#Be afraid be very afraid

[winnie-the-monster]

#heartstopper #heartstopper spoilers #s2 #2x07 #tori spring #be afraid be very afraid

[thedepartmentofdiscoveries]

Artist: Medusa Dollmaker.

#wednesday addams #the addams family #medusa dollmaker #be afraid be very afraid

[ridiasfangirlings]

Everyone lives au, post-rok: everything is peaceful and Shiro is trying to live a normal (as normal as he can) life now after being stuck in a blimp for so long and the clan wars. Totsuka realizes Shiro probably missed out on a lot of stuff and decided to invite him to hang out. Munakata figures out the same thing and joins in cause it'd be fun to discover new things together (with all of their clans whether they want to or not).

Imagine Kuroh learning that Totsuka and Munakata will be taking Shiro for some ‘bonding time’ and getting a strange sinking feeling XD I feel like Munakata and Totsuka together would just be a scary combination, Munakata is always up for trying new experiences and Totsuka has no problem carrying through with horrible suggestions while smiling pleasantly. Like imagine there’s some King meeting and afterward Shiro and Totsuka chat a little while Munakata and Mikoto are busy glaring at each other. Totsuka talks about some new hobby he’s been trying, like he’s always wanted to try parasailing, and wonders if Shiro has ever tried something like that, with his long life. Shiro admits that despite his age he’s never really had any of these kinds of experiences. Totsuka’s smile widens as he’s like oh that’s a shame, maybe you could help me with my hobby sometime. As it happens Munakata overhears and wonders what kind of hobby Totsuka is trying out currently, Totsuka’s all did you know Shiro has never tried parasailing, I was just trying to convince him, and now Munakata’s eyes are also shining as he notes that he has never tried such a thing either. Shiro suddenly feels like their smiles are the most terrifying thing he’s ever seen.

So now without meaning to Shiro has tacitly agreed that from now on Hakumaitou will be part of all inter-clan bonding sessions, which is how he finds himself at the beach attached to a parasail with Totsuka strapped in next to him and Munakata (complete with tiny Speedo) driving the boat. I imagine Kuroh being concerned and Shiro has to remind him that Shiro can, y’know, fly, so this actually isn’t dangerous at all and he can be the emergency procedure if anything goes wrong. It’s actually pretty fun anyway, though Shiro isn’t sure if Totsuka was supposed to unhook them that way so Shiro has to Silver King fly them to shore. Totsuka praises Shiro for his abilities and says this was certainly a fun time but he has new ideas for hobbies, like maybe next week we should try to jump out a helicopter (Munakata immediately brightens up) or have a paintball war. Shiro is pleased to have the opportunity to try so many new things but he’s also getting a little concerned that the bonding experiences might be too much for Kuroh’s nerves.

#k project #Talking K #be afraid be very afraid #I feel like Munakata + Totsuka would be a menace waiting to happen #Totsuka and Munakata would have such horrible ideas and Shiro is dragged along #he's gaining new experiences!

[tabswrites]

Happy WBW! Talk magic to me, love. I remember you said, magic was mostly gone in your Silver Sentinels series (or was it mostly exctinct?) Anyway: How does your magic system work? And how do your characters can gain magic?

⬆️ Live feed of my reaction to reading this ⬆️

Side note: Glenn Close as Cruella in 101 Dalmatians has one of the best evil laughs of all time.

#be prepared for a post later #when I get out of work you are going to be smacked in the face with magic lore #be afraid be very afraid #answered asks #silver sentinels

[comfycel]

everyone is suffering rn but i am happy because connor gave us a little shout-out 🫡🫡🫡

#conheads i salute you #be afraid be very afraid #incredible amazing showstopping #succession #connor roy

[novagrippia]

people think I'm really sweet but that's only because they don't know my evil murderous thoughts

#grrr im so evil #be afraid be very afraid #grippia talks

[queen--kenobi]

I HAVE POLLS

#persephone speaks #Be afraid be very afraid

[prehistorictriforce]

one time i was trying to help this old old lady choose a design for a cake for her husband and i showed her a few options and she just kinda went all quiet and i was like what’s wrong ma’am??? and she just kinda shakes her head and goes “i don’t know, i just… i’m worried, don’t you think these are a little…” and then she looked around like she was a damn secret agent about to reveal her identity, leaned in really close, cupped her hands around her mouth and whispered “q u e e r ?” and it took every ounce of self control in my body not to laugh in her god damn face. and then seconds later it’s like she snapped out of this trance or whatever and started apologizing profusely and looking around like she was about to get taken down by a fucking sniper

to the old woman that i served that day, i’m sorry to say, one of said queers was touching your cake, so if anything you should’ve been worried about your beloved husband catching The Gay from me, not from the birthday decorations we put on top of the cake. and yes, it absolutely IS contagious, so not come near me again or it’ll happen to you next

#be afraid be very afraid #oooOOOOoooOoOooo #haven’t stopped thinking abt this for weeks honestly

[chaoticsquidkid]

I'm gonna play so much splatoon 3 you have no idea

#mio.mp3 #be afraid be very afraid

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The math just adds up!

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #marcille donato #farcille #I always loved how chapter 27 ends with them both so bloody and 28 starts with them in the bath. #not just because of how iconic the bathtub moment is but because you know they had to scrap off so much gore first. #I think everyone in the party took a very long and methodical bath but Falin was basically *all* blood*. #Being covered in blood is one of those 'just girly things' that women deserve to stop being shamed about. #I just don't think Chilchuck is progressive enough. He probably made them take a bath first B*/ #Okay jestering aside I want to just highlight - #The magnitude of Marcille's joy at seeing her dearest friend again! Of holding her and sharing her presence in the same room! #Something about this reunion feels like a beautiful dream you are afraid of waking up from...

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[instantelephantmix]

Darkplace art dump

//edit - just looked through the tag and why is everyone elses art five times better than mine. that's embarrassing. adiós goodbye i am not returning

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a friend introduced me to Garth Marenghi's Darkplace and something just went click in my brain and now I'm hyperfixating on a satirical 80s medical horror show. Bye

I might actually use this blog to ramble a bit because it's one of the only places where i feel okay doing that. my friends dont know the show except for the one who told me about it and the way he engages with it is. very different to what i'm doing.

Made a bunch of art over the past month or so. some of it is furrification stuff. i might be the only human on earth to have drawn darkplace characters as furries and if that's not special then idk what is /s

garth in a christmas hat lmao. i love drawing him. funny small little man with a mullet and some spiffy specs.

catified dagless and sanchez. anyone who tries to argue that they didn't have gay energy is fundamentally wrong it was literally intentional

furry reed. i actually like this design a lot it's a blast to draw !!! that and the telephone. that was fun also

doodled up older garth because um. still a smash. sorry guys am i wrong though?? this man has aged like fine wine.

anywayz that's all for now (emphasis on "for now" as i will undoubtedly be back with more)

#art dump #garth marenghi's darkplace #surprised there's actually a tag for that #i'm here to put furries in it #be afraid be very afraid

[jorisjurgen]

I feel like these 2 quotes are literally the core of Kim's character. Like yeah he spills the whole thing here.

He's afraid of becoming a joke and he really likes not taking the first step when doing something fun. I'm actually speechless about how open he is about it, in these 2 moments.

#disco elysium #ro.txt #i replayed the game. i think im more unwell now than i was before #a very ''harry i will NOT wear the piss jacket. unless.'' guy. he employs esoteric rituals to allow himself to have fun #because otherwise he's too afraid. #they're actually soulmates. im. insane.

[milk-ducts]

might delete ,, its been fucking ages since ive touched an art program so . it didnt come out as good and im not proud of how the face turned out so wonky 😭

its a quick messy doodle of a buffed out mark w a longer hairstyle <3 begging the showrunners 2 give him these side bangs .. please !! my baby would look so good w them. u could interpret this as an older ver of him,, tho hes still got that baby face

without the shine .. hehe .. he looks better like this .

#invincible #invincible season 2 #invincible spoilers #mark grayson #omni man #fuck you tumblr for ruining the already shitty quality i hope u rot in hell #FOR THE RECORD … I DIDNT GET HIS COSTUME WTONG #THE YELLOW PART IS A PART OF HIS MASK ! im just very intelligent and cool like tjat.. #digitial art #fanart #illustration #my art #i was too afraid to fully render the face so i left it semi cell shaded im sorry #invincible fanart #invincible show

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[artofalassa]

Monster

#vashwood #trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash the stampede #las!art #Look #I know Wolfwood is too soft and Vash too panicky about his safety but then I thought if they JUST started sleeping together huh #Woowoo would be very soft about the man he loves and Vash would be panicky that he finally chose somebody to hold close to himself #and is afraid to lose them way too soon