#Because it describes them perfectly

[rottengurlz]

lover, don't touch me // leave, i am a danger to you // but ooh, i hunger for you

#this is leona's vampire lover audra #i guess you could say the first time they met was when audra nearly killed her in a blood lust because she hadnt fed in so long #idk how to describe it well but audra suddenly stopped devouring her when leona looked at her with no fear in her eyes #but looked at audra like she was something to worship #she whispered that audra was so beautiful even as her own blood was splattered between them and staining her lips #leona had never seen someone or something so perfect and powerful #power that she wanted and knew exactly how to get when audra whimpered over the slightest bit of praise #i never talk about them but i am CONSTANTLY thinking about them <3 #some fun little facts is leona killed her husband in cold blood because he was pitiful and boring #she married the first person to show any interest in her just to get away from her family #he would have been a perfectly good husband for anyone else #but the best part of their marriage was when she stabbed him in the stomach 47 times and felt his blood splatter against her skin #for audra OBVIOUSLY had to make another oc who would do anything to be loved even if it means destroying herself #audra was turned very suddenly and without any guidance #she murdered her lover without even realizing it she opened her eyes to find them splattered across every surface of the room #because of that shes done everything she can to protect herself from others even if it means starving herself of blood #until she goes into a frenzy #leona is the first person she has ever willingly fed off of #idk if willingly is the right word since leona practically begs her to do it #i really want to remake leona now......... #i like how leona looks but i want her to match audra better #mysims #the sims 4 #simblr #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 cas #ts4 cas #sims 4 edit #ts4

[momsopposed2theoccult]

“Many boys will bring you flowers. But someday, you’ll meet a boy who will learn your favourite flower, your favourite song, your favourite sweet. And even if he is too poor to give you any of them, it won’t matter because he will have taken the time to know you as no one else does. Only that boy earns your heart.”

- Leigh Bardugo, Six of Crows

#what people don’t understand about gift giving as a love language is that it’s not about buying someone’s affections #it’s about taking the time to know them well enough that when you see something you know they would like you think of them #it’s putting in the effort to give the perfect gift #it’s about giving a little piece of yourself to someone you love #it’s about taking the time to know them #it’s about seeing the joy on their faces when they receive that perfect gift #and i think that soc quote describes zane and rikki perfectly #because zane’s love language is gift giving and so is rikki’s #h2o just add water #rikki chadwick #zane bennett #zikki

[pluggedintosaverockandroll]

i love being queer i really do but my god it can be lonely sometimes

#my siblings are queer but other than that i don't have any close queer friends irl #i'm also not out to my parents #my sexuality they might understand but i'm bery certain they won't understand my gender #they love me but would they still love me if i told them who i am? #and like i really should worry about labels too much bc the word queer exists and that perfectly describes what i am #it just tells you that i'm not cis/het #i'm also not really out to my uni/dorm friends so yeah #they would probably be cool with that tho #(sexuality i mean gender idk bc idk how to explain my gender to people in dutch) #i'm not actively looking for a romantic relationship at the moment but like dating another queer perspn would make me a lot less lonely... #(kinda unrelated but i think i might be somewhere on the asexual spectrum ??? and possibly on the aromantic one as well ???) #this is why i love the word queer so much #it just tells you that i'm not cis/het #so like i rrally shouldn't worry about labels too much because the word queer perfectly describes what i am #queer #kj post

[potted-cilantro]

god who invented this 'friends can't be affectionate' shit and 'romance is a necessity and the default so we're treating every single relationship as a binary' and 'the words in your language only support this binary it is impossible to describe a relationship outside it' bullshit can we get rid of it please

#been trying to describe what this relationship is and i keep going 'cant say that that's aphobic' #because as an aromantic person i DON'T HAVE A POINT OF REFERENCE FOR WHAT ROMANCE *IS* #THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS. I DON'T EXPERIENCE IT. I CAN'T MEASURE THIS CHARACTER'S EXPERIENCES AGAINST THAT METRIC BECAUSE THE #STUPID SOCIETY RULES MAKE IT SO THAT I CAN'T DESCRIBE THIS AS ROMANTIC OR PLATONIC #AND THOSE THINGS ARE TREATED LIKE BLACK AND WHITE BOTH IN CONTRAST AND IN HOW EASY IT IS TO TELL THEM APART #and thats NOT HOW IT WORKS AT ALLLLLLL BUT ITS THE ONLY WORDS WE HAVE #so im stuck just going 'heres what this behavior means and here's my romantic history as a reference point because thats ALL I HAVE' #doesn't help that my experiences consist of 'friend that i just like being affectionate with' and 'person who fits perfectly into the box o #romantic partner but is actually aromantic just like me #sorry this got away from me ok to rb #also in case youre concerned about what i mean by 'cant say that thats aphobic' i mean describing this relationship in ways that line up #with the platonic vs romantic binary in order to get my point across or just get my thoughts out badly rather than risking them being lost

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily Whistlepaw until hej becomes PoV day 1166

doodle from philosophy class

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #I am ~busyyyyyyyyy~ tonight so have this masterpiece of a doodle I drew once #It describes perfectly how I feel during philosophy classes all the time #Besides when I'm losing my shit more outwardly because we're seeing Things I Don't Want To See #I am lost in the sea of smart people saying things just to say them #Help me

[holyviolence]

omg i spent the whole day cleaning my entire apartment because my family was coming to visit and 1) so so so happy my adhd is being medicated now it's literally changing my life and 2) i FINALLLY got through to my dad about how he probably has ADHD too!!!!! he finally said Yeah i think i might have adhd. and my mom was like Me too (we've had this talk privately before, she knows she has adhd too lol) And my brother is literally transferring to a different school because he can't concentrate and isn't disciplined at his current uni. adhd family.

#literally thank goodness my brother was here to like Perfectly describe in real time what happens to adhd people when they go to college for #the first time. there's less structure and you fall apart. i used that as an opportunity. #i've slowly slowly slowly been chipping away at my Entire family btw. i've finally convinced my dad that medication is a GOOD THING. #i said You know. there's a lot in life that you feel like you Have to live with. but being on meds has made life so much easier and happier. #and that's when my dad finally said it. #:^) sometimes i like..... think about my family and how complicated i feel because growing up was super tough with all of them but now they #are all better people..... and i can't help but feel proud because as much as it is ABSOLUTELY great job for THEM for getting there But i #also feel uhhh partly responsible because i was constantly calling them out for shit. not always in the best way #but always standing up for others and challenging them on their worldviews and just casually talking about more liberal (as in free. not #politically) things. yes i do feel like if it wasn't for me my family would be worse people #i KNOW one of my brothers would be because he literally told me so. and it makes me happy. it is proof that my life is worthy and i have a #good impact on the world. it doesn't have to be a big thing i do to change things..... because i believe in the Ripple Effect #my dad is a teacher and he uses the proper pronouns for his trans students without complaint now. that has a good impact on SO many people #the trans students and their classmates who hear their teacher respect them. my brother is no longer homophobic he's bi lol and #if i hadn't argued with him about what bisexuality meant bc he was Wrong when i was 18 and he was 16... i wonder.... #my younger sister is one of the nicest kids i've ever met and i partly raised her. it feels great to see her be such a good kid #her best friend is a trans girl and when she first came out my sister was one of two people in their class who still wanted to be #her friend. #idk. just inspires me to keep being the best person i can be & always do what's right even if it makes people mad #bc no one can hurt me as much as my family has traumatized me (lol) and look what happened to them!! i didn't give up! and i see real change

[mrpsychokiller]

i feel weird having an [#art] tag and not actually tagging a lot of art i reblog as #art (cause really like 80% of what i post is art anyway) its just that im trying to use the #art tag to tag art that i reblog that DOESNT ALREADY FIT IN ANY OTHER TAGS. i had an [#original] tag for that before to tag original/oc art that doesnt fit any specific fandom tags but not all art i want to post reallyyy fits in "original" per se (and i think that sounds a little weird as a way to classify things anyway?). im literally fighting for my life trying to figure out a tagging system that is cohesive, functional and minimally easy to manage/navigate but ive created a frankestein monster of having 9274883 confusing tags that dont fully fit the bill most of the time. im dying.

#i have like massively autistic levels of obsession over trying to organize my tag systems #like i KNOW i dont need to i could just reblog things without any tags!! people do that all the time!! #but i dont LIKE doing that because i like having things SORTED and ORGANIZED #because if i dont tag a post as anything and i want to find that post in the future its gonna be lost forever #tagging things is a way to archive posts so i can find them any time later!!!!! it helps manage and navigate my blog in search of specific #content!!!!! #but trying to fit every single thing i post about in a neat little label that describes what it is perfectly already IS a flawed concept #my blog is fucking massive ive been posting shit in tags since 2018 #and have like 50.000+ posts by now #and have circled through countless tags through time #and have like a billion interests and different kinds of things i might post about at any point #its TOO MUCH to fit in any tag in a minimally understandable way specially to anyone whos not me #my blog is like a fucking house of leaves situation with tags inside tags inside tags in comic horror fashion #🧃

[hazmatazz]

holy shittt i wish my therapist didn't quit and i didn't have so many issues

#i'm stressed because of applications and i doubt my own skills #i'm stressed because i Don't want to go to school tomorrow #i'm so tired All the time #i don't have Enough time #i keep looking at someone's page so much that now i have to block him to stop myself from doing it because it always makes me feel worse #speaking of them i'm stressed about my best friends and everyone i know wants to talk to me and i just Can't #it takes energy to talk to absolutely everyone usually and just? jesus christ #i feel like i've had to take a pause on my mental state and like my theme perfectly describes it rn #like “yeah i'm fine! i'm doing better!” when i'm actually just putting more on my plate and sabotaging myself #holy shit everything fucking sucks. maybe it's because i'm tired but god god god god god god i can't fucking. ouuggh #my room is a Wreck too and just. God #ouugghgh this is horrible #i don't wanna talk to anyone usually i just wanna be a cat with a really affectionate owner #babble #vent #been doing more of those recently. just god. everything sucks #seasonal depression??? idk .. #gonna go to bed now. goodnight

[valtoswife]

I know how unlikely it is at this point but I’m still entertaining the idea of Sally, Rades, and Valtos joining the Black Bulls

#I wrote an essay once about them joining any of the magic knight squads but never posted it #but really if they weren’t such minor characters or maybe even just if they weren’t such unpopular characters it would make perfect sense #there was that a be chapter about Yami creating the Black Bulls describing the type of people who’d join the squad #and ngl it hurt a little to read because it perfectly described those three as well #I’ll be happy as long as there is some sort of narratively satisfying conclusion for all of them at all #they don’t have to join any of the magic knight squads necessarily for that #but really my deepest very unlikely desire is for them to join the black bulls #If they do join a magic knight squad at all though I’ll settle for the green mantises #or any of them but I think the most likely would be the green mantises #sally black clover #rades spirito #valtos

[moonysdora]

don't blame me by taylor swift aka remadora anthem yuppp

#it fits like a custom made glove i mean #don't blame me love made me crazy describes remus and tonks together perfectly #they both did things for or because of love that was kinda out of character for them #nymphadora tonks #remus lupin #remadora #harry potter #remus x tonks #remus x nymphadora #nymphadora lupin #moony and dora #moony x dora #ronks

[battydora]

do u ever feel like your smut fics aren't smutty enough....

#they sound so dryyyy #i think it's because of my limited vocabulary 😭😭 #there are so many single words that perfectly describe what i'm saying in a 30 words sentence #and i don't know them aughh #batty talks. –☼

[infizero]

you guys dont understand how much splatoon means to me. you will never understand

#will ALWAYS preach it has some of the best worldbuilding in anything i've ever fucking seen #especially in a video game. and ESPECIALLY a video game which isnt purely story-focused #splatoon's world feels so PAINFULLY fucking real its hard to even describe. the level of detail when it comes to LITERALLY everything #is insane. and thats only amplified when you're someone who's been playing it for a long time and has seen this world change in real time #i will always adore how time passes the same in splatoon's world as it does in real life. however long it's been since the last game came #out - thats how long its been in splatoon's world! characters are constantly changing and doing new things and taking on new roles #AND of course. the final splatfests making it so player input has a direct and pivotal effect on the setting and plot of the next game. #SO fucking cool and insane. like what other piece of media is like that #because of things like that and the worldbuilding and everything i also think that splatoon has one of the most seamless transitions #between singleplayer and multiplayer modes. a lot of times in games esp with stories those modes feel very disconnected #but in splatoon things that you do in singleplayer modes have an actual EFFECT on the world of multiplayer #i will never forget. how cool it felt when octo expansion came out and suddenly octolings started popping up in multiplayer #because in the irl sense. of course they were! people were beating that singleplayer mode and unlocking the ability to play as octolings #in multiplayer. but in-universe THIS IS ACTUALLY WHATS HAPPENING!!!! after your agent 8 escapes more octolings follow in their footsteps #and it is an actual noticeable cultural shift in the world of splatoon with it being talked about on the news and stuff #and this story of octolings coming to the surface and integrating into inkling society works perfectly because its not just something #you're hearing about. you are actually seeing IN REAL TIME octolings start to populate the city and matches because REAL PLAYERS are #playing as them. fitting perfectly into that narrative being created. its soooooo fucking good #anyways sorry i just love splatoon so much and i love talking about why its incredible #serena.txt

[maddy-ferguson]

13 is old as hell i'm sorry the way some of you talk about the party you'd think they were 8

#now OBVIOUSLY 13 isn't old i was just saying that #but even now. they're kids sure but they're not little kids they're technically children but they're not 6 you know what term describes #someone their age perfectly? TEENAGER #do you guys not remember being 13-15 sure you're a kid but you see yourself as a teenager BECAUSE YOU ARE? like mike wasn't wrong when he #said they weren't kids anymore they aren't they'll never be 10 years old again like they're in high school #and being a teenager doesn't mean you should force yourself to give up the things you love OBVIOUSLY but idk if my 13-15-year-old self saw #the way some of you talk about them like they're children who have no clue about anything i would be so offended lmao #that sounds like i'm still a 14-year-old who thinks she's already an adult but it's true i'm sorry #and obviously teenagers are kids to me because they are but idk...nuance #have you guys not seen gravity falls there's a big difference between a kid and a teenager ! (lol) #and they're all babies to me but like they're not 6 idk sometimes some of you talk like they are/were in s1/2😭 #and like i say: brf slt

[mariathechosen1]

Every day "I wonder if the sad I'd be without you would be less than the sad I get from being with you" gets more and more real

#succession #tom wambsgans #the more I think about succession the more obsessed I become with Tom and Shiv’s relationship #because like- I love and hate them both so much #(I uses to really greatly prefer Shiv because of her girlfailure ways but idk reflecting over this Tom quote has made him more relatable) #something something parallels #I can’t believe Tom fucking Wambsgans would be the one to perfectly describe years of idk #maria talks about things #mariacore

[lupicalled]

             razor isn’t a child but he’s emotionally pretty young considering his lack of interaction with other humans until later in his development. he is naive about certain aspects of humanity, and he still needs to be taught a lot of basic stuff. logic and survival? he’s mature and can fend for himself. processing trauma and the human condition? no fucking clue.

#( headcanon . ) #eph described it perfectly the other day #and i've been thinking about it since #i don't like people who infantalize him #because he's not a helpless child #he was raised in literal wilderness #but he IS naive #that there is no doubt #which is why he needs mentors like lisa and diluc #and why he is so attached to them

[oscalesoffeeling]

x. he spun the stars on his fingernails (regular version)

self ship playlist for me n huffie composed of more contemporary music <3 i think this one is maybe the most representative of my s/i story tbh!!

lyrics under cut!!!

the ballad of mona lisa - panic! at the disco

- a lonely speaker in a conversation / her words are swimming through his ears again / there's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for

she had the world - panic! at the disco

~ she held the world upon a string / but she didn't ever hold me / spun the stars on her fingernails / but it never made her happy / 'cause she couldn't ever have me

remember my name - mitski

- 'cause i need somebody to remember my name / after all that i can do for them is done / i need someone to remember me

when you were young - the killers

- he doesn't look a thing like jesus / but he talks like a gentlemen / like you imagined when you were young

shadow - bearstronaut

- i'm the one you want in the palm of your hand / running down your back at every word's end / you can let me down, put me in my place / although you've had enough, there's still more i can take

i will - mitski

- i will wash your hair at night / and dry it off with care / i will see your body bare / and still i will live here

stay soft - mitski

- it's why i've arrived, your sex god / here to take you where / you need to go / to where the dark remembers you

genghis khan - miike snow

- i know there's no form / and no labels to put on / to this thing we keep / and dip into when we need

animal - neon trees

- here we go again / we're like sick animals, we play pretend / you're just a cannibal and i'm afraid i won't get out alive / no, i won't sleep tonight

casual affair - panic! at the disco

- break involuntary ties / a secret so the spies / could never find us out / stay for as long as you have time / so the mess that we'll become / leaves something to talk about

kiss from a rose - seal

- there used to be a graying tower alone on the sea / you became the light on the dark side of me

pure love - hayley williams

- if i want pure love / must stop acting so tough / (i give a little, you give a little) / (we get a little, sentimental)

far too young to die - panic! at the disco

- well i never really thought that you'd come tonight / while the crown hangs heavy on either side / give me one last kiss while we're far too young to die

resistance - muse

- will they find our hiding place / is this our last embrace / or will the walls start caving in?

fear the future - st. vincent

- when the war start anew / in our bed, in our room / i'll come for you, come for me too

starlight - muse

- far away / this ship is taking me far away / far away from the memories / of the people who care if i live or die

deus in absentia - ghost

- the world is on fire / and you are here to stay and burn with me / a funeral pyre / and we are here to revel forever more

parachute - sean ono lennon

- 'cause if i have to die tonight / i'd rather be with you / cut the parachute before the dive

skyfall - adele

- let the sky fall / when it crumbles / we will stand tall / face it all together

on my own - les misérables olc

- without him / i feel his arms around me / and when i lose my way i close my eyes / and he has found me

trade mistakes - panic! at the disco

- i feel marooned in this body / deserted, my organs can go on without me / you can't fly these wings / you can't sleep in this box with me

haunted by the kiss - talkfine, starkid

- my heart won't stop beating / hoping that this kiss / will never ever become a scar / you're in my soul / you're tormenting me / if you're suffering as much as i am / please, won’t you tell me

maps - yeah yeah yeahs

- made off / don't stray / well, my kind's your kind / i'll stay the same / pack up / don't stray

sweetest goodbye - maroon 5

- where you are seems to be / as far as an eternity / outstretched arms, open hearts / and if it never ends, then when do we start?

high - the cure

- and when i see you happy as a girl / that lives in a world of make-believe / it makes me pull my hair all out / to think i could've let you leave / and when i see you take the same sweet steps / you used to take, i know / i'll keep on holding you in my arms so tight / they'll never let you go (never let you go)

dig - incubus

- we all have a weakness / but some of ours are easy to identify / look me in the eye / and ask for forgiveness / we'll make a pact to never speak that word again / yes, you are my friend

two slow dancers - mitski

- it would be a hundred times easier / if we were young again / but as it is / and it is / we're just two slow dancers, last ones out

in our bedroom after the war - stars

- it's us, yes, we're back again / here to see you through 'til the day's end / and if the night comes and the night will come / well at least the war is over

#so anyway. i've posted this before without lyrics but i've updated it since then. #like i said this is probably the playlist that best describes my s/i story with him? definitely in certain parts. #because like the story goes that delruk was kinda forced by her parents to be wil.huff's assistant but he basically refused #to give them intel or connections when they asked bc at that point he didn't give a shit about them anymore and had gained wil.huff's trust #which he didn't really wanna lose. meanwhile delruk and wil.huff are trying to hold back their feelings for each other but end up starting #a tumultuous love affair. it all comes to a head during what would be the climax of anh when #delruk convinced huffie's stubborn ass to evacuate and then they both kinda realize that 'Oh. we're in love but still weirdly in denial of #how deeply and we also disagree on a bunch of kinda fundamental things and all the secrecy and differences are kinda putting a strain on #our relationship and maybe we have a lot of other unresolved problems In general. So. maybe we should take a break.' cut a year or so and #huffie left the empire and came crawling back to me ready to beg on his hands and knees for me to take him back but i just kinda flung #myself into his arms and kissed him and now we're married :^) #anyway. 'dig' is like our song. same with 'open arms.' it just perfectly describes our connection ya know. #i love that old man ❤ #ugh. anyway #ellie rambles about stuff #he spun the stars on his fingernails (tag) #ok to rb #:)