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#DUE TO ME OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING AND AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
untouchabyeolman
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#i keep telling myself that i don't have anxiety bc like it's maybe ''not that bad'' and just me overreacting but like
#i've been trying to distract myself all day
#telling myself to stop thinking about it
#and even giving myself pep talks like ''ur gonna feel shitty about it for a few days but this happened before and itll go away eventually''
#but bc of the stupid thing i did today im like
#''haha yeah it's...it's fine...it's gonna be fine...''
#but then i keep having that sickening feeling in my stomach that makes me want to reach in there and rip it out of me
#and i was pretty tired but i dont wanna go to bed and try to sleep bc i KNOW it's all im gonna think about and my stomach's gonna feel funny
#and im gonna feel like shit but i dONT want to feel like shit
#i just want to forget it and DIE
#and then the thing with my programming where one person agrees with me and the other doesnt
#but i FEEL like i'm right bUT MAYBE IM NOT AND I'M GONNA GET A BAD MARK ON MY HW AGAIN FOR BEING STUPIDT
#DUE TO ME OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING AND AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#also i had my first PT for my back today and im still thinking about how the dude laughed when i answered his question
#but it gave off strong ''ur so dumb'' vibes and i just tried brushing it off and acting normal
#and later on having a decent conversation with him while he worked on my back
#but him laughing at me was still in the back of my mind like im sorry idk how to articulate exactly how my leg is feeling
#so its just this whole cycle of well we had a pretty good and friendly conversation after so maybe he didnt mean it like that
#to me still feeling stupid bc i gave a stupid answer which had him laughing but not bc i was being funny.............
#like i wish i could just fall asleep if i shut everything down right now but i know i'm just gonna feel sick to my stomach
#and stay up trying to make myself not to think about all this and failing over and over again
#UUGGHHHHHHH.
#personal
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