#But seeing them in concert was bad

[tariah23]

Megan is for the girls…

#it’ll always be weird when ppl try to shame others for selling cheap tickets lol #like it shows that they care about their fans too and that they want them all to be able to experience them at concert regardless of class #it’s rly nice #she needs to come to Chicago 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #rambling #my sis and I would travel to see her at least #I want a meet and greet so bad… I need to draw something for her ahh #get them tickets while they’re hot!!!

[iwozlegit]

||🍍• No, because I still haven’t gotten over the fact that Shadow wanted to get Amy a birthday present, is canonically shit with computers, but still tried to figure out how to get her concert tickets for Hot Honey…

…urgh, fucking end me…

THE BAR HAS BEEN ON THE FUCKING FLOOR!!

#ℰ𝒹𝒾𝓉𝒾ℴ𝓃: 𝒢ℴ𝓉𝓉𝒶 𝑔ℴ 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝓉~! 🦔💙 #|| jess speaks • #ffs the bar is 6ft under fr #Sega give me the gossip #I wanna see your emo posterboy vibe #a man who cares shadow is #I wanna write them at the concert so bad #am I too late to? have we already written this to our hearts content?? #shadow the hedgehog #amy rose #hot honey #sth #sth fandom #the murder of sonic the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog #sonic the hedghog fandom #shadamy #sega #@iwozlegit

[nwtears]

foundations of decay is like one of the most beautiful songs ive evet listened im not kidding, the lyrics to the instruments and gerards vocals are all so insanely amazing.. everytime i play it i have to stop everything im doing to listen 😭

#even tho i dont completely relate to the lyrics i feel all the emotion there's in them yk #i get this empty/anxious feeling when i listen to it but its not like all bad #seeing them perform that song live i think my life would be changed in a big way #pls pls concert near where i live </3 #mcr #my chemical romance #gerard way #mikey way #frank iero #ray toro #foundations of decay

[thattheater-kid]

Everyone talks about how fucked up it was that people told kids, especially girls, that if someone picks on you it means they like you. And that is fucked up and should be talked about, but you know what else is fucked up?

Telling bullying victims to have sympathy for their bully because “they’re probably hurting too” (also that the best way to stop bullying is to ignore it, but that’s another post). That’s really harmful and just teaches kids to ignore mistreatment and abuse because the perpetrator has had a hard time too.

#like no #fuck them #idgaf #their trauma is not my problem #their bad home life is not my problem #they don’t get to abuse others because they have a bad life #I’m traumatized too #you don’t see me making other people want to end their own lives #bullying #anti bullying #my childhood bully came from a single parent home and her mother was a drug addict #you think I gave a shit when I found this out? #hell no #yeah I felt kinda bad for her #that sucks #doesn’t give you an excuse to treat me like shit though #that’s not my problem #another bully had an abusive father who humiliated him in public #I watched his father embarrass him at a school concert #and you know what I thought to myself? #‘damn that sucks. I feel kinda bad for him. still a dick though’ #not ‘oh that’s why he’s body shamed me and called me slurs every day since third grade. that’s why he told that girl to khs. I forgive him’

[maximumdante]

You know, i was keeping my hopes low but then Bojan teased Jere's presence for march and now i'm ready to get hurt again.

#joker out #bojan cvjeticanin #käärijä #literally everyone ignores the first Tavastia at the nordic tour because he wasn't there #and you know what? I LOVED THAT CONCERT #But see them together? DAMN I WANT TO SEE THEM TOO #knowing my bad luck he's gonna appear during the second show AGAIN

[pepprs]

ok. moving out update. today i:

talked to my beloved ex supervisor / mentor (<- SCARY!!!!!) to ask her about her experiences living by herself esp as a short woman (which is not a big deal except for how it is + how my parents think it is) and get her advice abt how to navigate that experience psychologically and practically. i asked her if we could talk abt this very impulsively on thursday after not having the courage to do it for almost a year btw (<- BRAVE!!!!!!!!) and i was still too scared / embarrassed to ask her some stuff abt safety / self defense lol but it mostly went really well!

started making a budget and determined that a) i may be getting overpaid somehow (😳) b) i may be getting double or even triple charged for my health and life insurance (😒) so now i need to call hr on monday and figure all of that out. and also c) i suck at math but we knew that. but i forced myself to figure out what i did wrong so that’s an achievement

made my first ever student loan payment 😀🔫

booked a tour of one apartment and attempted to book a tour of another (the same place i was looking at in may) but their website was glitching out and then they didn’t answer when i called to schedule it over the phone which. hm. 😒 but yeah the tour(s) will happen mid week next week and im going to ride the shuttle to the apartment complex(es) and back to campus to see what that’s like too!

posted on local subr*ddit asking for recommendations for those two apartments + other places in the area. haven’t gotten anything back bc i just made the post but 😎👍

read a bunch of old journal entries from 2021 to remind myself of what it was like to move onto campus and how i pushed through my family’s hurt and disapproval to live the way i needed to. haven’t finished reading it all yet but i will tomorrow (while also doing my stupid homework 🙄)

#purrs #i really hope im not being overpaid lol. because if i am being overpaid that means i can’t afford to move out 😍 but my paystubs #are saying thats how much im making every week and it is… significantly more then im supposed to be making which is absolutely not a bad #thing i just don’t understand why it’s happening + want to make sure it’s supposed to be happening so that i don’t depend on an error that #would devastate me when remedied yk. but yeah. also i haven’t factored car stuff into any of this yet sooooo erm. we’ll see what happens #anyways uhm this is kind of crazy like. i am really making a concerted effort to try to move out. SOON. and my family doesn’t know. #chuckles im in danger but also….. tess pepprs epic girlboss redemption arc i think. i am doing big scary things and i can do them. fuck yeah #like. i don’t have to live like this anymore. i can change it TODAY. i have that power. i have done my time. i’m ready to fly and no one can #stop me. i will not be held back anymore. i’m going to live the life of my wildest dreams and i’m on the brink of beginning it.

[beldaroot]

#it’s crazy how muna doesn’t have a bad song wtf #this song in particular though is hitting v close to home right now lol pun intended #i need to see them in concert but they're only doing festivals and taylor's concerts OTL #muna

[the-lavender-clown]

The things I would do to see The Longest Johns, Poor Man’s Poison, or Big Bad Voodoo Daddy live in concert

#lav’s thoughts #the longest johns #poor mans poison #big bad voodoo daddy #they’re so cool #such a vibe #please let me see them #i’ve never been to a concert before #and it’d be awesome if they were my firsts

[mooodyblue]

rambling in the tags ignore me

#immm sooodisbsndjsidnn #friend bought me a ticket to see my favorite band who i haven't seen since 2019 #and i was devastated last year bc i couldn't go and it was their first tour back from a long hiatus #and then the prices for this years tour was too much for me #so now i was even more upset #and their tour started last night and i was like okkkk if this one specific song is on the setlist i will go #and it was on the setlist and i was sitting here trying to figure out how the hell imma get a damn ticket #and so my friend bought me ticket 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #and now i'm seeing them a month from today 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #i'm going alone and i have to make freebies but im just so excited ive been sitting here ugly crying even though they aren't the best seats #im still gonna be there and im just SOOOOOOOOO #WAAAHHH #sorry i needed to let this out im just SO excited OKAY this is a very big deal for me #i haven't been to a concert in a year #and im just #like yall november is such a hard month for me #i needed this so bad #okay anyway lemme shut up shshsjsjsxkssj

[vann-r]

VANNER(배너) - 'JACKPOT' M/V Teaser #2

#vanner #배너 #kpop #jackpot #mv teaser #music video teaser #teaser #teaser 2 #gifs #mygifs #// very Gon centric teaser #and being the extremely biased girl that i am #im 100% okay with that #*cries* #i want to see them in concert so bad #but its been years #so at this point #ive pretty much given up #that i'll ever get the chance #to see them with my own eyes #cuz no one freakin comes to Canada #(or when they do #its been years since they debuted #so that eliminates my chance #at a small venue concert #and/or #seeing ANYTHING #because i'll be so far back) #*ONLY* reason i wud ever want to b in the states #is that they get more kpop attention

[seokwoosmole]

Pro tip for any fantasy still recovering from the reality of this whole sf8 situation: what you DONT want to do is turn on YouTube at 4am and watch their entire Kpop Nation Warsaw performance, followed up by the music show performances of the songs they sang, and finish up by watching the video where they get their first win.

Consequence: Bawling your eyes out over a bowl of Count Chocula

No, I don't speak from experience. Absolutely not...Just giving sound advice.

#imma be honest #watching/listening to scream was so easy #but any other song #OOF #Without fail every single time I was like #oh that's Rowoon's part :( #and this isn't a knock to the other members at all #taeyang & dawon covered most of his parts and they did it so well!! #sf9 is one of the few groups where each member is so special & talented & integral to the group #yet if members are missing the other members have no issue filling in the gap #like they make u FORGET there is a gap like if I've never heard of sf9 & saw them perform I wouldn't think they were incomplete at all #like idk why it makes me so emotional cuz I went thru scream era fine & saw the delight tour and was SO FINE #like during that concert was I thinking boo hoo this would be so much better with rowoon here? NO! #I SAW THE 6 MEMBERS IN FRONT OF ME & IT WAS THE MOST PERFECT EXPERIENCE & I HAD NO ONE ELSE IN MY MIND #but in the back of my head I was like NEXT TIME they'll be complete...but ig now I don't have that to cling to #was it a bad idea to put myself thru that? probably #but I WILL be streaming their fancon & binseong will be back & idc that they won't see me #but I will not be a sobbing mess crying over a member who's not there anymore when 2 members who've been gone for so long just came back #that sounds harsh but its the truth so I needed to warm up #anyway buy ur tickets to fandora!! #sf9 #youngbin #inseong #jaeyoon #dawon #rowoon #zuho #taeyang #hwiyoung #chani

[sparkly-s0da]

INERTIA

INERTIA

TMM

TMM

AJR

I AM SO HAPPY EXCITED FOR THE ALBUM I AM SCREECHING INTERNALLY RUNNING YIPPING YAYING FLYING CRYING THROWING UP IT IS SUCH A DELICIOUS SONG

HHRRHRHRHRHHGGGGHHH

MY 2 LEGS ARE BROKEN BUT IM STILL DANCINNNNNGGG

DOOO WHAT YOU CANN

WHERE I AM GOING IS RIGHT WHERE I AMMMMMMM

INNNNNTERRRRTIIA

HHEHHEHREH

#ajr #brainrot #ajr songs #ajr brothers #ajr band #I am in such a bad brainrot for them #I love their music #if you see this ajr i will cry and scream in happy #I wanna buy concert tickets for them #It would be the bestest ever for me

[frecklystars]

Holy shit. Thank you guys for all of the asks. I got exactly 50!

I meant to respond to them when I got home from work last night, but I didn’t have enough energy by the time I was done reading these. I’m still incredibly exhausted today, it’s like all of the energy is completely sapped out of me since I was in the emergency room the other day.

The heavy ache in my chest definitely lessened while I was focused on reading what you guys wrote last night. The reminders that my TF F/Os still love me is something I really need to hear, something I probably have to tell myself multiple times... I spent so long being conditioned to believe otherwise.  

A few of you also reminded me that Starscream had gone through heavy abuse, and he wouldn’t support someone who treated me the way Megatron treats him. It helped me feel better... I think that’s what got through to me the most. I’ve seen so many commissions/fics my ex-friend showed me where she was being manipulative, and that she would be loved for it. Seeing all of that visual representation of her being so tenderly loved by these characters while she was hurting me at the same time, for so many months, it really did some damage and made me internalize the belief that all transformers characters would want to hurt me the same way and love her for it. Especially when the characters she commissioned and talked about the most often were forming into PTSD triggers. For almost a year now, I have just assumed that all of those characters she wrote and commissioned, including Starscream, would encourage her to hurt me and that they would love to see me getting hurt. I don’t choose to feel this way, it’s just... trauma. 

But a few of you wrote about how... canonically, Starscream was so fucking pissed when he was abused, especially in RiD2015!! He was so broken up and angry just like I am!! His entire 3 episodes focused on him repeating how unfairly he was treated, how much he wanted to hurt Megatron for all the times he was put through emotional/physical pain, how years had passed since he escaped being tied to his abuser and yet he was so, so angry and still worried that he wasn’t strong enough bc that is what he was conditioned to believe for millions of years. I want to think that same bot would look at me and see himself in me, and hold my hand through this and tell me it’s gonna be okay and it’s gonna get better and he’d never want to treat me the way my abuser treated me. How could he bear it if his little starflower looked at him the way that he looks at Megatron? I don’t want to think he would support my abuser’s actions, no matter how many fics or commissions she has stating otherwise. When I escaped a toxic situation with someone else 3 years ago, I turned to Starscream for this exact same reason, I looked to him for support. He helped me get through it. Now, I need him again after facing treatment that was absolutely horrific, except I’ve been conditioned to believe he would hurt me too; I just feel so sad when I look at him and I wish I could feel loved by him again. It’s been really, really, really hard. Hearing other people tell me that he loves me and would never want to hurt me really helps, I need to be reminded of that, because I absolutely can’t believe it when I try to tell myself.

I’m sorry I’m not able to respond to your asks at the moment, I’m extremely exhausted from. everything. Today has been difficult as well so I will be offline for the rest of the night. I don’t know if I’ll be online tomorrow. 

I’m not 100% sure when the commissions will open up, I was really hoping it would happen this week but I didn’t expect to have that panic attack Tuesday, it really drained me. I am hoping that I’ll have comms open by next week, it all depends on how I’m feeling. I might spend more time offline to limit seeing any potential triggers bc I’ve been very fragile since I went to the emergency room, things that normally wouldn’t make me spiral before are probably things that I will have more trouble handling right now, at least until I can calm down again. Normally it takes me about 3 to 5 days to calm down from a severe panic attack like that. But I gotta spend another $400 on new glasses tomorrow morning so... I really do need to open comms soon :’) They will absolutely be open within the next 2 weeks, I just don’t know exactly when. Anyway, thank you guys again for the nice messages, I really needed them and you helped me feel less alone last night ❤

#woof #and all of the asks were nice!!! thank you!!! #im sorry i gotta turn anon back off :( #i didnt get any bad messages or anything but im just cautious #dw i wont keep anons off forever. some of u were asking me to keep it on #i just dont want to read something negative or see any reminders of my abuser #bc then when im at my concert i will be more prone to having flashbacks instead of enjoying charlie puth bangin out the tunes #but ill turn them back on uhhh when im feeling a little better i guess #i just got some ppl trying to talk to me abt my abuser last week like 'ooh shes posting abt u!' #'shes spreading rumors about u. thought u should know' well i DONT want to know! thank u! #anyone who brings her up telling me what she's 'posting about me' is automatically blocked at this point #if she wants to spread rumors that is her problem. and i dont wanna know about it #bc shes dead to me and im keeping it that way ❤ #anyway. to all the ppl who wrote 50 nice messages!!! thank u! i needed them #i will reread them the next couple of days while im feeling rly sad and missing my starlight #god i cant wait to get the hyperfixation back. i cant wait to feel safe w/ them again. #one fucking day

[ringsy-flamingsy]

And I was led here after some talk of atmospheres I skipped the line, made it known that I was one to see The desk was pain, said I did not fit No time for ploys and games, I made my way Through flocks of imbeciles, I crawled through my entry point But the curtain drew, I was too late In a white suit stuffed with hay, you were on stage You were on stage, you were on stage, you were on stage You were on stage, you were on stage, you were on stage You were on stage, you were on stage, you were on stage

#audio #4:00 - 5:38??? #screaming crying tearing curtains off windows throwing vases against walls #yet another INSANE banger brought to you by black midi #I want to see them in concert so bad even though I'd probably die in the mosh pit #smushed by smelly dudebros #but hearing this song and John L and Ascending Forth live?? life-changing catharsis for sure

[mc-art-etc]

Took me long enough lol but here’s the blazerods all dressed up punked <333

#mcsm #minecraft story mode #mcsm gill #mcsm maya #mcsm aiden #I love them alot #they are dressed up for a concert #Aiden tries and fails to crowdsurf so Gill holds him up so he doesnt feel bad #Aiden jsut feels worse #Also Gill wearing one of those 'sorry for being tall' shirts at the concert lollll #he puts Maya and Aiden on his shoulders so they can see better #havin the times of their lives <333

[bandzboy]

i will never understand the point of visiting idols at the airport literally they spend hours on a plane and then get out and most of the time get mobbed by these so called fans and idk man if the point is to make your fav idol have an awful experience then… you reached that goal

#it’s already bad that press is there at the airport #but then the fansites and other fans have to come in #if you want to see idols so bad go to their concerts and fanmeets #don’t bother them at the airport like 💀 #tris.txt