#But it’s still there

[jessieren]

A final additional Moustache Monday post specifically for @librawritesstuff

It’s the Schrödinger’s tache shot…

You know it’s there but you can’t see it…

You’re welcome 😇

#shaun evans #itv endeavour #endeavour morse #moustache mondays #morstache monday #schrodinger’s tache #it’s there and not there at the same time #so libra can’t hate it #because she can’t see it #but it’s still there #or is it #I don’t think she’ll convert #but so many of us have #join us #the tache is goooood #ummm #my tags have taken a funny turn again #sorry about that #not sorry #brb #hot damn evans

[perfectlyripeclementine]

the pain of feeling the shape of someone’s absence by your side. how they turn up vivid in dreams like a memory from a few days ago. how you want to reach for them with a conversation, a joke, an anecdote. you can share it with others and it does help but it doesn’t quite fill the void of that person’s particular perspective, their humour, the sound of their laughter.

and then the question of whether they’d really react the way you imagine or if you’re just romanticizing them. if they’d really see you the way you hope. and the only way to know is to find out but that’s a bad wormhole and you know it.

#nblnb #missing them #honestly yo it’s been months but the yearning comes in waves #it’s been bad lately #and i feel kinda guilty about it bc like #my life is full! #i’ve got great friends and a fulfilling creative life! #and a partner who i love and takes good care of me! #and a couple flirtations i enjoy! #but it’s still there #its not as sharp as it used to be #but it’s heavy #and i can’t seem to put it down. #anyways #yearning #queer yearning

[dathen]

Yes I’m going to spend the rest of my day sulking over that article saying Jon Sims has “no devotion,” but now I’m distracted by it citing whump and hurt/comfort as “because women like sad men.” Those are both gender-neutral genres, particularly hurt/comfort.

#granted whump is much less popular for female characters #bc gratuitous pain for women is very common in media #but it’s still there

[bungiri]

i’m so happy that i’ve finally gotten a grasp on what i want my art to look like 😭

it’s been so inconsistent and just BAD but hopefully i’ll be putting better work out from now on 🫡

#if u always liked my art then…thank u ur a real one #the inconsistency isn’t goin away anytime soon btw i’m just slowly getting better #but it’s still there

[saturnslastgoodbyes]

I’m scared to block them because what if it hurts them? I don’t know what type of mindset they’re in. Yes they’ve caused me suffering mentally but what about the damage i might do?

#🪐.txt #I know I don’t mean enough to them for them to care about that #But it’s still there

[running-tweezers]

Fun fact, lying in my google docs is the beginning stages of a DAMN crew playing D&D fic. It is titled simply:

“Fan?? Fiction?? Fuck??”

Bc it was the first time I had been compelled to write fanfic in nearly 10 years.

#it’s from nearly a year ago when I started watching Redacted #I haven’t touched it in a long time #but it’s still there #waiting #redacted asmr #redacted audio #redacted damn crew

[callixton]

i’m going to bed fr this time. but it is interesting looking back at old work of mine and going ‘that’s not how adults interact’ bc it is such a pet peeve of mine and i’m not sure how i feel abt seeing it in my own writing. i guess glad that i can recognize it now and adjust?

#it’s really not egregious #but it’s still there #ted talks

[ashyblondwaves]

Anyone have any remedies for when your meds get lodged in your throat and burns like fucking hell?

#personal shit #god does that even make sense? #my Prozac does this from time to time #and it’s doing it tonight #and it hurts so bad #i tried eating bread #and drinking water #but it’s still there

[lynx-tales]

I hate when I get really into an idea and start to plan it and then immediately get intimidated by it and don’t want to do it anymore.

For instance, this morning I was like “I want to design myself a new profile picture loosely based in a picrew I saw” and I came up with an idea and realized I do not have the skill to pull it off and now I’m frustrated by it.

Here’s the thumbnail, anyway. Now I’ve got art block cause I know it’s not gonna turn out how I want. I don’t have the patience.

#lynx tales #stuff I made #ugh #I need medication #that’s different from the medication I’m on now #my perscriber says there’s improvement but I feel the SAME #and I don’t feel better #I guess I can’t see their metrics #but I really think it’s the adhd that needs treatment #not the anxiety/depression/ocd #cause let me tell you #not a single med has helped the ocd #the only thing that helped that was quitting food service #but it’s still there

[unorthodox-soundwave]

you guys

i just remembered something

i have a big Steve (Minecraft Character) head from a halloween costume I had a few years ago

I could totally make it into a robot head

#it’s been sitting on the shelf in my closet for YEARS #but it’s still there #i can definitely do something with it

[romance-incubomp3]

I go through periods where I’m like I guess I’m not that much of a narcissist and then I see all the criteria and explanations of the criteria and I’m like LOL

#check check check check the boxes #at least it’s not as bad as when I was in high school and college #and I was doing theatre and my entire identity was revolves around being an actor #and not being successful #my narcissism is more under control now that I’m not doing theatre #but it’s still there #I can’t believe I kept writing it off when I was younger when I so clearly had it lol #being schizoid was a more early adulthood development #I used to be very much avoidant and like #‘I want friends but I’m inferior and cringey🥺’ #but now I’m like idgaf people are boring I already have too many friends (like. four) #I no longer avoid people because I feel inferior but because I just am not interested in them #and am deeply fearful of emotional intimacy and vulnerability etc etc

[sailing-ever-west]

graph of what being hungry is like with adhd

#i still havent eaten i made this graph instead #adhd #audhd #tw food #time blindness #executive dysfunction

[stargoyle]

"This person has a secret onlyfans!" "This artist does NSFW commissions!" "This author writes porn on the side!" I cannot begin to tell you how swag and awesome that is.

#text post #sex work is normal its not dirty or criminal why are we still freaking tf out ove this

[snakesinsocks2005]

Pin for survivors

#snake hisses #Not putting this in my art tag #boop #scheduling this for midnight #edit: huh so its still going huh. oh well have it early

[opt1gan]

:)

#super mario wonder #mario #princess peach #toad #this is from a while ago but im still fond of it #i have yet to play wonder and im still very excited about it!! #my art

[anartificialsatellite]

The older I get the more I admire people who are earnestly, genuinely into whatever their thing is. I know it sounds like an annoying cliche but unless you're being cruel or hurtful there is really no need to be normal about things. The dude with the bad fake accent at the renaissance faire is having the time of his life. The people having photoshoots with their fashion dolls are loving it. The old lady with a yard unreasonably full of tacky ass lawn ornaments is having a blast, HOA be damned.

Don't waste your time being too cool to have fun, y'know?

#it's hard sometimes not to be embarrassed when people tell you you should be and im still working on it #but life is so much more fun that way