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"What a dumbass
How dumb was I?
How disgusting was I, to be blinded by love? That... I didn't know that you have a girlfriend?
Seriously? How blinded was I? How oblivious was I? How fucking stupid was I?
I always hated cheaters... But I feel like one, even if we never dated...
5 years of me crushing over you, but now"
"You crushed my dream
I crushed my own dream...
For taking everything into literally
I thought that day where you cheered me up was a sign?
I thought that day where we bonded was a sign?
I guess no, I was blinded.
But.. Why didn't you tell me you are taken?
I would have backed away
It would have not hurt this much
And yet until now you never told me
Your friend did
"I feel like a hoe
Person, for liking someone that already has a partner.
This is all my fault
For even thinking I deserved you
To think that I stand on the same level as you
To think that I deserve you
To think that you deserve me
But no, now I realized.
I stand under you, you deserved better, someone that's not me.
And I deserve worse."
I'm here now, in the library at the fifth floor of my school, crying, like a loser. Crying over my first love, that definitely deserved better than me.
I don't even know what time is this? How long have I been here? Is break time over yet? Ah no... It's after school. Are my friends searching for me? Probably not.. They're usually already home. I'm alone now, in this dark room, in the corner. How depressing, isn't it?
I was known to be somewhat positive, what would my friends do if they see me like this? A mess in a dark room, crying like there's no tomorrow. In a dark, cold, depressing room. Would they be mad? Disappointed? Sad? Or happy? I wouldn't know. But if they somehow find me, I hope whoever it is, doesn't mind accompanying me for awhile. Is a hug too much to ask? Or just a pat on the shoulder? I just... Need someone to cheer me up. Please...
"For fuck sakes where's my damn phone?" I yelled in frustration. Been looking for that shit for an hour but I can't find it. My parents are gonna kill me if I lost it but I've searched everywher-
Okay maybe not everywhere
There's a dark room on the corner of the library, maybe it's somehow there? But like, how the fuck would it ended up there? Fuck it, it's worth to try.
I gently open the door
I can't see anything but I can hear murmurs and sobs. Groans and cries. The cry sounds.. A little high, I assume it's a girl? I swear if this is a ghost or something.
"H-hey who the fuck is there?"
I said in a quite panicked tone. How dumb am I to be scared of ghosts? I swear I can't let Oikawa find out or I swear to God I'll-
"W-who's there? Kyo-?"
I heard a girl's voice, she sounds like she's still crying, but there's a bit of relief in her voice.
I turned on the lights, to see only one of the lights working, but it's enough light to see what's happening. It seems like.. Is it, Vesper? Oh fucking god it is.. Fuck fuck fuck what do I do-
I may or may not fucking have a crush on her, but what the fuck happened? Who made her fucking crying? I swear when I get my hands to them i-
I don't know what I'm doing anymore, my body doesn't feel like mine. I didn't realize what happened. It feels like my body was dragging itself at his. I rushed to Kyo and hugged him? Am I really that desperate for someone to cheer me up? For affection? Huh. How silly. Now I scared him off, one more minus friend I have. I'm sorry, but I just need a hug, so please, don't be disgusted and push me away, let me stay.. For awhile.
Suddenly I feel hands around me.
"Wh-what? Kyo-? What are you-"
"Y-you ran up to me c-crying, I guess hu-hugging you ba-back is the least fucking shit I c-can do"
I feel so relieved, soo happy, soo glad. That there's still someone at school at this time around that can be a shoulder for me to cry on, or on this case, body. I feel like my body is suddenly heavy as I fell to the ground, accidentally bringing Kyo with me, still crying.
"K-kyo... Thank you.. Soo soo much..."
He didn't feel disgusted, or more even pity. I can sense the caring aura he has now, that's totally different from his usual dangerous aura. Is this.. A side of the infamous Mad Dog I've never seen? In the end.. I'm glad.. Soo fucking glad. Thank you..
It feels like hours since I was crying, but Kyotani didn't even flinch, mad, or let me go. He kept holding onto me, like he actually cared. But now I've calmed down, and I'm drinking some water Kyotani gave to me.
"Mind telling me what fucking happened?"
And part one is done!! I'll continue part two tomorrow because now it's 12 AM where I am ;;
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