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bantansworld · 2 years

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Double Platinum || DadKNJ Part 3

➜ Summary: “ I'm just trying to look out for your best interest! Because what if you end up making a stupid mistake that'll cost you your whole career!"

" A stupid mistake? You mean like me? That is why you decided to leave me, right? Because I was a stupid mistake that could have costed you your whole career?"

➜ Pairing: Unspecified for now

➜ Genre: Daughter given up for adoption, Becoming an Idol, Harshness of the idol industry, Namjoon reconnecting with his daughter, journey to forgive, messy one sided beef with other group

Warnings: Adpotion, giving up child, Heartbreak, implied racism, strict dieting, controlling career, abusive manager, abuse, being singled out, harsh social media comments, depression, profanity, idol life, learning to forgive

➜ Word count: 3958

-- { Jaelah's POV } --

My body twitched a few times as I started to wake up from my sleep. It took me a couple of minutes to actually acknowledge that I was awake and open my eyes. I really didn't want to wake up. Not right now, but I knew that I had to.

As soon as my eyes peeked opened and I took a breath in and let it out, all the events from yesterday came rushing back to me, and even after all the amazing things I experienced yesterday, the thing that took over my mind the most was the rejection of all of the entertainment companies.

At that mere thought, the darkness I felt pinching my heart came back, swooping me up and encasing me in sadness. I just didn't understand. My mind just couldn't wrap around that. How was I not accepted into a least one company? Is it conceited of me to say that I think that I had a really good audition video? I put my all into it, showcasing my skills of dancing, rapping singing, writing lyrics, acting, everything that I could think of.

I sighed to myself. Sighed at the reality. I know that there are probably many applicants that did the same thing, hell there were probably many other applicants that were way better than me, even so, I just can't help but think my talents had nothing to do with why I was rejected by so many companies. I just can't help but to think that maybe my skin tone played a role in that too.

I spent all morning wracking my brain on that thought. Walking up to the door of the store, I took my key out and unlocked it, flipping the switch to the welcome sign, opening the store officially.

I walked over to the door that led to behind the counter and unlocked that as well, walking over to the phone that we used to clock in and out and punched my numbers in, a "clocked in at 8:07am" flashing across the screen.

I sighed, as I sat down in the stool, pulling my phone out to scroll through my twitter. I wish I could just close the store for today. I really didn't want to be bothered today, I just wanted to bury myself under my covers and soak in a stew of my own self loathing. With another sigh, I scrolled more and more, that dark feeling swallowing me a bit more every time another mutual retweeted a newly debuted group on to my timeline.

" Why can't that be me?" I muttered to myself, feeling my eyes start to tear up.

Ding ding ding. The bell above the door sounded as a customer walked into the store. I immediately wiped the tears from my eyes and stood up straight, placing my phone in my back pocket as I put a smile on my face. " Good morning! Welcome to Kim's Corner. Please enjoy your time shopping with us." I said to the customer.

The woman bowed her greetings to me, then went on about her business. I took my phone back out of my pocket and sat back down, my thoughts taking over my mind once again.

— Should I just give up? I just don't understand the point in keep trying to force something that's obviously not meant to be. For years I've been trying to get into a company. Making excuses over and over for why I didn't make it, thinking back then that my talents weren't good enough and that I needed to improve more before I would be accepted, when that just wasn't the case. Maybe I should just accept the fact that the idol industry has an image that they want to uphold and I just didn't fit that image. I wasn't apart of the beauty standards that they uphold. —

My frown deepened at my thoughts. I honestly felt as if my brain and my heart was locked in a heated battle. My brain trying to rationalize to the circumstances, while my heart just wasn't ready to let go of my life long dream.

I saw the woman making her way over to the counter with her items in hand. " Hello. Are you doing well today?" I asked her, taking the items from under the glass and begin scanning them.

" Yes I am. Thank you." She replied to me me as she started digging around in her purse.

I finished scanning her items, looking at the screen as the total amount popped up. " Your total will be ₩19,483.35. I let her know.

She held up her card, letting me know that she was using it and I nodded and pressed the card button on the register. " You can go ahead and swipe it now." I told her.

She did as I said and swiped her card. The register taking a little longer to process her card before "declined" popped up on the screen.

" I'm sorry. Let me try a different card." She muttered to me, going back into her purse as she searched around for a few seconds. She pulled out another card, looking at the front of it before nodding her head. " Here it is." She said holding up the other card.

I nodded once again and pressed the button, gesturing for her to slide her card. It took just one second and her transaction was approved. I had bagged her things and handed them to her along with her receipt. " Thank you for shopping at Kim's Corner. Please come again." I said with a bow.

" Yes. I will thank you." The woman said bowing her head slightly as she left the store.

And it was back to me and my thoughts as I sat back down, taking my phone out and continued with scrolling through my timeline.

I guess time really do fly by when you have nothing to do. It had been about two hours since I clocked in and just like yesterday, customers were scarce. I spent more time scrolling through twitter and watching youtube videos then I did anything else.

As more time ticked on and no one was showing up, I stood up from the stool, grabbing my keys so that the door wouldn't lock behind me and made my way out of the room. I walked down the isles of the store, seeing what products I needed to stock up on before I went back to the storage room and grabbed a box of extra spicy ramyeon. I walked out of the storage room with the box in hand, hearing the familiar ding ding ding of the bell.

" Hello. Welcome to Kim's Corner, thank you for shopping with us." I said to whoever it was that walked in.

I was a bit preoccupied with the box that took up most of my vision as I walked over to the isle that houses all of the different varieties of ramyeon " Seems like these are selling well these days." I said aloud as I placed the box on the ground and started pulling at the tape that sealed the box shut.

I started taking the packs of the ramyeon out of the box and placing them on the shelves when a scream ripped from my throat when a voice behind me spoke. " Yeah they are. I actually came all this way just for these." The voice said.

I placed my hand over my rapidly beating heart, my breath shuttering as I looked up at the young man that towered over me, his wide does eyes stared at me apologetically. " I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." He said frantically, bowing his head in apology.

" N-No it's fine." I said to him as I stood to my feet after placing the last of the ramen in the box onto the shelves. " I'm just a bit of a scary cat." I said to him, moving a curl the escaped my ponytail form my face.

We both laughed awkwardly. It was then that I got more of a good look at the person I was speaking to. My words were caught in my throat as the smile on my face faded and my mouth opened in shock.

" Hello!" He said with a smile. " We met yesterday right?" He asked.

I schooled my face, remembering that I was at work and I wanted to be professional. " I- uh yes I did! It's nice to see you again. I hope you enjoyed your package." I said to him, my heart beating a mile a minute although I tried not to show it.

A real smile graced his face as he nodded eagerly. " I did! Jimin-hyung and I ate mostly everything in the box! Thank you for packing such great snacks for us." He said to me.

" It's no problem at all. It's my job." I responded to him, moving over from blocking the shelf of ramyeon and gestured for him to go head. " You said you came here for this right?" I asked him.

" Mmh." He sounded, walking over to the shelf, grabbing multiple packs of the extra spicy ones.

I walked away from him, going to break the box down and to put it with the rest of the used boxes then I made my way back over to the door, unlocking it before making my way back to the register. I looked around seeing Jungkook still walking around the store, his hands filled with packs of noodles and other snacks.

I was glad I had some time to breathe to myself. Trying to hold in my inner fa girl was a bit taxing but I think I did well. I don't know what village or town I saved in my past life, but for me to meet Jungkook two times, back to back like this, I must have been a real saint in my past life.

I saw him walking over here with his hands full of snacks and ramyeon, placing it all messily on the counter.

" Oh wow." I said to him, not holding back the giggle that escaped me.

He looked up at me with a sheepish smile. " I wanna make sure I don't run out so soon again now that Jiminie-Hyung isn't there to eat all of my food up." He explained to me.

" Ahhhh." I sounded, nodding my head as I reached under the glass, grabbing the items and scanning them and bagging them as I went.

We fell into a comfortable silence as I continued scanning, when not too long after that, Jungkook spoke up again.

" You know, I've been out all morning looking for these specific ramyeon packs and everywhere I went they were sold out." He said with a slight whine. "'And then I come here, but not only are the ramyeon here, you are too, but I supposed I shouldn't be surprised you're here. You do work here after all." He rambled on.

" Do you do this often? I would think that a huge idol like you walking around so freely would cause a lot of mayhem to happen." I said to him as I scanned the last item in the pile, placing it in the bag.

" Yeah it would, that's why when I'm in the mood to shop for myself, I go early in the day so that I don't attract attention. I also cover up so I'm not as recognizable." He explained, gesturing to his outfit.

"Ahhhh." I sounded again, nodding in understanding. " Umm your total is going to be ₩100,014.53." I told him.

He reached into his pocket, pulling out a black card. I pressed the button on the register and gestured to him that he could swipe with he did and immediately the transaction went through.

I slid his bags through the hole in the glass along with his receipt. " Well thank you so much for shopping at Kim's Corner again. We really appreciate your business here. Feel free to come by any time" I said to him with a bow.

" Of course! Thank you for such wonderful service yet again." He replied to me, bowing his head again.

I watched with a heavy heart as he started to walk away. I wanted to open my mouth to ask him another question, but I didn't want to keep him any longer than he had to be here, and plus I didn't want to seem unprofessional.

" I- uh Jungkook-shii." My mouth open and spilled the words beofre I had even realized what I was doing.

Jungkook stopped in his tracks and turned around to look back at me. " Yes?" He asked.

" I... I uhh... Can I ask you a question? You don't have to if you don't want to. I just-"

My ramblings were cut short with a laugh. " Nonits fine. I'll be happy to answer your question if I can." He said to me.

My heart felt like some of the darkness was rising off of it.

" I just..." I took a few seconds to collect my words beofre I spoke again. " Donyounhave any advice for an aspiring artists that's trying to get into the idol industry?" I asked him, my cheeks warming as I watched him toss the question around in his head for about a minute.

" We'll for starters, being in this industry, I would say you'd have to have very tough skin. You have to realized quickly that not every thing is gonna happen suddenly. A lot of things in this industry takes time, sometimes a long time before things are a bit smoother. For me, one thing that I take very seriously is my craft. I work to perfect my craft because knowing that you can be better than you were before is motivating for me. And most importantly I would say to not give up, no matter what. No matter how tough times are, or how much things just don't look like it's gonna get better. Don't give up. Those are thoughts that I hold close to my heart, even now." He answered, sincerity dripping from his words.

I took his words into myself and soaked in them. I felt my eyes tear up and I couldn't catch the tear that dripped down my face fast enough before he saw it. His face held concern at first before a look of recognition appeared, a small smile coming to his face.

" I don't know your story, but I just want to tell you to push on. If being in this industry is something that you want that bad. Don't give up. If this is a dream of yours, then you hold on tight until you can fulfill them. Fight through your hardships, because there will be many, push through and you will prevail." He said to me.

The tears wouldn't stop falling from my eyes, but I continued to wipe them away. " Thank you for your kind words. I'll hold on to them and keep them with me on my journey." I said to him.

" Please do. I was in your place not that long ago and somebody had to tell me something similar." He told me.

" Mmh." I sounded out as I continued wiping tears from my face, nodding at his words.

" Fighting!" He cheered out before he left with a wave.

I watched him walk out with his bags on his arms before he stopped in his tracks, taking his phone from his pocket and holding it up to take a selfie. He looked down at his phone, typing something in it before putting it back in his pocket, then made his way to the black Mercedes that was parked out front.

" Wow... I really just got advice from an international superstar. One of my ultimate faves. I'll never forget this moment." I said to myself in somewhat of a daze, wiping the last of my tears from my eyes.

" Thank you for shopping at Kim's Corner, please come again soon." I said to the customer as they walked away with a bow.

I turned to put away the extra bag when I jumped, hearing the store door being aggressively pushed open. My eyes shot over to the door seeing Youngheun run in, her breath heavy as she bowed in apology to the customer she almost plowed over beofre she rushed over to the door and started beating on it.

I was alarmed. Why was she so frantic? I rushed over to the door letting her in, " Youngheun? What's wrong? Are you ok?!" I asked her, looking her over to make sure she didn't have any bruising or anything on her.

" Stop stop stop! I'm fine!" She said moving my hands from checking her beofre she placed my hands on her cheeks. " Tell me I'm dreaming Jae. Please tell me I'm dreaming." She said to me.

I was so confused and had no idea what she was rambling on about. " You're not dreaming. And you're early today." I said to her, glancing down at the time that showed on my phone screen.

" Ok. I'm not dreaming. So then that means this is real." She said to me as she held her phone up to my face.

She held her phone so close to my face that I had to move her hand back and when my eyes focused on what she was showing me, I realized it was twitter and on the picture was Jungkook, posing with a smile on his face and a the bags in his hands right in front of the store with a caption that read,

— " Did this just become my new favorite store? They have so many good snacks and the worker there is always so nice. 10 out of 10 recommended." —

My eyes widened at the post as I rushed to pick up my phone, unlocking it with a swiftness. I pressed on my twitter app, seeing the blue screen with the bird appear before my timeline had loaded up. My entire timeline was freaking out about Jungkook's post. Some were pointing out how they didn't live too far from the store and we're gonna come here just because Jungkook did. Others were responding how jealous they were that they were too far away to come.

I was shocked. Did Jungkook do this knowingly, giving our little corner store more exposure and potentially business?

" Oh my gosh..." I said absentmindedly.

" Jaelah you..." Youngheun had paused her words as she took in a breath. " Jae this is your second time meeting Jungkook. Second time in a row! This isn't fairrrrrr!" She said whining. " Why am I never around whenever he appears!" She continued to whine.

My mind was still somewhat gone as she spoke. " Yeah, he came in about 20 minutes ago looking for ramyeon. We talked for a bit and he gave me some great advice." I rambled on.

" And you're this calm about it?! I don't know if I would have been able to handle it. I would have probably fainted." She said dramatically.

" I appeared calm on the outside to remain professional and not freak him out, but on the inside, I felt like I was dying and going to heaven over and over again... until it got kind of serious and I was crying like a baby." I said, trying to rush that part out quickly.

" Woah Woah Woah... you got serious? Crying? What happened." She asked, her sunny demeanor suddenly not sunny anymore.

" No no, it's not anything he did. Heunnie he's honestly so nice and sweet. It didn't even feel like talking to an international superstar, but like an old friend or something." I explained to her.

"Mmh. So what happened? Why were you crying." She asked me, her eyes never leaving mine.

I suddenly felt embarrassed. " I kinda asked him in advice for getting into the idol industry and he gave me some really good advice that touched my heart. You know I'm a crybaby." I explained to her.

" Oh wow. Getting advice from one of the artists you admire the most. What village did you save in your past life?" She said to me.

I laughed. " I said the same thing." I told her. " But yeah, it really made me feel so much better. I was so sad this morning. I felt like I was slipping into a depressive episode. I was really ready to just give up on trying to become an idol." I said to her.

Her eyes widened at my words. I could read her face like the back of my hand. First she looked confused on why I would do that, then she thought for a second before realization set in for her.

" Oh Jae. The auditions didn't go well?" She asked, sadness for me appearing in her eyes.

I shook my head. " I was rejected by every company I applied for." I said lowly.

Youngheun kissed her teeth, pulling me into a hug. " Those bastards don't know what they're missing." She said to me.

We pulled away from each other.

" Before hearing Jungkook's words, I really did want to give up because I felt like, what's the point if I was just gonna keep getting rejected by the same companies. I've been trying to get into an entertainment company since I was 12 years old, back then I understood that maybe I was too young, but since when was that ever a problem in kpop? I just feel like the older I get, the more I realize that maybe they just don't want to accept me because I'm mixed." I explained to her.

Youngheun's ears were open as she listened to me and let me rant before she spoke again. " I just don't understand why that would be a problem. There are plenty of mixed idols that debut in groups and a lot of them become popular." She said to me.

" Yeah heunnie, but what's the difference between them and me? Most of the time the mixed idols that debut and make it big are mixed with either another Asian nationality, or their mixed with white. You never see an idol with darker skin debut." I told her.

A deep frown came to her lips. " Now that I'm looking at it like that, you're so right." She said with a deep sigh.

Silence falls between us as we let the reality sink in.

" But the encouraging words from Jungkook makes me want to keep fighting. He told me to keep fighting for my dream and I will prevail. I know that's a gamble, but it's a gamble I'm willing to take." I said to her passionately.

" We'll that's great. And besides, you can always come apply to DRMusic with Dahye and me. It's a very small company, but hey, we have to start somewhere right?" She said to me.

My eyes widened and I smacked my hand against my forehead. " That's who I was forgetting. I forgot to submit my audition to DRmusic because I fell asleep. Ughhhh I'm so dumb." I told to her.

Youngheun laughed at me, pulling me into a hug. " I'm glad you're gonna keep fighting. We got this this Jae. I'm determined to see our dreams come true." She said to me.

" I am too." I responded back to her.

We were in our hug for a few more seconds when we begin to hear chatter outside of the store. My eyes had widened.

There was a group of people beginning to form, taking pictures in front of the store and posing the same way Jungkook did.

" Oh my gosh." I said in disbelief.

" We're about to be so busy." Youngheun finished.

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thundergrace · 2 years

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If you want to be educated on the "welfare queen" stereotype in a hilarious and informative and thorough manner, I will once again recommend this episode of You're Wrong About

#annnd there's Reagan #truly no wonder why the GOP idolizes him #less clear is why I've been hearing Black folk call Clinton the first Black president all my life #when he made our lives significantly worse #welfare #government aid #government assistance

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milkbreadtoast · 1 month

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idk how i want to draw him yet and not ready to make a srs attempt but here's a bad kdj phone doodle lol🚶🏻

#orv #kim dokja #omniscient reader's viewpoint #my art #oh yeah i didnt have ref for this fkdnfn was going off memory of the last (first) time i drew him #i cant do a serious attempt tho bc i havent read the novel so i dont have a clear image of him in my head yet...#(dont want to just copy the webtoon design hastily... if it matches my image thats fine but... idk yet)#my main opinion on the webtoon design is he's too hot/ikemen tho KFJDKDJ (this is what i thought since the beginning)#its like BONES mp100 anime reigen.... kdj is like manga reigen to me /j #but who knows maybe if i catch kdj brainrot i too will start drawing him like a kpop idol out of affection...🤷🏻‍♂️#like the webtoon artist prob draws kdj pretty bc they love him sm #just like how i draw jys pretty bc of my brainrot...#so who knows maybe that will happen to me too🤷🏻‍♂️ time will tell #my main opinion on webtoon yjh (no one asked): CUTE BUT WHERES THE T1TTY BEL- *voice muffled as i get dragged away*#(copied most of these tags from twit too lazy to retype the commentary)#EDIT: i call him reigen jokingly bc theyre abt the same age but #kdj is also mob core to me....#in that theyre both protags that dont look flashy and look more like extras/'mob charas'#yet r irrevocably unequivocably the protags of their respective stories #(just as everyone is the protag of your own life! sieze ur narrative! etcetc🖤)#also. both black haired bowlcut havers KJDJS #kdj is reigen coded (derogatory) and mob coded (POS)#hes also a 'con man like reigen..... yep hes def still reigen coded

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allimocha · 1 month

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✨ miitopia-sona ✨

#art #black artist #magical girl #sona #miitopia #idol

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kiki-1109 · 5 months

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my first furina and black butler fanart simultaneously lol

#fanart #genshin impact #furina #black butler #doodle #i'm actually a black butler fan since 2013 but i kinda fell off it in 2016 cuz i got obsessed with idol mobages (enstars) LOL #recently i'm getting more into again tho!!! the anime announcement motivated me to catch up with the manga #i'm devastated at the revelations btw yana toboso why

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ineedtosellmysoul · 10 months

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i deserve nothing but the best because i'm god's favourite

#lana del rey #coquette #girlblogger #girlposting #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girl interrupted #aesthetic #pink pilates princess #black swan #it girl #delusional #heavenly #lily rose depp #the idol #alana champion

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i4tkoo · 2 months

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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀𝒊𝒊𝒊. ͏⠀halting⠀⠀all⠀⠀the⠀⠀unluckiness

⠀⠀　⠀⠀ ⠀ bring⠀⠀me⠀⠀to⠀⠀heavens.

⭒ fav or reblog if you save

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yourmomni · 1 year

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RIVALS CHAPTER 1

Tw:profanity,angst,fluff

The sweat was dripping down my face and on to the my chin I quickly whiped it away."Okay girls let's try it one more time a little more cleaner." A collective moan was heard through out the room from my group members

Sena rolled her eyes "come on we could use the practice and it's only one more time." Minyoung slumped on the floor sprawling out "unnie you said that like a hour ago"

I walked towards her and rubbed her head "well this time it really will be the last time and if it isn't will get her arrested on child labor laws." I glared at our leader making her cross her arms.

"Girls calm down okay we still have time to make it to the restaurant by the dorms if we hurry so let's just get it over with" Areum said already getting in postion.

Nani, kazumi and jiwoo followed after her getting in position also. "Uggh fine" minyoung got off the floor and I followed her to our position. "Okay ready." Sena started the music and got into position before the first melody ranged out through out the room

We finished practice and we all collapsed on the floor together."good job girls" Minyoung breathed out being the first to get off the floor "im so excited for this break before promotions I don't think I can look at another sweet potato after this diet is over." I groaned rubbing my stomach

"Same I could really go for a steak or some bulgogi and rice" me and kazumi groaned thinking about our food choices. " 3 more hours and I can finally finish law and order svu I'm on season 11 and I'm this close to 12." We grabbed our bags and headed out of the practice room doors

We were laughing at something jiwoo said when heard loud shutting noise coming from the room at the end of the hall. The Double doors open the reveal boys walking out of the other practice

"Kill me now" Nani groaned looking at the boys crossed armed "WHY are they still here isn't their company done renovating." They were loudly coming down the hallway towards us jumping and making noise

"Ni-ki you have school tomorrow so your definitely not coming to the restaurant tonight." Sunoo said pating the youngest head roughly. Niki pushed him away and fixed his hair

"Hyung I'll be fine plus I'm only staying for 2 periods and coming back for rehearsal." We all stopped in our tracks debating if we should walk back into out room and wait for them to pass

"OH hi minyoung" niki said smiling and waving at her. She grew bright red and dashed back into our practice room. Niki quickly dropped his arm. We followed after minyoung closing the door

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT." I whispered yelled. Minyoung was pacing back and forth rubbing her hands together. We watched her in confusion. Kazumi laughed "isn't it obvious." We looked at her as she was leaning on the door still " she likes him." Minyoung stopped pacing and looked down at her hands

We looked at her in shock. " I've liked him since trainee days." We all mentally faced palmed." Your joking right..You can't fall in love with the enemy." Nani groaned. Sena was silent. Face in her hands mumbling about how this was going to be our downfall. " aw that's so cute." Jiwoo said hopping up and hugging minyoung. We glared at her "but totally not allowed." She winced backing away from her

The boys erupted into laughter as the girls went back into their practice room " way to go niki you really got a way with girls." Jay laughed loudly pating his maknea back. Niki frowned his eyebrows in concern. " Did I say something wrong ?" They continued walking leaving niki standing their in confusion

" GUYS SERIOUSLY WHAT DID I SAY WRONG." He ran after them yelling waiting for an answer

On their way back to the dorms minyoung was silent not even paying attention to the convo that was at hand. "Okay but listen we can go to Jeju Island for a week and go swimming its the perfect break get away

Areum shrugged "sounds fine to me, we have a house down there so we won't have to buy a hotel or an air bnb." I high fived her ." Guys don't we have the best nonna."

A collective yes was heard causing areum to blush and swat us away. I looked at minyoung and shouldered her grabbing her attention. " hey it's okay " Sena wrapped her arm around her shoulder "yeah maybe we over reacted a little." Minyoung smiled "it's okay I knew that's how you guys were going to react I'm just embarrassed that's all." Kazumi pulled her hat down over her head

"OH MY gosh blah blah blah I'm tired of hearing about the niki dude can we just get some food and go home ." I rolled my eyes " fine grumpy bear ." We walked to the 7/11 and grabbed sum ramen bowls. "Aw man they don't have any more spicy ones." Areum groaned. " you guys want something to drink?" I asked heading over to the ice coolers. "Yeah can I have a that peach strawberry drink I had last time.

?" Nani asked already heating up her noodles. I nodded and went towards the drinks. I grabbed mine first then looked for hers.

When I finally found it, I noticed how it was at the top of the shelf." Shit" i grabbed a sausage stick and started trying to push it off the shelf. Then a cheese stick and now a chicken skewer. "Need help." I turned around and almost dropped everything in my hands. I quickly turned back around.

"Um no thanks." WHY the fuck am I stuttering. "It's no problem really." He started walking towards me I turned back around to stop him and once I did he we were face to face only the items in my hands separating us. My breath caught in my throat and he must of heard it because he smirked down at me. He put his arm above my head leaning on the shelf above me. "Y/n right?" OH MY FUCKING GOD.

I nodded."mhm yep that's me." He smiled "I don't think I formally introduced myself earlier in the hall I'm jake." I gulped.he was so close. He smelled like expensive cologne and body wash. He grabbed the drink off the shelf and handed it to me. "Hyung come on curfew is almost up." Not once did he break eyecontact with me. " I gotta go."

He pulled away from me and winked. " I'll see you around." I was still frozen in shock from the encounter when Nani peaked from around the corner. " that was hot." I thrower her drink at her and walked away.

" We don't speak of this to anyone." I whispered going back to the girls. They were already sitting down eating. I sat down infront of minyoung who was staring out the window. I looked at what she was looking at and my heart dropped for her. Niki was standing their talking to a group of girls they were giggling at every word he said and he was smiling at them.

She frowned looking down at her noodles. I sighed. "Hey forget about him when we go to jeju theirs gonna be plenty of boys your age who are sweet fun Y and not total duchebags." She shrugged ." Yeah I guess."

She went back to eating. Hopefully this trip will do us all some good

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HII I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE FIRST PART OF RIVALS. SORRY IF ITS A LOT OF SPELLING ERRORS....if things were clear in the summary then I'll say it here. This is a story about all of the boys not just niki and minyoung but it is sorta based around them

#black reader #enhypen fanfiction #enhypen imagines #black idol #black reader x kpop #enha niki #niki #enhypen heeseung #jakesim x black reader

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mrs-gauche · 2 years

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The Rotunda and the Fresco

On the mural, all messere would say is, "Skyhold is her fortress. These are her actions."

#dragon age #dai gifs #solas #my gifs #this set took. forever.#basically had to play through half the game again lol #one thing I noticed while making this though..#..is just how prominent the Black City is in his frescoes #..and the many pride demon like eyes surrounding it (!!!)#..like he's always watching it..#interesting.. given how in the mural from the official teaser trailer the Dread Wolf seemed to break into the Black City 👀#and I have a pretty strong guess why that is...#you know - besides the fact that *cough* the Black City is totally Arlathan where the false elven gods are imprisoned *cough*#but I actually think he needs to break in there for another reason 👀#..involving a certain idol 👀👀👀#anyway.. I always have to chuckle when I read the codex from this archivist calling Solas ''messere'' lol

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wonbuni · 18 days

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　　　 ꈍ　　　𓎠𓎠　　　im not a piece of cake　　　ꔫ

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calibabii21 · 8 months

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|| sli(ck-p)up || l.jn

pairing: pervy bf!Jeno x gf!reader

genre: smut

warning(s): perv!jeno, sub!jeno, secret pic/videos taken, caught jerking off with reader's panties, sadist!reader, humiliation, edging, overstimulation, use of pet names "baby" and "pup/puppy"

wc: 1.8k

a/n: @jenosprincess requested pervert boyfriend!Jeno and it is officially September so I figured, why not kill two birds with one stone. let the shenanigans begin, hope you all enjoyyy~~~

also: (pre-established safe words, we use the standard green for "keep going" and yellow for "ease up" with "lighthouse" being "stop")

You noticed. It was small things. But you noticed. It isn't that he was acting particularly skittish, but he was even more primal acting. Like a feral pet.

It started with longer stares. I mean, he's your boyfriend, so, of course he's going to look- but no. He stares. Quite literally like you're a freshly butchered hunk of meat.

Next it was more aggressive touches. Fingers digging into your waist just to pass by you. Teeth sinking harsher into your lip when he kisses you. Very desperate. Very eager.

The oddest one, he began sniffing you. When he hugs you. When you walk by. The moment you most need a shower, right after you've worked out. That's when you noticed undergarments of yours going missing.

Little did you know, today would be the day the covers got pulled back.

Your day wrapped up early so you decided to head to your boyfriend's house. Just like you would any other weekend. It is when you approach his apartment that you feel that shit is about to hit the fan. Nevertheless, you enter his home with the spare key he gave you.

It's radio silence as you walk in. The television is off. No bustling action in the kitchen. Not even the blasting of the Naruto soundtrack. But you think nothing of it as you head toward his room. He's probably gaming with the guys.

"Ba-" but you're stopped short. There is nothing in the world that could prepare you for what you see. All the signs were there, but you brushed them off as his man period or something. Men go through things too. But this??

He couldn't see or hear you, but boy could you see and hear him. "F-Fuck M-Miss- please." You knew your boyfriend could be a little submissive sometimes, but never to the extent of begging and calling Mistress..or was it Miss? Either way, the scene before you was beyond your imagination.

Jeno in his gamer chair, a hand tightly wrapped around his cock and here's the kicker, your most recent loss; a baby blue lace thong, held up to his nose. And boy is he sniffing profusely. Not that you thought it could get any worse, but it did.

On his screen- his gaming pc screen, was you, fresh out of the shower, and naked. You didn't seem to be anything special, but baby boy was lapping it up. In the video you'd had on the same baby blue thong, he now had in his mouth as if to taste you, and were lathering your body in baby oil.

It seems to be getting near the climax seeing as, once it got to the part where you were spreading and rubbing it all over your bare breasts, you notice the video had been slowed down and zoomed in- still in 4k quality by the way. He edited it too?? This was all too crazy and had carried on for too long.

"Having fun?" His body instantly jerked and froze. He's still as you walk to him and turn his chair to face you. Eyes watering and face red with embarrassment as you've caught him in such a vulnerable position. Though he's scared for being caught, and your dominant aura has caused him to cower, it's clear he is enjoying the feeling.

His hard on is still raging and if anything, it seems even angrier. His breathing is deep, but shaky; and he has the nerve to still hold your panties in his mouth. You snatch them out, drawing a whimper from him and toss them aside.

"So this is what you do when I'm not around?" He looks down at his lap then closes his eyes, too ashamed to see how aroused he is by the situation. "This why you've been acting so fucking desperate lately?" His whine when you grip his face and make him look you in the eyes is indeed, desperate.

His eyes sneak a glance at the computer and your eyes follow his line of sight seeing the video is still playing, this time the frame zoomed onto your ass as you're bent over. You narrow your eyes as you bring them to meet his again and he tries to shrink into himself.

"You that horny to where you can't even focus on me right in front of you? Is it because I'm fully clothed?" He looks at you with wide eyes and shakes his head in denial. "No? You like it when you're exposed and I'm all covered up?" the words are spoken softly into his ear before you lay a faint lick on his earlobe and lightly tug on it with your teeth.

"You're not the only one that can bite." You'd be lying if you said the shudder that coursed through him didn't thrill you. You hadn't paid attention before, but you actually have quite the dominant streak. Then an idea pops into your head and you let him go before moving to his desktop and turning on the webcam.

"W-What are you-" but you show him no mercy, "I'd threaten to gag you with something but you would like that wouldn't you?" He lets out a series of whimpers as you get on your knees in front of him, "look at you. still brick hard even with the camera on you. Who knew you were such a perverted little pup."

His cock bobs as throws his head back and squeezes his eyes shut. "Oh look at thaaat. You like that don't you?" You coo at him, lightly tracing one of his more prominent veins and trailing your left hand up his torso to his right nipple and flicking it with his thumb. "P-Please Y/N," you shake your head tsking at him, "That's not what you called me earlier is it?"

He doesn't respond, only continues mewling and squirming in his seat. When you allow your flattened palm to fall sharply on his thigh, you notice a new wave of precum starting to bead at his tip. "Oh you really are a pervert aren't you. I expected this from someone like Haechan, but never my sweet puppy, Jeno."

You notice the split second his breath hitches once Haechan's name is mentioned before it speeds up at the pet name. "Oh? I see. I might have to punish him too." Your hand ghosts over his length before firmly gripping it, earning a sigh of relief paired with a string of pleading moans.

"Maybe I'll restrain the both of you and play this video back. Would you like that?" He only murmurs and looks at you with eyes begging for torturous mercy. Your hand grips his slicked cock tighter, your wrist now twisting in a gyratory stroke, "want to watch me edge you with one of your best friends? A little fleshpump constantly milking you both?"

You speed up your hand and slacken your grip, "What do you think?" His head lolls back, brain fucked out and on autopilot, "Y-Yes Miss." "Divine." He sits up straight with heavy breaths, looking at you slightly cross-eyed and dazed as you bring him closer to the edge, "huh?" You can't help but chuckle at his cuteness as he tries to think through the oncoming orgasm.

At the last second you snatch your hand away, relishing in his pleading and fresh tears falling, but his self instructed obedience to keep his hands gripping the arms of the chair, where you've only just noticed they've been this entire time. "Divine. That is what you will refer to me as."

His eyes sparkle when your hand reconnects with his now painful erection, and he nods. "Since you've been such a good boy enduring this, I will reward you." He immediately perks up at that and nods eagerly. "I want you to give me two."

You see his eyes reflect a flicker of uncertainty so you soften your own and ask, "What color does the puppy give?" to which he perks up and smiles through a hooded gaze, "Green, Miss- Divine. Please, green." His smile is returned and you plant a soft wet kiss on the inside of his thigh, "Give me two."

Immediately he's thrown back into pleasure as your hand resumes its slow, spiral-like strokes. Just his sounds alone have you internally squirming yourself. "Baby you're twitching so much, are you close?" He bites his lip with furrowed brows and nods, "Okay puppy, cum for me."

It's when he feels your tongue on his balls that he looks back down at you and lets out a drawn out moan. "fffuuuuuuck Miss Divine- oh shit you make me feel so good." You moan against his balls before grazing your teeth along them, "What do you say?"

Tears roll down his cheeks from the overstimulation as he tries to catch his breath, "Th-Th-Thank you Miss Divine." You smile and reward him by now stroking him at a fast pace. "Come on puppy, you owe me one more. Be a good puppy for Miss Divine." Okay even you are beginning to cringe at the name, but watching him fall apart like this for you? For Miss Divine- it by far outranks the cringe.

"You're almost there baby, you can do it." His breathing is so quick you fear he may start hyperventilating, "M-May I please cum? Can I please?" And you, of course, grant him instant permission "Ooooh, look at the good puppy making a mess all over yourself." You'd continue to play with him, but his whimpers now sound hoarse and that softens your heart entirely.

You stand back to full height and cradle his face, bringing it closer to your own, "You did so good, and I'm so so proud of you for being a strong pup." His eyes flutter shut as you press a kiss to his forehead then flutter back open when you pull back, "I'm gonna go get the water ready for a shower. Will you be able to stand for that?"

He cutely nods back and gives your lips a gentle kiss, "I love you." Your heart still skips a beat when you hear those words, "I love you too baby." You grin and give him another kiss before going to the adjoined bathroom to set the shower to the perfect temperature.

"Ah shit!" you hear what sounds like scrambling, then typing and head out to the room to see Jeno shutting down his computer. "What happened? Are you okay?" He first sighs deeply, as if to gather his thoughts, "Haechan just texted me.." You hold your breath knowing you weren't going to like what comes out of his mouth next.

"He said..you know everything we just did? well..apparently we were on a live stream chat with him..." You gasp loudly and cover your mouth "..Was that all he said?" He grimaces and shakes his head, "He said he's on his way."

#subby!september #nct jeno #jeno smut #lee jeno smut #jeno hard hours #sub!idol #sub!idol x reader #sub!nct #sub!kpop #sub!jeno #perv!jeno #jeno x black reader #nct x black reader #kpop x black reader #z writes✍🏾

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