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bruciemilf · 1 year

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Bitches be like " can't wait for Bruce to die lmao" and then have 10 consecutive panic attacks when Bruce gets sick for longer than a week (Jason Todd, Jason Todd is bitches)

#like literally i feel like we should talk more about the after effects of becoming robin but like. actively #like imagine your dad getting jumped by 10 people jump and having to shake them off. if he cant?? tough!! if he CAN? you still had #to be quiet in the batmobile as you watch your dad get hurt. sure it may be batman taking the punches but bruce takes the pain #like?? little jason todd crying when he sees bruce get beat up on patrol for the first time. he wins but he's still injured-- idk dude its #cool to think abt.#jason todd #bruce wayne #text #text post #dc #dc comics #batfamily #batdad

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iamsweetchaos · 17 days

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Panel redraw and some other fanart of Vash and Wolfwood!

I finally watched Trigun Stampede and I've fell into the deepest rabbit hole there ever is. I'm even reading the manga and Maximum broke my heart in the deepest of ways, so I had to sketch redraw some panels with the Stampede designs!

Also, my commissions are open ;)

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beenovel · 1 year

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Words of advice from my chronically ill mother:

Part of taking care of your body is not having shame about it. If you're spending all your energy being guilty then you're not giving your body the rest that it needs to recover

#she was telling my this because i was crying bc im in so much pain i cant even stand and was guilty that she had to walk the dog not me #chronic illness #migraines #chronic migraine #chronic pain #chronically ill #disability #cripple #cripple punk #(including those even tho they dont apply to me bc yall should see this)#you should listen to my mother shes been sick most of her life #sinus headache #heart surgery #strokes

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tobytost · 6 months

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this scene

fuck this scene it killed my entire family including me and my house

#I CANT GET OVER IT #I CRY EVERY TIME #OUGHHHHHHHHHH #PAIN AND AGONY #toby talk #star wars #luke skywalker #leia organa

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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successful bug hunting day!!! in my mind there was a butterfly migration for him to enjoy

#also i just wanted to draw him in a skirt i saw #julie's carrying his bag full of bug jars <3 #i just feel like a butterfly migration or somethin would be the one day he Cant Stop Smiling #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #frank frankly #IM LOVE HIM <3 #frank: *is always grumpy and frowning*#me: what if he Smiled So So Much-#i just like drawing characters happy. i like drawing smiles its therapeutic #on the flip side i also enjoy drawing characters crying like fuck yeah Emotional Pain Babey

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metakirya · 9 months

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i like him

#my art #cant stop crying over this screenshot he's so precious #i wanna play the definitive edition so bad but im waiting the freaking russian translation!!#lisa rpg #lisa the painful #terry hintz #this is my second ever drawing of him

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livelovecaliforniadreams · 1 year

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1x2 | 5x13

#jesus christ #from pain in my ass to amazing #i cant #im not crying you are #growth #sobbing #what even #chenford #chenfordedit #tim x lucy #tim bradford #lucy chen #melissa o’neil #eric winter #love #1x2 #5x13 #the rookie #therookieedit

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guiiay · 9 months

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some inazuma ladies I did around 2021-2022!

#slayerz #honestly I made so much zine stuff last year consider that booked n busy BWAHAHAHAHA #pain. im still booked and busy now but all my stuff is so boring i cant even share it ugh #genshin impact #genshin #genshin fanart #art tag #i will literally cry i cant believe its been a year since i did these RAAAHHH #yae miko #kujou sara #genshin art #inazuma genshin impact #theyre so pretty i went CRAZYYYY #decided to throw in my ei piece from 2021 too bc yknow what she's on theme like okay!#baal genshin impact #raiden shogun #ei fanart #ei genshin #ei raiden

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baeshijima · 9 months

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WAIT NO OPERA SINGER!READER WHERE NEUVILLETTE NEVER MISSES ONE OF UR PERFORMANCES EVEN IF HE IS CUT CLOSE ON TIME BC HE FINDS COMFORT IN UR VOICE AND LEAVES A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS ANONYMOUSLY AFTER EACH PERFORMANCE AS HIS SHOW OF GRATITUDE AND AND AND

#sophie talks : concepts <3 #i will now shut up and cry in a corner i cant keep up with all the brainrots #I CANT EVEN MAKE A PROPER MASTERLIST BC WE DONT HAVE FONTAINES EMBLEM AND WE DONT HAVE NEUVILLETTES SPLASH ART + NAME CARD + CONSTELLATION #AAARRGGHHHHHHHHHHH #<-the sound of pain btw

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hammill-goes-fogwalking · 8 days

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#not dislike. its hate #it made me cry several times today #thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers #and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING #its so painful to think of it #today I broke down in the bus and cried #idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside #maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams #the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days #this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste #*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS #the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously #this breaks my heart #dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons #AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔

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middleearthwanderer · 4 months

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i thought i was free I THOUGHT I WAS FREE WHY ARE YOU BACK *points at my bagginshield and barduil ao3 tabs* YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE GONE I CANT DO THIS AGAIN NOT WHEN THEYRE PUTTING PHOEBE BRIDGES AND CANT CATCH ME NOW INTO THE MIX

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n0bluev · 27 days

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EDIT: HI IM IRRATIONALLY ANGRY AT THIS DRAWING HAVE SOME COLOUR BLORBSIFICATIONS

#crunchy ah (slightly edited for my sanity) screenshot i took from the procreate timelapse #its so different to the 'final product [linked in “+”]' cuz i kinda ended up scratching the whole thing and sketching on top at the end lol #the process of drawing this was PAINFUL (was fighting for dear life against art block at the time)#but while checking the (painful. awful.) timelapse i kinda went 'hm. the eye kinda popped right tho...'#so i took that and went beep boop to fix it just a bit and im posting this too enjoy #呪術廻戦 #五条悟 #gojo satoru #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen fanart #satosugu #gojo fanart #gojo satoru fanart #gojo #stsg #and yeah. i was messing with artstyles (and failing and crying-) and still am so... uh hope u like the art and that you can see details tha #make my art mine even when i cant rly see or appreciate it myself lol #that being said art is bound to improve and evolve with time and life so im not too worried ^^ (artblock still sucks tho hah)#+ the glasses are crooked / in a wrong angle and I KNEW THIS WHILE DRAWING BUT WAS TOO DARN LAZY + ratio (YEAH! RATIO!!)

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obeetlebeetle · 2 years

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when is honor not honorable? when it is prescribed by a system of nobility that perpetuates itself through the destruction of its subjects.

rue watched hob sit there bleeding, arrows in his back, waiting until they nearly pierced his lung to remove them -- all for the honor of the goblin court. for the courts. for the system that stole rue as a child and twisted them into a pleasing shape, a desired doll. for the system that has used hob’s body on the field of battle and rue’s body in the field of politics to the benefit of the system, not the bodies being used.

rue spent every interaction with hob this episode saying, Are you okay? Are you hurt? Does anything about your life of service actually make you happy? Are you ever happy? Will you ever let yourself be happy? I hope you will. I hope you find happiness. I wish it was with me.

and then at the very end hob goes, I was miserable until you held me.

hes finally able to say it but the issue is, rue never needed to be told that hob loves them. they clocked it. they know he wants them. so finally learning how hob feels, that doesn’t change anything. what they were really saying is, Can you admit that service makes you unhappy? Are you capable of prioritizing desire? I am offering you devotion.

as long as hob pursues honor as prescribed by the court system, as long as he plays the political game, he can never love anyone. least of all rue; rue who has been so damaged by their obligation to the court of wonder for so long. rue who has chosen to use all their power to dissolve political bonds and facilitate emotional ones, at the hope of destabilizing the system. rue who has finally revealed themselves as both a monster and a dissident, prompted by their love for hob, in a show of force -- they are finally rebelling, openly, against the court and the system that tried to cannibalize them. and they’re watching as hob commits himself more deeply to the goblin court, putting his body in their hands for both battle and marriage.

rue tries tirelessly to get hob to answer this question. You are unhappy; what is it for? Tell me so I can understand. and hob’s response is, I choose to be unhappy because otherwise I would be wrong.

his defense of the court system is that it tells him what to do. he believes himself to be so fundamentally incorrect that his wants, desires, and instincts cannot guide him -- the only way to be a good man is to serve something greater than himself. this belief, as we can see in his conversations with boil and blemish, has been reinforced through scorn and humiliation.

hob says, I choose this unhappy life because it is right to serve. I know that it is right to serve because those in power tell me what is right. I know I am wrong because they tell me I am wrong.

upon learning that rue dissolved the marriage between apollo and grabalba, the thing that hurts him the most is the feeling of being used by rue. of being taken for a fool and manipulated in a political game, of falling in love with someone that doesn’t care about him. but even as this misinterpretation wounds him, he tries to defend his service to the goblin court.

and all rue ever wanted was to show him that his life of service is just a matter of being used, being taken, loving those who do not love you but only what you do for them. they wanted him to see that the pain he feels at the perception of being manipulated by rue is a pain he has felt at the hands of the court system for far longer than they have known each other.

hob’s real answer can be found in both what he has said and what he’s unwilling to say. For what? Nothing. Not even love. so rue offers hob what the court system has always denied him.

honor, service, obligation, duty -- everything hob has hinged his identity on and everything he ever believed to be good, to make him good -- are tools, not ideals. the court system designed fealty so that it would be easier to exploit people like hob and rue, people that feel like monsters, people who are empty and need to be filled. rue sees that hob believes himself to be a monster, and they aren’t asking him to change that. they know that monsters will always know themselves to be monsters. instead, they are trying to convince hob that being good is not what he thinks it is, when it’s being defined by the court system.

when is a monster not a monster? when you love it. when what is monstrous is worth loving. in their last attempt to wrest hob from the court system, rue tells him they love him, and in the same breath they tell him that love and honor are not the same. rue tells him that they are a monster. that in seeing him, they finally realized that being monstrous isn't being damaged; the damage comes from elsewhere. so they ask him to see them outside the moral structure that has been imposed on him and that he imposes on all others. they ask him to see the ways in which that structure and the system that created it have wounded them for being monstrous.

in doing so, hob would have to acknowledge his own wounds. he would have to acknowledge that he has been wounded for a very long time. that is what he has been resisting; if at any point he had acknowledged his wounds, he would have needed to care for them, and hob is not equipped to care for himself. care is not something afforded via lines of support in the court system; care was never part of the conversation. but when rue speaks of love, and divests it of honor, they offer, instead, care.