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motivatedaily · 5 months
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cringefailfagcat · 2 months
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yes my philosophy essays are mid as fuck because i only barely understand how to explain the concepts i'm talking about but at least i'm passing
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My favourite characters in Pretty Little Liars, I want to be like them so bad! Being a mixure of them…
How will I achieve this,
~ Lose 50lbs
~ Read for 1 hour a day (currently readying Pride and Prejudice)
~ Be the A+ student STUDY STUDY STUDY
~ Learn French
~ Work your ass off, be the best at everything!
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recovery-nuovame · 1 year
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Stop Stop Stop. Thats enough.
I've gotten really big, right now I'll weigh at least 55/56 kg, and it's too much, I can't accept it.
My thighs rub when I walk, and for the first time in a long time, I no longer have the thin gap.
Now I have to think about what to do, but I have to start a diet again. I can't go on like this anymore, I hate myself, I'm huge and I suck.
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triskelion-soda · 2 years
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Codependensea
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Look at me! Look at me! I'll be all you want me to be I'll style my hair, I'll buy new clothes Show you the new persona I chose All for you, my dearest love Infesting like rats, graceful like doves I'll change myself to get to you Perhaps I'll change my gender too? Become a person I am not So you think I'm cool and nice and hot I dedicate my life to thee The only thing that's real to me I'll be everything you want me to Or tear myself to nothing for you It's only with ME I want you to be I'm all the fishes in the sea.
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butchfalin · 5 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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moncuries · 4 months
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guess what i watched on new years (a redraw kind of)
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lovelenivy · 5 months
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mouse bites™
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mamawasatesttube · 10 months
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BTW... PSA.... even if we arent mutuals if youre in my notes regularly theres a Very high chance i am still fond of you. yes im vaguing someones tags on the compliment the person u rbed this from post. but like. positive vaguing? THE POINT IS im weird abt following ppl but IM STILL SENDING U FOND VIBES...
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toyoumyloves · 3 months
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You know, something you said you loved about me is how much I talked, and how I also used that to make space for people who wouldn't do it for themselves
But tonight, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. After going to the movies and seeing a movie and finding people who also wanted to analyse it, I couldn't bring myself to interrupt or say my opinion if literally anyone else spoke. I would just shut myself down immediately
Of course, it was a room full of neurodivergent people so they kept interrupting each other and I couldn't find it in me to talk over them, so I basically didn't say anything.
But they were cool people. People I like. People I love. Like you were.
And so, I treated them like you. I let them talk, and I didn't interrupt, and I shut myself down so they (you) would have space
It's the first time that's happened in a while, but now I've seen it I can't unsee it.
It hurts more, now. Now that I know your break up reason wasn't about me. Because I knew it, logically. That breaking up with me because I didn't prioritise the games/shows/movies you liked but wouldn't tell me about was fucking nonsense.
But after that? After being reminded of you? After shutting myself down constantly to give other people space because god forbid someone feel like I'm not giving them space?
I. Didn't know there were things I'd changed for you. I guess I was so desperate to hear what you had to say when you would voice it that I'd shut myself up the second you tried.
Don't worry. I won't make that mistake again. For you, or anyone else.
- 🌙
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yardsards · 9 months
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surrounding myself with a bubble of diversity and self love and body positivity online and then being exposed to normies who actually care about conventional beauty standards feels so fucking bizarre. like you people just live like this??? are you not tired???
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motivatedaily · 6 months
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14d0r3h1m · 3 months
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The feeling when the person who loves you says you look beautiful and nothing is wrong with your body is truly heartbreaking when all you want to do is change the way you look.
Feeling selfish for wanting to take away something they love.
But what does it matter if I don't love any of it...
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cistranny · 10 months
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I wanna do something nice.. say something you appreciate about the person you reblogged this from!! even if it's smth as small as their profile photo :)
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mangozic · 12 days
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michael distortion what a goofy guy
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iamrennet · 6 months
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Change. Change. Change. Change.
That’s the only thing that I can think about.
Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate.
Because I can’t change to be good enough.
Even good enough for me.
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