's entrance while Tubbo stammered out an awkward, "Hel-hello Bugsy!" as if he had been caught doing something wrong. Oh, Tubbo, my sweet son, you could never do anything wrong.

"What are... you guys, haha, uh... talking about?" she asked slowly, hoping they would lie if they were talking about what she thought they were.

"The weather," Sapnap lied.

"Uh, uh, uh," Corpse stammered with a small laugh at the end.

"Tax evasion!" Ranboo shouted.

"Don't let these pricks lie to you, Bugsy," Schlatt said casually, his mouth clearly full of food. Probably a corndog or quesadilla or something. She tensed at his honestly, praying he wasn't going to blurt what they actually— "They're talking about you and Dream."

"M-me and Dream?"

"Are you dating? Yes or no?" he asked bluntly.

"Wha—n-no! No, we aren't."

"TOLD YOU!" Karl and Sapnap both yelled.

"Can we just.. play?" she asked with a laugh. She usually liked chatting with everyone before they played things on other people's streams but she was certain the topic was going to stay on her and Dream and she didn't want that. Bugsy and Dream... that has a nice ring to it, she thought before shaking her head to rid it from her mind. Weird.

"I do have one question, Bugsy," Schlatt said. "Bugsy... what is that? All I can think of is Bugsy Siegel."

"Because you're the most New York New Yorker on the planet," she groaned with a small laugh. "Bugsy just sounded cute, don't compare me to a mobster."

"Then don't name yourself after one."

"Please can we play?" Y/n groaned. "I just wanna play."

"Me too!" Tubbo agreed.

"This is why you're my favorite, Tubbo."

"Yeah, let's get this shit over with," Schlatt sighed among all the agreeing to start. "If you're the imposter, you are canonically Bugsy Siegel."

**********

"TUBBO!" Y/n yelled as the defeat screen appeared. The boy laughed as he sputtered out a defense. "You and Ranboo?? My own sons?! How did you guys get away with that? I literally said from the beginning that it was Ranboo and NO ONE listened to me!!"

"Sorry, mother," Ranboo apologized before laughing.

"I don't trust women," Schaltt said.

"Schlatt, why would I target Ranboo or Tubbo if I didn't have solid evidence it was them? I'd blame someone like Sapnap if I was imposter, not my own sons."

Tubbo laughed loudly and George giggled.

"You can't be trusted, Bugsy!" Quackity yelled. "You lie every other goddamn round!"

"BECAUSE I KEEP GETTING IMPOSTER!" she defended as she raised out of her chair slightly. She had never been so angry than when playing Among Us. It was a dangerous game for her. Her covers were thrown off of her body, abandoned at her feet, and her hoodie sleeves were pushed up. Good thing she didn't use a facecam because she looked like she could murder someone right then. "I have no choice but to lie!!!"

A new game started and she relaxed at the sight of her being crewmate again. She had already been imposter three or four times and they had only played six rounds.

She headed straight for the reactor to do her first task, closing out to see Sapnap silently standing behind her.

"Ah!" she yelled, jumping slightly. "You scared me, dude. Why... why are you being so cryptic?" No answer. "Ssssssssap.....nap?" she asked softly, confused by his uncharacteristic silence.

George walked in and stopped. "Why are you guys just staring at each other?"

"I was doing my task and turned around and Sapnap was here and he hasn't said anything. Sap?"

Shuffling was heard from his mic before he started moving again. "Hey guys!" he chirped as if he hadn't been super creepy moments before. "I was AFK, Dream brought me Chick-fil-a."

"Oh," Y/n breathed. "You looked super sus for a minute there, bud."

"Nah, I just got food," he said, voice muffled by said food to confirm. "Dream! Come say hi to your girlfriend!"

Wasn't Sapnap one of the ones that literally just argued with the group that Bugsy and Dream weren't dating?

Without further explanation, Y/n could hear footsteps coming from Sapnap's mic before Dream's voice came through. "Hi, Bug. Hi, George."

Y/n laughed, glad he greeted George too. Maybe that's who Sapnap meant in the first place? Why did she assume they were talking about her? Ugh, everything was confusing when she had butterflies in her tummy at the mention of Dream's name.

"I'm his favorite girlfriend," George teased, circling around Y/n's character.

"Also his only girlfriend," she said.

"Oh also," Dream's voice appeared again. "Sapnap's imposter."

Y/n and George ran away screaming, heading straight for the emergency button.

**********

Later that night, stream over and Y/n tucked into bed, she scrolled through Twitter and laughed at a Tweet Dream had posted. It was like it was made for her. She ran through her camera roll and found her favorite memes that applied to the request.

She smiled widely and giggled at the butterflies in her stomach when moments later, she received a text from the boy himself. Looks like he wanted her number for more than just to make a cabin vacation group chat (which had yet to be made, she noted).

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Fluff Alphabet with Quackity!

By Author Glatt

warnings: none

alphabet: @magical-warlock

A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

Games! He loves to play stupid roblox games, or minecraft with you! Its fun, especially when you get competitive, he loves to see you excited about it.

B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

Quackity loves your smile, that and your voice. It just sounds so nice, especially while singing.

Quackity like his hair! He doesnt show it on stream, but without the beanie, he thinks he looks almost better without it, although you joke with him and say its illegal without his beanie.

C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

Quackity would probably try the distraction method, asking if you want to play games or watch a movie, or if you want him to play you a song

D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

All he knows is he wants to live with you and spend his days with you, he hasnt really thought about the finer details like kids/marriage and all that crap.

E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

He’s rather passive, hes not too dominant outside the bedroom, except when he’s bein a little bitch to his friends n shit-

F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

Quackity would be one to forgive easily, especially if its you, although you guys get into alot of joke arguments.

G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

Yes! He thinks about it alot, and he adores you for it. He’ll give you things in minecraft and small things irl here and there.

H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

I think the only secret quackity would have is the secret gc with karl and sapnap in it lol

I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

Quackity has gotten way more hyper (somehow..) ever since you guys got together, on streams hes even louder and giggly, especially when you end up showing up.

You’ve gotten louder aswell, you’re not afraid to yell around the house if need be, thats for sure.

J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

I would say so, he’d get kinda defensive, although some of its just joking with his friends, sometimes its serious.

K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

Quackity is a good kisser, even when you first met him, you were kinda surprised.

L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

Either playing minecraft and annoying the shit out of you or blowing your phone out at like 2 am and being like hey bitch guess what? Ur my boy/girlfriend now ha

M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

It wouldnt matter to him, you’re still his partner, but if you suggested you wanted to, he would propose at night, going to some random park you guys frequent and sitting looking at the stars with you

N icknames - What do they call their s/o?

Mi amor, hermosa/o, mi vida, sweetheart, he prefers mi amor and hermosa/o the most!

O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

Its.. pretty fucking obvious, he keeps joke flirting with you infront of others, although not a joke to him, being a fucking simp just in gen

P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

He’s shy to kiss if hes streaming or anything, he likes to keep it to just hugging and holding hands, off camera though he’ll take a kiss when he wants, even if others are watching. Hes upfront about the relationship and he likes to brag!

Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

Well, his singing definitely comes in handy, whether it be you had a bad day, cant sleep, etc. it always seems to help.

R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

He tries to be romantic, although he fails alot of time time, he mainly just tries to be goofy and play it off, or he’ll actually be romantic and surprise himself, hes rather cliche.

S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

Of course! He always believes in you, and he is willing to do anything to help you.

T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

Quackity is fine with a routine, he wont mind anything to spice up the relationship, but he wont go out of his way to spice it up besides like getting you chocolate filled croissants and coffee for breakfast instead of eggs and sausages.

U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

It depends, some days he’s got you down to a T, sometimes he misses the mark by alot… but he is very empathetic!

V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

Your relationship is worth more than his career! He loves you alot!

W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

Quackitys love language is touch! He’s always holding your hand, or is touching you somewhere, it comforts him

X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

Very! He loves giving you forehead kisses and being the big spoon! He cherishes cuddles.

Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?

Texting them alot!! Snapping silly random pics and sending them, hoping for silly stupid pics back to save, that and facetiming.

Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

He has his boundaries, but he’s willing to do a good amount, he’d sacrifice his career.

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