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PAC: How would a tarot reader describe you to your future spouse and their thoughts

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♡ Group 1 ♡

By @ariesluvz

# How would a reader describe you to them?

This person might like hip hop (😂). This person might actually have alot of worries and they might stay up all night thinking about their worries. Their work might take up all their energy and focus. This person is like a chameleon, despite of their condition they are able to work with people and match their energy very well. They are giving me strong business person aura. They have a huge sense of responsibilities. They might had to take care of their own responsibilities as well as others at a very young age that made them very strict towards themselves. Your person also has an artist side to them which they express very well. They might like art by itself. But they are more attracted to different color variations. Yes your person love to portray their mood through different colors. They might do that by playing with their fashion, dying their hair often. They might have colored their hair in a bizarre color. I see neon/pastel pink, mint etc. They might wear beige suits with their crazy hair. Might have beautiful tattoos or piercings. They are very chic and elegant and has a great sense of fashion. Their art might be their fashion. I think your person has a purple aura or surrounds themselves with purple colours. Especially purple neon light. I really think that this person likes bright, saturated and neon colors. Not like they don't like pastels. Y'all know those people who look dangerous by their looks but actually are the most warm hearted people you'll ever meet, your person is like the same. They might love to party. This doesn't mean that they are playboy/girl, spoiled. I think they stay alot of time or spend nights partying outside cuz they are very lonely. They also need warmth and people around them who radiate good energy. If not partying exactly then, they like to keep themselves busy and surrounded by many people. I think they might be very lonely for a long time but still are trying to get use to it. I find a little child in them. Possibly unhealed childhood trauma/inner child. They might be very fond of their friends trying to find warm in them. This may sometimes lead them towards wrong people and heart breaks. This person is like a fragile flower. They tend to fall for people who show just a little bit kindness towards them, maybe cuz they never had that. They never forget even the tiniest kind gesture ever done towards them. They rely on their good memories. They easily forget about the bad things they go through. Awwww group 1, I really love this person as if I wanna protect them and say words of love and appreciation to them. They are very afraid of doing any kind of mistakes. I think thing them doing mistakes is like doing any sin. They put themselves on a pedestal group 1. But nonetheless your person is a very strong and kind soul. They are not afraid to be bold but also vulnerable when needed. I really appreciate and like them.

# Their thoughts?

They will of you as their king/queen. They will be mesmerised by your amazing and so unique personality. They would want to tell you that you are so strong and that you are not alone cuz you got them. They would think of you as a very strong person. Also very fancy, they will think that you have a chic and rich personality. They might feel inferior to you honestly. They will be motivated to do well to match your level. They will kinda fall in love with you at that moment itself lol. They would be at peace knowing about you but also would be very eager to meet you. Their heart would be beating fast af. They will literally on the spot decide to give you alot of love. Does anyone trust 'red string of fate' theme? They honestly kinda do. For them it's like you are their destined fate. They would not really be in the mindset of actually believing it but will end up fantasising about you and your existence. It will all fascinate them alot. Predicting future might be very normal or like popular where they live but they will not be someone who was ever interested or believed. I am also thinking that their friends will be the one who will take them to the reader as an activity. So everything described about you will change their thoughts on/about you. They will be happy to get to know you.

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♡ Group 2 ♡

By @daninixx

# How would a reader describe you to your fs?

This is someone who is flirt and knows how to have fun, your person isn't overly dependent, someone who is passionate about their goals and dreams in order to take achieve them, and will be comfortable about you because they know you are not boring, not too demanding, funny and put a smile on their face even on the worst of days. Someone who is determine to achieve their goals to have a better future for themselves, so maybe they're still studying (student). They can also be an attention seeker, someone who always imagine or day dreaming to be admired by others like i'm getting here that's this person wanted to be singer sort of, someone who talks shit behind their friends(if they have) or someone who likes to make-up stories so they will be admired by others. Someone who likes texts, phone calls and emails — i see that they might like to use discord or snapchat. Your person might have this motto " Do things you've never done before", someone who is making impossible become possible, this person likes adventure or travelling, they might plan or like this idea for their future purposes. Someone who interest of being an extrovert , someone who is elegant, rational, and intelligent. Your person is someone who are attracted to the charm of the enchanting mind. Your person is someone who is calm and has a serious personality, alongside with a unique perception and knowledge of the world, is accentuated by a powerful voice. Someone who will be professional in the field they have or they will going to take, your person will be well educated, so this will finish their bachelor, masteral or degress. Someone who have a good reputation on school or work, but if not this person can be cold and aloof. So yk this person will just be a normal type of student along with no bad records in school, if they're student or when they're still student before. Lol, someone being polite in public, but can be rude to people they know. There's is truly burdened in this person life that doesn't necessary needed, someone who doesn't what to look of what's going on around them, so this person will think that the time for them is running out very fast and quickly. It's like they think this person think they can't keep up with this, even though they really do. No way, you will be happy because this person is on their own phase of growth and healing seems like they're dealing from anxiety or fears from a very long time, this person will gonna start believing about what they can do, about themselves and will trying to move forward for the betterment. So whatever negativity is forcing them to don't do these things they really love since they're afraid of change before, this person will gonna change it and been starting facing them, negative energies will slowly fading away on their side and this person will discover the positive side of things. This person might be water signs on their moon to their chart a high tendency that it will be a pisces moon. Your person qualities, you will find them very attractive since at a very first place or beginning. But honestly, you won't be attracted to this person physical appearance, you will find this person interest of beliefs are way more into unique that somehow can influence you, someone who meets the eye with them also might be somewhat has mysterious aura. This person can also have a psychic powers or just have a hidden talents, this person likes to making plans that will be good for you rather than what suits to people, they will know the answer and the right thing to do with it. I see, you will see this person as lucky charm that will bring positive change in your life. Also, if you will be friend with this person i can't deny that in your relationship there's a lot of ups and downs.

# Their thoughts?

So, this person will think that can they already find the right one that makes them feel calm, someone who will not judge them as a person and can be someone to cry on or lend on to. That they're already reach the peace since they're feel a very strong connection with you, they love your qualities even the negative ones. They will be like "two people can blend together in harmonious way" or someone that have a long lasting love. They love how you view life and they will think that it's quite interesting since they never encounter such someone like you, your person will be having a good feelings for you perhaps that this person doesn't like drama or big displays of connection, but they will think you are out of their league seems they doubts about themselves. They will also feel very inesecure about themselves, they will have this deep and hidden insecurity. Someone who wishes to take care of you after hearing those messages that you'd been through a very tough phase, they wanted to be a provider for you, that kind of someone will look after you. They wanted to see you and love you immediately but they are still not yet ready to face you because of their strong insecurities, they will trying to heal and face these fears before connecting with you.

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♡ Group 3 ♡

# How would a reader describe you to them?

Very charming. They are very classy. Tsundere kind of personality. They were born in a strict household which made their life very much planned or schedule oriented. They might also have OCD. They get anxious and frustrated if something messes up their schedule or work. Pretentious is also something that I'm getting. Not sure if they enjoy their life. They are very much careful about how they portray themselves and their social image. People might not describe them as the most warm hearted person. They might know that and try to maintain a personality that scares away(?) people. They don't show the emotions of love. They show more frustration or determination. They prioritise their job first. They are very much driven by logic. They are not the type of person to get "fixed" I'm sorry if that's like something you are imagining. There's nothing you can do to fix a person. You are just an addiction to their life but don't expect their life to completely shift of change once you meet them. But nonetheless they are very charming. They leave a strong impression on everyone they meet. You will be charmed by them as well. They have an enchanting presence. They definitely have fire dominating their charts. Their aura might be red or lucky color or something. For a woman I see red lipstick might be their favourite. For a man I don't see a colour but their facial structure is very strong or like prominent. High cheekbones, sharp jawline, prominent nose for some it's straight and for some it's a Romanian nose I think. They have an advantage in their looks/appearance which they manage very well. They remind be of those very masculine guys in Taylor Swift's songs. If woman, then probably taller bone structure lean and slim. They have ectomorph body structure. They are success oriented. I think they take everything as a deal which should be profitable for them in some way. They crave stability. They give very stereotypical Capricorn vibes. If they have a childhood trauma that might be around their home life. They might have felt very different and has now embraced the theme very well that they feel unsafe or vulnerable or weak to not be different from others. They see that being different is a powerful thing. They want people to respect them and to have a certain position in the society. These things are their moral values. You can call them selfish and I won't correct you on that. Everyone is selfish but they are very openly selfish. They are living their best life to be honest. They are very hardworking in whichever field they are in and probably one of the best in their field. And they live their life very unapologetically. They respect their parents alot. They are sensitive about their family and personal life which they prefer to keep very hidden or secret because that is only one thing they are emotionally attached to. They try their best to keep their family safe.

# Their thoughts?

Ok so you might be very different from them. Like your vibe, aura or aesthetic might be different from them. You just have a different pov on life in general and take things differently than them. They are mesmerized by this trait of yours. If makes you mysterious to them even if you don't think you are the mysterious type of person. They kinda feel very calm and happy and delighted whenever they see you or think about you. Because you are different from the environment they usually are in l, they take a lot of interest in knowing you and love the time you spend together. They take a lot of pride in you for some reason. Like when they will know about you through a 3rd party they will be like "yeah that's my girl/man". You are very beautiful in their eyes and maybe that's why they are so proud of the fact that you are their person. I get yin and yang energy. I feel like that's exactly what they are searching for as well. They want their partner to be like their other half, a part of them. This kind of thought makes them happy and satisfied. I already told you that they give me 90s vibes. So they are also very traditional and they do follow certain believes and think that some things are better in traditional way. Ok I see a red lehenga, it's an Indian attire that brides usually wear for their wedding so yeah they definitely picture you guys' wedding together lol.

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♡ Group 4 ♡

By @daninixx

# How would a reader describe you to them?

Pile 4, this is a secret i accidentally pulled one more card for you so maybe my guides wanted you to have more messages. So to start this person is someone who can be a bully or the trouble is always on their side even though they don't do nothing wrong. Someone who will see your dark side and will try to get ride of it away from you, someone that is type of person "winning at all cost!", someone who have an internal conflict and inner anger but this person will fear to openly or express them of how they feel definitely this person has anxiety or depression. This person is someone who is doesn't have a filter and say what they wanted to say in his or her mind. If this person wanted to settle in a relationship they want it to be passionate, somehow this person is not yet ready for any commitments as of now seems like this person is just like the idea of being in love but don't want to be in a relationship as of now because their fantasies to "happily ever after" and healthy and fullfilling relationship, they afraid that they might end up to a wrong person and toxic one. This person is bubbly, upbeat and wholesome, woah another card confirm that this person is really "dreamy" and "airy-fairy" might be a little kook too. This person might dress like a tomboy, may have a high levels of stress. Someone who is very faithful so they tend to be trustworthy and family-oriented, the communication with will be easy for each other. The relationship with them will be friends to lovers, someone who is physically attractive and always taking care of how they look or presenting themselves. This person is probably still studying and still the progress of towards their goals, someone who is practical and following rules. Someone you can consider as charming, gentle, and sensitive, as well as fearsome and powerful. In short, this person is ✨awesome✨. They might appear to have a solid strategy and know where they going; however, this person may appear arrogant and opinionated at times. This person might be afraid to show their real thoughts however they're fearless when it comes achieving success and victory, someone who will use their will power to achieve their goals, they might own a vehicle most likey a car or a motorbike. Someone who will looking or finding their own interest and what they really wanted to be in life. They need to get out in their comfort zone since i see here they really love home or to stay at home ; if they do nothing, nothing will be moving too or everything will out of their control because success is already waiting for them they just need to claim it, and if would failed to do that they will be dissapointed for the chances. This is someone who is kind and understanding, this person is talented and creative but somehow there is something stopping them to show them off, they're overthinker. Someone they love might loss to them, it's female figure can also be grandparents or this also indicates of end of their struggles will going to come. You might meet this person through social media, i'm not really sure if this person has a family member that working to government or an authority figure seems like this person is just died recently.

# Their thoughts?

So they will feel confident about you, they will be more fallen in love with you right now, you will be someone whom capable to enjoys their company. They will also think that this connection needs more understanding before jumping or trusting their guts, so they ask you to wait and give them some space to think for it, they might feel emotionally disconnected with it and needs time to resolve it. They want you to be communicating with them with honesty and integrity, this person think you are allowing your emotions to take control of your life. Also, they feel sadness and loneliness for what you've been through, they think it's right for you to get out your comfort zone and start enjoying and doing a better lifestyle, You might be focusing on your innermost feelings, therefore they want you to withdrawing from the real world, that you need accept the situation and work on your well-being. They're someone that enjoy their flow of your emotions, and this type of person will bring balance and harmony in your life because they feel the same wavelength before. In addition, someone who they think needs acceptance of the situation, they wants to motivate you, they know this is hard for you but you need it. It is time to speak up and move about what is needed or desired before getting everything is too late. Your person think you are like a precious thing to take care of, a breakable glass. Totally they wanted to meet you and love you unconditionally but they know you need more growth and healings, so they telling you take your time to take care of yourself since you are unbeatable and unstoppable, they also like the that you are family oriented type of person that can take care of them and your future kids. They also imagine to making you a morning breakfast in bed and see your morning face like even your feeling ugly they want you to don't feel ugly to yourself 'cause you'd beauty , honestly you feel confident with this person.

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punkpandapatrixk · 7 months

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✨THAT GIRL ♦︎ Timeless Pick A Card

‘I know everything has its time and you cannot compete with destiny, is what I say. What I thought I wanted when I was younger, it wasn’t my time to have. I wanted to work with Calvin Klein—I did the fashion shows but I never did the ads. So it took me 34 years to do an ad. And, I said, “Okay. It’s okay. That’s my time.”’ – Naomi Campbell

Hey, Gorgeous~♥︎

Why do I get the feeling your fabulous era is coming fast? There’s this thing with Divine Timing, you know. As you work daily on yourself to become a vibrational match to your D E S T I N Y✨ the time will come when the world is ready to witness your S P A R K L E S✨

Your Light is needed by this world, in whatever capacity you feel a resonance with and in whatever fashion you find most exciting! We each have our divine time to be seen and heard. We can’t rush the caterpillar to grow into a butterfly, right? Often, there’s a painstaking process there. So what to do in the meantime? Become THAT GIRL you’ve always known yourself to be🌷

Who are you at the core of your being, Girl? Basically, if you nurture aspects of yourself that feel natural to you, you’ll discover that the key to your Destiny has always been in your hand. You just need to explore your potentials, experiment with yourself, test your limits and expand your horizon until you find the DOOR that’s the right fit for your key🚪🗝️

Live for yourself. Do whatever you wanna do and find yourself in the midst of novelty and temptation. So that you find your UNIQUE strength from within.

All in Divine Timing. Your fabulous era is coming~🦋

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Pile 1 – That Happy-Go-Lucky Girl

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the most UNIQUE thing about you, babe – 8 of Pentacles Rx

ADMIT IT. You loathe the idea of ‘hard work’. Gosh, the world is full of wonders and humanity has found a way to invent boredom and be depressed! You are definitely a Faery Soul. You have a unique, more sensitive point of view which causes the whole notion of ‘hard work’ to get over your head. Why work and not just play? Why is it so impossible for people to embrace lightheartedness and just, BE, happy? You just want to dip yourself in pastel glitter all day long.

For one, you’re definitely a rebel—whatever your style may be. You have so little regard for rules if you’re being honest. If anything, you make your own rules after careful testing and experimentation. That’s what you do with fashion as well. Fashion is fickle, but style is forever. And to you, there can be more than one style that you can call your own. You don’t like to limit yourself when it comes to things you can do, try or wear.

You can be like a chameleon and you love that fluidity/flexibility of yours. But on top of that, you’re also transformative. You’re a highly creative soul who has a penchant for reinventing your personal brand over and over again. You’re the brazen type that can rock ANY style and people still say, ‘That’s totally THAT GIRL’S style no matter what she does/wears!’ You possess a really strong, magnetic, energy signature.

path of least resistance – 8 of Wands Rx

Your aenergy is reminding me of famous rebels of Harajuku. Harajuku is a tiny, tiny, tiny patch of the entire fabric of Japanese society, but the creative souls who dwell there exude such POWERFUL aura. Exactly because they have a rebellious energetic signature that they express rather unapologetically😊

These are the rebels who know they’re meant to carve out a lifestyle of their own in the midst of Japan’s disgusting policy of conformity. The 8 of Wands in reverse here is literally representing the notion of a koi fish that swims upstream to become a dragon… or something like that. This is a Kafkaesque energy! You go the other way, baby—don’t follow the crowd because even they don’t know where they’ll end up!

The more you try to conform and follow what everyone else is doing, the more miserable and unlucky you become! Because doing so is against the policy of your Faery Soul’s authenticity. Whatever line of occupation you are interested in—genuinely interested in—I just know you’re meant to do your ‘job’ playfully, creatively, lightheartedly, passionately, and BEAUTIFULLY. Whatever you do, it’s pointless if you’re not surrounded by BEAUTY.

accept yourself glamorously!♥︎ – King of Swords Rx

Ay ay, don’t use too much logic, babe. You’re magic🧚🏻‍♀️Your intuition is more reliable than your intellect, trust yourself on this one. You possess this peculiar type of intelligence that is fuelled by passion from your heart. That said, your gut instinct is also that much stronger than your capacity for cognitive calculation. Hope that makes sense. You are essentially an otherworldly being. Though you may often feel like you’re a chaotic pile of confusion because of that.

Actually, you have spidey senses that help you notice a lot of things all at once and you don’t always know how to explain that. You just, absorb so much information from visual cues, auditory cues, and other invisible cues you pick up from the collective or aether. There’s always so much going on inside you because of this. But you’re just processing all of that information, so don’t worry, you’re not as chaotic as you think😆This is a SUPERPOWER!

You just need time to learn to accept this superpower and use it to your advantage. Didn’t Peter Parker also go through some hardships in the beginning? Before he knew how to use his new mutant powers? Yeah, something like that. Go do your weird shit and be a maverick. That’s how you become a vibrational match to your SPARKLY DESTINY🌟

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Pile 2 – That NU IT Girl

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the most UNIQUE thing about you, babe – 10 of Wands Rx

With you, there’s a strong energy of a debutante girl who kinda just popped out of nowhere, springing forth from obscurity. The reality though, is that you worked really hard to grow into this new IT GIRL in town. Your hustle tends to be unseen by others. I’m guessing you have significant placements in the 8th House and 12th House; or those energies ruled by Scorpio/Pluto and Pisces/Neptune.

I think you genuinely like it that way though. Keep ‘em guessing, is your motto. It’s entertaining to you when people can’t figure out how you’re, YOU. Let the mystery of your growth keep ‘em speculating. You love it when people can’t stop talking about you. You don’t even mind the gossip. As long as all attention is on you~ You’ve got the whole world wrapped around your fingers~

You gravitate towards luxury and you love trends. It’s like, following trends is the only way you feel like you still belong to the Human Race. Unless you do so, you feel left out because you’re a real hustler HAHAH You tend to isolate yourself to study and work on building your empire. Though you may seem shallow to those who just know you on a surface level, I think pretending to be normal like this exhausts the living shit out of you.

path of least resistance – IX The Hermit Rx

You’re probably more spiritually attuned than you let out. Especially if you have significant 8th House/Scorpio or 12th House/Pisces qualities to you. Because of this, you tend to be a hermit, enjoying doing your own thing at your pace. Your inner world is more interesting than the outer world full of shallow and stupid people. You can’t stand that their ambitions are so tiny LMAO

However, it does seem like you can sometimes get obsessive with your studies or work. This is giving me that vibe of someone who’s become so comfortable in the darkness they get blinded once the curtains are lifted. You remind me of Sherlock Holmes played by Robert Downey Jr. A smart, calculating, strategizing weirdo who isn’t that great at social settings🤣

Of all the Piles, you seem the least in need of this kind of reading—because you already have a strong sense of self. You seem to me like you have your identity established already. You’re clear about your likes and interests and these aren’t going to change easily. I think this is partly why you can be into trends—all for you to feel like you’re less boring. Hahah I don’t think you’re boring; you’re timeless, babe✨

accept yourself glamorously!♥︎ – 7 of Wands

With your heightened sense of class and timelessness, you could be prone to envy and jealousy, right? You’re essentially someone who’s incredibly blessed, on top of that, you’re hard working. It’s only natural so much good fortune is bestowed upon you. You’re a go-getter. You aren’t afraid to claim your prizes. And I think you should honour and protect this with your life.

Having said that, I still get this feeling that your Higher Self wants you to share your burdens with someone trustworthy. If you could surround yourself with a tiny inner circle of Soul Friends, that’d be more than enough. It’s good to have a few friends you can count on. But if your trust has been broken and your faith wounded, this could take some time to heal, so that’s also understandable.

The most important thing is that you never settle for less in your friendships and even business relationships. You don’t have to ask for much; you just need to ask for what’s true. I have a feeling when you’re older you will be blessed with amazing rendezvous with a bunch of your Soul Family. Until then, enjoy shining on your own terms. You’re IT~

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Pile 3 – That Transcendent Alien Girl

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the most UNIQUE thing about you, babe – 5 of Pentacles Rx

As per usual, Pile 3 often carries an alien vibe—in this case, almost robotic. You’re futuristic and avantgarde in the way you think, do or say things. With two Major Arcana, I can’t help but mention that you’re likely a Starseed or a Lightworker. Being one usually means you’ve had to face many oppositions in Life to get you all prepped up for your Destiny! What are you gonna do about it? Refuse your tasks and let the whole rotten world kill your Light? Hell nah.

What’s incredibly interesting about you is your morality. You have a super strong sense for justice and you carry yourself with high standards of morality. It’s just…because you’re an alien, what is moral to you might not always agree with the convention. You’re the type of person who notices how justice in this world is totally broken. I’m not even talking about a nation’s justice system—I’m talking about the general sense of what’s right and wrong for reward and punishment.

You’re the type that on the inside could be like Genghis Khan, Joseph Stalin or the Joker and Harley Quinn. You aren’t afraid to blow a damage to someone or a situation that’s been unfair. Your being chaotic, destructive, or simply disruptive as a punishment, is what’s JUST in your book of morality. I’m reminded of the story of the German Revenge Mother, so yeah… That’s real justice because this world’s moral compass looks terribly like a joke to you.

‘I am the punishment of God... If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you.’ – Genghis Khan

path of least resistance – I The Magician Rx

Because your energetic signature is very alien, you’re a born eccentric. No matter what you do, you’re just…abnormal. Different. Depending who sees you, you’re either an inspiration or an eyesore. You can’t help it. You stand out too much. Those who see you as an inspiration though, usually feel so because your example (or your stories) gives them a sense of validation.

You clearly don’t belong; but you’re carefully doing your own thing; carving out your very own existence; establishing your place in the world through sharing and flaunting your unique talents. THAT is incredibly validating for other rebels, eccentrics, and outcasts who are similar in vibe to you. You are a powerful creator—a Magician—whether or not you’re aware of this at present.

Have you ever had this crazy feeling on the inside, that sometimes, you’ve felt like your moods affect the local weather near you? Or maybe you’ve caused electricity to go haywire when your emotions are heightened? Have you felt like your hands sometimes cause batteries to run out faster? Do you get electric shocks a lot even when the thing you’re touching shouldn’t be a natural conductor for electricity? Wood or even plastic?

Bitch, you possess a crazy amount of creator energy in you. Sometimes it leaks as sparks of insanity in the physical realm because that amount of potent energy needs to be moved. Remember: energy can’t be created or destroyed; it can only be moved or transferred. You were born with this insanity because you’re an alien. You’re more than capable of handling it. All of that is just needing you to learn to channel IT properly into passionate pursuits that can benefit Humanity~♥︎

accept yourself glamorously!♥︎ – VI The Lovers

I know you get shy sometimes. Thinking that your dreams and visions are too cringe or too wild, too crazy. But you wouldn’t even be able to perceive those visions if you weren’t capable of manifesting them. So, there’s a reason for that. And more likely than not, you’re meant to see it through that those visions become Reality. As for the cringe part…

Aish, your imaginations just need polishing. They’ll get better as you refine your senses and develop your tastes. Your Reality is bound to be more high-quality eventually LMAO Trust yourself for that! All great artists also started out quite pathetic if you compare their masterpieces to their pre-debut, or even debut, works. The manifestation of your desires is also a form of Art like that.

The more you merge with your Higher Self the more this will make sense. In the meantime, what you’re meant to be focusing on is your Lower and Higher Selves integration. The Human and the Spirit, ah I mean, the Human and the Alien merging as one navigating existence in this Earth Matrix😉

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1st House: Radiating Self-Identity This placement bestows a strong focus on self-awareness and self-expression. Individuals with the Sun in the 1st House possess a magnetic aura that draws attention to their unique personality and leadership qualities.

2nd House: Shining Identity on Resources and Values With the Sun in the 2nd House, one's identity becomes closely intertwined with material possessions, finances, and personal values. These individuals are driven to create security and abundance in their lives.

3rd House: Illuminating Identity in the Immediate Environment The Sun in the 3rd House emphasizes communication, learning, and adaptability. These individuals shine when expressing themselves within their immediate social circles and communities.

4th House: Nurturing Identity and Emotional Security When the Sun resides in the 4th House, the core of one's identity revolves around family, home, and emotional foundations. These individuals seek security and stability through creating a nurturing environment.

5th House: Creative and Expressive Self-Identity Individuals with the Sun in the 5th House have a flair for creativity and self-expression. They find their true identity through artistic endeavors, romance, and embracing their inner child.

6th House: Identity Seeking Self-Refinement With the Sun in the 6th House, self-improvement and service become central themes in one's identity. These individuals find fulfillment in refining their skills and contributing to the well-being of others.

7th House: Identity Defined by Relationships The 7th House Sun placement highlights the significance of partnerships and collaborations in shaping one's identity. These individuals thrive in harmonious and balanced relationships.

8th House: Identity Focused on Intimacy and Transformation Individuals with the Sun in the 8th House seek profound connections and transformative experiences. This placement indicates a deep need for emotional intimacy and self-discovery.

9th House: Identity Driven by Exploration and Understanding With the Sun in the 9th House, one's identity is enriched through travel, higher education, and philosophical pursuits. These individuals are eager to broaden their horizons and gain a deeper understanding of the world.

10th House: Identity Striving for Achievement This placement emphasizes ambition, career success, and public recognition. Individuals with the Sun in the 10th House are driven to leave a lasting impact on the world through their achievements.

11th House: Identity Connected to Society With the Sun in the 11th House, a person's identity is closely tied to social causes, friendships, and group affiliations. These individuals are natural leaders who champion collective progress.

12th House: Identity Seeking Inwardness and Self-Discovery Individuals with the Sun in the 12th House often feel a deep connection to the unseen realms and the subconscious mind. This placement indicates a profound need for spiritual growth and inner reflection.

Signs

Aries: The Warrior's Emerging Self-Identity Aries, the first sign of the zodiac, symbolizes the journey of self-discovery and empowerment. Those born under this sign experience life as a continuous quest to assert their individuality and courageously pioneer new paths.

Taurus: Identity Rooted in Possessions and Resources Taurus individuals find security and self-assurance through their material possessions and resources. They are grounded and steadfast, embodying a deep connection to the tangible aspects of life.

Gemini: The Multi-faceted Chameleon of Self-Identity Gemini's identity is incredibly versatile, reflecting a variety of interests and personalities. They are social butterflies, effortlessly adapting to different situations and presenting diverse facets of themselves.

Cancer: Emotionally Nurtured Self-Identity Cancer individuals experience their identity through deep emotional connections. Their nurturing nature creates a strong bond with family and loved ones, anchoring their sense of self in the realm of emotions.

Leo: Self-Identity as a Majestic Persona Leo, like the regal lion, embodies grandeur and charisma. They experience their identity through self-expression, seeking admiration and validation as they shine brightly in the spotlight.

Virgo: The Self-Examining Perfectionist Virgos are meticulous self-examiners, constantly seeking self-improvement and growth. Their identity is closely intertwined with a desire to be of service and to perfect their skills.

Libra: Identity as a Delicate Balance of Self and Others Libra individuals perceive their identity as a delicate dance between their own needs and the needs of others. They strive for harmony and balance in their relationships and surroundings.

Scorpio: Identity Rooted in the Depths of Power Scorpio's identity is immersed in the realm of power, transformation, and intensity. They navigate life's mysteries with a profound understanding of the darker aspects of the self and the world.

Sagittarius: Seeking Self-Identity through Exploration and Understanding Sagittarius individuals are adventurous seekers, finding their identity through exploration, travel, and intellectual pursuits. They yearn for higher knowledge and philosophical insights.

Capricorn: Self-Identity through the Climb of Achievement Capricorns embody the spirit of hard work and ambition. Their identity is forged through their determination to climb the ladder of success and leave a lasting legacy.

Aquarius: The Unconventional and Differentiated Self Aquarians revel in their unique and individualistic identity. They are trailblazers, often challenging societal norms and envisioning a future that embraces progressive ideals.

Pisces: The Boundariless and Empathic Self Pisceans have a boundless sense of self, often merging with the emotions and experiences of others. Their identity is fluid, transcending boundaries and connecting with the universal consciousness.

Aspects in the Natal Chart

Moon:

Conjunction: The sense of self is intimately tied to the emotional and subconscious realms. These individuals experience a deep emotional connection with their identity, and their intuition plays a significant role in shaping who they are.

Trine: The sense of self and emotions are in harmony, creating an innate understanding of their feelings and needs. These individuals navigate life with ease, being emotionally attuned to themselves and others.

Sextile: Opportunities arise for the emotional and subconscious functions to interact positively with the sense of self-identity. This aspect encourages a healthy balance between emotions and self-expression.

Opposition: The sense of self and emotions are at polar extremes, leading to internal conflicts. These individuals may struggle to reconcile their conscious self with their hidden emotions, leading to inner tension and external challenges.

Square: The emotional and subconscious functions clash with the sense of self-identity, creating inner friction. Individuals with this aspect may face challenges in understanding and expressing their emotions effectively.

Mercury:

Conjunction: The sense of self is strongly aligned with the mental and communicative functions. These individuals tend to identify themselves through their intellect and articulate communication style.

Venus:

Conjunction: The sense of self is deeply connected to the evaluative and relationship functions. These individuals find a significant part of their identity in their values, aesthetics, and harmonious connections with others.

Sextile: Opportunities for positive interactions between the evaluative and relationship functions and self-identity. These individuals have an innate ability to create harmonious relationships and appreciate beauty in life.

Mars:

Conjunction: The sense of self is closely tied to the action and desire functions. These individuals have a strong drive to assert themselves and pursue their ambitions actively.

Trine: The sense of self and action/desire functions are in harmony, leading to a smooth expression of their desires and a well-aligned sense of purpose.

Sextile: Opportunities for constructive interactions between the action/desire function and self-identity. These individuals can channel their energy into productive pursuits and self-improvement.

Opposition: The sense of selfhood and the action/desire function are at polar extremes. Individuals with this aspect may struggle with impulsiveness and conflicts in pursuing their goals.

Square: Challenges presented by the action/desire function. These individuals may face obstacles or resistance when trying to assert themselves and achieve their desires.

Jupiter:

Conjunction: The sense of self is strongly identified with expansion, beneficence, and understanding. These individuals have an optimistic and generous outlook on life, finding their identity through personal growth and helping others.

Trine: The sense of self and the functions of expansion, beneficence, and understanding are in harmony. These individuals naturally attract positive opportunities and are open to learning and growth.

Sextile: Opportunities for expansion, beneficence, and understanding. This aspect encourages a broader perspective and a compassionate approach to life.

Opposition: The sense of self and the functions of growth, understanding, and grace are at polar extremes. Individuals may experience inner conflicts between their desire for expansion and their need for inner growth and understanding.

Square: Challenges presented by expansion, beneficence, and understanding. These individuals may struggle to balance their desire for growth with the need for moderation and patience.

Saturn:

Conjunction: The sense of self is strongly identified with limitation, structure, and discipline. These individuals value responsibility, hard work, and long-term planning in shaping their identity.

Trine: The sense of self is in harmony with structure, discipline, and limitation. These individuals have a strong sense of self-discipline and can achieve their goals through careful planning and perseverance.

Sextile: Opportunities to develop structure and discipline. This aspect encourages individuals to build a solid foundation for their identity and long-term success.

Opposition: The sense of self and the functions of structure, discipline, and limitation are at polar extremes. Individuals may face challenges in balancing their need for security with their desire for personal freedom and expression.

Square: Challenges presented by limitation, structure, and discipline. These individuals may encounter obstacles and self-doubt when trying to establish boundaries and structure in their lives.

Uranus:

Conjunction: The sense of self is strongly identified with uniqueness and transformation through revelation. These individuals seek to break free from conventions and embrace their individuality.

Trine: In harmony with change and transformation through revelation. These individuals embrace change and use it as a catalyst for personal growth and self-discovery.

Sextile: Opportunities for transformation through change and revelation. This aspect encourages open-mindedness and adaptability, leading to positive transformations in their identity.

Opposition: The sense of selfhood and the function of change/transformation through revelation are at polar extremes. Individuals may experience inner conflicts between their need for independence and their fear of the unknown.

Square: Challenges presented by change and transformation through revelation. These individuals may struggle with sudden changes or unconventional ideas conflicting with their desire for stability.

Neptune:

Conjunction: The sense of self is strongly identified with transformation through transcendence. These individuals seek a deeper connection with the spiritual and transcendent aspects of life.

Trine: The sense of self is in harmony with transformation through transcendence. These individuals have a compassionate and empathetic nature, understanding the interconnectedness of all beings.

Sextile: Opportunities for transformation through transcendence. This aspect encourages self-awareness and spiritual growth.

Opposition: The sense of selfhood and the function of transformation through transcendence are at polar extremes. Individuals may struggle with illusions or escapist tendencies as they navigate their spiritual journey.

Square: Challenges presented by transformation through transcendence. These individuals may face internal conflicts when trying to balance their spiritual pursuits with the demands of the material world.

Pluto:

Conjunction: The sense of self is strongly identified with transformation through crisis. These individuals undergo profound changes that lead to personal growth and empowerment.

Trine: In harmony with transformation through crisis. These individuals embrace challenges and use them as opportunities for deep transformation and renewal.

Sextile: Opportunities for transformation through crisis. This aspect encourages resilience and adaptability in the face of difficulties.

Opposition: Transformation of self-identity experienced through the crisis of facing your shadow-self. Individuals may confront deep-seated fears and hidden aspects of themselves through intense life experiences.

Square: Challenges presented by transformation through crisis. These individuals may encounter obstacles and resistance when trying to transform and reinvent themselves.

ASC (Ascendant):

Conjunction: There is a projection of the identity and an integration of the self. Individuals with this aspect are seen by others exactly as they perceive themselves. They radiate their core essence, and their external persona aligns harmoniously with their authentic self.

Trine: This indicates a natural flow and ease in how the individual presents themselves to the world. Their self-expression and public image blend seamlessly, resulting in a confident and well-integrated sense of self.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and positive interactions between the Sun and the Ascendant. This aspect encourages adaptability and a positive outlook on life, making it easier for the individual to relate to others and navigate social situations.

Opposition: This leads to potential inner conflicts between the individual's self-image and their relationships with others. There may be a struggle to balance personal desires and external expectations.

Square: This may result in difficulties in projecting the true self to the world. Individuals with this aspect may experience internal tensions between their self-identity and how they appear to others.

IC (Imum Coeli):

Conjunction: There is a strong connection with family roots and a profound sense of belonging. This aspect influences the individual's private and emotional life, shaping their sense of security and emotional foundations.

Trine: This aspect fosters emotional security and a grounded sense of self. These individuals have a strong inner foundation that supports their personal growth and emotional well-being.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and emotional development through the influences of the IC. This aspect encourages the individual to nurture their inner self and establish a strong sense of emotional stability.

Opposition: The Sun and the IC are at polar extremes, leading to potential conflicts related to the individual's sense of security and emotional roots. They may experience tension between their private and public lives.

Square: This aspect may result in difficulties related to family dynamics and emotional foundations. Individuals with this aspect may face inner struggles when trying to reconcile their past with their present identity.

DC (Descendant):

Conjunction: There is a strong identification with relationships and social connections. These individuals may derive a significant part of their identity from their partnerships and how they relate to others.

Trine: This aspect promotes harmonious and balanced relationships. These individuals have a natural ability to cooperate with others and form meaningful connections.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and positive interactions with others through the influences of the DC. This aspect encourages the individual to approach relationships with diplomacy and cooperation.

Opposition: This aspect leads to potential conflicts in the individual's partnerships and social interactions. They may struggle with finding balance and compromise in their relationships.

Square: It may result in difficulties in forming and maintaining relationships. Individuals with this aspect may experience tensions and conflicts with others.

MC (Midheaven):

Conjunction: There is a strong identification with professional ambitions and the desire for recognition and success in the public sphere.

Trine: This aspect ndicates a natural alignment between the individual's sense of self and their career path. They are likely to find fulfillment and recognition in their chosen vocation.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and achievement through the influences of the MC. This aspect encourages the individual to pursue their professional goals with confidence and determination.

Opposition: This may lead to potential conflicts between the individual's career aspirations and their personal life. They may struggle to find a balance between their public and private roles.

Square: This may result in difficulties in finding their true vocation and facing obstacles in their career path. Individuals with this aspect may experience setbacks and doubts related to their professional pursuits.

North Node:

Conjunction: This indicates a strong identification with destiny and life purpose. These individuals feel a profound connection with their soul's mission and are driven to fulfill their higher calling.

Trine: This signifies a harmonious alignment with the pursuit of destiny. These individuals progress smoothly on their life path, guided by their inner sense of purpose.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and self-discovery through the influences of the North Node. This aspect encourages the individual to embrace new experiences and evolve towards their destined path.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts between the individual's soul purpose and their ego desires. They may struggle with reconciling their higher calling with their material ambitions.

Square: This which may result in difficulties in fully embracing their destiny. Individuals with this aspect may encounter obstacles and resistance as they strive to align with their life purpose.

South Node:

Conjunction: This indicates a strong identification with past patterns and ingrained qualities. These individuals may initially rely on familiar traits but need to grow beyond them to progress.

Trine: This signifies ease and harmony with their past predispositions and innate qualities. They can draw on their experiences to support their current life journey.

Sextile: Opportunities to use their natural strengths and talents for personal growth and development. This aspect encourages the individual to leverage their past experiences positively.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts between their past patterns and their soul growth. They may feel torn between their comfort zone and their evolution.

Square: This may result in difficulties in letting go of old patterns and embracing change. Individuals with this aspect may struggle with releasing past habits and moving forward.

Chiron:

Conjunction: This may indicate a strong identification with the wounded healer archetype. These individuals have experienced deep emotional wounds, which they can heal and transform into sources of strength and wisdom.

Trine: This allows the individual to harness their healing abilities and use them to support others effectively. They can inspire and uplift those around them through their own transformation.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and transformative experiences through the influences of Chiron. This aspect encourages the individual to embrace their vulnerabilities and work towards healing and wholeness.

Opposition: This leads to potential inner conflicts related to the individual's healing journey and self-acceptance. They may struggle with acknowledging and embracing their wounds.

Square: This may result in difficulties in accepting their wounds and finding effective ways to heal and grow. Individuals with this aspect may encounter internal struggles and self-doubt.

Lilith:

Conjunction: This may indicate a strong identification with suppressed or unconventional aspects of the self. These individuals may rebel against societal norms and embrace their wild and independent nature.

Trine: This encourages the integration of the shadow self and the acceptance of one's true nature. They may embody powerful and transformative energies, embracing the darker aspects of their personality.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and self-expression through the influences of Lilith. This aspect encourages individuals to embrace their uniqueness and stand firmly in their authentic self.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts related to the individual's rebellious nature and societal expectations. They may struggle to find balance between their individuality and fitting in.

Square: This may result in difficulties in expressing their true self and accepting their unconventional side. Individuals with this aspect may face inner tensions and external challenges when embracing their uniqueness.

Ceres:

Conjunction: This may indicate a strong identification with nurturing and caregiving qualities. These individuals find fulfillment in nurturing others and fostering a sense of security in their relationships.

Trine: This signifies a natural alignment between their nurturing instincts and their self-expression. They have a harmonious approach to caring for others and themselves.

Sextile: This aspect encourages the individual to embrace their nurturing side and use it to support their personal development and relationships.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts between their nurturing tendencies and their personal needs. They may struggle to find a balance between caring for others and self-care.

Square: This may result in difficulties in finding a healthy balance between nurturing others and nurturing themselves. Individuals with this aspect may feel drained from constantly caring for others.

Pallas:

Conjunction: This may indicate a strong identification with wisdom, strategy, and problem-solving abilities. These individuals have a keen intellect and often use their intelligence to navigate life's challenges.

Trine: This signifies a harmonious alignment between their analytical skills and their sense of self. They can strategize effectively to achieve their goals.

Sextile: This aspect encourages the individual to use their intelligence and creative thinking to overcome obstacles.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts between their rational thinking and their emotional expression. They may struggle to integrate logic and intuition.

Square: This may result in difficulties in applying their problem-solving abilities effectively. Individuals with this aspect may face obstacles in finding practical solutions to life's challenges.

Juno:

Conjunction: This may indicate a strong identification with partnership and commitment. These individuals highly value their relationships and seek deep emotional connections with others.

Trine: This signifies a harmonious alignment between their commitment to relationships and their sense of self. They can form and maintain strong, supportive partnerships.

Sextile: This aspect encourages the individual to foster healthy and balanced partnerships.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts between their desire for partnerships and their need for personal freedom. They may struggle to find a balance between commitment and independence.

Square: This may result in difficulties in forming and maintaining long-lasting partnerships. Individuals with this aspect may face obstacles in finding emotional fulfillment in relationships.

Vesta:

Conjunction: This may indicate a strong identification with dedication and focus. These individuals have a deep sense of purpose and may devote themselves entirely to a specific cause or pursuit.

Trine: This signifies a harmonious alignment between their focused dedication and their sense of self. They can channel their energy into productive and meaningful endeavors.

Sextile: Opportunities for personal growth and positive commitment to their goals through the influences of Vesta. This aspect encourages the individual to cultivate discipline and dedication.

Opposition: This leads to potential conflicts between their intense focus and their need for balance in life. They may struggle to find harmony between their dedication and other aspects of their identity.

Square: This may result in difficulties in maintaining their focus and dedication to their goals. Individuals with this aspect may encounter obstacles in fully committing to their chosen path.

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iammystica · 1 year

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" There is something quite magical about looking within and realizing that all the power you need to re-create yourself, lies within."

-from Chameleon Aura

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blogthefiresidechats · 8 months

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My latest run...

I think I really overdid it this time on my latest run to the book store. This past weekend my hubby went to some kind of baseball convention that was 2 hours away from where we live. While dropping him off at that event, I went to the book store that was just up the road a little because…..you know……it was a different book store that I hadn’t been to before. Since the event was about 2 hours…

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shewroteaworld · 9 months

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Movie Date Migraine

Premise: On a movie date with Peter Parker, a migraine strikes you down. You don't want Peter to see you like this, but he refuses to let you go home alone.

Reader is female-identifying. Reader has hair long enough to be put in a ponytail.

Word count: aprox. 3,500

tw: descriptions of nausea and vomiting, reference to childhood trauma (unspecified)

(Y/N) knows she should go home.

But, she can’t. Not until this movie is finished.

Sitting next to Peter Parker in the darkness of the movie theater, with your forearms touching and fingers brushing when you reach for popcorn, is typically an experience that sends heat dancing up your arms and butterflies flitting around your stomach.

Right now, nausea was the only thing pulsing through your stomach. And with the surround sound tightening the band around your forehead and the lights sending sparks across your vision, Peter’s arm touching yours is only adding to the sensory tsunami slamming you.

You denied it when zigzags cut across your vision when you touched up your lipstick in the elevator. You denied it when Peter’s voice distorted on your walk to the theater. You denied it when a wave of dizziness hit you on your way to the restroom. But now, you couldn’t deny it any longer: a migraine storm was upon you. A rough night awaits, but you’re not ready for Peter to get up close and personal with your migraines yet.

For your entire life, you battled with migraine. In grade school, the pain forced you out of field trips, sports practices, and musical rehearsals and into bed with blackout curtains drawn, a cool cloth laid on your forehead, and a bucket by your bedside. Not a particularly attractive sight for your new(ish) boyfriend to see.

The aura for this headache was coming on strong. When the actors’ voices began changing intonation like a chameleon changing colors, you knew a harsh spell encroached. You need to make it through this date and get back to your apartment before Peter sees you collapse in a pile of puke and tears.

And, you have a game plan. Phase 1: Make it through the film without collapsing or puking. Phase 2: When Peter walks you home, hold his arm and lay your head on his shoulder. It’ll masquerade as a cute gesture, when in reality, you’ll be using him as a human cane. Phase 3: Get home, lock the door, and go into Migraine Emergency Mode.

Slowly but surely, you were revealing your layers to Peter at a safe, comfortable pace. This shitty action movie was not going to get in the way.

An abrupt on-screen crash shocks you out of your scheming. The main characters sent their car careening into a ditch. Just as the jackhammering in your head began to die down, the car burst into flames.

You throw a hand over your eyes. A gurgle of nausea twists in your gut.

“(Y/N)? Are you okay?” Peter whispers in your ear.

You snap your eyes open. So much for appearing nonchalant. You take your hand from your face. Red hot pain radiates down your body, but you clamp your lips into a neutral expression. “Yeah, I’m good.”

“Do you need some air?”

On one hand, you could surrender. You could let Peter walk you into the foyer and buy you an icy drink to hold to your eye. Maybe you could even let Peter take you home and cuddle you through the pain. You know Peter wants to be there for you.

You shove those fantasies from your mind.

“No.” You whisper at a volume only Spider-Man could hear.

Suddenly, a yelling match breaks out on screen. You close your eyes shut. You can’t hold back a whimper.

Peter wraps his arm around your shoulders. “Honey, you don’t seem alright. We can leave.”

Your resolve crumples. “I’m sorry.”

“Sorry” barely passes your lips before Peter’s slung both your jackets over his arm and looped the strap of your cross body bag around his fingers. “Please, don’t be sorry.” Peter stands in front of you, but you stare at your lap. Peter’s fingers intertwine with hers. “I’m sure this blockbuster will be here all summer.” He jokes, and in your mind’s eye you can see his smirk. You don’t have the energy to crack a smile.

“C’mon, sweetie.” Gently, Peter grabs your limp wrist.

You focus all the energy in your body to propel you out of the chair. You stumble into Peter’s chest.

He stabilizes you. “Okay, baby, okay.” He soothes.

“I’m sorry.” You say.

“Sweetheart, you’re fine.” He’s bending down to meet your eyes, but you refuse to look at his face. “Lean on me. Let’s get you out of here.”

With Peter’s arm wrapped around your waist and your head resting on his chest, you descend the cinema stairs and make your way out of the theater.

***

Getting down the stairs wasn’t as hard as you thought it would be. Typically, during a migraine, stairs are your personal hell.

But, with Spider-Man supporting most of your bodyweight, the physical exertion lessens significantly.

Plus, it’s not just the safety of Spider-Man that’s helping. It’s Peter Parker’s safe hands holding you close. It’s Peter Parker's frame shielding you from gruff moviegoers working their way around you down the mall steps. It’s Peter Parker keeping you upright, and that’s enough to keep your brain generating numbing happy chemicals even in the worst of times.

Peter guides you to a bench next to the atrium. You lay your head on his shoulder, but abruptly sit up.

This nightmare gets worse from here. You have to go home by yourself. You’re not ready for this. You’re not–

“(Y/N), honey? Are you with me?” Peter’s tenderly cradling your face. “You’re starting to scare me.”

You blink. “I’m here, I’m here.” You take a deep breath to ground yourself from the swirling dizziness. You force a weak smile. “Just a little headache.”

Peter cocks an eyebrow. “A little headache?” He cradles your chin. “You look like you’ve been concussed, babe.” Softer, he asks, “Do you get migraines?”

Your chest falls. The jig is up. “Yeah, I’m having a migraine.”

“Okay.” His tone is soft, but there’s a hardness in his eyes and a pinch between his brows and you know it’s not from worry. He’s annoyed you didn’t tell him. If there’s one thing that puts a rift between you and Peter, it’s that you won’t let him help you. You didn’t tell him when you forgot your lunch the day you had a big presentation. You didn’t tell him when your insomnia came back. You didn’t tell him when you caught the 24-hour bug 2 months ago. And now he knows you’ve been hiding this.

“I’m sorry.” You squeak.

“Oh, honey, no.” Peter whispers. “Let’s just focus on getting you out of here and in bed. Don’t even think. I’ll get you back to my apartment.”

“No,” you shake your head but stop when nausea slithers up your throat. You swallow hard. “No, I need to go home.”

“Sweetheart, your apartment’s across town, and I don’t think you can walk or swing right now.”

The damp wool of your sweater constricts your sweaty skin. “I have all my medication and things in my apartment.” You argue, but the fight in your voice is weak.

“I have lots of meds and supplies stocked because of…you know. I think I’ve got everything you need, and I can always swing over to your apartment to grab something.”

Suddenly, a crowd of moviegoers comes stomping towards the foyer, ushering in a cacophony of laughter and voices.

You squeeze your eyes shut, and Peter drags your face into his shoulder. You fist his sweatshirt and squeeze until your fingers hurt.

“Let’s get you home, my love.” He whispers.

You know by home he doesn’t mean your apartment. You know he means his place, where you spend half of your time and have your personal belongings threaded through his.

Maybe it’s the crippling exhaustion. Maybe it’s the fact that every step sends pain shooting through your skull. Regardless, you surprise yourself with your answer.

“Okay.”

***

“I know, I’m sorry, honey.” Peter whispers into your hair. He presses your body against his side as he leads you to the second set of elevators in the foyer.

Dating a chemical engineer has its perks; Peter could afford a nice apartment. However, the first set of elevators broke an hour after you left for your date. More steps for you.

Even with Peter nearly carrying you, the final stretch to the elevator feels like a mile. The wait for the elevator to arrive worsens when a twist of nausea wracks your stomach. But soon, the elevator doors ding open.

As soon as the doors shut behind you, you push against Peter’s hold.

“Babe?” He asks. He lets you go free.

You sink to the floor and unbutton your jacket. You take a deep breath, reveling in the coolness of the air conditioning and freedom from residual body heat.

“I feel nauseous.” You groan.

He kneels next to you. “Do you need to throw up?” There was something about his hand on your shoulder, his tone, and his stern yet compassionate expression that reminded you of Spider-Man. He’d likely posed that same question on the beat to trauma victims. The guilt bubbling in your stomach amps up the queasiness.

You take a deep, shuddering breath.

“No.” You say. Peter cocks his brow again. Despite yourself, you shrink. “Maybe later. Not at this moment.”

“Okay, darling. Would you let me carry you in?”

You swallow your shame. “Yes,” you say.

Peters picks you up as if you weigh a feather. You wrap your arms around his neck as the elevator opens to his floor.

***

You’re laying in Peter’s bed with his sheets wrapped around your face. Even with the blinds drawn, the New York City lights burn your sensitive eyes.

Despite your prior objections, you can’t deny the comfort of laying in Peter’s soft duvet with the spicy scent of his cologne filling your nose.

You hear the creak of the door as Peter steps into the room.

“Baby?” He whispers. “I brought you some stuff.”

Peter’s gait is slow and light, as if he’s trying not to creak the floorboards. Something taps the bedside table next to you.

“Can I see your head, baby? I know it’s bright outside, but I have this wrap around ice pack I think will really help.”

With a groan, you pull the blankets below your chin. You crack open your eyes, and to your surprise, Peter is holding a black version of your favorite migraine ice pack. It’s like a thick bandage that wraps around your eyes and forehead and velcros closed in the back. It’s cold, pitch black heaven.

You smile weakly. “Thanks, Peter.” You mumble. Dating someone with super hearing is a huge perk when you’re a migraineur.

“Of course.” He whispers.

Peter lays the ice pack on your forehead, and your body relaxes. The pain still pulses like a bass drum beat in a metal song, but at least there’s something combating it.

“Can I help you sit up, sweetie? I want to tie this behind your head.”

You hum your approval.

Gently, Peter raises your limp body and velcros the ends of the ice pack behind your head, creating 360 degree relief.

You moan in relief. “Thank you, Peter.”

“Oh course, sweetheart. There's a glass of water on the bedside table for you. Would you like some Pepto-Bismol?”

You hold back a gag. “No.” You croak. “But thanks.”

“After I change, can I get into bed next to you?”

You can’t help but smile. He’s so conscientious. Too conscientious. “Of course, Peter.”

A few minutes later, the bed slowly sinks as Peter gingerly adds his weight.

“Can I speak, darling?” He asks.

“Mm-hmm.” You hum.

“I’ve never been with you during a migraine before. I want to know how to take care of you. Could you answer some yes or no questions for me?” He whispers. “You don’t need to speak. Maybe one finger for yes and two for no.”

You point your index finger.

“Excellent.” Peter says. “Are you sensitive to light?”

You hold up one finger.

“Are you sensitive to sound?”

Once again, one finger.

“Are you sensitive to touch?”

You hold up two fingers. There’s some nuance to that, but there was only so much you could communicate. You really needed some sleep.

“Okay. Can I hold you?”

Warmth fills your ribcage. “I can’t lay on my side, but could you hold my hand?” Heat burns your cheeks. “And maybe lay against me?”

“Of course.” Peter whispers, a smile in his voice.

He presses a tender kiss to your shoulder. “Goodnight, my love. Feel better.”

***

You wake to a knot in your stomach. You twist onto your side which only tightens the cramp.

You moan. Your eyes crack open only to be weighed down by the ice pack from last night.

Last night. Peter was a saint. You were an embarrassment. A well-loved and well-cared for embarrassment, but falling over yourself all the same.

Your shame spiral stops as soon as it begins when a bubble of queasiness turns you rigid.

Shit.

Not here.

Not now.

You take a deep breath. Peter is slumped against your back, and thanks to his spidey senses, an infinitesimal movement could wake him up. To make matter worse, when it came to you, Peter was always extra jumpy. It was a miracle he hadn’t woken already.

You take another deep breath. Maybe if you lay as still as a statue, the nausea will go away and you’ll drift off to sleep.

A second later, like a wave careening to shore, nausea swells in your chest and up your throat. You sprint from the bed, shoving the sheets onto Peter who instantly jumps awake.

You dash into the bathroom, nearly tripping over your own feet when the carpet transitions to ice cold tile.

You collapse and promptly stick your head into Peter’s toilet bowl. Your face burns with embarrassment, and the humiliation has not reached its peak.

You dry heave three times. Of course, when you start throwing up, you feel your hair being lifted from your shoulders.

“I’m so sorry.” Peter whispers. He must have grabbed a scrunchie from your purse, because your hair stays off your face and neck while Peter’s hands rub your back and hold your hand gripping the toilet tank cover.

You can’t get out the words “get out!” to Peter with all the retching in the way.

“It’s alright. You’re alright. Breathe, baby.” Peter whispers. He draws wide circles on your upper back, and your shoulders betray you by relaxing into his palm.

You didn’t think your stomach could hold so much. You continue to gag, making a mess of Peter’s bathroom, but Peter never flinches. He continues whispering sweet nothings to you until you finish expelling all of last night’s dinner and popcorn.

Stomach aching, you collapse against Peter’s chest.

“You okay?” Peter asks.

“Yeah.” You pant.

“Take some deep breaths.” He whispers. “Would you like some water?”

“Could you make me ginger tea?” You ask. Guilt tightens your throat. You were already puking in his bathroom– you could’ve settled for plain water.

But that’s exactly what Peter has been insisting you work on– being honest about asking for what you need.

He kisses your temple. “Of course.” He says, a smile in his voice.

Two minutes later, Peter returns to the bathroom, a steaming mug in his hand.

He places your tea on the edge of the marble counter. “It’s still brewing.” He whispers.

“You can speak at a normal volume now.” You croak. You were laying on the floor, arms and legs limp yet heavy as lead.

“Is your headache better?” He asks.

“Marginally,” You say. “If I throw up, it’s usually better after.” Like the climax of a movie, once you puke during a migraine attack, it’s usually coming to its resolution.

“Okay.” Peter said, returning to his normal volume. He sits next to you. “Do you want to brush your teeth and go back to sleep?”

“Yes, please.”

Five minutes later, you’re curled under the covers, half a mug of ginger tea sitting on Peter’s bedside table.

You’re about to slip into slumber when Peter asks you a question.

“Can I text your boss that you’re not coming in tomorrow?”

Your breath hitches. Your instincts scream “No!” You have to go to work.

You take what feels like your millionth deep breath in the past 24 hours. But going to work wouldn't be good for your body. You already tried to sit through an action film with a migraine which resulted in you hurling at 3 am. It was time to take Peter’s advice and give your body a break.

“Yes.” You say, relief and guilt washing over you simultaneously.

“Okay.” Peter says, satisfaction in his voice. “Sleep tight, my love. Rest up.”

Peter presses a soft kiss against your hairline as you fall back to sleep.

***

“We need to talk.”

“I know,” you say. You knew this was coming. As soon as you walked into the kitchen this morning, you could tell Peter was holding something in from the hitch in his jaw. Being the gentleman he is, he gave you the grace of waking up a bit more and making sure your migraine was gone before starting any serious conversation. You watch the brown sugar dissolve into your peppermint tea as you trace the spoon around the circumference of the mug.

“Can we sit?” He asks.

You stop stirring. “I’m sorry. I should’ve told you.” You keep your back turned to him. Guilty tears fill your eyes.

“(Y/N), look at me. I’m not mad, I’m just….frustrated? I’m at a loss.” He amends.

Blinking wasn’t helping. You twist your face further away from Peter, determined not to let him catch a glimpse of your melodrama from the kitchen table. “It’s okay if you're angry with me. We already talked about this. And I ruined your night.”

“But that’s the problem.” Peter says. “You didn’t ruin anything. The reason I’m annoyed is because you think any little inconvenience like you being sick or unhappy is an annoyance when it’s really not. You’re my girlfriend, and I want to help. I want to figure out how to help you.” He sighs. “And before I can do that, I want to figure out what I can do better to build that trust between us."

You face Peter. “Peter, there’s nothing more you can do. You’ve been perfect.” Peter Parker is more of a perfect boyfriend than you could’ve imagined. He’s a human– he’s flawed— but he has one of the most beautiful souls you’ve ever come across. “It’s just me, I’m just…scared.” You admit. You turn your gaze to the kitchen island.

“What can I do to help you feel safer?”

And there was the crux of the issue: Peter has done everything to make you feel safe. But the wall between you and Peter has nothing to do with Peter.

“It’s hard for me to feel vulnerable with people because of…you know.”

Peter nods. He knew most of the unsavory details of your bittersweet childhood. “I know. Did I do something that triggered memories?” Peter asks, anxiety creeping into his voice.

“Peter.” You meet his eyes for the second time. “Absolutely not. You’re so good to me.” A tear drips down your cheek. “I want to tell you. About everything. I want to call you when I’m sick and tell you when I’m hurting.” You blink up at the ceiling. “It’s just so hard to break through that wall. To feel safe feeling vulnerable again. And I’ve talked about it with my therapist, I’ve been trying it’s just…such a big step.”

“Would it help if we discuss it together? All three of us?” Peter asks. The confusion must have shown on your face. “Maybe we could have a session together so we could work through this.”

“Really?” You ask, voice cracking.

“Of course, really.” Peter says, half-smiling.

“You’re not breaking up with me?” The question slips from your lips before you can hold your tongue.

Peter looks like he’s been slapped. “Over a migraine?”

“Over not being vulnerable enough. Not giving you enough.” The words leave a bad taste in your mouth. You weren’t able to give Peter what he needed. Your caged heart won’t open.

Peter stands. “(Y/N), you’ve given me more than enough. Who’s there to stitch me after patrol? Who’s on the phone with me at 3 o’clock in the morning when I have night terrors? Who has all of my grounding strategies memorized because I have panic attacks?”

A small smile slips onto your face. “Me.”

“(Y/N),” Peter smiles. “You’re the most amazing girlfriend I could ask for.”

You open your arms, and Peter wraps you in the warmest hug.

Even with someone as safe and loving as Peter, being vulnerable was going to be hard. But if there’s someone you want to go on this trek with, it was Peter Parker.

“I wouldn't want to go on this journey with anyone but you.”

Peter squeezes you tighter. “We’ll get through this together.”

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Author's Note: Hello! This is my first fic I've ever finished, and I'm super excited to post this! I'm new to having a writing blog, but would love to start chatting!

xoxo, shewroteaworld

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Desires and Deception: Full Undercover

"Your assignment: Assume the identity of a high-profile businessman and fitness guru with deep connections to the underworld elite.

Your objective: Infiltrate a high-stakes bodybuilding event where one of the underworld's most influential figures, deeply involved in a clandestine affair, is about to take center stage. A complete physical transformation is your only cover."

On the surface, his existence seems so different from mine. He's deeply entrenched in the world of luxury, surrounded by the glitter and glamour of the upper class.

I lead a life of shadows and secrecy, a chameleon in the backdrop of society. While he basks in the spotlight, I thrive in the darkness.

Yet, as I become more familiar with his life, I realize that beneath the facades, we're not so dissimilar. We both wear masks, albeit of different kinds.

He portrays an image of power and wealth, and I craft identities to delve into the hidden realms of espionage. We're both performers, navigating the stage of our own making, just on opposite sides of the curtain.

Within the covert operations division, our team constituted a rare breed, masters of disguise, each possessing an exceptional talent for the craft of metamorphosis.

We shared an unspoken bond born from the countless secrets we held and the trust we placed in one another.

The intricately crafted muscle suit lay before me like a silent partner in this clandestine masquerade. I'd done this countless times before, but the excitement and tension of the moment never ceased to grip me.

This moment brings a complex blend of emotions to my entire body.

There's the weight of responsibility, knowing that I must seamlessly become another person, thinking, speaking, and moving as they do.

But there's also the thrill of the challenge, the adrenaline rush that comes with immersing myself in a persona utterly distinct from my own.

As I slipped into the suit, the material stretched and molded to my physique. My hands found their way to the attached silicone gloves. The snug fit accentuated every contour, making me look more sculpted than ever.

My team of ingenious innovators had left no stone unturned to make the muscle suit as lifelike as humanly possible. Their unwavering dedication shone through in the meticulous attention to detail.

My pulse quickened with anticipation as the muscles subtly inflated, intensifying the illusion of strength and confidence.

With every stroke, the skilled hands erased my facial hair, and I could almost sense a new identity taking shape.

The skintone had been impeccably matched, with the paintwork skillfully blending the boundary between reality and artifice.

I marveled at their exceptional precision as they carefully placed the snow-white silicone prosthetic skin onto my scalp, deftly concealing the intricate details at the rear.

Each brushstroke they applied infused the blank canvas with a spectrum of shades and tones, gradually merging it with the flesh-colored muscle suit.

The cap clung to my scalp, obscuring any hint of my natural hair. Their unparalleled expertise accomplished an astounding feat, vanquishing visible seams and ensuring a flawless integration with the rest of the suit.

As I rose to my feet, I could feel the muscles discreetly swelling, enhancing my size and making me appear more imposing. Enthralled by this transformation, I locked my gaze onto the mirror, realizing that, except for my own face, the reflection before me resembled that of a complete stranger.

The next phase was even more unsettling. I couldn't help but feel vulnerable, yet excited, as I closed my eyes and immersed myself in embodying the fitness guru's charisma and unwavering drive for power.

Seated before the vanity, I felt the cool touch of silicone on my skin. With each prosthetic piece, I watched myself morph into the figure whose aura and allure I admired and now emulated.

My own features were vanishing, slowly replaced by the chiseled jawline, pronounced cheekbones, and the perfectly shaped nose.

Each adjustment, every little tweak, brought me closer to becoming the fitness influencer I needed to become.

The transformation has reached its halfway point, yet I can't shake the persistent unease that lingers within me. Something feels awry, lacking in authenticity.

This void echoes the emptiness I've felt in past impersonations. The team is well aware of this predicament, which motivated them to develop a new technology aimed at resolving the issue. Although they conducted numerous beta tests, this marks the first field trial.

I stood from my chair and began to don the silicone muscle pants, preparing myself for the next step.

The pants appeared remarkably sophisticated, quite different from the silicone muscle pants I had initially envisioned. Nevertheless, the team assured me that this unique design was intentional, tailored to fulfill its specific purpose.

As I settled into a sleek, state-of-the-art machine, they assured me that it would serve as the catalyst for the forthcoming comprehensive transformation. The team then delved into an explanation of the pants' fabric and the silicone prosthetic pieces they had attached, emphasizing their integration with nanites.

They elaborated on how these minuscule marvels were precisely programmed to discern the unique contours and characteristics of my body, thereby enabling the seamless fusion of the material with my own skin. This intricate process would ensure an astonishingly lifelike and untraceable metamorphosis.

The machine enclosed around my waist with a gentle yet firm embrace. I could feel its mechanisms hum to life as it began its work. A warm, viscous liquid began to flow from the machine's hidden nozzles, gently cascading down my legs and torso.

The sensation was unlike anything I had ever experienced. It was as if I were being submerged in a pool of liquid silk. I watched, my heart racing, as the substance encased my legs and torso. It was as if the nanites and the liquid skin were in perfect harmony, dancing a choreography that was breathtaking to experience.

The machine released me, and I fell forward, landing on my hands and knees. The ground was cold and unforgiving, a stark contrast to the heat that surged within me. As I struggled to regain my footing, I realized that I was sweating, my skin tingling with life.

My skin glistened with sweat as the nanites engulfed my whole body. My senses were on fire as the second skin adapted to the shape of my own body, molding itself to me with an almost sentient understanding. I could feel the air against my skin as I breathed deeply, savoring the newfound sensations.

I stood on my feet, and a tidal wave of power surged through my veins—a breathtaking rush of unearthed strength that sent shivers of exhilaration cascading down my spine. I was utterly captivated by the profound transformation I had undergone.

It was as though this second skin had reshaped the core of my existence. It was no longer just a disguise; it had become a part of my own being.

Overwhelmed by curiosity and newfound confidence, I couldn't resist the urge to explore my transformed physique.

As I flexed my thighs, I could feel their utmost solidity, the sensation of unyielding strength resonating through my body. My legs, once unassuming and lean, now bore the weight of sculpted power.

Running my hands across my chest, I felt the hard contours beneath my fingers, swelling with a sense of pride. My pectoral muscles were now pronounced and firm. I couldn't resist running my fingers over the chiseled ridges of my new washboard abs.

With each movement, I admired the pronounced biceps and triceps, each muscle responding to my command. Flexing my forearms, the veins stood out like a roadmap of my uncovered power.

I had truly become the living embodiment of the role I was about to play.

With the transformation complete, I am reborn in the shadows, ready to dance into the abyss of intrigue and danger, playing my part in a game where trust is a currency of uncertainty, and the truth remains veiled forever.

To Be Continued . . .

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crystalsenergy · 2 years

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𝒜𝓈𝒸𝑒𝓃𝒹𝒶𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓉 💌💞💕 (Love version)

ASCENDANTS IN COMPOSITE CHART (Rising signs in composite chart)

How do people in relationships show themselves to others?

💕 Ascendant in Aries in composite chart: independent, strong, like to do activities together, like physical activities, energy flows too much between the two. they convey an aura of impatience, immediacy, urgency, which can be very reciprocated between them, but can be a problem when they need to take it easy. they are intense, fast, they like to do things the moment the desire arises. they may have a problem with rudeness or be too direct.

💕 Ascendant in Taurus in composite chart: stable, like comfort zone, reserved, like to pay bills for each other, like fancy places, outings involve comfort, usually like to do things that involve eating together. they are very physical, they like to cuddle, and this can be quite evident. the problem is that they become stagnant, not open to new perspectives for the relationship.

💕 Ascendant in Gemini in composite chart: talkative, agitated, lively, fickle, may like to go out a lot, go to places that involve different atmospheres, people, communication is their strong point. however the mood swings are visible to others, they can appear as a "chameleon" couple.

💕 Ascendant in Cancer in composite chart: caring, demonstrative, nurturing, enjoy together, care about each other, like to be each other home. they are sensitive to each other's emotional demands, however, they don't have much ability to address feelings directly, if they get upset, they can't talk about it initially. however, it becomes evident that something is wrong and from that, the whole atmosphere of the two changes.

💕 Ascendant in Leo in composite chart: proud of the status of couple, always showing off, demonstrative, like to give the best to the other. they show feelings of trust, loyalty, they love to have fun together, but they can also be quite jealous of each other. they can be the type who play 'games' to get each other's attention.

💕 Ascendant in Virgo in composite chart: they are shy but care for each other in earthly ways, they like to serve and take care of each other in small ways. couple who show little affection publicly, routine couple, the kind that seems to be monotonous from time to time, due to the absence of innovation and creativity.

💕 Ascendant in Libra in composite chart: all the affection and the internal and positive dynamics of the relationship are visible to others, they really like being together, appearing in public, they are romantic, traditional gestures are very usual to them. they are very adaptable, they show a lot of harmony together, but they can suffer from a lack of assertiveness when necessary, such as when they need to better select the people they talk to and the places they go.

💕 Ascendant in Scorpio in composite chart: mysterious couple, couple that no one can decipher, who seem to live their deepest dynamics alone, they show a lot of "belonging" to each other, they are closed but at the same time they seem to be deeply connected. intense feelings that are not said, but are felt by gestures, looks, as in jealousy situations.

💕 Ascendant in Sagittarius in composite chart: adventurous couple, who enjoy traveling, who enjoy activities that involve courage, risk, expansion. they can have compatibility of thoughts, beliefs, they like the feeling of freedom when they are together. they like to maintain optimism and movement, they want to live life and they may also want to understand life. the problem may be a certain irresponsibility with more serious things, or they may have problems with planning and promising too much and doing almost nothing.

💕 Ascendant in Capricorn in composite chart: they have high expectations for themselves in the relationship, they are planners, who want to see the relationship grow, and because they value time, they don't go so fast. that's why they convey an image of little emotional connection to others - other than the fact that they're actually reserved about their love and emotional issues. they live this in privacy, in case they develop that side and the rest of the composite chart helps. Capricorn rising represents a couple who may have the problem with emotional detachment or keeping up appearances.

💕 Ascendant in Aquarius in composite chart: couple that conveys an image of independence, of being detached, but can be very mentally connected. mental connection can be important to both of them. they are responsible to each other, enjoy activities that involve outdoors, conversations, going out in a group. they are quite outside of what is expected of a stereotypical couple. the problem can be running away from a connection that is not just mental, not allowing emotions to flow too.

💕 Ascendant in Pisces in composite chart: it can be difficult to understand in a concrete way. there are connections that permeate the relationship, or at least there is an ease in perception of each other's emotions. intuitive, creative, imaginative, passive, patient, calm, sensitive, they demonstrate that they enjoy being alone. they can be very elusive and get lost easily.

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